#it’s just too big a gap

[dirtytransmasc]

atwow hot take:

if jake had said his "son for a son" shit out loud and spider had heard him, he would have been so beyond pissed, he would be seeing red.

spider loved his little siblings so much, neteyam included, even after they grew apart. he loved them like they were his own blood and protected them like they were too (we see a lot more of them together in the comics, where spider is the big brother without a doubt). neteyam's death most certainly rocked him hard, even if he hasn't really been able to show it (how could he? he's already going through all the shit with his dad and the RDA and their nonsense, he can't grieve around neytiri, he's just so tired after it all. he doesn't have the room or the energy to grieve yet)

so if jake had the audacity to say that to/around spider not even a few hours after he watched his little brother get shot after coming to save him, after he stared at the bullet hole in his back, after he watched him take his last breaths, after he watched the light leave his eyes, after he watched his little brother die for him; if he said that while his little brother's body lay in a pool of his own blood not even ten feet away, not even cold yet, blood still clinging to his chest, the scent of it still filling the air: he would have lost his shit.

because the disrespect for his brother is wild.

jake was an active player in spider's neglect and abuse for the last 16 years, he let it happen, he helped it happen. he tried to send spider with the humans, tried to take him away from his siblings, from the forests, from eywa to live with his foster family that didn't love him (not to mention Nash was an asswipe of epic proportions) and the RDA of all people. he had referred to spider as a stray animal since he was little. he was the reason spiders life was hell.

and after all that, years and years of putting him in shit positions and allowing him to suffer the fate of being forever unloved and uncared for (by an adult authority figure, cause I love the kids, but they don't make up for the gap left by a parent), this is what it took for jake to care about him? his little brother had to die in front of him first? he had to be traded out to fill the space of a corpse, to fill in the gap left by his little brother's death?

in canon, spider was in deep in shock with nothing to break him from it, he wasn't in the place to really think about any of it, and I'm sure we're gonna see this anger in the coming movies, but if jake had said it out loud, that would have been enough to snap spider right out of it, and he would have given jake a piece of his mind, I just know it.

#he loves neteyam too much to let jake do that. to say that. he'd never allow it. #spider is such a good big brother. he loves his siblings too much. #if jake had said that to his face there would have been hell to pay. regardless of how out of it spider was with shock/grief/pure exhaustio #spider doesn't even care about the disrespect being done to him by that statement. he just cares about neteyam. #cause how could a father say that? how could he just move on. fill the gap with a “stray” as he puts it. take him in after all he'd done to #him? it wasn't fair #it wasn't fair to him and it most certainly wasn't fair to neteyam #I love spider. he deserves a family that loves him and wants him. he wants it. but this is not what either of us asked for. #that line has always rubbed me wrong. and it would have rubbed spi wrong too. I just know it. #I really hope we see spider express his rightful anger/disgust to this whole thing next movie #though I worry he will be too busy feeling guilty over everything and feeling like he just has to be grateful. but one can hope. #he deserves to be angry #and his dynamic with neteyam deserves to be explored. cause its a crime that it was ignored in the movie. #avatar 2 #avatar the way of water #spider socorro #miles spider socorro #miles socorro #neteyam #neteyam sully #neteyam te suli tsyeyk'itan #jake sully #I wanna punch that man so hard istg. I can't with him. I won't say I hate him. but lord have mercy I can't with him. #my baby boys deserved better #spider was neteyam's big brother. that's my agenda #we need to talk about them more

[smrtnik07]

u can find this on tenor gifs (+on discord)... original piece under cut :3

#smoking cw #i tried putting an image id in there but i dont know how to write one. alas #i noticed a BIG gap in the market of gifs for non mainline projmoon content #so ive been making very bad carmen gifs u can find them on tenor under blata gif.. and im dabbling in dd now too #literally just been making them for my friends to use on discord :3 #distortion detective #library of ruina #project moon #art i made

[flyingfabio]

how did yamaha convince fabio that they are going to make up for being one second a lap off the pace in one year. i don't understand ...

