#it's hardly been a month

[bigshotautos]

I really like your theory about Spamton basically haunting a mannequin after death. Have you ever touched upon the reaction from Jevil (or anyone, really) upon seeing the new Spamton? Especially considering Spamton isn't even aware he 'died'.

^ how i think jevil's first sight of Spamton would go. i love this ask. this is referring to some headcanons I made a while back, I'll link it here for the one post and the general ghost spamton theory is linked in that one as well. Going to elaborate on it more under the cut for those interested + more art.

In general I think that people from Spamton's past wouldn't really care if they notice at all, since he wasn't in the business of making close friends with anyone. With the Addisons, in my interpretation he had a "weird co-worker" relationship with them, and while Addisons in general treated each other like potential business competitors that they had to make-nice with, Spamton is especially easy to single out for being visibly and temperamentally different. His altered, current state is something they'd feel at least uncomfortable by, but many wouldn't have been too close with him to begin with for them to talk about it with him directly. Would get whispered about between each other for sure, like we saw with them talking about Spamton after the NEO fight. It moves him from the "disgraced guy I used to know" category to the "actually unpleasant to look at or think about" territory. This goes for Swatch, Queen, and Seam (less so), who seem to buy heavily into the Lightner and Darkner dynamic, with Spamton corrupting the Lightner's dream being a strong taboo against what it means to be a Darkner.

As for what Jevil thinks, Spamton during the NEO fight is both a beautiful and horrifying display. Jevil at this point hasn't seen him in years since his imprisonment, and in their time apart Jevil has grown to find novelty in the cage that everyone else besides him is in since he's created huge emotional distance between him and the reality he lives in. Seeing the fact that Spamton had corrupted an abandoned dream of a Lightner and was causing so much chaos to the established order of the world would be exhilarating, but at the same time seeing that Spamton had accomplished this and still had his strings visible (and changed to a marionette puppet with no symbolic agency), it'd be a painful confirmation of his worldview that even Spamton, who deep down he still cares for, could never have been free.

Jevil would think at first he'd just gone through some nebulous situation to change what he looks like, since ofc he himself has toy-like traits (arguable if that happened with Gasterfication or not), Seam is a plushie cat, and other Card Castle Darkners are based on toys, but feeling the lack of life combined with the symbolic body of Spamton would mean to him something bigger had went wrong. He wouldn't dare to bring it up in an empathetic way, stuck in his mindset that it doesn't matter, but it'd still hit a part of him he doesn't like to think still exists. It's something he gets over quickly, almost performatively going back to fucking with him and taking advantage of his fear for entertainment, but it didn't sit well at first.

To me, the fact Spamton "died" isn't really a huge deal, kind of like with the ghosts in Undertale where no one really cares they're just ghosts. They're just doing their thing. To me it'd be fine if neither of them find out what happened for certain, but it's something that adds Flavor to his character.

#asks #deltarune #spamton #jevil #SORRY THIS TOOK SO LONG TO ANSWER ANON LOL. its been a month or something #i asked tumblr user funnywormz for consulation on this for his thoughts as well since he's my accomplice in ghost spamton truthers #my art #ofc this is all just my internal worldview on the thing it's by no means definitive but its just for Fun! #btw as for queen im hardly even joking i think she would have deleted spamton from her memory banks because he was so sucks. #also in the image up top susie cant hear jevil saying this shit it definitely wouldnt have helped. #i think darkners can detect the itemized darkners but lightners cant like with tasque manager and spamneo noticing jevil

[mustasekittens]

valentine💉🩵

speed art/commentary

#valentine vuong #deadpool #mustasekittens #marvel #marvel comics #fanart #mutant #xmen #my art #needles #this is a VERY over rendered sketch #like i hardly cleaned it up before i started rendering #eh this “tutorial” was a good excuse to finish this val drawing that's been sitting in my wips for months

[purusims]

this whole time you were talking, i was too busy picturing you dead

#my art #pearlescentmoon #double life #sorry ive been away on a trip where i ended up getting sick #so ive been hardly a human for like the past month at all #sorry if u sent me an ask #ill try to answer today

[oifaaa]

Currently trying to resist the urge to actually draw that self-indulgent DC star wars au I thought up a couple years ago

#mostly bc im too busy and hardly have time to draw this month as is #i want to get back to my time travel aus bc yes im still thinking about those #but on the other hand mmmlightsabers #also just so no one gets the wrong idea #bc the timing of this is funny #this new desire isnt actually bc of the ahsoka show tho i have been watching that #it's bc with the limited free time i have currently #ive been gaming more #and after i finished the arkham series i decided to give jedi survivor another go #and honestly if i didn’t have so much to do rn #i wouldnt stop playing it #so yeah while everyone else is gushing about rebels 2 im just over here like fuck yeah cal #look at him jump #ARKHAM BRUCE LOOK AT HIM JUMP

[shifter-au]

SEQUEL START!!

