#it's like DUDE YOUR KID IS TIRED

[bitchybylershipper]

alexithymia by noahfinnce is so fucking real like mom and dad i am literally serving my symptoms to you on a fucking plate please diagnose me just notice me at least

#i had the worst summer of my life and then my mom read my journal which was basically my only outlet for all the thoughts and feelings #i was and wasnt having and how much i hated myself #and then when they got me a therapist they said they didnt notice anything was wrong with me they just thought i was tired #like dude. be so fucking for real. kids who are okay do not sleep for days #i was not lazy #i was very depressed #and they thought i was fine #my mom even was like “why didnt you tell us you were struggling youre supposed to tell us everything” #okay but you wouldnt have listened #when you forced me to come out to you you told me that im not actually a boy #you made me cry when you read my own extremely depressing journal entries to me and told me that i am not autistic #theres a reason i didnt fucking tell you anything #wow sorry about that rant in the tags #tw self hatred #tw depression #personal

[hasarjunadoneanythingwrong]

what's that insane theory about archer juna's np?

ok. so

you know how this is titled pashupata and the game treats it as pashupata and everyone refers to it as pashupata?

i dont actually think its pashupata.

cause here's the thing: i KNOW that hindu mythology is heavily nerfed in fgo but arjuna never even used pashupata when he was alive. like not in response to ANYTHING. even when ashwatthama killed his unborn grandchild he used the brahmashirsha astra in response-that was still incredibly deadly and powerful, but it was also still LESS powerful than pashupata. this is the personal weapon of shiva and kali that he only managed to get through completing heavy penances-no one else in the mahabharata had it and in other texts iirc only rama and a sage, Vishvamitra, also possessed it.

it was easily leaps and bounds stronger than vasavi shakti, despite what fgo may say, and could literally destroy the universe if used carelessly. id honestly say if we were putting up a comparison to a fgo weapon to it ea would be the closest thing-it was basically unavoidable, unresistable, and destroyed everything in it's path. and he knew this and so didnt use it bc in the context of the wars he fought in it wouldlve been massive overkill, and he was pretty responsible all things considered with the weapons he used

but like, hes ok with letting mages potentially command him to use it against their enemies? this incredibly powerful attack gifted to him by shiva that could obliterate the universe? like ignoring the logisitics of the fact they'd probably need a boatload of mana, and that the earth has protections in place to prevent gil or whoever from going 'lol' and laser beaming it in twain, why would mr 'thanks for the wmd but i will not be using it' suddenly ok the use of it for a bunch of backstabbing self-serving mages who would sacrifice their own children for a chance at upping their magical power?? like 'oh yes zouken, i'll use pashupata to blow up that orphanage for you right away. clearly this is a good use of this holy astra bestowed upon me by the gods :)'

imo he looked at his legend, looked at the fact anyone who looked into him would know about the fact that he'd have that astra, and renamed one of his less potent attacks 'pashupata' so that when he was ordered to use it he could follow their command WHILE also not fucking. using pashupata for incredibly petty and asinine reasons. like do we really think the average mage can tell the difference between the different astras anyway? no. hes gonna do that so when they pop their command seals and yell at him to use pashupata he can be like 'of course master :)' while also not going against his principles as like. person who was given a turbo nuke and was like 'yeah theres no reason to use this against normal people' like COME ON

though tbh i do still think he has access to pashupata as an archer-like when he blew up the 18 demon pillars that. that seems more like something he might actually have used it for.

i know that this theory has no water bc every time he's referred to it there's been nothing to suggest his np wasn't pashupata, its been described and treated in his materials as pashupata, plus parvati ALSO makes note of him having it and it being pashupata. it just bugs me that they shoved it on him as his generic np and also massively undersold it when he has like 4000 other big explody attacks that couldve been slotted in just as well, and when its a legitimately interesting fact that he never used it in his lifetime.

