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Did anyone else notice that Matt's first line of the ExU: Calamity trailer scans in perfect iambic pentameter? The line
What mighty hands now turn the Age's wheel, As godly grace gives way to mortal foe
could be straight out of Shakespeare. Aabria's lines are freer in their meter but still have the feel of poetry, and Brennan's closing line is iambic too, but acts more like a couplet (including the end rhyme):
The wheel must always spin, Its gilded fulcrum rotting from within...
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tidalwavesmusic · 1 year
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JOHN HICKS TRIO 'I'll GIVE YOU SOMETHING TO REMEMBER ME BY' (1988)
In the late 1980s, the renowned American jazz pianist, composer, and arranger John Hicks formed one of the most influential ensembles consisting out of musicians that had played music at the highest level all their lives and gained their status as both stand-alone artists and important sidemen. Each of them had participated in many of jazz’s great moments and all shared the ability, documented on many albums, to inspire their fellow musicians to even greater heights. The ‘John Hicks Trio’ had several line-up changes over the years that included greats such as Clifford Barbaro (Strata East, Blue Note, Sun Ra Arkestra, Charles Tolliver), Clint Houston (Prestige, Nina Simone, Roy Ayers, Azar Lawrence), Ray Drummond (Freddie Hubbard, Art Blakey, Lalo Schifrin), Marcus McLaurine (Muse, Verve, Weldon Irvine, Kool & The Gang) and Victor Lewis (Steve Grossman, Stan Getz, Charles Mingus, Cedar Walton, Chet Baker).
On the album we are presenting you today (I’ll Give You Something To Remember Me By from 1988) the trio consists out of some of the biggest and best players in the jazz, funk and soul scenes:
On piano we have the Atlanta based trio’s bandleader JOHN HICKS (1941-2006). He served as a leader on more than 30 albums and played as a sideman on more than 300 other recordings. After being taught piano by his mother, Hicks went on to study at Lincoln University of Missouri, Berklee College of Music, and the Julliard School. After playing with a number of different artists during the early ’60s (including Oliver Nelson and being part of Pharoah Sanders’s first band) he joined Art Blakey & The Jazz Messengers in 1964. In the early ’70s he taught jazz history and improvisation at Southern Illinois University before resuming his career as a recording artist. Next to his many solo recordings for labels such as Strata East and Concord, Hicks would collaborate with all the big names in the scene, including Archie Shepp, Mingus and Alvin Queen. In 2014 & 2015, J Dilla paid homage to John Hicks by sampling two of his songs.
On drums we have the legendary IDRIS MUHAMMAD (1939-2014) who to this day is still considered as one of the most influential drummers covering a multitude of genre-transcending styles. Born in New Orleans, he showed early talent as a percussionist and began his professional career while still a teenager, playing on Fats Domino’s ‘Blueberry Hill’. He then toured with Sam Cooke and would later go on to work with Curtis Mayfield. Next to his landmark solo recordings for Prestige Records, Idris would collaborate with iconic musicians and acts from the likes of Manu Dibango, Ahmad Jamal, Melvin Sparks, Charles Earland, Walter Bishop, Ceasar Frazier, Roberta Flack, Gato Barbieri, Nathan Davis, Sonny Rollins, Lou Donaldson, Galt MacDermot, Lonnie Smith…and countless others. Idris Muhammad’s work was sampled by renowned performers such as Drake, Beastie Boys and Fatboy Slim.
On bass we have CURTIS LUNDY (born 1955) who originates from Florida. Lundy is a well-respected bass player (and a master of his instrument), choir director, arranger, composer and producer who was part of performances and recordings of renowned acts and artists such as Pharoah Sanders, Frank Morgan, Cole Porter, Chico Freeman, Khan Jamal… and many others!
On I’ll Give You Something To Remember Me By (recorded at the legendary Dutch Studio 44 in March 1987 and released on Limetree Records in 1988) the listener is treated to eight majestic tracks of the highest caliber (including an excellent Thelonious Monk cover-tune) and features a remarkable outing of advanced musicianship by three jazz-giants in their prime, delivering an inspirational gem of an album.
These recordings sound as successful, young and vibrant as ever! Expect supercharged ragtime Post Bop with striking notes, no-holds-barred musicianship, high swinging solos, screaming choruses and plenty of solid virtuosity to spare. The up tempo none stop Latin beat is complimented by the terrific drum solos of Idris Muhammad and the rhythmic bass stokes of Curtis Lundy. This electrifying set of tracks makes this release a bonafide hit and a must have for any self-respecting jazz fan or collector.
Tidal Waves Music now proudly presents the FIRST ever vinyl reissue of this classic jazz album (originally released in 1988). This reissue comes as a deluxe 180g vinyl edition (strictly limited to 500 copies worldwide) with obi strip…also present are the exclusive pictures shot by legendary Dutch photographer Frans Schellekens (known for his work with artists such as Chet Baker, Alice Coltrane, Freddie Hubbard and Sonny Rollins). This will also be the the first time the album is being released in North America and in the UK.
Available worldwide April 21, 2023. Pre-order now from www.lightintheattic.net
An exclusive variant (#100 copies SILVER Vinyl) is also available from www.amoeba.com
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motownfiction · 2 years
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Doyles, 1-5
going to assume this means the doyle siblings only, though i know i could do it for maggie & mike if i wanted to 😭
for ✨sadie✨ (technically the oldest doyle sibling, by five minutes)
how does your OC feel about their full name?
sadie lou doyle loves being called sadie lou, thank you very much! it's the most southern name in the world, which is hilarious, given she's an irish kid from one of the most northern places in the continental u.s. but it's her name, and she thinks it's pretty. her dad gave it to her, and she's so much like her dad 🥺
2. what do strangers notice about them first?
definitely how tall she is! sadie is supposed to be 5'10," which is striking compared to the 5'3" girl she's always hanging around with. they also make judgments about her height when she stands next to daniel, who is supposed to be 5'6". we hate people who make judgments about tall wives and short husbands.
3. how does their social personality differ from how they act when they’re alone?
when she's alone, sadie is more likely to put her discomfort into words. she's not sharing them or anything, but she knows how to voice them. with other people, she doesn't think it's right for her to express her grief because she's always more worried about them than she is about herself. but when there's no one around, she can be completely honest. and it sucks -- because she'd love to be able to share it. she just doesn't think she can. she's wrong, though. she could share her problems with anyone who loves her.
4. how do they act around a crush?
sadie is the kind to get embarrassed around a crush. it's especially funny because her only real crush was daniel, and they've been friends since they were born. but once she figured out she liked him, it was like everything she did was humiliating. she'd just stand there and blush and wait for sweet death. poor sadie.
5. do they have a “tell” for when they’re lying?
she gets a little indignant. sadie's pretty good at keeping an even temper, but if she's mad about something, she definitely has guilt about something ... or there's something she's holding in. sadie is someone who lies by omission, primarily, so she boils until she bubbles over.
for ✨sam✨ (technically the middle doyle sibling, by five minutes)
how does your OC feel about their full name?
sam spade doyle thinks his name is really funny, honestly. he's absolutely nothing like the hardboiled detective he's named after. he wonders if his mom wanted him to be like that, but he's glad he's pretty much the opposite. he also likes that his full first name is just sam. the name samuel freaks him out. he can't explain why. he also doesn't like the word saturated or the non-taste of mayonnaise. maybe they're connected (i can't help but write sam's thought process ... he really is the lorelai gilmore of this verse.).
2. what do strangers notice about them first?
for many people, sam is the most handsome man they've seen in real life. i'm not giving that up. that's still true.
3. how does their social personality differ from how they act when they’re alone?
somewhat similar to his twin sister, sam allows himself to be honest about his fears when he's alone. he wants to be perceived as fun and adventurous when he's with his friends, but when it all comes together, he's just scared. he doesn't know what he's doing. his dreams are bigger than his resources. they're bigger than his wallet and his work ethic. he's smart with no particular place to go, and he's terrified. it's why he thinks he'll probably die before he's forty.
4. how do they act around a crush?
sam is a showboat. he just wants to entertain you. he always sang and danced in front of steph, both because he knew it would make her laugh and because he knew he was a good dancer. stealing the millennium falcon from kmart was his idea, actually, and he came up with it to impress will (which is so funny, because will is already impressed with sam's ... everything). he also came up with his song and dance distraction to impress will, which is also funny, because will was in charge of snatching the toy box. he never saw the dance.
5. do they have a “tell” for when they’re lying?
again like his twin sister, sam gets sullen when he's lying. like sadie, sam is typically lying by omission or lying to himself. he can't ever make himself believe it, though. sometimes, a line from an old book gets stuck in your head and clouds your characterizations for years to come.
for 😔charlie😔 (the youngest doyle by all measures)
how does your OC feel about their full name?
charles foster doyle loves his full name. it's really annoying and problematic. people tell him he should probably feel cursed, but he just doesn't. he wants to be as powerful as charles foster kane. he also doesn't want to put any of the work in.
2. what do strangers notice about them first?
how quiet he is compared to the people he's typically hanging around. charlie is an introvert surrounded by sadie (little miss "how can i help you?") and sam (the music man). he stands out even when he's trying to blend in with his surroundings. this, of course, goes to his head ... and he isn't even cognizant of it.
3. how does their social personality differ from how they act when they’re alone?
charlie is a lot cockier in his head than outside of it. he plays sheepish very well, but when he's alone, he genuinely thinks he is the greatest man who has ever existed. it serves his mother right for naming her son charles foster doyle. (i know it seems like i'm always slamming maggie, but she's not altogether a bad person or a bad mother ... she just has a hangup about one of her sons, which is really more a hangup about herself and how scared she was when she was giving birth to him -- charlie wasn't supposed to live, but he did).
4. how do they act around a crush?
he pretends like the crush doesn't exist, mostly because he, himself, remains oblivious to his feelings. but once he figures it out, he hangs back (even more than usual) and waits to see what will happen. he's lucky carrie makes the first move. no, this does not count elenore, on whom he makes the first move, because that is not a crush. that's something he did for attention when he felt like he wasn't getting enough of it from the other people in his life.
5. do they have a “tell” for when they’re lying?
if charlie seems outwardly confident, it means he's covering up something that anyone else would be ashamed of. he gets cocky when he's under pressure. hate him!
