#its 2 am and i need money

[obsob]

there he is......the man of the house

#mine #ough hello not posted in a while!! #im busy doin portfolio stuff so . not much cat drawinign going on THO i will. hopefully do one tomorrow hehe #i was gna get stickers for my next shop update but its hurting me head so. gna order new prints hopefully!! this week and then #do stickers n postcards next time. i am so low on stock sihfdkggwe #need 2 buy envelopes also....my least favourite thing 2 spend money on #what hve i been up to ....i made a blanket!! maybe i will post picture. it was gna b a cardigan i started it like last year #n then i went 2 sew it together n was like. this pattern is insane also this wool is too thick so. blanky :) #its very good. good lap blanket!! #what else what else....been re reading lotr. im reading it on ebook i lov ebook sm. i love printed books but i jus absolutely cannot #read them. dyslexia gang rise up !!!! #im reading it so much quicker tho n also actually remembering it ....would die for gimli #also started rewatching cr2 >:) i dont . actually like th new campaign so KSDFKJDN rewatch it is #even tho i dont like molly. not that thats gna b an issue for long sifubshbhebwj #im so seepy...so cold.....gna rest now probably n play skyrim hehe #cat drawings tomorrow >:) #okay bye

[heyitslapis]

Emergency Flash Commissions

Hey friends, I really hate to have to ask this, but I just paid off the rest of the debt I owed from an insurance claim & in doing so I had to use my entire paycheck from today and what little was left in my savings (but I'm happy that I don't have to worry about that payment anymore).

I currently only have a few dollars left in my account. I'm good on food but my gas gauge is closing in on empty and I work the next 6 days straight. I really only need like $20-30 for gas to get me through to next Friday.

All this to say I'm holding a Pay What You Want flash sketch sale!!!

Whatever you donate, even just $1, gets you one sketch of your choice (or a one-shot ficlet as a thank you!) Bust, half, full, OCs, existing characters, humanoids, ponies, self-ships, self-inserts, you name it!

If you can't donate, sharing helps just as well!

#truly i am a broke broke bitch #i technically have $1101.78 in my account but since paying the debt $1098 is on hold because its leaving my account in a few days #i hate to have to ask but unfortunately since i quit the pizza place i have no day-to-day tips to rely on #so there isnt any way for me to get money until next friday but unfortunately i need money for gas to go to said job for said money #feel free to dm asking for examples of my art! or if you have any other questions! #mlp #my little pony #steven universe #gemsona #steven universe oc #steven universe commissions #art commisions #digital art #digital art commissions #oc commissions #writing requests #art sale #flash sale #commissions #commission sale #kofi #ko fi #ko fi commissions #kofi commissions #heyitslapis draws #emma rambles #mlp oc #tlou #the last of us #the last of us 2

[voxxnym]

I'm aware I'm cringe let people enjoy things

the fact I'm 24 and ill be getting my own gaming pc very soon and the two things I'm most excited to play is fallout 4 and wizard101 like fuck socializing on wizard101 I refuse to befriend anyone on there I'm just here to relive my childhood of playing this game for 9 hours every day and fallout 4 I'm just here to fuck gage and Hancock and blow up an amusement park along the way

#my boyfriend thinks im autistic because of how excited i am for wizard101 questing #i stopped playing it because of quarintine and then for like 2 years i couldnt play so its been like 5 years since i last played the game #let me relive my childhood the completionist in me NEEDS to finally beat the game #i have adult money now i can finish the gamr #wizard101 #fallout 4

[panspy]

hmmmmmm.................vent post under tags...... feel free to give advice or dont¯\_(ツ)_/¯

