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bunnyfella · 1 year
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My mom made my favorite meal wrong and im apparently being sooooooooooooo autistic about it
(Venting in the tags)
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since we're in the sending requests business, can i request some brad colbert enemies to lovers oneshot? some slowburn romance where even though they "hate" each other, there's always this tension👀 between them? totally okay if u don't feel writing this, love you and your writing!! ♡♡
Inevitably; Brad Colbert
Fandom: HBO War; Generation Kill
A/N: heyyyyy this is me being back from the dead kinda. this was a special request bc even tho I’m not officially opening requests 1) i love you and 2) i always need more Gen Kill content in my life, even if it’s my own. i hope it’s slow burn enough for you :) also i hate the end but i suck at endings so… yeah
Warning(s): some language ig; a lot of idiocy
no taglist anymore, whoever sees it, sees it.
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"I believe I gave you an order," Colbert seethed.
"And I believe that we are the same rank, and therefore you don't give me orders like I'm some boot you can pawn shit on."
"Well, Sergeant, it needs done, so I'm ord- asking you to do this."
You took a breath to keep from saying whatever was bound to fly out of your mouth. "Consider it done, Sergeant Colbert."
Corporal Person leaned into Colbert’s side and whispered, “I did that an hour ago.”
Brad closed his eyes in a resigned sigh. “Ray…”
“I won’t say thing if you don’t.”
“They’ll find out anyway and be more mad than before, you dumbass.”
Ray shrugged. “I don’t feel like getting my head chewed off. Out of the two of you, I like you angry more.”
“Looks like we’ll all be dealing with their attitude the rest of the night then,” Brad muttered, getting back to his original task. “Ray, we’d all appreciate it if you did the right thing.”
“Fuck the right thing,” Ray exclaimed. “You’re the one who told me to do it.” With that, he walked away, likely because he wasn’t willing to get into more trouble with anyone.
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“Brad? I can’t stand him. He’s damn good at what he does, but…” you trailed off, finding your wording carefully, as you remembered it was the reporter you were talking to. “He and I don’t see eye to eye on a lot of things.”
“Is that your only comment on Sergeant Colbert?” Wright prodded.
“I can’t imagine the Marines without him at this point, I guess,” you finally added. “We enlisted around the same time. He’s always just… been there.”
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"Yo, you think they're gonna-" Garza started, finding it hard to peel his eyes away from the heated scene in front of him.
"Fuck? Yeah, probably," Ray cut in, nodding his head. He wasn’t even looking anymore. The sounds of the two sergeants yelling at each other had become white noise to Ray, who had exactly zero problems with drowning them out with his personality.
“Really?” Gabe asked, genuinely surprised.
“Yeah, Garza. It’s like finding out your parents fuck. It’s kinda gross to think about, but it’s an obvious fact of life.” Ray gestured to the two of you, still huffing and puffing 10 feet away. “Brad and Y/N will inevitably-“
“Person, I swear to god, if I hear my name come out of your mouth again, I will find a way to demote you,” you shouted.
“And if they don’t find a way to,” Brad chimed in, “I will.”
“You getting this, Writer?” Ray exclaimed. “My superiors would rather punish me for speaking the truth than just f-“
“PERSON!” you and Brad synchronized.
While there were a host of things you and Brad disagreed on, the one thing you two could always count on agreeing about was Ray. Which is exactly what was scribbled somewhere in the reporter’s notes.
He gestured to Ray something that suggested he wanted more on that theory when they were out of earshot.
You and Brad had started the day relatively on good terms. Sure, always a layer of hostility, but nothing serious. But as always, something little turned into something (supposedly) worth screaming over.
Lt. Fick simply asked who had a map, as he allowed Encino Man to look at his and somehow hadn’t managed to get it back. Neither of you had your own map, per se, but knew where one was. Unfortunately for everyone else, you two had different places in mind and argued about who was right until it was made clear neither of you had it right in the first place.
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“What do I think about Sergeant L/N?” Brad repeated. “Well…. professionally, I think they’re a true asset to as a reconnaissance Marine. They have the trust of every Marine out here, and they’ve earned it.”
“And any thoughts personally?” Wright knew better but was willing to risk a little for whatever answer he could get. If not for himself, then for Ray, who had literally begged him for this.
“Personally?” Brad shifted uncomfortably, and he was starting to wonder why he’d agreed to this one-on-one interview. “I suppose, on a personal level, L/N irrationally irritates me in a way that I am not sure anyone ever has before.”
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You were now practically chest to chest, silent except for hot-tempered breathing. Words failed you for the first time in this argument. Whatever it was that you had been so incensed about was starting to fade as you realized how close you were to Brad.
His blue eyes you had always read as icy now seemed to have a fire behind them that only appeared in moments like this. “Y/N…”
It came out hoarse, like he’d originally intended to yell again but caught it before it escaped.