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gffa · 4 years
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Star Wars: The Clone Wars – Stories of Light and Dark, coming August 25, promises to be a beautiful tribute to the just-completed animated series. The anthology will collect 11 stories by 11 authors — Lou Anders, Preeti Chhibber, Zoraida Córdova, Jason Fry, Rebecca Roanhorse, Greg Van Eekhout, Tom Angleberger, E. Anne Convery, Sarah Beth Durst, Yoon Ha Lee, and Anne Ursu — including 10 retellings of memorable episodes and arcs and one original Nightsisters-based story.  So if you loved the tales of Ahsoka, Maul, and clanker-busting clones, Star Wars: The Clone Wars – Stories of Light and Dark will give you the chance to experience them again in a whole new way. Like Captain Rex on a recon mission, StarWars.com reached out to each author to learn why they love The Clone Wars, and which stories they’re telling. Lou Anders (“Dooku Captured” and “The Gungan General,” based on the episodes of the same name): I love The Clone Wars for expanding the story of Anakin’s fall from grace. Skywalker really shines in the series, and we see what he truly was, and what he could have been, and by giving him so many opportunities to excel in the early season, his ultimate fate is that much more tragic. I also love the series for gifting us my all-time favorite Star Wars character, and one of my favorite characters from any universe — Hondo Ohnaka!      My chapter is a retelling of the first season story arc that plays out across the episodes “Dooku Captured” and “The Gungan General.” I wanted to explore this storyline because I find Count Dooku a fascinating character. Sometimes pure, mustache-twirling, mwa-ha-ha evil can actually be boring to write, but a villain who feels they are justified, either because of perceived slights or intellectual superiority or the failure of their rivals or birthright are much more interesting, and Dooku is a bit of all of this. For research, I obviously watched tons of Clone Wars. But I also read up on everything about Dooku I could find, and I listened to Christopher Lee and Corey Burton’s interpretation of the character over and over, trying to internalize their speech patterns. Dooku is so gorgeously supercilious. It was just a blast to get in his head and see the world from his perspective. (And the fact that the storyline gave me another chance to write for my beloved Hondo Ohnaka was an added bonus!) Tom Angleberger (“Bane’s Story,” based on the episodes “Deception,” “Friends and Enemies,” “The Box,” and “Crisis on Naboo”): There’s a lot to love in The Clone Wars, but I think it’s Ahsoka’s arc that really stands out the most. Ventress’s arc does, too, and the way that these arcs cross at the just the right moment is really great Star Wars!      My chapter is based on the “Crisis on Naboo” story arc. It’s basically a Space Western. The baddest bounty hunter of them all, Cad Bane, is hired to kidnap the Chancellor. What he doesn’t know is that almost everyone is lying to him, especially a fellow bounty hunter who is really Obi-Wan in disguise. In the TV version, we see it all from Obi-Wan’s point of view, so we know that Bane is getting played. In this retelling, we see it all from Bane’s point of view and, boy, is he going to be mad! To prepare I watched both The Clone Wars AND old spaghetti Westerns starring Bane’s inspiration: Lee Van Cleef. Preeti Chhibber (“Hostage Crisis,” based on the episode of the same name): I love the story that the prequels tell, but because of the nature of what they were trying to do — tell a decade and a half worth of story in three films — we’re missing major moments in what the war really means to the galaxy at large, and in the Skywalker saga itself. The Clone Wars tells us that part of the narrative, it gives us the shape of what entire populations of people had to go through because of this war manufactured by the ultimate evil. And within that scope gives us the hope and love and beautiful tragedy we associate with Star Wars on a larger scale. (Also, Ahsoka Tano — The Clone Wars gave us Ahsoka Tano and for that I will be ever grateful.)      I’m writing Anakin’s story during “Hostage Crisis” — an episode in the first season of The Clone Wars. I decided to write the story entirely from Anakin’s perspective, which meant being inside his head before the fall, but where we are starting to see more of the warning signs. And then there’s also the romance of this episode! Anakin’s love for Padmé is real and all-consuming and, as we eventually find out, unhealthy. So, this is a romantic episode, but one that shows us Anakin is ruled by his heart. And that that’s a dangerous thing for a Jedi. In order to best wrap my own head around what was going on, I watched the episode itself several times, and read the script, and then I watched the chronological episodes of Anakin’s run-ins with Cad Bane, so I could get a real feel for where he was with his understanding of Bane’s character. E. Anne Convery (“Bug,” based on the episode “Massacre”): I love it because I think it’s a story that manages, while still being a satisfying adventure, to not glorify war. It does this mainly by following through on the arcs of wonderful, terrifying, funny, fallible, and diverse characters. From the personal to the political, The Clone Warsredefines the ways, big and small, that we can be heroes.      My chapter is the “original” tale, though it still touches on The Clone Wars Season Four episode “Massacre,” with brief appearances by Mother Talzin and Old Daka. If I had to boil it down, I’d say that it’s a story about mothers and daughters. Honestly, it felt a little like cheating, because writing new characters meant I got to be creative in the Star Wars universe somewhat unencumbered by what’s come before. I did, however, have several long text chats with Sam Witwer because I was interested in Talzin’s motivations. We talked about stuff like her capacity (or lack thereof) for love. I think I came away thinking she was more a creature driven by issues of power, control, and the desire for revenge, whereas Sam was a little kinder to her. I mean, he is her “son,” so you can’t really blame him for wanting to think better of her! I always love a story within a story, and I was interested in the space where the high mythology of Star Wars and the home-spun mythology of fairy tales could intersect. I drew on my own background in mythology, psychology, and the language of fairy tales, plus I did my Star Wars research. Re-watching the Nightsisters episodes was just plain fun. Zoraida Córdova (“The Lost Nightsister,” based on the episode “Bounty”): The Clone Wars deepens the characters we already love. It gives us the opportunity to explore the galaxy over a longer period of time and see the fight between the light and the dark side. Star Wars is about family, love, and hope. It’s also incredibly funny and that’s something that The Clone Wars does spectacularly. We also get to spend more time with characters we only see for a little bit in the movies like Boba Fett, Bossk, Darth Maul!      My chapter follows Ventress after she’s experienced a brutal defeat. Spoiler alert: she’s witnessed the death of her sisters. Now she’s on Tatooine and in a rut. She gets mixed up with a bounty hunter crew led by Boba Fett. Ventress’s story is about how she goes from being lost to remembering how badass she is. I watched several episodes with her in it, but I watched “Bounty” about 50 times. Sarah Beth Durst (“Almost a Jedi,” based on the episode “A Necessary Bond”): I spent a large chunk of my childhood pretending I was training to become a Jedi Knight, even though I’d never seen a girl with a lightsaber before. And then The Clone Wars came along and gave me Ahsoka with not one but TWO lightsabers, as well as a role in the story that broadened and deepened the tale of Anakin’s fall and the fall of the Jedi. So I jumped at the chance to write about her for this anthology.      In my story, I wrote about Ahsoka Tano from the point of view of Katooni, one of the Jedi younglings who Ahsoka escorts on a quest to assemble their first lightsabers, and it was one of the most fun writing experiences I’ve ever had! I watched the episode, “A Necessary Bond,” over and over, frame by frame, studying the characters and trying to imagine the world, the events, and Ahsoka herself through Katooni’s eyes. The episode shows you the story; I wanted to show you what it feels like to be inside the story. Greg van Eekhout (“Kenobi’s Shadow,” based on the episode “The Lawless”): What I most love about Clone Wars is how we really get to know the characters deeply and see them grow and change.      I enjoyed writing a couple of short scenes between Obi-Wan and Anakin that weren’t in the episode. I wanted to highlight their closeness as friends and show that Anakin’s not the only Jedi who struggles with the dark side. There’s a crucial moment in my story when Obi-Wan is close to giving into his anger and has to make a choice: Strike out in violence or rise above it. It’s always fun to push characters to extremes and see how they react. Jason Fry (“Sharing the Same Face,” based on the episode “Ambush”): I love The Clone Wars because it made already beloved characters even richer and deepened the fascinating lore around the Jedi and the Force.      I chose Yoda and the clones because the moment where Yoda rejects the idea that they’re all identical was one of the first moments in the show where I sat upright and said to myself, “Something amazing is happening here.” You get the entire tragedy of the Clone Wars right in that one quick exchange — the unwise bargain the Jedi have struck, Yoda’s compassion for the soldiers and insistence that they have worth, the clones’ gratitude for that, and how that gratitude is undercut by their powerlessness to avoid the fate that’s been literally hard-wired into them. Plus, though I’ve written a lot of Star Wars tales, I’d never had the chance to get inside Yoda’s head. That had been on my bucket list! Yoon Ha Lee (“The Shadow of Umbara,” based on the episodes “Darkness on Umbara,” “The General,” “Plan of Dissent,” and “Carnage of Krell”): I remember the first time I watched the “Umbara arc” — I was shocked that a war story this emotionally devastating was aired on a kids’ show. But then, kids deserve heartfelt, emotionally devastating stories, too. It was a pleasure to revisit the episodes and figure out how to retell them from Rex’s viewpoint in a compact way. I have so much respect for the original episodes’ writer, Matt Michnovetz — I felt like a butcher myself taking apart the work like this! Rebecca Roanhorse (“Dark Vengeance,” based on the episode “Brothers”): I always love a backstory and Clone Wars was the backstory that then became a rich and exciting story all its own. The writing and character development is outstanding and really sucks you into the world.      I chose to write the two chapters that reintroduce Darth Maul to the world. We find him broken and mentally unstable, not knowing his own name but obsessed with revenge against Obi-Wan and we get to see him rebuild himself into a cruel, calculating, and brilliant villain. It was so much fun to write and I hope readers enjoy it. Anne Ursu (“Pursuit of Peace,” based on the episode “Heroes on Both Sides”): The Clone Wars creates a space for terrific character development. The attention paid to the relationships between Anakin and Obi-Wan, and Anakin and Ahsoka make for really wonderful and resonant stories, and give so much depth to the whole universe.      I was at first a little scared to write Padmé, as her character felt pretty two dimensional to me. But the more I watched her episodes in Clone Wars, the more dimension she took on. She’s such an interesting character — she’s both idealistic and realistic, so when corruption runs rampant in the Senate she doesn’t get disillusioned, she just fights harder. She has an ability to deal with nuance in a way that is rare in the Republic — and it means she’s not afraid to bend a few laws to make things right. In this chapter, the Senate is about to deregulate the banks in order to fund more troops, and Padmé decides to take matters into her own hand and sneak into Separatist territory in order to start peace negotiations. Of course, neither Dooku nor the corrupt clans of the Republic are going to allow for this to happen, so the threats to the peace process, the Republic, and Padmé’s life only grow. This arc is the perfect distillation of Padmé’s character, and it made getting into her head for it fairly simple. But I did watch all the Padmé Clone Wars episodes and read E.K. Johnston’s book about her, as well as Thrawn: Alliances, in which she has a major storyline. I really loved writing her. Star Wars: The Clone Wars – Stories of Light and Dark arrives August 25 and is available for pre-order now.
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dangerously-human · 3 years
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Two of the writing asks that no one else asked
Thank you, Lou! <3
16. Tried anything new with your writing lately? (style, POV, genre, fandom?)
I've been trying to avoid feeling pressured to write grand, sweeping stories every time when I often really just have one or two key scenes I'm interested in. So I've tried my hand a couple times at the "bang it out in one sitting" kind of writing, which I think works especially well for those fill-in-the-gaps in canon oneshots like Breaking Silence. I also went back to my fic writer roots recently and wrote some straight-up crack (The Scarf), which was a real delight. Also, I haven't written first-person POV in a long time, but it fit well for (If You Make It Out Alive) Hold That Bloody Head Up High, given that that's how the series is told, and it gave me room to really explore Alina's conflicted feelings about the Darkling, her complicity in her own trauma, and the siren song of power.
18. Do any of your stories have alternative versions? (plotlines that you abandoned, AUs of your own work, different characterisations?) Tell us about them.
There is so much stuff behind the scenes of Those Binary Stars that I doubt I'll ever get to write! For instance
There's this whole conflict I had envisioned for Thursday and Sam's wife, Anke. Anke is German, and we know from canon that Thursday still harbors some prejudice after his time in the war, so I have bits of this scene where Thursday harrumphs about Sam's engagement to "some Eva Braun type," and gets a well-deserved snapback from Win and Joan. I think it would take much more characterization for the wider Thursday family than I really have the desire to get into for this fic, though, and it's not like I want to throw in random conflict that doesn't have enough opportunity to be resolved and lead to growth. (If memory serves, we also know that Thursday speaks some German, so it would be sweet to see it go from that tension to Thursday bonding with Anke over beautiful landscapes they've both seen and using some German vocab with baby Albert.)
Similarly, there was some behind-the-scenes drama with Gwen and the wedding that I just didn't want to get into writing all the way, but there are snippets I have saved somewhere, I'm sure. There's a half-written conversation between Joan and Joyce that would have taken place shortly thereafter, too. I've also got some stuff I'd love to write one day about Tony and Strange meeting at the wedding (and quite a few Tony side adventures I may reference later), if the mood strikes.
There was also some stuff I had planned about Morse being supportive while Joan finished her night classes, that would have happened pretty early on in the series.
I have this one scene I am DETERMINED to squeeze in somehow, about Morse having some kind of age crisis on Joan's birthday and she jokes about having a thing for older men. My notes for said scene include this glorious bit, clearly superbly phrased and so in character (Joan first, then Morse's reply): "Isn't it supposed to be me having the crisis?" "I've always been the dramatic ho in this relationship and you know it"
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1, 2, and 4 for the meta asks!
thank you!!
1.Tell us about your current project(s)  – what’s it about, how’s progress, what do you love most about it?
i mean, if you’ve read any of my ask answers or tags you know this, but my current big project is The Amy Gardner Fic, aka hard to be soft/tough to be tender, which was supposed to be just about Amy’s childhood, and then was supposed to be character study + slow burn amy/donna, and then was supposed to follow canon with a brief post canon part, and now is a mostly established relationship almost 200k fic with over half of that being post canon and with way more politics than i bargained for. 
progress rn is. slow. i am stuck in a plot point and a little (creatively) drained rn after over a year of working on this and a kind of intense year for me in general? i need to take some time to sit with it and work on it and i know once i get back in the swing of it, it’ll be nice, i just... need to get there!
what i love about it i guess is... it’s not just an amy/donna fic? i mean, it very much is an amy/donna fic, but it’s above all else an amy fic, but it’s also about so many other things, and so many other relationships (esp amy & josh and amy & cj, but also like. amy & sam and amy & abbey and amy & liz and amy & lou) and i hope that it captures like. the found family and... self acceptance, maybe? i don’t know, growth? that i want it to? it’s way more about concepts of family than i expected it to be at points i think, but also that’s just. very on brand for me. oh! also i like writing about a lot of tensions that tww itself sets up with like power and compromise bc they are fun to think about in an abstract way instead of. how they really play out in real politics which is painful and stressful and awful. 
2.  Tell us about what you’re most looking forward to writing – in your current project, or a future project
oh! the plot after the one i’m stuck on is something i’ve been looking forward to since i figured out how this fic would end, but. i like to keep some secrets! 
so, i’m really looking forward to writing the cj/andy spin off! if i can make myself actually do it lol... i have technically started it, but it’s been too long since i’ve committed to a coparenting fic, and i really like writing with a focus on cj even if/maybe partially bc? i find it a little hard to strike the right balance with her (honestly, with amy, too, but i generally know that my issue with amy is that i need to write to being more emotionally closed off lmao. with cj it’s harder to explain i think since she is kind of closed off but also really empathetic). and i love love love andy, and i love the banter and weird complexes i’ll get to write with them. and coparenting!!! god i love coparenting. 
4.  Share a sentence or paragraph from your writing that you’re really proud of (explain why, if you like)
oh okay. here’s honestly one of my favorite parts from the amy fic bc i cannot explain how much i love writing amy & josh.
She says, “You know, for the most insecure guy I’ve ever met, you’re pretty sure of yourself,” and she’s not teasing him when she says it, she’s not smiling, because she’s not making fun of him. She’s just stating a fact and hoping it’ll get through his thick skull that what she’s saying is that that’s why she’s here. She’s not running into his arms romantically, she just wants someone who understands her. Who gets that precarious balance of insane confidence and massive fear of failure and inferiority. 
Amy and Josh both know they’re smart, know they can do great things, and they’re both afraid they haven’t, aren’t going to. Or that they will, and it still won’t be enough.
i just think i like this because like. that’s it! that’s them! i don’t know, i just kind of am proud of putting words to that? if it’s projecting no it isn’t
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mabokheula2231 · 3 years
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Veteran Stage and Screen Actor Lisa Banes Dies at 65 After Hit-and-Run
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Veteran Stage and Screen Actor Lisa Banes Dies at 65 After Hit-and-Run A mainstay of the New York stage, she also acted in films, including “Gone Girl.” She died 10 days after she was struck by a scooter as she was crossing a street in Manhattan.
Lisa Banes, whose stage and screen career spanned four decades, died on Monday at the age of 65. Her death comes 10 days after she was struck by a hit-and-run driver in New York City, according to police.
“We are heartsick over Lisa’s tragic and senseless passing,” Banes’s manager, David Williams, told People. “She was a woman of great spirit, kindness, and generosity, and dedicated to her work, whether on stage or in front of a camera and even more so to her wife, family, and friends.”
