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superbrightsunset · 1 year
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Vash + Crying
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Rough day today, I'm either upset enough to have a headache, or my oncoming migraine is causing insufficiency of Cope. 🤔
So today's self care is taking the big boy painkillers and escorting myself to my room where no one can ooze unmet needs at me through the local empathic field.
I've helped mum with her pain to the best of my abilities, and it's evidently not enough for her to be comfortable, but thats the end of whast I have available.
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coulsart · 2 months
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Do you have a toyhouse
I DOOOO.... BUT IM TOO UNMOTIVATED TO ACTUALLY WORK ON IT SOOOOBBBBB
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undercooked-icicle · 1 month
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dreepy-draws · 23 days
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I swear I'm not ignoring the headcanons requests I just want to make sure I write them out good. I got tons of ideas in my head but putting em on paper is hard. this is why I don't write fanfic very often lmfaoo
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quags1re · 4 months
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Hey, hope this doesn’t sound pushy, but do u have an outline of godspeed’s ending? I don’t mean to pressure u in any way, I’m just curious teehee. Love ur writing quags, and stay hydrated!
-a reader that cannot move on
not so much an outline as it is a google doc with vibes asdhshdhe does that count? it's incomplete and not filled with everything i wanted to add but it does have. vibes
not sure if yall wanna see the vibes they make no sense to anyone but me but yknow
mostly i had the idea that one day id continue godspeed but that day seems super vague and distant so maybe people wanna see the vibes? idk lemme know
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blaithnne · 5 months
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I FINALLY HAVE MEDICATION AGAIN
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reallygroovyninja · 8 months
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Coffee and a Danish
The whistle of the kettle pulled Clarke's attention away from the gripping pages of her novel. She had been sitting by the window, lost in the world of fiction, as raindrops pattered rhythmically against the glass. The overcast sky outside cast a moody glow into the room, making it the perfect setting for a day of reading.  
Rising from her cozy chair, Clarke padded over to the kitchen. As she poured the steaming water over the tea leaves, she felt a profound sense of contentment. Here, amidst the storm and the comforting scent of brewing tea, reality and fiction beautifully intertwined, offering her an escape from the everyday hustle. 
Clarke settled back into the comfortable embrace of her armchair, the ambient light casting a soft glow around her. The room was silent save for the occasional rustle of the pages she turned. In moments like these, she felt a deep appreciation for solitude.  
It wasn't just the quiet or the absence of company; it was the space to breathe, to think, to be unapologetically herself. There were no expectations, no roles to play, no judgments. Just Clarke and her thoughts.  
She realized that amidst the chaos of life, she had come to cherish these fleeting moments of serenity. It was in this solitude that she rediscovered herself, her passions, and the simple joys of just being. 
Clarke’s gaze drifted from the pages of her book to the window beside her. Raindrops splattered against the glass, their trails merging and diverging in a liquid dance. Each drop seemed to tell its own story, racing downwards before being absorbed by another.  
She felt torn between two worlds — the rich tapestry of characters bound by duty and honor in her book, and the mesmerizing, transient world of rain outside. The rhythm of the raindrops seemed to sync with the beating of her heart, pulling her into a meditative trance.  
For a moment, the book felt heavy in her hands, its weight a symbol of the deep, intricate tales within. But the rain, with its fleeting nature, reminded her of life's ephemeral beauty. Clarke found herself caught in a delicate balance, longing to continue her literary journey, yet equally compelled to lose herself in the simple, hypnotic beauty of the rain. 
Clarke's gaze shifted from the rain-soaked windowpane to a familiar figure dashing from a car parked on the street. It was Lexa, her enigmatic neighbor, who was now making a hurried sprint to escape the downpour.  
Even in the brief, rain-blurred glimpse, Clarke noticed how Lexa's eyes narrowed in focus, a subtle grace to her movements despite the urgency. They had spoken only briefly in the past—small talk in the hallway, a nod during morning jogs—but Clarke had been intrigued by her from the start.  
She remembered Lexa mentioning a girlfriend named Costia in one of their early exchanges. Oddly, Clarke hadn't seen Costia for a few months now, and the absence left her curious. Watching Lexa shake the rain from her coat before disappearing into the building, Clarke contemplated the stories hidden behind closed doors, including her own.  
The thought weighed on her as she turned back to her book, but the words on the page suddenly seemed less captivating than the unfolding narratives of real life. 
