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#it’s gonna be a gr8 summer
wavernot4love · 2 months
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hello i see ag 2morrow for the second show of boom done tour i am so excited
i haven't been to a show since thursday @ the end of january in typical northeast "no one, quite understandably, tours here in the winter" fashion & i very much need this i am so very much looking forward 2 it also this is gonna be a GREAT month 4 shows
#i may be manifesting this somehow reaches someone somewhere also going#also tonight is about to be spent absolutely cramming boom done etc#as despite the fact that i technically got introduced to homie's music via a boom done set#at that fest i was working in summer '22#i still am not really acquainted with it#i am primarily going for good vibes and to support#but that's just as of now#i can Entirely see myself coming to love these songs just like the rest of that dude's projects#anyways i am soloing and while of course i have no problem doing this for shows in general#i am a bit nervous since i'm used 2 just blending in with a crowd due to moshing everybody being packed in etc#whereas here that obviously won't be a thing and everyone will kinda just be standing there noddin along#but it is okay i always seem to find cool folks to talk to at ag related shows#and even if i don't i know i'll have a great time#also i really hope the epic wavernot4love x anthony crossover can finally happen#genuinely i have so much 2 say this dude's music has had such a positive impact on my life this past year n a half#and i wanna chat about that a little bit#anyways off i go 2 jam some ag tunes i am so excited also mohawk place is a gr8 venue i can't wait to be back there#also ah i'm gonna see if i can find anything setlist wise from the first show 2nite in pa since i kinda like to know what 2 expect#anthony green#ls dunes#boom done#wavernot4love gets 2 the gig#wavernot4lovetalksmusic#wavernot4love talks ag tunes#yippee
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spacebronco · 1 year
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my gay little manpurse. you agree
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agayconcept · 8 months
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#im rly mad at myself bc i was gonna go to a local queer art hang yesterday#but got halfway to the bus stop and had a full blown panic attack#and had to give up and go home#i know why it happened its bc i had a drs appt earlier in the day that went rly badly and i was already an emotional wreck#but i was rly hoping to make it to that event so i could cheer myself up and make some good good queer connections#but i freaked out instead and had to sit on a curb while i shook like a fuckin chihuahua#and now there's only 1 hang left this summer before it stops which i Will make myself go to no matter what#but still#im just. rly upset bc i wanted to go#i know some of the folks who attend and they're all rly fun and it would've been nice to see them and chill w them again#and im just. very fuckin upset idk#im Disappointed in myself and i Know i shouldnt be but i fucking am#im so stupid mad at mysslf for never being able to handle fucking anything#even when its something i rly rly wanna do#like#its just. getting to the point of devastating#i lost a lot of friends thru covid and my homelessness-mental breakdown-isolation-hospitalization years#and the few i still have r gr8 but i dont rly get to see them often#and i'd like to see them more often but ofc i cant make myself ask that bc oh look another impending panic attack#jfc im just. so done w my brain. i h8 living inside this stupid thing so fucking much its literal hell#I MISS MY FRIENDS#I MISS HAVING COMMUNITY#I FEEL ALONE ALL THE FUCKING TIME#see i can scream that into the internet void just fuckin fine but cant even reach out to ppl to be like 'hey. been a while. sup?'#just. UGHHSHSJSJ#like ya my agoraphobia is 10x worse since i got transphobically assaulted this month but like#even when its not for that reason i am still an anxious MESS all the time#and that shitty drs appt? was a psychiatrist telling me he refuses to prescribe me anxiety meds bc he doesnt trust me on them#and that im too dependent on them to cope/function. ummm. YA MY GUY THATS WHAT THEYRE FOR ??? TF ????#now that im off them i cant be in public w/o hyperventilating. fuck rite off dude i'll find a diff dr to renew the script who isnt a jackass
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safyresky · 1 year
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Nobody:
Nobody:
Me: sorry, did someone ask for some older Fino, Fiera, and Jacqueline? Oh! Well here you go!