Williams told the outlet that Banes had succumbed to “a traumatic brain injury and was unable to recover” while at Mount Sinai Morningside hospital. Banes had the right of way at an Amsterdam Avenue crosswalk when she was hit by a scooter or motorcycle, the New York Post reported, citing police. Per the Associated Press, the New York Police Department said the driver did not stop and that no arrests in the case have been made. Williams told the AP he believed that the Los Angeles–based Banes was on her way to visit her alma mater, Juilliard.
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Born in Ohio, Banes acted in several films throughout her career, including as Tom Cruise’s love interest in 1988’s Cocktail and the mother of Rosamund Pike’s Amy in 2014’s Gone Girl. She also appeared on TV shows such as The Orville, Nashville, China Beach, and Masters of Sex. Banes made her Broadway debut in Neil Simon’s 1988 play Rumors. She then booked roles in the 1998 musical High Society and the 2010 revival of Noël Coward’s Present Laughter. Tributes from her collaborators, including Seth MacFarlane and Dana Delany, poured in on Twitter.
“I am brokenhearted to share that Lisa, my beautiful wife and my love, passed away last night,” Banes’s wife Kathryn Kranhold said in a statement to Deadline. “We appreciate the love, support and prayers from all of you across the country. Lisa was listening.”
“I am brokenhearted to share that Lisa, my beautiful wife and my love, passed away last night,” Banes’s wife Kathryn Kranhold said in a statement to Deadline. “We appreciate the love, support and prayers from all of you across the country. Lisa was listening.”
Known for her wry humor and confident, elegant presence, Ms. Banes appeared in more than 80 television and film roles, as well as in countless stage productions, including on Broadway.
She found quick success in the theater after coming east from Colorado Springs in the mid-1970s and studying at the Juilliard School in New York.
In 1980, when the Roundabout Theater revived John Osborne’s “Look Back in Anger,” with Malcolm McDowell in the lead role as the angry Jimmy Porter, she played his overstressed wife.
“Lisa Banes has a remarkably effective final scene,” Walter Kerr wrote in The New York Times, “on her knees in anguish, face stained with failure, arms awkwardly searching for shape and for rest.”
The next year, at the Long Wharf Theater in New Haven, Conn., she was in a production of the James M. Barrie comedy “The Admirable Crichton,” playing a daughter in an upper-crust British family that becomes shipwrecked on a deserted island.
“As Lady Mary,” Mel Gussow of The Times wrote in his review, “Lisa Banes has a regal disdain. Gracefully, she plays the grande dame, and with matching agility she becomes a kind of Jane of the jungle, swimming rivers and swinging on vines — a rather far-fetched transformation, brought off with panache by this striking young actress.”
Off Broadway roles kept coming. Later in 1981 she and Elizabeth McGovern had the lead roles in Wendy Kesselman’s “My Sister in This House” at Second Stage Theater. In 1982, at Manhattan Theater Club, she was the sister Olga in Chekhov’s “Three Sisters,” part of a starry cast that included Dianne Wiest, Mia Dillon, Jeff Daniels, Christine Ebersole and Sam Waterston.
In 1984, when Ms. Banes was in the midst of a run in Wendy Wasserstein’s comedy “Isn’t It Romantic” at Playwrights Horizons, The Times named her one of 15 stage actresses to watch. She was nominated for a Drama Desk Award for her performance in that play.
Her Broadway debut came in the 1988 Neil Simon comedy “Rumors,” and she returned to Broadway in Tom Stoppard’s “Arcadia” (1995), the Cole Porter musical “High Society” (1998) and a revival of Noël Coward’s “Present Laughter” (2010).
One of her most recent stage appearances was in 2018 at the Huntington Theater Company in Boston, where she played one of the two lead roles in the premiere of Eleanor Burgess’s “The Niceties,” a drama that pitted her seemingly progressive lesbian professor against a young Black college student, played by Jordan Boatman.
Don Aucoin, reviewing the production in The Boston Globe, praised their performances, saying that “both find the nuances in their characters, conveying the occasional cracks within their seeming certitude.”
As Ms. Banes established herself in the theater, Hollywood also came calling. Her first film role was in 1984 in “The Hotel New Hampshire,” Tony Richardson’s adaptation of the John Irving novel, and she began turning up frequently on television, including in regular roles on “The Trials of Rosie O’Neill” in the early 1990s and, more recently, “Royal Pains,” “Nashville” and the outer space comedy “The Orville.”
“Her stage presence, magnetism, skill and talent were matched only by her unwavering kindness and graciousness,” Seth MacFarlane, the creator and star of “The Orville,” said on Twitter.
On the movie screen, she played Tom Cruise’s arrogant older girlfriend in “Cocktail” in 1988 and the acerbic mother of a missing woman in David Fincher’s “Gone Girl” (2014), with Ben Affleck and Rosamund Pike.
Lisa Lou Banes was born on July 9, 1955, in Cleveland. Her father, Ken, worked in advertising, and her mother, Mary Lou (Shalenhamer) Banes, was a model.
Lisa grew up in Colorado Springs, where she focused on acting early. Her first paying job, she told The Gazette of Colorado Springs in 2014, was as a cast member at a dinner theater in nearby Manitou Springs.
“They served liquor,” she said. “I’m pretty sure I lied about my age because I was only 15 and you had to be 16.”
In addition to Ms. Kranhold, Ms. Banes is survived by a brother, Evan Sinclair, and her stepmother, Joan Banes.
In the 10 days after her accident, actors and playwrights who had worked with Ms. Banes expressed their support and shock at what happened.
Ms. Burgess, who wrote “The Niceties,” said she had been with Ms. Banes shortly before she was struck by the scooter and described her as a “brilliant, vibrant, wonderful woman.”
Correction: June 15, 2021 An earlier version of this obituary misstated the surname of an actress who appeared with Ms. Banes In the 1982 Manhattan Theater Club production of Chekhov’s “Three Sisters." She is Christine Ebersole, not Ebersol.
Her death, at Mount Sinai Morningside Hospital, was confirmed by the New York Police Department, which said she had been struck by the scooter June 4 as she was crossing Amsterdam Avenue near West 64th Street in Manhattan.
The operator of the scooter had driven through a red light before crashing into Banes and then fled, said Sgt Edward Riley, a police spokesperson. Riley said Tuesday that no arrests had been made.
Banes lived in Los Angeles and had been in New York visiting friends, her wife, Kathryn Kranhold, said.
Known for her wry humour and confident, elegant presence, Banes appeared in more than 80 TV and film roles, as well as in many stage productions, including on Broadway.
She found quick success in the theatre after coming east from Colorado Springs, Colorado, in the mid-1970s and studying at The Juilliard School, in New York.
In 1980, when the Roundabout Theatre revived John Osborne’s “Look Back in Anger,” with Malcolm McDowell in the lead role as the angry Jimmy Porter, she played his overstressed wife.
“Lisa Banes has a remarkably effective final scene,” Walter Kerr wrote in The New York Times, “on her knees in anguish, face stained with failure, arms awkwardly searching for shape and for rest.”
The next year, at the Long Wharf Theatre in New Haven, Connecticut, she was in a production of James Barrie's comedy “The Admirable Crichton,” playing a daughter in an upper-crust British family that becomes shipwrecked on a deserted island.
“As Lady Mary,” Mel Gussow of The Times wrote in his review, “Lisa Banes has a regal disdain. Gracefully, she plays the grande dame, and with matching agility she becomes a kind of Jane of the jungle, swimming rivers and swinging on vines — a rather far-fetched transformation, brought off with panache by this striking young actress.”
Off-Broadway roles kept coming. Later in 1981, she and Elizabeth McGovern had the lead roles in Wendy Kesselman’s “My Sister in This House” at Second Stage Theater. In 1982, at Manhattan Theatre Club, she was sister Olga in Chekhov’s “Three Sisters,” part of a starry cast that included Dianne Wiest, Mia Dillon, Jeff Daniels, Christine Ebersole and Sam Waterston.
In 1984, when Banes was in the midst of a run in Wendy Wasserstein’s comedy “Isn’t It Romantic” at Playwrights Horizons, The Times named her one of 15 stage actresses to watch. She was nominated for a Drama Desk Award for her performance in that play.
Her Broadway debut came in the 1988 Neil Simon comedy “Rumors,” and she returned to Broadway in Tom Stoppard’s “Arcadia” (1995), the Cole Porter musical “High Society” (1998) and a revival of Noel Coward’s “Present Laughter” (2010).
One of her most recent stage appearances was in 2018 at the Huntington Theater Company in Boston, where she played one of the two lead roles in the premiere of Eleanor Burgess’ “The Niceties,” a drama that pitted her seemingly progressive lesbian professor against a young Black college student, played by Jordan Boatman.
Don Aucoin, reviewing the production in The Boston Globe, praised their performances, saying that “both find the nuances in their characters, conveying the occasional cracks within their seeming certitude.”
As Banes established herself in the theater, Hollywood also came calling. Her first film role was in 1984 in “The Hotel New Hampshire,” Tony Richardson’s adaptation of the John Irving novel, and she began turning up frequently on television, including in regular roles on “The Trials of Rosie O’Neill” in the early 1990s and, more recently, “Royal Pains,” “Nashville” and the outer space comedy “The Orville.”
“Her stage presence, magnetism, skill and talent were matched only by her unwavering kindness and graciousness,” Seth MacFarlane, creator and star of “The Orville,” said on Twitter.
On the movie screen, she played Tom Cruise’s arrogant older girlfriend in “Cocktail” in 1988 and the acerbic mother of a missing woman in David Fincher’s “Gone Girl” (2014), with Ben Affleck and Rosamund Pike.
Lisa Lou Banes was born July 9, 1955, in Cleveland. Her father, Ken, worked in advertising, and her mother, Mary Lou (Shalenhamer) Banes, was a model.
Lisa grew up in Colorado Springs, where she focused on acting early. Her first paying job, she told The Gazette of Colorado Springs in 2014, was as a cast member at a dinner theater in nearby Manitou Springs.
“They served liquor,” she said. “I’m pretty sure I lied about my age because I was only 15 and you had to be 16.”
In addition to Kranhold, Banes is survived by a brother, Evan Sinclair, and her stepmother, Joan Banes.
In the 10 days after her accident, actors and playwrights who had worked with Banes expressed their support and shock at what happened.
Burgess, who wrote “The Niceties,” said she had been with Banes shortly before she was struck by the scooter and described her as a “brilliant, vibrant, wonderful woman.”
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Death Stranding: A Love Letter
Death Stranding, we’ve been waiting for you for a long time and to be honest there were times where we thought, we’re never getting this game, it just isn’t going to happen. I had this game on pre-order for over 2 years. 2 YEARS! The expectation level was obviously very high, and from my perspective it firmly... delivers. 
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WARNING - SPOILER ALERT - This is a review/breakdown by someone who’s finished the game, for people who have finished the game. You have been warned!
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Death Stranding revels in it’s cinematic credentials constantly and with intense consistency. From panoramic mountainous vistas which you can control, to dazzling close ups of it’s digitally recreated stars, to just watching Sam go to his Private Room. It’s stunning and a testament to Kojima's cinematic knowledge with every shot. 
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Not only does Death Stranding handle this beauty, and intricate world building and story telling with ease and grace; it’s concepts and emotional ideas (which I’ll go into more later) are translated so strongly that you can’t help but get swept up in it. This is the sort of experience that I’m used to getting from films, who embed this framework within their narratives so deeply, in a way it’s expected. Death Stranding hits you like a freight train. Through the power of the performances, the narrative and the fresh nature of the ideas it’s portraying. 
Death Stranding’s emotive credentials are set firmly in 2 scales, the more typical big stuff, saving the world, stopping the extinction, well trodden video game territory. But where it truly sets itself apart, embodied so perfectly when Sam walks away from Die-Hardman’s Inauguration speech, and sets to surprise is in how it handles what could be argued to be the smaller scale stuff. 
Sam’s emotional world is rich and powerful, from his Aphenphosmphobia to the fact that we see him openly weep and break down holding a crying child. This is a male lead in a video game, and as a woman I loved seeing Sam being so vulnerable, to the point where he’s physically naked in those shots (ssshhh, there are academic reasons too.) It’s fresh and poignant, and as a woman it gives me access to media rejecting the male gaze so completely. 
On the notion of the Male Gaze, there is some stuff to unpick about the game’s female characters, as much as I would have loved to have seen more, with some ethnic diversity also, it doesn’t subject it’s women to typical video game stereotypes. The creators of the network (whatever it’s true intentions) are all women, Amelie found the path through the country to place the terminals, with the hardware and software created by Mama and Lockne respectively. This network is recognized as the saviour of humanity, the only male input is Sam connecting the terminals with the Q-pid, a Q-pid created by Mama and Lockne. Fragile is the only character powerful enough to get Sam and all the other characters to where they need to go through her DOOMs. I think the shows opinion on Male Gaze is shown in the story, when Fragile is using Sam’s shower, and Sam moves to the glass, his intention is to see her timefall damaged skin, but Sam is punished for it by Fragile as he questions her motives, she’s aggressive and she puts him thoroughly in his place for it. I love love love the physical powerplay in this scene between them. 
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Sam is reluctant, profoundly unhappy, arguably suicidal, and is convinced to do all of this purely to help save his friend. Sam is a constant reminder that there is so much more at play here, drilled home every time he flinches away or holds Lou in his hands. Although there is a world to save, it can be for nothing unless you save yourself too. Sam and Fragile’s final discussion brings this home. Before leaving to stop Amelie Sam is full of hope, but in losing Lou, he does a 180, he’s just a man getting to the next sun rise. Something I’m sure a lot of people can identify with. 
