#its been a weird couple of days BUT!!

[southern--downpour]

#marble hornets #tim wright #timothy wright #tim mh #mh #...i couldnt think of a caption that wasnt just 'AAAAAAAAAAAAAAH' #anyways. can you tell my favorite entry is 65 :) #virgil arts #went back and forth on whether i wanted this to be day time like in the entry or not #still not 100% on that decision but whatever doing darkness is easier #and making a day time sky look overexposed like itd show up on camera is weirdly difficult for me #idk maybe ill do another couple of entry 65 drawings and actually try that out #also this was meant to be perspective + painting practice so if things look weird dw about it <3 #its been so long since i did a full forced perspective drawing and i remember why i dont usually do it!

[thekidsfromyestergay]

Huge news everyone I have noticed TWO new Ray guitars tonight: a white strat and a red SG

#i think he may have used the SG a couple other times so far but it hasnt been on my list #as soon as tour is over im genuinely considering going through every concert and compiling a full list of frank and rays guitars #i started one a while ago but they both keep adding more #he should bring out the explorer i havent seen her on stage yet :'( #he used one back in danger days and it looks GOOD on him #i mean sunburst LPs will always be Rays Guitar. but the explorer and ES look so good on him theyre a close second #weird to see him with a strat but im a strat hater so thats not a surprise #also its all white 🤢 my single least favourite guitar im SORRY at least franks is all black

[baker-chan-senpai]

potential solutions to dog wawa dilemma ft twitter

#serizawa katsuya #mob psycho 100 #mp100 #mob psycho #i've been doing oddly well on twt latelly #which is weird cos i rarely use it #scary shit #but i had to go there cos for some reason tumblr stopped working on my computer for a couple of days #art #digital art #art? #idfk if this counts as art tbh its just #shitpost

[creative-hanyou-girl]

PJO SPOILERS!!!!!

Real talk tho how is it that these two 12-YEAR-OLDS have more chemistry than, like, 98% of ADULT movie/TV couples that come out nowadays!?

And they're not even DATING yet!!!!!

#I will say this till the day I die #but Percabeth puts most other book couples to shame #and now apparently TV couples too #Walker and Leah are so crazy talented playing Percabeth and their dynamic its insane #it feels a little strange though to be shipping TV Percabeth not gonna lie #I mean...I know its not like I'm actually shipping Walker and Leah. now THAT would be weird on so many levels #and its not like I haven't been shipping Percabeth since I was 12 when I 1st read TLT #its just feels weird seeing my ship again when they 1st started out at the beginning. this time played by ACTUAL people who are ACTUALLY 12 #whereas in the current timeline of the books they are much older and heading into college #I don't know if I'm making a lot of sense but I hop you guys get what I mean #percy and annabeth #percabeth #book percabeth #tv percabeth #percy jackson show #percy jackson series #percy jackson and the olympians #percy jackson #annabeth chase #percabeth is percabething #percy jackson spoilers #book vs show #book couples #tv couples

[seariii]

:0

#the sudden silence after the storm and the feeling fear starting to raise up #'am I being annoying?' #'we were all messing around... and i repeatedly asked for confirmation... so it has to be okay right?' #'but what if im truly just annoying others...' #'but what if...' ... my stomach is starting to hurt... #... sigh.... its okay seari. its late you are tired and the days have been a bit weird-feeling lately #she knows its a joke and she was laughing too. maybe just make sure she is still okay with it in the morning #come on lets calm down. spam like a couple mutuals and burry this post so its slightly more difficult to come across #seari talks #might erase

[puppyeared]

for like 3 weeks i was wondering why i was sleeping so much and felt listless. and just now I managed to email 3 people and responded to a month old message in the span of an hour because I got back to TAKING MY FUCKIN MEDS..........