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Okok so these are kinda lil. BAD sketches lmao except for the top ones!! Practise makes perfect and I'll get them right eventually!! :3 Mind the cam scan watermark, I always forget to crop it out 🙄🙄🙄
anyway some hot facts about Fiera, Fino, and Jacquie when they are a weee bit older than they are now below the cut!
First up: Fiera!
BUNS. She has FIERY BUNS! On her head. And freckles, apparently
Absolutely VIBING ribbons
She causes a ruckus, a stir up, but in the most elegant of ways which nobody expected, least of all Fiera
She's become v good at summer sprite-ing. Her fire is RAINBOW sometimes, she's very proud of that!
She and Fino both have the same face shape, same noses, and same freckles funnily enough! V. similar twins
The second doodle is a bit of a better Fiera-Hair. She's not as spinelly as I drew her at the top!
What is she up to? No idea! Adventure is out there and she's an on fire ribbony mess. She's carpe dieming that SHIT
Both she and Fino got a lot of Winter's more angular (pointy) features, and are very lanky. they have no fluff or curves. They are also both very tall!
Fino!
He's a very very VERY skilled warlock
And just as good as Fiera at fire manipulation--he's seen his Dad and Uncle and Fino went yeah, no, I'm gonna get real good at BOTH the summer sprite shit AND the warlock shit!
And then he did.
Smaller simmer of hair at the top; but it's pretty long! By Fino standards, at least. not quite a mullet but if you squint....
Spends most of his time in the human world cultivating the reputation of weird forest wizard, helping local kids and ordibeings down on their luck
he likes nature a LOT
Went to castor school in Crystal Springs, fucking ROCKED IT
And of course, last but certainly not least: Jacqueline!
Happily married to Dite (who has, at this point, forged her own identity and goes by her name: Hedone! Jacqueline calls her Donnie for short ;)
They have 3 kids!
They are just as unhinged as Jacqueline with all of the Frost crazy and bits and pieces of god power thanks to Donnie (Dite), and sass out the ass since their granpater (Cupid) is. well. like that lol
Jacqueline loves them very, very, VERY much
Jacqueline: My kids are so terrible and I love them soooo much for it 🥺🥺🥺🥺
She tries really hard to keep her hair up in a messy fat bun, but by the end of the day it's fallen down completely
Has smile lines like her parents do!!!!
She is out here Jack Frosting officially
SMILE LINES!
Still cannot seem to leave behind poofy sleeves 🤔
Lives in ordibeing world with Donnie and the kids. Kids go to human school; they cause all sorts of shenanigans
The middlest, Bianca, has a tiktok devoted to her moms called magic moms. In it, Donnie and Jacquie just exist as their magical selves and Bianca gets a kick out of all the human commentors being like WOW THEY ARE SUPER GOOD AT MAGIC HOW DOES SHE GET HER HAIR LIKE THAT? HOW DOES YOUR MATER MAKE HER WINGS MOVE LIKE HANDS? And their insistence that Bianca's answer of "they're for real actually magical beings" is not true
Also has a smattering of magibeans following who like to cause problems with ordibeings in the comments and Bianca LIVES for this
Jacqueline also lives for this magic moms thing, she thinks it's funny. Her fave video is one where Bianca charges in and goes MOM SHOW THEM HOW YOU DO YOUR HAIR and Jacqueline goes WELL, I FREEZE DRY, AND IT'S VERY EASY. YOU SUMMON YOUR FROSTY POWERS AND JUST RUN YOUR HANDS THROUGH YOUR HAIR AND MOLD IT INTO THE SHAPE YOU WANT! BOOM! DONE! You can use snow or ice or mix it UP. sometimes a light dusting of frost is gr8 for when you wanna just. have your hair down but not in your face :)
Everyone trying to debunk the sfx after that one gave Bianca and Jacquie many fun nights in the evening chillin on the couch. watching the replies. just a Legend and her Legate bonding
Jack follows magic moms and is the BIGGEST shit stirrer in the comments
EVERYONE LOVES UNCLE JACK LMAO
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r-o-s-e-f-i-r-e · 1 year
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@geddyqueer tagged me in this a minute ago and i'm just getting around to it! here's five songs i've been enjoying :)
show me love - hundred waters. like a little psalm. my current go-to "listen to one million times in a row while i'm doing work" song