<-Previous (needed for some context!) Next (coming probably soon!)->

PREQUEL

alright, here we go…! If you are seeing this posted, it means I have finally stitched together what some may call a resemblance of a storyline for this comic. (If you want, make sure to check out the asks Tag on this blog for kind of a lot of context and complimentary information!)

((it should also be noted that the art style will probably change a little from here on out, as I try to retain my sanity by simplifying, and as wilwoo helps make these 😎✌️))

#comics! #papyrus #flowey #gerson #undertale art #flowey wrong for that tbh papyrus hardly gets any sleep. what an asshole #ok pls don’t get disappointed if I maybe don’t finish this I’ll try my best to though!! #this has legit been in my drafts for like 2 months #dw this is still gonna be papyrus centered despite how this first page looks

[lunarharp]

5 favourite drawings from the first half of 2023 (all witch hat atelier.)

#i guess. i like a lot of it so it's hard to choose. i feel like i've barely done anything this year (except fanart) and it's all been a blur #but it's not true. looking at my drawings...they do capture the feelings and thoughts i've had these 6 strange months. i've been living. #i didn't ~dive into colour~ like i really wanted to. but i've been so prolific all the same. getting closer to working out my wishes #i feel really awkward reposting my art but i hardly do it over here at least ¬_¬ #btw none of this includes little scene-like comics which as always i've really enjoy scribbling out when the inspiration strikes #after my first orufrey zine i want to revamp them all into a properly bound doujinshi-style one

[angryborzois]

oh the initial d fandom is quite alive here...

edit: i am scared of the amount of people finding this post

#angryborzois rambles #i'm sorry laugh at me all you want but I've been thinking about this series lately #its been years so i hardly remember anything from it by now but i just remember it was interesting #despite the fact it's been so popularized as a meme #but omfg #a few months ago when i was watching gojos past arc #my dad heard tojis voice #and just looked at me and said #“that's takahashi ryousuke”. #which is a guy from initial d who was briefly a rival of the mc (i think...i dont remember anymore) #like wtf how did you recognize his voice #and whenever i watched jjk.. every time toji would talk my dad would just look at me and say “takahashi ryousuke” #so now whenever i hear tojis voice #my brain automatically goes “takahashi ryousuke” too #it's ingrained in my head #FDKJS

[daylighteclipsed]

Definitely one of the wildest implications for KH4 is that 1 week in Quadratum is 1 year in the other world/KH world

#the numbered games usually take place over a series of weeks if not months #so how much time is going to pass before sora (and now riku) see everyone again?? #is it gonna be like 10 years on the other side?? #everyone else would be all grown up #that would be crazy #and kind of sad #but I’m p sure that’s why strelitzia hardly looks any different #even though it’s been centuries? #to her it’s probably only been a few years… #well more than a few. like 4 or 5. but still #4 years is way different than 208 years ! #or however long it’s been over there ! #kingdom hearts

[tiffanyachings]

desperately need something that will rewire my brain chemistry thrown into the enclosure

#yelling YOU'VE BEEN FED at my brain but it keeps aggressively meowing at me like some spoiled cat #wheel of time tlt short story d20 mentopolis in the last month alone and YET #i've hardly been posting on here because i've been so bored #fieldwork

[deus-ex-mona]

series i’m gatekeeping from my family vs series i’m ✨ok✨ with my family knowing i’m into:

#‘why do you gatekeep hw from your irls?’ well. the thing is. i just ✨don’t want to✨ #and. like. i’ve already led my family to believe that i bought bl manga when i was buying idol sengen at animate #so i think im already past the point of no return in that regard. so. um. yeah. #thank you village vanguard for the unexpected μ’s content in 2k24 you truly are yappa saikyou #i s w e a r falling back into my ll phase almost 10 whole years after i first got into it is unexpected tbh #compounded with the fact that i can now actually afford whatever im looking for. so. like. my wallet is in crisis lol #i had just reached my savings goal last month but now i’ve overspent bc i saw great deals on resold honoka-chan hoodies and i couldn’t help— #so now i have 2 identical hoodies lol. but i’ll keep one of them safe in its packaging bc im unwell like that ig #my merch whaling is out of control i s w e a r but my oshis are just too cute aaaaaaaaa #i probably should open another savings account instead… maybe that’d keep my spending under control… #b u t for now honoka-chan jersey im looking for you #tfw ur oshi is decently unpopular amongst the fans so hardly anyone resells her merch lmao #so ig the relatively fewer fellow fans she has are more dedicated to her than fans of other more popular characters lol #but at least her stuff (when resold) isn’t as overpriced as the actually popular members (birb and tomato) #so my wallet isn’t crying as hard as it could’ve been? ig? hunting for almost 10 year old merch is a pain fr though #either way. the grip idol series have on my wallet is truly insane #i wonder how many bags of chips i could’ve bought with the amount i’ve spent on hw and ll merch to date… #at least a thousand… i think. maybe even 2 thousand if my past gacha game whaling is taken into consideration… #…this is probably why it’s important to have a decent paying job ig. #oh well. at least i may be making b a n k this month with how much ot i’ve had to do this week so far… #i hope i won’t have to work till 5am again over the next 2 days… that had been a horrible experience. #help what am i even talking about anymore why am i having a life crisis right here and now u m. #anyways. dni if you dislike honoka-chan. thanks for coming to my crisis rant. see you when the last stage mv drops ig ok byeeeee

[impossible-rat-babies]

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#again. I am. upset with change and have been upset with change for the past like. month #idk the friend I usually play 14 and do stuff with is hardly on and barely talks to me much anymore #which is just like. her being busy and having a significant other #but there’s a lot of stuff we started together in 14 that I’m now doing on my own #and man. man it’s fucking lonely af #I’m doing diadem alone. I’m doing anima relics on my own. I’m doing other relics on my own #dailies on my own which has gotten me much braver about playing healer and tank but man. man it’s fucking lonely #and I have other friends I can play with but it’s like when you have so many projects you’ve started with a friend only to be left #to do them on your own…it sucks #I’m not upset over her having personal stuff but I’m still missing the times we used to play together #it’s been like this for going on two or three months which isn’t a lot to really think about but still #it feels like a long time #it’s not that my love of 14 is fading it’s more that the act of playing alone when you have so much joint investment isn’t all that fun #owen talks #idk if it last through the summer then idk what I’m gonna do

[the-eldritch-it-gay]

I think it's not until like, halfway through the Shadow Cursed Lands or perhaps until the road to Baldur's Gate that Majexatli confesses to Wyll that they've been living a lie, they aren't really from Baldur's Gate really. It's something small really, but it had been eating away at them. It was a small lie at first that they didn't even think about until they learned that Wyll was Duke Ravengard's son and see more and more of Wyll's love for the city and it's people. Even with it eating away at them, they don't really fully realize it until they're approaching Baldur's Gate. People are talking about how it is to return to the city, about home Majexatli is gripped with a near paralyzing anxiety.

And they finally tell Wyll the truth, they had been born in Baldur's Gate, but they had been orphaned at a young age and their life had been so unstable and awful that as a child they ran away, knowing that they could die in the forest but it seemed far preferable that what their life had been. Even with the Druids they eventually found, they never felt they had a real place they belonged. It's been near 30 years since they saw the city, 20 years since they left their Circle and left behind any semblance of found family or friends. the city that wyll loves is the city is the same one that broke majexatli as a child and made them risk death just to leave it. While near everyone is walking the road to Baldur's Gate with a sense of coming home, Majexatli only feels an every growing, gaping void that they had never faced or even realized its existence.

#whats that one tweet. 3rd base is them letting them see you have a panic attack #i might expand on this later im slipping into a brain fog rip #OC: Majexatli #anyways majexatli is just. trauma and feelings of inadequecy and imposter syndrome. all hidden behind the apperance of a grizzled druid #look ive been off my usual antipsychotics for like 6 months now im incapable of creating or writing a character that isn't like #mildly delusional or deeply convinced of something untrue #(in this case Majexatli feeling like a fraud and believing they have irreparably betrayed Wyll and that he would leave them) #(which isn't true. for wyll this hardly even registers as a lie.) #(if anything. the only thing that saddens him is the knowledge of all the people who hurt majexatli) #(and that they felt they had to carry this burden alone)

[volbeast]

