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shesonlylittle · 2 years

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Starving Faithful

Rated E, (1/1), 13k words

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In most respects, he’s a nineteen year old. With the glaring exception that he can feel where his wings have been clipped— and that he can nudge the material world a little, here and there, from time to time.

He has childhood memories, a normal human’s wants and desires, but he also knows he’s got a divine mission. And that he has it because he fucked up somehow. Ash was supposed to be his redemption. He was supposed to watch over him, keep him safe.

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Fallen Angel Fez and his new charge, Lexi the non-believer, babyyyyyy. Heard y’all also understand that Fez is extra hot when he’s guilty and suffering. I may have gone a little nuts. Also, sorry, I’ve again committed the cardinal sin (pun intended) of Ash being dead. 😬 Just. Trust me!

#Fexi #fexi fanfic #fezco and lexi #fexi au #fezco x lexi #fallen angel fez babyyyy #it’s me being insane hours again

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heartorbit · 6 months

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i would advise against sneaking a bunch of silly billies into your castle

#project sekai #emu otori #nene kusanagi #tsukasa tenma #rui kamishiro #pjsk #proseka #prsk #polysho week 2023 #there that wasnt so bad #i hate taaaagging #Saki chortling her ass off btw. Do They Know #snailing towards drawing backgrounds properly... its helpful for my comms but im still so bad....#My emu favoritism shines theough again in that its obvious i drew her first. Im sorry. kind of.#i dont have insane tags to put this time i have to get up for class in like 7 hours. i have a midterm. farewell....#actually how could you put polysho week during my midterms. SICK. (ignored that i couldve used the time prompts r given in advance to draw)#ive always done this for fanweeks i try to draw on the day of like a sicko. INEED TO GONTOSLPEY #please stop following me if i check and i hit a milestone im going to feel bad. i dont look at it often enogub to cstch them when they happ #en. stop being niceys to me.#i was thinking of doing simple rqs or something... bc im grateful and it would be fun..... waugh....#why didi stay up finishing this. my wrist hurts and im sleepy. Lord.

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wlw-cryptid · 1 year

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#having a real one #why. the hell. would one school 2 states away give me a 13k grant for being smart. but the one an hour away. wants me to pay them 13k #after grants.#i would like. to know #i just. i hate it here #she speaks #i dont want to move two states away. thats horrifying. im a wheelchair user. like. are you insane #but. it would be a free ride and id probably get to live w my childhood best friend #but also. id have to apply for state insurance again and id be stranded away from my parents and have to find a real caretaker there #id be away from all my doctors appointments and My Bed and it feels like no one appreciates how fucking risky and scary it would be #greatest hits

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emometalhead · 9 months

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I will never shut up about Electric Touch. Ever.

#that being said I'm actually about to go to sleep lol #I got home from the FOB concert at 4 am and was awake again before 8 am #I am only awake rn because I was determined to hear SN TV in full at the time of release #I've listened to Electric Touch 3 times which is my lucky number so it feels like a good time to sleep lol #I'm excited to enjoy this album in full again in the morning after I get some solid sleep #insane 24 hours for me!!#ashley rambles #taylor swift #electric touch #speak now (taylor’s version)#fall out boy

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synthshenanigans · 3 months

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I'm curious as to peoples idea for what he'd do for the next power hour so

[These all being popular ideas or ppl he's mentioned]

This was all just a ploy to get you to read my info dump theory on the concept of a Chonny Jash Power Hour loser HAHAHA

Im joking tho. Not about my CJPH theory, that is very much real but I'm not forcing you to read it lol

However if you're curious, my inane rambles are further down :}

[Long Rant Post Below]

Okay so I'm gonna start with the basic idea I got it from; that being Nerd. Nerd already foreshadowed the THDPH & the WWPH [Even down to the last song for each of them] Not only that, but he references the stuff hes done in the past as well with a break/pause inbetween.

[This is what I mean]

The first three being all stuff he already did. BDG with Pocket, Tally Hall with Vol.1 & then Cage by Tim Minchin being the start the power hours.