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hijos del sol - hermanos gutiérrez. digging into their whole discography again this week, gr8 writing music, atmospheric and lush, saw em live last summer at [redacted]
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ferris wheel - sylvan esso. absolutely on my "steve harrington is a summertime girlie agenda" playlist, best live show from last summer
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radio - sylvan esso. yeah this one's on there too. DON'T YOU LOOK GOOD SUCKING AMERICAN DICK
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waloyo yamoni - christopher tin. ohhhh the way i can feel the first soloist's voice resonating in my chest. we're gonna be ok
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the booley house - the gloaming. the b part of this oh my god. my soul taking flight, those piano chords that are slightly more dense and complex than you expect them to be, phew
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won't be long - the dead tongues. nebulous longing for a place i've never been ft. harmonica AND flute
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ok that's actually seven lmao tagging @the-barn-rat @blysse-and-blunder and anyone else who wants to!!!
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phrootsnacks · 11 months
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a chaotic language studying update lol
the urge to just dabble... in so many languages.... all at once
I really should not be allowed to have free time bc there are just too many things to do!!! im gonna do them all tho I promise
Ukrainian, German, Japanese, gotta get back into Arabic and ASL too, might return to Chinese (probably not yet tho)
I feel bad for not having done more arabic and asl during the spring semester but. i barely made it thru the semester anyway no point in beating myself up over it
at some point im gonna post the big toki pona post that's sitting in my drafts :)))))
oh and obviously I have my summer courses to do as well. and some video editing. and a coding project.
one of my courses is a spanish course!!! so that's good. I've been not gr8 w making Anki cards but it's ok bc seeing words I've seen b4 but not recalling their meaning is motivating me to make Anki cards. tho gotta say a lot of these words are very literary and I don't know how useful they are to me. but it's still fun.
actually I want to learn more engineering/science/math vocab in spanish anyone have any recs. I've been looking at some podcasts. might listen to podcasts and take notes on the podcasts.
anyway since the end of the semester I've rested and now im restless. im like a shark in that if I stop moving I die. im gonna have so many little notebooks and that duo bird is gonna haunt my dreams. better than the dreams I've been having ! !
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aemoglobin · 1 year
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haven’t been able to keep up with all the kpop releases and i’m dying squirtle. i have to pick and choose which comebacks i support bc i am a bear of very little money!!!!
said it before and i’ll say it again, deeply envious of adult kpoppies who are allowed to live at home with their parents and have their utilities paid for by their parents so they can spend all their money on hobbies. i’m very deeply jealous. soooooooooo jealous. they don’t know how good they have it.
i think i missed the preorder cutoff for pygmalion so that’s ugh but also whatever i guess?? i like oneus’s music a lot but i can’t seem to get into them as a group outside of that, not enough to dedicate myself to getting their albums. if i see leftover albums at b&n later this month i’ll grab one but it’s not very high on my list. this might change if the album is a banger though.
i did end up finding the individual album orders for ‘i feel’ on t*rget’s site (they were on the 2nd page of preorders lol). i’m keeping my randomized selection because 1) it’s cheaper/on sale compared to the specific albums & 2) i like all three concepts enough to not be picky abt which one i get. this group is also not high enough on my faves for me to be super concerned abt missing or getting this album, so...
cix AND ab6ix comebacks this summer are going to kiru me though bc i might be moving and my address is up in the air those months so......if i order anything i’ll have to borrow someone else’s address to make sure my packages get delivered safely. 
