#itll change sometime

[orionsangel86]

You know I personally think a change of director is often a good thing. A fresh new perspective, bold new risks, a different take on the source material, maybe give a WOMAN a chance to sink her teeth into it? Or a POC? Good things.

I'm not remotely worried.

#ill be honest there are some direction choices in gomens that I think are bad #so i say bring it on #sorry douglas i wish you well #but im fine with the change #good omens #neil gaiman #douglas mackinnon #sometimes change isnt bad #and gomens fandom is far too prone to panic #chill #go read that fic i recd #itll be fine #:)

[daily-crabbys]

Crab blog might go on hiatus. I'm a little on the fence about it but there's some stuff going on that I don't need to explain so I won't. It's why I've been sporadic posting, and if I don't post tomorrow I'm probably going to be on a break for an indefinite amount of time. hopefully it won't be too long but we'll have to see. will stock up on some crab posts for my return if I do!

#daily-crabbys #not crab posting #my health is not the best right now #i think its mostly mental but its also a little physical #things are changing and other things are catching up to me and its #a lot #managing a daily blog is also a bit exhausting so i dont think its helping to much #all you lovely crablings in my notes make me so happy but the maintenance is so much #i wont go in depth but its just a lot on me #very tiring #i knew what i was getting into when i started this and i could handle the blog on its own but life has plans you cant control sometimes #i dont want to go on hiatus but if i dont do it now ill end up doing it eventually and itll probably be longer then #will try to keep up but who knows how ill feel tomorrow or any time after that #if i hiatus ill still answer things and post submissions and reblog stuff but no dailys #i said i wouldnt explain then i went on a mile long rant my goodness #love you all so much <333 forgive me if i disappear a little :(

[kodared]

Back to the regular Sneak Peek schedule!! Just had my final show for Stage crew and celebrated with a good dinner with friends,

I hope everyones had a amazing weekend<3 i look forward to writing this week and getting some more progress on a few side stories!

...Mob howdy my beloved..

#i wonder what i could be writing guys #i wonder if itll include mob howdy #whn #sneak peeks #koda moments #<3 #updates #chapter 12 #we near the end #guys please dont make this weird #if you need more context yknow when u get stitches? #stitches sometimes need you to bite on something to handle the pain #yknow so u dont break a tooth #please please PLEASE read my boundaries #on a lighter note do let me know if it comes off as too weird #ill change it promptly

[ghostcrows]

Y do I have to get college fomo I literally went to college...but I did it badly what if I had done a good job...I waste so many opportunities 😀

#i should have gone to art school but i let a bojangles manager bum me out so hard i changed my mind #not really the full story. lol. but i just couldbt keep up with even basic shit #like BASIC classes #i couldnt get my time management under control and im still barely scraping by #how is it even a goddamn question that i have adhd. and yet im scared to go forward with treatment whatever that means #its not like meds are the only way like you can go on youtube now #and find a billion how to adhd videos #so maybe im just not trying hard enough as usual #i know i can do better than i am and its in the works ... its just so abstract to me #i put off having a future and now its the future and itll keep becoming the future #sometimes i feel like i dropped out of thr world not just school #like i cant Really go and be a person in the world i cant Really aspire to much #but that is the kind of attitude that keeps you stuck where you are

[missgrelle]

Grelliam sims dump to celebrate Not losing my entire game! probably my last one for a while until i can find some good custom content for ronald/othello/etc, there are only so many things i can do with grelle & gang and eventually id like to start making other characters/ships

#grelliam #sims 4 #grell sutcliff #william t spears #i gave grelle those scene queen tattoos because i am Gay and i think it looks cute... and she really is a scene queen icon #yeah i make my sims kiss & other activities... yeah im embarrassed about it.... we move on #i had to photoshop their bodies a little since confirming some pose mods do change their frames sometimes #the flowers behind grelle in one of the proposal ones are all fucked up because the pose gave her a double decker xxl juicy BBL #it looked so funny i had to edit it out #this is a grelle focused acc but im a general kuro lady lover so ive been trying to perfect meyrin and hannah #but yet again its a matter of finding good CC.. do you know how long ive been working on my grelle sim? itll take a while to perfect them #i didnt wanna leave a novel in the tags but i have so much to say #but with all of that said if anyone knows where to find good kuro maxis match cc hmu #i had more kuro sims when i used alpha but its too ugly to me now

