#it's just 10 minutes of me screaming and

[solarpunkani]

Ok fuck it you know something I've never really quite understood about part of the Leftist vs Liberals debate on voting.

So so so many people act like its either-or. Like you're either dedicating your entire life to voting and promoting politicians and phone banking or whatever, or you're a True Rebel waiting for The Uprising to Come and Solve Everything.

But like. In my experience. Me voting is just me kinda go 'which person seems kinda good? Which one at least sucks the least? ok lemme go vote.' and then its anywhere from 30 minutes to an hour tops of my life. And I still have plenty of time to do Stuff and participate in Conversations about Other Important Things. And also you can admit and acknowledge and understand that the system As Is kinda sorta really sucks ass, but also still admit and acknowledge and understand that at this current point in time we are still living in the suckass system and do something to alleviate the suckass At Least A Little while also working to bolster/create/advocate for Other Systems.

I guess just like. it's not a black or white thing. Between 'top 500 volunteers for a specific politician/voting office/etc' and 'absolutely positively not voting at all' there is a gray area called 'vote and then just do other stuff'.

#out of queue #ani rambles #ani rant #now hang on its time to acknowledge my Privilege(TM) #the first few times I ever voted for anything I was in college and the student center was a voting center #so asides from waiting in a long (~30 minute tops bc early vote) line to get in I didn't have to do a big drive or anything #and at my house there's a voting center thats a like 5 minute drive from my place or a 10 minute drive depending on what election it is #and im ablebodied and have a open (read: jobless) schedule so I can Just Go for the most part #i live in a City so there's probs lots of voting centers at churches and libraries and all across town too #but like. some people act like people saying Hey Go Vote Plz are screaming like #'if you don't donate 200 dollars and 4+ weeks of your time to canvassing and calling and volunteering you are RUINING AMERICA' #when at least from what I've seen its just like. 'can you maybe go fill in a bubble on a Scantron so people like me don't Die Faster.' #also there's early voting and mail-in voting and all that jazz like yeah the current system makes it harder to vote but theres still W AYS #you don't gotta pull up at 6am on Election Day Tuesday yknow? #if i get blasted for this remember as I was: happy and rambling at 3am about greenhouses and solarpunk stuff #plz be nice i beg k bye

[miodiodavinci]

collapses to the ground like a deflated balloon

#my god #stage one is finally complete . . . . . . . . #if you can recall that poll i reblogged about passing out #that important contact i received was mr. seto of the vocaloid team #who messaged me asking about a collaboration and quite literally nearly caused me to pass out #i read the message preview on my phone #stood up #saw stars #and collapsed onto my bed and had to lay down for like. 10 minutes before my body would stop feeling distant and weak w #i similarly felt ready to pass out today when i sent a message to ask when the announcement tweet would be #and they tweeted it. immediately after w #no joke rice and i were scrambling behind the scenes to get our act together and figure out what we wanted to say KHGJGSJKFHGKJ #all the while screaming because yamaha said they'd be posting it on valentine's day and we thought they meant our timezone w #because the whole point of this collab was to get the zolas more well known in the english-speaking sphere w #EITHER WAY #i am. so so tired and now i need to pass out so i can get enough sleep before more internship tomorrow w #which is heating up because my seminar professor wants a detailed plan of my final project goals This Friday #but my mentor won't know anything about where to fit that in until Thursday at the earliest #and my supervisor just hounded me over email to coordinate with the two other people at my station and choose an activity to lead #but that requires. planning. that our mentors won't have until thursday........ #perishing . . . . . .

[theysangastheyslew]

Me @ me, whenever I see the rushed anime portrayal of 132: Don't be petty don't be petty just let it go don't be petty it's fine dude just stop it already don't. Be. Petty. 🤐

Aot final episode: *is 130 minutes long*

My grudge-holding Scorpio ass:

#so they will be taking their time with fleshing out the ending (which i agree it needs) but #they couldnt be bothered to add literally 10 seconds to *that* scene to help it flow better #mmkay yep that feels very nice #rantings #levihan #ish #le me #ms elena tumblrs at work #snk #snk final season #ill get over it i just needed to scream into the void for a minute

[thatgaywizardoverthere]

Aredian sneaking into the physician’s chambers to plant the bracelet so he can solidly accuse Merlin of sorcery, just to come face to face with a sidhe staff, a stack of spellbooks, some left over glowing poultices from the afanc sickness, and a notebook labeled “advice from the Great Dragon and what the fuck it could mean”