“I-“
“Hey, Colbert? L/N?” Walt’s innocent face appeared around the vehicle you two were practically hiding behind to fight. “Oh, uh, sorry. Was I interrupting?”
You released a breath while taking a half-step back. “No, Hasser. We were just…. It’s not important.” Glancing back towards Brad, you notice he is still staring at you. “What is it?”
Except, there’s no fire and anger in his face now. It’s scrutiny. It’s curiosity, possibly. Almost as if he’s facing a foreign object, which you had seen him do near 1000 times before.
“Ooh okay. Lt wants you ASAP. He didn’t say what it was.” With that Walt looked between the two of you, as if trying to figure out what sort of argument you have gotten into this time around.
“We’ll be right there,” Brad answers, now looking at Walt.
“Listen,” Nate spoke softly, yet there was a firmness that let you know you were most likely in trouble. “I’m tired of hearing that you two can’t get along. Whatever it is, squash it. It’s bad for morale when two team leaders, two NCO’s no less, can’t agree on stupid stuff. Reign it in. I trust both of you, and I need to be able to say with confidence that you two are taking your jobs here seriously. Do you understand?”
You both nodded and synchronized a “Yessir.”
“Thank you.”
Walking away, you felt a bit ashamed, like you did most of the time when you walked away from a fight with Brad. You weren’t sure why you had this part of you that felt the need to argue with him over every little thing. You trusted him with your life, so why couldn’t you just shut up? It wasn’t like he got much cuter when his face turns all red. But there was something about how easily you could get such a level-headed man so angry.
You were suddenly all too aware that the two of you were still walking side by side. Glancing over, you note that the tips of his ears are still flushed. “Brad?”
“Yes, Y/N.”
“I’m sorry,” you said quietly. “for being an asshole.”
“If you weren’t an asshole, you wouldn’t be a Marine.” He shot you something reminiscent of a smile, and you both continued to your own areas in the sleeping quarters.
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“What the fuck?” you scanned the next paragraph before looking up at Brad. “I cannot believe that dickwad reporter.”
“What did he say?”
“And I quote, ‘Hidden behind screaming matches and petty arguments was a love so fiery and passionate, many of the other recon Marines took bets on the inevitable coming together of two NCO’s.’” You slammed the magazine down. “Can you believe that? They bet on us fucking? He even wrote that he wagered in.”
“Dear-“
“Don’t tell me you bet too,” you nearly fell out of your chair.
“Now, that wouldn’t exactly be fair, would it?” He leaned over the counter to plant a kiss on your forehead. “I’d have made sure I won.”
“You’ve won either way. You got me.”
“That I did. I am the real winner here.”
“I still can’t believe that asshole embedded with us had all that combat and active war experience to write about, and he still found a way to blast our sexual tension somewhere in the middle.”
He slid the magazine towards himself to skim. “He used to write for Hustler; he probably just missed the content.”
“Missed the content? Missed the content?” you were on the verge of something loud and angry.
“If you’re about to yell at me, remember I did not write this,” Brad gave you a gentle smile. “Besides, if you really want to yell, his phone number is around here somewhere. Argue with him about it.”
“Oh, but it’s so much more fun arguing with you,” you pouted.
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theautumnaldemon · 18 days
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sewercentipede · 6 months
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i wish i could get or had gotten a proper regular circuit ball toy for shirin (like the one in the second pic) instead of the one i got her (the one in the first pic) cuz the one I got sucks shit and she plays with it or tries to at least even tho it sucks shit but because it sucks shit it’s less fun to play with. it was cheaper $ and I didn’t know if she would be into this type of toy at all when I got it (which would mean Id waste less money if she wasn’t) and I figured 3 tiers would make it more interesting but it just makes it confusing on which ball to focus on, and the poor quality of the whole thing means that she accidentally pushes the whole toy trying to hit one ball and that the tracks are uneven so the balls get “stuck” at diff parts instead of smoothly going around which discourages her cat brain from staying engaged. somehow the bottom row ball is missing too so I think she managed to get it out which shouldn’t be possible (but good for her<3)
next time I have enough disposable cash im gonna get her the proper one. it’s not even that much money especially if she’s having fun. I just feel guilty buying another one because,my brain is wired that way, and because I used to fuxkin have one from my last cat!
but I sold, donated and threw out all his old toys and his cat tree when i gave him away because I thought I’d never ever have a cat again and I was moving a lot so it made no sense to bring a bunch of cat stuff each move when I didn’t even have a cat or ever plan to have one. but I REALLY wish I hadn’t done that because so many toys of his shirin would ficking LOVE. his cat tree was fucking awesome (even the 14yo cat living w us loved it). his collapsible tent-material cat tunnel. his little bug toy that walked on its own (he was scared of it but shirin would be obsessed). his plastic ball that u put treats in and had a small hole for releasing one if it was played with/rolled around enough. the wand with feathers at the end of the string, the fabric rainbow wand that was super long (I can’t find one as long as that anymore). His electronic concealed motion feather toy…..
