Stan’s gang in pointillism
MS excel can suck my ass cheeks individually through a bendy straw, but when all else fails at least I have the solace of Gerard Way and mac n cheese
Ohh I see, I haven’t watched Humsafar (i only saw tid bits whenever my mother and sister tuned into that show). But interesting!! >:0 Thanks for the info!
So I have a couple important deadlines coming up this week and just considering everything that has happened on here I think it’s best if I take a break to focus on school for a bit.
LAST WEEK OF SCHOOL MOTHERFUCKERS HELL YEAH!!!!!!! WHEN I’M DONE WITH ALL MY CLASSES I’M FINALLY GONNA FUCKING FINISH MY FULL FIC SO I CAN FUCKING POST IT ALREADY. CAN’T WAIT ‘TILL THIS IS OVER.
[[ dairy beloved,,, your days are gone, the grocery list goes on ]]
ive never been this internet exhausted in my life
To be honest, I do! Lately, I haven’t felt very great about writing. with not coming up with many creative ideas recently and being absolutely overwhelmed with my personal school work, I wondered if this was the end of my writing career on tumblr. And then I felt kind of sad and started to push myself to do something more, to come up with something good before it was too late and people are no longer interested in bts fanfics. After all, I know this will come to an end some day whether I like it or not.
But then the other day, I re-vamped my masterlist and truly got a chance to look over what I’ve written and see the descriptions of all my stories, and I just felt very. therapeutic.
I think because I post a lot and constantly push myself to keep writing, sometimes I don’t truly get a chance to reflect on what I have accomplished and when I finally got the chance to, I was filled with a sense of satisfaction. Like I have created a lot of things. I’ve written a lot of stories that I’m truly proud of and hey, it’s alright to take a step back and kind of rest up and focus on other things. Even if I stopped writing altogether, at this point, I think I’ve done way more than I’ve ever expected.
so the school is doing locker item pick up three days this week instead of two because parents can’t read their emails or sign up for anything or actually show up for the time they’ve signed up for.
Good things that happened today:
- Bought whatever I wanted at 85 bakery
- Bought $40 worth of books on amazon
- Played animal crossing and marathoned avatar all day
ah… i was gunna make a post and it literally just boiled down to “ah fuck im disassociating heavily” and basically i do nothing and my life and simply float and let whatever happens happen. pure non-action. I dont know where i am at any given moment.
this paper has changed its argument 3 times in as many days /sob
my friend joked that i write conference papers like a computer scientist. it wasn’t a compliment
Like… this apartment is overpriced and I hate my landlords but my room.. quite literally my favourite place in the world
I hate the way some people get more chances for developing their talents because they have enough money to experiment n buy good materials.. or to b able to afford quality lessons 😐
Baz Pitch needs to transfer universities. Master programmes at LSE are horrible. My boy needs language, not numbers.
Found out I hate Speech to Text.
then i’m a nerd too!! what the f*ck!! that’s just called working hard and wanting to do well in school!! if that’s something you can use to make fun of someone then okay!! watch you get good grades and be a “nerd”
I have Mechanisms brainrot and all I can think about right now is an animatic of Walton and his crew for the song Pump Shanty