#it’s still May I’m not too late!

[dumb-doll-lips]

Maybe controversial, but on posts about being dumb where girls are like saying ‘but I’m actually smart.’ Like tbh, I don’t really believe them. Like if you’re smart why does feeling dumb feel so good or hot or whatever to you then? I kinda feel like it’s having an excuse to let go of trying as much as you would be when you’re saying your smart. If you’re like really actually smart, I don’t feel like a break from ‘being smart’ would be such a relief or like as appealing.

#if you’re on my blog much may have noticed I’m just having a lot of feelings about this more lately #like it’s okay to not be smart #you can be happier #and like I feel like I sometimes get people who try to call me smart #like there’s diff skill sets #I think I’m still pretty good at soft skills and like makeup stuff #but like I regularly can’t get left and right right or name all the months and so on for lots of things #idk. I feel like dumb doesn’t mean you’re horrible at everything #like you still have value and can make a positive impact but just in different ways #I’m a soo much happier when at work I’m more focused on being someone others really like to work w than like being efficient at my job #and honestly seems like people prefer that #I have too many thoughts about at this lately #really hoping throughing them into the intenrwbt even if it’s more in tags gets out of my head more #personal #also very much not at a 100 notes but for a text post from me it’s impressive so… #100+ #little thoughts

[paragal]

Day 10: Your winner by unanimous decision, Jack Manifold!

#this is sooo late but I’m finally posting my creator clash art #one of my irls went ‘strad: art challenge’ and dm’d me the reference image so here we go #jack being buff was not on my 2023 bingo card #jack didn’t wear a short sleeved shirt on stream for 8 months and then pulls up with GUNS #manifold may #creator clash 2 was the best day ever I watched it live and I was leaping around the room celebrating #he was so good too #it was so surreal when ​he was completely covered in blood but still won… #who else can say their streamer is literally covered in blood. nobody that’s who #I’m such a proud manifolder #jack manifold #jack manifold fanart #creator clash #creator clash 2 #boxing #dakota olave #blood tw

[verdemoth]

ooh i think i’m fixating on flondon again. it’s a good fit to fill the post-blaseball void. so expect fl stuff sometime between original oc posting and art fight revenges <3

#chatter #there’s still so much i can learn about it #so much tasty lore #and i like my characters i wanna do more with them #i’m still sitting on a master sketch. or i think it’s lined actually. i should finish that #i saw stuff for the estival event and thought i got interested too late to actually get into it but no it was fine actually #i really vibed with it #RIV the Steeplechaser . my beautiful ship T-T7 #she may be gone but she’ll never be forgotten.

[slimslamflimflam]

“two weeks ago i was-“ “i’m in the hospital and i-“ “my family needs dire-“ “i have terrible illness and-“ SHUT UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I know whoever’s out there mass sending these doesn’t have a single damaged bone in their body for shit, but if they’d like I would gladly find their exact location and give them a reason to beg for hospital funds

#on today’s episode of 3 trillion bots in the inbox #i don’t actually care anymore i just block and move on but it’s still fun to scream about them occasionally #this’ll be the last one tho I don’t wanna drag these out and make it seem like I’m whining #which i am just now realizing may be too late but it’s whatevas we ball #I HAVE NO MOUTH AND I MUST SCREAM !!

[yoohyeontual]

Everyone while I’m gone here’s some infos for the one that may not seen the previous posts until I come back 💜

Mutuals can use the tag #korimilook! I’m still on my break and dosen’t see your content so it help me reblog your lovely content while being away 💜 (only group I stan tho or thing I like)

You can dm me for my discord if you wanna talk, cause I may not see my message for a while !

Lastly I made a new Insta aka alex_korimi not long ago so you can all follow me, I don’t post a lot but you can see pet pictures 👀 Anyone can follow !