#i think this is an autism related thing #but i genuinely feel like i wasnt made right for the world we live in #like something is just missing from me that ive never seen ppl talk about #and i know this is going to sound entitled and privileged and i KNOW i know i promise and im so lucky i can even be thinking about this but #it feels weird to have the privilege to be scared #this is specifically in regards to working #like having a job. like going to work #i feel like im missing an extremely important part of my brain or my BEING that is capable ot going through the motions of participating #in society. i never felt that switch of wanting to get a job in high school to make money for myself and get that experience #i feel like there's something i MISSED where everyone took a class on how to apply and go to interviews and write resumes and not be scared #like i NEED to be walked through every SINGLE step because i dont know HOW #and i see my peers and the literal entire world around me participating in this atmosphere and i dont know where to start #im fucking twenty three years old and ive only ever been an intern and an assistant #not even a full year of working #i cant drive and i probably wont ever because thats a whole other can of worms #and that means i have to rely on other people to even get to wherever it was i needed to go #i feel like a fucking child because im missing this knowledge that everyone else seems to have #ive tried i really have but none of it seems simple and its all so much and there arent steps to follow #i mean there ARE but its like 1) look up job 2) apply 3) interview 4) yay you're employed #and im talking about each micro step inbetween #what am i missing #and then theres the fucking demand avoidance that slaps me across the face whenever my mom brings it up to me like i KNOW youre being #supportive and encouraging and its not your fault my brain turns off and decides im full of shame bc i cant CONFRONT ANYTHING #jesus christ #manf i know u can see this maybe dont bring it up to mom i can do that on my own maybe #i WANT to help i just want to help at my own pace but unfortunately the world isnt built around individual paces and nothing revolves #around me. i know this #i want to help my mom i want her to never be stressed about money and to retire and never work or help me pay my student loans but i #genuinely feel like theres a switch that never turned on in my head and im being left behind and i genuinely dont know how to. like be alive

[milkweedman]

ah, the ever-more-frequent Urge To Explode My Brain from unending migraines. a migraine that just lasts the day already sucks so bad. whole day is gone in a blur of pain and misery, right ? a migraine that lasts multiple days is sort of like if hell was real and you were in it. time has no meaning, only pain, etc.

months of migraines... with no break or end or effective treatment and also you still have to work and behave like a normal person because you cannot lie in bed for months not paying rent. well id describe it you but ive fucking lost the plot. its gone on so long and its so bad that when the migraine ISN'T at its peaking on the pain scale and making me feel like if i was hit by a truck that would be an improvement, i start to feel like my head is a vestigial organ that has been removed. cant access sensation in my head and it feels literally disconnected from my body. meanwhile the pain is still there (along with the brain fog, vertigo, nausea, etc) but it feels like its happening to somebody else.

#im kind of impressed that i can at this point carry a normal conversation (as good as i ever can. which is bad but irrelevant) #while being in agony and having been in agony for as long as i can remember #usually also with something dislocated just for some extra fun #because what i actually feel like doing 100% of the time is lighting myself on fire and/or screaming forever until i die #however thats the kind of shit that puts you in the psych ward again #so i am. smiling and making small talk while migraine auras wash out my vision and i try not to visibly dry heave #its really really really fucking bad. all the time so fucking bad. #i need to message my neurologist but likelihood of me doing that is low #because 1) the stuff she's put me on has so far done nothing but add intolerable side effects to the hell that i am already existing in #and 2) its fucking hard to do anything. even the bare minimum im not doing. so extra shit is just. not happening #i want to scream. #i am gonna. go for a walk and smoke a cigarette instead and then get really high because at least then i dont really care #the auras are making it really hard to see though. theyre like bleach all over my vision. just this wash of white #hhh. #chronic illness #chronic migraine #and its like. when my knee also gives out and it feels like theres metal in there slicing everything up with each tiny movement #or any of the other one million goddamn things broken in my body #i end up so overwhelmed by pain that i just want to lay on the floor and cry #at which point everyone around me gets mad that im not being productive and im costing them money and im not good enough #like ok kill me then. cheaper for you happier for me. just get a heavy object and go to town i would thank you for it #but i cant even say that because openly expressing suicidality just makes people angrier #im rapidly running out of fucks to give but also i will do anything to avoid returning to the psych ward #literally anything. morals out the window. i dont give a shit. #so its a catch-22. #vent

