#it’s been a long day and i slept like

[why-the-heck-not]

insomnia? do u mean my true crime podcast time

#u know bc now I can convince my brain I slept a little bc I had my eyes closed for like 2h while listening to it #it’s like u can almost gaslight it into thinking that that podcast was actually dreaming bc we for sure were asleep yes #also this sucks bc it’s ahead of its schedule; I can’t sleep during summers so like what is this then #the climate change is affecting my insomnia cycle damnit #real unfortunate tho if it keeps going for longer (just been like 2ish weeks now) bc I got a thesis plus other shit to do #(also to anyone who’s unclear on the subject; yes I have slept during these 2ish weeks I'm not dying i'm just hella tired bc it’s not good #refreshing long sleeps bc mf it takes like 5 hours to fall asleep) #(except today bc it’s 7am and I’m giving up on it & hopefully will have a nap sometime during the day idk) #(im tired and getting increasingly more stressed abt becoming more tired and then not having the energy to do things that I fully neeed to #get done and how the stress just yes helps ah nice) #(sorry for ranting in thr tags; weird state of mind here bc of aforementioned) #march 2024 #2024

[mattodore]

perks of having a strong boyfriend

#river dipping #ts4 #matthias evanoff #theodore doe #a burning house to live in #echthroi #good morning all... do not ask how long i just slept #anyway i didn't actually post mattodore when i was going thru my screenshots last night so mwah #i think i'm gonna start on this book and then head into the oc extras tag to read the mattodore asks for idk. inspiration? #and then i'll be entering my inbox and praying to god something happens in there... it's been five days since that ask was sent like hello. #i really need to reply. it's not like i have to go like. super in depth or anything like WHAT is the hold up......??? #knocking on my brain like HELLOOOO??? anybody home??? #also i love this pose so much i use it all the time #what's sad </3 is that all the older screenshots i have of them just look so weird to me after the changes i made to theo #i fr cannot believe i didn't fix his hairline for so long after changing his hair... someone should have shot me for that. sorry theo </3

[skitskatdacat63]

2023 Australian Grand Prix - Fernando Alonso(ft. Max Verstappen & Lewis Hamilton)(my personal post-race highlights)

#i seriously think this race took like 10 years off my life #i think i aged about 50 yrs during it and had about 5 mental breakdowns #i dont think i can sum up all my thoughts: just look at my liveblogs and youll see my emotional rollarcoaster #to quote will buxton: “its been a long day.” AND I HAVENT EVEN SLEPT YET WAHHHHH #anyways absolutely wild race but yknow what im glad i experienced it and ty to you all for being here with me #when else am i gonna experience such fuckery #apologies to everyone affected by my yelling and screaming i think i lost my mind about 10 times #props to nando for his consistency #not only has he gotten p3 3 races in a row #but he also lost and regained his p3 twice in a very confusing way(i think i was abt to have an emotional breakdown at the third restart) #okay but things that make me squeal: THE WAY FERNANDO LOVES HIS TEAM AND THE WAY THEY LOVE HIM and THE WAY MAX TAPS HIM ON THE BACK HEHEHE #fernando alonso #max verstappen #lewis hamilton #2023 australian gp #fa14 #mv1 #lh44 #we do a little bit of f1 #f1 #formula one #formula 1 #(2023: 3/23 races watched)

[damnation-if]

on today's episode of Hashing Out Concepts Theatre, i spent a while today while waiting for my new fridge/freezer to be installed after my previous one died and i lost all my food hashing out a bunch of concepts for another game idea i have. (rest assured i'm not actually working on it as a game yet i just like to bash out a framework for things every now and then to make my brain do happy chemicals lmao)

putting all of this stuff under a cut since it's a bunch of images and also in case people aren't interested XD

i am regrettably a huge fan of comic books (mostly DC) and i've seen a couple of comic book inspired IFs popping up lately, though when it comes to my own interest, i'm definitely more into a straight interpretation of a comic book universe than a more. the boys-style universe - i'm into the camp lol, not so much the grim and gritty stuff. (though that's just my own personal preference)

anyway the idea behind That's Just Super is something that i really like about certain comics - giving the villains more of a purpose and rounded existence than just existing to be in somebody's rogue's gallery. the joker's angry defence of the batfamily from various other DC evil forces, lex luthor's furious resistance against brainiac alongside superman because it's His planet, damn it, DOOM throwing in with the heroes in every second marvel event comic... i really like stories where villains and evil characters don't always make the Most Evil choice just Because, but have clear and explainable motivations that sometimes bring them into what we'd consider a 'good' alignment because unlike in d&d, there's no real such thing as a concrete moral alignment.

