#it's fine I'm fine

[aralisj]

Don't mind me, just thinking about how Queen Charlotte is still dressing like it's the late eighteenth century forty years later, how it's portrayed as a deliberate choice with her entourage also echoing the same exaggerated rococo style, how Lady Danbury is shown to have moved on by adopting the regency silhouette, how Brimsley said the Queen's daughters wouldn't leave her because she was trapped in time, frozen...

#i know probably it was more of a stylistic choice in Bridgerton but retroactively... the implications... #it's fine i'm fine #bridgerton #queen charlotte a bridgerton story #qcabs #qcabs spoilers #costume design #queen charlotte

[onebug]

saying goodbye to my favorite neighbors :,)

#my pookie wookies #my girls for the last four years!!! #but it was not to last! #it's fine i'm fine #animal crossing #animal crossing fanart #animal crossing villagers #ac lolly #lolly #ac tammy #tammy #ac bettina #bettina #nintendo fanart #fanart

[transjudas]

Man with the wettest eyes and poutiest lips and a sweet smile getting a traditional tattoo on the floor in 2008 (x)

#it's fine i'm fine #frank iero #frankieroedit

[livmoorez]

People died. Innocent people died Granda. And they were someone’s mother, father, daughter, son. Nothing can ever make that ok. And the people who took those lives, they’re just gonna walk free.

#Derry Girls #derrygirlsedit #derrygirlsgif #derrygirlsgifs #userbbelcher #tvedit #derry girls spoilers #Erin Quinn #Granda Joe #so maybe i cried making this #it's fine i'm fine #my gifs #500 #1k #5k #10k

[livetogether--diealone]

AS I'VE BEEN SAYING-

#i promise i'm not reading too much into this #i'm normal about ferrari drivers #it's fine i'm fine #i feel like a circle is closing now #charles leclerc #sebastian vettel #oliver bearman #sebchal (because isn't it always them at the end) #f1 #jo.text

[chenfordspiral]

Fake confession vs actual realization 🥺

#it's fine I'm fine #as always #chenford #the rookie #lucy x tim #tim x lucy #chenfordedit #chenford edit #mychenfordedits #3x09 #5x08 #parallels

[topsyturvy-turtely]

scarred from within

a/n: turtely is hurting so obviously one of my bois needs to hurt too.

a/n2.0: i am sorry.

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laying in bed. tears streaming down his cheekbones, into his ears. he hated that feeling of salt drops coming out of him and finding their way back into his body. as if they wanted to crawl back inside. as if his feelings wanted to bury themselves somewhere deep inside, where they couldn't be accessed anymore.

he hated that feeling, but he let it happen. he couldn't bring himself to care enough about his stupid tears in his poor ears to wipe them away.

feeling another tear breaking its way outside, just to hide in his hair again, sherlock thought of him. of all the sweet niceties. of appreciating words, of soft touches. the words never saying enough, the touches never lasting long enough.

his chest hurt and he thought it was ridiculous. heartache? because of an emotion? what a not-at-all-sociopathic thing to have.

and yet. here he was. aching with heartbreak.

hating mary for marrying the love of his life. hating the love of his life for having a different love of his life. love of your life - what does that even mean? sherlock sighed. he knew exactly what it meant to him: that he wanted to do everything with john. he wanted to solve crimes, and run through half of london, knowing he was right behind him. he wanted to talk with john - he always managed to bring the too many, too big, too fast thoughts into some kind of order with his simplicity. but it meant so much more to him than that. it meant that the thought of john was the only thing that kept him alive during his time in serbia. one whiplash - his imaginary john running towards him. second whiplash - john yelling his name. a third whiplash - a hand on his cheek. a fourth - imaginary john telling him to hold on. a fifth - telling him to be strong. a sixth - so he can come home to him. a seventh whiplash - so he can fix him. john would fix him, when he got home. he'd mend his wounded skin, his broken ego, his weakened mind.

that is what he believed in.

he never thought john would hit him too. he never realised his life scrambled the second he stepped over that rooftop. into the nothingness. and fell. he never realised that the mat underneath would not actually save him.

his heart had cracked back then. when he was laying on the concrete - blood all over his face, stinging his eyes, sticking in his hair - but it was john's voice, so weak, so hurt that cracked that thing in his chest. back then he thought "it is for the best. i am doing this for you. i'll come back for you and we'll be okay."

but it wasn't for the best. he had come back for john. and they were not okay.

and for the first time in his life sherlock realised what people meant when they said their heart was broken. there was no way it could ever heal from this.

sherlock felt this with such devastating certainty, it pricked new tears from his eyes. and it felt like those tears were sandpaper, scraping traces of sorrow into his face.

he almost laughed- it sounded and felt like a sob. ironic: he once thought his back was scarred, broken his skin apart, but he was still whole inside, because of john. now he felt broken from within... and his face... was scarred by tears. because of john.

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a/n: i'll write this with capital letters some time and upload it on ao3. rn this felt like it needed to be written without them.

