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sadhorsegirl · 10 months
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fuck it posting moiraine playlist on main
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bimbomcgee · 1 month
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I am once again urging you all to play this game:
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It's fucking phenomenal
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athetos · 7 months
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If I wanted to describe my desired appearance, it would be that I want to look the way “unprotected sex with multiple partners” by against me! sounds
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charlie-in-a-beanie · 3 months
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My mum: you never had trouble with routines or noises as a kid, you weren’t like this when you were younger!
Me who masked the first 25 years of my life:
👁️👄👁️
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13eyond13 · 1 year
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Hello I just excited saw your tags on an L post about what you think his enneagram type is !!! Can you go deeper into what u see his type as and why?? :)
Hi hi! I got into the Enneagram a couple years back for funsies, and I think L is probably a Type 5 with a 6 wing, which I guess is called either "The Troubleshooter" or "The Investigator" (lol, fitting).
The Type 5s tend to be quite logical and independent and intelligent, very focused on gathering information and sussing out meanings and analyzing and interpreting data. The Type 6 tends to be skeptical and private and cautious and focused, which I think would be his most likely secondary type (rather than the Type 4, which is a bit more of an artsy and emotional and sensitive type).
Here is what the write-up for the 5w6 says:
People with an enneagram type 5 wing 6 personality usually identify the most with the type 5, but also share traits with the 6 type. They tend to be practical, independent, and logical in their behavior. They are much more cooperative than other 5 types and have a passion for using their knowledge to solve real-world problems.
Basic Fear
Five wing sixes fear being useless or incapable. They seek to improve the world around them in order to feel worthy.
Basic Desire
Their basic desire is to be competent and useful. They usually show this by picking up new skills and pieces of knowledge that can be of benefit.
Troubleshooters may withdraw from others to cope with stressful situations, which can tend to make them feel lonely.
In summary, Enneagram 5w6 personalities tend to...
Be hard-working and analytical problem-solvers
Withdraw from others when stressed
Prefer to spend time thinking alone
Fear being incapable or incompetent
Make practical and logical decisions
Enneagram 5w6 Strengths
Being focused and well-organized
Passion for learning and growing
Solving difficult or complex problems
Remaining calm in times of crisis
Enneagram 5w6 Weaknesses
Struggling to relate to and understand others
Tendency to be private and defensive
Being perceived as cold or aloof
Difficulty taking action when uninspired
How Enneagram 5w6 personalities like to work
Communicating with an Enneagram 5w6
Avoid emotional expressions and allow five wing sixes space to think and process.
Meeting with an Enneagram 5w6
Keep meetings short and sweet; focus on clearly addressing the purpose.
Emailing an Enneagram 5w6
Be direct when emailing, allowing five wing sixes to share insightful and new ideas.
Giving feedback to an Enneagram 5w6
Offer constructive criticism and honest feedback; give specific areas for improvement.
Resolving conflict with an Enneagram 5w6
Focus on logically expressing your perspective; work toward a mutual understanding, allowing them time to think privately, if needed.
Enneagram 5w6 Motivations
Enneagram 5w6s tend to be motivated and energized by...
Solving or preventing problems
Spending time alone to gather their thoughts
Feeling like they’re contributing to society
Pursuing knowledge in the specific area that sparks their personal interest
Enneagram 5w6 Stress
Enneagram 5w6s tend to be stressed and drained by...
Spending too much time around others
Needing to be emotionally vulnerable
Feeling unwanted or rejected by others
Self-doubt and insecurity
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I think it all sounds a lot like him. The introversion and fierce independence, the problem-solving skills and preoccupation with privacy when socializing, withdrawn when moody and listless when uninspired, etc. The list of strengths and motivations reminds me a lot of him when he is successfully honing in on Kira during the beginning of the story, and the stresses and weaknesses remind me a lot of L when he is struggling more during the Yotsuba Arc.