(this is my banner design for it)

the basic idea is that an inexplicable cosmic event removes all of the superheroes from the planet, leaving it vulnerable to attack by evil mindflayer style aliens - unless the supervillains who remain are able to band together despite their more unpredictable, less cooperative natures and save the planet in the heroes' absence. after all... if aliens take over the earth, the villains can't take it over themselves.

here's my fun little UI design idea lmao...

the other major thing about That's Just Super that i've been hashing out is the pc. the basic idea is that you pick your villain identity from a list but you get to customise their like. birth name and secret identity, while the villain identity comes with its own name, costume, and set history (including occasionally past romantic encounters). i like playing around with the way that IF works with the idea of mcs and customisable mcs so i just thought it'd be a fun twist... it also allows me to create nice drama by having set occurrences in the past lol.

so i did some profiles for the nine villain options - three each of the DC triad of tech/metahuman/magic origin. they're all based on a specific kind of villain archetype, and i really tried to limit myself to ones where i could definitely pin down more than one specific influence so it didn't end up like me just making too many analogues haha... even if some of the influences are probably pretty obvious.

weirdly i haven't even Thought about ROs yet since i've been so focussed on the pc... maybe i'll play around with the partially set background idea even more and only have 1 possible RO for each villain choice or something. maybe a couple that you can romance as anybody... not sure. (talionis could definitely have a messy broken romance with his superhero for example)

apologies that readability isn't great but these are mostly just made for me lmao

#posts from the mortal world #dc give me a job writing for you please... jk i'm not moving to the us (not that they'd have me anyway) #long post. #i think i'm so funny for that joke of labelling the reset button a joke about time manipulation lmfao #but isn't that perfectly on the nose for a comic book themed IF?? that's what i tell myself anyway #absolutely Could Not Stand the infinity saga honestly. for Many reasons. #but in regards to this stuff in particular. every villain just threw in with thanos or immediately got killed off... boring!!!! #the only person who is allowed to be Interesting is loki apparently #and the fact that they cut. Doom holding the gauntlet with all the fucking gems on it for as long as he did from the story??? Crime #All of the crimes. go to Story Jail marvel. doom will get his just rewards for you screwing him over like that some day!!!! doom is!!!!!!!! #man also just yesterday i was thinking to myself that i Need to reread in blackest night and i So do. i'm such a lantern girlie... #that's right i like d&d i like m:tg and i like comic books. bow before my supreme embarrassing taste #it has been a Chaotic couple of days if you can't tell. i haven't slept nearly enough and i. Cried when all my food got spoiled #at least the new fridge works fine so far though...

[dangans-ur-ronpas]

the only reason a togiri hannibal au doesn't fully work is because there is no world where byakuya would or could be qualified to work as a therapist. on the other hand i am fully inclined to believe kyoko could go full will graham, sweaty delirium and all, when the right circumstances call for it

#togiri #danganronpa thh #a togiri hannibal au could only work if. byakuya was just a rich eccentric #and all the victims happened to be other rich people who had ties to the togami conglomerate #therefore requiring kyoko to meet with him from time to time. during which he develops an infatuation with her #and starts trying to woo her through long-winded flowery prose on the nature of death and her role in delivering justice #meanwhile she hasnt slept right in three days and has been wearing the same shirt for two #this au would require suspension of disbelief that 1. kyoko would work with law enforcement and 2. byakuya can cook for himself #if i wanted to squeeze tonaegiri in here then makoto would have to be like. the equivalent of alana bloom ig? #he's kyoko's casual friend who happens to have ties with byakuya bc he somehow managed to interview to be his secretary once #and got all the way to the last round where he was talking to byakuya personally before he figured he wasn't qualified to work here #both byakuya and kyoko could be will graham but kyoko could also be a better hannibal than byakuya #grown-up kyoko with no real ties to anyone would be ratty and a little fucked up. she should get to own a million dogs in a nowhere shack