This narrative nuance is reflected in Cliff. Through the memories we’re shown a man just trying to save his child, not the world, not willing to sacrifice his child to be made into the activation code for a city, no matter the cause. He just wants to be a father and that is his driving force. Mads Mikkelsen was my gateway into this particular world, safe to say I have an intense soft spot for him. I can go on all damn day about how talented he is. He’s the best in the business, no one does what he can, no one else can give a performance that is so real and so raw but so full of fight. Mads can take the your most profound story line, otherworldly in it’s extreme, and he embeds it so firmly in the human experience, you’ll never be able to untangle that web. That is why his ability to do what he does can almost never be questioned. You let him get to the heart of your story and that is what he’ll do to it and that is why it works. Mads Mikkelsen could easily have been Higgs, based on early trailers we suspected he was Higgs, but he isn’t. Could not be further from it. 
Death Stranding’s narrative dichotomy in this way is resembled perfectly in the games two ‘Boss’ characters, Cliff and Higgs. Higgs represents the greater plan, the end of the world stuff, and Cliff the smaller scale human to human emotion. Sam must overcome both. 
Death Stranding has an even wider scope, an even wider message. Kojima hasn’t been shy about his message of connection being prominent and poignant in the current political climate, being from the UK I feel this so keenly, but the same is present in the US as well. Humanity driven further apart, through legislation, walls and boarders. You can see the potence of the message being translated through a video game, when alternate reality, video game violence and social media is being blamed for these things. It’s fighting back in a way. Death Stranding’s gameplay is full of positivity, from the signs that other players can leave you that replenish your stamina, make your BB happy, to the fact that if you knock a MULE out in water they have a neck float so they don’t drown and die. 
The lack of violence in this way and use of ‘non-lethal’ guns, which are described as such, were again refreshing. I’m not a first person shooter gamer, never have been, could not be less appealing to me if it tried. But Death Stranding doesn’t just have a gun aversion, to me it is explicitly anti-gun. Again another important message, particularly when the game is set in the US. One of my favourite moments in the whole game is Sam listening to Die-Hardman’s grovelling apology for his actions, his thoughts and his prayers, only for Sam to shove the gun Die-Hardman brought to the Beach back at him, warning him with disgust at his actions, by passing on the message, “that gun won’t work here” and walking away. I completed a video game without taking a single human life. It rejects the notion so fully and completely. You stop the extinction, save humanity, not with a gun but by hugging Amelie, reminding her about how valuable human life is, every human life. It’s not to be thrown away, you need to give it a chance to bloom.
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In Death Stranding humanity is left cowering underground, separated by an invisible enemy in the form of BT’s, it has to learn to fight back, with literal blood, sweat and tears. If you couple the notion of the invisible enemy with Bring Me the Horizon’s ‘Ludens’ Lyrics:
Sticks and stones may break my bones but soon the sting will pass But names can dig so many graves, you won't know where to stand
I love this line. (BMTH wrote that song in 5 days to get it into the game in time, by the way!) As children we’re taught that names shouldn’t hurt us, but actually they do. In a time where the effects of racism, sexism, homophobia, all of this “name calling” are putting people in their actual graves, these lyrics should be heard more keenly. Political leaders put people in their graves with their words, through direct or indirect means. These words are the BTs of our world, invisible hands which destroy people.
Some of the criticisms of the game are based on elements of game play, like the deliveries you need to make, as slow and tiresome. Higgs himself addresses this asking whether you’re tired of the grind, begging for a “game over”? 
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The game is not only acutely aware that perhaps trudging all over the US with vast cargo loads isn’t what you want to be doing, but it knows it’s what you need to do. And truly, in what way is that different from shooting your way through levels and scenarios to get to the end? Death Stranding makes you feel the sacrifice Sam is making and you experience that with him, every time you fall and drop your cargo, every time you stumble down a mountain side, every time you wreck your stamina bar climbing an incline. Video games can’t really make you feel what it’s like to kill an enemy soldier with an air strike, but hell it can make you feel frustrated at having to climb another mountain with a boat load of heavy gear. 
Death Stranding rejects the idea of a ‘game over’ and other video game staples in other ways, it mockingly calls Higgs and Cliffs narrative end “Boss fights” and when Deadman says that wiping Lou’s memories, her connection with Sam in order to make her work better than a piece of equipment is just a ‘do-over’ a reset, normal, Sam rejects that it’s not that simple and Norman’s performance brings that home acutely. It’s not just a game. 
From style, to message, to performance, to rejection of the Male Gaze, Death Stranding is an intense and beautiful game. It managed to hook me so thoroughly (as I’m sure you’ve been able to tell from my live tweeting/blogging) and I don’t imagine I’ll get the hook out of my heart for a while. It speaks to something higher and I love it for it.
Keep On Keeping On.
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I was tagged by @stusbunker. Thank you and also stuff you, this is tough! But fun, as I got to dig up some stuff from the last year. 
Which of your fics…
…did you think would get a bigger reaction/audience than it got?
Highway of Regret. 100%. It was what I consider my first (and only to date) Winchester brothers canon gen fic series. I got really good feedback from the people who did read it, but for the most part it didn’t make a ripple.  I wrote my heart out for that one, I really did. At first it stung a little (needy writer mode, I know) but I came to realize that I needed to write that story, and I love it, and neither of those things have anything to do with notes or feedback. 
…got a better reaction than you expected?
Two different Dean one-shots that I wrote more or less on a whim. Each one I was afraid to publish for fear of reaction. It wasn’t the sexy swooning hero Dean, more of a broken and very human Dean. Ultimately the feedback I got was deep and very meaningful to me.  Serenity - 500 words, a Dean in AA ficlet A Great Dad - 1000 words and a pregnancy scare
…is your funniest?
A Very Good Bed 1200 words of Ikea fluff, Sam x Eileen with platonic Dean. 
…is your darkest or angstiest?
Angel: A Lament This was a really tough one because I dont really write dark and angsty. Every long dark night has a dawn, and every bit of angst more than makes up for it with fluff at the end. Even this one is more prose poem than angsty fanfic. 
…is your absolute favorite?
Taken By The Wind: A Sam x Rowena love story I love this one with my whole heart, you can see so much of my own journey as a writer and as a person, and I just love this OTP so much.  My favorite chapters are Green Velvet and Taken By The Wind 
…is your least favorite?
I try very hard to maintain an attitude that every story played a role, to embrace the progress without being ashamed of the past. That said, there are still a few out there that, when I see them getting reblogged, I think “Oh god not that. A One Night Offer is definitely one of those.
…was the easiest to write?
The easiest thing for me to write are the fluffy one shot requests, especially when I get a song or gif along with the request. It’s not that they don’t matter, but I’m writing them to make someone else happy, so it usually doesn’t require as much digging and self reflection. And of course, they always turn out to be surprisingly popular.  Long Distance Lullaby is not one of those. It was both easy and excruciating, as I sobbed it into my voice-to-text one morning on the way to work. It was in the early days of the pandemic as well as my marriage breaking up and I just needed some comfort. I got a bit tangled up in endings and graphics and opinions, but looking back, there was something really painfully pure about writing it. 
…was hardest to write?
May Be Home I had been writing fanfic for an entire 3 months when decided to write this 15 chapter series that included an au rockstar!Dean, an OFC, and more sex and emotions than I was really equipped to write. It was hard, because I was growing. But I treasure it now, because I wouldn’t be half the writer I am if it wasn’t for this story, and all the work that MJ put in with me on this piece. 
…has your favorite lines/exchange/paragraph? (share it!)
I didn’t set out to write fanfiction. At first they were just stories I told myself. And then they got too big for that, and here we are. But some of my very favorite lines come from my series No Lover Like A Hunter, if for no other reason than they lived so long in my heart and mind before I ever wrote them down.  Dean found himself watching Jody as she talked. In the firelight,  she was radiant. Her high cheekbones and straight nose were striking in the shadows. The flames leapt in her dark grey eyes when she laughed and played in her messy hair, streaking the salt and pepper color with golden light. He had never seen her quite like this- so soft and desirable. Eventually, they settled into comfortable stillness. ... Dean’s voice was husky and certain, “Disappointed? Hell no.” He leaned back on the couch and reached for her, “You’re magnificent, Jody, everything I dreamed of and more.” ... Dean and Jody lay on the floor, facing one another. They gathered pillows and blankets around them until they were comfortable. The firelight played over their faces, warm and flickering. There were so many things that could have been said, but none of them needed to be spoken. They knew one another now like never before, inside and out. And from Pt 2 “So,” she murmured between kisses, “Last time- wasn’t a mistake?” Dean pulled back and looked at her, his green eyes locked on hers. “Jody, baby. You would never be a mistake.” ... Jody shivered under his touch. Her hunter’s body was strong and scarred, but her skin was like velvet. Her legs went on for days and her face, lit up with desire, was straight from his dreams.
Do I sometimes wish I had a little more experience under my belt before I tackled this pairing (and eventual threesome)? Yeah, of course. Do I regret it? Not a word. I love this story. 
…have you reread the most?
Celebrations: a Sam x Rowena holiday series I love this one because it’s an au where the two of them are together and happy. He’s still a hunter, she’s still a witch. But they get to enjoy the little things like good food, online shopping, gift-giving, and all the other soft and lovely sparkly things.  Also, I can’t reread these stories without recalling the feedback from Lou and Val, which is a treat in itself.  
…would you recommend to someone reading your work for the first time?
If I can convince them to read it, Sam and Rowena, anything Sam and Rowena. (just ask Kathy.) 
For Sam one-shots tho: Like Art, Like Fire or Welcoming Him Home
For Dean one-shots (which are much more popular): Whiskey Glasses or Stay
Also, it’s a bit of an odd one out (again not that popular) but I feel like Looking for A Black Cat actually hits most of my non-smutty high notes. 
…are you most proud of?
I’m proud of all of it. I’m proud of the fact that I’ve written as much as I have, improved as much as I have, that I’m still out here learning and growing. I’m proud of the fact that there is a little bit of my heart even in the easiest requests, and much more so in the personal stories. 
I’m less proud and more grateful for the community that I have discovered through fanfic, for the very real friendships and support that extend beyond the stories. 
If I have to pick a story tho, I will say I enjoy this one for a lot of reasons: Lucia
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can you expand on why donna/josh getting together in s4 of tww is the hill you're going to die on? how would you have liked it to happen? what would the rest of the series have looked like for them? thanks :)
sure, anon! so there’s a couple reasons why that’s the hill I’d die on. I’ll explain them under a cut because I started writing and it just kept going:
so reason number one is that I think that not bringing together two characters who are clearly head-over-heels, flat-on-their-asses in love with each other because you’re afraid of ruining the show is just lazy writing.
number two being that snowball scene in Inauguration: part 2. their feelings are written all over their faces, Josh rides all the way over to Donna’s apartment to throw snowballs at her window and whisk her off to the balls even though not two minutes ago he was mad at her for giving a damaging quote to a reporter. and then Josh has to pause in the middle of telling her off to tell her how amazing she looks?? kill me. and for the rest of the episode after that they’re all flirty and staying close to each other and that should have been the night it started, the night they started exploring something more together. it’s the second term, they’ve got no more elections to win, the possible damage that could be done by them starting a relationship just got a lot less. that said, if they got together then I would have also liked to have seen Donna get a promotion. most of the show senior staff and their assistants stick around for the majority of the administration, but the periods after midterms and re-election are when White House staffers often make their exits irl, so it would stand to reason that there would be some open positions still around that time that Donna could be transferred to. she’d be brilliant, she’d deserve it, and she would have had the chance to grow in her career. plus, she and Josh would no longer be boss and subordinate, so that would be another obstacle to their relationship removed. sure, there still would have been whispers and rumors, but probably not much different from what was already out there about them.
as for what the rest of the series might have looked like for them, that is less fully formed in my brain lol. if they didn’t disclose their relationship right away, I would imagine that the circumstances of Hoynes’ resignation would have weighed on Josh a little more or a little differently than if they were openly together. maybe Donna takes a position in the press office, and that’s how she ends up on the Gaza trip instead of Josh bumping Jack Sosa for her. 
assuming Josh’s storyline doesn’t change very much aside from their starting a relationship, he probably still would have felt disillusioned with his job around mid-s6, but he might still feel that pull to stay out of loyalty and because Donna was still there. but Leo’s urging him to find a candidate, and Donna can tell that something’s up with him, so they have a series of talks together where they discuss whether they want to stay in the Bartlet administration until the wheels fall off, or strike out and start a campaign for a congressman from Texas whom Josh just can’t stop picturing in the Oval. they decide on the latter ofc, and Donna runs grassroots coordination and/or media strategy (probably both at the beginning when they’ve got a bare-bones staff and everyone’s wearing multiple hats), shifting more toward a strictly press secretary role once they get the nomination, are able to have a larger staff, and Lou’s joined the campaign. after that, I imagine things pretty much the same as the show, but with more making out on campaign buses and in hotel rooms. Donna makes Josh eat actual meals so he doesn’t look so worn down on the campaign trail, threatening to call Abbey in if he doesn’t just eat the damn salad, Joshua. they win, console each other over Leo, and become his and hers Chiefs of Staff to the First Couple. they still take the vacation to Hawaii during transition, after Donna and Sam gang up on him to make him take a vacation before he collapses and/or loses his mind. Josh ends up proposing there (thank god he threw the ring his mom gave him in his backpack on a last-second whim), but they decide not to get married right that second because Josh’s mom would be overjoyed to see her son get married, and they want their friends who have supported them and loved them and helped them in so many ways to be there, especially the friends who were there on that snowy night when it all began. 
thanks anon, this was fun! hope you enjoy :)
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         BACK  TO  THE  PORTRAYAL
                         (  aka  my  canon  divergence:  movies  edition  )
I  love  back  to  the  future  to  pieces,  I’ll  be  the  first  to  admit  it.  but  the  movies  don’t  exist  without  their  problems,  specifically  around  the  writing/treatment  of  jennifer,  and  as  such,  my  blog  is  going  to  be  heavily  canon  divergent  in  order  to  give  her  a  story  arc  and  things  of  use  to  do.
