#it’s sad bc i really wanna be Cool

[b4kuch1n]

study of this masterwork

#wayneradiotv #rtvs #sonic the hedgehog #after '''''typesetting'''''''' this thing I almost forgot how to spell hedgehog #the caption is fully unironic btw this is for educational purpose. its very fun to draft a comic from an existing ''thumbnail'' it turns ou #but also I just love comics dude. I just love sequential art its so cool to see how anyone arranges things in their own comic #like. wayne's sprite on top of the ''what!!'' speech bubble. really fucking good #little bit sad I couldnt catch the streams live even tho they did run in my timezone... bc Im bad at sleepin #but! Im gonna try and set an alarm this weekend. wanna hang out for a bit #also yeah all dialogue in this is accurate to the original. no use fixing whats perfect as they say #debated printing this out and scuffing the paper with eraser and then re-scan it. for authenticity. but Im tired and dinner soon so #sorry cosme my friend cosme I couldnt commit. I couldnt do it.... #anyways yeah. I dinner now #have a good day lads! what u see truly is what u get

[soppsop]

i just rememberd adhd meds exist and now im upset because i could have that if it wasn't for that freakin neurologyst we went to see that told us it was impossible that i could have adhd because i have good grades in school. literally the ONLY question he asked me and immediately said it was impossible. we spent like 5 minutes there. he could've at least... explained something???? anything?????? and now i'd feel bad about asking my parents to see another neurologist because that costs a lot of money :((

#now im just unable to concentrate on anything and feeling very worthless #ok gonna start rambling here a bit #vent? -> #i'm just not good at anything except drawing. everything is hard and i don't think i'm capable of getting a job and contributing to society #in any way except drawing. my self worth is being held almost entirely by my ability to draw. #but i'm also incredibly slow and unproductive and it's so hard sitting down and starting a drawing and finishing that drawing #drawing is the thing that makes me feel alive and feel good about myself so when i can't draw i just feel really awful #i just wish i could concentrate and work and be productive man. why do i have so much stuff going on in my brain. why is everything so hard #sadge 😔😔 #ok gonna try to draw i hope something cool comes out or i'm throwing my computer out the window and playing videogames #oh also another neurologist once told me depression can't be caused by school #i'm pretty sure it can but idk im not a doctor #what is up with these neurologists man #i know it's gonna get better tho. life might suck but i *am* a teenager and it's only gonna go up from here. #im still learning about myself and stuff. also no school next year that's gonna be awesome #don't wanna end on a sad note bc life is good actually #and i'm fucking amazing at drawing

[evilkitten3]

i really wish there was more young!sannin content... i just love them....

#naruto #naruto shippuden #the legendary sannin #densetsu no sannin #jiraiya #orochimaru #senju tsunade #tsunade #how many times do you think orochimaru agreed to help out jiraiya when he tried to flirt with tsunade #it can't have just been the once he sounded so tired #and jiraiya didn't seem to question that he'd help #i wanna see more of themmmmm #as little kids or teenagers or w/e #also i want nawaki to get a better death scene bc that was stupid as hell #''nawaki's looking pumped today'' *nawaki explodes* D: #i can't even feel bad that he died it felt like an abridged series' parody of his death. like what ygotas did with pegasus's wife #''you exploded again. you really need to stop doing that'' #also confirmed orochimaru-sensei would be awesome both for coolness and sadness potential #i just love them ok

[jonny-b-meowborn]

I wish Road 96 had a game mode where you can just replay specific scenes without having to replay the whole game. Maybe like, if you achieve all endings, or the best ending, you'd unlock that scene mode. Or like, a mode where you go through one specific character's story, having all of their scenes in a row. And yes this wish is 100% motivated by my love for Jarod and my desire to replay his scenes over and over. Of course it is

#i wanna see all the dialogue and all the deaths without having to deal with fanny and zoe in the meantime #fanny is a cop so ibv im not a big fan of her #and zoe isnt a bad character shes just annoying #but also id replay stan and mitch scenes over and over #because i love them a lot too #i know im mainly thirsting over the Sad Gun Taxi Man but i am also deeply in love witb the Dumb Robbers #and that mode would be really cool also bc some scenes are kinda rare #i know its all random but still i played this entire game four times and there are scenes ive seen only once #road 96 #bee buzz

[kkoiishii]

so uh

rant in tags

@speeeeeb includes updates abt lapfox fusions!!!1!11!