Clarke found her thoughts consumed by the brief image of Lexa running through the rain. The absence of Costia, whom she hadn't seen for months, was particularly puzzling. Had they broken up? Or perhaps Costia was away on a trip or some long-term assignment.  
Clarke had noticed Lexa occasionally looked more reserved, her usually sharp gaze seeming distant. But trying to decipher the intricacies of a relationship from mere observations felt like walking through a maze blindfolded.  
She pondered if she should ever ask Lexa directly or if it was better left as one of those unspoken curiosities between neighbors. Shaking her head to clear her thoughts, Clarke tried to refocus on her book, but the characters and their fictional problems seemed pale in comparison to the real-life enigma just a few doors away. 
Clarke's eyes glazed over, the world around her blurring as her thoughts ventured elsewhere. In her mind's eye, she and Lexa were seated at a quaint cafe, its windows misted up from the rain pouring outside.  
They were tucked into a cozy corner, the ambient light casting a warm glow on their faces. Soft murmurs of conversation, punctuated by gentle laughter, filled the air between them. As they sipped their coffee, the aroma intertwining with the scent of rain, Lexa would break off a piece of a shared danish and offer it to Clarke with a playful grin. The sweetness of the pastry was nothing compared to the shared moment - one of stolen glances, comfortable silences, and a budding connection.  
The imagined ambiance was so serene, so perfectly picturesque, that Clarke could almost hear the soft jazz playing in the background, a gentle accompaniment to the rhythm of her heart. 
Clarke couldn't quite put her finger on why her daydreams about Lexa so often revolved around a cafe setting. Perhaps it was the intimacy of the small tables, the comforting aroma of coffee, or the simple joy found in shared desserts. Cafes seemed to encapsulate a sense of peace, a slice of normalcy where complex lives could pause and find refuge.  
More puzzling was how easily Lexa fit into this imagined sanctuary. In Clarke's mind, they would talk softly, smile warmly, and share unspoken understanding over coffee and a danish, as if the barriers that often divide people could be easily dissolved in such a setting. These recurrent daydreams, always at the same imagined cafe, left Clarke both bewildered and fascinated, like a familiar tune she couldn't quite shake. 
Clarke sighed, setting her book down and massaging her temples. It felt odd, this involuntary pull of her thoughts towards her neighbor. They had shared nothing more than fleeting exchanges and polite nods in the hallway, so why was her mind so insistent on crafting these elaborate daydreams about her? 
It wasn’t as if they had a deep bond or shared moments of intimacy. Was it simple curiosity, a product of the mysterious allure that Lexa carried, or something more profound that Clarke was reluctant to acknowledge?  
She chided herself for allowing her thoughts to wander in such a peculiar direction. After all, they were just neighbors. Still, in the quiet of her room, the ambiguity of her feelings remained, making her question the simplicity of their acquaintance. 
With a sigh of resignation, Clarke closed her book, the words on the page no longer holding her interest. Try as she might to immerse herself in the fictional world of her novel, her thoughts persistently strayed towards Lexa.  
Every scene, every interaction in the book was overshadowed by the vivid imaginings of encounters with her enigmatic neighbor. The contours of Lexa's face, the timbre of her voice, and their brief conversations played on a loop in Clarke's mind.  
It was both unsettling and fascinating how someone she knew so little about could occupy so much of her mental space. Admitting defeat, she set the book aside, surrendering to the pull of her thoughts, which seemed determined to weave stories of their own. 
Rising from her chair, Clarke stretched her arms and walked towards the window. She noticed the rain had momentarily ceased, leaving the world outside glistening and renewed. Just then, she spotted Lexa emerging from the building, carrying a box filled with assorted items.  
Clarke watched with interest as Lexa made her way to the trashcans near their building and, with a discernible sense of finality, threw the items away. The act seemed laden with significance, though Clarke could only guess at what it meant. Was it simply household clutter being discarded, or perhaps remnants of a past relationship?  
The gesture, simple yet mysterious, only deepened Clarke’s curiosity about her neighbor. She found herself pondering the lives lived so close to her own, yet remaining worlds apart—each apartment a microcosm of secrets, dreams, and untold stories. 
Clarke remained at her window, transfixed by the sight of Lexa, who stood by the trashcans in silent contemplation. The weight of memories, perhaps, or the resolution of a decision seemed to envelop Lexa. As she turned back towards the building, her gaze inadvertently met Clarke's.  