AND DON’T FORGET :

#do not reblog #if you don’t want me to follow back on Insta cause it’s private you can refuse don’t worry about it 💜 #may also block you if it look like a bot just tell me if I do gkdbdjd #but it’s birthday month !!! I will be 25 at the end of the month…………help #but DC comeback and Honey solo 😍 Happy bday to me !!! #Honey actually make his solo debut on the date I was suppose to be born cjbsjdbsj #i also saw the social worker my doc referenced me too couldn’t help me a lot but still did a little so maybe life will be better soon fkdbjd #i miss you all I swear I’m just not talktative at all cause of my bad mood lately 🥺 #love you all !!!! #Hope to see you soon 💜 #alex.txt

[aturnoftheearth]

going to explode forever

#i’m still cleaning my room right and i have my shitty old laptop that i bought ~4.5 years ago that got me through college and everything #and it was sooo good i loved her so much !! i still have to use it for editing my amvs too bc the screen resolution is just so much better #than the new computer i bought last may. anyway but i have to connect a keyboard to it and keep it plugged in 24/7 bc it immediately dies #otherwise and certain keys don’t work. like when i say it’s on its last legs i mean it #and it’s crashing more and more lately so i’m too scared to edit anything bc i don’t have anything backed up !!!!!! #but ANYWAY it’s ridiculous to have to have 2 laptops one for editing amvs and one for all my other stuff like browsing and school etc #like that’s taking up so much space it’s such a hassle etc but the laptop i would really need is . $1500 😮‍💨🤢 #and even if i sold my new-used 1 year old laptop it would only go for like. $500-$600 max and i can’t afford $1100 💀 but also i DO have loan #money from school and it WOULD be a big investment but !!! i grew up poor!!!!!! i live in constant fear of big purchases !!!! #but i also know!!! that this big purchase would meet all my needs and last for years!!! anyway. okay i’m done ranting i tired myself out #if ur reading this hi kiss 😘

[gessshoku]

I woke up a bit more earlier than usual today! So I came to wish you a good morning!

Awww how sweet! Thank you I appreciate it a lot <3

It’s the afternoon over here but it might as well be morning since I’m still so eepy and drained. But it’s such a beautiful morning tho. Wishing you the bestest of days!!

#I’ve been feeling very drained lately #very very stressed with personal matters which is draining me from everything #I’m taking a break so I won’t be as active. I’ll def still post art but of course I may not be talking to people #unless they talk to me first #idk how long I’ll be on my lil break but I’m thinking it’ll be a while since my anxiety and this overwhelming feeling had been going on for #months (don’t bully gess for ignoring their internal issues they are doing their best but sometimes they’re too busy being too silly goofy) #gess box of cookies

[deus-ex-mona]

g o o d n i g h t .

#very incoherent rant about my week in the tags; sorry for incoherence i hit my head earlier so b s #im just. so d o n e with this week. 100000% done i say. #on monday i was late to work by 20 minutes and had to stay behind for half an hour to make up for it bc the app we use to clock in suuuucks #and i also found out that i lost $40 of my salary bc of said clocking in app which. suuuuuuuuuuucks #though. this week had a weirdly low number of samples. which was. kinda nice ig since i managed to finish all my work before 7pm… but still. #like we managed to finish our stuff so quickly that we managed to watch bee movie together on tuesday……… #mmmmmm i don’t remember much about what happened on wednesday though….. #but yesterday. oh g o d . yesterday. thursday. whateverday. g o d. #so the software to operate one of the [lab equipment] machines kept crashing everytime we tried to print results #regardless of whether there were any samples being tested with said machine at the moment. which. y’know #sucks on its own. but it also means that the tested sample had to be reweighed and every sample that came after it had to be reentered again #which was a m a j o r pain in the behind. #so like. after i reran the sample post-first software crash… the boss’s favourite employee freakin’ remote-accessed the computer and #he did the results thing. and crashed the software. while a sample was being analysed. and the entire monitor!!! went!!!! dark!!!! when he!! #so. i ‘calmly’ and ‘rationally’ rushed out to the office area to give him a piece of my mind. #which. may or may not have involved screaming at him and slapping him. it’s too bad that i slapped him so loudly that our boss heard/saw it… #but. um. she didn’t call me out to screech at me in return. she sent him into the lab area to settle his thing himself in fact. so. hm. #i guess i’m able to keep my job for another week. maybe. #it didn’t stop my coworkers from making fun of me for slapping the guy though so b s #anyways ig i got my just desserts today bc i walked straight into the side of the door of an in-workplace bathroom stall at full force #and i think i bruised the side of my head… what goes around comes around ig…… #idek what i’m even typing anymore i blame my head hurty for this #inedible blubbering