[empyreasheart]

(coping) Maybe god doesnt want me to have a job because he wants me to chill and hang out with my friends instead

#elisey speaks #ughhh i am sooo sick of this #just applying... going to interviews... for nothing!!! #ive considered opening commissions but 1. my arts kinda ass i feel bad asking people to pay for it #2. its not like i need to pay rent or something . i want money to spend on like. video games and kingdom hearts merch #idk i feel bad about people Giving me money when others need it much more

[bitchfitch]

tbh the only good thing about living in the type of building that is continuously under construction, has a garage mechanic in residency, and is on a road that gets an insane amount of traffic given the city is that my cats simply do not care about fireworks. loud sudden bangs is just par for the course around here.

#your local anxiety disorder haver however is not happy #like im fine with fireworks bc like. i know they're happening i can expect them #i dont like the amount of car crashes that happen #I also think you should need a license to use some of those powertools purely so that we can implement a law banning their use #in residential arreas at 2 am. #I like car neighbor better than most of my current neighbors but by god some days that man gets on my nerves. #However he recently offered to pay me 50$ a month to park his money pit in my driveway #i can not use it bc like my van doesn't fit under the awning. #So I get 50$ and if anyone wants to steal that thing they have to figure out how to move an entire ambulance first #Bc like. its a dinky thing. Cut its brakes and just push it. #my van simply will not move if you try to push it<3

[rigels-nigels]

Girl help I've acquired possibly yet another expensive hobby

#op #2 of them in fact #currently making a frame weaving loom (and by that i mean my dad idk enough about wood working and this wood is too expensive to fuck up) #and getting into mechanical keyboards #i already have a lotta yarn so the real costs rn are the keyboards #which are like at least 100usd a pop #what sucks is that they all seem to be 60% keyboards or tkl's and like. i need my fn and number pad keys pls and thx #debated sacrificing the num pad and getting a seperate one bc wowza these custom boards are absolutely gorgeous but #i am on such a budget and a cheap (cheap!!!) keyboard i found that i quite like is still gonna run me 200cad #if i got a pretty keeb and a seperate numpad i could easily be looking at $500+ like lordy #that's not even counting the switches i want to get (gateron baby kangs which are. $66. I'm assuming in usd bc it doesn't actually say) #anyway debating on whether or not i should order the keyboard now or wait till later cuz like is it even gonna be there later? #so much of this stuff is temporary and u never know #its a 96% keyboard and it has a calculator button!! only other board ive seen with that is my dads maybe 2005 wireless microsoft #so useful tbh #such a pretty board too all things considered #and finding a nice board like that with the numpad is not easy lemme tell ya like i was truly considering a ducky which. #i cant say im quite fond of their logo among other things #i think its more of a cream than white but u cant win em all #hmm to purchase now or to not purchase now‚ that is the question.... i could technically afford it but then #there's ComicCon + cost of supplies and whatnot for opening up my shop which is gonna be probably at least a hundred... #and then i would like to get some nice wool skirts for the winter/now bc pants are of the devil which is gonna be another 100/150 or so... #augh #i think the government should give me more money i think that would be very sexy of them to do #anyway can you believe i went on my phone to find a banana bread recipe then did all this instead? crazy #hashtag adhd life

[porloquevivoyo]

On the brightest of sides

#I am going to be making so much fucking money in the next 2-3 weeks #which feels like a really egotistical thing to say that brings feelings of shame #its just what we need before this big move #im trying here but i am struggling

[nick-close]

hey if i made a glenn shrine irl what should i put on it. hey. 