The next two being the power hours he would do after this song [Memento Mori & Charlie's Inferno-Will Wood & That Handsome Devil]. But those are the only songs he would reference in Nerd, leaving no more clues as to what the last one would be. The only thing left in it is the video game references & Stairway to Heaven in the ending. [Which oddly enough also fit the pattern in a way. StH being about dying and the afterlife like Memento Mori & Chonny's Inferno and the video game references being all covers he made on his old channel]

While the VG refs could be a hint at a Videogame or Toby Fox Power Hour, I think at most, if its a clue at all, hinting at the next thing he does is recovering old songs.

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Next, a couple of his songs reference his past stuff. Fine, I'm Fine has a good amount of lines that vaguely refer back to songs from the before [heres a post that goes more into it that's pretty cool!!]. And more importantly Dear Machine references Pocket, Dream (Outro from Calamity) & wings of wax. Pocket being later used in Nerd & the mention of Icarus coming back in Art. Not only that, but the voice in the very end Thermodynamic Lawyer is the exact same [if not very close to] voice filter/effect he uses in Dear Machine. Even down to the British accent he does in it. [Tho it is fairly normal for a music artist to reference their older songs in their music so it could be nothing]

Speaking of Dear Machine tho, quick thing to add about it is that it shows he not against covering his own songs. While yea technically its just a different version of Ode of the Cog, DM,HtC in a way counts as a cover of OotC. Same goes for bargaining/compromise & The Ballad of Dr. Jekyll.

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Another idea with a CJPH is that in the CJFS discord theres a "Question of the Day" Channel. Where, as the name says, a Mod or Helper will ask a CJ related question & everyone can give their idea/imput on it. For Day 100, as a special fun lil thing, they asked Chonny if he wanted to give a question for that day. His question being:

And yes he does say that he doesnt plan on doing anything like that in future [if he even were to do it]. I fully believe he wasn't lying there & honestly I never saw him redoing any song ever until I had the idea of a CJPH [aside from stuff like Spring and a Storm & Storm and a Spring obviously]. But this is the best idea I could ever see him doing that. Also that question was from early August so a fair amount of time has passed. Whether thats enough time to equal "at least in the near future at all" I have no clue, but it is a thought.

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One of my last points [that I remember atm lol] is on how he would end the power hours. Cos like, while yea he does whatever he wants & doesn't rlly follow what anyone says or asks [which I 100% agree with & is completely valid btw], I'd imagine he'd still want to end the PHs with a bang. Which is why I originally didnt think the recent one would be Will Wood.

He's stated a couple of time that hes one of his favorite artist & he definitely knows that a huge chunk of his fan base listen to WW as well. So why not end with that? Why not end with one of the most requested artist people wanted him to cover? Why wouldn't he end with a power hour of the artist that was his #1 on his Spotify Wrapped? What else could he do after that? Well maybe he'd go with his #2 artist? WHICH IS JUST HIMSELF BBYYYY

Plus, the name Power Hour already comes from this:

So it's very likely he's had himself play multiple times in a row & had a "Chonny Jash Power Hour".

Of course theories are just theories so there's always the chance I'm wrong & just insane. And again he does whatever he wants whenever he wants so who knows what it'll be. I just think id be an interesting idea for him to do.

As for how a Chonny Jash Power Hour would look? Maybe each song being a cover of a song from a past album or single? I'd imagine one from the before. & Covered in Discontent [maybe Gothic Whore?]. Like remake Pocket since its been referenced so much, tho that's still just a BDG cover so who knows. the before. would be interesting just to see how his perspective has changed since he originally wrote those songs. Gothic Whore he already has 2 songs that have a story version & a him version so I can see him doing another.

