#it's 4:30 am

[grem-archive]

< at the body shop, doin' something unholy >

zoom in for some fun stuff <3

#hetalia #aph america #hws america #alfred f jones #aph russia #hws russia #ivan braginsky #rusame #aph rusame #alpha romeo tango #zoom in for fun stuff #please #blood #bruises #technically that could be anyone's hand #but original idea was ivan haha #it's 4:30 am

[the-kk-crow]

Writing “Night” and “Mare” as two separate people over the years has brought to me many many many interesting and fully fleshed out possibilities.

Main Timeline / Castle Fic / Evil Timeline / Black Apple Blues

Speedpaint HERE:

I worked so hard 〒▽〒 Total drawing time was 12 hours, which isn’t counting video editing or the time I spent trying to recover some layers for the image. I would hiiiiighly appreciate any shares or comments you have to spare ♥

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#Undertale Multiverse #Dreamtale #Nightmare Sans #Passive Nightmare Sans #Uncorrupted Nightmare Sans #quo's art #quo's colors #Main Timeline #Castle Fic #Evil Timeline #Ghost Timeline #Black Apple Blues #A. A. A. A. #I could go on for like an hour on every image #It's 4:30 AM

[taonpest]

#motu #the new adventures of he man #flogg #skeletor #shitpost #it's 4:30 am #I'm supposed to be up in a few hours #and instead of sleeping I'm doing this

[killanyone4you]

and what did i do that you cant seem to want me? and why do we lie here and whisper goodbyes? ♡

#what makes it so easy for you to be walking by? #ugh #why am i awake though? #it's 4:30 am #someone kill me #like literally fucking kill me #it's been like a month why am i still so fucking sad? #whatever i guess #me #my face #girls with green hair #girls with glasses #i dyed my hair #no one asked for pics but whatever #look at my stupid little face

[the-cryptid-fae]

You know it's a good book when you can't read the book anymore because of all the tears in your eyes that you're shedding over the book.

#the song of achilles #it's 4:30 am #my poor heart

[darubyprincx]

2k notes on the "do i have polls yet" post and still no polls. fuck everything

#des' tag #it's 4:30 am #insomnia gang rise up

[belong2human-kind]

It's literally 4 in the morning in my country and I wont go to sleep because THE INSPIRATION KICKED IN after a WHOLE DAY of SUFFERING from my chronic allergy and sinus problems, so here I am, writing about them

#ezra bridger #sabine wren #ezra and sabine #ezrabine #sabezra #random inspiration #in the middle of the night #it's 4:30 am #4 in the morning #help my soul #i really need to sleep #sleep routine #messed up #star wars rebels

[verysaltynik]

I can't understand crushes and definition of crush, i can't comprehend the feeling of having a crush nor i can understand how to feel it

#saltstext #it's 4:30 am #night thoughts

[creatureshrieks]

in a perfect world

#it's 4:30 am #all that glitters is not silver (ooc)

[kyuohki]

...?

Somebody just drove down the street blasting California Dreamin' from their car.

#it's 4:30 am #?? #Too early for this

[wholemleko]

I'm so normal I'm so. Normal

#hear weird noises and walk around the house with a knife to make sure all is secure #I'm so normal #it's 4:30 am #I can feel all my blood moving inside me #mlekoposting.shitstorm

[inkskinned]

the problem is that being single is seen as the consolidation prize, and not the natural neutral state of being-a-person. at the end of the movie or the book or the poetry, there is a person waiting for you at the altar, and they love you. if the play is a comedy, everyone gets married. the metaphor is about how you are not-whole. the metaphor is about how everyone is going to be happily-ever-after. the metaphor is that romantic love is the most important resource on the planet, not just all-love. all-love is not a thing, that is a disappointment. the treasure is not the friends we made along the way. the treasure is the girl you landed.

the metaphor is that you cannot be alone, that means you are broken. are you getting over someone? that is acceptable, you can be getting over someone, but not for long. you must be single because you would rather not be single. you must be single and looking to not-be-single. you must want to date, eventually.

friendship and community are never seen as being equal-to or even-better than romantic connection. that person is your one! you need to find them. you need to hunt through the sand particles until you can shift out some kind of gem. this is regardless to your own experience of the beach and the sun. you need to be somewhere with someone.

if you are taking this time alone to heal, that is so sad. everyone gives you this little pitying look. the understanding is that you are not actually happier than you were before you were single. it is seen as a sort of pity - oh, you are choosing yourself, making yourself the priority? - that isn't quite right. you must mean that you are making yourself ready for the right person. you are just laying the bed better this time. open up your heart. you'll find them, we promise!