[craycraybluejay]

quick reminder that i am not perfect and have my own flaws, biases, and irrational/disproportionate reactions. that is to say you do not need to yell at me for sounding kinda like an asshole sometimes. i am well aware. we are all assholes sometimes. pls stop making harassment campaigns against random internet trannies thx

#literally what makes u think im somehow more virtuous bc of my beliefs #like ye i hold progressive thought out beliefs but #i have my contradictions and my 'this goes against my principles but fuck it' moments #i become a different version of myself every day #and sometimes that version has some ideas it cannot say in public or itll get crucified #or even bigoted views #i mean tbf i still think its less bad to have a distaste for white slavs than being racist #and i have my reasons and justifications for stuff i know isn't very nice or PC #but like. dont think of me like some sort of. idk. dont think too hard ig? #im just a regular dude who writes stories and has problems #like i really be just some guy #i promise my haters whatever you think of me i could be worse at any given point #bc the human condition is change and not all growth/change is positive/easy to understand #but i think its natural #the only real problem is the lack of any change at all. that would be real cause for concern

[toruvi]

you ever go through a period in your life where everything is just changing so much and you dont really adjust well to change but you also dont want things to stay the way they are but you also get kinda sad bc even if things were shitty there were still some things that were comforting but those things just arent as comforting anymore but you dont know what can comfort you now so you’re desperately trying to hold onto what was while also hoping for something new and its jusgdfhgntjkdgrgfwelrkgjflkhjg AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

#SORRYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY #i am a mess #i miss tumblr i miss what it was #i feel like i lost a friend group on here sometimes and i know theyre not really ~gone~ but its not the same yk #and it feels like everyone can move on but me and im just ...here? #iunnoooooooooooooooooo #i just really miss being a part of a fandom where the show was airing!!!!!! when it's active!!!!!!!!!!! #and yes itll return one more time but it wont be the same #i might not even be around the same people and sometimes it is sad to think about #idk i handle change very poorly as you can see LOL #AND I KNOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW BEING SOCIAL COULD HELP #i am trying but i am.....realistically its hard for me to just connect with people :(((( #and i get asks and people do talk to me dont get me wrong im not complaining abt that!!! #it just takes a while for me to feel like opening up ya know....... #ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh im just emo #this isnt even solely about tumblr its just a lot of things happening in life in general #wwwwwwejklshfdklhgbfldjk #ANYWAYSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS im gonna pour my sad onto paychecks levi #also im so sorry for being slow at answering stuff i really do enjoy replying and chatting im just down in the dumps #and want to give meaningful replies :(

[wall-e-gorl]

Adaptions need to know their chosen media and medium, their limits and strengths extremely well to pull off a good adaption. What can your medium do that the original couldn't, and is what you lose made worth losing by what you gain? What are you adding to this expirence that will make it stand up to (or taller than) the original?

#thinking about tlovm and how its a adaption from long from ttrpg to animated tv show #and how theyre doing it perfectly #what does animation add? we can see the magic. what does a tv show do that a dnd game cant? show the villans to the audience +not the heros #lots of lackluster adaptations just tell the story and dont add anything to make up for the stuff they lose from changing mediums! #sometimes its ok. if its a strong enough story itll still stand on its own diminished but a lot of the times its not enough compared to og

[charliesinfern0]

oh ichimatsu body pillow we’re really in it now

#I didn’t tell you guys but I got an ichimatsu body pillow ^_^ #but I decided to put the cover away for now because I noticed that the fabric has started to prick and fray #bc like the fabric is really smooth and comfy but it’s not very durable #and I didn’t want to keep on hurting him :( #but my grandma said she’d get me a more durable one for my brithday #which means itll probably be a bootleg but at least it’ll last longer #but yeah I’m a little sad bc of that I just hated to see him getting damaged :( #even though that’s just how it is sometimes #to be loved is to be changed #but man I just wanna cuddle with my boyfriend without hurting him!!!!

