#it’s just gross

[myturtlespeedy]

Hate drinking sparkling water is my love language to myself.

#it’s just gross #how can something that has nothing in it taste bad?

[cozy-the-overlord]

I don’t get how you can call yourself a fan of a person and actively choose to engage in behaviors that that person has repeatedly and extensively explained cause them extreme anxiety and make them feel unsafe. Like I just don’t get that. You claim to like this person. Why are you actively choosing to hurt them?

#not to mention ruining a completely unrelated couple’s wedding #like wtf is wrong with these people #i think it’s really sad that taylor has talked about how her level of fame makes her feel like she’s not a person #and then fans behave like this where it’s clear that they also don’t see her as a person #this isn’t how you treat someone you see as a real person #there’s no respect here #it’s just gross #taylor swift

[kiwikipedia]

I am so tired of DW and the TM Teams being so just. Gross when it comes to children characters. Like I try to like fate. I like fate! But then I see shit like summer Abigail and Illya’s “Legal Shower” skill and whatever the hell Kiara Lily was talking about down by the lake I just. Ugh ughugh

#fate grand order #i don’t even know what to tag this as for trigger #it’s just gross #tw gross #kiwiki says fuck #Kiwiki Speaks

[rivetgoth]

It's honestly crazy that discussion around testosterone HRT skews so much towards the beginning stages of it (to the point that you have dozens of guys thinking their transition is "failed" if they don't pass by like a year in lol) and what the initial changes of the first couple of months to years look like, like the classic laundry list of those early basic changes like bottom growth, voice drop, etc, when IMO literally none of that compares remotely to the depth and intensity of the long term total masculinization you start to experience like 3-5+ years in.

#also has made it increasingly difficult to relate to those early into their transition honestly #like not in a bitter way it’s just like hard to express how diff the experience is #of being like a year on T vs 5 😭 #ETA I muted this post ages ago now but fwiw seeing transphobes pop up in the notes on occasion just to say cruel reactionary shit #you are clowns I cannot imagine seeing a post that is ONLY about discussing with folks about the reality of a medication #and choosing to make that your moment to get a schoolyard bully jab in about how you find it gross or something. #you are less well adjusted than must children. may the universe be kinder to you than you are to others.

[inkskinned]

because sometimes there are invisible tests and invisible rules and you're just supposed to ... know the rule. someone you thought of as a friend asks you for book recommendations, so you give her a list of like 30 books, each with a brief blurb and why you like it. later, you find out she screenshotted the list and send it out to a group chat with the note: what an absolute freak can you believe this. you saw the responses: emojis where people are rolling over laughing. too much and obsessive and actually kind of creepy in the comments. you thought you'd been doing the right thing. she'd asked, right? an invisible rule: this is what happens when you get too excited.

you aren't supposed to laugh at your own jokes, so you don't, but then you're too serious. you're not supposed to be too loud, but then people say you're too quiet. you aren't supposed to get passionate about things, but then you're shy, boring. you aren't supposed to talk too much, but then people are mad when you're not good at replying.

you fold yourself into a prettier paper crane. since you never know what is "selfish" and what is "charity," you give yourself over, fully. you'd rather be empty and over-generous - you'd rather eat your own boundaries than have even one person believe that you're mean. since you don't know what the thing is that will make them hate you, you simply scrub yourself clean of any form of roughness. if you are perfect and smiling and funny, they can love you. if you are always there for them and never admit what's happening and never mention your past and never make them uncomfortable - you can make up for it. you can earn it.

don't fuck up. they're all testing you, always. they're tolerating you. whatever secret club happened, over a summer somewhere - during some activity you didn't get to attend - everyone else just... figured it out. like they got some kind of award or examination that allowed them to know how-to-be-normal. how to fit. and for the rest of your life, you've been playing catch-up. you've been trying to prove that - haha! you get it! that the joke they're telling, the people they are, the manual they got- yeah, you've totally read it.

if you can just divide yourself in two - the lovable one, and the one that is you - you can do this. you can walk the line. they can laugh and accept you. if you are always-balanced, never burdensome, a delight to have in class, champagne and glittering and never gawky or florescent or god-forbid cringe: you can get away with it.

you stare at your therapist, whom you can make jokes with, and who laughs at your jokes, because you are so fucking good at people-pleasing. you smile at her, and she asks you how you're doing, and you automatically say i'm good, thanks, how are you? while the answer swims somewhere in your little lizard brain:

how long have you been doing this now? mastering the art of your body and mind like you're piloting a puppet. has it worked? what do you mean that all you feel is... just exhausted. pick yourself up, the tightrope has no net. after all, you're cheating, somehow, but nobody seems to know you actually flunked the test. it's working!

aren't you happy yet?

#almost wrote the champagne line as ''effervescent'' but legit could not write it without saying ''effervescent like a snail'' #ah tumblr... #writeblr #warm up #idk . having trouble writing rn #ps i don't like to talk about it . it is my medical information. but before you ask. yes this is about being on the spectrum #i really don't like when ppl make my writing about how im [whatever ID]. i want it to ring true for the people who it rings true for #i don't want it to be like ''awwwww look at this person!!! she's the EXCEPTION!!! :)" ..... #no.... not really..... #idk something gross happens whenever i admit to certain conditions and i turn into like inspiration p*rnography #like yes they actually let us use keyboards these days #furthermore i just... dont feel comfortable talking about this part of me. i had too bad of a childhood. adhd is one thing... #this one im like. still coming to terms with. which is like. my own journey. #idk. just please be kind. some things are more private than others. this one feels private to me. #i do not know how to help others w/this . and i do not know how to help myself. i will talk about it if im ever ready. idk if that will #actually ever happen #ty in advance i love u im kissing you we are kissing somewhere on the spectrum

[ode-on-a-grecian-butt]

art by @BottlngSunshine

#Medusa #Gorgon #snakes #im not tagging this under 'monster girl' #because that would be creepy and gross #I just thought it was a cool drawing

[starrology101]

SO by their logic aemma suffered and was silent about it mean alicent should do same

Okay maegor daughter was passed from the inheritance line to be queen mean rhaenyra should shut up and let aegon take the crown

I just don’t understand how you can praise a character that was a child bride and a victim of reproductive abuse by talking shit about her husband’s next victim. And not say a word against the man who abused them both!