none of that stuff was cheap!!!!! I spoiled the shit out of that cat. but I made good money back then so I could afford it all and so it feels like shit to have to buy it all again because if I’d just saved them I wouldn’t have to at all. and I can’t buy half the stuff he had bc I’m poor now and the stuff I can buy i have to buy the cheaper shittier versions of because im poor now. even his freaking e-collar i got rid of so I had to buy another one when shirin got spayed 😞 sigh!
but I rly thought I would never have a cat again. like I vowed to never get one again or if I did it’d be when I’m like 40. so idk 🤷‍♀️. at least I kept his cat carrier (ironically it was the only thing I didn’t buy, I accidentally stole it from the lady who gave him to me bc I had nothing to put him in when I took him home and I thought I gave it back but I found it in a closet like 2 years later lmao!!!)
I really want to spoil the hell out of shirin and give her sooo much more solo enrichment so it feels rather upsetting. I spoiled my last cat so much when tbh he didn’t deserve it at all or use 99% of what I spoiled him with; he constantly and ONLY wanted to go outside and be out all night and get in fights with tomcats or whatever psycho shit he got up to out there and he would scream at full volume without letting up until i let him out. he dug a hole under the fence to escape the backyard and I filled it up but he kept doing it until he was big enough to be able to leap the fence entirely.
shirin is just a good girl a good good perfect gentle angel sweetie pie baby girl who is so good and precious she is grateful just having random small objects thrown across the room for her to chase. she deserves all the toys in the world all the toys her heart could desire if she knew of them. and it sucks that I can’t provide more than a miserable and janky fraction of that for her
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actualaster · 1 year
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I have been So Stressed this week, and between that and the time change my already tenuous grasp on the concept of time has all but completely dissolved.
Like legit it's so bad it's to the point where I can't tell if I'm losing time or just spacing out snd getting surprised because the time change is gonna feel weird for ages.
I've had more panic attacks that I've ended up grabbing anti-panic meds for in under a week than i have most years. (Usually I just... Endure it because pills suck but...)
Anxiety is ficking bullshit.
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tiptapricot · 2 years
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MK liveblog thoughts, gods and monsters
This. This is the best title sequence and opening of all the episodes. It is. I am going to shatter.
The way it fades out and we are back in reality and the body is dead and floating in the water and within the song, within the end
JAKE LOCKLEY IS IN THERE AND HE NEEDS RO B LET OUTTTT
I am emotionally fucking brittle going into this I can already tell holy fuck ok
Layla you are so hot I love you kill bite maim
Sandy lil Ammit….
Layla crying over the body her face breaking her hands so delicate n she kisses their forehead and her grief is anger it is fury it is revenge and she lets them go let’s them sink and she is going to kill and die trying
MAY CALAMAWY THE ACTRESS YOU ARE
“I don’t need to show you my papers, you need to show us your soul” is possibly the funniest line in this episode
Taweret talking through bodies I LOVE YOUUUU
Layla n Marc r both so stubborn n have that one minded view on things
Also I love that this shows us what’s been happening in the upper world
“Marc says wonderful things ab you” yeah like how she’d b up for murdering u w him HSHHDHD
The other gods r beta cucks n Ammit is the alpha, that’s what the A is for
White man enters the pyramids, 5 dead, 0 left alive which sucks
The score building to Ammits release FUCKE AND SHE IS SO COOL OHHHHH LADY YEAH LADY WooOO
Sandy lil Khonshu hehehe
The one scene Arthur looks pathetic n it’s what he deserves Ammit is cool
He’s so sweaty tho
They have a freaky thing goin on
When she pushes his hair back n he looks wrecked lol
Freak
Khonshu is dustyyyyyy
Layla once again very human. She is scared but pushes on and she is emotional but that doesn’t cause her to falter.