[newexcalibur]

my poem to Vent, on Vent where it belongs. I love you evil mouth app

#vent app #sorry if its g'dawful quality i did one of them screenshot stretch things #Kurt On The Soapbox #Stone Scribbling #i will make a list of concise tags sometime. thats theoretically for writing. maybe itll change. #poetry #??? #reblogs are fine if yhats your bag idc #nuwachinaq

[opens-up-4-nobody]

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#sometimes u have a day thats just so. i cant even. its seems 2023 is my year of rage #directionless rage. i guess im mad at me but instead of being directed inward it just goes out into empty space #im just fucking. im at my saturation point #its a good thing i stopped taking measurements yesterday and went to the store tomorrow bc im so fucking #mostly bc i noticed a problem with the code for a paper that is fucking less than a day away from being locked in on acceptance #and now its like fucking i have to go through and change a lot and im also less than 48hrs away from another massive project starting #that will occupy my whole fucking waking nightmare of a life. so its a good thing im level headed. its a good thing i can accept my fuck #ups with honestly. bc im so fucking. ive had it. im up to fucking here with everything and i just want it to be done #im fucking full of bitterness and black bile and i want to break things. and whose fault is it? fucking mine #bc im too fucking exhausted constantly all the time to fucking pay attention to what im doing and notic that a fucking function isnt #working properly. fuck u fuck u fuck u. so what r we gonna do abt it? #idk well see what my boss says. i already texted her that news and its good bc at least i caught it but god its so fucking irritating #god. will i b told off for this? maybe. i probably deserve it. haha if so that will send me for an absolute tailspin. i cannot stand to #feel ive done something wrong. even when i kno i have. last time i had a total freakout meltdown and made v bad choices and that wasnt even #this bad. so its a good thing im currently fairly stable bc the desire to make bad choices is very strong #im just so sick and tired of everything and i want to let things implode bc im vindictive against myself. but we must not do that we must #be reasonable. so idk we may have to withdraw the paper. whatever i dont give a fuck. itll get accepted elsewhere. i dont fucking care #leave me alone to dissolve into the dirt and set my data ablaze to be helpful to no one. erase my Prospective impack. i don't fucking care #anyway today sucked. i might have to stay up all night trying to fix this. ensuring that i fuck up the start of the looming project yayyyyy #i hate it here. i stopped having fun over a year ago #itll b fine. im just fucking. im full im impotent rage #unrelated

[ironmanstan]

the dichotomy of man (need to get out of this fuckin house but if i go then i can not see my cats)

#JUST realized this and now i want to kill and explode and throw up #WHAT THE HELL WILL I DO . WHAT THE FUCK DO I DO ABOUT MY FISH ok i can probably take the fish with me #but MAN #thats such a FUCKING HASSLE #ill just stay here this is fine <- tormented by the horrors. ball and chained to familiarity #the gamer speaks uwu #guy who is terminally stressed and sick about change but desperately needs it to live a life #oooo i need to be in a hamster ball everything new can just be out of arms reach and i will be safe and contained forever #no more new experiences and life changes ill cry we should all just die actually so i never have to break out of my shell #sometimes im like im therapized i dont need to go to therapy i am sooo normal and then i say shit like all that n im like nvm #the desperately averse to change braincell is funny like is it the autism. is it the ptsd. probably both #bc i sure did like have a moment of like i should just drop out of school all of this is too much i cant do it anymore #wired in juuust the right way where i can live so much better than i ever have but itll stress me out enough where i still feel the urge #to throw it all away bc it is strange and weird. and then i have to resist that urge constantly bc ill be fully like cidal again if i do th #its so weird actually. oh u have friends? u take meds? u have irls now? strange and unfamiliar and scary get rid of it all <- the insanity #anyway sucks how there isnt a word i can use in place of men/women when im like 'women will x' but for being nonbinary #nonbinary mfs doesnt hit the same . enbies doesnt hit the same either #nonbinaries b like i am free from the horrors and then go down a whole spiral at the very thought of moving out of their nightmare house #vent #i guess oops what did this turn into

[jvzebel-x]

