#it's feeling sad hours i guess

[arkiwii]

"Painful things, sad things, and scary things all go away when you least expect them to. But it's not okay to forget them. I need to remember them, because those emotions are still there inside me. I don't want to end up crying without knowing why. Memories are a burden, and I have to carry my own burden."

#sad cat hours #yeah i know i said i was burnt out then post twice in the same day #i was just experiencing feelings (tm) and had to vent it out with a piece #arknights #stalkiwiart #rosmontis #guess the flower's name lol (its easy)

[robntunney]

#alias #aliasedit #alias: 2x10 #sydney bristow #irina derevko #lena olin #jennifer garner #tvedit #tvarchive #filmtv #tvgifs #00sedit #im not a fool ok #I KNOW #but I can't help it this scene DOES things to me #sad girl hours #idk man i choose to believe deep DEEP down she does actually care for syndey #i guess i feel like i have to believe it or i will go crazy....er

[ezraphobicsoup]

sometimes you’ve just gotta let yourself be a bit weird and abnormal even in the ways that don’t feel cool. be a little bit of a loser even who cares

#this is coming from the guy who was feeling sad and therefore decided to read botw/totk zelink fluff fanfics for like an hour #and guess what?? i stopped feeling sad !!!! #i dunno i had some big point to make here but i ate some biscuits and then i forgot #just uh. have fun be happy experience wonder and joy #ezra’s real life rambles

[discourse-on-decadence]

time to be a normal person again.

#He feels like a bad person for being mentally not well #no more sad boy hours for Ango now only normal guy #I guess 🙄 #ango bsd #ango rp bsd #bsd roleplay #bsd rp #bungo gay dogs #bungo stray dogs

[elf-simp]

The gift of sorrow

Deeper, I'm falling Into the arms of sorrow Blindly descending Into the arms of sorrow

#ffxiv #ffxiv screenshots #ffxiv gpose #ffxiv elezen #elezen #duskwight #Castle Atoel #Sad boy hours. #:pensive: #“I miss my wife tails” #I tried to make it look like the flowers were being drowned cause they're under water here #But uh #DoF + Bloom diminished that... #Though I guess it can still be interpreted some way like #When you're sad everything feels faded out and muddy #idk #I still think it's a good shot though so *shrug*

[doonarose]

I think I'm rather happy with that. I think I'd rather like to give RTD my firstborn in exchange (this is an easy offering as I have none, but the sentiment is there). Yeah, it was contrived as the most contrived fanfic but jesus christ don't we sometimes just need that. Having geared myself up to properly say goodbye to David Tennant's Doctor (fucking again) and then mentally pushed myself to say goodbye with so much episode to go. Like actually thinking 'Allons-y' was just the right piece of fluffy, ridiculous sentimentality to end on...

To be gifted that - both for me and for him and for Donna... well goodness I'll take it. He gets his happy ending for at least a little while. This leaves the door open for so much and I don't even mean him coming back in future episodes, or worlds and worlds of domestic fic, but just for him to be happy, the character to get something he so clearly deserves and needs. So like... yeah I'm utterly pleased with that. I will be able to watch it again and again - the entire three episodes - and not have that sadness in the background. Huzzuh. I needed that too.

#doctor who #doctor who spoilers #dont worry Im still sitting here crying my face off #on three hours sleep #but i guess the sad tears didn't really start until after the episode #if you ignore the burst of emotion when RTD enjoyed his well deserved fake out #rolling around in feelings is good for the soul

[ciderjacks]

Can we kill the whole “no attention on artwork is sad and means it was a waste of time” thing? Like Seriously can we kill it. I put a fuckton of effort into my art and it usually gets like, 10 likes, and that doesn’t really matter to me bc I love making it. I’m grateful for nice comments, but I’m gonna keep making the stuff I make regardless.

Like ok I’m not trying to sound all holier than thou here, but the amount of artists online who say stuff like “this artwork was a flop, so I’m feeling really discouraged” is making me go crazy. Is that all it is for you guys? Content? When you’re making artwork are you just making content for an audience? No offence but I feel like that’s a huge fucking waste of time, way more than making art you like and getting minimal attention on it.