@grapefanta8669 also monster kokichi art is coming soon!!!1!1! :3

#tbh i might like stop posting for a while or all together bc like #school is insanely stressful #and like i’m genuinely getting more tired each day #and i’m sorry for like not posting so much #and i’m honestly don’t wanna do really rude but #i’m honestly really sad and a little pissed off at the fact that one of my MOST POPULAR oumota sprite edits got only like #10 notes??? #idk #but like #the fact that my old one got like #49?? 46?? notes #and my remake that i spend 2 HOURS ON got only 10 likes #and i’m honestly really sad #but like i don’t wanna force people to like my shit bc that’s honestly really mean and i don’t wanna be a really mean person on here #and i also don’t wanna ask for likes/rb #lapfox fusions are taking awhile and i’m sorry if they take soooo fucking long #school is really draining me and i apologize if i don’t post a lot #but yeah #if i don’t post for like a long ass time it’s probably me not having the energy #also speeeb ur really cool and thanks so much for the whole “renichi name idea!! #thank you to the people who actually really like my shit and i’ll continue doing what i like to make people happy!!! #but like yeah #school has been kicking my ass #like a lot #but eventually i’ll start making some art again and HOPEFULLY it can get some attention ykyk?? #ALSO #ash (my cool ass moot) ur welcome for all the monster kokichi fanart i gave you!! and i’d be happy to give you some more!! ur rlly cool man

[prisonpodcast]

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#*​sighs loudly and dramatically* #I don’t wanna post any art of c!Q on twitter I’m afraid it’ll attract the wrong people to my acc :(( #but also I have three fanarts that include him that I’m really proud of #they all flopped on here which was a bit disappointing but I expected it I’m sure a lot you guys have his name muted LMAO #I actually unmuted his name bc my cool dreb.lr mutuals posts kept getting filtered out which sucked #but yea I don’t like q stans and they’re especially scary on twitter #but I’m also sad my art flopped like I feel like it may flop on twitter too but also who knows #I just don’t wanna attract twitter q stans to my acc #which SUCKS can we go back to 2021 pls this fandom was so much easier back then

[hecateisalesbian]

Okay y’all got on my butt for the Wittebane so I’m sorry here’s a new one

#Lemme give you my opinions #I think Noceda is best because rlly Camila was the first parent parent to him #And Luz was the first one to call him family #I don’t really think Darius did that until after the finale when he truly realized how much he loved the kid #But if it was Noceda-Deamonne I’d be good with that #Raine would just be the cool step-parent bc they just are okay #Clawthorne would be cool too but Eda already has like 20 kids #It would be funny if Luz and Hunter were called Noceda-Clawthorne #Toh is Just sad 😭 #Give the boy a name please 🙏 #If you put all at once im murdering you because I will not be typing Hunter Noceda Deamonne Clawthorne Whispers Park every time I wanna #Talk about hunter #And we know that Hunter is taking Willow’s last name so why bother just choose that #Toh #the owl house #luz noceda #hunter noceda #hunter deamonne #hunter whispers #hunter clawthorne #hunter toh #Hunter Noceda Deamonne Whispers clawthorne #Hunter Park

[skrunksthatwunk]

yeah i can't come to class today, sorry. yeah. yeah. it's cause my hair's too long. mhm. gonna put me out of commission til the weekend at least

#fuck it's too long it's too long it's too long hate hate hate hate hate kill kill kill #i am resisting the urge to cut it all off with scissors but just barely #i havent been able to go home lately and my clippers are there. fUCKK #ITS TOO LONG SOMEONE GET ME OUT OF HERE #i cant stop thinking about shaving my head again or at least cutting it short #it's summer i should have short hair summer is for short hair FUCKK THIS IS WEIRD #i feel like a sad stonermetal mushroom. in middle school. and NOT in a cool way if that wasnt clear!! #hhhhhhhhgnnnghfhn fuckk i feel so gross and weird #i didnt even do anything why are my spoons gone FUCKK. SHITITTTUJ DAMMIT #this is so dumb i literally skipped my second class for no reason and i have so mucj work but i didnt even do anything #i shoudktn be this out ofnit. euhhhhhghh #and i have a new friend and he really really wants to hang out and i dont hav.e the spoons #but i feel so bad.. and i have other ppl i wanna hang out with but i cant bring nyself to readh out #and even if they reached ouy i probably wouldnt be able to respond and i have to go see a show thid week too #bc theyre doing into the woods and i love that shit and i promised id go ans ive been lookign forward to it for months #but i cant. bwuhhhhhhhhghhhh #and i cant just tell the new friend i don't wanna hang out twice this week (one is the play) bc i blew him off all last week #i really dont wanna hurt his feelings but i really can't communicate like he wants me to. and ive kinda said that but still #mmmmmmnnnnuguhghh hes only doing it bc i mean a lot to him but it's moving so fast ans I can't really be there forbhim the way he probably #deserves.. i should probably eat skmething idk. eughhhhhhhhgghhghhggh. melting into a pile of slop and slurry rn #just gonna sink into my bed and not sleep and feel bad. hoorayy