#hey if i #hey #/gen #dndads #dungeons and daddies #i want to be the glenn fan of all time #shrine is harder for a character without like figurines and keychains so i need ideas for a jank one #sadly its very unlikely for me to get th bodypillow soon because #thats 2 fullbody commissions not including if i need to pay xtra for permission to put it on a pillow #and ofc id need to buy the pillow and pillowcase #and as much as id love to #i want to save money to go visit my boyfriend in america #and i am still paying for spotify and patreon #and i dont have a job lmao #so!! #i need a job but i need to finish highschool too #sobs #when i have the money tho!! #and i find someone with the art style i want #which has been hard #i wanna commission someone either not in the fandom bc i dont want like #peoples own glenn designs i want mine #or ppl willing to draw my designs fullstop #and i love the artists in the fandom but i have a specific type of style in my head #and i havent found that here yet #so im searching!! #im also caadian so!! #shit costs more for me usually #even if i find ppl within my pricerange of 40-60 usd each fullbody it still ends up being a lot sigh #but dont think im not serious about it

[chadsuke]

i have bargained with myself that i am not allowed to order takeout unless i finish one of my many boxes of tea/assorted drinks that are just taking up space in my cupboard. well. i really want 2 order chicken 2night so i have been shotgunning so much tea 2day.

#i am HYDRATED. which is good bc im usually. not. #so this is a 3fer #1) order food less which is good bc money #2) drink my tea so i clear up space in my cupboards #3) i am HYDRATING #idk how my mind works but it fucking. works. this is how it works #u dont want to know how many convoluted rube goldberg things i need to have set up #to make things function #its just figuring out what works #gigi.txt

[miutonium]

Ahaha what if I gave in and open art trade? Ahaha just kidding.

...... unless

#im contemplating hmmm #i need to finish 2 more commissions before i can open it #but like its so tempting #i cant afford art 😪 i wish i am rich enough to throw moneys at everyone #but all i can offer is my mediocre art 🥺 #let me think about it and go to sleep now mimimimimi #asuka speaks

[doodlboy]

Hrm..

#i just saw smthn abt ppl with adhd being the “star employee” for the first few months of their job and then burning out & losing it #i am now concerned #i should also finish getting a disgnosis tho b4 i worry #bc rn i am enjoying my job & every1 there says I'm doing well for how new i am @ this. and that I'm doing more than i actually need to #ie sorting stuff b4 i hang it up or putting them on top of the shelves in specific directions so they're easier to hang #i wanna keep my job so i have money T^T #i could probably learn how 2 do any job given enough time but the burnout feels like its already getting started #like- im already tired & wanna start working nights #aughhh #elliot rambles

[nudibutch]

sold this computer to this guy who i communicated with on google translate in spanish (on my end) and now im like panicking making sure he knows what he bought

#i literally put together this terrible ass paragraph that was like #HEY IF THE COMPUTER DOESNT WORK FOR YOU PLEASE LET ME KNOW AND ILL GIVE YOU YOUR MONEY BACK JUST LMK BY FRIDAY OTHERWISE ITS URS FOREVER #and like i know thats not the protocol on fbmarket but also like #there was already a language barrier #and i speak enough spanish to read it okay #and i asked him i was like what are u using this for and he said for downloading music #and i was like aight #but also like what if i miscommunicated 😭 that was a hundred of his dollars #i would want someone looking out for ME if i was trying to buy from someone who didnt speak my language #am i too nice? maybe i just need to shut up #he messaged me after nd was like hey why doesnt this turn on? and i was like the computer is old the battery life isnt great :( #and he was like how long? and i was like oh god maybe 2 or 3 hours #and he was like ah ok thx! but im like #idk i feel i gotta make sure hes okay and he got something he feels was worth his money or itll gnaw at my conscience forever

[waywardinfinite]

Opening slots for emergency comms! We desperately need money for bills, and food, our due dates being extremely close now;;; Here's our sheet! 3 slots for all styles (can extend slots for chibi icon and chibi baby comms). Just DM me if any y'all are interested!

[1 slots available]

#Emergency Commissions #commission #art commission #commissions are open #commission sheet #we really need money for us to eat and pay bills;;; #its literally like in 2 days as i am writing this #er typing...? #but yeah #uh.. hELP