bx white/silver hair in the preview that was released today!!!!!1 ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh let’s fucking go! i hope there’s only like 2 album versions for this comeback. i’ll get both of them!!!! but my wallet can only handle two!!!!!! i have a brand new album for my bg pcs so let’s go~ let’s go~ i’m interested in the concepts for this one! 
i know ab6ix has a jp release soon but they also posted something on their main/kr acct so i’m eyes emojis at them. please. the jp concept pics were nice so hopefully if they have a kr comeback planned the concepts will be similar or better. i can’t call any bg concept ‘hot’, sorry, it’s the lesbian in me. 
i bought monsta x’s ‘the dreaming’ album recently since i’ve enjoyed it a lot (it was the album that got me back into kpop, if i’m being honest), and i was severely disappointed by the quality of the physical album. like i’ve never had an album This Close to falling apart on me and that was BEFORE i even opened it?? is that normal for this group’s releases???? the inclusions were GLUED INTO THE SPINE, which had ripped off the cover, and i had to physically tear them out. like i don’t think that was god’s plan?? huh???? like not like twice’s albums which were designed to lay flat but like genuinely fallen off of the cover. and like i said. this was RIGHT AFTER i opened it. wtf. worst purchase!!!! i honestly don’t think i’ll buy more for this group (mostly bc i don’t like their sound outside of this album and i couldn’t name a member from this group to save my life). 
5050 also signed w warner so their releases are available at t*rget now!!! and they’re up for preorders!! i already have two copies!!! i really don’t want to break my rule of not buying more than 2 copies per comeback, especially since the inclusions are going to be nearly identical to the kr release (there’s a new stickerset for the en release, that’s ALL) but also like......i need to support my girls. now if they re-release the fifty/higher, i will definitely be buying bc i still haven’t been able to get that one and i WONT it so bad. top three albums i want to get. their next comebac is gonna be gr8 i’m so excited......
i keep wanting to support independent kpop stores but there’s only like 2 i know of and they’re based in CA. there don’t seem to be any in WI so like...okay. and all the sites that are rec’d on kpop yt are not based in the us so the fees are astronomical lol. the CA sites don’t carry groups i’m interested in, either. whatever! whatever. (my sister went to the physical store for one of them and they got mad at her when she asked abt nugu albums for me lol). i want to buy their l00na album leftovers........
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I DONT KNOWNIF YOU ARE STILL ACTIVE IN HERE BUT IS THERE MORE OF BAD BLOOD?! OH NU HODNI JUST FOUND IT IT WAS SOBGOOD JENRJAJRJ WTF I CANT BE LEFT ON A CLIFFHANGER LIKE THAT WHAT HAPPENS TO HAZEL IS RANSOM GONNA OWN UPBTO HIS ACTIONS FOR ONCE IN HIS LIFE FOR HIS DAUGHTER?!?! OKAY THANKS HAVE A GR8 DAY BYE
Hello! I'm sorry for the longgg wait! Apparently I have no other way to write any stories at the moment except phone and you know how bad phone writing can be sometimes.
But I cann do it another way, but also I haven't been writing lately since covid and all that but maybe the start of summer I'll go back into writing. So be on the look out for updates. I might be coming back!
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unfortunate17 · 3 years
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AND WE’RE BACK IN THE US OF A
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lovevalley45 · 5 years
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sometimes i have to look up temperatures for a fic to make it more accurate so i was writing smth n making it seem like it was hot so i looked up the temp for that place and literally. their ave temp was like 90 degrees and here i am, where we regularly get temperatures over 100 like ‘oh yea sometimes ppl don’t live in california’
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badcountryofficial · 5 years
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me: wow..........mayhaps i...........have a crush......on this girl.......................
me also: no it’s just cos she’s available and talks to u abt sex and being lonely and u see it as potential even tho y’all would NEVER work out
me: n-no........no i think i have found a Soulmate...........wow.........