I HIGHLY doubt he'd do anything related to Vol.1 as its his completely separate thing & he doesn't rlly wanna touch any song that's TH/HMS related until whenever he feels like starting Vol.2 [which is valid lol]. If anything I could maybe see like TWWAY, Special or maybe Greener? Or go a different route with the og I'm Gonna Win or like a more outta the box one with like Just a Friend [only cos be did a 20 second "cover" of it in Mucka Blucka]. Again, I do not see him touching anything Vol.1 related but still something to entertain ig? [4th TME cover; The Chonny Electric when/j]

Tho maybe he'd just remake songs that he he fully made [like the before. or Gothic Whore], since those are more of actual Chonny Jash songs rather than the others just being covers. Would be very cool to maybe see a remake of some of his Majora's Mask song tho [no this isn't me coping over HEAL not being on spotify shush]. Or maybe he'd do songs from his old stuff like Don't Take it Personally? [also not me coping over wanting that song on Spotify too]

Idk these are just my thoughts on the idea of a CJPH [or even a Can of Soup Power Hour/j]. Either way I am gonna say idc what he'd do, BDG or Streetlight Manifesto are my other guesses, but anything he makes is always rll good & fun so I'll be interested to see whatever it is.

But ya know considering I typed all this out in the span of an hour & a half I kinda hope im not wrong PFFT

#apologies if there's any grammar or spelling mistakes lol #i just typed a lotta insane ramblings so im bound to mess up somewhere. also i am dyslexic #if you actually managed to read all that. Congrats & thank you :D! Also why tho! you're insane for listening to me being insane/j #I hope I made sense at least #And if you spent any time even glancing at my text thank you a lot but I hope you aren't bored lol #also its still gonna be a bit since he does a power hour but still curious as to ppls ideas of it #at least it BETTER be awhile. bro better take that damn br8k #chonny jash #moss post #KJ is going insane again

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friendly-neighborhood-furry · 1 month

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decided to do a little "return to form" with some silly pixel art!! :3

i don't remember what possessed me to draw these two specifically hanging out but whatever, it was fun! i had fun!!!

alt version where he's rambling about the weird fucked up polycule situation he put himself in lol

#i'll talk about the “polycule” thing some other time cuz i have a lot of thoughts about the three of them #but for now that little triangle chart is good enough #every so often i go “aw i love doing pixel art its so satisfying why did i stop doing it?”#and then it smash cuts to eighteen and a half hours later and you see me staring at my computer screen with sunken bloodshot eyes #and the most insane case of shrimp posture ever exhibited by a human being #erasing and then replacing the same two goddamn pixels trying to figure out what the hell i'm doing wrong here for it to look so off #and then i zoom out to discover i've been tracing over the worst piece of shit sketch ever crafted by human hands #and so i set my PC on fire in shame and crawl back into my burrow #vowing never to do pixel art ever again #and then like 8 month pass and i go “aw i love doing pixel art its so satisfying why did i stop doing it?” and the cycle repeats itself #/hj #the amazing world of gumball #tawog #gumball watterson #tbh creature #autism creature #my art #gumball tawog #tawog gumball #gumball #tawog fanart #tawog fan art #fan art #pixel art #colored lineart #colored line art #yippee

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nullians · 6 months

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For you are ash, and to ash you shall return.

I've recently remembered about this piece by @perelka-l and couldn't sleep until these came out from under my pen. Go check out her stuff!! (Especially if you're into actual Naruto >:3)

May fate have mercy on those who crawl back bleeding in hopes of earning belonging, as well as those who decide to purge what they deem beyond saving, even if it's their own home.

#naruto online #naruto #Midnight Blade #Scarlet Blaze #d0 stuff #original #they are both bad ends hah #no matter where the blood comes from; no matter where they are headed #ninja doomerism day :3 #I want to say that the idea has literally possessed me and I've churned this out in like 20 hours #insane coming from me #also insane bc these have proper backgrounds/environments??? what happened #the ninja kids #come look at my blorbos #I don't do whumptober but this is a strong contender #They are mirrors your honour #also more people should let Scarlet embrace his corruption arc #I'm being so real when I say I'll get these printed and then eat them. And then print again bc mayhaps I want these mfs on my walls

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thou-babbling-brook · 2 months

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Basim and the dichotomy of a college student, circa 2024