PRE-OCTOBER  1985 / BACK  TO  THE  FUTURE
jennifer  and  marty  go  on  their  first  date,  to  a  clint  eastwood  movie,  toward  the  end  of  november  1984.  they  go  on  another  few  dates  before  making  their  relationship  official  before  the  new  year.
jennifer  meets  doc  brown  shortly  after  she  enters  her  relationship  with  marty.  unlike  the  majority  of  the  townspeople  of  hill  valley,  jennifer  finds  doc  to  be  wise  and  misunderstood;  she  is  grateful  that  marty  feels  comfortable  sharing  his  friendship  with  doc  with  her  and  often  accompanies  him  to  the  lab  whenever  she’s  able.
BACK  TO  THE  FUTURE
1985
FRIDAY,  OCTOBER  25:  jennifer  sneaks  over  to  marty’s  house  to  hang  out  after  he  calls  her  to  tell  her  about  his  father’s  car  being  damaged  in  a  wreck  and  subsequently  canceling  their  camping  trip  to  the  lake.  while  there,  doc  calls  marty  and  tells  him  to  meet  him  at  the  twin  pines  mall  parking  lot  at  1:15  a.m. jennifer  agrees  to  come  along.  marty  still  has  the  clock  tower  flyer.
SATURDAY,  OCTOBER  26:  jennifer  accompanies  marty  to  the  twin  pines  mall  parking  lot  and  is  witness  to  temporal  experiment  #1.  twelve  minutes  later,  doc  is  shot  dead  by  terrorists.  marty  and  jennifer  flee  in  the  delorean,  accelerating  to  88mph  and  departing  from  1985  to  1955  at  1:35  a.m.
1955
SATURDAY,  NOVEMBER  5
6:15  a.m.:  marty  and  jennifer  arrive  in  1955  from  timeline  1,  on  old  man  peabody’s  farm,  and  they  knock  down  one  of  otis  peabody’s  twin  pine  trees  while  fleeing.  they  stop  outside  lyon  estates  after  discovering  the  delorean’s  plutonium  chamber  has  been  depleted,  and  stash  the  car  behind  a  signboard.  with  no  other  way  to  get  to  town,  they  travel  to  hill  valley  on  foot. 
8:29  a.m.:  upon  arriving  at  the  town  square,  they  head  into  lou’s  cafe.  while  marty  searches  in  the  phone  book  for  doc’s  phone  number  and  address,  jennifer  keeps  mr.  caruthers  and  goldie  distracted,  asking  them  about  menu  items.  when  rejoined  by  marty,  they  both  meet  george  mcfly,  and  soon  after,  run  into  biff  and  his  gang.  
marty  and  jennifer  follow  george,  leading  them  to  the  front  of  the  baines’  residence.  marty  pushes  george  out  of  the  path  of  an  oncoming  car,  and  is  knocked  out  on  impact.  jennifer  stays  with  him  as  sam  baines  brings  him  into  the  home  to  rest  and  recover.  it  is  here  jennifer  meets  lorraine;  despite  knowing  that  it’s  dangerous  for  her  and  marty  to  be  staying  in  close  company  with  his  own  mother,  they  can’t  exactly  leave,  and  so  jennifer  commits  herself  to  trying  to  distract  lorraine  from  marty.  it  doesn’t  exactly  go  as  planned.
marty  and  jennifer  track  down  the  younger  doc  brown  and  show  him  the  time  machine  from  30  years  in  the  future.  with  proof  that  his  experiment/invention  works,  doc  agrees  to  help  fix  the  time  machine  and  send  them  home.
after  doc  tells  marty  and  jennifer  that  only  a  bolt  of  lightning  could  provide  enough  power  to  make  the  time  machine  function,  marty  and  jennifer  show  doc  the  flyer  from  1985  detailing  the  history  of  the  clock  tower,  right  down  to  the  minute  the  bolt  of  lightning  strikes  it  on  november  12,  1955.  the  three  of  them  devise  a  plan  to  channel  the  energy  from  the  lightning  into  the  delorean  exactly  one  week  from  the  date.
SUNDAY,  NOVEMBER  6
doc  learns  that  marty  has  jeopardized  his  own  existence  by  running  into  his  parents  and  interfering  with  their  first  meeting  and  that  he  and  his  siblings  will  be  erased  from  existence  unless  they  can  fix  it.
MONDAY,  NOVEMBER  7
assuming  the  names  “calvin  kline”  and  “kay  adams,”  marty  and  jennifer  go  to  hill  valley  high  school  to  try  and  get  george  and  lorraine  together.  unfortunately,  lorraine  has  developed  a  massive  crush  on  marty.  worse,  biff  is  not  amused  by  this.
despite  marty  and  jennifer  trying  to  encourage  george  to  ask  lorraine  to  the  dance,  he  is  discouraged,  declaring  that  no  one  on  the  planet  will  change  his  mind.
TUESDAY,  NOVEMBER  8
1:21  a.m.:  against  jennifer’s  outspokenness  against  it,  marty  visits  george  while  posing  in  the  radiation  suit  as  an  extraterrestrial  being  and  tells  him  that  if  he  doesn’t  take  lorraine  to  the  enchantment  under  the  sea  dance,  he’ll  melt  his  brain.
george  meets  up  with  marty  after  school  the  next  day,  telling  him  about  his  encounter  with  “darth  vader.��  marty  takes  george  to  lou’s  to  ask  lorraine  to  the  dance.  jennifer  is  already  there  with  lorraine  and  her  friends,  having  spent  the  day  name  dropping  george  and  trying  to  paint  him  in  a  more  pleasant  light  so  that  lorraine  might  find  him  more  desirable.
george  goes  to  talk  to  lorraine  and  all  is  going  well  until  biff’s  gang  shows  up  and  starts  harassing  george.  fed  up  with  biff  by  that  point,  marty  retaliates,  leading  to  the  skateboard  chase  through  hill  valley  town  square,  and  ending  with  biff’s  car  colliding  with  a  manure  truck.
marty  and  jennifer  return  to  doc’s,  where  he  shows  them  the  progress  on  the  plans  to  send  them  back  to  1985.  unbeknownst  to  them,  lorraine  followed  them  home,  and  asks  marty  to  ask  her  to  the  dance.  despite  doc  and  jennifer  silently  communicating  that  this  is  a  bad  idea,  he  agrees.
WEDNESDAY,  NOVEMBER  9
marty  pitches  “the  plan”  to  george,  hoping  that  portraying  him  as  a  fighter  will  cause  lorraine  to  shift  her  affections  to  george.  meanwhile,  jennifer  continues  to  hang  out  with  lorraine  and  friends.  she  does  her  best  to  steer  the  conversation  away  from  marty,  instead  gushing  about  the  time  she’s  spent  with  george  that  week  and  how  excited  she  is  to  be  going  to  the  enchantment  under  the  sea  dance  with  him.
SATURDAY,  NOVEMBER  12
afternoon:  jennifer  is  with  lorraine  and  babs  when  they  pick  up  their  dresses  from  ruth’s  frock  shop  in  town.  biff  approaches  the  group,  boasting  that  one  day  he’ll  marry  lorraine.  lorraine  tells  him  she  wouldn’t  marry  him  even  if  he  had  a  million  dollars,  stomps  on  his  foot,  and  the  girls  run  off  before  he  can  retaliate.  jennifer  calms  lorraine  down  after.
by  this  point,  both  dave  and  linda  have  disappeared  from  the  photograph  marty  keeps  in  his  wallet.  if  they  don’t  pull  off  the  plan,  marty  will  disappear,  too.
9:00  p.m.:  marty  borrows  doc’s  car  to  take  lorraine  to  the  dance,  meanwhile  jennifer  goes  with  george.  she  leaves  the  gymnasium  to  make  sure  marty  and  lorraine  have  arrived.  when  she  returns,  george  is  locked  in  the  phone  booth.  she  frees  him  and  finds  out  that  biff’s  gang  locked  him  inside.  the  two  of  them  rush  out  to  the  car  and  before  jennifer  can  stop  george,  he  confronts  biff,  who  he  thinks  is  marty  at  the  time.  despite  the  scuffle  and  george  being  at  a  disadvantage,  he  manages  to  land  a punch,  knocking  biff  out  in  one  go,  before  checking  to  make  sure  lorraine  is  okay.  marty  catches  up  to  witness  george  escorting  lorraine  into  the  dance.
9:28  p.m.:  while  marty  subs  in  for  marvin  on  stage  at  the  dance,  jennifer  hangs  off  to  the  side,  keeping  an  eye  on  the  time.  despite  a  few  hiccups  that  almost  result  in  marty  fully  vanishing  from  existence,  george  kisses  lorraine  and  the  timeline  in  which  marty  and  his  siblings  were  never  born  is  averted.  despite  jennifer  tapping  at  her  wrist  backstage  to  indicate  how  low  on  time  they  are,  marty  agrees  to  stay  with  the  band  and  play  one  last  song,  johnny  b.  goode.  even  though  the  crowd  isn’t  fully  into  the  rock  n’  roll  sound,  jennifer  is  pleased  to  see  that  marty  has  gotten  over  his  performance  anxiety.  after  saying  their  goodbyes  to  george  and  lorraine,  they  take  off  to  meet  doc  at  the  clock  tower.
10:00  p.m.:  while  attempting  to  reconnect  a  cable,  marty  and  jennifer  try  to  warn  doc  about  his  murder  on  the  night  they  return  from  1955.  they  are  interrupted  by  the  clock  striking  10,  and  with  less  than  four  minutes  until  departure,  leave  to  fulfill  their  part  of  the  plan.
10:04  p.m.:  lightning  strikes  the  hill  valley  courthouse,  and  marty  and  jennifer  travel  back  to  the  future   via  a  complex  utilization  of  the  energy  of  the  lightning  strike  itself  as  devised  by  doc  brown,  and  thanks  to  marty  and  jennifer’s  precise  knowledge  surrounding  the  clock  tower.
1985  ( RETURNED )
SATURDAY,  OCTOBER  26
1:24  a.m.:  marty  (B)  and  jennifer  (B)  arrive  from  1955  in  delorean  (B),  crashing  into  the  front  of  the  assembly  of  christ  church  (formerly  the  town  theater).  immediately  after,  the  delorean’s  engine  fails,  prompting  marty  and  jennifer  to  sprint  from  courthouse  square  to  what  is  now  known  as  lone  pine  mall,  on  the  heels  of  the  terrorists.
1:33  a.m.:  doc  is  shot  in  front  of  marty  (A)  and  jennifer  (A),  right  as  marty  (B)  and  jennifer  (B)  arrive,  too  late  to  save  their  friend.
1:35  a.m.:  fleeing  from  the  terrorists,  marty  (A)  accelerates  the  delorean  (A)  to  88mph,  sending  him  and  jennifer  (A)  back  in  time  to  1955.  the  blast  blinds  the  terrorists  and  causes  them  to  crash  into  a  fox  photo  stand.
marty  (B)  and  jennifer  (B)  rush  to  doc,  who  is  alive  due  to  utilizing  information  in  the  letter  marty  gave  to  doc  in  1955.  the  three  of  them  drive  off  in  the  truck  before  authorities  can  arrive,  retrieve  the  delorean  from  downtown  before  any  witnesses  see  the  car  or  them,  and  drive  both  back  to  the  lab.
2:45  a.m.,  doc  drives  marty  and  jennifer  back  to  marty’s  neighborhood,  before  driving  to  2015  with  einstein.  marty  and  jennifer  sneak  into  marty’s  room  through  the  window  and  crash  for  the  remainder  of  the  morning.
10:28  a.m.:  marty  and  jennifer  wake  up  after  some  much  needed  rest.  unsure  of  how  it  will  be  received  if  she  walks  out  with  marty,  jennifer  sneaks  out  of  the  house  through  the  window  and  walks  around  to  the  front  door  to  ring  the  doorbell  as  if  she  walked  over  from  her  house.  she  runs  into  george  and  lorraine,  who  greet  her;  lorraine  pulls  her  in  for  a  hug  and  invites  her  in  for  breakfast,  which  floors  jennifer.  she’s  tired,  time  travel  jet  lagged,  and  is  having  something  close  to  an  out  of  body  experience,  so  she  doesn’t  notice  marty  experiencing  the  same  confusion.  when  biff  comes  in  with  the  keys  to  the  4x4,  jennifer  and  marty  use  that  as  an  excuse  to  remove  themselves  from  the  group,  get  some  fresh  air,  and  try  to  wrap  their  heads  around  what’s  going  on.
10:38  a.m.:  marty  and  jennifer  are  about  to  take  a  drive  in  the  truck  to  get  a  moment  to  breathe  when  doc  comes  back  from  2015  and  tells  them  that  they  both  have  to  come  with  him  to  2015,  because  there’s  something  wrong  with  their  kids  that  needs  to  be  fixed.
BACK  TO  THE  FUTURE,  PART  II
1985
10:40  a.m.:  doc,  marty,  and  jennifer  depart  from  1985  to  2015.  unbeknownst  to  them,  biff  has  left  the  mcfly  home  to  show  marty  the  matchbooks  for  his  business.  he  not  only  witnesses  the  delorean  fly,  he  witnesses  it  depart  to  2015.
OCTOBER  21,  2015
4:29  p.m.:  doc,  marty,  and  jennifer  arrive  in  the  future  hill  valley.  as  exciting  as  the  prospect  of  seeing  their  future  is,  jennifer  is  primarily  concerned  with  the  details  behind  the  trouble  her  and  marty’s  future  kids  have  gotten  themselves  into.  doc  shows  them  the  newspaper  story  about  marty  jr.  getting  arrested,  and  explains  the  plan  of  having  marty  pose  as  marty  jr.  to  prevent  the  deal  with  griff  and  his  gang  from  happening,  thus  preventing  marty  jr.  being  arrested.  
jennifer’s  job  is  to  knock  out  marty  jr.  with  the  alpha  rhythm  generator.  she  tracks  him  down  to  the  diner,  goes  to  knock  him  out,  but  has  the  device  aimed  backwards,  and  accidentally  ends  up  knocking  herself  out  as  a  result.  two  police  women  find  her  and  take  her  to  her  and  marty’s  future  home  in  hilldale.
following  the  hoverboard  chase,  marty  purchases  the  grays  sports  almanac.  when  doc  finds  out  why,  he  throws  it  in  the  trash  and  lectures  marty  about  abusing  time  travel;  2015  biff  witnesses  the  whole  thing,  picks  the  almanac  out  of  the  trash,  and  follows  doc  and  marty  to  hilldale,  intent  on  stealing  the  delorean  and  giving  the  almanac  to  his  past  self.