#listen #tell me i’m wrong #aredian really put his whole pusy into that plan #like boy really learned about the hallucinogenic properties of belladonna #purchased the belladonna #sold it to the chemist so the entire city would be tripping balls #carried out interviews to figure out which accusation would make his dramatic ass thrive the most #bought the amulet so his accusation would stick #snuck in to plant it #then directed everyone’s acid trips to fit his narrative #meanwhile you just know merlin was magically cleaning arthur’s armor while flipping through a spellbook on his bed #gaius is in the doorway screaming at full volume about how merlin needs to be more careful with his magic #the sidhe staff is out and propped against the window cause the orb casts pretty colors in the sunlight #several sidhe are literally flying around the room while merlin rants about arthur #cause they’re pretty sure if they egg him on enough they can convince him to drown arthur where sophia failed #the castle is slightly shaking because the great dragon has been screaming ever since merlin telepathically pissed him off 10 minutes ago #arthur comes in at one point to see what the fuck is going on just to end up sassing the sidhe right back and pelting them with poultices #and of course snatching up his apparently magical boyfriend #you know #just a normal day in camelot #in a land of myth #and a time of absolute fuckery #aredian #the witchfinder #merlin #bbc merlin

[queerofthedagger]

people keep telling me that it's incredibly in character and on brand that I'm getting this unhinged over tolkien and yeah yeah that's true i'm aware but also i just. someone could have warned me before the fact. this is going to take over my life for years at this point. every day i keep reading more source material and more fic and every day i get worse and add blorbos and ships to my little Shelf Of Insanity while screaming into a damn paper bag as if my entire wip file isn't wailing in the background. which is to say are people aware i'm going to make it their problem. like. you could have helped and now here we are

#*mine #mona rambles #this isn't serious i'm having a blast #i'm just also screaming crying rattling the bars of my enclosure like HELLOOOOO #god. my friends keep getting send 10-minute long voice messages of me just completely losing it i'm so glad they're having fun but like #lord #'this is like mona catnip' no this is like putting me on heroine there was literally no other possible outcome and yet #i am sitting here #for half a year now #making the shooketh pikachu face over the fact that well. yk

[zevrans]

yeah.... so i finally got to the start of act 3 and saw the reveal of the guardian/dream visitor's real self and i-

#NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO 😭😭😭😭😭 it's been 10 minutes of me sitting here in disbelief 💀💀💀💀💀💀 #i mean from the very first time they seemed shady of course but i didnt care because i made my guardian pretty af #and now the very idea of that we as a player make their appearance up to our preferences #this kind of is a manipulation in itself to appeal eveb visually to the main character #considering every companion described different person that visited them #logically i knew that it's a sign of them trying to get their trust etc #and i thought i had their identity figured out 💀 i thought that was orpheus 😭💀✋️ #STOPPPvmcmccm 😭😭✋️✋️ #and i couldnt stop myself from reading spoilers and now i've spoiled myself kind of a lot about them 💀 #this is a knife to the back because when i read it was possible to romance them in act 3 back then i was curious but now knowing the truth #i cant believe ALL of that was lies not even partly as i suspected and apparently it's the very mindflayer that infected us on the ship??? #my brain is melting 💀✋️ #i'm going to sleep it's too late i just needed to scream into the void about this i'm heartbroken LMAO 😂 #bg3 spoilers #baldurs gate 3 spoilers

[luckyagain]

Referring to Louis and Harry as a dagger and rose besides just not making sense (why would they tattoo themselves on themselves? if anything, they would have gotten each other's tattoos) is also just reductionist and insulting to both of them. You view them as one-dimensional characters where Harry is soft & feminine and Louis is harsh & masculine. If you can watch Louis doing the gender reveal and think he was acting like a dagger, you weren't paying attention.

louis was out here looking like THIS last night and you want to talk about fucking emojis??? 🌹🗡️

#where are your priorities 😭😭😭😭 #i went to bed early last night and literally just screamed when i saw the pics 💀💀💀💀 #i love that you wanna claim that i view them as one dimensional characters #but also in the first sentence of this ask insinuate that louis is the rose and harry’s the dagger #to fit your narrative #so is louis also the anchor? the paplion butterfly? the ship? #anyway i need yall to care like 10% less #both about me and my opinions #and about harry and louis #like i promise yall nothing is that deep #louis is very soft and lovely and kind and i love him for that #and in this instance he was very sweet and excited for this mom AND he was also stomping around on the balloon and cursing like a sailor #it was very louis and i love that 🥰 #now please leave me alone to my louis thirsting #i’ve been awake for like 5 minutes