#assassin’s creed #basim ibn ishaq #ac mirage #ac valhalla #ONE OF MY BEST FRIENDS GOT ME THIS PLUSH FOR MY BIRTHDAY AND IT JUST CAME IN #HES SO CUTE #he’s kinda uhhh white but yknow #HES SILLLYYY #I also finished mirage for the third time yesterday and cried again #he’s my baby #MY ROOMMATES AND ONE OF THEIR BOYFRIENDS WATCHED THE ENDING LMFAO #MY ROOMMATE GOT A FIVE HOUR LECTURE ABT AC LORE LAST SEMESTER SO SHE WAS PREPARED #she was even more upset than me LMFAO #anyways omg Basim you silly goose!!#he stole my empty wine bottle LMFAO #tucked him in and kissed his head and gave him hot chocolate #the dichotomy of being a psychology major in these two images is insane #babblingbrook babbles

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morethanwonderful · 6 months

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God do you ever think about how the world of darkness and violence, especially but not exclusively Will's darkness and violence, is represented by water throughout Hannibal? How when Will is at his most feverish and almost kills Abel Gideon in s1, he's constantly hallucinating water flowing from places? How he dreams of a glacier breaking? How he imagines his prison sink overflowing with blood when he tries to have Hannibal murdered? How Bedelia lays in the bath and imagines herself submerged when she's with Hannibal in Italy? How Will's final and most honest act is to plunge himself and Hannibal headfirst into the ocean together?

Water (and sometimes great amounts of blood in the place of water) is darkness and violence. It's Hannibal's world. It's the overflowing desire to harm. It's also, in its representation of violence, Will's true self and true desire for that violence. And he throws himself into it when he takes Hannibal in his arms after killing Dolarhyde.

But more than that, for his entire life, Will's place of safety has been boats. Never far from the water, but never into it. Always floating along just on the surface—that was Will Graham's safe place and his world before he met Hannibal.

#full disclosure I'm digging back through the archives of this blog rn to check some stuff wrt tagging #which means I ended up being reminded of another REALLY good meta post on this subject #and it makes me feel so insane every time I think about it #GOD what a good show #I gotta rewatch again. my god #hannibal #will graham #will graham my beloved #hannibalposting #nbc hannibal #english major hours

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shuttershocky · 7 months

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Finished FF16. I have many complaints about it, but I did see it all the way through to the end including all sidequests and Hunt bosses, and there were sections that I did really like, so I can't really say I disliked it.

I will say though, for as much as 16 was the far better designed, better produced, and obviously far more polished product over the literally incomplete 15, I think I enjoyed 15 more actually.

#Insane how much more emotionally invested you can get in a game where the party members actually interact with each other #As opposed to being Clive's mindless puppets there to stare blankly as he talks to quest givers #Also 16 makes the bold choice of peaking 10 hours in with the Shadow Ifrit fight and never getting me as hyped ever again #Despite the much greater spectacle of Titan and Bahamut and the final boss

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whatudottu · 11 months

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...So yeah turns out I was lying in the tags butch Bulkhead actually gave me inspiration for t-swag Breakdown??? Inspired entirely by big naturals (not that you can tell) I did this in like... 30 or 40 minutes??? Never doubt the power of a butch I learnt that!

Look at this and tell me he’s not canonically trans I swear to god (projecting)

#breakdown #tfp breakdown #transformers #tfp #humanformers #maccadam #fanart #okay okay so this is fucking insane because i have been suffering making a breakdown human design for at least a year #and i came up with this shit in half an hour and everytime i look at it i don't regret it once?#maybe i forgot a headband to put on this bitch like i did with bulk but like i'm not risking changing anything i've suffered too long #imagine this bitch has a headband and he's not wearing it at the moment #also might've forgotten the whole eyepatch thing but like i was looking at two eyed breakdown forgive me #the reason why butch bulk and t-swag breaky are a combo pair because bulk introduced break to butch life #(aka the bitches are exes and our bi king found immense euphoria in being he/him he didn't notice the swag)#then plagued with both paranoia and dysphoria only really came out to bulkhead because he deserved to know #while bulkhead wasn't into guys he was at least still friendly with breakdown but like #unmedicated breakdown is utterly fucking terrified about being outed and it's really just that refusal to get help and stuff #that drives breakdown away and idk maybe bulkhead assumed he was way too jumpy to not be hiding something else #turn to con- get hit- go through transition etc because breaky gets idk either anti-anxiety or anti-psychotic (paranoia baby 😎✌)#bulkhead and breakdown meet again and it's like 'congratulations on transitioning' and literally still fighting like a bot and con would #and wheeljack who is also butch is unaware that breakdown pre and post are the same person so it's like #'remember that scout you used to date' *simultaneously* bulk: 'she's dead' break: 'she's my sister'#wheeljack: '...oh yeah i can see why you hate each other' and just gets on with it #confused euphoria and like 'i know this makes you happy so congrats but like also i don't like you that much' dynamic #yeah-