The sudden eye contact, while fleeting, was heavy with unspoken acknowledgment. Lexa, with the corners of her mouth turning upwards ever so slightly, offered Clarke a brief nod and a small smile. It was a simple gesture, yet it resonated deeply within Clarke, as if they had momentarily bridged the distance that had always existed between them. Clarke's heart raced, surprised by the intensity of a connection made in silence, a mere glance speaking volumes more than any words could convey. 
Without fully realizing what she was doing, Clarke felt herself drawn away from the window and towards her apartment door. It was as if an invisible thread connected her to Lexa, gently tugging at her.  
The fleeting moment of shared acknowledgment, that brief nod and smile, had awoken a curiosity, or perhaps a courage, that Clarke hadn't known was there. The rhythmic thudding of her heart echoed her steps as she approached the door. 
"Just a casual chat," she told herself, though deep down, she hoped it could be the start of something more meaningful. The door handle felt cold under her grip, and as she opened it, she took a deep breath, hoping to find Lexa in the hallway and seize the opportunity to finally bridge the gap between them. 
As Clarke gently swung her door open, she was met with an unexpected sight. Lexa stood mere feet away, in front of her own apartment door, her hand hovering over the doorknob. There was a palpable hesitation in Lexa's posture, a vulnerability that seemed to mirror Clarke's own feelings.  
Their eyes met, and for a second, the world seemed to stand still. Both women, caught in their own whirlwind of emotions and uncertainties, now stood facing each other, the silence punctuated only by the distant echoes of the city.  
The spontaneity of the moment left them both momentarily speechless, but it also presented a golden opportunity—a chance to move past the pleasantries and superficial exchanges and venture into deeper waters. Clarke took a deep breath, ready to seize the moment and let the conversation flow where it may. 
Summoning a courage she didn't know she had, Clarke broke the silence. "Lexa," she began, her voice soft yet steady, "would you like to come in for a cup of coffee? Or tea, if you prefer?" She gestured towards her own apartment, the warm lights from inside spilling into the dimly lit hallway.  
It was a simple invitation, yet laden with so many possibilities. Clarke watched Lexa's eyes for a response, hoping that the warmth and genuineness of her offer would resonate with her neighbor. The anticipation in the air was tangible, as both women stood on the precipice of a moment that could transform their relationship from mere acquaintances to something infinitely more profound. 
Lexa's eyes met Clarke's, and after what felt like an eternity but was only a few seconds, her lips curved into a genuine smile. "I'd love a cup of coffee, thank you," she said, her voice carrying a tone of relief and maybe, just maybe, a hint of excitement. As she spoke, the tension in the air seemed to dissipate, replaced by a newfound sense of possibility.  
Clarke felt her heart lift, buoyed by the simple affirmation. It was as if the door to her apartment wasn't the only thing opening tonight; another door, one that led to a different kind of space—intimate, personal, and full of potential—had just been unlocked as well. 
Once inside Clarke's apartment, Lexa moved to sit at the small dining table, her eyes taking in the cozy, lived-in atmosphere. Books were neatly stacked on shelves, framed artwork adorned the walls, and a soft, ambient light seemed to wrap the room in a warm embrace. It felt like an extension of Clarke herself—welcoming and filled with complexities yet to be discovered.  
Meanwhile, Clarke busied herself in the kitchen, the rich aroma of coffee beginning to fill the air as she started the brewing process. The gentle sounds of the coffee maker at work mingled with the residual patter of raindrops outside, creating a backdrop of domestic serenity.  
As she prepared the coffee, Clarke couldn't help but feel a sense of anticipation; they were no longer just two strangers separated by a hallway, but potential friends sharing a humble yet intimate moment, all thanks to a spontaneous invitation and the magical allure of a warm cup of coffee. 
Balancing two steaming mugs of coffee in her hands, Clarke made her way from the kitchen to the table where Lexa was seated. Setting the mugs down, she caught Lexa's eye and asked, "Would you like a danish? I've been experimenting with making pastries and I'd love an honest opinion." Clarke's eyes sparkled with a blend of enthusiasm and mild apprehension. After all, offering something you've made yourself is a kind of vulnerability, an invitation for judgment. But as she spoke, she felt an underlying sense of excitement.  
