#it’s exhausting and I’m tired

[stuckinapril]

No more experiences that make me grow as a person. I would just like to rot in bed now

#girl I’m tired #EXHAUSTED #p

[prince-kallisto]

Silver’s Fairy Godfather 🐦‍⬛

I’d like to imagine Silver and Crowley having an Aurora and Maleficent-Diaval dynamic- one that is complicated yet full of care simultaneously 🌸💖

This was all inspired by Silver’s Alchemy Special Lesson line where he says “I feel better when the Headmage is here” 😭😭😭😭 that’s all it took BAHXJSJ!!! But why? Why does Silver feel better when the Headmage is there, when everyone else feel tense, anxious, annoyed, or even scared? 👀 This was a question I sought to answer for myself- as in what if Crowley was his “fairy godfather,” like the way Maleficent was to Aurora in the live action film.

I feel like some stuff is up to interpretation- as this is from (mostly) Silver’s POV. But I hope the general concept of this wasn’t too confusing to follow (*ﾟ▽ﾟ*) I wanted to try having the story follow Silver’s POV, age, and thoughts through the style of drawings- except for certain pages that’s meant to be drawn from Crowley’s POV (о´∀`о) I hope it wasn’t too disorienting!

There were many, many others scenes of them I wanted to draw but couldn’t fit -v- so I suppose I have inspiration for mini comics/sketches in the future to elaborate further on them! Thank you for reading 🌸💖🐦‍⬛

#I’m going right to sleep now NEJXJD it’s past midnight and I’m tired🤣 #in fact it’s past 3 in the morning and I’m exhausted LOL #I spent too much time working on this 🤣 #long post #twisted wonderland #twst #dire crowley #twst dire crowley #twst silver #twst fanart #twst comic #my art #kallistopost

[bpdcrybaby213]

Sometimes I want to let the mental illness consume me fully so I can stop fighting and not be exhausted anymore. Sometimes I want to give up and feel the release.

#sick and tired #borderline personality disorder #living with bpd #bpd life #bpd thoughts #actually bpd #bpd stuff #bpd things #mental illness #mental exhaustion #mentally drained #actually mentally ill #mentally ill #mentally exhausted #i’m so exhausted #bpd struggles

[fucklife101]

I want all of my secrets back. I want all of my love back. I want to take it all back and sit in a deep hole with it.

#mentally exhausted #i dont want to be here #im losing hope #tw depressing stuff #i’m so alone #self h@rm #mental health relapse #i hate my existence #anxi4ty #deppresing quotes #i hate it i hate it i hate it #this is depressing #tw depression #depressing shit #i’m tired

[prayingfordemise]

Can’t wait for this shit to end

#depressing life #depressing shit #i want to diiieeee #i want to disappear #sorry for being depressing #tw depressing thoughts #tw depressing stuff #tw sui ideation #end it already #suic1de #mentally fucked #mentally exhausted #kill my thoughts #mental exhaustion #venting #vent #i’m so tired #i’m done

[sctumsempra]

androgynous summer snape but make them sleepy!!!

#severus snape #snape #pro snape #snape fanart #procreate #sketch #he’s always exhausted/tired/sleepy regardless of how much he sleeps 2me #the vibes of napping in the living room because it’s the coolest room in your old house are unmatched #girl help i’m projecting onto him again #reached the point of having so many thoughts about him where i end up mentally the meme of patrick star with a board nailed to his head #he deserves a full afternoon couch nap in an oversized t shirt and pajama shorts idc

[lifewaster-imdanger98]

Why do sh scars looks so pretty? Like not just my own, but other people's too?

Unfortunately the vast majority of the human population disagrees here.

#mentally exhausted #i hate it here #sorry for being depressing #i cant do this #i’m tired #sad thoughts #tw depressing thoughts #tw self loathing #self destruction #tw self destructive behavior #tw sh implied #tw sh in tags #mentally unstable #mental illness #mental health #actually mentally ill #tw self destruction #tw sh related

[duckiemimi]

my gojos

and my one geto

#i lost geto’s files 😭 #but i mean on the bright side these are all one artstyle #jjk #geto #gojo #sorry for not being as active i’ve had a horrible week and i’m just so fucking exhausted so here’s some old art :’) #fuck capitalism btw #and fuck patronizing coworkers #shit week man yea i’m using my tags to rant but like pls ignore this i just need to type it out #tired

[neptunes-saddest-alien]

From the bottom of my worthless heart, I genuinely don’t know if I can survive another year.