YEAH GET HIS ASS INSULT HIM REJECT THOSE OLD BONES FUCK THAT GUY HE SUCKS
Yknow what Khonshu’s hair tendrils remind me of? Thin lil rice noodles
Marc in the field of reeds… I WILL cry
“It’s so… quiet” the way his voice is fragile n disbelieving
Manifesting the silence, which means danger, no loneliness or hurt, and no Steven. No voice talking to him
THE SCORE IN THIS EPISODE IS FUCKING BALLS TO THE WALLS U GUYS OK ITS MY FAV OF ALL THE EPISODES THE STRINGS BUILDING AS MARC LEAVES N THEY CRASH DOWN IM GONNA CRY IMMMMMMKKKKM THE MUSIC IS SO FICKING GOOD UMNN IMNN CRUING
Holy shit ok
Ok
I have the chills Ok
THE GOD EXES R FIGHTINGGGG
Marc walks over to Steven w such purpose n such a fucking open n sad face
“Lookin pretty rough man”
F
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Sorry I had to watch the speech I couldn’t type
THE HEART THE HEART IM GONNA GI FERAL IM IMNMMM MY CHEST IS SWELLING I PHYSICALLY AM FEELING CHILLS AND WEIGHT AND GOD FUCK
I’m
Hm
I rlly rlly care ab these guys
YOU CAME BACK WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU
WELL I DID A WHOLE LITTLE SPEECH THERE
IT WASNT THAT LITTLE
YOU ASSHOLE
THEY LOVE EACH ITHER J I LOVE THEM
Ammit uses her hair to swing at Khonshu that’s so cool
Khonshu getting his ass KICKED
The coming back to life scene I’m
IM FUCKING UNWELL
LAYLA IS LIFE LAYLA IS LIFE AND LOVE AND HOPE AND RISE AND LIVE AGAIN AND THE MUSIC IS LOUS
And then the bullets fall out
I’m
Fucking
Unwell
This is when the CG suit looks fakest but it’s followed by the chad real suits so it’s ok
“I knew you’d miss me” FREAK
“Steven Grant I was not speaking to you 🙄”
Steven ily
Khonshu is still
What a guy
“Hurry up! Idiots!”
THE CRESCENT CAPE AGAIN YEAHHHHHHEHHHAHHH
Osiris’s guy is not having a great time
Blood gurgling asmr sorry idk what’s wrong w me
“Taweret..? Are you there..?”
“LAYLAAAAAAA!!!!!”
I LOVE HER SO KUCH I LOVE HER SO MUCH
This ep is gorgeous
MAY CALAMAWY THE ACTRESS YOU ARE JESUS FUCK
She does Taweret vs Layla so well
Layla getting to know her father is ok n gets to be proud of her WE DONT TALK AB THAT ENOGHH THATS FUCKING HHHGGGHHHGG AGGHG
Marc b flying
Harrow is climbin
Leg work out
What if he didn’t climb to the top in time lol
Marc Spector more like Dart Spector w how precise he’s going through the air
So many ppl die in Cairo that’s so
Fucking sad
Ammit looks epic tho good for her
YES YES YES GES YES GES GES GES GES GES GES YES GES YES YEA EYS YEATYYSTSTS THE MUSIC THE MUSIC LAYLAS FACE THE DOSSONANCE THE WINFS HER SMIRK IM UNWELL
KICK HIS FACE MARC KICK HER ASS KHONSHU GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
FIGHT FOGHT FIGHT
FUTUT
The battle in the air is amazing the gods battling it out I’m just
I love this so much I love it so much
Right after harrow n Marc crash to the ground in Cairo hes just laying there n it is the funniest shot I have ever seen
Ammit using her tail is so cool
LAYLAAAAA
“Layla…” /in love
“Layla” “Marc” “oh baby, thank god you’re ok” “oh you look amAzing what are you wEAring?”
KAIJUS KAIJUS
BATTLE COUPLE BATTLE COUPLE OM IM AGHHGGGFGHHGFG PUNCH JUMP HE DO THE TWIST HES KICKING ASS HE DOES AFLIP N THEN UTS MARC IM
I’m im I’m immmmmmmmmm
Layla is so cool n Marc jumps over the car n it’s amazing n Ammit bites Khonshu in the ribs n they’re fighting together as avatars and equals im fucking yelling
STEVENS CIAT BRUSH OFF
I LOVE HIM
MARC COMIN OUT W THE GRAPPLE
I love this episode SO FICKING MUCH JESUS HELL
Harrow is so sweaty ew
LAYLA STOPPPING THE CAR N GIVING THAT KID A SEXYALITY CRISIS WOOOOOO
ARE YOU AN EGYPTIAN SUPERHERO? I AM.
YEAHHHHHHHH
LAYLAAAAAAAAAAAAAAWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW
Shut up harrow lmao
You suck
N not even balls balls r too good for u
U suck dirt
God…. The suit getting blasted off their face the heartbeat taking over Khonshu falling in the background
I’m
I’m fucking unwell this is so good
THE PAIN THE OAIN AND THE AND THEN ANF THEN
IT CUTS
JAKE JAKE JAKE YEAHHHHHHHHH
“That wasn’t you was it Steven?” “Not a chance mate”
Jake came to party babeeee
Ammit where r u even dragging Khonshu lmao
Dragging his ass into next week
Layla n Marc holding hands n chanting n saving the day n sharing power
Both their voices sound so nice here
AMMIT CRACKLING AWAY INTO NOTHING AND WTAPPING AROUND KHONSHU IN ONE LAST ATTEMPT AT STAING GROUNDED
The way cutting the connection still has Marc recoil n not Layla bc Khonshu is harsher
Layla is his morals and she reminds him he is free and he doesn’t have to listen to Khonshu
Literally the only moment I wish was a bit longer fuck all the other bits the pacing is actually fine on a rewatch
RELEASE US
AND HE DOES AND THEN AND THEN AND MARC LOOKS SO RELIEVED N THEN
Dr harrow time to get FUCKED UP
Oscar’s acting in this scene, Marc n Steven switching smoothly bc they have come to even ground, the clear differences between the two
The bloody footprints
The dream… to the waking of being in bed together and safe and on even ground
And it’s Marc waking up in Steven’s clothes n there’s two fish now n he gets to be in the house and be the one that trips n just
GOD
Jake time
Yes let’s go
LETS GO
His gloves… his confidence…. This man
the MUSIC AGAINNNNNNN THE SOFTNESS N HIW IT CUTS OFF WHEN THE DOOR SNAPS SHUT
Kicks the wheelchair
N Khonshu’s neck cracks
“You can’t hurt us.” “Yeah..? Wanna know something?”