[darkmoonravewolf]

Yang, curious about her and Weiss's relationship: Weiss was basically born with the silver spoon in her mouth, so doesn't that-

Ruby: I'm trying to have her silver spoon in my mouth

Yang: ONE NORMAL CONVERSATION ABOUT YOUR GIRLFRIEND! I WANT ONE-

#the kit screams! #the kit's cartoons #ruby rose #yang xiao long #whiterose #I'm so sorry but I haven't stopped laughing about this for 1 #10 minutes. I think the vodka is finally hitting me #incorrect quotes #<- almost forgot that one #small edit in the notes: This was in reference to another quote I made awhile back only this time Ruby is sober when thirsting #I just really like Ruby being thirsty for schneenis

[bokatan]

pouting because she got her gross muddy feet washed off and nobody believes her when she says that i actually used hot lava instead of water

#dogblr #my pets #lucy #guess who passed her group agility class eval tho. yaaaaay #had to make her temporarily Not Gross and that’s apparently a crime against dog-kind #some guy was walking on the sidewalk at the back of my yard and let me tell you. the sounds coming out of this dog when she saw him #if animal control shows up at my house i will not be surprised. you would’ve thought she was being skinned alive or something holy fuck #she was SO MAD that i was washing her feet and also holding her collar so she couldn’t go run at the fence to say hi to this random guy #mind you she’s just like standing there with one of her feet in this stupid paw washer cup thing. screaming her damn head off #trainer at her eval is like ‘she doesnt look or act much like a husky’ trust me youll see it later she’s just nervous rn #she’s always nervous and shy the first time we go anywhere new. she was already starting to chill out after like 10-15 minutes

[tardis--dreams]

Gonna go running tomorrow!!!! Gotta hype myself up because i know once my alarm goes off at 6am i will not be as excited anymore ((((: BUT I'LL GO RUNNING!!!!

#i just #need to get some actual exercise #where i can completely exhaust myself #i mean. i get some pretty exhausting 10 minutes every morning on my hike to class #but i want something a bit longer and something that will end in a nice shower and not in a seminar room #I'm just a bit scared of how it'll go because so far the paths where people exercise are also occupied by other people #and then there's bikes that might kill you if you don't watch out #so i wanna go early so i hopefully avoid random people taking a painfully slow walk in the middle of the path #so you can't pass them #but I'll be moving!!! fast!! i cannot wait tbh #i should have gone tonight #(watch me oversleep and be too unmotivated to go tomorrow morning... istg if i don't get up at 6 #I'll still go at 8 or 9 or 10 am and have to live with the consequences of the paths being crowded #I'd go to bed early but my neighbors keep me up until 2am every night so that's fun #but the running will be worth it #(I'm not even a runner ㅠㅠ i just need to substitute my usual high intensity workouts with something other than pilates and yoga #i mean it's definitely not bad to be forced to do something out of my comfort zone but i really miss my jumping around time) #void screams

[neverbelessthan]

Stede’s face when Izzy tries to thank him at the end of ep3 is going to haunt me all my goddamn livelong motherfucking days.

Like the fucking despair, the realisation, the disappointment - his face was just like: you let him down, I let him down, LOOK AT WHAT WE’VE DONE.

#I can’t stop crying #brb need to go write an album about it #did anyone else have Ballykissangel flashbacks?!?! Was it just me?!? #him going to sit with the body?! #I left this earthly plain for a moment #for quite a few moments lbr #that entire last three minutes I just … Rhys ffs #my fucking heart #not okay #not okay in any way #need to scream about it #like in notes and chat and like actually literally scream about it like it’s night time but I feel like I want to run down to the beach #and fall on the sand and scream until my voice gives out #so #I enjoy my tv just like a normal person sure #10/10 would recommend #please don’t call the police #ofmd #ofmd s2 #ofmd s2e3 #ofmd s2 spoilers #steeeeeeeeede

[miodiodavinci]

the burnout is real lads . . . . .