[gouinisme]

last 2 journals + next 1

#they're all pretty different styles i like that #been trying to have more fun with my journals #wait nvm i did have a journal between the eye one and the sticker one but it was completely uncustomized and didn't last long #so we'll ignore that #i also fully didn't journal for like 2 weeks bc i had done the sketch for my new journal but didn't feel like painting it #and i didnt wanna write in a black plain journal again #that feels too functional and not.. like.. it doesnt encourage me to get creative with it #anyways #turns out i had some metallic pens hiding somewhere so i used that #been feeling in a wolfy mood #i'm sad with how scuffed the stickers on my previous journal #which extra sucks cuz the letters are from bumper stickers what do you mean they're the least durable stickers i had #but oh well they were free anyways. and it kinda looks cool gives it a more well worn feel #makes the three ish months i spent carrying it around with me everywhere visible so that's nice #i really like my journals i like journaling so much #like my journals are not aesthetic whatsoever they're very practical and chaotic but i like that about them #i feel like journaling like. placebo relieves the pressure in my brain #i do not have an internal monologue i have an internal cacophony it's like a fucking assemblée générale in there #so writing it all down is very soothing to my brain and painful to my wrists #it just feels like writing is the only time my thoughts can be interpreted and even if they're going in a thousand directions they're still #easier to follow than just. thinking #and then i can surround my thoughts with doodles and receipts and shit #or a strand of my own hair #that is something that is actually in one of the journals pictured abov #anyways why am i ranting down here i've got a new journal to fill #you know what i'm tagging this #journaling #cuz i think my journals are cute and ppl should see them i'm really proud of them #even though a lot of this is stickers i still feel like it looks real cute #doodles

[silouvertongues]

i miss louis sm

#so weird earlier i felt sad bc i dont get super excited about things anymore like i feel kinds disassociated #and it was making me sad bc i wanna be excited about louis things always hes my baby forever #and then i suddenly just got the most insane wave of missing him and i cant wait for next week its gonna be fun and cool #lile at this point there's no use stressing over things that arent Right he's doing what he's doing and im gonna enjoy it the way it is yk #like ive got too much going on rnto sit here and nitpick the negative aspects when this is the one thing that I really really enjoy #at the end of the day louis seems proud and excited and i am too ! #cant wait to see him and hear him and all of that <333

[risingsunresistance]

i lied so hard on that old post of ppl saying they'd never been through this before and asking if it gets better and i talked about edd and said it does get better. i was 11 and did not process what happened and moved on and thought that i had "accepted it," now im 21 and actually realize what's going on and it is NOT getting better

#tw death #chat #this SUCKS man. WHY DOES IT KEEP GETTING *WORSE* #it would help if literally anything normal could happen in my life for like. 3 days. that's all i need #did yall hear about the spill in ohio. it got in the ohio river. so now our water is being monitored #gas leak where my uncle lives. so bad the entire stretch of road is closed #got like 3 people dead 1 in the hospital and literally no one will give me updates on her #im DESPERATELY trying to graduate between all this and im job shadowing under a freak of a man and he kinda scares me #ever since my dog died i have been on a downhill spiral man #scooter died a while back btw. i just didnt say anything bc i didnt wanna make ppl sad #it was cancer... #i am trying to climb back up this hill i've been thrown down im really trying this time but people keep throwing rocks at me JKFHSDG #''stay positive'' i say covered in blood #anyways my birthday is in less than a month. cool #at least i didnt have to be home for the super bowl for the first time ever. absolute god send #also i've caught like 6 shinies in the past couple days. FOUR OF THEM were full odds and also back to back. wack #finally got my shiny bronzor i love bronzor have i ever told you guys that. he is JUST a circle #h #vent #idk how to tag this i just dont wanna throw it in ppl's faces on what should be a kinda nice day lol #but i wanna say it eventually bc i've held back for too long #and now im worried abt ppl back home bc im stuck at the dorm and i have a test and a paper due soon #i need a BREAK. not spring break. i need a BREAK break. i need to grab everyone and go to the beach or something #or just. stay in a nice hotel for a day or two. waste some money #drive everyone to falcon overlook or something so they can see the hills like i did #fun road to drive it's all bendy hehe

[opens-up-4-nobody]