Friends, followers, and belovèd mutuals - I am alive ówò

#tumblr desktop looks So Different my god #Tweeter clone????? #I have hardly been online for the past 7 months because I am simply Dying at work but I finally decided to say Fuck it let them fire me uwu #Art is slow #hardly remember how to draw at all but I'm Fucking going to Do Art if it Kills me goddammit!!! #still getting back into the swing of things please forgive me if I am slow to reply to anything ;w; #volbeast.txt

[plateauofmemories]

A million years ago someone said that they thought Kuras's gold tear drops under his eyes could be a reference to angels weeping oil (or blood) and I have been thinking since like

What if we get a sprite and/or a cg of him crying

#touchstarved game #just imaging like. you can hardly imagine anything pushing kuras to the point of tears but here you are #not only is he crying. but he's crying oil #(or blood. or both - maybe some emotions make oil and some make blood) #so anyway shoutout to whoever made that post the thought has been haunting me for months

[headfullofdolls]

If i have to see one more post about g3 Lagoona being nothing but an aggressive, violent, and threatening Latina stereotype, eye am going to become an aggressive Latina stereotype.

Say you haven't watched the show without saying you haven't watched the show. I know she calls herself "spicy" in the music video. Yes I had a problem with that. No I don't think it's an accurate representation of her entire actual character to keep pointing to that one line like some kinda "gotcha."

#monster high #monster high thoughts #i've been thinking about this for months and my feelings only get stronger the more episodes we get #like if you watch the show and STILL only see lagoona as fulfilling a spicy aggressive and violent stereotype? #to me that says more about you #and how you're perceiving her now that she's different. or now that she's suddenly not white #like the people who say this stuff are themselves reducing g3 lagoona into the stereotype #as though she needs to perfectly counter a stereotype in order to justify her not being white anymore #because otherwise she just might as well stay white right? #because why change anything? #if she was the only aggressive character i'd have more issue #if she was the only latine rep in the show i'd have more issue #if that was the only facet of her character i'd have more issue #fortunately context exists and none of those are true #why diversify the main characters when you can make replacements that will get hate for being replacements? #or another token side character that'll hardly get any screentime or importance like in g1? #also a big part of the spicy latina stereotype is that their feistiness makes them a sexy and exotic object of desire to conquer #the objectification is key #and idk how to tell you this but lagoona is Not That #ugh i'll probably get shit for this but i'm tired of the misinformation and lack of nuance #if you read this far you've passed the informative tags #and gotten to the point where my neurodivergent ass feels the need to overexplain myself to justify me making this post #and being kinda aggressive about it myself #also obligatory disclaimer that latines aren't a monolith and i obviously don't represent everyone's feelings on the rep etc etc #but that also doesn't change that some people are either being willfully obtuse about this or just...not great at media literacy #as far as not engaging with in-show examples of lagoona's personality not aligning with the stereotypes they already perceive her to be #ANYWAY NO MORE TAGS BYE

[rearranging-deck-chairs]

so im doing a preliminary translation course french-dutch in january which if i do it well enough i can do the real course starting september, and you dont need any official recognition of your level in either language they just say you have to master your working language (ie dutch here) well and that your passive knowledge of your source language has to be good, around at least b2

and, okay, ive been told i do set too high standards, but like, that feels,,,,,cheating isnt exactly the word but like. if i couldnt make the sentence, then how could i ever hope to translate it well into another language you know what i mean?

im glad, because my chances are way better to get my passive french to b2 than my active french before january, im probably already there, but like, im still gonna try to get my active french there too right?

like it just feels so.....precarious. to only have b2 and to dare to try and put a sentence into your own language? if i couldnt have made the sentence, then i would never think i can write it as correctly as possible in another language. honestly.

#maybe im just underestimating what b2 is but i dont think so #i know my written french is not there yet but i have no idea where it is. i havent been writing much #learning french is a process of me realising my french wasnt as good as i thought it was and my english is WAY BETTER than i thought it was #my written english is better than my written dutch #my spoken english is another question but my spoken dutch is also full of stammering and gaps so #i might just be being autistic there #i also dont speak english with my mouth like ever #so similar to how i thought my french was 'probably b1?' back in may or whatever (it wasnt) #i Think i can say english words #bc i can say them in my head #but my mouth is not used to them #i sound like ive never spoken an english word in my life #my written english tho #i know thats not exactly impressive since anyone on tumblr is doing fandom in english im hardly the only one but still #it would be way easier for my to translate french to english than to dutch #i need to get on that #crash course dutch literature this month