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grissdarling · 5 years
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go crazy go stupid
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keytomythoughts · 3 years
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Perfection Imperfections | Chapter 1
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Chapter Index 
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Finally, summer break. It’s been a while since I was able to go home. Having to attend high school rather far from my home in Seoul, I never thought that I’d adjust to the new environment. Fortunately, I wasn’t entirely alone, since I stayed with my aunt for the four years of my high school life. School wasn’t so bad, but the homesickness is what killed it for me. Even though it was my parents' idea to send me a rather vast distance—me not being too excited about it, but I knew I wouldn’t get my way in the end—there was some good that came from it. The two only good things, actually. 
I glance outside the train window, the buildings of Busan zooming past me. Sure, it may not be my home, but I won’t lie. I’m really going to miss this place. My phone suddenly vibrates in my lap, glancing down to see a text from my group chat, smiling as I respond.
(Binnie)
R u still on the train?
                                                               Yeah have been for the past like 30 mins
(Eunuwu) 
Going back to ur parents? Or r u moving out?
                                                                                                                      Funny
                                                                        Yk I can’t move out, at least not on                                                                            my own. My parents won’t allow it
(Binnie)
:/
What about Jaehyun?
                                                                            Idk, they rlly dc what he does tbh
                                                                       They’re just hell-bent on me getting                                                                                    into the top schools and shit
(Eunuwu)
Damn, rough
                                                                                                                        Mhm
(Binnie)
Try talking to them, u never know
They might change their minds?
                                                                 Nah, I already know how it’s gonna end
                                                                         Me crying and stuffing myself with                                                                           pints of ice cream
(Eunuwu)
Doesn't sound so bad
(Binnie)
¬_¬
(Eunuwu)
Except for the crying part ofc
But c’mon it cant really be THAT bad
I’ve been over plenty of times, they seem nice
(Binnie)
U’ve been to her house??
                                                                         Yeah him and oppa are friends too
(Binnie)
Righttt forgot lol
                                                                  And that’s bc you were there dumbass                                                                    and half of the time ur either in oppa’s                                                                    room or out somewhere
                                                                  Interaction with my parents = minimal
(Binnie)
That sounds awful ngl :( sorry Hyuna
But hey we should all hang soon!
(Eunuwu)
I’ll be in Seoul for the summer too so y not?
                                                                                                           I miss y’all :’(
                                                                   Ok I should be there around like 5 ish                                                                     so I’ll text then
(Binnie)
Aww I miss u toooo 
(Eunuwu)
*puke*
                                                                                           Shut up, ur just jealous
(Eunuwu)
Me? Jealous?? Of what, ur face?
Yea no thx, Ive got a great face already
And personality 0:)
                                                                               Gr8, explains why ur still single
(Binnie)
LOLL
She got u there bro
(Eunuwu)
Shut up
Ur talking as if u’ve got a gf
Idiot
(Binnie)
At least I didnt reject them as coldly as u did lol 
                                                                                             See? My point exactly
                                                                               Your fAcE scared off every girl                                                                                   in sight bc of tht pErSoNaLiTy
                                                                           I almost feel bad for them, u little                                                                             heart breaker
(Binnie)
He made a couple of em cry I heard
                                                                                                                     Rlly?!?
                                                                                                                         YAH
                                                                                                               U MORON
(Eunuwu)
Bin wtf
(Binnie)
¯\_(ツ)_/¯
                                                                                    U JERK HOW COULD U??
                                                                                              Those poor girls omg
                                                                               Im so kicking ur ass when I c u
(Binnie)
Me 2
(Eunuwu)
Wtf?? Y???
(Binnie)
No reason lol, just feel like it
                                                                                         And this is why ily Binnie
(Binnie)
:D <3
(Eunuwu)
GROSS
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I snort, turning off my phone and placing it back down on my lap as I go back to staring outside my left-hand window again. Meet Cha Eunwoo and Moon Bin, my two best friends. The only reason I got through high school how I did without major setbacks. Sure, there was the occasional homesickness and all, but had I not met these two, I probably wouldn’t have even attended and graduated. 
