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definitelynotarabbit · 6 months
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I don't think we talk enough about how Stargate's wraith aka space vampires had one of the most outside the box vampire powers to ever grace TV. Like kudos to whoever said "hey fuck it we're gonna take one of the most one dimensional villain races we've ever made which can very accurately be described as space vampires and just completely blow that idea out of the water with a single scene showing that they have miles more depth than you could ever guess".
I mean come on why am I not seeing more vampire fanfic where the vamp can give life in the same manner that they can take it?! It's such a groundbreaking idea in a trope that short of this the most recent big change of pace was glitter.
That single scene where it looks like Todd just killed John but then he turns around and gives him back more years than he took? Mwah chefs kiss. Possibly the most efficient story telling I've seen.
Anyway I support queer agenda that episode suggested and am eternally devastated that Todd didn't become a Teal'c level character but with extra gay because telepathy.
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tepli-mravenci · 1 month
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I love being delusional <3
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roryintheir90s · 2 months
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Jimmy x Martyn x Sausage empires s2
Jimmy and Martyn are established relationships. Married, actually! It all happens pretty Fwhip being fired. Fwhip has no idea Jimmy and martyn are married, he knows they act weird, and what's up with all the tension between them? <- adding it all for spice, bc like. Everyone would think that fWhip being the CLOSES to the sheriff would know whether he was dating that other guy who keeps track of their empires resources and in-between resource exchanges between their empire and others. Fwhip is none the wiser tho.
On the other hand, sausage keeps coming into tumblr town for no other reason than to tease Jimmy bc funny haha. Instead he keeps finding the sherif at the bar with obv martyn, and while he did make fun of Jimmy at first very quickly he feel in love with the other, and soon his feelings followed martyn as well.
While martyn and jimmy struggle with the aknowlagment that yes, in fact both of them Harbour feelings for another man. And yes, it is fine to flirt with him and they don't need to be embarrassed or worry that they being unfaithful to the other. So ofc they had to talk it out with eachother before even going after sausage. Bit when they did it was just a long string of flortirious advances toward sausage and the man being confused and ranting to his rabbit father how he doesn't understand how he harbors feelings for 2 men and how he doesn't wanna choose. Basically having a love crisis.
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gl00mxstar · 13 days
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imagine if Sun had light sensitivity and Moon loved light but since it's the only way for them to come out they'd either had to stay in all the time or out and suffer in sensory hell
and what if they fought over being the one in control but not because they want to be but because they don't want the other to suffer so one of them sacrifices himself for the other
at least we have dim lights ig
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haemosexuality · 6 months
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*sits up in the middle of the night* in this next universe where vampires seem to have taken over the world, marceline probably either never met simon or he died soon after they met, which means that since her mom also died when she was really young (too young to remember a lot about her i bet), she most likely raised herself completely alone through the apocalypse and never really learned about Morals which is how after getting bitten she joined the vampires and, became evil i guess. we see that even with simons good influence in her formative years she went through a rough path after getting bitten so it would make sense that shed turn out nasty if it wasnt for him. she is part demon. we just saw an universe where simon lost marcy and was fucked up and now we're gonna see one where marcy lost simon and became fucked up
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snailcubezz · 7 months
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i think bugsnax is the one fandom where i cannot give a shit about any ship except the canon ones but like queerplatonic wiggle/gramble is so real to me . in my heart. they're both aroace but so so affection starved and kind of idiots about it so they mistake it for romance Do you see my vision
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pineappical · 11 months
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I always thought is very tricky to draw that wrinkle that goes from the nose and around the mouth and still male it look good, but gosh you nail it in every art, super expressive and pretty. Looking at all your drawings 🔍🕵‍♀️ to properly appreciate and study it. But wow really in love with your art style is so expressive and pleasing to look at, and the colors are so pretty 👌👌👌👌
i LOVEEE drawing wrinkles!!! it makes faces soso so expressive and i try to add wrinkles to every character i draw whenever i can. and the fact i also love drawing characters smiling (they make me happy, so i want to be able to share my joy to other people by drawing them smiling too!) which of course makes that wrinkle around the nose and mouth more prominent :-)
im not a person that can draw well from memory, i use references excessively even if it doesnt turn out the same way from the reference im copying from in the end 😊
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i drew these out real quick but i have no clue how to explain any of these so i just thought about sharing it with you anyways!