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blonding · 11 months
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feeling disconnected from not only yourself but also people as a whole is so so fucking hard.... nevertheless i endure. but not happily
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vulpixelates · 6 months
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i keep being reminded of abandoned ttrpg (mostly dnd) characters and i really need to go back and revamp some ijaowief
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oh hey btw if you use someone's loneliness isolation insecurities whatever to leverage online sexual favors likes pics and roleplay out of them you're a piece of shit
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b-blushes · 1 year
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urgh argh having feelings about the convergence of being ill as an adult (chronically but also applies to acutely for things as 'small' as getting a cold tbh) and living alone and being autistic and how each of those on their own are A Thing but the mix of them altogether feels like Another Thing too and the feelings are complicated and unidentifiable
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lil murda's storyline is gonna real interesting
#like in ep 6 teak's own problems pull him under but they also mirror lil murda's in the sence that#they're both closeted gay men that hold their traumas and truths in even if it hurts them#so like murda is kinda seeing what his current path of isolation and closetedness could bring him#in ep 7 we see him and uncle clifford reconnect and murda playing around in cliff's closet and clothes#like he sees the joy to be had in living in his truth every day#but cliff in season 1 has straight up said that the 2 of them can't go on a typical date cause of homophobia#and even in ep 7 cliff opens up abt how lonely being so visibly queer in chucalissa is#not to mention murda's career as a hypermasculine rapper is not gonna mesh well with him being gay#and then the gang stuff gets added in#like lil murda obviously feels obligated in some way to making sure teak's memory is honored#and now that pico's dead there's a good chance that pico's gang will go after the hurt village hustlers#which will give murda more blood depts he willl feel obligated to repay#and this ties back into the sexuality stuff cause there's no guarantee that his gang at large will not abandon him if he comes out#on the other hand woddy is probably the 1 person in the gang that lil murda cares the most abt + values the opinion/support of the most#so with woddy basically saying that he'll stick with him through thick and thin could give lil murda the support he needs to come out#so uh. congrats p valley on making me stressed#(but in all seriousness the writers r absolutely phenomenal)
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pcktknife · 2 years
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i got ei but i dont play genshin what is she like
depressed like so soooo depressed
#shes pretty complex and probably is one of the if not The best written character currently in the game#like people were upset with inazumas storyline but when eis second quest came out multiple ppl were like 'oh this might saved this arc'#shes not really a good person but she isnt totally bad either#how to sum her up#lost p much all her loved ones (one of which died by her hand others possibly preventable) bc of that she locked herself in her mindscape#isolated herself and built a puppet stand in of herself to run her country to make sure it never changed (keep it the same for an eternity)#and like any threat to eternity gets eliminated thrown in jail vision stolen etc etc her ppl love her but like her fear of change is bad#really bad for everyone#like the country is shut down no one in no one out theres people being displaced theres a war its alot and its all cause ei cant really#move on i think yae and ei herself even says she was being selfish and childish to an extent#you eventually go into the mindscape and yae (pink fox lady probably eis last living non human friend actually) shows up like bitch get up!#youre lonely this isnt healthy girl!!! and eis like damn youre right im still not ready to move on so i think i need to reflect on shit wow#her first quest was her seeing how her country changed and getting out of her head for a bit second quest was her actually facing the#trauma she experienced from all her loss and also fighting her puppet replacement to get it to chill out w the whole eternity thing and#reuniting with her dead sister for one last time it was actually like super beautiful almost cried#i said id give u a summary and just gave u the whole story sorry shes just like a super compelling character 💀#genshin fandom had probably still has a hard time understanding her as a character cause shes not textbook evil woman#people often hate her or glorify her but i feel you wont understand her if your too far on either side of those#tldr: shes complicated a traumatized woman who made poor choices because of it and shes not perfect a bit far from it but shes trying to..#get better and be better for the sake of the people she'd been hurting and being kind of a shitty god to#also shes gay but thats neither here nor there#asks#anon#lucky you getting the genshin character i apparently seem to know the most about#i was going to bed and you activated my brainworms 😭
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ultramanyaoi · 11 months
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me when i learn other people dont share the same logical sense as me and vice versa and thats why i have difficulty understanding certain concepts and ease w certain that people w struggle w
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gaytedlasso · 2 years
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top five classical paintings/pieces of art that make you feel shrimp emotions
Top 5 pieces of art history that make me feel shrimp emotions. Jfc this is gonna be hard. We talked outside of this but I literally could sit here and choose just 5 works from the classical period even lmao. I’ll stick to paintings, make it easier on myself lol. Most of these are favorites because of the meaning behind them rather than the art itself even. I’ll include pictures at the bottom
1. Les Amants (The Lovers) by Rene Magritte
2. Desolation by Thomas Cole (part 5/5 of the series The Course of an Empire)
3. Nude Study of Thomas McKeller by John Singer Sargent (cropped cuz nsfw)
4. Lucretia by Artemisia Gentileschi
5. New York Movie by Edward Hopper
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Ask me my top 5 anything
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woodsy-hoe · 1 year
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having a chronic illness with symptoms you can’t explain but need to in order to be treated/understood is so dope guys
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dordey · 1 year
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5percentkira · 2 years
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the urge to slap on a pair of headphones while driving is unreal. how peaceful would it be, silently separated from the world by this machine of metal while passing everything by with hands on the wheel, wind swirling through open windows with music in the ears
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