7:00  p.m.:  jennifer  comes  to  upon  arrival  at  her  home  in  hilldale,  and  the  police  women  bid  her  a  good  evening  before  leaving.  she  takes  a  moment  to  explore  the  home  and  quickly  finds  that  things  in  her  and  marty’s  life  and  future  are  hardly  picturesque.  her  daughter,  marlene  mcfly,  comes  downstairs  and  she  hides  in  the  closet  so  as  not  to  further  disrupt  the timeline;  lorraine  and  george  come  to  visit,  and  soon  marty  of  the  future  returns  home  from  work.  she  sneaks  into  an  adjacent  room  to  try  and  find  a  way  out.  through  eavesdropping,  jennifer  finds  out  that  marty  was  in  an  accident  with  a  rolls  royce  that  injured  his  wrist  and  caused  him  to  give  up  his  dreams  of  pursuing  music.  she  also  witnesses  marty  engage  in  illegal  insider  activity  and  subsequently  get  fired  from  his  job.  she  keeps  one  of  the  several  YOU’RE  FIRED!  faxes,  folding  it  into  her  jacket  pocket.  doc  comes  up  to  the  window  and  guides  jennifer  through  opening  the  door;  jennifer  nearly  runs  into  her  future  self,  but  quickly  hides  in  the  bushes  until  her  2015  counterpart  is  safely  inside.  
she,  doc,  and  marty  reconvene  at  the  delorean;  old  biff  has  since  returned  from  giving  his  past  self  the  almanac,  and,  due  to  altering  the  past,  disappears  from  the  future,  due  to  his  death  now  happening  in  the  mid  1990s  ( shot  by  lorraine ).
this  creates  2015A  and  1985B  as  a  result.
7:28  p.m.:  doc,  jennifer,  and  marty  depart  from  2015A.
1985B,  AKA  HELL  VALLEY / BIFFHORRIFIC
SATURDAY,  OCTOBER  26
9:00  p.m.:  doc,  jennifer,  and  marty  arrive  in  hill  valley  from  2015.  doc  and  marty  drop  jennifer  off  at  her  home  before  departing  to  marty’s  home.
jen’s  house  key  doesn’t  work;  she  tries  picking  the  lock  and  her  father,  danny  parker  jr.,  answers  the  door  with  a  gun  drawn.  this  startles  jennifer;  he  lets  her�� in  and  demands  to  know  why  she’s  there  and  not  in  chicago  with  her  mother.  jen  is  confused,  but  puts  two  and  two  together  and  figures  out  they’re  divorced  as  danny  is  calling  jennifer’s  mother  in  chicago.  she  flees  before  she’s  found  out  and  in  even  worse  trouble.
with  nowhere  to  turn,  jennifer  goes  to  doc’s  lab  in  the  hopes  that  she  will  run  into  either  doc  or  marty.  
she  arrives  at  the  lab  at  9:45  p.m.  where  she  gives  doc  the  rundown  of  her  own  present  reality  and  everything  wrong  with  it.
10:00  p.m.:  doc  and  jennifer  go  to  the  library,  where  they  investigate  old  newspaper  records  to  find  out  what  happened  to  doc  and  discover  he  was  committed  to  a  mental  hospital.
around  11:00  p.m.:  jennifer  and  doc  break  into  the  mental  hospital  to  try  and  track  down  1985B  doc,  in  the  hopes  that  he  will  be  able  to  shed  some  light  on  how  this  all  happened.  to  their  grim  misfortune,  they  discover  that  the  doc  of  1985B  has  been  lobotomized.
SUNDAY,  OCTOBER  27
12:30  a.m.:  doc  and  jennifer  find  marty  at  oak  park  cemetery,  mourning  over  his  father’s  grave.  
they  return  to  the  lab  to  hatch  a  plan  to  find  out  where  and  when  old  biff  gave  the  present  biff  the  sport’s  almanac  so  that  they  can  go  and  prevent  this  corrupt  timeline  from  ever  existing.  jennifer  remains  with  doc  while  marty  seeks  out  biff  to  gain  information.
2:40  a.m.:  doc  and  jen  position  the  delorean  outside  of  the  casino,  catching  marty  before  he  falls  to  his  death.  jennifer  knocks  biff  out  by  opening  the  door,  and  marty  climbs  in  to  tell  them  that  they  have  to  go  back  to  november  12,  1955.
2:42  a.m.:  doc,  jen,  and  marty  depart  for  november  12,  1955.
SATURDAY,  NOVEMBER  12,  1955  ( again )
6:00  a.m.:  doc,  jen,  and  marty  arrive  in  1955  in  a  delorean  technologically  improved  ( delorean B )  compared  to  the  delorean  relying  on  plutonium  to  travel  through  time  ( delorean A ).  doc  sends  marty  into  town  with  cash  to  purchase  50s-style  clothing  so  he  can  blend  in  with  the  surroundings  while  tailing  biff  and  retrieving  the  almanac.
throughout  the  day,  doc  and  jennifer  work  on  repairing  the  time  circuits,  which  keep  resetting  the  destination  time  setting  to  JANUARY  1,  1885.
marty  contacts  jennifer  and  doc  through  the  walkie  talkies  to  request  help  because  he  ends  up  locked  in  biff’s  garage;  doc  goes  to  free  marty,  trusting  jennifer  to  continue  working  on  the  delorean  due  to  her  background  with  car  mechanics.
9:29  p.m.:  doc  and  jennifer  depart  from  lyon  estates  construction  to  meet  marty  on  the  roof  of  the  high  school.
9:35  p.m.:  doc  and  jennifer  let  marty  out  behind  biff’s  car  so  he  can  steal  the  almanac  back  in  a  last-ditch  effort  to  prevent  1985B  from  happening.
9:38  p.m.:  doc  and  jennifer  witness  biff,  in  a  blind  and  frenzied  rage,  run  marty  over  with  his  car,  killing  him  on  impact.  they  immediately  go  back  in  time  to  prevent  this.
9:35  p.m.:  doc  and  jennifer  return  from  the  not-so-distant  future  in  delorean  C  and  hover  above  the  end  of  the  tunnel,  waiting  for  marty  to  exit  so  they  can  pull  him  to  safety.
realistically  this  should  result  in  a  paradox,  with  two  docs,  two  jennifers,  and  two  deloreans  in  close  proximity  to  one  another  ( not  including  the  other  doc,  jennifer,  and  delorean  A,  near  courthouse  square  at  this  time ).  but  because  it’s  fiction  and  rory  and  I  do  what  we  want,  it’s  fine,  everything  is  fine.
9:38  p.m.:  jennifer  pulls  marty,  with  the  almanac,  to  safety.  biff  crashes  into  a  manure  truck  for  a  second  time,  and  they  drive  back  to  the  lyon  estates  construction  site,  dropping  marty  off  on  the  ground.
9:41  p.m.:  marty  burns  the  almanac,  erasing  1985B  and  saving  his  father  from  being  murdered,  doc  from  being  committed  to  an  asylum,  and  jennifer’s  parents  from  divorcing.
9:44  p.m.:  lightning  strikes  the  hover-converted  delorean  C  with  doc  and  jennifer  on  board,  sending  them  back  in  time  to  JANUARY  1,  1885  due  to  an  on-board  malfunction  they  neglected  to  correct.
BACK  TO  THE  FUTURE,  PART  III
JANUARY  1—SEPTEMBER  1,  1885
THURSDAY,  JANUARY  1
12:00  a.m.:  doc  and  jennifer  arrive,  by  accident,  from  1955.  the  delorean’s  time  circuits  have  been  scrambled  and  shorted  out  by  an  overload  caused  by  the  lightning  bolt,  rendering  the  car  useless  for  time  travel  and  stranding  doc  and  jennifer  in  the  old  west.
JANUARY—SEPTEMBER
with  no  way  of  traveling  back  to  the  future  immediately,  doc  and  jennifer  settle  in  hill  valley,  jennifer  assuming  the  moniker  “kitty  russell”  so  as  not  to  draw  suspicion  in  case  of  records  created  that  could  be  stumbled  upon  in  the  future.  
they  attempt  to  repair  the  delorean  so  that  they  can  travel  back  to  1985,  but  most  of  the  technology  needed  to  repair  the  time  circuits  will  not  be  invented  until  the  next  century.  
doc,  with  the  help  of  jennifer,  devises  a  detailed  list  of  instructions  as  well  as  schematic  diagrams  so  that  marty  and  doc’s  1955  counterpart  will  be  able  to  repair  it  with  vacuum  tubes  and  transistors.  he  and  jennifer  then  bury  the  time  machine  in  the  abandoned  delgado  mine,  where  it  remains  preserved  and  undisturbed  for  70  years.
doc  becomes  adept  at  shoeing  horses  and  repairing  wagons,  meanwhile  jennifer  poses  as  his  niece.  doc  sets  up  a  blacksmith  shop  in  town  and  jennifer  helps  keep  record  of  business,  scheduling,  balancing  books,  etc.
at  some  point  in  the  summer  of  1885,  doc  is  hired  by  buford  tannen  to  shoe  his  horse,  but  is  never  paid.
SATURDAY,  AUGUST  29:  doc  and  jennifer  attend  a  town  meeting,  where  doc  volunteers  to  pick  up  the  new  schoolteacher.
TUESDAY,  SEPTEMBER  1:  western  union  opens  in  hill  valley.  doc  writes  a  letter  to  be  delivered  personally  by  western  union  to  marty  mcfly  on  NOVEMBER  12,  1955,  9:45  P.M.,  to  the  exact  stretch  of  road  the  delorean  was  hovering  above  when  it  was  struck  by  lightning.  he  instructs  marty  on  where  to  find  the  delorean  and  asks  him  to  travel  to  his  current  residence  in  1885  on  JANUARY  25,  12:00  A.M.,  to  retrieve  jennifer  and  return  to  1985.  he  clearly  states  that  the  delorean  be  destroyed  once  they  arrive  back  in  their  own  time.
the  date  of  JANUARY  25,  1885,  12:00  A.M.  is  smudged  and  unreadable  by  the  time  marty  receives  the  letter.  the  only  date  he  has  to  go  off  of  is  SEPTEMBER  1,  1885.
marty  was  already  intent  on  traveling  to  1885  to  retrieve  jennifer;  the  plan  changes  to  stay  in  1885  when  he  and  the  doc  brown  of  1955  discover  the  gravestone  in  boot  hill  cemetery  that  marks  doc’s  burial  in  1885  and  the  circumstances  behind  his  demise.  they  photograph  the  headstone  to  serve  as  a  ripple-effect  indicator  of  marty’s  success  or  failure  at  preventing  doc’s  murder  in  1885.
WEDNESDAY,  SEPTEMBER  2,  1885
doc  and  jennifer  keep  an  eye  out  for  any  sign  of  buford  tannen,  so  as  to  collect  the  money  he  owes  doc.  unbeknownst  to  them,  marty  has  arrived  in  hill  valley  at  8:00  a.m.  and  has  spent  most  of  the  day  resting  at  the  mcfly  farm,  due  to  falling  down  a  hill  and  hitting  his  head  on  the  fence.
THURSDAY,  SEPTEMBER  3,  1885
10:15  a.m.:  jennifer  is  on  her  way  to  work  when  she  sees  buford  tannen  and  his  gang  ride  into  town  and  go  into  the  palace  saloon.  she  makes  her  way  to  the  blacksmith  shop  as  quickly  as  she  can  to  tell  doc.
10:20  a.m.:  jennifer  and  doc  enter  the  center  of  town  to  see  buford  attempting  to  hang  marty;  doc  saves  marty  from  certain  death  and  proceeds  to  argue  with  buford  over  the  eighty  dollars  buford  says  doc  owes  him  ($5  for  the  bottle  of  whiskey  he  broke  when  his  horse  threw  his  shoe,  and  $75  for  the  horse  that  buford  subsequently  shot  in  anger).  this  cements  the  feud  that  leads  to  doc’s  death  in  this  timeline.
doc  and  jen  take  marty  back  to  the  shop  so  he  can  clean  up,�� and  he  tells  them  about  doc’s  impending  death  and  infatuation  with  clara  clayton.  in  order  to  prevent  the  timeline  from  being  too  deeply  disrupted,  doc  decides  it’s  best  for  him  to  return  to  1985  with  marty  and  jennifer.
marty  then  informs  doc  of  the  busted  fuel  line;  doc  reveals  that  gasoline  will  not  be  available  until  the  next  century,  which  renders  the  delorean  unable  to  get  up  to  the  88MPH  it  needs  to  reach  in  order  to  send  them  back  to  the  future.
with  six  horses,  doc,  marty,  and  jennifer  ride  out  to  the  cave  where  marty  stashed  the  delorean  and  attempt  to  use  the  horses  to  get  the  car  up  to  88MPH  on  their  way  back  to  hill  valley,  but  prove  unsuccessful.