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call it "cheating" or whatever, but most of the time i even trace over the reference just to have a base i can copy the expression im trying to draw from. i do art for fun and if it makes my process that much easier then. well!
anyhoo, ignore the fact these are all mr lassos... i just love him a whole bunch 💛
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crescentfool · 11 months
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i love ryomina
no but seriously. even when i’m thinking about other things that captivate my interest, i find myself coming back to them and feeling like i fell down three whole flights of staircases every time i do. they are one of my favorite pairs in media and are very special to me.
it’s the way that ryoji and minato’s lives are inevitably intertwined with each other due to the circumstances 10 years ago on the moonlight bridge. without no minato, there is no ryoji. minato as he is today is because of ryoji. they have irreparably affected each other’s lives that you cannot discuss one without bringing up the other one.
ryoji mochizuki, who is death, pharos, thanatos, nyx avatar, the man of many names and identities, is the perfect summation of p3′s messages and themes.
minato arisato, the wildcard and protagonist, who has boundless kindness in his actions despite the unfortunate cards handed to him.
the two of them complement each other and tell a beautiful story from start to finish.
minato’s personas capture this perfectly. he awakens to orpheus, who’s flames burns bright, is snuffed out by thanatos during the encounter against the arcana magician. a visual precursor of the idea that ryoji stole from the life that minato could have had.
it’s the way that over the course of the game as minato interacts with pharos, talking throughout the dark hour, forging a bond that cannot be broken, that allows ryoji to exist. minato humanizes death.
november. the bells toll, calling the appriser. and yet, it’s peaceful... quiet, and full of life. ryoji, who breaks free from death’s chains, refusing his role, is given the chance to live for a month. to make the most of the humanity that minato has given him over those ten years. and what a life he lived. ryoji’s life is a reflection of what minato’s life could have been like in another universe.
it is the way the two of them are reflections of each other. ryoji with his hair down is just like minato. they are both stubbornly committed to choosing to be kind, to love life, yet are chained down by the cards the narrative dealt them with. they finish each other’s sentences, knowing each other intimately in a way no one else does.
how is that, a boy who lived for only one month, profoundly changes the course of the narrative? he is simultaneously relevant and irrelevant. blink, and you miss it, the beautiful life that he led.
ryoji is horrified at the revelations of being the appriser. he who so desperately wished to forget that his existence was meant to bring the end to all life, was unable to escape the inevitability of death. in a non-human way, of course. he becomes remorseful. a shadow of his brief time as a human who was enamored by the small beautiful things that life had to offer.
he is swallowed by grief. grief knowing that his very existence will take away not only minato’s life, but everyone else’s. the very thing that ryoji loved- life, fundamentally went against the role he was born for- to be the harbinger of death. and unable to grapple with this sadness he believes that the best thing for minato to do is to kill him, so that SEES can live in bliss not knowing about their inevitable end.
SEES is left rattled, calling into question what the meaning of life is and what they do when faced against the inevitability of death.
and!!! minato chooses!! for ryoji to live!! even in spite of what ryoji is MEANT to embody, minato still stubbornly chooses to defy death itself! and if that’s not cool i don’t know what is!! minato wants everyone to have the chance to live!!
so he climbs. he ascends tartarus, to meet ryoji, again, who is now the nyx avatar. and i just think there’s something so so beautiful about being able to use messiah, minato’s ultimate persona, against nyx avatar.
messiah, being the fusion of orpheus and thanatos is peak ryomina to me. because ryoji and minato have established an unbreakable bond from having been entwined for 10 years, minato still has a piece of death with him, and by proxy!! ryoji is able to defy and rebel against nyx trying to bring the fall! and i think that’s fucking cool shit if you ask me!
even when all of the arcanas have been gone through, it’s still not enough to stop the fall. and yet. minato knows. in the way that ryoji was sealed in minato 10 years ago by aigis... minato becomes the great seal so that everyone can live. it comes full circle.
march rolls around. he fulfills his promise to SEES on graduation day. minato dies from exhaustion. but goddamn does his sacrifice make me weep- he’s had such, such a tiring journey. he’s been through so many things because he was at the wrong place at the wrong time. but at the end of it all, he’s reunited with ryoji in death.