Being so far away from the place I grew up never really suited me, and they saw it right away from day one how lonely and upset I looked. I didn't seem to fit in, especially since I skipped a grade and was placed in classes that were very advanced for me. Not that I minded the vigor, but it was hard for me to socialize, let alone make friends. 
That’s when I met them. Freshman year in homeroom before my first literature class. Moon Bin, a boy with parted, coppery-golden hair accompanied by his shy, puppy-eye smile and sweet nature, offered me an empty seat next to him in class, even going as far as to share his textbook and asking how I found the school. No doubt, I was embarrassed and immensely shy, stuttering over my words and failing to meet his soft gaze. However, he didn’t make fun of me nor find me odd. All he did was smile, laughing lightly at my slightly flustered state. He stuck his hand out, introducing himself (most people just call him Moonbin or Bin) with that smile of his, thus the start of our new friendship. Since then, he became someone who always knew how to cheer me up when I was feeling down. No moment was ever dull with him by my side. 
Eunwoo, the tall, brooding black-haired and charismatic student almost everyone knew (and crushed on) of, was usually with Moonbin when we hung out together, but he normally kept to himself. Though quiet and sometimes reserved with his intimidating looks, it didn’t take long for him to break the ice with us, the three of us becoming close friends. Promising to stay like this until we went to college and beyond. Regardless if we all diverge and tread different paths, we would always converge and come back to one another. 
Four years flew by and graduation was upon us. Just like that, the two became like family to me, my ride-or-die duo. The two who were able to turn my world upside down, finding solace in a time where I thought it was nearly impossible for me to.  
My thoughts are interrupted by my “Move” ringtone—yes, I’m a huge Lee Taemin fan—looking down at my phone again to see it’s my brother calling. I sigh, picking up the call.
“What?” 
He gasps dramatically. “Is that any way to address your loving older brother after being away for so long?”
I snort, shaking my head. “Loving my ass, oppa. How are mom and dad?”
“They’re fine, living. Didn’t you tell them you’re coming home?”
“Nope, I don’t even text them that often. You already know this..”
He sighs. “Yeah, I figured.” 
There’s a slight pause on his end, but he continues. “You took the three-thirty train, right? So you’ll be here around five or so?”
“Yeah, give or take.” 
I look out the window again to see the endless stretch of greenery and flowing springs, sometimes even children playing in the fields. I grin mischievously, deciding to poke fun at my brother when he doesn’t respond right away. 
“What, you miss me?”
He makes a sound similar to throwing up. “As if. I got so used to the peace and quiet. I’m not ready for it to go away.” 
“Yah!” I realize that I had yelled a bit too loudly and eyes were now trained on me, and I bow my head in apology. I lower my voice, “You’re such an asshole.”
“Oh, I know, but you still love me anyway.”
“Shut up.”
I can hear his laugh resonate through the phone and a smile unknowingly tugs at my lips. I wouldn’t say it out loud, but it’s true. When I lived with my aunt in Busan for the duration of high school, I missed Jaehyun a lot. Though two years older than me, he didn’t seem to alienate me the way my parents do. While I hate the notion that they spoil Jaehyun endlessly and let him do as he wishes, I won’t lie and say that he was a prick about it. He could’ve been, but he never came off as selfish. I’m really close with my brother, shocking as it may be. Sibling relationships are like that—one minute you want to strangle them with their intestines and the next you’re singing duets together. Crazy, but that’s how it is for us. My parents don’t really pay me any attention, so Jaehyun decides to do that instead. Not complaining though. I’d rather take his pranking and teasing over my parents’ demands and reprimands any day.
“Aight, I’m heading out for a bit. Text me when you arrive.”
I smile again. “Will do, but make sure to get me food!”
“Let me think…” He hums, and I can practically sense the smirk on his end. “Nope. Get your own.”
“Oppa!”
Jaehyun laughs. “See you in a bit, Hyuna. Get here safely. Bye!”   