#art #discourse #i guess?? #Idk sorry I know I sound like an asshole but dude #the way people talk about art is crazy #Where’s your love for what you’re doing? Who cares if it didn’t blow up like you wanted? You still had fun making it right?? #“Ppl need to start rbing artists more all their effort is being ignored bc ppl hate art” is some hot steaming bs too #Like oh Were you creating for attention? I didn’t realize random peoples approval was that important to you my fault #It’s such an accepted mentality too like “well of course I want people to like my work that I put hours into” is #Seen as a completely reasonable statement which like. on the surface it is. But then u realize they consider 20 likes “no attention” #Is you liking it not enough? Are the 20 people who liked it not enough? Are your friends who gushed over it not enough? #Or do you not actually mean “people” when you say that #Do you maybe just want to feel an ego boost when you see a big number next to that thing you put hours into. #You feel like you’ve earned a big number for all that otherwise wasted time #It’s like a weird twist on consumerism #Where at some point for a lot of you I feel like you’re not making art. You’re making a product. #You’re just a commission artist except you’re not making any money #It’s sad I hate it and if you’re an artist who talks about their art like this then I don’t respect you #And I sure as hell don’t respect your “art”

[vvitchering]

What is it about being awake past 9 pm that summons The Horrors lately like damn

#like I don’t want to have to start going to sleep at 8 just to avoid feeling like shit #this week has just been noticeably worse with it and I’m getting annoyed #I work all day I just want to have my nighttime hours to relax and do fun stuff #but nope I get to sit here and be sad for reasons unknown #I guess I should be thankful this is just a nighttime occurrence now instead of 24/7 like it was the first half of the year lolololol #but I guess I need to trouble shoot my stupid brain again and figure out what it’s issue is now #life

[far-beyond-saving]

How many cups of tea can one drink in a day before they are deemed insane? Asking for a friend.

#i had a cup of chai in the morning #and then some peppermint tea two hours ago #and i want another cup of peppermint tea #this might be rookie numbers for some #but my dad might look at me weird if i make another cup #i guess i just want something warm #because i woke up feeling sad and lonely and it only got worse #</3 #cynic.txt

[palaceoftears]

Rewatched the last Fatma scenes some days ago and I can't stop thinking of what would've Mahi told her after she lost her baby & attacked Ayse. Idk I feel sad that such opportunity to see what Mahi thinks of her s1 actions on s3 & how this makes her bond with Fatma was thrown away so easily. Pretty much like her miscarriage was never ever touched again during the series and this was a chance for her mature self to talk about it? Still even when we didn't get to see it, I think the way she wanted to handle Fatma's situation it's admirable and like one of the few cases when a concubine's mental health it's taken into consideration. Maybe that's what she feels would've helped her back on s1 (and she did experience how taking distance stopped her of being absorbed by palace stuff) and that's why she acts like that.

#no idea what I'm trying to say. just a wish i guess #i feel this compared to whatever valide & especially suleyman did with her situation was such a good decision #and it's crying for fatma hours because honestly feeling the sadness of the death of your son is being replaced for the happines brought by #a new pregnancy it's....horrible #plus she didn't have another child or mustafa's love to rely on #she's quite a messy character to define but her ending breaks my heart #mahidevran sultan #fatma hatun #opinions #magnificent century #muhtesem yuzyil

[thetarttfuldickhead]

roy + fear

Roy might not originally have intended to use fear and intimidation to get his way, but there’s no denying that he does do that now, when he feels the situations calls for it. He would probably not admit to it if confronted with the fact (well, not until after a while in theraphy with Dr. Sharon at least) but he is very aware of how scary he can be, and will – when it suits him – wield the fear he instills as a tool to achieve his ends. He’s not going to waste time trying to talk some idiot into seeing sense; he’ll threaten to smash his teeth out if he doesn’t stop being a dickhead. Or he’ll just stare and grunt and trust that his reputation precedes him. When confronted with people*, such as Jamie and Ted, who will not be intimidated by him even when he tries to be scary, Roy flunders, because he’s quite used to this strategy working very nicely to him and has not bothered to develop too many other means of persuasion. (And he also hates himself for that, because this is Roy, and hoo boy is this man a mess.) He is getting better at it, though!