#lasengle stop underselling juna challenge difficulty: impossible #youd think theyd at least make note of it in his bio like how they did w ash and his big wheel but nope. gotta devote all that space to k #my other insane theory is juna wrote his profile at 2am on a pstd-induced guilt spree which is why its #a) all about how he 'unjustly' murdered poor karnie #b) has a bunch of weird ass inconsistencies like it accidentally made him k's uncle and says duryo was like a dad to k when k was the older #im not joking about arjuna accidentally being made karna's uncle in his bio btw #it lists his dad as 'king kuru' which was like his grandpa which would have made him karnas uncle instead of his brother. his dad was pandu #i wish theyd rewrite bios tbh his is. a nightmare like why #but yeah my theory is 2am hell guilt trip he wrote while crying into his desk which is why its so biased #look if youre fighting a guy and ask to stop to fix ur tire and he says no #and you then stop and turn your back to him anyway to fuck w your tire #what the hell do you expect to happen? karna was a dipthong #'uh ik i beat up and murdered ur kid when he was in the same position w like 20 other guys but can u please give me 5 min?' #'uhhh (hey krishna what should i- (DUDE JUST SHOOT HIM TF-))' #and then no one shuts up about you shooting him ever again but conveniently they all forget about the shit he did #lmao if i were arjuna id be so tired #'yeah i was told it was my moral duty to shoot him but once i did no one ever let it go ever' #my asks #i did say this was insane. sorry

[hanaaria]

why does god give his toughest battles to silliest soldiers 😔

#a friend is trying to argue with me that the reason why wlw ships r significantly less popular in fandom isnt because of misogyny actually! #which is such a wild and incorrect take #like. bro. are you fucking kidding me #why else would it fucking be??????? #also of course his favorite characters are male and im pretty sure that all his favorite ships are also only mlm #i understand that youre transmasc and gay but holyyyyy shit dude #im just. so so tired. #hananans #/negative

[gutz-radio]

I'm getting tired of the fact Billy fans have to fight tooth and fucking nail to justify liking a FICTIONAL FUCKING CHARACTER. Like- Just saying these kinda people shouldn't even be touching Vecna then considering the man is basically a serial killer at this point.

#stranger things #i hate this fucking fandom i only stay in it because of the characters #some people here are actually fucking pathetic #babe billy ain't real move along #billy hargrove #tired of billy antis fuck off #oh also stay out of our tag I'm tired of seeing y'all whine and complain you have your own tag use it #idc who people like as a character but if you are gonna hate billy fans for liking some fucking dude who did some shit thing #but thirst over walmart ted bundy who murdered kids then zip it and go to mars

[doodlboy]

It's 1 of those days again

#cursing my chronic inability to interact with other human beings #instagram is like “interact and leave comments on ppls posts to get more traction 2 your account” #but i have nothing 2 say abt studf #bc instagram comments r different from tags in the way that insta gives me extreme anxiety #& makes me feel like i gotta like- write good & sound smart & give good critiques or whatever #me screaming abt shapes and colors feels weird to do in comments #like- shit dude #when i rb stuff i never add 2 the actual post i always put it in the tags unless its specifically stated 2 do so #like picrew stuff or whatever #but instagram? thats a whole different ecosystem #also in general when i try to interact w other ppl i feel like i dont understand any1 at all #so when i try 2 match their energy it feels like “hello fellow kids” bc i don't understand it #and i forget what memes r “in” now or whatever like- the shit ppl quote all the time #i try 2 do that & my mind goes completely blank so i just don't include it #I'm tired #i am wishing 4 some1 2 beam me normal energy so i can interact 4 other ppl w/o feeling weird & stupid #elliot rambles

[theygender]

Man I HATE it when websites for some type of product I'm looking at put the relevant information about its features in a stupid little slideshow that automatically flips from one slide to the next with no way to stop it or slow it down. Bro my brain doesn't work that fast I've read all of three words and you're already on the next slide. How tf am I supposed to learn what features this product offers if you won't let me read it. Guess I just won't buy your shit??