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#writing is a coping mechanism #it's fine i'm fine #turtely writes #heartbreak #sherlock!whump #johnlock #bbc sherlock #sherlock #john watson #sherlock holmes #angst

[fancysmudges]

finally caught up with 13 and I have no qualms about Graham and Dan except for the fact that they make it painfully obvious that getting the writers to have the Doc and Yasmin interact for more than 3 minutes at a time was like pulling teeth

#i'm so sorry I had to get this off my chest #if I had two nickels and all that #its just!! there was so much!! potential!! but they didn't show jack shit #it's fine i'm fine #thasmin #doctor who #13th doctor #thirteen and yaz

[kinnporsche]

mile phakphum & apo nattawin on instagram live (june 22nd, 2023)

#kinnporschesource #kinnporscheedit #mile phakphum #apo nattawin #mileapo #* #the way apo can so easily just #make mile burst into a fond smile like that... #it's fine i'm fine #anyway they're both fucking glowing in this interview <3

[aroasexualboypussy]

Time to play my very favorite game as an asexual!

"Am i actually a little bit gay or am I aesthetically attracted and she just happens to be scantily clad?"

#it's fine I'm fine #asexual memes #ace memes #asexual #asexuality

[bookishjules]

okay but jules including emma in the mural as a part of the family, in her own little section, across the wall from the depiction of julian himself is everything. she's not a part of the family because she's a part of julian, or because her being his parabatai forced them to adopt her. she's a part of the family in her own right, and would be included even if julian were to somehow be erased from the portrait.

#it's fine i'm fine #sobh #secrets of blackthorn hall #blackstairs #emma carstairs #julian blackthorn

[raypakorn]

insane going from

to the insanity that was bar scene of ep. 6.

this right here was why his friends were too stunned to speak because this is the drunk ray they know. the one who loves them. what they failed to realize that ray has become all too aware of the lie that their group is. boston stabbed him in the front and destroyed the one good thing that ray was trying to build with sand, cheum has made snide little offhanded comments to him and pretty much forgot he was sitting there all alone, and mew (appeared) to be too blind to be the mew he knew...so of course he went off on them. and even sand because he had thought they were clearly something they were not, because like boston, sand used him to get back at top. nick and april just happened to be caught in the crossfire but he just wanted everyone to see what he has seen. his little speech wasn't about creating mass amount of damage in the way boston did or even hurting people…he didn't actually relish in it, it was him externalizing his heartache over the fact that people who he had thought loved him, didn't, and he did that by calling out the way they were being fake in their relationships with others. (other than top...that guy is actually an asshole)

#it's fine i'm fine #no i'm not....i'm spiraling about ray even more #he's written off as a drunk but the truth is he's always listening to everyone who speaks to him or around him #he's the epitome of the quote when you're not fed love on a silver spoon you learn to lick it off knives #however those knives finally cut him way too deep...it was only a matter of time before he exploded #ray pakorn #only friends the series #only friends series

[glasswingowl]

caught in your own web, just like your mother

#murder drones #murder drones fanart #murder drones uzi #md uzi #uzi doorman #murder drones nori #nori doorman #glasswingdraws #i've mentioned before how the parallels between nori and uzi are interesting to me #and i really hope we get to see more of what nori was like when she was alive #or just more nori in general because we've all gone insane over the implications of her lmao #most of uzi's papers are copied directly from her conspiracy board #i had to make up/copy most of nori's because we don't know what info she actually had #i had a lot of fun writing articles for the fake newsletters :) #its a shame i made 85% of them too small to fucking read :) #and text editing in medibang paint is a fucking hassle so i'd have to go back and rewrite all of them :) #it's fine i'm fine #also this piece taught me a valuable lesson about layer management #the entire time i was like where is that layer why is that in the lineart folder why is that in the background folder #anyway. hopefully lesson learned #see ya'll after ep 4 drops

[quiescentdestiny]

thinking about the fact that if Neil had died in Baltimore, literally none of Andrew's family would even know he was broken as much as he was by it. Like they saw him choke Kevin, but even after Baltimore, Nicky assumed it was just a fling.

#Like Bee and Renee might have the most knowledge #but how likely is it that Andrew would just shut them out anyways after that? #I think Wymack. Kevin and. in fact. Aaron would have SOME idea #but like I'm just saying #most of them had that Baltimore reunion to sorta solidify how important Neil was to Andrew #and if he'd died they wouldn't have that #all they'd have is Andrew choking Kevin out after the riot #I think Aaron had a good idea of it BECAUSE of the Baltimore reunion #which is why he was able to so quickly realize that he could trade Neil for Katelyn #and I think Kevin and obviously wymack knew before that #but still. #without that reunion scene it's just Andrew having adopted another stray that he'd now failed to protect and I'm just #listen..... I read another MC death/canon divergence fic and then just here I am #thinking about the fact that Andrew would be 100% wrecked by that and almost no one would even know exactly how messed up he is about it #it's fine I'm fine #aftg #Andrew Minyard #Neil Josten #Andreil

[lynne-monstr]

having a lot of feelings about li lianhua realizing that the guy he looked up to as an older brother hated him actually, and now he's sitting in a pavillion discussing it over drinks with the guy's son who loves him so much.

#mysterious lotus casebook #it's fine i'm fine #ep 31 aka: li lianhua stop lying to your husband/disciple/bestie

[topsyturvy-turtely]

in desperate need of a hug or sth

#like a 1000000 #or a truck of chocolate #turn me into a rl turtle #give me 73hours in one day #make stress go away #give me anything you got really #because i am losing my mind #it's fine i'm fine #turtely