FRIDAY,  SEPTEMBER  4,  1885
doc  attempts  to  use  whiskey  as  an  alternative  fuel  for  the  delorean,  but  blows  the  fuel  injection  manifold,  rendering  the  car  completely  powerless.  doc,  marty,  and  jen  brainstorm  various  ways  to  get  the  delorean  up  to  88MPH,  but  nothing  seems  practical.
a  train  pulls  into  hill  valley  station,  giving  the  three  of  them  the  idea  of  using  the  train  and  tracks  to  push  the  delorean  up  to  88MPH.
doc,  marty,  and  jennifer  ride  out  to  carson  spur,  near  the  incomplete  shonash  ravine  bridge,  ultimately  deciding  that  it  is  the  perfect  stretch  of  level  track  for  them  to  push  the  delorean  up  to  88MPH  with  the  locomotive  just  before  they  run  out  of  track.
as  they  survey  the  bridge,  clara  clayton’s  wagon  runs  away  after  a  snake  spooks  the  horse  pulling  it.  doc  comes  to  her  rescue;  much  to  marty’s  dismay,  it’s  love  at  first  sight.  jennifer,  however,  is  supportive.  due  to  clara  being  rescued,  shonash  ravine  will  not  be  renamed  to  clayton  ravine  in  her  honor  and  memory.  despite  this,  marty  is  insistent  on  getting  the  delorean  ready  to  get  them  back  to  the  future.
SATURDAY,  SEPTEMBER  5,  1885
doc  and  jennifer  fit  the  delorean  with  flanged  steel  railroad  wheels,  and  doc  demonstrates  the  plan  to  get  them  back  to  1885  with  a  railroad  model.  immediately  after,  clara  arrives  and  asks  doc  to  repair  her  telescope  that  was  damaged  when  it  fell  off  the  wagon  the  day  before.  doc  agrees  to  do  so,  free  of  charge,  becoming  even  more  smitten  with  her.
8:00 p.m..  doc,  marty,  and  jennifer  attend  the  hill  valley  festival.  they  have  their  photograph  taken  in  front  of  the  new  courthouse  clock.  
while  at  the  festival,  doc  and  clara  dance,  jennifer  mingles  with  some  of  the  townspeople,  and  marty  participates  in  the  colt  firearms  demonstration.
marty  and  jennifer  are  sampling  pies  when  buford  interrupts  the  festival  and  attempts  to  shoot  doc.  marty  prevents  this  from  happening  by  throwing  a  pie  tin  at  buford;  they  get  into  an  altercation  and  buford  challenges  marty  to  a  duel  on  monday  morning.  marty  agrees  to  duel  him  at  8:00  a.m.  monday  morning.
jennifer  and  marty  leave  the  festival;  jennifer  is  not  happy  with  marty.  even  after  he  points  out  that  he  did,  in  fact,  save  doc  from  certain  death,  she  can’t  help  but  be  worried  about  him.
jennifer  has  not  yet  told  marty  that  she  witnesses  him  die  once  already,  in  1955.  the  fact  that  the  time  machine  can  only  get  up  to  88MPH  by  being  pushed  by  train  in  an  already  extremely  restrictive  mission  to  get  back  to  1985  does  not  help  this;  if  marty  dies,  that’s  it.  there’s  no  going  back  in  time  and  fixing  that.
SUNDAY,  SEPTEMBER  6,  1885
8:00  a.m.:  marty,  doc,  and  jennifer  reconvene  in  town.  they  look  at  the  photograph  and  confirm  doc  is  safe  from  certain  death;  they  find  that  history  has  been  rewritten,  and  the  gravestone  now  says  CLINT  EASTWOOD  (marty’s  alias).
later  in  the  evening,  doc,  marty,  and  jennifer  haul  the  delorean  out  to  carson  spur,  where  they  unload  the  car  onto  the  tracks  in  preparation  for  their  trip  back  to  1985.
while  jen  and  marty  sleep,  doc  comes  clean  to  clara  and  says  his  goodbyes;  clara  doesn’t  believe  him;  both  are  broken-hearted.  doc  goes  to  the  palace  saloon  for  a  drink.  clara  prepares  to  leave  hill  valley.
MONDAY,  SEPTEMBER  7,  1885
7:25  a.m.:  jennifer  and  marty  wake  up  at  carson  spur  and  find  that  doc  is  not  there;  they  ride  into  town  to  track  him  down  and  meet  up  with  him  at  the  saloon.
8:00  a.m.:  marty  has  his  showdown  against  buford.  he,  doc,  and  jennifer  sneak  out  the  back  door  of  the  saloon,  but  are  spotted  by  buford  and  his  gang.  they  scatter,  with  marty  diving  into  a  nearby  building  for  cover.  buford’s  gang  gets  the  grab  on  jennifer  and  buford  holds  her  hostage,  threatening  to  shoot  her  if  marty  doesn’t  come  out  to  face  buford.
marty  decides  to  face  buford;  buford  shoots  marty  in  the  chest,  but  marty  survives  thanks  to  using  a  cast  iron  plate  to  protect  himself.  he  then  knocks  buford  out  after  landing  several  punches,  causing  him  to  collapse  into  a  manure  cart.
with  marty  surviving  the  duel  and  buford  and  his  gang  getting  arrested,  the  gravestone  disappears  completely  from  the  photograph.  with  no  time  left  to  waste,  doc,  marty,  and  jennifer  take  off  for  the  train.
doc  and  marty  hijack  the  train,  stopping  it  just  before  it  hits  the  switchtrack  at  carson  spur.  jennifer  is  waiting  for  them  in  the  delorean.
jennifer  and  marty  remain  in  the  delorean  while  doc  works  to  get  the  train  up  to  speed  to  accelerate  the  delorean  to  88MPH.
while  doc  is  about  to  climb  aboard  the  delorean,  the  train  whistle  blows;  clara  has  tracked  them  down  to  confess  her  love  for  doc.  doc  convinces  clara  to  climb  out  to  him  so  she  can  come  with  them  to  1985;  she  stumbles  when  the  red  log  blows  in  the  engine;  with  quick  thinking,  marty  slides  doc  the  hoverboard  so  he  can  save  clara  from  falling  under  the  train.  they  fly  off  into  the  sunset,  presumably  to  live  happily  ever  after.
9:00  a.m.:  marty  and  jennifer  depart  from  1885.
SUNDAY,  OCTOBER  27,  1985
11:00  a.m.:  marty  and  jennifer  return  from  1885.  almost  immediately  after,  they  jump  from  the  stopped  delorean  before  it  is  demolished  head-on  by  a  diesel  locomotive  approaching  the  eastwood  ravine  bridge  from  the  opposite  direction.
marty  walks  jennifer  home  and  she  checks  on  the  state  of  things;  her  mother  and  father  are  still  living  under  the  same  roof,  are  still  married,  and  her  father  is  no  longer  a  police  officer  with  the  hill  valley  PD.  she  rejoins  marty  and  they  walk  back  to  his  house  to  make  sure  his  family  is  still  as  they  should  be;  they  are.
marty  and  jennifer  take  the  4x4  for  a  spin.  they  run  into  needles,  who  challenges  marty  to  a  drag  race;  he  leads  needles  on  into  thinking  he  will,  but  he  doesn’t.  as  a  result,  he  never  hits  the  rolls  royce,  never  injures  his  wrist,  and  potentially  alters  the  future  jennifer  saw  them  living  in  2015.
marty  and  jennifer  return  to  the  wreckage  of  the  delorean  by  eastwood  ravine  bridge;  there  isn’t  much  left  to  salvage  aside  from  the  now  damaged  photograph  from  the  festival  in  1885.
shortly  after  they  arrive,  doc,  clara,  and  their  two  sons,  jules  and  verne,  show  up  in  a  steam-powered  locomotive  time  machine  to  check  on  them,  retrieve  einstein,  and  present  them  with  a  souvenir;  a  copy  of  the  photograph  taken  at  the  festival  in  1885.
after  leaving  them  with  one  last  piece  of  wisdom  (your  future  is  whatever  you  make  it,  so  make  it  a  good  one!  both  of  you!),  doc,  clara,  and  the  boys  depart  for  times  and  places  unknown.
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JOHN HICKS TRIO 'IS THAT SO?'
In the late 1980s, the renowned American jazz pianist, composer, and arranger John Hicks formed one of the most influential ensembles consisting out of musicians that had played music at the highest level all their lives and gained their status as both stand-alone artists and important sidemen. Each of them had participated in many of jazz’s great moments and all shared the ability, documented on many albums, to inspire their fellow musicians to even greater heights. The ‘John Hicks Trio’ had several line-up changes over the years that included greats such as Clifford Barbaro (Strata East, Blue Note, Sun Ra Arkestra, Charles Tolliver), Clint Houston (Prestige, Nina Simone, Roy Ayers, Azar Lawrence), Curtis Lundy (Pharoah Sanders, Frank Morgan, Cole Porter), Marcus McLaurine (Muse, Verve, Weldon Irvine, Kool & The Gang) and Victor Lewis (Steve Grossman, Stan Getz, Charles Mingus, Cedar Walton, Chet Baker).
On the album we are presenting you today (Is That So? from 1991) the trio consists out of some of the biggest and best players in the jazz, funk and soul scenes:​
On piano we have the Atlanta based trio’s bandleader JOHN HICKS (1941-2006). He served as a leader on more than 30 albums and played as a sideman on more than 300 other recordings. After being taught piano by his mother, Hicks went on to study at Lincoln University of Missouri, Berklee College of Music, and the Julliard School. After playing with a number of different artists during the early ’60s (including Oliver Nelson and being part of Pharoah Sanders’s first band) he joined Art Blakey & The Jazz Messengers in 1964. In the early ’70s he taught jazz history and improvisation at Southern Illinois University before resuming his career as a recording artist. Next to his many solo recordings for labels such as Strata East and Concord, Hicks would collaborate with all the big names in the scene, including Archie Shepp, Alvin Queen, Mingus and Curtis Lundy. In 2014 & 2015, J Dilla payed homage to John Hicks by sampling two of his songs.
On drums we have the legendary IDRIS MUHAMMAD (1939-2014) who to this day is still considered as one of the most influential drummers covering a multitude of genre-transcending styles. Born in New Orleans, he showed early talent as a percussionist and began his professional career while still a teenager, playing on Fats Domino’s ‘Blueberry Hill’. He then toured with Sam Cooke and would later go on to work with Curtis Mayfield. Next to his landmark solo recordings for Prestige Records, Idris would collaborate with iconic musicians and acts from the likes of Pharoah Sanders, Manu Dibango, Ahmad Jamal, Melvin Sparks, Charles Earland, Walter Bishop, Ceasar Frazier, Roberta Flack, Gato Barbieri, Nathan Davis, Sonny Rollins, Lou Donaldson, Galt MacDermot, Lonnie Smith…and countless others. Idris Muhammad’s work was sampled by renowned performers such as Drake, Beastie Boys and Fatboy Slim.
On bass we have RAY DRUMMOND (born 1946) who originated from Massachusetts. Drummond was a well-respected bass player (and a master of his instrument), composer, arranger, bandleader, educator and producer who was part of performances and recordings of renowned acts and artists such as Pharoah Sanders, Horace Tapscott, Art Farmer, George Coleman, Leon Thomas, Johnny Lytle, Freddie Hubbard, John Hicks, Houston Person, Toots Thielemans, Lalo Schifrin, Art Blakey…and many others!
The ‘Is That So?’ album was recorded at the legendary Studio 44 (Holland) in July 1990 and released on the Dutch label TIMELESS in 1991. On this amazing piece of work you’ll find ten majestic tracks (including an excellent Sonny Rollins cover-tune). The album was produced by John Hicks and Timeless Records owner Wim Wigt and is a remarkable outing of advanced musicianship by three jazz-giants in their prime, delivering an inspirational gem of an album. Is That So? sounds as successful, young and vibrant as ever! Expect supercharged Post Bop with striking notes, no-holds-barred musicianship, high swinging solos, screaming choruses and plenty of solid virtuosity to spare. The up tempo none stop Latin beat is complimented by the terrific drum solos of Idris Muhammad and the rhythmic bass stokes of Ray Drummond. This electrifying set of tracks makes this release a bonafide hit and a must have for any self-respecting jazz fan or collector.
Tidal Waves Music now proudly presents the FIRST ever vinyl release (these recordings were never issued on vinyl before) of John Hicks Trio “Is That So?”. This unique album comes as a deluxe 180g DOUBLE vinyl edition (strictly limited to 1000 copies worldwide) with obi strip. The jacket features exclusive pictures shot by legendary Dutch photographer Joost Leijen (known for his work with artists such as Chet Baker and Pharoah Sanders), also included is an insert with liner notes by renowned author and producer Russ Musto. This is also the FIRST time Is that So? is being released in North America and in the UK. Released exclusively for Record Store Day Black Friday 2021 and available in participating stores on November 26, 2021.
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My Year in Movies: Favorite Non-2018 Feature Films (Part 1)
I watched a LOT of movies this year. At last count, I had logged 229 features and 126 shorts; and that doesn’t count rewatches--only movies that were new to me.
I set a few challenges for myself as well this year. The first one was to watch at least one non-English language/US release per week--this exposed me to so much world cinema and some really amazing filmmakers. Anyone who avoids foreign films because “I don’t like subtitles” is really missing out, and I found myself craving these narratives from voices I don’t ordinarily get exposed to in my everyday life. 
Other personal challenges: Watching as many horror movies as possible in October (with horror defined pretty loosely so I could include entries from silent era and onward, as well as some comedy cult classics that have horror/thriller elements); participating in Noirvember (in addition to attending Noir City in Chicago); crossing off some major blindspots from my list (such as Bicycle Thieves, The Producers, Lethal Weapon, A Few Good Men, Grease, Home Alone 2, Brazil, and Indiana Jones & the Temple of Doom); and trying to watch movies and short films from every decade that motion pictures have existed.
In 2019, I hope to do similar personal challenges with a focus on movies made by women, LGBTQ+, and people of color, in addition to filling in the gaps of my classical/canonical movie knowledge. 
OK, so that’s enough preamble. Let’s get to the list! For this list, I’m excluding movies that were released in 2018--that’s coming but this is for movies released before that. 