This was more than just a sharing of food and drink; it was an offering of a part of herself, an opening into the personal realm of her own tastes and talents. The coffee, the danish, the comfortable atmosphere—they were all small pieces of a tapestry that Clarke was hesitantly unfurling before Lexa, hoping she'd appreciate the intricate patterns woven into its design. 
Lexa's face lit up at Clarke's offer, her eyes meeting Clarke's with evident delight. "I absolutely love danish," she exclaimed, her voice tinged with genuine enthusiasm. "I would be honored to taste yours and give you my honest opinion." Her broad smile seemed to illuminate the room, breaking down whatever invisible barriers remained.  
For Clarke, that smile was a seal of approval, an unspoken affirmation that their encounter was about more than just neighborly politeness—it was an opening to a deeper connection, perhaps even a friendship.  
Clarke felt a warm sense of validation wash over her, further sweetened by the excitement of sharing something she had created with her own hands. It was a small but significant step, their lives intertwining over cups of coffee and a homemade danish, and Clarke couldn't help but think that it was the beginning of something truly special. 
Clarke reached for the freshly baked danish on the counter, placing it delicately onto a plate before setting it in front of Lexa. The golden-brown flaky layers of the pastry glistened under the soft lighting of the room, emitting a warm, inviting aroma.  
Lexa's anticipation was palpable; her fingers danced lightly over the plate before picking up the pastry. There was a gleam in her eyes, a mix of excitement and genuine curiosity, as she brought the pastry to her lips. The moment felt suspended in time as she took her first bite, the flaky layers giving way to the soft, creamy filling inside.  
Clarke watched intently, her heart fluttering, awaiting Lexa's verdict on her culinary experiment. The room was filled with a blend of tension and anticipation, every second feeling like an hour, every small movement weighted with meaning. 
As Lexa chewed, her eyes widened and her expression morphed into one of genuine delight. After swallowing, she looked directly at Clarke and said, "This danish is incredible. Honestly, it's one of the best I've ever had." Her voice was filled with a sincerity that left no room for doubt.  
The compliment landed in the room like a triumphant chord, and Clarke felt a warmth surge through her. All the hours of experimentation, the trials and errors, the worry over whether her culinary skills would meet some mark—suddenly, all of it felt validated.  
Lexa's praise wasn't just about the pastry; it was a nod to the care and skill Clarke had put into creating it. The words seemed to fortify the connection that was forming between them, giving Clarke a sense of gratification far richer than the most decadent danish. It was as if they had crossed an unspoken boundary, turning a simple act of sharing food into a moment of deep, personal connection. 
Lexa looked contemplative for a moment, her gaze settling on the steaming mug of coffee in front of her. "You know," she began, her voice taking on a hint of nostalgia, "I've always wondered who was creating those delightful baking aromas. It's been like this comforting anchor every time I walked through the hallway."  
She took a slow sip of her coffee, allowing a beat before continuing, "It's funny. My ex-girlfriend absolutely despised the smell. Said it was too sweet and overpowering. But for me... it always felt like a gentle reminder of home."  
The revelation hung in the air between them, offering Clarke a brief insight into Lexa's past dynamics. It was both an intimate share and a testament to the subtle ways in which their lives had been intertwining, even before this evening. 
Clarke's lips curved into a gentle smile, her eyes locking onto Lexa's with understanding and warmth. "Well, I'm really glad that the aroma brought you some comfort," she said softly. "It's strange, isn't it? How something as simple as the scent of baking can evoke so many emotions and memories. For me, baking has always been a way to relax, to create, to feel connected to home." She paused, letting the words linger. "And knowing it had a positive effect on someone else, even in such a subtle way, makes it all the more special." As Clarke spoke, Lexa's eyes softened, reflecting a shared moment of appreciation for life's small joys and the serendipity that can arise from them. 
Lexa paused, her eyes momentarily losing focus as if she were gathering her thoughts from some distant place. "I'm far from home, you know," she finally said, her eyes meeting Clarke's again. "I moved to this city not knowing what to expect, and it's been a whirlwind ever since. But despite the ups and downs, the loneliness, the challenges—I'm really glad I made the move." Her voice was tinged with a sense of revelation, as if the words were not just an admission to Clarke, but also a confirmation to herself.  