“Meet my friend, Jake lockley.”
HOY TE TOCA PERDER
AND THE CROWD WENT WILD
I LOVE HIM
God ok o rmr why I love this episode it’s bc it SLAMS
All of u that shit on gods n monsters need to do a full rewatch and NOT EXPECT IT TO B WHAT IT ISNT IT IS A FUCKING GREAT FINALE LEGIT
I’m not ok I can’t go to sleep now what the fuvk
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oracleofsecrets · 8 months
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restarted octopath 2 last night bc I’m normal about the game. I’m picking people up / do stories in reverse OCTOPATH order bc the front half’s stories are my top faves. Not that I don’t love the others. I just Think About Them more
and if I get too overleveled for story bosses (happened half the time in my first run 😔) I might fick around and decide characters can only have a second job that is one letter adjacent to them. So hikari cleric is gonna be fun to keep him humble
assorted thoughts so far (started w hikari ch1 and made it partway through doing Temenos ch1 before I stopped last night)
back to getting jump-scared by the random encounter transition
ferry passage is so expensive, fuck
pained me deeply to have to walk right past Castti in Canalbrine to get to the ferry (I’m so sorry queen 😭)
pained me even Further when I stopped in New Delsta and didn’t know walking to the left triggered Throné’s intro (i chose Throné as my main traveler the first time I played) so I had to turn her down in a yes/no prompt 😭
Not playing as an overleveled thief suuuuucks in cities… all that free stuff…
Tem is so fuckinf funny I’m sorry I got mad at u bc of fandom, buddy
Spoilers thoughts below for full endgame
My first play through i found oboro’s journal during the hikari’s first chapter. And now it’s Especially like ahaha what the fuck dude
The chest by the tree where Malaya and the horse’s body were contains a sleeping herb. This is fine. I’m totally fine
It was wild seeing Mindt walk in on tem and the pontiff’s convo all “are you two keeping secrets from me 🤭”. And now it doesn’t seem as much like the pontiff is dryly joking when he says “grave, grave secrets”
Another thing I want to try is see what that one guy (I know it starts with A I just forgor) in Partitio’s chapter 3 says if you haven’t done any of the relevant side quests. Like is he just gonna be like “wow you’re kind of a shitty merchant”. (Even though it will suck so hard not to have that boat for a while aughhhhh. I lov Treasure)
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cosmosees · 11 months
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ok i finally feel coherent enough to post my spiderverse thoughts. theyll be under the cut and ill tag this post "atsv spoilers!" (as well as anything else i rb.) if you havent seen the movie id advise against checking the notes as well jic someone replies
so like. first of all what the fuck. i was fucking slackjawed from the last 30 minutes of the movie starting to getting home and sitting down. absolutely MASTERFUL movie in every way imaginable. i dont have the words in my head rn but its just. GOD. fuck. i will be buying the artbook when it comes out
individual points:
-i really really do love the curtains are blue style gwen trans allegory good fucking god. WHAT THE FUCK shes so good. by no means the main character (i was actually kind of worried when thebmovie started like i do love her im glad she got some shit but ibwas like...is this gonna be from her pov the whole time when miles is here...it wasnt!) but i adored her in this shes so ficking full of issues
-HOBIE. HOBIE MY FRIEND HOBIE. i really enjoy his presence in the movie- when hes mentioned once or twice before appearing i thought hed have a rivalry with miles but that was absolutely not the case. in retrospect its really funny that miguel grabbed him for his fucked up spiderverse shit giving that his entire MO is anarchism but if he were not there miles would absolutely be hurt or worse. im INCREDIBLY excited to see what they do with him in the next movie- especially because i can kind of see him as a parallel to aaron in a way? such free spirits ...artistic .... also i dont have as much to say about him but god pativr is so good i love him. i LOVE HIM
-peni was my favorite character in the first movie when i was younger but i had since grown like...worried about her showing up in future movies because of her stereotypical portrayal. its probably too early to give a clear for now nor is it my place to comment on the actual content of that BUT for what its worth she seemed much more faithful to the comics' tone in this movie- it seems that the implication was that peni experienced her comic run in between movies? her mech and outfit are far different. she was fucking HAGGARD when she first showed up. ham and noir coming back in the next movie will be nice but i do hope that they replace hams voice actor.