*People outside of his family. He would never try to intimidate his sister or Phoebe; he can be as gruff with them as he is with anyone else, but trusts that they’ll always know the real feelings behind his thousand fucks and what-not.

#hi jack and thank you for playing! #so glad for the chance to talk about roy and his issues #though perhaps you were thinking more along the lines of what roy might be afraid of... #he is terrified of really being as bad a person as he suspects he is #and being a darkness in the lives of the people he loves #:(((( #ah it's feeling sad about roy hours i guess #but he is getting better! #roy kent #asks #headcanons #one character one word headcanons

[floral-hex]

hi it’s my birthday tomorrow

#had to redo this since someone left a comment that bummed me out a lot #well… didn’t HAVE to but I didn’t like seeing the notification #guess I could have just deleted their comment… shit… didn’t think about that #hey uhhhh please don’t be mean to me about my birthday. I’m just a sad lil guy 🥺 #I already dislike my birthday. I hate feeling older. like I’m wasting my life. #it’s already usually an afterthought since it’s Christmas Eve #but with my mom’s surgery it’s even more of an afterthought and I’m so stressed and I have to take care of my bros and I’m just not great 😬 #like… what do I even want to do tomorrow? #I’d love to just sleep in and eat junk and maybe go see a movie #but I have to go drive 40 minutes to see my mom and if I try to cut the visit short I’ll just feel guilty #so… I guess I’m spending my birthday watching my mom shake and cry in pain 🤷🏻‍♂️ #which can be okay! I mean not okay but I can 100%… well… 85% live with that. it’s okay. it’s just a day. #but fuck does it hurt when people just ignore it or downplay it or make jokes about my birthday this year #people don’t have to care about my birthday. strangers online don’t have to care. it’s whatever. #and I’m not even mad at anyone in particular. I just… yeah.. I just can’t take negative jokes about it right now. #I’m trying not to be specific! I don’t want to be mean! nobody is being mean to me! it’s okay! #im just a sensitive baby that just wants people to be nice to him for the next 24 hours #…. I’m sad! #I think I’ll just be mean to everyone tomorrow #…. lol like I could do that. pfffttt I’ll bend over backwards for my family and I’ll be glad to do it. mostly. #it’ll be okay #days are 24 hours. I’m sure I can squeeze some good stuff in between the bad. that’s life babyyyy #and I love you and I appreciate you to no one in particular and I’m sorry I’m so sensitive #my mutuals are great #you’re all great. unless you aren’t. but we won’t talk about that. #ok you can ignore this #text

[sonego]

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#actually the reason why i said goodnight and was ready to go to bed but i still hadn't is that i got sad abt my cat #and i couldn't move from the couch for half an hour i was petrified by grief #i still can't believe i will never cuddle with him again. like ever ever #it's horrible to even think about for 2 seconds let alone spend half an hour doing that #i feel mynheart so heavy in my chest like there's a massive rock on it #doesn't certainly help that yday my doctor gave me an appointment for next year and it'll be on what'd be my grandma's bday #which i guess is good cause that means i won't forget about it #but it's also making me think of her and especially lately i feel so.. idk. sad i guess #i think of her and feel like a void a hole in my chest #bc i forgot so much. so so much. it's been so long #i just idk grief has been consuming me lately #sounds dramatic what can i say i feel like everything is missing nothing makes sense i am not a person life is a waiting room i can't leave #i'm in bed now listening to eden hoping i'll fall asleep soon and sleep well

[wigglebox]