#this should seriously be considered an accessibility issue #idk if other people can read that shit but /I/ cannot. ive got a learning disorder my dude #literally when my mom took me to get assessed they diagnosed me with basically 'your kid is slow as shit lmaooo' disorder #just give me some time to catch up man 😭 especially since ive been so tired and stressed lately. my brain is on dial up #and even if you give me little arrows to switch back to the last slide the fact that you KEEP SCROLLING ANYWAYS makes it pointless #i read three words. the slide changes. i press the back arrow. i lose my place. i start over. i read three words. the slide changes #this is a sisyphean task for me #the product i was looking at in question was a virtual assistant (trying to ditch google) #and i didnt even make it far enough to find out how much it costed (or if it costed money?) bc they wouldnt let me read their shit #but uh. even if they were free/affordable. if they made their website completely inaccessible to me then like #i dont think i want them in charge of performing tasks from my phone lol... #virtual assistants are supposed to make things MORE accessible and this company failed before they even reached step 0 #rambling

[gutter-gremlin]

as someone that loves media analysis and criticism, the fact that i have to check every youtube channel's videos to make sure that they are not a) a right wing dude complaining about minorities or b) an out-right fascist is deeply upsetting.

for example, trying to find any rings of power criticism that does not boil everything down to "thing bad because feminism and the Blacks(tm)" is almost impossible.

and the thing is, some of their criticism is valid, like yeah, hollywood is ruining female characters, but not because of feminism or the "woke mob", but because capitalism's only version of strong female characters is the girl boss who don't need no man, because in the eyes of society, the only way a woman can be strong or complex is if they're more masculine than men. They're forgoing writing good characters because mass media companies have a very shallow understanding of what representation really means and because they know that as long as there is an illusion of progressive politics, they're going to be praised by the liberal (as in neoliberal media) media.

media IS getting worse, but again, not because of the "woke agenda of hollywood" (the one that, if we're being real here, doesn't actually exist), but because of the ever-evolving neoliberal economy, the - free market of ideas, if you will - media monopolies are only growing, and Disney, Amazon, HOB and others are pushing creators to put out hundreds of shows per year so they don't become obsolete. at the same time, creating media based on new stories and ideas is becoming less and less profitable by the minute: why should Disney take a risk in this new idea if they can pump out the 100th avengers spin-off or the 70th star wars show that is guaranteed to make a huge profit?

the fact that these people are noticing a drop in quality and instead of investigating and talking about the real roots of the problem in shows like Star Wars Spin-off 100 or Rings of Power (capitalism and the fact that neoliberalism was, is and will always be antithetical to art) they're using it to radicalize young kids is infuriating and makes me murderous.

#media criticism #rings of power #youtube #like honestly dudes #im tired of youtube trying to radicalize me #and im sure that a lot of kids ar falling for it #if youre going to engage and criticise media #you at least have to try analise the social-economic landscape #stop blaming the fact that capitalism is ruining art the fact that the secondary character is gay or black challenge

[alltoowsll]

at this point university has been, in my experience, socialising with a bunch of grownups that are allowed to buy alcohol but still behave like high school mean girls and honestly it’s exhausting

#karla speaks #I’m so tired of drama #literally every single day is the same #girls talking behind your back // dudes behaving like little kids #my friends are on other classrooms so I wish at least I could spend some time with them :/

[bunniepaws]

love my nonconfrontational dad so i can never actually sit down and share anything with him so i end up coming out to him by yelling it at him as i leave his car.

