I changed my PFP from Ahsoka to this amazing Bantha.
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ahashiraswife to wifeyana soon
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I can't get over how incredible and wonderful and nuts this summer has been. Movies, amusement parks, beaches, music festivals, weekend getaways, broadway shows, upstate mountain trips, birthday parties, the best tabletop game nights i've ever had, and a nonstop summer romance. This really is the kind of summer I've been wanting for years, and the kind of thing I've been craving for so long after these past few years. I even felt my appetite come back so much more. Even though I struggle with the loss of my identity and a daily sense of grief, I still want to be a light for people. I'm learning to manually create hope, which used to be something entirely effortless to me. (It wasn't something that needed creating; it simply just existed.) My magic may be gone, but I'm learning to embrace the human experience, this time with the terrors and anguish. It's all part of the same adventure, even so.
I hope every day that I'll come out on the other side of this with things that can help people. Until then, I take it day by day. I've no wings, no sky inside me to talk to. Those things that I was born with and thought were unlosable are things I need to find all over again, like a search to be a newborn. Who knows if I'll find them? Either way, I've got about 60-someodd years left to see. And maybe I'll find something completely different. I don't want to become complacent in the way things have been around me for the past few years. So I celebrate the good. Study the bad. Do what I always do and hope, regardless of anything. Despite everything. With love, for everything.
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[ID: An image from the game Undertale. A pixel character stares into a hallway mirror. An RPG text box at the bottom reads: Despite everything, it's still you.]
I cannot explain how much this quote meant to me. How much it means to me now realizing I'm a system.
It's a crazy thing to go from living your life as an individual, to realize you haven't been for a long time. To accept a reality demonized by so many: I have dissociative identity disorder. I am many. I have alters.
Yet despite everything, it's still me.
I can't put into words this feeling. Not better than this game. Even though the character doesn't have DID
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Hey, so, Evan's got the brain fog deluxe today so aside from more conversational asks today is gonna be pretty dry content wise. Sorry ^^;
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cursedclowndoll -> thelittlestspider
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hiiiiii. i’m thinking perhaps i will return to this place. i wonder if any of my old mutuals are still here. not going to say too much now... we’ll see ♡
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I failed to get the Leiftan illustration for episode 12, but it's ugly af anyway so who's the real loser here: me or beemoov's illustrator?
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@bitter-sweet-coffee @woven-song @genocide-hillz Hi besties it's me, tobimisu/ellibeans-world! I deleted all my social medias out of frustration but here I am! Going by Toby again. Just with a 'y'. Send me your Infinites to cure me of my sad pls
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Hi! I've changed my username, but it's still me😊
eternamentesola-> msola
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Every time I see this I think of how my father sent it to me and said "it's you" like damn okay
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hate when you find a character whose so infuriatingly Your Type that its embarrassing like yeahg no one is gonna be surprised when i announce this is my new Guy Of The Month
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the older i get and the closer i am to reaching 30, the more the people around me try to deny me my age. it’s a constant ‘oh you’re just turning 29 again teehee 🤭’ or ‘dont tell your SO that, he’ll leave you for a younger model 😉’ and i just???? hate it?????????
i spent my entire teenaged years fighting for my life. i crawled through the deepest pits of my depression to cling to the promise of a life beyond that pain. i was so convinced that i was going to die young, that i would never see the grace of my age starting with a 2, let alone 3.
so im going to turn 30, and there’s not a damn thing anyone can do to stop me from loving it.
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you know he would have been one of Those kids
inspired by this pic:
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hey. don’t cry. crush four cloves of garlic into a pot with a dollop of olive oil and stir until golden then add one can of crushed tomatoes a bit of balsamic vinegar half a tablespoon of brown sugar and stir for a few minutes adding a handful of fresh spinach until wilted and mix in half a cup of grated parmesan cheese and pasta of your choice ok?
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