#this is just... #like the gap is just too big... #i might need therapy by the end of this year and i will be sending the bills #elie.txt

[thebirdandhersong]

Okay y'all it is over it is done the conversation has been had he knows I love him we are still friends I have cried my eyes out properly I have laughed again my heart will keep on hurting for a while but it is FINISHED

#it is a bit rough to be told that the age gap (3 years??) is too big and life stages are too different #and that it would be unwise since im graduating next year #and then be told that he's not attracted to you in that way #and THEN be told that if you were younger he might consider it #but alas that is the way the cookie crumbles #i do value his friendship very much and i am glad for it #but i am also glad he was honest with me #lads if i could choose i would go through all of it again! i have loved this poor sweet oblivious boy for a short while #but it has been very long and very deeply lodged in my heart #anyway i will be okay and im glad i can laugh again so soon :) #thank you for praying for me it really has been a fresh new hell in many ways #and i do love him. i do love him so terribly much #but i know it will pass #also he WAS very sweet about it. very sweet and honest and vulnerable and i deeply appreciated it #part of me is like. WILL I EVER LOVE AGAIN??? and the other part is like. i cant imagine loving anyone else #i kid you not he is the most wonderful God fearing gentle kind man of integrity i know. i love him terribly. #and there is no other guy who i trust implicitly and know i can tell or talk to about anything #so it is hard to imagine loving anyone else. he is so precious to me and just being around him makes my heart so happy #it will pass!!!!! #the waiting room chapter

[slobozan-shitposting]

O why this gorgeous female character exists since 1979 but no yuri fanfic with her yet 😩

#I've been thinking about Kycilia/Lala #but Lalah is 17 and Kycilia is 24 #technically legal but the age gap is too big #probably Icelina/Kycilia would be better #just imagine #garma and icelina date each other just to hide their romances with Char and Kycilia respectively #eeheehee #kycilia zabi #mobile suit gundam #i love evil women

[daenerysstormreborn]

I was scrolling through someone’s blog and saw that she’d made a post shitting on people shipping Podrick and Sansa and insinuating that people only do it to spite other shippers and because they don’t ship her with Jon????? Bestie please this is such a niche ship why are you going out of your way to attack it? And sure I do not ship her with Jon but many of the people who reblogged my Podsa post DO like bffr does anyone actually ship something out of spite?

#anti asoiaf fandom #sorry I just want a nice romance for Sansa with someone who is close in age and wasn’t raised as a sibling #not meant to be judgement either I just personally can’t get behind ships with big age gaps or involving characters who grew up as family #podsa and sansaery for life #briensa is almost good but 19 and 13 is too much #same with theonsa #age gap would be fine if the characters were older though

[jacksmysterylabyrinth]

Something I felt while ruminating about Yuma has me really... kind of

...jesus...

*endgame spoilers*

He’s paranoid. As. Fuck. And being mentally cornered like that, is the major driving force behind opening up the Book of Death in the first place.

He had to force himself to undo all the life experiences up until he became Number One - how many years that was, who the fuck knows - but you already get an idea that Yuma is nothing if not stressed, all the damn time, so whatever it was that led him up to that title probably wasn’t a cakewalk either. Stress upon stress upon stress, and worse, with no one to truly put confidence in back then.

It meant that he also couldn’t trust himself to do what was necessary without turning to extreme, drastic means. Hell, Chapter 3 is enough to show that the Master Detectives can accomplish awesome things without the need for that book, just as long as everyone was on the same page and using their power. What’s more, there’s a very good chance that if Yuma had boarded that train with Number One’s memories intact, that he could have faked being drowsy in order to corner ‘Zilch’ and stop the massacre from ever happening. It’s still a tremendous risk, but hardly as risky as going in experience and memory-less. He could still use the cook’s identity without compromising his own, and yet?

This is what Vivia meant when he said that ‘it was already up to his neck’. Yuma had been ruined, in his heart and head. He still wanted to do right through that, but he was so blinded by his fears - whether of outing himself, endangering people he might get close to, betrayal, whatever - that he sought the help of a death god to guide him without his troubled memories. Because a contract with a supernatural being is likely to be more trustworthy than a fallible human.

What’s more, is this is such a human reaction to feeling cornered. Have you ever wanted to throw away your memories and start from scratch, only this time with someone who knows you by your side, to guide you through your fresh idealistic self to the place you want to be, rather than a jaded husk of a person who’s completely lost when reaching out to others? Redo your brain chemistry?

I feel like if I had that chance, I’d probably have taken it, too.

#yuma kokohead #offgame writing #i may have just been broken by a fanfic #no big deal. #fuck. FUCK #i have too many feelings about this that were left- #-cogitating in some quagmire before now #and this isn't even all of it #it's all I can elucidate right about now anyways #just. Jesus! Shit! Fuck! #i either cannot comprehend or it's So Relatable that it Hurts. take your pick #i'm not going into the ethics of the book but just- the Decision really hurts #raincode #raincode spoilers #note: I might be. filling in gaps but I'm interpreting #feel free to disagree but I personally feel strongly about this reading

[captainhysunstuff]

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Light goes home and spends some overdue quality time with his family.  His absence gave Sachiko time to think and wallow over his sudden disappearance, which makes Light a bit uncomfortable.