[fortes-fortuna-iogurtum]

mm. it’s a ‘sitting in my bed with the window open wrapped up in my weighted blanket listening to Paramore on my headphones’ kinda mood tonight I think.

#mobile #gurt says stuff #random #had a long shift at work and I’m v tired now #but my dad asked me to ride up to the store with him to pick up a few things and I didn’t wanna say no so here we are #there is supposed to be grilled cheese sandwiches and tomato soup waiting for me when I get back #and there is church tomorrow morning so I can’t stay up too late #but I may still indulge myself just a bit #and start my next needle art project while I enjoy the above listed activities

[pussy-ache]

what if it was only surface level love? but did i ever want surface level? no, i never did, and i purposely looked deeper. wouldn’t it have been easier if it wasn’t genuine?

#but then what would i have learned? #what would i have gained from that? #would i still be in his life? #i can’t regret something that brought me that much fulfillment #i can rail and cry and continue to let it go day by day #but i can’t regret it. i can’t even pretend to. how do you regret something like that? it meant too much #i have to believe that any and all love being put out into the world and received is a good thing #returned is never a given and never something that’s owed. love shouldn’t be given only to be returned #it’s to be given freely. the more unconditional a love is the scarier it is. but somehow the more free you feel #that’s where the weightlessness comes it and it really is beautiful in its own way #besides. idk if i’d have the friendship i have today if i hadn’t taken the time to fall in love with him #i can’t blame kid me. she was so in love. i remember i’d stay up late to talk to him #and i’d fall asleep in between texts but i’d make sure my phone was positioned just right so that it would light up and wake me up #he helped me write some pretty beautiful poems that i still have memorized because i agonized over ever word i chose #as if i’d ever show them to him anyway. every stanza was so carefully composed #how could i be mad at her for loving someone that much? why should i be? i probably shouldn’t be that embarrassed either #it may be destined to be forever unrequited but sometimes i still feel like i got more love the way i have it now #then some people have in 50 year marriages #idk if i’m imagining that or projecting too much on it but thats how it feels sometimes #so what does it all mean in the end really? it’s all relative #no one tells you when you fall in love that the romantic version of love we’re sold is a lie #what falling in love really means is gradually accepting the growth of another person next to you #love is purely logical to me which i find ironic as it’s illogical at times to him #it’s just being quiet and observing patterns and behaviors. choosing to borrow instead of taking. #choosing to understand instead of holding onto anger #it’s the desire to plant roots next to someone purely to watch them grow and rest in their shade for a while #it’s all a choice. i did make a choice even if sometimes it feels like i got swept up and didn’t really choose #but i did. i chose my friendship with him every day. i could have walked away if i wanted to. i didn’t and i don’t and i doubt i ever will #i’d be losing too much and i know that #and it’s not like our friendship is unhealthy. he holds me accountable and has never bren afraid to challenge me. and i need more of that.