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#🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺😭😭😭😭😭 #this is dumb. like i have a lotta steps to go bc i can even consider this a possibility but i met with one of the ppl #im talking to for a phd. hes from a big impressive uni and his research is so fucking cool #and he thinks my cv is competitive for scholarship and he wants to support me as a student #so 🥺 #i did not sleep much. i was having stress dreams plus i was a lil dehydrated lol #and i was watching a talk he did over and over until i got why he was so excited about it. bc it was real fucking cool once i got it #and we talked for like 80min abt our interests and potential projects. and now i have to take some time and start a proposal #bc im gonna do at least 2 scholarships and the deadlines are happening pretty fast. so rip my free time #but like it could potentially include genetic engineering and adaptive evolution so like so so cool #i mean its a lil risky bc he is only just establishing his lab. so its not like hes had a bunch of students but i think at this point #even if hes not so hands on i can probably drive myself forward #we'll see what happens. it would be super fucking cool to do some genetic engineering nonsense. and fucking adaptive evolution #ugh and get to live in the uk again 😭 i miss the gray english skies #so yea thats 2 potential projects im really invested in now #so like. it depends on if i can get the scholarship. which will be intensely competitive #so idk. we'll see. and ive got a meeting with another guy monday #but its the dude from Arizona and i dont wanna live there so im hopefully the project isnt as cool... but i think it kinda is so rip #ugh. its been a wild day. im so tired. #but happy. but also sad i wont have as much free time for drawing #but again happy bc im gonna learn and up my writing skills and chase my weird wild dreams :-) #unrelated

[tyhi]

personal af

god i want somebody who's truly emotionally available for once. not just better than last time, not just better than my ex..

i want a husband who's cool with seeing me once a week on average, fucks good, is cool to talk to, remembers things abt me and asks abt my life. god pls surprise me with how good it can get & be.

#i cant fking believe my ex said hes in love w someone else and i still had sex w him and it was rly good. #he said its mutual but neither of them want to act on it like. idfk #sex cw #religion cw #but like he's good w seeing me once every week or two #he can be cool as fuxk to talk to and he fucks REALLY GOOD.. #and like he already knows me bc we went thru a lot of shit together #and hes changed since i last saw him. like changed a lot. he did ask abt my life this time & even when i kinda dodged the question #he *asked again* #like. :| i just want him to say hes mine and not looking for anyone else but atp that wouldn't even fuxking help #if he has feelings for somebody then he has feelings and thats that #theyre compatible too apparently #i was hoping its just limerence lol but nah. the tarot said yea they fit but it would indeed suck if they went for it rn bc. not ready #but like man i dont wanna be his training wheels for his like. real thing he wants. he can fuxking learn the hard way then. fuxk fuck im #so sad. fuxk ahha #my stuff

[celticwoman]

can hear my mom and my sister talking about me :)

#nothing bad really just. #i wanted to go see barbie with my sister but then she said she wanted to go with her friends so i offered to take them as the adult you kno #but then one of her friend said her sister and mom wanted to go so she offered to take them #and obviously i don't really wanna go with them bc. i don't know them and i would feel very awkward and idk if id have a good time #so basically now i dont have anyone to go with because i also dont have any fucking friends and now im crying because i suck #and sure. i could go alone but thats just so sad. not because i think going out by yourself isnt cool but thats usually a choice you make #and id be going alone just because i have no one. you know #anyways whats new am i right #okay thats it i cant stop crying if i go on #cami.txt

[ironmanstan]

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#im not being sad and stressed pilled this time i just like #i do kind of really miss drawing lol #like everyday i have no time to draw anything i want bc im so busy and like when this portfolio is done #i will be so happy bc ill have time to work on all the ideas i wanna do but dont have time for :') #thumbnailing my ass off bc i dont have time to put effort into anything id like T__T #m sitting here like i miss drawing insane and cool things .. and i remember i like have spent over a month straight just working working #oooogjhhj mmhmmmmmm #i like drawing in school tho dont get me wrong but its like idk i wanna be able to sit and draw without feeling like #im wasting precious portfolio time #i want it to be... the best it could be #and that means putting my everything into it #the gamer speaks uwu

[silenthillbunni]

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#just feeling very sad #bc that person i talked to who wanted to see a pic of me.. kept talking to me even if i didnt wanna send pics #and i also made such an effort to like actually reply which is very difficult for me lol #but... then he didnt reply for a few days and tbh that was physically painful lmaooo. it's karma tho #and now i can tell that his tone has completely changed and he replies less and less and it's just short and cold #so it's rlly just a matter of time before we wont talk anymore :p #which i get bc i am so annoying and exhausting i get why ppl always get sick n tired of me #im just really sad bc i liked talking to him sm :(( #trying to not care and not be obsessed #but it sucks when theres so much i wanna talk abt with him but i have to just keep it all in bc he doesnt care :< #and it does suck bc he was rlly rlly sweet and then all of a sudden he just stopped that </3 it's cool tho ig.... #why do i care???? stop caring it doesnt matter it doesnt matter this is what's supposed to happen #esp since it would come to an end eventually bc my appearance would be a dealbreaker in the end </3 #hmmm im rlly trying to not care but im like legit depressed bc of this and i cant focus