second, never first
part two | part one | part three | part four
chris x fem!reader
summary - you grew up hating one guy all of high school but suddenly become close friends, but as time goes on feelings develop, only its one sided.
warnings - mentions of underage drinking, throwing up, swearing, use of y/n, BOYS (no smut… for now lol)
word count - 1k+
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my eyes slowly open and i instantly feel pain in my eyes, head and stomach. the events of last night slowly coming back to me and i cant believe i let myself go that far.
i dont event remember getting drunk, one second i was in the party half sober and the next im throwing up and blacking out on the middle of the road.
i rub my eyes and look around my room only to find im not in my room. turning my head to the right i see a shirtless, sleeping chris next to me, i remember him taking me home and taking care of me and-
holy fuck
i fucked up bad
he saw me naked
actually naked
fuck.
i shoot up to sit up and grab the water bottle off the nightstand next to the bed and the second it hits my mouth i begin to salivate.
i rush out of the bed and run around to find the bathroom as i had never been to his house before. i finally find it after what feels like forever and lock myself in there and flip the toilet seat up.
hunching over the toilet and instantly throwing up.
i finally finish and just sit on the bathroom floor thinking about last night.
chris is either going to act like nothing happened or never let me forget about it.
knock, knock
“y/n?” i hear matts voice.
i get up flushing the toilet and swishing water in my mouth. i unlock the bathroom door and im greeted with matt standing outside of it.
“hi so sorry about that” i say giving an awkward smile and pointing at the toilet.
“oh my god no dont even worry about it” matt says. “just wanted to make sure you were ok”
“oh thank you, yes im good now. i just have a pounding headache but im gonna call my mom or anna to come get me so dont even worry about looking after me again.” i say.
“no no dont worry about it also its 7am so just go back to bed and by the time you wake up your clothes will be out of the dryer.” matt says.
“my clothes?” i say shocked.
“yeah i hope thats ok, chris just put them in the wash after you changed out of them since they were covered in vomit.”
“oh right” i say mentally writing ‘everything shower’ in my mental checklist for today.
“well thank you and honestly i do need more sleep.” i say brushing past him.
“no problem, sleep well”
i walk back in to chris’ room and quietly shut the door snd crawl back into bed. apparently not quiet enough because when i turn to face his back i was greeted with him laying face up starring at me.
“sorry” i say
“its ok” he says, fuck his morning voice is hot.
“what time is it?”
“matt just told me it was 7am, i hope its ok if i go back to bed for a bit.” i say quietly
“mhm” he groans turning to lay on his stomach and nuzzling his head into his pillows. i just admire his back and arms as the blanket hangs just below waist length.
i get comfortable under the sheets turning to lay on my stomach and turning my head to the left.
i close my eyes for a few minutes before feeling chris’ arm snake around my waist. my eyes shoot open and i dont know what to do.
i hear him slightly snoring so it wasn’t a conscious decision but part of me wished it was.
i decided to just let it happen and slowly drifted off to sleep.
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i wake up to an empty side of the bed and the sound of chris walking back into his room fresh out of the shower with sweats and a black shirt on.
he walks over to his desk and sits down on his gaming chair unlocking his phone.
i push my self up and go to grab my phone and i notice 2 advils and a fresh water bottle sitting on his nightstand. “for me” i say quietly.
“oh shit” he says jumping. “yes for you” he says while doing a hand gesture.
“sorry” i say rubbing my eyes.
i take the advil and chug down half the bottle of water.
“how bad was i?” i question
“honestly not bad at all, you just really scared everyone since you just passed out without warning in the middle of the road.”
i internally pat myself on the back for not acting up.
“yeah im really sorry you had to take care of me last night. wont happen again, im so embarrassed.” i chuckle nervously.
“actually now that you mention it you kept calling me an asshole and were saying i never apologized.” he says making my face go red. “thats strange” i say nervously. “well i was drunk who knows what i was saying.”
“it happens to the best of us dont sweat it kid.” he says getting up and walking over to his bed sitting on the end of it “plus i know you would do the same for me” he says giving me a warm smile. “im gonna go get your laundry and take you home. i bet you want to take a shower really bad.” he says smiling.
“ok” i nod
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i get to my house and finally have a moment to myself to really think about last night. not to mention he let me leave wearing his clothes.
i showered as soon as i got home and the entire time i couldn’t stop thinking about how he so casually just got me dressed and ready for bed.
everything with him was strictly platonic but of course, i wished it were more.
last night gave me a taste of what i wanted, and boy was i starving.
i wasn’t only physically attracted to chris, he was one of my closest friends. i cared for him immensely and he did for me too, why else would he have brought me home last night. a normal person would have brought me to my own house and let me get in trouble alone.
he was sweet, knowledgeable, kind, and caring. he was also attentive and always remembered little things about me that i told him.
for example i remember i told him my favourite candy want jolly ranchers gummys once and when i showed up to his halloween party he had a bowl of jolly rancher gummys set on the dining table labeled ‘y/ns treat’.
i always enjoyed talking to him and loved our friendship. i just hope last night didnt change anything between us.
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