and i think this is why ryomina continues to evoke so much emotions for me, to this day. the relationship that they have embodies so much of persona 3′s messages and themes that it makes me feel like a microwave with nothing running in it.
p3′s message is very hopeful, for me. my favorite takeaway from it is that even if death is inevitable, appreciating the life that we were given and choosing to live as best as we can with kindness (even if we can’t feasibly do everything), is just? really nice? and you see this manifest in both ryoji and minato’s personalities and what they do for the other characters.
ryomina just feels so distinct to me, the flavor that their relationship ties back to my favorite takeaways from this game and im just!!  god!! i love you minato arisato! i love you ryoji mochizuki! im so glad that i could meet them! i’m happy that they changed my life! they made me want to appreciate the connections in life even if they were fleeting! they made me!! want to pay attention to the good moments in life and cherish them!
i love ryomina so much!!! i’m so glad that these two could bring so much joy into my life! and i hope that others can have this joy too! 💛💙
#lizzy speaks#persona 3#ryomina#ryoji mochizuki#minato arisato#meta#long post#(literally)#HI SO UM YESTERDAY I COULDN'T FUCKING SLEEP so to cope i was like 'i will talk out loud about anything and everything'#and somehow that turned into me talking about ryomina out loud and something about verbalizing my thoughts made me feel crazy about these-#two again. i mean for the record i continue to love them always very dearly but like my p3 braincells sometimes go into hibernation bc-#ive been on a really huge splatoon kick. but anyway my voice was like cracking at 3am because i was tearing up#i was like 'THE!! IM! SO NORMAL ABT WHAT ORPHEUS AND THANATOS AND MESSIAH SYMBOLIZE' etc etc etc#so i kinda just went to sleep like 'ok well you GOTTA type it out. everyone needs to know about this.'#and um i didnt mean to make 1069 words! sorry! not really! but i love them!!! even if im very quiet these days!#ohhh how lucky i am to have had the chance to experience ryomina they are such a gem. they make me so goddamn emotional#they really mean a lot to me because of well. (gestures at the entire post) but also they came at a really good point of my life and FUCK!!#im so so grateful to them!!! i love them!!!! the themes that their relationship and characters convey just !! IM SO NORMAL ABOUT IT!!!#they've affected me so profoundly and deeply and i wish i could make better art to get this across. but its ok. one day i can. one day#they make me so fucking talkative like actually but um. i had a lot of fun writing this! i dont think ive had like. a proper appreciation-#post for them that articulates why i like them so much (unless you count the essays i write in my art tags) so it was nice to make this.#admittedly theres a lot abt p3 that im rusty on since its been a goodwhile since ive interacted with the source material#and in a way you could say that like. i need to renew my p3 license LMAOOO but god some parts of p3 still have such a huge death grip on me#and what i mean by that is that the big Fucking Events have such!! clarity!! in my mind!! i recall them and i wilt on the spot!!#oh god i cant fucking shut up. the tags are probably 500 words long. enjoy my ramble. i wish every ryomina enjoyer a Good Life <3#actually no. i hope that EVERYONE on the dash today has something that sparks joy for them the way ryomina does for me.#everyone deserves 2 have something that makes their brain do a little excited dance that makes them blow up and explode. its good for u!#BYE FOR REAL this is why i have to post my thoughts very spread out otherwise yall would have so many WORDS on ur dash pls help i have so#many emotions and i am so tiny i cannot possibly fit all the feelings i have about ryomina and other things inside my tiny little body
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inkyquince · 2 years
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im fisting fighting my brain. Im screaming. Because its 1:30am in Germany and i have to get up early BUT ITS ROUND ??? OF HORNY HAZY THOUGHTS
House!Spouse Reader that unfortunately caught a few lads' eye.