-miguel is so fucjing fascinating. people either seem to desire him carnally or hope he dies and im definitrly not in the former and im like.....nnnot entirely in the latter. intetesting character excited to see where he goes! what the FUCK was his problem though. you are a GROWN MAN trying to tear a 15 year old asunder because hes like hey i dojt want to stand idly by and watch my dad perish dude. he sucks and is horrible and i want to study him. jessica also really but she seems less fucked up and more like...willing ti take care of her responsibilites despite the emotional toll. excited to see if they clash more in part 2
-i dont even have the words to describe the animation but everyrhing is so beautiful. a few characters have sketch guidelines on them despite being 3d! the first fight scene of the movie contains a chararacter from a fucking da vinky world and hes in sepiatone and its fucking GORGOEUS.
-miles. ohhhhhh milesmilesmilesmiles saving the best for last. what do i even say man the progression of his arc, the way the smallest action of his from the first movie set off a massive chain of events, the turmoil he goes through and comes out stronger. his PARENTS. HIS RELATIONSHIP TO THEM HIS WORRY FOR THEM. i nearly screamed when he went in the wrong universe and aaron was there, AND HIS DAD WAS DEAD, THE THING HE WAS TRYING TO PREVENT. AND THEN ALTERNATE MILES BEING THE PROWLER. IS THE IMPLCIATION THAT EARTH 42 MILES WOULDVE BEEN THAT UNIVERSES SPIDERMAN BUT BECAISE THE SPIDER LEFT HE BECAME THE FUCKING PROWLER???? FUCK MAN!!!!! i need to see him thriving i hope he gets home okay. amazing movie amaaasizinngngnnn
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beaity · 9 months
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My boyfriend and I have been arguing lately mostly about food I can’t stop thinking about food and how to avoid it. It really ficking sucks I feel like I’m gonna loose my relationship to this disorder.
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songlyricsstories · 2 years
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Make a wish- Dino <when its his birthday, you guys were supposed to hang out but he had other birthday wishes>
warnings: Dino x f!reader/f!ngering/oral(both receive)/slight degradation/face r!ding/(please tell me if i missed some)
This is no way representative of the way seventeen act. They’re nothing but references of character, and in no shape or form is this how they act. And I am in no way romanticizing or glamorizing any toxic behavior exhibited, they’re just stories that is meant to be read. Readers discretion is advised.
a/n: im so sorry😭 i’ll improve someday.
<part 1>
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“Me too” he responded slowly closing the gap between you guys. He kissed passionately as his tongue licked your lower lip asking for entrance.
You bit down on his tongue softly making him groan as you open your mouth slightly. His tongue fighting with yours, he smirked as he pushed you down on the couch and went down on your neck, you threw your head back giving him access to your neck. He sucked on your spot before you pushed him back, leaving him confused.
You were on top of him, grinding on him as you took off your shirt. He bit his lip and held onto your hips. You were going to release your bra until you stopped.
“Care to do the honors?” You brought his hand up to your back and unclipped it, you took off your bra as he massaged your tit. You went down to his area and looked up at him.
“May I?” You looked at him, you looked so innocent to him. He wanted to fuck the innocence out of you. He nodded and you took his pants off. You softly palmed him through his boxers. A wet spotted formed in his area and you noticed, you started palming your way down that area. He groaned and threw his head back in pleasure.
“Stop teasing me. Please~” He moaned in both pleasure and frustration. You didnt hesitate as you took his boxers off, his boner standing up tall, you grabbed him and pumped him up and down, using your silava as lube. You put his tip on your tongue, slowly swirling it around it before sucking only his tip. He moaned and held onto your couch as his orgasm arrived, spilling his cum in your mouth. You happily swallowed it.
“open wide.” He demanded while breathing heavily. Sweat already forming. He used his thumb to open your mouth. He hummed in accepting.
“Come here, ride my face” He smirked and you gulped, you never rode anyones face before, yea you werent a virgin but you never tried it. You stripped yourself getting a little nervous.
“Arent you going to make my birthday wishes come true?” You crawled over and sat on his face but enough for him to catch air. He started by kissing your clit, you shivered by that interaction. He felt you do so, he starred at you as he ate you out. Licking strips up and down, you holding onto the couch as he holds onto your thighs, slightly massaging them. When you moaned he moaned, sending vibrations up your pussy, making your orgasm arrive 2 times better. He sucked on your hole, until he stopped right before you came. you groaned.
“Hey that is fair-!” Right before you were going to complain, he ficked two fingers in your hole as he played with your clit, you screamed his name in pleasure. He smirked as he saw you in this state. His imagination finally coming true.
“mmm whos such a good slut? Hm?” as he said that, it brought vibrations up your pussy. Making you scream out your answer.