[backpackingspace]

Okay but yin yu needs a raise this yin yu is overworked that. Where is the Ling wen needs a raise content

#Tgcf #Yin yu #ling wen #I do love the idea that yin yu has a great employment plan he's just long suffering and #If he's too busy working than he doesn't need to feel things ever #Obviously hua cheng probably bullied him and definitely made him transcribe his diary bc #“What if his highness wants to read it one day yin yu this is important yin yu” #But he also seems like the person who understands very well that money talks #And that an employee who is comfortable is much less likely to betray you #Meanwhile Ling wen is dealing with some bullshit 24/7 #She's not being paid half the other gods never wrote out reports everyone is sexist she hasn't slept in 3 years #Jun wu calls her into his office twice a day to make her scribe his evil plans (tm) #She's tried she's overworked literally xie lian is the only who's ever said thank you to her ever #Yin yu gets invited to the overworked employees club for drinks (idk who else would be there besides Ling wen but let's imagine that there #Everybody complaining/screaming/wishing for death bc they're so tired #Yin yu: Oh I think there's been a mistake I actually have great benefits #Ling wen considers homicide and defecting right there and then #Idk why I'm trying to push the Ling wen yin yu friends agenda but here we are

[running-in-the-dark]

I'm just so annoyed with myself

everything's fine. everything's good, even! I'm having a nice time painting stupid things and watching the x-files. awesome!

then. all of a sudden everything is just sooo bad again. like come on! I'm tired of this. it feels really bad. like. it goes from "everything is fine" to "guess I should just die" from one moment to the next.

#I'd like to have SOME time to do things during the day. I slept for over 12 hours again so I haven't been awake that long. #and I've only been painting for 3 hours. so why can't I keep doing that 😭 #fuck everything #I'm gonna think about jenkins until I feel better. unless that makes it worse. that happens sometimes. #ughhhh I'm so miserable rn. #and the stupid things I'm painting aren't actually stupid. or things. because they're all john larroquette. of course. #just wanna keep doing that 😭😭😭 #personal

[twostepstyless]

We need to kill off camping culture at concerts

#because what do you mean I’m going to the 1975 tomorrow and there’s people been camping #for two days for tonight’s show and then camping immediately after tonight’s show for tomorrow #I do not want to be surrounded by the *scent* these people will give off #there is no fucking artist in the world I’d sleep three nights in the street for #and also what do you think the artist is going to do? they’re not going to shag you cause you slept on the street for that long #I said what I said x #I don’t even like queuing for shows #I showed up nearly 2 hours after doors for Harry Wembley n4 and ended up on barrier in the Hollywood pit #like all that palava is not worth it

[stinkrascal]

good morning yall

#this is me rn #idk who this is but i like him. he seems trustworthy #im gonna make some coffee and edit the rest of my story post today! so hopefully it will be ready to post for tmrw:) #ive been playing so much ts4 gameplay i havent done anything else this week hahaha #also the water heater is finally fixed!! yay for warm water!!!! #i slept thru the plumber’s visit but bf said it didnt take long so thats cool #miss u simblr. sorry for being quiet lately. my social battery has been at 0 for days now 🛌

[gonzogender]

Ok guys I’m home from my little mountain goats excursion not to put too much on it but I’ve firmly decided keep living

#I had the most perfect day the moment it really hit me and I started sobbing was like. I’ve been listening to these songs to stabilize #and like have played no small part in the fact that I’ve made it this long and it got me here!! screaming with jd!! #my bf was laughing at me for stimming super hard when he was jumping around and doing his little spins in the back #the literal only problem was no drums :( it was just him and Matt which was also sick as hell so yk #played fucking love cuts the strings and a lot of sunset tree and and and #also slept with my man at the hotel ayoooo and woke up to snow wonderland everywhere #mine #save

[munamania]

um i miss them i miss queer joy and the gay churchism of being at a concert etc i miss being in a room with them and a bunch of other dykes