#i really don’t #i’m terrified #tired #exhausted #deppressed #numb #mentally tired #lonliness #pathetic #worthless #sad thoughts #passively suicidal #suicidal ideation #suicidal #hurt #empty #tired of living

[un-pearable]

i was working the club table all day and the only thing that got me through it was the guy walking around with a flyer for a queer students of color club with this exact render of shadow the hedgehog on it . i still haven’t stopped smiling it was glorious

#text✨ #shadow the hedgehog #sonic #(IN THE SUN. THEY REFUSED TO GIVE US TENTS THIS YEAR #AND IT WAS THE HOTTEST DAY OF A WEEK ALL IN THE 70s W/ NO CLOUD COVER) #i’m so tired :( #socially and sun exhaustion

[gwekkuu]

No new autumn piece this year 😔

So let me share some old ones I still like :0

#duckverse #donald duck #huey dewey and louie #gyro gearloose #sikyu art #can I just…rant a little in the tags for a moment?? #this entire year has been a rollercoaster for me #working at the MK ride has been EXHAUSTING since it’s opened in Feb #we’re only STARTING to slow down at the tail end of October :/ so I’m TIRED #oh yeah then ya girl gets hit by a wicked flu about TWO OR THREE TIMES 👀✨ #seriously during each of them I had an awful fever for a week as well as a nasty cough #I just stayed in bed whenever I could #ah yeah and then ya girl has been suffering artblock since early rhis year #I am just tired bois and I wanna sit down and draw again but ffddf life stops me #OH SHIT and I’m in the process of moving to a new place and I’m tired of that already??

[vonnawithav]

I don’t like romance in movies

Now, this is totally personal opinion and preference, so please keep that in mind when reading.

“I don’t like romance plots in movies”

That sounds so weird I know. Especially when this entire blog I dedicated to one ineffable couple I’ve hyper fixated on ever since I offhandedly watched a random show on prime when I was bored.

There’s lots of things I don’t like about the idea of stereotypical *ahem, usually heterosexual* romance, and one of those things is the perceived intensity of attraction.

While I understand it to an extent, I also don’t. On the few occasions I’ve been romantically interested in someone I’ve never had the urge to rip their clothes off and jump their skin, or marry them that afternoon.

I do however, want to show them my book collection, send them obscure memes, talk about that one scene in that one show I can’t move on from yet, listen to them talk about their passions, share romantic but subtle moments, and just generally enjoy each other’s company.

Maybe this is because my lack of neurotypical tendencies, my demisexuality, or just my queerness in general, I don’t know.

But this type of romance is rarely shown in media, (again, in my personal viewing experience), especially in straight media.

You’re probably wondering what the fuck this has to do with movies. Same honestly I lost my train of thought one sec-

Ah yes.

Romance in movies feels immensely rushed to me. There is no time to sit and talk while you watch the sunrise, there cannot be an entire episode where the entire plot line is your traumatic childhood and how you two can bond over the fact both of your dads left for milk and never came back, or your wooden frog collection.

Noooo, instead, there must be this instant inexplicable attraction that causes both of your hormones to go haywire, because the plot only has two hours to not only get through this plot line BUT the other three in the background.

For romance to work in my head, 👏🏾I 👏🏾 Need 👏🏾 Bonding 👏🏾 time 👏🏾.

That’s one of the many reasons I love OFMD and Good Omens so much, we get to see that bonding time.

Ed and Stede chilling while having breakfast in bed while they look at each other lovingly?

Goals.

Azira and Crowley sitting and enjoying a good bottle of wine while talking about the end of the world?

Never seen anything better.

I think romance is at its best when subtle and calming, not frantic and unnerving.

Don’t get me wrong, I think franticness has its place in romance, especially once sexual tension has begun, but there needs to be large spaces of comfort and safety in between. (In my personal opinion)

Alrighty then, I’ll be off.

Lmk if you see where I’m coming from, or if I’m just posting insane ramblings because I’m sleep deprived and recovering from a cold 🥲.