[6ebe]

was listening to a podcast episode earlier and this guy who’s an identical twin was talking about how he still struggles to think of himself as “me and not we” and idk why but it made me so emotional

#like he’s 25 and he and his brother have lived together their whole lives and they still work together I’m so 😭 #and they had some family give some sound bites too and they were also referring to this guy as ‘they’ bc he and his twin are like #one entity to people. like Idek this sounds less cute than it was maybe but whew #like something about being loved about being a perfect compliment to someone #like these guys are both pro athletes playing together competing for the same position and they love eachother so much 😭😭 #probs just feeling emo bc I’m #about to go spend nearly 2 weeks away from my sister which is the longest we’ve been apart since we started living together #but maaannn I am so ENDEARED #he told a story of his first England camp and the head coach asked him in a 1 on 1 meeting #what he was personally working on and he said he instinctually started saying we like omg 😭😭 #but anyway major depression bc he may never play properly again he’s only 25 and has had hip surgery lately it’s pretty grim

[floral-hex]

blegh

#real embarrassing to admit but I may have made a new tinder account #😓😓😓 #I don’t know. I can’t do a relationship and my life is a mess #I’m just going to be let down and feel worse about myself #but there’s that little voice that says if I can just.. I dunno… make out with someone for a bit then hey that’d be pretty nice #and you know how nights are. you sit in a quiet room YEARNING long enough and you make dumb decisions #so I dunno. it is dumb. not gonna fiddle with it. but I’ll probably still open it late at night when I’m all needy #I just wanna smooch a little and I meeeaaaaan… #…was gonna say that surely someone else nearby is also yearning for an indiscriminate make-out session #but you know… that would be too easy #you. me. slushees. back seat of my car at midnight. and we promise we won’t murder each other. #this is dumb. I’m being dumb. #just let me be all ashamed and lonely on here for a minute jeez #I need to just go to bed #you can ignore this #text

[p3terparker]

𝗯𝗮𝗯𝘆 𝗺𝗲 - 𝗽𝗲𝘁𝗲𝗿 𝗽𝗮𝗿𝗸𝗲𝗿

𝘀𝘂𝗺𝗺𝗮𝗿𝘆: peter wants to be babied.

𝘄/𝗰: 0.5k

𝗮/𝗻: hey guys!! it has been nearly a year since i’ve last written and i just wanna say i’m sorry for leaving for so long </3 please do bear with me, this may not be that good judging by how long it’s been since i’ve last written. i hope you enjoy though! also for everyone who has requested something, i haven’t forgotten about you! i’m getting to those soon :)

“please hold me” 

it’s nearly 1am and you’re sprawled out on your bed watching some random movie that was playing on tv. you’ve been up waiting for hours for peter to come by after patrol, and now he’s finally here sneaking in through your window.

“are you okay baby? you finished up pretty late” you question softly as you take off his mask and brush his hair out of his face.

“i’m fine. i just want you to hold me” he says tiredly and practically puts all of his body weight on you, causing you both to fall back onto your bed.

adjusting yourselves to get more comfortable, you’re now laid back on your pillow as you hug peters large frame while his face is nuzzled in your chest.

you two lay silently as you rub his back until you decide to break the silence.

“you know, you’re still in your suit. you’re getting my bed dirty.”

“you just want me to take it off so you can see me naked”

“you’re done” you say before attempting to push him off of you. peter quickly caught your hands before you could even try.

“how did you–”

“i’m spider-man, baby”

“clearly” you chuckle, referring to him still being in his suit.

“since you want to see me naked so bad, i’ll take it off” he groans as if it’s the hardest task in the world. “happy now?”

“very. now come lay back down”

you don’t have to tell him twice. he quickly gets back into the position you two were in before and enjoys the warmth and comfort you bring him.

“you’re so perfect petey, did you know that?”

“mmm” he groans into as he nuzzles his face further into your chest, enjoying the sudden compliment.

“i mean seriously. you’re so smart, so strong, so caring and so funny. you being handsome is just the cherry on top”

“stoppp” he whines. “i’m blushing.”

“okay fine, i’m done”

“nooo, i didn’t mean it! keep going please” he cries as he lifts up his head to look at you.

“you are truly such a big baby”

“i’m your big baby. now continue please, i love being praised by you.”

how could you deny him?