#it’s just gross #anon #ask #plus you know most die hard fans don’t use logic

[jaradraws]

DISCLAIMER: the blood is a feature, not a bug 🩸☎️

#you could probably compress some corporate horror social commentary in here #'we create tech with the heart to love you back 🫀' #this isn't rly one of those things tho i just wanted to make a gross lil sticker sheet comparing veins and wires #jara draws stuff #original #cw: body horror #cw: blood #cw: gore

[stevenrogered]

AHSOKA | 1x05 "Part Five"

#ahsokaedit #ahsoka series #ahsoka show #ahsoka #star wars #starwarsedit #swedit #ahsoka spoilers #thcrin #can we just #anakin skywalker #ahsoka tano #hayden christensen #anakinskywalkeredit #haydenchristensenedit #please forgive this gross coloring #mystuff #1k #5k #10k

[newlyy]

I've heard of dogs who eat used menstrual products out of the trash. And dogs also allegedly eat other dogs' shit... Dogs' love of grossness seems to know no bounds

What if I told you I’ve had a dog that took my used pads out of the trash and I have a dog currently who eats my other dogs shit and I would consider this nastier.

#the vet doesn’t think the shit eating is cause for concern btw #it’s just gross #we try to watch him when he goes out and not let him out after my other dog shits

[sunfoxfic]

We were so close to smoking not being cool anymore. We were so close. Then they flavored it mango and now it's taboo to criticize it anymore. People don't ask if they're allowed to vape indoors, they aren't considerate of people who may have health problems that are triggered by the chemicals or if it just bothers them, people don't care that they're supporting an industry built on corruption and greed, they can't see it draining their pockets and much less their health. We were so close to smoking not being cool anymore.

#i hate hate HATE nicotine after watching my parents smoke when i grew up #its gross and bad for your money and bad for your health #and i get it. theres SO MANY socioeconomic factors that make it a complicated issue. #you CANT blame smokers. #but it feels like people are just accepting the institution for what it is bc now it tastes good #bitch just chew gum jfc #it doesn't matter if its an industry issue. we have seen in the past that making it “uncool” hurts the industry #make nicotine uncool again PLEASE #grumbles

[strawberryfemm]

to you it’s perverted gross sex. to me it’s being creative, working through traumas and baggage, healing my inner child, playing, practicing intense vulnerability, finding even more ways to fall in love with my partner, finding more ways to fall in love with myself, learning confidence & how to ask for what i want, care work, emotional release, relaxing, community building, theater, dance, writing, problem solving, therapy, radical honestly, and so much more. and also it’s gross perverted sex.

#sex is just so. everything to me #i feel like i’ve grown so much w it and wouldn’t be who i am without the kind of sex i have with other perverted gross sex weirdos <3 #and it’s like never just sex with me. #i mean sometimes it is but. i love a theme and motif #mine

[lesbianonna]

my father loooves pointing out that he’s the one buying things around here and has the financial power

#i wasn’t ready to go to work yet but having my own money even if it’s just a bit… #and hearing him say shit like i’m the one who’s gonna buy xyz if it breaks i can do what i want #it’s just gross #being financially dependent on someone… so dangerous #please think king and hard before you do it willingly <3 #long and hard lol

[astral-from-afar]

if i look at one more comment on a post about a female wrestler going “omg she’s so hot” or these emojis: 🔥😍🤤. i will self destruct on spot

#Astra writes #it’s fine and all to find people attractive #But when it negates the wrestler’s skills #Smh #and it’s always the white middle aged dudes #Like bffr #have you not matured over the years #The fact that the same sentiment still is around women #Especially in the w.w.e sphere #It’s just gross #This is just me ranting #I’m not getting any fans to come at me tho #There will be no productive conversation to be made

[shivunin]

Because I have just seen this specific thing for the second time, I would like to say:

If I reblog your art, I do not expect you to reblog (or share!) my fic in return

If I comment on your fic, I do not expect you to comment on (or read!) mine in return

My enjoyment of anyone's work does not come with strings or expectations

My friendship is not a bill that you will have to pay later

That's it!

#the fucking obsession with fandom becoming ~content creation~ has got to stop. this is not a business. #i don't like it when someone acts like i owe them because they complimented my work #and i will never do that to someone else #kindness has to be freely given or it isn't kindness; it's manipulation #this just. makes me feel super gross and it upsets me that it's happened twice #and that both people explicitly stated in their profiles that this is an expectation they have of fandom #you can't form a community by force. that's not how it works. #anyways. rant over. i just want it to be known that i'm not expecting anything from anyone lol #if i talk to you or hang out it's because i want to. i don't want anything from you except you know #kindness and companionship or w/e #bleargh. gonna go play a game or something. #dixeram

[markscherz]

now accepting guesses as to what this embryo becomes when it matures

#evo-devo is a hell of a drug #zoology #animals #embryology #nature #evolution #can't post a source without giving it away so… sorry. #but the first author on the paper is named Gross #which is just #*chef's kiss*