You married a bit too young, to your first ever sweetheart. It was cute. The dating, the proposal, the wedding, your entire relationship was.... Cute. You were barely 20 when they asked you to marry them and dumb little you agreed. Because despite feeling restless in the relationship already, you weren't about to break it off because you were feeling a little bit listless! Where does that leave you? Bored. Planning the baby's room despite nothing being decided yet, your spouse out all day working to pay off the monumental mortgage, just cleaning and shopping and cooking and lying awake in the darkness of your room as your spouse snoozes besides you. You were lonely. But you weren't a bad person... Were you?
content warning. Cucking and cheating with an unnamed spouse, blackmail, kidnapping, jealousy, mentions of forced prostitution, harper being a bad doctor.
Whitney liked two things. Dominating people, and people telling him he couldn't have something. The latter one more or less had him smugly proving who ever told him that dead wrong, stealing or assaulting people but this time the taste being denied from him was sweeter than what he was used to. He had noticed you, just a few years above him when he started this shit school, always canoodling with that stupid fucking bitch you were with. Yeah, you were nice to look at but honestly, Whitney had other things to deal with, like becoming the menace of the year and making the old Sports teacher quit in anger.
But... Woah. Whitney had just been fucking around at the shopping center, nothing that bad but they happened to look down from the second floor and... Shitting hell, was that you? Kinda demure, gently swinging a basket of groceries as you looked briefly into the pet shop before heading for the exit. The bland looking wedding ring was easy to spot but there was something else that made Whitney's brain buzz. The skittish look around, the pretty eyes, the apology that tumbled from your lips when you bumped into someone. You itched his brain so nicely.
So, yes, you were surprised when the ratty kid you barely remember showed up on your doorstep, hovering to mow your lawn. You frown at him but promise him £15 for doing so. He's delighted. Delighted and stripping his shirt off to do it. Anyone who knows Whitney from school that passes your house has to stare. Maybe his mom made him do it as a favor to her friend? Whitney threatens to drag them over the fence and stuff their head in-between the blades if they don't scram, so of course they do. Doesn't hurt that you open the window and tell him to come inside- shoes off first. You get him a cool glass of lemonade and a plate of cookies, and Whitney smugly thinks that despite no shoes, no shirt, he is still getting one hell of a service. Definitely wants to give you the full Whitney service. One stray hand slipped between your thighs and you're waving him off, out of your house, flustered. You forgot to pay him but he doesn't mind. Mainly because the two of you stay in touch.
Whitney thinks its cute that when he sends you a drunk selfie, you fuss over him and send him a taxi to get him home. Insists he studies better. Let him indulge in your cooking when your spouse is running late. You're just so fucking cute to him, and Whitney has discovered a new taste for lonely house spouses.
He hits on you and you stare at him and tell him off. As if you're not in sync with the other drooling pervs in this town. Tells him that he's still has his final year in school and you're married and Whitney smirks and eats another cookie. You insists he stops flirting and he flatly tells you not to get your hopes up.
He does win the long game. He can hear your spouse moving around downstairs as you whine and choke around his cock in your shared bathroom. Whitney likes the fact that you stay in the house to take care of it for your husband, but that means Whitney knows exactly where you are all day, so he can easily ditch, and you can switch your attention from the house to him. Bored married ass feels amazing around his dick, and Whitney idly wonders if your spouse would try to throw him out if they found him thrusting into you. Maybe he should plan a little Halloween event to make sure that your partner wouldn't dare to. Scare them a bit and fuck you in front of them to make them realize that your hole belongs a delinquent.
Bailey... Likes being paid on time. Your partner usually pays on time. What for? Does it even sound like its your business? However, he is grateful for the day your spouse doesn't make the money drop and he gets to march over to your white picket fence perfect house and hammer at your door. Mainly because you look very cute in your pajamas, peering at him. Oh, your spouse didn't give him the money? You take an obvious moment to think on what to do, but you're... Definitely not from here because you quietly let him in to wait in the hallway as you scour the house for the envelope of notes that belong to Bailey. The look on your partner's face is priceless too to be fair, as they spot him lazing in the kitchen chair, stirring the tea you made him slowly. No doubt you're going to get an earful but the two of you finally find the clip of money your partner forgot to hand over.
Bailey gets to give you a proper one over when your spouse is apologizing to him. You're young, obviously so, and married. Probably a young married couple still living in that bubble that if the two of you just stick together, you'll make it through anything. It's sweet, but Bailey always was that kid with the magnifying glass, sitting by the ant hill. He does like watching stupid sentimental notions and optimism go up in flames. It does help that you're very cute.