#genderqueer #lgbt #david tennant #good omens #crowley #asexual #aziraphale #crowley is so gender #michael sheen #crowly x aziraphale #our flag means death #ofmd #ofmd s2 #i’m so tired #ineffable idiots #I want calm romance #am i asking for too much? #anywho #goodnight #i’m exhausted #i’ll probably delete this later

[shorthaltsjester]

free my complex female character, she did the same thing as complex male characters but the fandom takes Any analysis of her actions/choices/motivations that doesn’t strip her of all of her agency in bad faith and claims that only misogynists would dare to critique the things that they’ve noticed in her character because she’s a woman, completely ignoring the over-presence of discourse about similarly traited male characters in their fandom.

#exhausted by people categorizing CRITIQUE. not even genuine hate just literally basic analysis of imogen’s character #as a) hate at all but b) misogynistic simply because… they assume the person like caleb and percy uncritically like #i love imogen and i love her because she’s riddled with complexity that gives reason for her to be unlikeable #the shit ashton says makes me want to tear out my hair and i could write analysis on why but they’re still one of my favourite characters #i enjoy caleb but watching him infuriated me because of his self interest which is a coherent trait of his but is a tiring one #similarly with percy of love his pretentious Smartest In The Room shit but sometimes it meant he treated others more poorly than necessary #but i’m not unpacking all of that just so i have some fandom mandated right to say that i think there’s an aspect of a female character #that is imperfect in the human sense #because like. i will continue to call imogen’s self interested until the world burns and the moon shatters. because she is. #the only reason her choice to do good is compelling at all is because the choice to do otherwise is so tangible #it isn’t a Mistake or Fault that she’s self interested. it’s by design #like. she reaches towards the storm in curiosity in her sleep. but then she fights back when she’s awake #that’s it #that’s the dynamic. that’s what’s compelling #but no ur right fandom. let’s instead all agree that imogen is actually just intrinsically good #and take away all agency and complexity and humanity from her #and instead slap a sticker of Morally Good and enjoy the caricature of her where she’s made to fit into the imagine of #the latest aesthetic ad for diarrhoea medication #imogen temult #critical role #inspired as always by dumbass twitter posts that i’m subjected to because of school n work #the worst part is i do like the laudna n imogen dynamic in the stagnancy where it is but so much of that fandom is so clear in their erosion #of both characters actuality to suit the picture of Ship Tropes #like fuckin. so much of imogen’s fanart in imodna making her fat which as a fat person great love to see it #not so much when it’s clearly to make her short n stout against laundas tall n lanky. #anyway

[fucklife101]

I’m so fucking tired. I can’t do this anymore.

#i dont want to be here #mentally exhausted #tw depressing stuff #i hate myself #i want to die #im losing hope #i’m so alone #self h@rm #i hate my existence #mental health relapse #anxi4ty #deppresing quotes #deppresing thoughts #depressing shit #i want to disappear #tired of life #no one cares

[prayingfordemise]

FUCK THIS PLACE, FUCK EVERYTHING, FUCK EVERYONE, I HATE EVERYTHING. I JUST WANT TO FUCKING DIE OMG

#depressing life #depressing shit #i want to diiieeee #i want to disappear #sorry for being depressing #tw depressing thoughts #tw depressing stuff #tw sui ideation #end it already #suic1de #mentally fucked #kill my thoughts #mentally exhausted #mental exhaustion #i’m so tired #i’m done #losing my mind #im losing it #i want to cvt

[quins-makeshift-menagerie]

Gentle reminder that my kofi link is in my pinned post. While The Other Q’s ER trip won’t financially destroy us it’s still going to be a big hit on top of having to get some major repairs done on the car before winter hits

#I #genuinely hate doing this #I wanted to open commissions instead #so people would at least get something in return that feels worth it #but i haven’t been mentally in the right spot to take those for months and this isn’t helping #at this point doing anything more than silly doodles to try and keep my spirits up feels exhausting #just gotta #hope things will be okay with Q and the car and everything else #sorry I’m just not doing so hot either #I’m still dealing with withdrawals from stopping my medication and now I’m getting a cold from sleep deprivation again #fun times #I’m so tired