“i love how cute you are. you have the prettiest brown hair and eyes. your face is perfectly sculpted too. i don’t know how i got blessed with the most handsome boyfriend in the world.” 

“mmm” he groans again in complete ecstasy. hearing your compliments is like music to his ears.

“you’re so cute, i just want to squish your cheeks” you say before lifting his head up slightly and squishing his cheeks together.

you cannot believe he’s letting you baby him like this.

“aww petey, you’re so adorable” 

“thank you” he says with a pink tint on his cheeks as he rests his head on your chest again, suddenly feeling sleepy.

you two sat in silence for a few more minutes and he peacefully drifted to sleep.

you were definitely going to make fun of him for tonight in the morning.

#peter parker #peter parker x reader #peter parker x you #peter parker fluff #peter parker angst #peter parker smut #tom holland x reader #tom holland fluff #tom holland angst #tom holland smut #andrew garfield x reader #andrew garfield fluff #andrew garfield smut #spiderman x reader #spiderman fluff #spiderman angst #spiderman smut #peter parker blurbs #peter parker imagines #spiderman #andrew garfield #tom holland #marvel #peterparkerblurbs

[bunnyshipper2001]

So I went to a concert for a band I’ve been listening to since my tween years and the lead singer of the band started talking mid-concert about Home Depot and various tools you can get for like 10-20 bucks.

Honestly the entire time they did guitar riffs while he spoke about power tools, I was almost convinced I traveled the multiverse or some shit and was actually attending a Crimson Dawn concert and Stan got off topic 😭

#like i swear to god #I was trying so hard not to laugh or cry #like I swear Stan would do that #and maybe he’d even do a Toolshed impression #and kenny doing the guitar riffs 💀 #it was so weird 😂 #and the fact the theatre had a fucking South Park arcade game there just completely made my fucking night #btw the band that was playing was All Time Low #and for context the concert was being held at a theatre with very little to do around and one of the only things in the area #was the fucking Home Depot down the street #and the fucking highway #i actually recorded parts of the spiel on my phone because it was too funny #also i’m a bit late the comcert was back in May but I still can’t get over the whole thing #south park #stan marsh #crimson dawn

[sungwoonha]

i

#haven’t been on much bc i was just so tired after going to TWO concerts… which were both sooo so good but i’ll talk abt them later #but been so behind on everything frm everyone but just wanna say that can’t believe it’s the best week of the yr and i’m… liek this rn JNSJ #festa is still the best week of the yr for me… this still holds true even now when this is my 9th!!! festa like wowowow #but i always get like this after concerts n getting home i’m just like drained n lazy to look at my socials …but have crvt in a few weeks #so @ me get it together!!!!! #anyway… ig i’ll keep going on here now that i’m talking can’t stop…. #so last sunday i was at txt last tour stop n it was sooo :(( fun :(( #didn’t go see them last yr so was so excited to see them again n just had the best time… i was sooo sore after like that’s how hard i was #going my arms were destroyed like i was just jumping n singing all night #and coi leray came out for happy fools that was so fun too #and then last wed (todays a week ago now omg ) #went to wei….. was lined up since 7am like someone has to stop these ga concerts pls!!!! #anyway it actually wasn’t bad it was just so cold… which is WEIRD LIKE…. this cold weather in late may /now june is insane #(it was thundering today and will continue to this week) #but anyway ya loved seeing the kids again n meeting /talking to them again #p

[space-pirate-alex]

Why does this system want me to suffer

#don’t mind me I’m bitching about out fucking healthcare and my current healt issues #I’m honestly so sick of no one listening to me and when they do finally hear me out it might be too late/is taking WAY too long #I’ve had issues since last summer #got in sometime in the fall and got checked and negative results no further testing #still had problems went back in February and was told I’d get treatment #it’s now fucking may and I feel awful #probably gonna delete later just holy shit it rather die than deal with all this