“mm im a good slut i am! Im gonna cum!” you screamed.
“Cum, cum on my fingers!” As he said that, you felt relief as you came, your juices running down your thighs. Your juices making a wet stain on his shirt. He cleaned you up and brought you to your room, laying next to you.
“Thank you.” He whispered while cuddling you.
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a/n: sorry if it was bad, i have no experience on writing smut bad i have more to write :D <part 1>
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900revolvingwheels · 5 months
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so wgat if dearh just isnt fair at all whay if it sucks so much like im so scared fhat after you die fot some reason your brain stays conscious but in a way that living humans cant pikc up but youre still conacious cause neurons are so insane for exisiting its insane thatbwe exist and since theyre so insane and we cant fully understand why they exist or how we exist who says we dont just stay conscious after death even if we have no way of expla8ning it and thats horrifying thats so scaey yoyre conacious but you cant move your body and you wait there as people lock you in a coffin and bury you underground ajd you watch your own body decompose until the sun grows so large it destroys earth and all those neurons are cooked excpet what if desturction in thqt form cant evenfully kill your conscious but at least its better to eixts in fire and floating around in the air than underground thats why i wanna be cremated im gonna be so ficking mad if i dont get cremated anyway i keep tjonking that theres no way death is jorrible cahse everyone experieces it so it wouldnt be fair for it to be bad for eternity that judt wouldnt be fair but since qhen wqs the universe fair the universe doesnr care if death is boring and l9nely and frustrating becausr rhe universe isnt sentient even if it cared about us it wouldnt be able to do anytuing about it cause stuff just happens death just happen an wjatevers after death will just happen and theres no way around it i hope that death is complete nothingness i hope i have absolutelt no sentience past my life thats my worst fear fuck the afterlife cause sometimes i think about what if i was alive for eternity and that sounds boring but would i actualy ever get bored. maybe i wouldnt like is it possible to get bored of just being alive. idk. cause i still think of death and eternity in terms of me being there like i imagine death as just what it is when i close my eyes but that cant be death death is so mucy more or less or wtv idk and infinity is just like. so long. anyway
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illwait4you · 9 months
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i want to fucking kill mydelf
i got a job like may 2022 and i didnt rlly talk to anyone until like fall 2022, where i rlly became close yo this girl 2 years younger than me, which like yeah makes me feel weird sometimes bc like idk. we used to hang out like all the time, like every weekend she would sleep over, we talked sm shit abt like everyone, from what i remember we like almost never ran out of things to talk abt. we would talk abt our co workers and our schools( bc we go to diff schools), and we hung out a lot this june too, and then she went on vacation to a diff country for like two weeks, which im not saying is wrong like im not trying to be controlling or anything. i just suck at texting, so we didnt talk much while she was gone. the friend that she was travelling with’s dad bought her some like gimicky alc and she said she got me a bottle. she said we would hang out as soon as she got back, but i realized that she never rlly made plans, and didnt rlly trll me that she got back, and left for another trip a couple days later, she didnt tell me she was leaving. i didnt talk to her much on that trip either, she got back like a week ago. ever sonce then its just been weird. shes suddenly obsessed w this guy who goes to her school, who’s my age and jokes about being a pedophile. he only dates freshmen, and but he has his own car and license. she keeps calling him like cute but istg he looks like a british 13 year old. shes been hanging out w him and his ugly friend all day for the past couple days, even though she keeps making plans w me then doesnt text me back when i ask abt the plans. for hours. which means i look fucking clingy and she probably thinks im annoying, but she also has some of my stuff. like my weed which i literally cant sleep without. i had to leave my nic and weed at her house last night bc i thought my mom was gonna search me and i was going yo her house even though she wasnt there, but it wouldve been fine, i wouldve just told her parents i left something vv important there and grabbed it, i found out she was out w my nic, and i def think that she let the guys she was w hit it, which i think is rlly annoying. she literally asked to borrow it the other day, probably to like ficking impress them or something. anyways idk what to do, she quit the job we worked at together and ik that we r just gonna grow apart but i rlly need my stuff back so im gonna try and get it tomorrow. problem is that her friend also works w me, and we’re friends, shes also friends w the guys but isnt as like annoying abt it. i just dont want to talk to either of them.
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lil-ghostboy · 1 year
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Honestly I'm not ok. I did say there was a million ppl better than me. Anyone is better than me. I said it that day..and they denied it. But I knew that was bs. I knew I was nothing. I wasn't special or anything at all. I'm fkn ass compared to anyone. I said what was gonna happen and it happened word by word. Letter by letter. I even said you'd forget me easily. I knew it. I knew exactly everything. Without any doubts. At least they're not sad or suffering.