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#drawn by me #my fancomic #The Chain #Death Note #Sachiko Yagami #Sayu Yagami #Light Yagami #Soichiro Yagami #lawlight #Yagami family #quality time #tw: food issues #worried mothers #mentions of #Misa Amane #slight parental disapproval #Sachiko criticizing herself #Sachiko given time to think #lying to parents #supposed elopement #henh with these scenes it's funny to remember that the son has murdered A TON of people~ #they just look too happy here #I had a lot of fun drawing Sachiko #I imagine Light yelling at me to stop making his mom cry~ #crying #ehh these tags are kind of rushed #this originally gonna be paired up with the next part but it would be way too long #also the update gap is big enough as it is; might as well slice it in half

[mariocki]

The China Syndrome (1979)

"I may be wrong, but I'd say you're lucky to be alive. For that matter, I think we might say the same for the rest of Southern California."

#the china syndrome #1979 #american cinema #james bridges #t.s. cook #mike gray #jane fonda #jack lemmon #michael douglas #scott brady #james hampton #peter donat #wilford brimley #richard herd #daniel valdez #stan bohrman #james karen #nick pellegrino #donald hotton #paul larson #michael alaimo #incredibly intense movie. the way this builds tension in the last third is unreal‚ a steady ratcheting up from unease to full blown dread #didn't even realise i was frozen to the edge of my seat until the final minutes. career best for Lemmon? i really think it might be #cast entirely against type‚ not an iota of his comic persona‚ just an ordinary decent man pushed further and further into something #desperate and horrifying. his final lines absolutely gave me shivers. loved the editing on this too‚ the way it intercuts between #the team in the reactor‚ the team working to SCRAM it‚ the SWAT team and the producers at the news station. technically perfect cinema #and a real beautiful handling of the material. also love that this has time to address popular journalism practices and the gender gap on #tv news as well as the larger conspiracy element. really great film‚ just how much took me by surprise #also that vibrating cup of coffee? 10x scarier than the similar moment in Jurassic Park. it might look like a thriller but this has the #blood and bones of a horror movie in places. it also has a big tortoise in one scene and that's always a nice addition

[springselkie]

asking here because twt makes me nervous sometimes but does anyone else feel alienated from the homestuck fandom as a +26 year old or am i having a quarter life crisis

#i guess it was easier to ignore when i was 18 hanging out with 16 year olds because the age gap wasn't ridiculously big but now it's like #i just avoid talking to people too much bc they turn out to be way younger than me LOL #make friends that are into hs and are +25 challenge: impossible #rant #i guess

[toji-girl]

OK HEAR ME OUT. agegap with toji whos more experienced and reader whos got no experience at all………. 😍😍 and he like talks u through it and hes like soft and all and like omfg im gushing over this thought AND LIKE when they finish he gets really soft and the aftercare is js fluff and hes js trying to make his baby feel as safe as possible 🙁 and he would teach u how to please him and he’d js repeat praises to you and pats ur head like ok???? does he want to make me cum???

currently praying for more soft sex with toji fics…. id actually go crazy (๑>◡<๑) 🤍

im so desperate for toji fluff its crazy like im going through the DRENCHES of tumblr its makimg me crazy omfg……. im tweakinghsjdhj i love him sm my big teddy bear 🤍🤍

the way I've been hoarding this to come back and think about it and how he lays you on the bed so gently where he drowns you in kisses and touches that leave you breathless and panting for him.

he knows just the right spots to caress and lick to have you shuddering when you first experience the orgasm that someone else gave you then he lets you experiment on him stroking his cock while kissing the length of it down to his sack then back up to suck the tip.

his voice husky and edged with lust as he watches you with dark green eyes loving the way your thick spit bubbled when you pulled away from trying your best to take him all the way in AKLAJGKERT

kneeling between his legs looking at him waiting for the praise that comes and makes your entire body flush with heat then of course, he has to follow it up with a head pat!!! the next time he lets you finally sink down on his dick 🤭🤭🤭 something like that?

I could write a whole thing on soft! toji and just giggle and squeal the entire time because he loves you so much! I have so many ideas for toji that it's actually rotting my brain LMAOOO well I have a ton of ideas for a few more characters but I really want to write about you and Toji going on a vacation to try for baby number two or three LMAOOO

#💌incoming #when I think of an age gap it's always at least ten years #I will always provide fluff and smut and angst and dark content for him #he's just so UGH I LOVE HIM TOO SO MUCH #thinking about his big strong arms!!