#personal #never really saw that as anything till now #bc now i have something else to tell him and i don’t want to do it like that again #but it’ll be so fucking uncomfortable if i do it any other way #bc he’s such a fucking freak n he passed it down onto me #yea you made a really great environment for your kids to share shit with you. really great fucking work. #i’m so pissed and tired of him dude #stop acting like you’ve done nothing wrong #stop telling ur kids how fucking depressed you are #YOU LEFT US TO BE HAPPY #OUR MOM SAID YOU BETTER BE FUCKING HAPPY THERE #IM SO PISSED UGGGGHHHRLWHFBRN #AND NOW IM GETTING MORE SPAM EMAILS BC OF HIM!!!!!!!!! IM NOT FUCKING JOKING !!!!!!!!!! #BC HE SIGNS ME UP FOR SHIT HES INTERESTED IN !!!!!! NOT GIVING A SHIT IF IM INTERESTED OR NOT !!!!!! #i’m just gonna start talking to him however i want #ugh #i’ve always wanted to **** someone maybe this’ll be it

[waywardsalt]

its crazy how dehumanizing low paying customer sevice/retail jobs can be

#not even the amt of work compared to the low pay although thats kinda inherently dehumanizing #its like. the way some customers treat you. like youre just some thing at their whim not a person who may be flawed or takes time for stuff #like i think of people just dropping stuff off in front of me or on our counter when we have designated areas for them to put that stuff #or how they will just jump into giving us their phone number for points without preamble or anything #literally the worst and most dehumanizing version of that was the guy who put his stuff at my register and immediately started #rattling off his number before i full processed he was even there like DUDE i am a human person not a fucking robot who does speech to text #i know this one guy who had a thing where this guy and his kid came and when the guy handed my friend the money he kept yanking it out of #his grip over and over to entertain his kid which is. kind of appalling. i dont know what id do if a customer did that to me. holy shit #will delete later im tired

[watchthekittycatcher]

he chooses to be such an ass sometimes

#im in a bit of a mood this week but that being said #i think its uncool to be Mean To Your Fans #granted when someone sent him handmade stuff he was chill and polite but eh #no i did not send him anything #i am just feeling bitchy #like damn dude maybe if you had read your shit on time you would have been able to prevent that many teenagers from sending you invitations #or maybe have said something about the high school project in a timely manner #i just think like. damn. they're kids. be nice #like. laughing at someone who said you made them feel less alone? bro bffr that's MEAN idgaf if they were oversharing #anyway fuck me im parasocial as hell rn and im tired

[horce-divorce]

I love waking up and having the first occurrence of the day be "getting misgendered by my dad AGAIN even as he tries to be helpful." My parents can and do ruin my fucking day from 500 miles away on a regular basis

#me #i really need to impress upon them (again. kindly and gently. or else) #that if they do not take this seriously #they will not have a kid to refer to anymore #im so fucking tired. im so done. #they are MORE EXHAUSTING than outright transphobic conserverives like Bels mom. to me. #because at least i know what to expect from those ppl. comservatives are nothing if not consistent #my parents tho???? #theyve always made such a big show and tell about Being There For Me #and every time it actually fucking mattered to me if they were. they let me down. #i cant keep doing it. #they think its embarassing having an adult kid whos homeless???? #its fucking embarassing having someone you trust ask you outright 'dude why dont your parents love you?' #as in 'whats wrong w them that they dont love you. why did they only love you as a kid #been asking myself the same thing for like 18 years bud

[kuipernicus]

I really need teachers to understand that just because someone is not constantly working in class doesn’t mean they have poor time management. Maybe they genuinely don’t have the energy or motivation to work right then. Maybe they know their quality of work will be poor if they work on their assignment right then. If they’ve yet to turn in a late assignment and have a passing grade, who are you to pester them?

I have not only a free period next block, but all weekend to work on this page. Let me watch my video. I have had a shitty morning and I’m not doing well mentally, just let me watch my video instead of embarrassing me in front of my classmates.

#school #schools suck #like jesus fucking christ #mentally ill #mentally drained #mentally exhausted #just let me live dude #i’m tired of abiding by your rules all the time #stop treating kids #and young adults #like robots #we are not robots

[p1nkshield]

Bruce being just as guilty of introducing Jason to people like he is but a small little guy.