He hangs up the call before I get a chance to retort, and I scoff. Typical of my brother. He knows how much I enjoy street food, and every time he goes out, it’s almost certain that most of the time he stops somewhere to eat. Did he ever bring food back? Sure, but by the time I’d get to it, most of it was gone anyways. That only lasted a little while before I had gone upstate anyways, so he had more food for himself, I guess.
As the train barrels down the tracks, I feel my heart racing in excitement, but there’s also a slight ounce of dread. I really don’t know why. I want to believe it’s because I’ve been away for too long, but part of me knows it’s the fact that I’ll have to face my parents again. Knowing that I only have two months to decide where I wanted to go and what I wanted to do, I know the bitter truth is that those decisions won’t be left up to me. Last time, I was sent to Busan.
God knows where I’d be sent to now.
***
“Final destination of the KTX Busan-Seoul train at Seoul Station is approaching and will arrive at 05:30 PM. The doors to alight are on the right hand side. All passengers are requested to dismount the train upon arrival. Thank you.” 
That’s my stop.
Gathering my bag and hand luggage, I patiently wait for the train to pull up at the station. Seeing the familiar shops and buildings around me makes my legs bounce up and down in both excitement and anticipation. 
Four long years away from Seoul...
Before getting off, I quickly text the group chat and then my brother, letting them all know that I’ve reached safely. Side-stepping the other passengers exiting the subway doors, I carefully land onto the platform with my luggage in tow. I breathe in the air around as I stretch my arms up into the sky, the grin widening on my face.
It sure as hell feels good to be back home.
I try my best to maneuver through the crowds, but it doesn’t stop the rush of people knocking into me. At times like these, I curse my genetics for favoring my older brother instead of me in terms of height. Eventually, I come to a clearing and when my eyes glance upwards, I spot a rather familiar dark brown-haired six-foot-tall male amongst the small crowd waving me over.
“Hyuna, over here!”
I gasp, my eyes widening. “Oppa!”
He smiles as I begin walking towards him, my feet hurriedly moving across the concrete. The distance between us shortens and I abandon my luggage as he opens his arms wide. 
Only for me to sucker punch him in the stomach.
He yelps in pain, grimacing as he holds his abdomen. “Shit, that hurt. What has Aunt Sua been feeding you up there? Rocks?”
I smack his shoulder, my blood slightly boiling in anger. “Yah, why didn’t you tell me you were coming?! Do you know how much money I blew off for the bus fare?”
He straightens his back before going to rub his shoulder, then behind his neck.
“Fine, fine. My bad. I wanted to surprise you, but I guess that didn’t work, did it?” 
I cross my arms over my chest, huffing in annoyance. He sighs, nodding.
“Okay, okay, I’ll compensate you. Dinner’s on me.”
At this I grin, blinking excitedly. I grab onto his arm and shake it vigorously. “Really? You mean it? You’re the best, oppa!” 
“Look at this brat..” he taunts, shaking his head. In a flash, he headlocks me and rubs the top of my head harshly with his knuckles, upsetting the neatly-tied auburn ponytail. 
“Yah! Quit it!” I smack his arms and flail in protest, but he chuckles, saying this is what I get for cunningly finding a way to exploit him the minute I stepped back into Seoul. 
What can I say? It’s a talent. 
He lets go eventually, and I try to smooth down my already-tangled hair. I grumble incoherently but Jaehyun pulls me into his embrace, wrapping his arms around me. His free hand gently pats the side of my head in comfort.
“Welcome home, sis.”
I stand there stiff for a second before hugging back. He squeezes me tighter and I find myself smiling into his shoulder. 
“Good to be back,” I whisper. 
We stand like that for a moment before he pats my back a couple of times, us pulling away from each other soon after. He reaches behind me to grab my hand luggage as he shoulders my bag. I tell him that I can carry them just fine, but he starts walking away from the platform to the parking lot. I call out after him as I run to catch up, and I can see the corners of his mouth twitch. Jaehyun leads me to his car, a sleek matte-silver convertible Mustang. My mouth drops open in shock at its stunning beauty, my body forcing itself to remain composed for the sake of avoiding public self-embarrassment. 