"It's opened doors for me, broadened my horizons, and led me to experiences and people I would never have encountered otherwise." As she spoke, Lexa looked around Clarke's apartment, and her eyes settled back on Clarke. "Like this moment right now, enjoying a home-baked danish and having a genuine connection. I wouldn't trade it for anything." The sentiment hung in the air, affirming that both women, each far from their roots in their own way, had found something meaningful in this simple encounter. 
Clarke simply smiled, absorbing Lexa's words as they floated in the air between them. It was a smile that communicated more than mere politeness or casual acknowledgment; it was a smile of resonance, of understanding the undercurrents that had led both of them to this point in their lives.  
In Lexa's honest reflection, Clarke saw pieces of her own journey—the uncertainty of new beginnings, the beauty of unexpected encounters, the invaluable worth of genuine connections. And for that brief moment, words seemed superfluous. The smile said it all: a mutual recognition of the unique paths they had walked, the challenges they'd faced, and the simple, sweet joy of finding something—or someone—worthwhile along the way. 
Tilting her head slightly, Clarke's curiosity bubbled to the surface, and she posed a question that had been dancing on the tip of her tongue since their conversation began. "You mentioned being far from home," she began, her voice soft and inquisitive, "and it makes me wonder, what made you decide to come to this city? Out of all the places you could've gone, what drew you here?" There was a genuine interest in her eyes, a desire to understand the deeper layers of Lexa's story. It was as if the walls of the apartment dissolved, and the two were no longer just neighbors across a hallway but kindred spirits eager to unravel the tapestries of each other's lives. 
Lexa inhaled deeply, her gaze distant as she traveled back in her memories. "You know, for as long as I can remember, I've felt this pull towards this city," she began, her voice filled with a mix of wonder and nostalgia. "Even when I was a child, before I had any real understanding of what living here would entail, I'd hear stories or see pictures, and something inside me just... resonated. It's hard to explain, but it was as if the city's heartbeat matched my own. Like there was a piece of me already here, waiting for the rest to catch up." She chuckled lightly, her eyes meeting Clarke's once again.  
"I know it might sound whimsical, even a bit silly, but I've always believed that certain places, like people, can call out to you. And this city, with all its chaos and beauty, was calling my name." As Lexa shared her story, Clarke could feel the passion and sincerity behind each word, painting a vivid picture of a young girl with dreams as big as skyscrapers, drawn by an inexplicable bond to the place they now called home. 
Turning the focus of the conversation, Lexa leaned forward slightly, her interest clearly piqued. "What about you, Clarke? What's your story with this city? Did you move here for work, or..." She let her voice trail off, inviting Clarke to fill in the blanks.  
Clarke chuckled softly, touched by Lexa's genuine curiosity. "Actually, I grew up here," she explained, her voice tinged with a warmth that comes from deep-rooted familiarity. "This city, with all its flaws and wonders, has always been home to me. I've seen neighborhoods change, new buildings replace the old, and people come and go. But despite all that, there's a constancy here that I've never felt the need to leave."  
As Clarke spoke, her eyes momentarily drifted toward the window, as if trying to capture the essence of the city that lay beyond it. "It's like an old friend that you can always count on, even when everything else is in flux." With that, Lexa nodded, her eyes reflecting an understanding that went beyond the simple geography of their lives. 
With a tilt of her head and a genuinely inquisitive look in her eyes, Lexa ventured into more personal territory. "So, Clarke," she began, her fingers idly tracing the rim of her coffee mug, "I've been curious. With all the time you spend baking such delicious pastries, what do you do professionally? What's your day-to-day like here in the city?"  
Lexa's question carried with it an underlying respect and intrigue, a genuine interest in understanding more about the woman who sat across from her. Clarke's eyebrows rose slightly in playful surprise, not expecting the topic to shift to her profession, but she welcomed the opportunity to share a glimpse into her world. 
Clarke's fingers gently circled the rim of her coffee cup as she spoke, "I'm an author, actually." Lexa's eyes immediately brightened; her interest piqued. "Really? What do you write?" she inquired, genuinely intrigued.  
Clarke leaned back, her eyes drifting toward her bookshelf filled with various titles, including her own. "I've penned a few things, but my most well-known work is a series called 'Between Worlds,'" she explained.  
Instantly, Lexa's eyes widened in recognition, her mouth forming a small 'o' of surprise. "Wait a minute, that book was turned into a movie, wasn't it? I saw it a few months ago. It was absolutely captivating," Lexa exclaimed, her voice tinged with excitement and awe.  