Bruce at gala supporting youth literary comprehension programs: Have you met my son Jason? As stubborn as kids can be I managed to get him to attend.

Beneficiary: oh that’s wonderful! Does your son enjoy literature?

Bruce: oh absolutely! That’s what convinced him to even come! He has so many respectable hobbies for someone his age. Kids these days rarely find value in the classics but not Jason! Honestly he reads more, and more in depth, than I do! He’s a little mechanic too! When I first saw him he was trying to take the tires off my car with a lug wrench that was bigger than him! It was quite a sight and a rather unconventional way to meet your son but I wouldn’t have it any other way.

Beneficiary, blinks as they try to process all the proud dad info: …well that’s lovely, we have some activities for the children of the donors so that none of them get too bored!

Bruce: that’s great! I’ll let him know. Jason, can you come here for a moment?

A very tall, wide, and muscular man turns around and raises an eyebrow.

What a coincidence, that dude must also be named Jason.

He walks towards them

Jason: what do you want old man?

What

Bruce: there are activities at that table if you’re bored.

Huh

Jason: thanks for the memo but I’m not exactly at coloring book age anymore remember?

Bruce: I suppose you’re right :(

#jason todd #bruce wayne #batfam #incorrect batfamily quotes #the table is set up with those baby chairs meant for kindergartners #Jason eventually gets bored enough that he does color something for a while #Bruce put it on the fridge #bruce is a good dad #hes pretty quiet but ask him about his kids and hoo boy #he was very sad when he realized he doesn’t really need coloring books anymore :( #batman #red hood

[chaosandmarigolds]

More Simon Riley and Pre-k teacher? Duh, cause I've been thinking about it for too long :0

Thinking about how the first day retirement!Simon would've gone when he was babysitting pre-k's little boy

Simon actually spent forty-two hours getting the house 'Ollie' proof, after you sent a two-paragraph long essay on how 'rambunctious' and 'high-energy' your three-year-old could be

Simon that never felt so happy as he opened the door to see you with Oliver on your hip, a small part of him wishing that you didn't have to drive to see him

Simon who never wanted the moment to end when you gave him a hug once you told Oliver to go run inside, smiling ear to ear as you handed him the backpack and lunch pail and a small remark on 'how he would make just a fine dad'

Simon which when Oliver wanted ice cream quickly whipped out his phone to text you to make sure the little guy didn't have any allergies

Simon who has your name saved with a <3 beside your name (something he will die with...and that Oliver noticed)

"dat's mommies name."

"right-o, laddie."

"Has heart, ooo, mommy likes hearts, 'ister Riley."

Simon with an ice cream in one hand and Oliver's hand in the other walks through the park, ensuring his silence on the matter

Simon who pushes Oliver onto the swing set at the playground about ten minutes from his house, not caring to look at how all of the mom's looked at him in awe because he had you, and you trusted him with Oliver- an honor he would never forake

Simon who carried Oliver park for two hours at the park since the little guy was just...so so tired, and began to think you got the kid all wrong, this little thing couldn't be so high energy that you had to warn him about it

Simon as he sat on the ground watched Oliver in the backyard, spending the next forty-nine minutes jumping on the tiny trampoline Johnny had given him as a prank gift- was carefully sweeping up the broken glass on the ground since Oliver sent on a little...run through the house as soon as they got home

Simon was exhausted when your car pulled into the driveway around six pm, your clothes a little worse for wear, and your hair frizzled out from the humidity

Oliver who took the opportunity to go through the zipped up and dusty bag that sat on the side of the sofa, finding Simon's old balaclava, being three chose to put it on

Simon who lets the hug linger as you thank him again for watching Oliver, only lets go when he hears your faint gasp and you move to walk in

Simon who swore his heart fell into his stomach when he saw the three-year-old with the old tattered thing- no! He hadn't washed it in- The kid was too-

'Oh my gosh! baby, where'da get that?'