So, Bailey adds interest to the amount due to him for the hours he had to wait for his money. The two of you exchange a glance, worried, no doubt you're barely living comfortable as you want to be, and Bailey isn't known for keeping his interest rate low.
So he consoles them. Don't worry, it would be easy to pay off. Your partner's face brightens and Bailey delivers the killing blow. Your spouse can just open their legs for me, and I'll waive the interest.
You're a supportive partner. So only after a bit of arguing, Bailey greedily fucks into you on your marriage bed. Your spouse isn't invited to be there, but just a few strokes of his cock has you forgetting them anyway. After, from your quivering, it seems like its been a while since you got some. He makes sure the headboard smacking against the wall and your moans are enough to make sure to let them know that your marriage won't really be the same after this.
After all, why would normalcy ever return if Bailey uses your money problems to slip through the front door and make his way upstairs to rut into you. Doubly so when he stops all excuses, and just offers a smirk when he comes in. You're his cute little fuck toy now, your hole belongs to him, which no doubt makes it a little bit stiff to talk to each other in the evenings after he leaves.
Though, he thinks, as he strips the condom off and lets his cum drip onto the carpet when he lazily throws it vaguely at the bin. It's a shame he can't make you carry a brat of his own. Now, that, would be the cherry on top.
Gonna expand on the following ideas later, but basically:
-Landry being your friend that you met at the pub, and he enjoys the fact he has a normal friend in life, until he slowly grows to loathe your spouse more and more, just because they were the one to marry you before he could. Takes you into the backroom and treats you to a loving fuck.
-Leighton remembers his cutest student, so unaware to his perverted ways, despite having lewd changing room and spanking photos of you. Loves the fact that you're living the white picket fence life and mocks you, that if you wanted to live that life, you could have told him and he'd have made you his pretty younger wife whom all of his friends look down upon as a gold digger.
- Briar likes his customers until they stop paying him. Your spouse has one or two nights of weakness and can't pay Briar for his workers' time. So, Briar was about to whore them or you out to the brothel crowd... But you're incredibly soft and cute. Briar makes your spouse watch as he fucks you, bluntly telling you that your life companion has cheated on you, so you should be thanking Briar for getting back at him.
- Kylar becomes obsessed. You're... So nice. Aprons and garden gloves and a nice smile, and you patch him up after Whitney roughs him up badly. Hates your spouse, always hysterical around them, plans on you divorcing them to marry him instead, maybe killing them just in case. Loves your soft touch and warmth, especially since his peers treat him so badly.
- You see Harper when your normal marriage counsellor is out. They're too busy for you and you're miserable so your spouse drags you to counselling. And Harper thinks you're just too cute to be all alone in that house. You slowly start to like Harper and he makes himself your primary GP. Gets to examine you and can't help but get excited. Does rely on sedatives for the time he gets to spend pressing into you. He's helping you! Harper fucks the sexual frustration out of you so your marriage can carry on so nicely!
- Bailey finds out about you, that your partner is in debt, so describes you to Eden. Eden wants house mouse. Kidnaps you for his own cabin. Boom bam, his spouse now.
- Sirris, your old science teacher runs into you as you're shopping and you two catch up! Can't help but notice how... Parental you've become. How you like looking after the house and your partner. His stomach flips when he thinks about Sydney benefitting from your care, that their house might actually look a bit nicer, that Sirris would be able to press against you after a long day and- Woah, okay, Boner in public place. You were always his favourite but now? Yes, he feels guilty, but... Having a friendship with an ex-student should be okay now right? Maybe not, since you two are too attracted to each other on a night meant for catch up drinks, Sirris hungrily kissing you when the two of you have sipped a bit too much. He does want you to divorce your husband and remarry them. Who cares if its a bad look for you, divorced and married to your old teacher, you're such a perfect little thing.