Clarke felt a rush of warmth spread through her at Lexa's words, thrilled that her work had reached someone she found herself increasingly interested in. "Yes, that's the one. It's been an incredible journey seeing it go from page to screen," Clarke responded, her eyes meeting Lexa's in a moment of shared understanding and respect. 
Lexa leaned back in her chair, a playful smirk forming on her lips as she regarded Clarke with an amused glint in her eyes. "You know," she began, taking a moment to sip her coffee, "I've lived in different places, met all kinds of people, but I never thought I'd find myself living next door to someone famous." Her voice carried a tone of lighthearted jest, but also genuine admiration.  
"I mean, here I am, sharing coffee and a danish with the very mind behind a movie I enjoyed. Life is full of surprises." Clarke chuckled, shaking her head in mild embarrassment, appreciating the moment of levity. "Fame is relative," she retorted playfully, "but thank you, Lexa. That's very kind of you to say." 
Curious to know more about Lexa, Clarke shifted the focus of their conversation. "So, we've talked about me being an author, but what about you, Lexa? What brought you to this city and what do you do for a living?" Clarke asked, locking eyes with Lexa across the table.  
Lexa set her coffee cup down and took a deep breath before speaking. "I'm a psychologist. I moved here to work at the local hospital for my postdoctoral fellowship," she explained, her voice filed with a sense of purpose and dedication.  
"Psychology has always fascinated me—the intricacies of the human mind, how people interact, why they do what they do. It felt like a calling, and the fellowship offered the perfect opportunity for specialized training and research. This city has a reputation for excellent healthcare, so it was an opportunity I couldn't pass up." Clarke nodded, intrigued, sensing a deeper layer to Lexa that she was eager to discover. 
Clarke leaned back in her chair, the steam from her coffee wafting into the air between them. "You know, beyond writing, I find such joy in cooking. It's my solace, my quiet place," she mused, her eyes reflecting her deep connection with the craft. "What about you, Lexa? What brings you joy outside of your profession?"  
Lexa hesitated for a moment, a gentle blush coloring her cheeks. "I've taken up painting recently. I'm no artist," she added with a soft chuckle, "but a few years ago, I was part of a program that used art as a medium to help children cope after tragic events. The process... it resonated with me. Watching those children find a form of expression, a release, in the midst of their pain—it inspired me to try my hand at it. Painting became my own quiet refuge, much like your cooking." Clarke's eyes brightened with a mix of admiration and curiosity, seeing Lexa in an even more multifaceted light. 
Clarke looked at Lexa, her eyes shining with curiosity and a newfound admiration. "You know, if you'd be willing, I'd love to see one of your paintings sometime," she said softly, a genuine invitation hanging in the air between them. "There's something incredibly intimate about sharing a piece of your own art—it's like offering a glimpse into your soul. I'd be honored to see what you've created, to understand that part of you a little better." Clarke's voice was tinged with a respectful curiosity, understanding the vulnerability that came with sharing one's art, yet hopeful Lexa would take her up on the offer. 
Lexa's eyes widened slightly, caught off guard by Clarke's genuine interest. She had always considered her paintings to be deeply personal, a private reflection of her thoughts and feelings. However, there was something in Clarke's demeanor, a genuine warmth and respect, that made her feel at ease. "You'd really want to see them?" Lexa asked, a touch of incredulity in her voice.  
After a moment's hesitation, she continued with a soft smile, "I'd love to show you, Clarke. No one has ever expressed such an interest before. It would mean a lot to share that part of myself with someone who appreciates the intimacy of it." The room filled with an atmosphere of anticipation, as a budding bond between the two neighbors grew even stronger. 
Clarke caught herself just before the question tumbled out, but curiosity got the better of her. "Did Costia not find it interesting? Your painting, I mean. Did she ever show any interest?" Clarke felt the words leave her lips before she had a chance to fully weigh their implications.  
There was a delicate balance in asking about someone's past, particularly when that someone was an ex, but the question was already out in the open. She looked at Lexa, her eyes conveying both curiosity and a hint of cautious sensitivity, hoping she hadn't crossed a line. 
Lexa looked down at her coffee cup for a moment, as if contemplating how much to reveal. When she looked back up, her eyes met Clarke's with a quiet, reflective intensity. "Costia was... particular in her interests," she began carefully.  