'Ister Rileys."

'Really? well you look so so handsome but I think Mister Riley doesn't want you goin through his stuff'

Simon never though he would be affected by a little kids puppy dog eyes until he saw Oliver's, so he quickly shakes his head and tells the little dude that when he gets it washed its all his

Simon who would give so many more things than a war-run balaclava to see you and Oliver smile again

Simon who helped Oliver take a few of his things and was confused by the boys insistence on leaving his dinosaur with him

Simon was never more flattered when you explained that you always told Oliver that you would come back for his dinosaurs, so his want to leave them meant Oliver wanted to come back

Simon who really should've invited you in for dinner...Well, he would have all of summer to try again

#simon ghost riley x reader #simon x reader #simon ghost riley #simon riley x reader #simon ghost x reader #mw2 ghost #cod mw2 #cod imagine #ghost imagine #simon riley fanfic #simon riley #simon riley imagine #simon riley fluff #dad simon riley #ghost cod #ghost mw2 #call of duty mw3 #simon riley x female reader #x female!reader #coco’s pre-k universe! <3

[bill-the-dog-for-the-check]

I don't think goyim properly understand the fear and change that the wave of antisemitism currently taking place in the wake of the October 7th massacre has induced in the Jewish community.

In a wide-lens view, Jews have become a 1000% more wary and introspective. This isn't limited to diaspora Jews--the headlines pouring out of Israel until October 7th have been of division, polarization, and conflict. Conflict over the 2018 Nation-State Law. Over Bibi's premiership. Over the judicial reform laws. Over the Orthodox Rabbinate. Over this. Over that.

But Israeli society is more unified than ever right now. The judicial reform laws were shelved shortly after the war began and the protests ended on October 8th. Some of it is the rally around the flag effect, yes, and will probably fade as time passes--politics never stops--but the era of Israelis being at one another's throats? Of forgetting that we are all one people and we are all under attack? Gone. It died on October 7th.

In the Diaspora, Jews are once again asking themselves the question--will I need to flee? Guys, a fifth of Gen Z--my generation, that I attend university with--believes the Holocaust was a myth. Two thirds of them think Jews are oppressors. That's terrifying. And the reason we don't take comfort in people saying, 'They're kids with no political power.' is that that won't be true forever. Today's slacktivists who casually say that Israel has no right to exist are tomorrows lawmakers. They will grow up and set policy.

We don't know if they'll grow out of it. I pray to HaShem that they will, but how do I know if they will?

And that's tomorrow's world. Today's world is already bad enough. I don't wear my Star of David necklace to the self-defense classes I've started taking because being surrounded by burly dudes learning how to fight people better isn't a great place to potentially learn that I'm surrounded by antisemites.

Jews--in the year 2024--are being doxxed, seen their homes and synagogues vandalized and threatened, walk past Palestine protests screaming for the death of Zionists, and antisemitism has increased in the United States alone by more than 400%. It's worse elsewhere--Turkish shop owners have been barring Jews from their stores and France has seen antisemitic incidents increase by 1000%. Jews have been leaving social media sites like Tumblr, Reddit, Tik Tok, and Twitter in droves, chased away by the constant, unceasing stream of anti-Jewish hate.

Gentiles need to understand that their words and actions have very real consequences. Jews are not dumb. We're not imagining things. We aren't 'getting our just desserts'. Our fears are grounded not only by historical context but by our current, everyday, lived realities. To gentiles, reading 'antisemitism has gone up by x percent' is a factoid. To us, it is a serious threat and a deep concern.

EDIT: I'm tired of pro-Palestine people sharing this post and using it to back their agenda. You are not welcome to use my experiences to suit your agenda. I am a Zionist! This post is Zionist! Stop taking my words from me and using it against my people.

#jewish #judaism #jumblr #antisemitism #anti zionisim #Jews already know this of course #but I wanted to post it for any gentiles who see it #stop jewish hate