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bluesidedown · 2 months

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hnggghhggg

#just realized a little too hard that im packing my entire life up into a single suitcse and hitting the road for a month. in a month.#im also turning 24 in a month #both of these things perturb me in some direction or another.#its also 1030pm but i am Vibrating unfortunately #also realized vividly today that ill be attending my college graduation less than 48hrs after landing back in canada #and that will be after 30+ hours in transit coming directly from a 12 hour time difference #so that'll be fun #not really how i imagined graduating when i started my freshman year?#actually dear lord i could not have fathomed Being Here when i was 19 and starying college #i remember hearing about the program im currently doing and thinking 'wow that's incredibly cool but im just not the kind of person #who can do that sort of thing'#i still periodically have moments where i just look around and have to be like Yes I Really Am Here #and yeah turning 24. in a month. that's far too grown up of an age for how i feel inside.#and yeah trvaelljng to 5 vountires in a month again? wild.#didnt think anything could top seeing the great pyramids for out of body wild experiences And Yet. we sure are gonna be going some places.#also being in a serious relationship huh. didnt think this was going to happen until i was 35 if ever.#skmeone needs to tell me why my brain decided to watch wedding dress youtube shorts today with a vague expectation that might be relevant #to my life within a decade.#so yeah all that to say my life feels fucking insane to me.#I Am Not Qualified For This Experience Help #(this is not entirely negative im just ??????)

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irregularbillcipher · 5 months

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anyway i ended up being at the hospital for about 16 hours wed-thurs, 12 of which were in the waiting room— again, my stats were good so i assume everyone who was before me needed help more, which is fine, i don’t want to jump ahead of people in need just because of a complicated health history, but literally nobody should be waiting 12 hours for care in an ER. several people who were in distress, one of whom almost collapsed at one point and was clearly in a crisis, ended up leaving because they had been waiting for up to ten hours. some of these people were families with very small children. a little boy who couldn’t have been more than four came in in respiratory distress— to the point that my mom pointed him out and said he was just like i was when I was very ill as a child with frequent pneumonias that ended in hospital admissions— about two hours before i was finally called in for a room, at about 4 am. when i left the hospital at about 8 am, he and his family were still waiting

i ended up mostly fine, and am very much in the mend. i did get worse in those 12 hours, which was Fun, and wasn’t supposed to drink (and was also not tolerating water partway through waiting anyway which was rough and took a full day to completely get over but whatever.) i got some meds, some fluids, got to a point where i could drink. my IV was even just one poke! some testing was abnormal and also wasn’t reviewed until after i left the hospital which is really cool and dandy, and some of the inhalers i needed weren’t refilled, but as a whole it was just an infection of some mild sort that kicked my ass because of my health complications, i’m good. i’m really just sort of in awe of how long medical wait times have gotten. i haven’t seen my GP in more than a year because wait times are deranged— the next in-person meeting i could find fit her was summer of 2024 and like, i booked it, but again, deranged. i’m meeting with another doctor on monday to at least have some sort of post-ER visit and also discuss some specialists that i need now that my insurance has switched but i’m just… tired

#in a weird way being so awfully and horrifically I’ll as a child sort of spoiled me #when i was young I would be brought to the ER so clearly like about to die or at least in such horrific distress #that the minute they saw me or heard about the heart defect or saw the feeding tube or whatever #i would usually be rushed in or get a room within like half an hour #an hour tops #again i am so glad that people who needed more immediate care than me got it #it was just insane that anyone had to wait that long

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theygender · 6 months

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I have experienced my first interdepartmental nonsense at work. I think that Officially makes me a member of this office now