"She was never really captivated by things outside of a certain scope, things that were deeply important to me like my painting, my work, and other passions. She had her own world, and sometimes I wondered if there was truly room for me in it." Lexa's voice was soft, tinged with a melancholy that hinted at a well of deeper, unspoken feelings.  
Clarke sensed the emotional weight behind Lexa's words and felt a subtle shift in the atmosphere, as if a layer of distance had been peeled back between them, making room for something more authentic to take root. 
Clarke watched as Lexa's eyes dimmed with the weight of memories, the vulnerability in them pulling at her heartstrings. Without thinking, she reached across the table, gently placing her hand on top of Lexa's. The instant their skins met, an unexpected jolt ran through them, akin to a pulse, a palpable current of connection.  
Both women looked up, their eyes locking, mirroring the same startled realization. It wasn't just physical warmth; it was as if their souls had briefly brushed against one another, hinting at a depth of connection neither had anticipated. In that fleeting moment, the outside world faded, leaving just the two of them anchored by that single touch. 
In that suspended moment, neither Clarke nor Lexa moved. Clarke's hand remained atop Lexa's, each feeling the subtle warmth and pulse beneath their skin. Their eyes were locked in a silent communion, a wordless dialogue that neither had expected but neither seemed eager to break.  
It was as if they were both searching for something in the other's gaze, perhaps an explanation for the electric charge that had flowed through them, or maybe a glimpse of some deeper understanding, an emotional resonance that words couldn't adequately express.  
Time seemed to slow, and the world beyond the window, the rain, and even the walls of Clarke's apartment, all faded into irrelevance. For those few seconds, all that existed was the space between their eyes and the connection in their touch. 
The world seemed to contract, the distance between them dwindling as if guided by an unseen force. Neither was fully aware of initiating the motion, but there they were, drawn inexorably closer to one another. The sounds of the room dimmed, their shared heartbeat taking precedence over all else.  
But that initial hesitance melted away when their lips met. An intense torrent of emotions surged through them, feelings so profound and all-encompassing that they felt like they were drowning and being reborn all at once. In that singular moment, everything seemed to click into place.  
It wasn’t just attraction or chemistry; it was as if two lost souls had found the missing pieces of themselves in each other. Both felt an overpowering sense of completeness, as though they had been wandering the world in search of something they couldn’t quite define, only to discover it was right in front of them all along. 
As they finally pulled apart, both Clarke and Lexa remained silent, still held in the thrall of the emotions that had overtaken them. Words seemed inadequate, unable to capture the magnitude of what they had just experienced.  
Lexa looked into Clarke's eyes and found them shining, as if lit by the same internal light that she felt glowing within herself. Without speaking, both women seemed to acknowledge that they had crossed a boundary, ventured into new emotional territory that neither had anticipated but both were reluctant to leave.  
In the vast expanse of the universe, where countless stars glitter and galaxies dance, there exists the age-old belief that souls, predestined to unite, will always find their way to each other. Clarke and Lexa's unexpected connection was a testament to this cosmic truth.  
Despite the myriad paths and choices that had led them to this point, their souls recognized one another, intertwining seamlessly, as if they had been waiting for this union for lifetimes. And as the evening deepened, casting a blanket of stars across the sky, it was clear that their souls had not just found each other, but had come home. 
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vacantgodling · 11 months
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question for other writers/creators: do you ever make characters that you dislike and have strong personal feelings about that are generally negative, yet you want to make a good story so you still flesh them out as a good well rounded character yet the whole time you're like >:/
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ghostofchaos-past · 9 months
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if i had a nickel for every time i waited months for the second season of a show i loved to come out, only for said season to leave me with heartbreak and more questions than answers, I'd have two nickels
which isnt alot, but it's weird that it happened twice, right?
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I love going into old fandoms I used to be in and finding out that they're so dead that there's no posts since I left and nothing new for me to consume
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ddaz3d-and-cc0nfused · 10 months
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painful, gut wrenching, heart aching, tearful emotional love confessions >>>>> i love you
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alphafox113 · 1 year
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You guys don't know this. But I am in love with Goro Akechi. Have been for years. 😌
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bylrlvr · 2 years
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people post ur fav headcanons to calm our heads down with bc we all need it
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bobulousburntham · 5 months
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im a simple butch
i mean rat
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cuteteacakes · 5 months
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(Part of me can't wait until November is over so I can stop forcing myself to write so much, but then another part of me is like "You're doing this to yourself, you don't have to write anything")
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