🦋

#usually i like to think i am extremely well adjusted to what my health entails. usually lmao. #but specifically cancer sometimes feels like a goddamn anchor lmao. #stomach cancers are not even close to the only ones that could potentially go on for a lifetime w treatment #depending on situation. like this is a far more normal situation than ppl really realize i think. #i hadnt realized it before i was adjusting goal posts from 'cured' to '5yr mark' at least lol. #this is not bad. this could be signficiantly worse. this is not a bad situation all things considered. #but like sometimes i wonder what its like to be like. healthy lmao. #&when things dip its like. if this is a perma-up trajectory as far as difficulty goes it feels kind of. unfair that mine started #where it did&its just like. never gonna plateau lmao. #i question my fortitude sometimes. idk its been a long day&i havent burned thru the Bad mania yet lmao. #ill get high&itll be easier to see that w/o the pain lmao. #med change ups are never fun this one just happened at an unfortunate time in general probably. #i miss my dog. i miss all my dogs. i would have lost my mind w/o roxy lmao. #at least this time i can give him proper rites; i couldnt for yoshi or johnny. so ive been doing a full mourning period. #it hasn't put me in like. the most optimistic light as of late lol. #its weird. im being such a fucking baby about all of this lmao. #but like i also wasnt expecting unconditional love to be almost exclusive to my dogs #or for the ups&downs to still be so dramatic after all these years of figuring out treatments lmao.

[bitchapalooza]

Someone give me their lazy light meals with minimal ingredients, I can't keep running on empty every night this summer as long as I have the 12 to 10 shift 😔

#i have been having chips for the past couple nights but its not really okay for my reflux #im so hungry im not even gonna care about my reflux tonight i am having pizza for dinner #if i had a real toaster and some butter i could make butter toast for dinner sometimes but thats all i got idea wise #i am gonna see if i can change my shift back to 1 to 9:30 it was so much easier tbh #but idk how itll go #talkies

[fellasleepinbaltimore]

after all these years, for the first time, I'm afraid of getting a puerto rican accent... how the tables have turned....

#literally so fucking funny actually #i love the accent but like i am like idk i feel like its wierd to switch between accents bc #i know ive developed a mexican-central american accent and that's cool #but like if i spend more time in pr im scared not of losing it i think id switch between them but idk #the horror of becoming like my father #but idk i don't think itd be super strong tbh tho itd be like just very costeño maybe idk #bc i know my accent can change sometimes but idk if i lived there #what would happen if id lose some of #well yeah my salvi vibes yk??? like what if i stop talking the way i do now bc i love the way i talk its like home #and i am boricua ish yk but im not super close to that part of my identity maybe #idk like having my grandmas accent warms my heart and losing it for idk #the side of my family that just isnt as close to me #but i honestly think itd be like when any foreigner moves somewhere with a different accent and their accent kinda changes but if they go #- back itll return to them #like i think i would switch to caliche wit my gamgam and more borikeño with the homies

[perenlop]

hgh wanna overhaul a main element of starfall again

#vague spoilers ig but its about how asha gets stranded again #i swear ive had a lot of iterations of it bc its like. convoluted ill admit that #the result is usually the same- she gets separated from atlas and castor and quinn- but the how and what happens #is all over the place #at the beginning of this iteration her parents were forced out of the pmd dimension by [redacted] and asha hatched slightly after #so was born into the situation. then all got picked off til only she was left #then the order of who got picked off kept changing. it was either atlas or castor as the final one #and currently its atlas #but then i changed it so that they all get stranded when asha is a bit older so she knows who [redacted] is personally #and gets more time with quinn before she disappears but everyone still got picked off #and now i kinda wanna remove everyone being picked off and replace it with JUST asha getting stranded #as in [redacted] happens and asha loses all 3 at once. really going into just how much it shook her world #and adds to the mystery of where everyone went maybe? #but also everyone being picked off adds some paranoia..... shes paranoid thats an aspect of her character #and this isnt even getting into the mess that is skylar rn. skylar's backstory is a mess #and how they get there worries me bc i think itll be confusing #sometimes im tempted to just. separate asha and skylar and have skylar come in later #but bc of spoilers idk how itd work #and i love them as a trio #but everything just... feels sooo uneven rn and i kinda hate it #its why u havent heard much abt starfall itself tbh i dont like where its at rn #i might honestly have to just tear out a lot of what i have but idk where to start in making it feel good #echoed voice