He throws my luggage in the back seat before he turns to me, smirking at my expression. “You like it?”
“Shit, do I like it? I love it!” I run my fingers over its metallic surface, the silver exterior gleaming in the evening glow. Grinning, I stare up at my brother who catches my gaze as I stand next to the driver’s seat, my fingers already curled on the handle.
“Can I—”
“No.”
“Please—”
“Nope.”
I pout as I pull my hand away and step to the side. Jaehyun chuckles, rubbing my head playfully before getting into the driver’s seat and starting the car. The engine purrs to life as my brother pulls out his shades and wears them. He looks at me and cocks his head to the passenger seat. 
“Don’t just stand there. Get in.”
Smiling, I quickly make my way over to the other side and slip into the passenger seat. I barely have time to buckle in before Jaehyun speeds off. I scream in fright, but he laughs heartily, telling me to let loose.
With the wind harshly whipping around us, I close my eyes and tilt my head upwards, absorbing the remnants of my childhood in a place I’ll always call home. A place where my heart always feels at ease.
My name is Jung Hyuna. I’m eighteen years old, and this is my story.
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asexualbookbird · 3 years
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health update (not bad but not gr8 either)
doctor thinks it's unlikely i have sibo which is a GOOD THING bc its hard to treat and many people are never truly cured but,,,,,,she thinks its more nerve problems so more of the same shit manifesting in a different way
and its also a side effect of my infusions so i have to stop those indefinitely until i find a new doctor who specializes in my disease and infusions which ive been trying to do for no joke three years but people either dont exist, arent taking new patients, or wont take my insurance so idk what to do from here
im trying to introduce food again since its clear its not actually causing harm its just my nerves freaking tf out but it still hurts so :( i have a new med to try but its such a small dose to start it hasnt helped at all but she said give it two weeks to be sure so i still have to suffer for a bit
idk im very upset about all this but i know theres nothing i can do im gonna eat small for the week so i can have a cupcake on my birthday bc fuckin hell i deserve something good
i have a bunch of crochet projects lined up so i have something stationary to do thats still somewhat active, ringfit is surprisingly helpful? i can change the difficulty level so easily and if i dont feel like fighting drageaux i can make my own exercise plans its nice!
also got back into animal crossing and im trying to find all the sakura diys but again im Sad i went for a (small!!!!) walk today and im TIRED i want to lie down and not move for a week and its not FAIR im an active person trapped in an inactive body and i HATE IT
i did manage to get my first dose of the covid vaccine though and had very few and mild side effects so thats some good news might even be fully vaccinated in time to visit friends over the summer
so thats been My Life i suppose if anyone knows of a Massachusetts neurologist that takes masshealth and specializes in neuropathy let me know bc i feel like ive looked everywhere
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stendyle · 3 years
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kenny!! hello beloved! :DD good luck with school tmr! tomorrow’s my first day n i’m not looking forward to it but that’s ok :] (i swear i’m logging off again after this since i’m supposed to be on a break, i still have summer work to do lol) i hope u had a good day today <33
hi rowe :) TY I HOPE U HAD A GOOD DAY AS WELL!!! :D wishing u luck with ur work and with ur first day tmrw!!! itz gonna be gr8 <33
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honeymyheaven · 3 years
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I see you posting a lot about record of ragnarok and jujutsu kaisen and wanna know more! Any recs for where I can read/watch them?? 💕💖💕
i read them both on mangaka.com (theyre so fucking gr8 i think you'll love them !!). Record of Ragnarok is getting an anime adaptation in July and its gonna be on netflix, jujutsu kaisen you can watch on crunchroll or any other sites you usually use, I think season 1 of the anime just finished but season 2 has already been greenlit for next summer(THE ANIMATION IS INSANNEEEE ITS SO WORTH IT)
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