50. Linda Linda Linda (2005, directed by Nobuhiro Yamashita, country of origin: Japan)
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High school girls recruit the Korean exchange student (Doona Bae, of Cloud Atlas and Sympathy for Mr. Vengeance) to join their rock band a few days before the school talent show. This is just a feel good film, recommended if you enjoyed the likes of Sing Street, We Are The Best!, and The Runaways. Unfortunately, it’s out of print in physical form; but last I checked someone had uploaded it to YouTube so you might want to get on that before it’s removed. You can watch the trailer here.
49. The Blue Dahlia (1946, directed by George Marshall, country of origin: US)
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This film noir stars Veronica Lake and Alan Ladd, and like any good noir, it deals with dark subjects including murder, blackmail, political corruption, and PTSD. It’s been on my watchlist for a long time, and thanks to Noir City Chicago, I got to see it on the big screen at the Music Box Theatre. For small screen viewing, you can catch up with it via rental on Vudu, Amazon, iTunes... the usual suspects. 
48. Siren of the Tropics (1927, directed by Mario Nalpas and Henri Etievant, country of origin: France)
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My dearly departed Filmstruck had a spotlight on the films of Josephine Baker, and this was among them. I fell in love instantly with the lively, beautiful Baker, here playing a woman named Papitou who deals with some super scummy dudes but manages to be herself in the face of all that nonsense. Silent films can sometimes be tougher to engage with for modern audiences, but this one flies by and contains some unexpectedly racy sequences for the time. Its racial politics don’t meet today’s cultural standards, but considering Baker’s parents were former slaves and their daughter went on to become the first woman of color to star in a major motion picture, this is still a landmark film worthy of our consideration. She broke down many barriers and contributed a great deal to both the entertainment world and the Civil Rights movement, and this serves as a nice entry point into her career. It’s available on DVD through Kino Lorber, and hopefully one day soon it’ll pop up on another streaming service that carries on the Filmstruck legacy.
47. I Don’t Feel At Home in This World Anymore (2017, directed by Macon Blair, country of origin: US)
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Here’s a film that goes to some unexpected places. I had no idea what to expect from Macon Blair, who frequently appears in the movies of Jeremy Saulnier; but in his debut feature for Netflix, he pulled out all the stops. Hilarious, violent, and intense, with memorable performances from stars Melanie Lynskey and Elijah Wood, this is a movie about getting in over your head and just going for it anyway. I don’t want to tell you about the plot because it’s best discovered through watching--just go to your nearest device and add it to your Netflix queue. 
46. Song of the Sea (2014, directed by Tomm Moore, country of origin: Ireland)
Absolutely gorgeous animation from the team that previously brought us The Secret of Kells, and a touching story that combines family and mythology. I adored this one. Watch it on Netflix or rent on the usual streaming sources--for a preview, click here. 
45. Yankee Doodle Dandy (1942, directed by Michael Curtiz, country of origin: US)
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I always watch Independence Day on the Fourth of July; but in 2018, I decided to mix it up and cross this patriotic musical off the watchlist. I’d seen James Cagney’s gangster movies like White Heat and The Public Enemy, but seeing him sing and dance was a whole new joyous discovery. This movie is entertaining, funny, touching, and full of iconic sequences that other films would go on to borrow from. I absolutely loved it. Pretty sure I saw this on Filmstruck originally, but since that’s no longer possible you should be able to find it at your local public library or you can rent it for a couple bucks on Amazon, YouTube, iTunes, and the like. 
44. The Man Who Cheated Himself (1950, directed by Felix Feist, country of origin: US)
This tightly wound noir thriller pits brother against brother against the backdrop of 1950s San Francisco. Lee Cobb plays an aging bachelor and an accomplished police detective who falls for the wrong dame. His younger brother, played by John Dall (Gun Crazy, Rope), has just joined the police force and idolizes his older brother. Trouble strikes when the dame murders her no good husband and needs help from Cobb to cover it up. Naturally, Dall gets assigned to the case and as he begins to piece together the clues, he doesn’t like where they’re leading him. The climactic sequence is one of my favorite endings to a noir film, and I’ve seen a lot of them. Watch it for free if you have Amazon Prime; otherwise, there are a few versions uploaded to YouTube of varying quality or you could wait for it to pop up on TCM. 
43. Los Angeles Plays Itself (2003, directed by Thom Andersen, country of origin: US)
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This documentary edits together clips from movies of every era that were filmed or set in Los Angeles, and explains through voiceover narration the significance of each location and the history of the motion pictures in LA. That’s it--very simple concept but also fascinating. I split this up over a couple nights because it’s pretty long, but if you’re a film fan or a Los Angeles native, this is well worth your time. The voiceover is kind of hilariously flat in its delivery--kind of a Steven Wright sound actually--but that sort of adds to the charm for me. Get a taste by watching the trailer, and then you can rent it on YouTube for $1.99.
42. A Simple Plan (1998, directed by Sam Raimi, country of origin: US)
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It’s been almost two years since we lost Bill Paxton; I don’t know about you but I don’t think any other actor can really fill those shoes. This year I caught up with three films that showcased his talent: A Simple Plan, One False Move, and Frailty. He plays very different characters in each one but in many ways they all start off with a similar premise: Ordinary guy dreams of becoming more. What that “more” is for each character is what sets each film and performance apart, but Paxton provided a great canvas to paint these unique characters onto. He inhabited the ordinary man better than just about anyone. 
In this film, which I watched during Noirvember, Paxton plays Hank, a college-educated guy working a blue collar job in a small town, trying to make a better life for himself and his family. He’d like to get away from those small town roots, but his socially awkward brother Jacob (Billy Bob Thornton) relies on him. Unfortunately, Jacob is often accompanied by the hard-drinking loose canon Lou (Brent Briscoe). When the unlikely trio discover a crashed plane in the woods containing a suitcase full of cash, they each have ideas for how to handle the situation. Of course things escalate from there, and the way the movie explores human nature and family ties set this story apart. Available for online rental on the usual platforms.
41. The Iron Giant (1999, directed by Brad Bird, country of origin: US)
Given my obsession with Vin Diesel in the early 2000s, it’s pretty shocking I never saw this movie til now--sure, he and his glorious muscles don’t appear on screen, but he does provide the voice of the title character after all. When the Iron Giant made a controversial cameo in this year’s film adaptation of Ready Player One, I decided it was time I saw the source material for myself. 
This gorgeously animated fable unfolds during the Cold War era, and features an ET-inspired story arc of a young boy befriending an unlikely being that the government is looking for. If you’ve never seen it, this is definitely a must-watch. Currently available on Netflix, but rentable on other platforms too.
40. The Unsuspected (1947, directed by Michael Curtiz, country of origin: US)
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I adore Claude Rains, star of this film and supporting actor in Curtiz’s more famous work, Casablanca. Here, he plays the host and narrator of a popular radio show that revolves around tales of murder--basically the Law and Order: SVU of its day. We learn early on that he sometimes draws inspiration for his broadcasts from real life criminals. When people in his own life start dropping dead, the plot thickens and he finds himself at the center of the action. A very suspenseful and well-plotted film noir, which is available from the Warner Archive collection on DVD. I got to see it at Noir City Chicago, and loved every second of it. 
That’s all for this entry--stay tuned for part two of this list, posting soon! 
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Let Me Help Pt. 5
Summary: It’s the morning after Dean’s drunken confrontation, and he’s feeling a bit guilty. Your favorite green eyed hunter also comes to a realization. 
Pairing: Dean x Reader Word count: 1,408
Warnings: Hungover Dean, umm... fluffish? Yeah... we’ll go with fluffish
A/N: Part 5 is here! I’ve gotten part 6 written, and now I’m just trying to knock out the rest of it. Hope you enjoy it! :) 
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Reader’s POV
Sun is shining through your curtains as you stretch in bed, thinking about the events of the night before. ‘Why had Dean seemed so upset that you’d keep in contact with Sam over him? He hadn’t been in a place to care.’ Realizing you still have a hungover man on your couch you throw on some shorts under your t-shirt and head to check on him.
Arriving in your living room you lean over the back of the couch quietly to check on Dean, noticing that he had grabbed the pillow at some point in the night and is currently cuddling the hell out of it. Chuckling to yourself you leave him be, letting him sleep off as much of last night as possible. You decide to make breakfast for the green-eyed hunter as a peace offering, hoping to ease the tension between the two so you turn and head to the kitchen.
While you are cooking scrambled eggs, you turn away to get out some water and tylenol for Dean. As you rummage around in the cabinet for the tylenol you hear a loud groan followed by the sounds of a body shifting coming from the living room. Smiling to yourself, you quickly plate the finished eggs, and put it all on a tray to take into the living room for Dean.
You set the tray of food on the coffee table, and sit on the edge of the couch. Reaching for the meds and water you gently say, “Hey, Dean. You should probably roll over and take this before the hangover hits too hard.”
“Noooo. Five more minutes, y/n.” You vaguely make out coming from under the pillow.
“Dean, come on. I know you have to work on the case today and the last thing you need is a wicked hangover on top of that.” Placing your hand on his shoulder you start to lightly nudge him.
With a groan, Dean reluctantly rolls over, squinting out from under his blanket at the ceiling. “I feel like I’ve been hit by a truck. And then he reversed and ran over me.” He starts to slowly make his way out of his blanket burrito and sits up. Taking the tylenol from you, he looks anywhere but at you. “Thanks y/n,” he mumbles and reaches for the water.
“No problem, Dean. I’ve got some eggs here for you too if you want them.” You smile and nod to the tray of food. “Figured you’d want something in your system.”
Still not looking at you Dean responds. “You really didn’t have to do that for me, y/n. I remember everything that happened last night and you have every right to be so pissed at me. I can’t believe I said some of those things.”
“Hey, Dean, it’s okay. If you remember what I said last night, I forgave you the second I left. I don’t hold any of last night against you. It’s been a long four years, and you had every right to be upset with me. It wasn’t fair of me.” You smile sadly, remembering how much not talking to Dean had hurt you.
“No. I shouldn’t have even been here. I was drunk. I should have gone back to the motel instead of coming here.” Dean is now at this point looking anywhere but at you, clearly avoiding you. He looks so hurt, like he’s upset with himself.
“Dean. Will you at least look at me?” You see his eyes close at he clenches his jaw and turns his face to the back of the couch. Placing your hand on his shoulder you ask again. “Dean? I want you to know that it’s all okay. Please look at me. ”
Dean still doesn’t budge, so you move your hand from his shoulder and gently place it on his stubbled cheek.
Dean’s POV
Your hand is so soft on his cheek and he can’t help but lean into your touch; the touch he’s missed and apparently craved for four years. Gently pulling him to face you, Dean finally looks at you, making eye contact with your striking y/e/c eyes. Suddenly, something settles in his chest. He suddenly feels like a teenager who is seeing his crush for the first time. He sees the way you are looking at him a realization comes to him. He’s in love with you. He’s been in love with you since you were kids. Looking at you, he sees the way you’re looking back.
Your eyes hold forgiveness as well as something else he can’t quite place. He wants to say love, but he knows that can’t be. Not with how he’s treated you. He realizes that the reason he’s been so angry about you staying in touch with his brother isn’t because he actually thinks it was unfair, but he’s been angry because he’s jealous of the fact that you chose Sam over him.
Taking a moment, he allows himself to look over your face. He notices how your hair is a different style, and decides that this one fits you better. He notices the slope of your petite nose, almost like Cindy Lou from that one Christmas movie you enjoy so much. He notices the color of your eyes. A stormy blue, almost grey stares softly back at him and he can’t believe it took him this long to realize that he loves you. The smile you are sending him is encouraging to him and he thinks maybe you could love him back.
Another thought suddenly fills his mind and his heart plummets. You can’t possibly love him back… you left him without a word four years ago. There’s no way you would have left him if you really loved him.  With that thought in mind he closes his eyes and clenches his jaw again. Trying to reign in the emotions currently running through his mind.
“Y/n… I just.. I can’t-” Dean’s cell starts ringing and he pulls away to grab it. The caller ID tells him that it’s Sam. He sighs begrudgingly and answers it. “Hey, Sam.” He listens to Sam talking on the other end. “No, I’m okay. Just hungover.” Another pause, and Dean’s face falls as Sam mentions the police finding another victim. “Yeah, I’ll be there soon. Okay, see you soon. Bye.”
Looking at you, he sighs. “Sammy called with another vic. I gotta get goin’.” Sitting up he reluctantly pulls on his boots and watches as you take the tray of untouched food into the kitchen. Soon he’s standing and sliding into his coat, feeling for the keys that aren’t there. “Hey, y/n? You seen my keys?”
Coming around the corner you point to the coffee table. “Yeah, I set them right there. Didn’t want to put them somewhere where I’d forget where they were. Do you have to go? Feels like you just got here.”  
“Okay, thanks.” He responds as he leans down to grab his keys. “Yeah, I know. But we’ll have another chance to talk. I’m gonna head out. Listen, I’m still really sorry for how I acted last night. You didn’t deserve me showing up on your doorstep like that.”
Smiling at him, you walk to him and wrap your arms around his torso, placing your head on his chest. Seconds later he brings his arms up to hold you to him. “Dean, how many times do I have to tell you that it. Is. all. Right. This has been a crazy last day or so and we both have questions and things that we need to talk about. But right now, you need to go help your brother with this shapeshifter. We’ll talk later.”
He feels you pull away from him and look up at him, smiling that smile he has fallen for. He thinks for a second that you might kiss him. “Yeah, we definitely need to have a conversation later. But I gotta go, okay?” He leans forward and places a lingering kiss to your forehead, holding his lips there. He pulls his lips away just far enough to whisper into your skin, “I’ve missed you so much.” Pecking your forehead again, he finally lets go of you and walks out your front door. Continuing his stride until he’s at the door of Baby, sliding into her seat. Turning the ignition he lets her idle for a second before he heads off down the street.
Pts 6&7
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