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lottieurl · 11 months
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sic transit gloria mundi / burial
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ohplasticheart · 3 months
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just finished watching sonic prime and uuuummmhhhh is that it? that ending was so underwhelming somehow and the battle a little too long
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cerubean · 1 year
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love how me taking a break turned into me building a whole ass high school
entirely way too many pics under the cut if you want to see more <3
literally almost every activity and skill item that exists in this game is on this lot the way god intended <3  
the classrooms are done but they’re boring who cares! the elective rooms are way more interesting imo. which ones you’re favorite/ where did you spend most of your time in hs? i was a theater tech kid so the theatre and the workshop was where i hung out the most
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tigersfrom711 · 2 months
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mr plant for the ask game muauahahaha,
this is about to be embarrassingly shorter than the argos ask.whatever you do dont let them know i picked favorites.....
how i feel about this character ; love him. i think on the surface he comes across as a very bare bones character with 2 defining personality traits and small range of emotions but in reality is very complex character like argos... i think he is just autistic lol. i think he started off as this sort of extremely lonely guy who did not understand that he was lonely (unable to put labels to his feelings. not that he'd try). i think he took this out in unhealthy ways. hes progressed alot but i think he was bitter before he met argos and only had a liking for his routinely things he did. i think he has crazy bad anger issues and social anxiety. which being with argos has helped him manage. and not solve entirely, but improve. i feel like he reacts to most new/different things with anger or frustration by default. (its the tism + he just like me fr) . an example of this being that being loved by argos was originally something that made him pissed off and unsure of how to respond. . i think argos made him like himself better + made him a better person/want to be a better person. and on the flip side i think he made argos Worse. what a couple
all the people i ship romantically w this character ; argos. can you imagine him with anybody else bro. uncanny. i am however on the train of mr flower being his ex. i dont know how to explain this line of thinking because the idea of him dating anybody (other than argos) makes NO sense and i cannot possibly envision it. and to me that is why it IS feasible. he is weird and unpredictable. also he reminds me of a friend who i cannot fucking imagine dating anybody because of his outlook on relationships and general idea of personal connections; meanwhile he has several exes. mr plant is like that i think. its so illfitting that it IS fitting. one of those things somebody would say to you and youd like YOU? really?? goddamn. well alright. does anyone get what im laying down
my non-romantic OTP with this character ; still argos... this guy is his only friend. god they literally only have eachother dont they. weirdos
my unpopular opinion about this character ; that hes a cis man probably. sorry all. i know most people percieve him as agender/nonbinary/etc and i can understand where youre coming from but i think he's literally just Some Guy. and i think that if he is any sort of trans or queer that he wouldn't have or honestly want the language to explain it. like if he was i dont think he would label himself as such. i think he'd just Be. you know
one thing i wish would happen/had happened to this character in canon ; SAME THING AS I SAID WITH ARGOS. MORE PRE-RELATIONSHIP EYE LOVE YOU CONTENT. wouldve loved to see more of him and HIS conflict with trying to stop being mad at argos for literally just being a good and caring person to him. letting someone love you is hard especially when you dont understand your own emotions and dont like feeling new feelings. wouldve loved to see more of him thinking violent thoughts towards argos and overtime seeing those thoughts dwindle
my OTP ; eye love you🎉
my crossover ship ; No 👍
a headcanon fact ; im team mouth-under-flower i think he has a weird monster mouth behind his face lol. also he has extra vines that grow from his body
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deerabigailhobbs · 3 months
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Ok, I know this is a blog solely dedicated to Abigail, but I have to merge my love for her and my recent Saw obsession.
After Abigail dies, taking in the scene in front of her, realising that she's still on this earth, but as a ghost now covered in blood, some not her own, she walks. She's not sure what else to do, where exactly she's going, but she can't stay here, in this kitchen, watching a man she barely even knew cradling her dead body.
So she walks, through wind and heavy rain, though she can't feel any of it, the world around her only feels like a light breeze.
She walks through days and nights, not getting tired, but getting frustrated, knowing that this is her eternity now, though thinking she does deserve it, for killing all those girls.
Then after a long while of walking (she doesn't know how long), she spots a house. It's nothing special, in fact it's far from special. It's dirty, the walls are covered in filth and look like they'll cave in at any moment. The place is boarded up, must have not been used in a while. And yet, as unremarkable as this house is, something is pulling her towards it, like a silent plea for help. And so, with that having been the only new thing in her (after)life, she passes through the walls, into the disgusting house, past the trap door with a decaying body she tries to ignore, and is then met with a door.