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#6 hours and i'm trying not to feel sad about my domestic prompt i posted today but #sometimes as really any creative person will tell you it's hard to feel like you're doing something people are interested in because #of numbers which i hate the numbers game #but idk 6 hours and 35 notes is kinda sad for me i guess #i'm not asking for pity reblogs and know people often also put this stuff in queues #but idk #i'm also post-period so i think i'm in my silly sads #bc i'm still grateful for any like or reblog and the people who write very kind things in the comments and stuff #like y'all i love y'all sometimes i do a lil screencap and shove it in my 'silly sads' folder to read when i feel like this #idk. i know my art isn't for everyone and suptober i don't use a lot of colors and their noses are big and maybe i'm not as expressive as #i'd like to be with my figures and faces and art in general but idk #i'm in my ~*silly sads*~ i jut don't know how to like idk #i hate talking about this bc in one voice I'll sound SUPER ungrateful for people who usually always like comment or share my stuff and i'm #NOT whatsoever ungrateful like i said i store you in my silly sads folder lol y'all are the whole reason why i keep drawing #i just wish i knew how to feel like an artist i guess

[aropride]

one thing i just do not fucking get is the difference between "regulating emotions" and "suppressing emotions" i cannot get my head around how those are different. like if im sad and then i go "well im not going to be sad anymore" that's "dissociating" and "suppressing healthy emotions" but if im sad and im like "well im going to cry until i actually pass out" that's "not healthy" and it's BAD to suppress emotions but it's ALSO BAD to get super upset so WHAT IS THE SECRET THIRD THING cuz i do not fucking get it. "feel your feelings But not that way that's not healthy feel your feelings but less than that" ???????

#text #IT'S DRIVING ME UP A WALL IVE BEEN TRYING TO FIGURE IT OUT FOR MOTNHS #LIKE????? is it like. like is this a me problem is this just me having feelings that are too big #like do other people just.. like for other people does 'feel your feelings' just mean like. feel sad for a while and then stop. cuz i cant #do that i dont get normal sad i get chest pain and think about killing my self for hours on end .is that the problem #like okay if i trip down the stairs and break my leg. im going to cry and go to the hospital. suppressing that would be just using my #broken leg anyway and ignoring it. would regulating it not also be Crying and going to the hospital. would regulating it be like.. putting #a bandaid on it or something is it like.. a middle ground . i do not fucking get it #like okay if i trip down the stairs and i scrape my knee and then i call an ambulance i see how thats not the right response . and i guess #regulating there would be like. calming down thinking things thru and choosing a less drastic solution like a bandaid. i get it #in that situation. but if ive ACTUALLY BROKEN MY LEG. then that would just be the first thing again essentially #but when i put that back into. real world not metaphor world. like. i dont get it again #because if theres not like. an obvious reason for however i feel how am i supposed to judge if im calling an ambulance for a scraped knee #ALSO I THOUGHT THERE 'ARENT ANY WRONG EMOTIONS' WHATEVER HAPPENED TO THAT -_- #okay no okay it's like. if i trip down the stairs and i skin my knee i dont have to call an ambulance. but if several times a day i fall d #down the stairs and skin my knee in that exact spot and now i can see bone. SHOULD I NOT CALL AN AMBULANCE? #cuz its not just one thing thats upsetting me most of the time it's a combination of a bunch of things and then like one extra upsetting #thing added on top of that. which would necessitate an ambulance. does this make sense #THIS IS GETTING ME NOWHERE IM STILL JUST AS CONFUSED AS I WAS BEFORE I STARTED TYPING. i need 2 remember 2 ask my therapist #what the fuck ''feel your feelings'' means and how it can coexist with ''regulating feelings'' or whatever cuz i feel like im missing smth #NIK OUT ! PEACE ! ✌️

[nerves-nebula]

Welp! I’ve un-adopted myself via civil conversation.

I think that’s probably the shortest relationship I’ve ever had, huh. Lessons learned I suppose, don’t just jump at the first chance for a parental figure, even if it’s kind of a joke offered by someone the same age as you.

God I really am just like my Donnie fr, how embarrassing. sad! oh well. I’ve ditched one pair of parents I can do it again

#nnstuff #rambling #that was what- 48 hours? hilarious #<- pretending to not be honestly kinda disappointed/sad. #its w/e #dont show her this btw #i mean i guess i cant stop you but i think itd hurt her feelings and that seems cruel #she knows what happend we talked before i blocked her