To me days go by so slow. I'm not rlly aware of whatever I do I'm just there. I get so fkn lost sometimes lost in nothing just sitting there. For hours. I don't even know how to explain how horrible I fucking feel. I rather be stuck forever on the stupid fry station de Wendy's again to not feel this way anymore. I'm just fucking sobbing it's a I do. It's all I fickinG do anymore. Fucking cry everyday every stupid fucking time. I don't even know what words to even say anymore. Or express myself or alfucking anything I'm just so fucking broken. I cried so fucking hard in that stupid office. I thought I was insane. That I was obsessive. I think it hurt more hearing him say that I wasn't. What other way did anyone expect me to react. It was someone who I loved and cared for. it wasn't a dumb relationship. It was a fucking important one. I rather hear him say I was crazy and all that because then it was me. I don't know. I just rather that. Feel like I didn't mean anything or wasn't even that important. I was nothing. I always will be nothing. I'm never anything anyone would worry for or be sad if they lost me. And instead here I am. Crying stupidly because you meant the entire world to me. Losing you and knowing I was gonna lose you killed me. It kills me. You were my friend. My only true friend and partner. I miss my friend. I miss you. Did I really not mean anything. Was I that fucking easy to toss aside. Why to me it feels like a fucking train is on top of my chest daily. I'm so tired. I never mean anything. I'm never fucking worth anything. I'm falling apart so incredibly hard. I'm just pieces of nothing. Goin a day without you is and has been one of the hardest things I've ever had to do. And sadly it will still be for a long time. I loved you. I truly fucking did. I'm so pathetic. There was nothing in this world I wouldn't have fought to give you. There's no other person like you. There never will be. I still love your smile. I hope you're smiling anywhere. I miss your voice. I miss just joderte por ahi en El juego. Your hugs.. I'm just. I'm so sad. I can't stop this. I can't stop honestly I just want it to stop. I'm fucking begging I swear I'm s do not ok. What the fuck. I'll never be the one you'll regret losing..I'll always just be the mistake you got into and im sorry I was. I really am. I'm sorry for everything. I wasn't perfect. And I'm still not. I sucked as a gf. I'm the worst one ik. But I loved you. My feelings were real. You'll never read this. But im sincerely sorry..
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togasknifes · 4 years
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had a stupid dance party by myself in my room and i feel slightly better,, still nauseous. again im sorry!
ID LIKE TO ISSUE A FORMAL APOLOGY FOR MY BEHAVIOR, i’ll explain a bit down below in the tags if you wanna read uhhh you dont have to but like. please know im fine.
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archersxartxblog · 2 years
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Just woke up to the PLA Ingo "leaks" (big quotation marks). like I just put my glasses.
just thought I'd give my two cents on the matter.
first things first, this whole thing is about as fishy as a Basculin, it adds up about as much Mew under the trunk and I lived through that. I went and tried to push that truck when I was a kid.
There was nothing there
so I'm taking any of this with a huge grain of salt.
that and I think I saw somewhere where someone said they scanned all the pages of the art book already and Ingo wasn't among them...I don't know maybe they did new one wit Ingo, who knows.
that being said I have no problems with Ingo being 50 or Ingo being bald. it's not that big of a deal. frankly he looks pretty good. he's rocking it. he'd not even really Bald, at best it's a receding hairline.
even if it is real, I give this as much weight in lore as I give Pokemon heights in the Dex. I'm just continue with my Headcanons and my belief that Ingo will be reunited with his brother. and continue on with my day. I got fics to write and drawings to work on.
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my thoughts on if it's true.
that gamefreak can't read the room to save their lives. lets just throw a character a lot of people had an emotional connection to and is very popular (and is connected to another character that is also very popular) into the past for several years. like really.
PLA isn't canon.
Emmet got transported too, they are going to meet up in a different game.
this one goes more into the whole faller thing and is kind of a theory. like we don't really see these characters missing in these games. there suppose to be in. they just appear in other games. we already...kinda know there's a at least two timelines. My point is what if these characters aren't missing. I guess what I'm trying to say here is, What if Ingo wasn't really sucked into the past? What if he's still in Unova with Emmet running the Battle Subway? and the Ingo we see in Hisui is basically a copy Arceus made to fulfill a purpose. Arceus "I need Ingo for a thing I'm working on, and I can't just transport him back in time with causing a paradox, Fick it, I'm god I'll just make my own Ingo! gonna give him just enough memories too be able to know what he's doing and make train refs cause I like me a good train." who's to say this wasn't also the case for the main character too.
PLA is a dream that the MC is having after visiting a Hisui Exabit at a museum and reading about the battle subway. they have a dream about being chosen by Arceus and sent back in time to complete the first pokedex. they dream that Rowan is in fact a commander and really scary, the Professor is a funny Galarain man, they dream of facing Ingo a man they probably seen on TV or read about in battle. they dream of the champion trying to summon Arceus but there too nice so it's her ancestor. this theory is cope out but who's to say it is something gamefreak won't write.
Ingo is in PLA to hype an up coming Black and White game, and their testing character rigging and animations for Ingo and Emmet cause they want to do more with gear station.
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