what do you mean you're really-truly genuinely-very happy? you are probably misremembering what it was like to be in a relationship. and besides, once you meet your person, that time will look grey and bland and wasted. your person is the only way for you to see in color. so what if you have taken this time - for the first time in your entire life - to actually-for-real do the fucking work. you can be proud of yourself, sure. but the way we need to know that you got better is that you get a partner. you're healed enough for the next bad part!

people don't choose to be single, they just say they're choosing to be single - they actually mean "nobody wants to date me." it doesn't matter how many people you have gently rejected or how many times you've talked it over carefully in therapy. what matters is that you are single, and by all accounts - that means you are something worth our pity. your successes and life all seem pale in the sunlight. sure, you have done amazing things and finally found your way in life. what matters is that there wasn't a person in the room with you while you did it.

you want to tell them - that's the whole thing. i didn't know how to be alone in the room. i didn't know how to handle the silence. every moment was so sharp, and i kept choosing the wrong way to close the door. i have spent my entire life in the empty well, living in the ricochet of someone else's cruelty. for once i have built myself a ladder. for once everything i taste is all mine, every bite of sunshine and laughter. i have learned how to sleep out in the open with my memories. recently, they have started to purr.

your father rolls his eyes. listen. this isn't about you. i just want a grandchild in my future.

#writeblr #i actually didn't want a girlfriend before nat #and my dad recently said to me - raquel. i don't approve of the promiscuity #1. i am 30. #2. i had casually dated about 4 people over 18 months. #3. i do believe he was just mad that i get more girls than he ever did #i had to look this 60 yr old deacon in the eye and say. okay so i have a girlfriend first of all im just not tellin yall about her #and secondly. #OKAY???? OLD MAN I DONT EVEN LIVE HERE WHAT ARE U GONNA DO ABOUT IT #briefly considered asking nat if i could pretend we were a one night stand kind of a thing

[espercr]

hope rly is the epitome of the 'would u still love me if i was a worm?' gf

#she looks up at her partner with those big sad blue eyes #lookin like she could cry any second #it's 4:30 am #she woke her partner up for this #she's been lying away thinking about it for 3 hours #she would still love her partner if they were a worm btw <3 #she would make a lil terrarium #add in some compost so they're eating well #make them little worm sweaters #god my tags r unhinged

[mistletien]

I slept like half an hour before I was woken up by my mother deciding to clean the walls at 1 in the morning and now I am so so awake

#ark whines #it's 4:30 am #I have to go shopping in like four hours

[obsob]

oooooooooough i love you i love you i love you!!!! hand in loving hand !!!!!!

#mine #cats #i was like losing it over th colouring yesterday like this SUCKS and then looked at it 2day n was like. anyway #ive been unstoppable since ive figured out how 2 do glowy things #me n my partner went ice skating this evening !! so so fun #i love how girls will just peacefully hang out in the centre ice doing spins n boys will fast and furious skate around at 100mph #like we dont need to be doing all that #as soon as i see a boy w hockey skates enter the ice i am now leaving the ice #anyway....i got a slightly dubious fantasy audiobook 2day we will....see...how it is #whenever i read a fantasy book written by a man my hackles are up i am scenting the air i am growling #have i finished assassins fate u ask.....no :3 #its been sitting at 30% for like 4 months i cant bring myself 2 read more KJBDSSK #there is like so much book left. so much that can go wrong #i will finish it soon i prommy i prommy...n then listen 2 th tawny man audiobooks :3 #ngl this fitz n fool trilogy isnt super doing it 4 me im not finding it as Invigorating for sm reason #still good !! but def my least fave of th three trilogies #anyway. i am going 2 bed

[jennyyyeeettt]

a recent interaction with la mom

-background info: its so dusty where i live, meaning if the windows are open for a whole day, things get dusty real quick- so it was hot, and me being me, I opened the windows in the "salon -defined by google as- :elegant sitting room where guests are received" so anyways, we don't use that place much, so i forgot them opened and obvs it got dusty ... mom -a long while later- : you should really dust that off since you forgot the windows open me : naaaah, it's aesthetic :3 mom : -.- ?? it's dusty me : it's brown and dusty and looks good in the sun tho mom : 🤦‍♀️ ....... no i didn't dust it, and idk if mom did or forgot. i just remembered :l also do u say mom or mum? -.-

#parents #mom #mother #mum #mum or mom #romantacism #mom it's aesthetic #dusty dust #academia aesthetic #dark acadamia aesthetic #it's 4:30 am #im studying #brain dead