#apparently did not take a vid during the last concert but #remembering how i fucked up jos ‘right now!’ in the verses both times and was just soooo happy #full body laughing with lydia and naomi started laughing too and could’ve been unrelated but we were like you know one row back #so it felt like a Moment. and everyone WAS out dancing!! #:((((( #i better get tickets to that stupid ass music fest in october that i do not have money for rn #this song was also christened for me when. so i remember after the phoebe concert. first of all long ass day and so much walking #to and from the venue i was EXHAUSTED. slept for like an hour then my roommate at the time had people over soooo wasted in our living room #barely slept any more after. got up the next morning making myself breakfast. this bad boy comes on cause i’m listening to about u #all the way thru for the first time. and i just start SOBBING. it was a release #abby talks

[kangaracha]

vibe check

#i'm going to be reborn as a Rock #it's been a long hard day of a) being pissy at everyone #b) nearly falling off of horses #c) time stretches until forever #the good news is i slept 8 hours last night and like 40 minutes at lunch so i can just stay up #if i feel lethargic now no sleep is gonna make it better anyway lmfao #anyway i guess now i cook dinner #the only other thing i have to say is an itemised list of every horse i rode today but no one wants that 😂 #a can of worms is what that is

[sapphic-luthor]

Is it just me or does Jess the Secretary want what Susie the Lab Tech have?

oh my god anon HUGE brain

#jess and susie at the nudists retreat together #jess frantically taking notes #‘they’ve been like this for HOW LONG???’ ‘maura SLEPT in her BED?’ #and susie’s just dramatically smoking a cigar #sipping whiskey like #‘ah… i remember my early days………. ‘ staring into the distance like she’s telling a war story #anyway they both come home and supercorp and rizzles are both still firmly entrenched in ~Friendships~ #susie retires to a tropical island to be a nude hermit. she can’t take it #they say jess is still manically trying to figure out what’s going on w lena and kara to this day x #answered #anonymous #supercorp #rizzles

[yoojinluv]

#todays mood is breakups are fawking harder than I ever imagined #we just laid there in bed (the first time he’s slept not-on the couch in a very long time) #and talking about how we know we’re not right for each other but neither of us want to separate but we have to but we don’t want to and its #just a lot #I think about how it would be nice to have a place to myself and kind of get me in touch with myself and cater only to my own needs and #just see what it’s like to live alone since I never have #but I was listening to him playing his music in the other room and wondering what it would feel like #to be in an empty apartment by myself in dead silence knowing he’s not going to walk through the door any minute #then I wonder is it because the comfort of him that I don’t want to let go? I definitely love him but #at the end of the day he’s hurt me a lot too #and I don’t know if he’s capable of showing up for me in the way that I need him to #also.. I just feel so exhausted imagining trying to date ppl and find someone I care for the way I do him #my eyes have never strayed from him he’s always been my priority #anyways.. #I guess let’s just see what the future holds

[immortal-saccharin-swan]

When was the last time you preened your wings? It’s essential to routinely preen your wings to ensure you dont get wingrot.

-/ Harpy Anon

"Well, can't exactly establish a routine if I've been sleeping centuries after centuries away...but to answer your question, aside from today, I don't remember.."

#eternal sugar cookie #🦢| sleepy swan answers |💤 #roleplay account #for anyone curious; the reason eternal sugar keeps saying she doesn't remember things is because she's slept so much for so long - poster #i get a good night's sleep like one time and i can barely remember the events of the previous day unless someone jogs my memory - poster #i can only imagine it'd be like a hundred times worse for eternal sugar - poster #given how long it's been since she's last been awake for more than say ten or so minutes - poster #alright rambling over in tags - poster

[jorvikzelda]

Realising how much you Actually need to sleep is so insane when you regularly got up at 5:30-6:00 in secondary school to do your hellish commute. Now I’m like Yeah it’s 22:30 so I’d better go to sleep because I’m getting up early (7:30) and I feel the weight of all the people I’ve ever mocked for thinking 10:00 is an early time to arrive at school on my shoulders

#its insane the past couple days almost a week now ive slept like 10 hours per night #sometimes even 10 and a half #ive been going to bed at like 22 and not setting an alarm and just sleeping for so fucking long #thats like half the day. wtf dude #and yet i have zero problem going to bed at the same time again. sleepy bitch moment