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the worst part of break is the last day when you're just drowning in stress thinking about going back. i feel literally physically nauseous
#the stupidest part is that i'm so fucking stressed mostly about my fucking FILM class#more than any of my honors courses#i haven't done enough work in it at all and i'm so embarrassed about it so i don't want to start working on it and show how little i have#done so i get even more behind#i have a film i have to make and it's only half done and now i can't fucking find it in my files cuz i'd planned on working on it this brea#but i got sick and wasted 4 days of my already stupidly short break#i have TWO whole presentations on an actor and a director and i don't CARE or know about any actors or directors#i just feel sick#i wish i could drop it or just fucking fail it but i can't#it's so so stupid#i'm never gonna be able to take another class with that teacher from the fucking shame i feel actually horrible every time i go in her clas#and the worst part is that it's literally my fault i could have just done the fucking work and i didn't#kiwifae says shit#ugh okay this made me feel better i need to just figure out my actor director presentations (which are my fucking final btw 馃槶)#i accept the shit grade i'm getting on the film i can fix it if i make decent presentations i'm just mad i'm doing bad and getting so#stressed over a dumbass extra class like film production like what#i still don't think i can take another class with her she's really pleasant but i just feel so so sick whenever i go in there cuz i feel so#guilty#which is a shame cuz she teaches photography which i would really like to take#maybe senior year idk i might not care anymore then#also i'm aware this isn't a normal amount of shame and anxiety just for procrastinating i just feel super bad abt this for some reason#sorry for ranting but i'm just blehhhhhhh rn#ok i'm gonna get something to eat and take a shower maybe i'll feel less like i'm dying#馃憤
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bemtevis 1 year
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Anna literally breaks girls hearts FOR FUN, like she enjoys it and she enjoys hurting them
i don鈥檛 understand how her making girls (some that read as very vulnerable) feel absolutely heartbroken makes her a fun, haha so sexy character, while what alastair did鈥攁 decade ago鈥攎akes him irredeemable and a monster
if they are angrier at alastair because he鈥檚 a carstairs and they had higher expectations for him, shouldnt they be furious at anna because she a lightwood? like the reasoning makes NO SENSE
for real! the double standard is ridiculous
she is actively mean for no reason. the difference is that she's hurting random girls we know nothing about + kamala, whose only purpose is to be anna's love interest, while alastair hurt our perfect main boys. it's all about the framing; I'm not sure how deliberate it is on cc's part, but she seems determined not to show him any sympathy whatsoever.
matthew is the one who suggested james dump cordelia right before their wedding. matthew is going around paris letting everyone think cordelia is his mistress. matthew talks about eugenia getting 'ruined' by augustus like it's nothing. I don't think it's a big stretch to say he doesn't respect women, in the sense that their reputation doesn't mean all that much to him. so why should he care that anna is ruining other women's? and if matthew doesn't care, why should anyone, really?
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abysskeeper 10 months
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I have not been this angry over being asked to do something so completely pointless in a long, long time.
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soufre-de-paris 10 months
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had a moment of deep profound sadness that homophobia is the main reason why men internalize the belief that they can't have emotional relationships with other men
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greykolla-art 2 months
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Imagine spending all your energy being cool and mysterious 24/7.
What an idiot have I mentioned I love him?
Idea came from a cool post @nouverx made about Alastor鈥檚 possible sleeping habits. 馃挄
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tyanis 8 months
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Kinda feel like there's some untapped meme/reaction image potential from old horror movie trailers...
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icarus-suraki 9 days
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So Fox News ran a story about how they think libraries are turning into drug-infested sex dens and I am shocked, shocked that I was never offered any drugs during my 15+ years working in libraries.
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tiarnanabhfainni 2 months
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every single time israel fires on people picking up food or humanitarian aid it truly cuts me to the core. obviously it's equally horrible to fire on civilians escaping the invasion or to bomb hospitals or refugee camps or people just living in their own homes. but there's something so brutal about hitting people right when they have gathered for life-saving aid. by firing on them there the IOF have set up an impossible dilemma where starving people have to choose between death by bullet or death by hunger. they have left no room for palestinians to choose life. i do not know how my government or any other government can just sit by and watch while innocent people continue to be gunned down for the crime of existing in israel's eyeline.
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flowersforvax 1 year
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vanilla extract might be my favorite new meme
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fleshdyke 3 months
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"just ate half of this i'll finish the rest later" is like my favourite tiktok trend ever
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spidergvven 6 months
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queerness under apartheid
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laur-rants 7 months
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I love when my borzoi does the thing
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strawberricakeandpie 4 months
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Laios faces greatest hits
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butchdykekondraki 4 months
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all queer discourse could be stopped if we all just remembered that in the eyes of conservative fascists we're all dirty queers polluting their kids minds who need to be eradicated at all costs
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ladysqueakinpip 4 months
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guys hot uquiz was just discovered but I'm taking it about 100 yrs too late. anyways everyone share how wifeable you are.
THE WIFE RATING SCALE 1929
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sillyahhchana 6 months
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Hi fnaf movie dump but it鈥檚 mostly bonnie and abby
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