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#it's getting bad again
kneelingshadowsalome · 10 months
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“In walks König, and it seems even the birds have gone silent, the sun goes into a cloud, and he stands there at her door, barely fits to straighten to his full height under that frame, his ice blue eyes creasing in the depths of the hood – of course he's smiling. And then he tilts his head, terror and lust pool in her stomach again as he says......
...And she despises herself for the first thought she's having, the unchecked little whisper...
He came for me.
"Found you."
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i am literally spiralling rn this had my damn heart beat speeding up!!!!!😭😭😭😭 howwwww do you manage to outdo yourself every time, it’s like you add another twisted piece of a puzzle into building this man😭😭😭
good luck getting rid of him now, he’s gonna put a tracker on your phone, car, laptop etc making sure you don’t stray from your regular routes (he compromises after you two make up and says he’s fine with you working/studying and having a few close friends, friends he has of course done an extensive background check on without your knowledge. The private military allows one such perks)
he’d put hidden cameras all over the house, just for making sure that you’re safe when he’s out during missions no ulterior motives whatsoever he’s totally not creeping on you when you’re sleeping or showering no mam
he’ll give you the illusion of freedom, but in reality you’re only moving freely within the confines he has created for you. Everything to keep you pliant, and willing.
he’d put hidden cameras all over the house, just for making sure that you’re safe when he’s out during missions no ulterior motives whatsoever he’s totally not creeping on you when you’re sleeping or showering no mam
PLEASE my drink came out of my nose
König could just watch you for hours ❤️ (with a zoned out, blank expression). It's cute when you go into a fetal position when you're sleeping, as if you can sense you're being watched… And when he's at the base he would plug that stuff in and watch it from a bigger screen in some surveillance room. It's just to make sure you do what you said you would are safe, to check that everything's ok.
He would so watch those tapes, preferably a live stream, every chance he gets. And if he can't get it real-time he'll just watch the recording when he gets back, fast forwards through some of it but checks meticulously certain parts & that you keep to your routines. You know, go to work and come home at times you're supposed to.
Checks the tracker for your routes, that everything matches, but mostly just loves it that he put those cams inside your house. Sometimes plays the parts where you're having breakfast, sitting and sipping your drink all cute... watches you sleep, too.
And omg the shower cam??
Someone walks in the surv. room when he's having some me time and watching you shower, and is like "König…? What r u doing?" Because there's an odd scent of musk hovering in the air, and König looks at the screen completely obsessed, answers without ever moving his eyes from it:
"Mm, watching the perimeter."
And the rando soldier leaves with a feeling that someone just sent ice down their back... They think to themselves, "Why the hell is he so mesmerized by some CCTV material? There's nothing going on out there, just wind blowing and like… this is a heavily guarded secret military base we're not in some safe house wtf?"
…doesn't know König was slowly fisting himself under the table while watching his Engel rub some shower gel on those tits 💖👀
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geckopann · 5 months
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Basically my relationship with this game.
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toomuchracket · 3 months
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u guys got any tips for avoiding a depressive episode lol
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do you ever want to disappear from everyone and just be by yourself bc anything other than that just feels too much?
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thetrolltolls · 6 months
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closing my twitter after posting an always sunny tweet after spending way too much time on the always sunny mobile game to then check depop to see what kind of secondhand sunny stuff is on there and then opening tumblr to my always sunny blog where i am reminded to check ao3 for new always sunny fics
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tokyocyborg · 1 year
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for six months i couldn't sleep
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lunalovegood2 · 1 month
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How fucked up is it that I'm a little over a year clean from sh and one of the main reasons I want to do it again is because the scars on my leg have all almost faded away except for one main one? What the fuck is wrong with me?
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rosesbluesthrons · 2 months
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I don't want to watch part 6 anymore....
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greater-grief · 1 year
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it's getting bad again, my dear.
i've realized i don't know how to care for myself without you.
i continue to live without you, but i'm not sure if it's really living.
i miss you.
i wish i didn't, but i do.
how am i supposed to do this without you?
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miiikaaaaa · 1 year
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Im in a constant back and forth tug of war between wanting to end it all and wanting to continue hoping.
I don't want to hurt anyone. I just want everything to stop hurting.
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butwilltherebealcohol · 3 months
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How am I supposed to live when I know I don’t deserve to?
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t-ess-e · 1 year
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It's getting bad in my head again, and my heart feels like a haunted house but this time I don't know why
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iamgreentealol · 1 year
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Please brain let's try to focus on the present and not delve deep into your imaginary comfort scenario for a few hours
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anastasiaenache003 · 1 year
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Oopsie, I guess we have a first... would "liar" be a suitable word?
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tokyocyborg · 1 year
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sephfire · 2 years
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It's getting worse...somehow
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