#which is to say that i came home and just stared at the wall for roughly 2 hours instead of completing my documents #it was at least validating to get to talk to one of my coworkers today #and hear that they're just as burnt out as i am #and usually have to sit in the parking lot for 4 to 5 minutes before they come in because they just don't want to be here that badly #and it feels hard to admit because this is typically thought of as a passion driven profession #and it's like #neither of us have lost the passion for it??? #it's not that we hate our jobs #it's just that we both feel like. we're putting in increasingly more effort week by week but we're just. #no longer getting results. #i mentioned how i feel like my faith in my ability to do this kind of work has just plummeted to zero #not at all helped by my mentor constantly pushing me to go faster and faster but then getting mad when my presentations go poorly #because i went faster or reduced the amount of material or cut the Q and A section down 10 minutes #i just feel . . . . . tired . . . . . . . . . . . #i still need to write three planning documents for tonight #one of which needs to be Really Good because my direct supervisor will be looking at it #but my god #i just want to sleep for three days straight and then stare at a wall for another three #i'm so close to the end though . . . . . #just another 15 of these documents (including the three from tonight) and that about covers my internship #of course then there's also the seminar work and the group project and all the fancy official employment documents #and. the portfolio project (a man screams in agony) #but god . . . . . . . . #so close . . . . . . . . #so close . . . . . . #once i'm free from the portfolio it's back to zola work and THEN . . . . . . . . . . #i can finally have a substantial mental health break for the first time since last may ;;; _____ ;;;

[sonofsin]

love love love being woken up three!!!! three days in a row!!!! by one of my triggers that I cannot fucking escape! I can't go anywhere to escape, all I can do is curl up and try to block the sounds out with super loud music.

#it doesn't fucking work. im on the verge of a screaming sobbing fucking meltdown and I have been awake for less than 10 minutes!!!! #stuck between homocidal and suicidal too which is a terrible place #I cant do this I cant do this please someone just come and fucking kill me so I can escape #I hate everyone who lives in this buidling. I hate them all. #not even convinced im adam rn but I dont have the energy to figure out who. everything is just bad.

[kuppikahvia]

acting completely normal and calm and then someone asks "so did you watch the new spider-verse movie?" and i start punching tables and screaming like goku

#(positive) #i started a 10 minute long monologue about hobie brown #while my brother and his gf just watched me like :D #until my autism got contagious and my brother started screaming like goku about dragonball #spiderverse #atsv #spidey #neo.txt

[sadlittleratboy]

Had a client scream at me that they were gonna kick my ass three separate times and call me a bitch at least ten. First of all either get some new material or at least tell me something I don't know. Second of all, their kid and their kids significant other (also my clients, and the ones I was actually there to see) told me I handled it so calmly and professionally they were amazed, and I was like, *legs shaking from adrenaline holding back tears* "Thanks 😎 You think this is the first time I've been yelled at? 💅🏻 Won't be the last either, no big deal 🥱" meanwhile the adrenaline spike caused a drop that had me so exhausted I couldn't think properly for the rest of the day lol.

#to be clear they screamed about a lot more #it was like 10 to 15 minutes of them screaming at me #meth is a hell of a drug y'all #anyway this got them discharged from our program because technically their time was up #they were going to get an extension but... then they decided to do that #I didn't push for that by the way #I just said I wasn't going to work with them anymore #and they had said they didn't want to work with me anyway #there were multiple other people already working with that person so me pulling back wasn't what did it #My supervisor was also just sick of their shit

[violetgauze]

very minor ghosts season 4 (4x02) spoilers under the cut:

(like not in any way essential to the plot but i lost my shit when this happened and i wouldn't wish it to be spoiled for anyone)

CAN WE TALK ABOUT THIS?????

#i gay panicked SO HARD #i swear #i don't even know if it was gay panic or gender envy #fuck. Fuck. f u ck #just someone please scream with me #i want to be him and i want to make out with him #i genuinely lost my shit when this happened #(about 10 minutes ago) #bbc ghosts #bbc ghosts spoilers #ghosts spoilers #bbc ghosts season 4 #ghosts season 4 #the captain bbc ghosts #the captain #bbc ghosts the captain #ghosts the captain #gay #(i think this post has earned that tag) #bbc ghosts 4x02 #ghosts 4x02 #every single scene with the captain had me screaming #for entirely good reasons #and like apart from the fact he's gender envy gay panic man #i felt so seen watching him saying he didn't know how to enjoy things #and then rambling on about the soldier ants #it's the depression meets probable autism #okay okay i might be done now #maybe