[lanterns-and-daydreams]

The way when i was reading The Lost Hero and was really skeptical about the characters (i cant just fall in love because of appearance. I need a lil chemistry. For ships too), and then Leo came along, took ahold of my heart, and never let go. Hes my little baby. My little crazy pyrokinetic menace. I will always love him

#My biggest fear is out aging him #I feel like if theres an age gap too big ill just adopt him as my son or something #I want more Leo povs #percy jackson #percy jackon and the olympians #the heroes of olympus #leo valdez #The actual loml

[tricoufamily]

im so obsessed with your story-telling and ideas and already love the two-headed lamb story pls pls share more of it if you're willing to! i want to read it all

THANK YOUU <3 two-headed lamb is like this weird no man's land where i'll probably never make it a sim story and i'll probably never write it as a novel so it just kinda vibes jkdsfsjdf it's jujst a little universe and i'll definitely keep sharing little tid bits from it hehe <3

#ideally i think it'd make a really good webcomic. if i actually had the chops to do a webcomic #i don't know why but it just isn't a book to me #and as a sim story it would be. ambitious i guess? probably too ambitious #i kinda like the vagueness though you know like allowing people to fill in the gaps themselves #i really like doing that with other people's ocs at least #i do wanna do some kind of big something w a bunch of lore there all in one place but idk #and i don't know where or when exactly to reveal that ending 🤔 it's kind of a doozy #caninebalism #ask

[radiant-absolute-radiance]

Alright I’m curious where the majority of people lie.

I personally think of him as a child because it fits better thematically so thats what i hc him as but I also like the trope of people not looking their age so I don’t mind seeing that either!

#guilty gear #bedman #guilty gear bedman #i think his downfall was that he was too sure of himself. he got swayed by ariels very easily #intelligence doesn’t make up for experience #hes naive! #hes a horrible teenager who thinks hes soooo mature #my interpretation at least! i think him being so annoying and a jerk is funnier when hes just like 16 #but i also find the idea of people calling him a child and him going ‘….yknow im 25’ very funny #also big age gap with siblings #lol this is me wanting to yell about bedsiblings whivh i usually do through art #havent finished any yet though

[fantomette22]

I'm sorry I know I already asked but I'm the worst XD

Does someone have a plan or some kind of precise methodology ? or is it really random ? x)

#fanfiction #fic writing #fanfiction tips #writing tips #my memes #help I'm gonna try to doing really short summary for eventual chapters to see XD but there will be no titles and big gaps #just throwing some ideas I guess or writing 5 sentences or just put my hc on paper #what a mess #I only tried a timeline and writing some hc a while ago and it's a bit of a mess #that would be cool but not sure I will go to the end of it too sorry

[crescentfool]

doing things outside of your usual is such a humbling experience...

#lizzy speaks #to those who are curious what prompted this: my friend and i are collaborating on a video essay together #we picked it back up a week and a half ago after it laid in limbo for a month or two #and we're currently in the phase of editing it together (scripting + recording the VO is done) #and MAN. my respect for people who work on scripted/informative content just shot up through the ROOF #most of my experience with editing comes from footage first and then edit down approach (rather than creating/gathering visuals to uplift- #a written script) and it's. well. they engage with very different skillsets i think #my friend who i am collaborating with is very amused at me because this is not her first rodeo. meanwhile me as a first-timer. #i am telling her about how i am losing my mind over my editing timeline having gaps of footage because i couldn't think of anything to put #for certain portions (or i just didnt feel like looking through preexisting footage on the internet and dl-ing it) #and she compared it to 'telling a kid whos going thru puberty that its normal' EKLHFGLHH #im ngl the way i have spent like maybe 10 hours today off and on looking up footage and fact checking the splat artbook is so. explodes #it makes sifting through an 11 hour batch of footage of me playing big run sound like a cakewalk in comparison LMAOO #anyway if you read this far thank you :D i hope that in 2024 i can continue to be humbled in trying new things #and i highly encourage others 2 do so too! try a new method of approaching something or do smthn slightly adjacent to what you do! #tis a good learning experience and also makes u very appreciative of the things that are out there methinks #im literally only editing an 11 minute segment or so idfk how people make those 1+ hr video essays LIKE HELLO??? ESP IF ITS LICENSED MEDIA #HOW DO U GET ALL THE FOOTAGE FOR THAT. U MUST BE REALLY HYPERFIXATED AND DEDICATED TO THAT. DAMN. anyway. have a good 2023 everyone!