For the first time in a while, she's feeling an emotion other than... Well nothing at all. She's nervous, if she were still alive she was sure her hands would be sweaty and her heart racing. She has no idea what's behind that door, but whatever it is, it couldn't harm her. She didn't have to worry about dying a third time.
And so, she passes through the door and is met with a bathroom. It's dark, but she can make out some things, such as the rusty chains, the cracked mirrors, the tiled floors, and the dead bodies across the place.
However, she's then greeted by a "Hello", which startles her. Her eyes wander into the corner, and there stands a man, or what once was a man, looking at her with a soft smile and wide eyes. The first thing she notices about him is the large bullet wound in his shoulder, blood pouring out of it, and then the chain that's wrapped around his leg. He's a little older than Abigail, with short, messy black hair, wearing a dirty white T-shirt and baggy jeans.
They both take each other in, she's not sure what to say. In fact she hasn't spoken since that night. She mutters a small "hello" back, adverting her eyes to anywhere that wasn't the ghost in front of her.
The man's voice is even softer now, not wanting to scare her away as if she were a lone deer he had just stumbled across.
"My name is Adam."
There's a long pause before Abigail speaks for the first time in ages.
"Abigail."
Adam looks at her, inspecting the blood and wound around her neck and on her hands.
"My throat was cut. Bled to death." She says simply. She knew he was going to ask, so she thought she'd just get it over and done with. "You?"
Adam looks at her, taken aback by her forwardness.
"Well, first I was shot, then left to starve to death, before finally being suffocated by a plastic bag of all things" he lets out a small, empty laugh. "Guess the big guy wanted me to die 3 times, huh?"
"I know that feeling." Abigail said, smiling slightly. It was nice to have someone to talk to. Someone that didn't have ulterior motives, who had seemingly gone through similar life and death experiences that she did.
He looks at her again, smiling, but his eyes don't show it. "Fuck, you're just a kid."
Abigail's brows furrow with slight annoyance. "I'm 19, actually. Or was, I don't know how long it's been. This was coming though" Her voice becomes slightly quieter as she gestures towards her neck.
Adam lets out a breathless sigh, before looking up at her again, a small smirk appeared on his face. "Like I said, just a kid."
Abigail looks around the bathroom again, taking in the grimy tiles and the 2 other dead bodies. This was getting awkward already. Still, she'd take this over walking through another state again.
"How come you're here?" Adam asks, breaking the silence once more.
"I could ask you the same thing." Abigail replies, looking directly at Adam now.
"I can't- I can't leave. Believe me, I've tried. But I can't." Adam said, his sad face turning towards the door, making Abigail spot the faded blood handprint on his cheek. "You think I want to stay in this shit hole?"
She looks down at the bodies once more. The decaying skeleton with the chain around his foot must be Adam.
"So those two could leave and you couldn't?"
Adam scoffs lightheartedly, looking towards her oncemore. "Yeah yeah, no need to rub it in."
Abigail smiles at that, the man seems to be taking this whole "death" thing easily. She wonders how long he's been down here.
That line of thought is cut short by Adam's voice. "Anyway, you didn't answer my question."
Abigail bites her lip. "I'm not sure. Something was pulling me here, and I figured it was better to see what all the fuss was about than walking aimlessly again."
Adam smiles at her, though there's a hint of pity in his eyes which she hates. If only he knew what she had done, his face would be one of disgust instead.
He sits down on the dirty tiles, arms over his knees, and looks up at her. "Well, Abigail, got time for a chat? Cause just wait till you hear about the day I've had..." He smiles like he just thought of the greatest joke ever. Abigail lets out a small laugh anyway, sitting beside him.
"All the time in the world."
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you were peeling an orange. your nails dug into its skin, ripping away. you separted the flesh into quarters, destroying the bonds between each part of the fruit. juice spilled out from this process, as blood in a massacre.
i was next on the table. you dug your nails into my skin.
i liked it.
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garpond · 23 days
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I don't even know why I bother being surprised or baffled at how little my parents care about me anymore at this point but like jesus christ lol?... Like I'm sure part of it is they're all invested in making sure I think any grievance I have about them is overdramatic and ungrateful but like genuinely... I need to stop hoping they'll ever do anything except make me feel more unloved and unsafe and miserable forever
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