#MOTHER FFFFUCKER #to be fair. my doc said I could stop taking them while im on break since i wouldnt need to be constantly pumped on stimulants #im not sure if it was a side effect but i managed to take like 3 different naps in one day and STILL managed to sleep thru the whole night #at least 2 days into my break. the weird thing is i didnt feel more or less rested afterwards. but mentally i think im in a good place rn #to really put the level of awakeness im at rn i feel weirdly confident i could start one piece. also bc of that sick new opening it BANGS #the song is really good and im in love with the animation style. did some digging and it seems one of the lead animators is masato mori #but i could be wrong. it seems he also did some work on mp100 which could explain a lot lol.. he uses smear frames really well to convey #consistent movement and fluidity!!! someone else might have done color design but it works really really well esp with odas style!! #just love the overall vibe and aesthetic and id really love to study it and incorporate a bit of it into my art.. especially the thick #outlines which i think helps to separate characters and objects on screen. though i have to say the style is definitely more suited to #animation bc of the simpleness and smears. maybe that will help me explore shapes and perspective when i draw... i wanna get better #at drawing poses and angles but i have a hard time wrapping my head around space and using perspective guide lines NGHHHH #i wonder if it has to do with my dogshit ability to judge distance. not depth perception but like. judge how far smth is in metres etc #im also wearing an N95 for the first couple weeks back bc of the wave. absolutely NO BODY is wearing a mask its so fucking over #where im sitting ive heard 5 different people coughing probably not into their elbows!!! and im just. head in my fucking hands #there was a kid sitting a couple seats away in class coughing as he pleases and i wanted to grab him in a chokehold so badly. PLEASEE #ive been annoying my family by asking them to mask up and reminding them to bring masks when they go out and showing them news articles #but at least its working bc we ordered some KN95s and my mom is at least taking me seriously so. please dont be afraid to speak up abt your #health. take care of yourself and others however u can!! wear that mask indoors at your maskless friends house!!! stay home when u can!! #im wearing a surgical mask at home too bc my parents have '''a dry throat cough''' and they are so bad at coughing into their sleeves #also im pretty sure dry throat isnt transmissible bc my brother started coughing too so.. i also tested negative but they havent tested yet #im also not a doctor but i have to keep reminding ppl whenever i can that covid and flu work differently. covid is new and too recent to #have nearly as much research done on it. it seems its also compounding so instead of building immunity it weakens the body and spreads to #to other systems which might explain brain fog and muscle weakness. i remember someone early in the pandemic got infected and it messed up #their smell/taste receptors so bad that they cant eat most foods and that stays in the front of my mind when i think abt covid. christ #yapping

[nightwere-mojo]

Conversations about Koosh ball Pongorma, plus remembering the one I had as a kid, caused me to have this revelation

#lullaby hylics #hylics #koosh #bad photo editing #not sure if I should art tag because. I really just edited the hell out of an ebay photo #of that 90's purple dragon koosh ball #(its so fucking hot plus I was a little sick and have been SO out of it the past couple of days. sorry if i post too weird)

[ratgingi]

jumpscare

#hi i finally managed to get myself to draw Something so i figured id post it to let yall know im not. dead in a ditch somewhere #things are slowly calming down and looking up irl so i might get to where i can come online and hang out more soon :-] #i havent drawn At All in the past like. week. two weeks. however long its been idk my perception of time is boinked #but ive really wanted to draw outis for some reason lately so. yall get sketchbook doodle #ive been listening to that ata song a lot the past couple days lmao #also if they look a little weird its bc i did this frm memory #jack dlc #hobos creations

[cowardstiel]

i think it should be mandatory that everyone watch The Social Dilemma at least once every six months

#dear everyone saying that tumblr doesn't have an algorithm: yes it does oh my GOD. #i see people say this so often irt twitter and reddit migration #just because tumblr has a different feed system to facebook/inta/twitter doesn't mean the only things you see are exactly what you want #free of influence or coercion #simplest example is tumblr suggesting users and tags for u to follow. what do you think is informing its suggestions? #how does it know which blogs are similar? it's not by fucking chance #please i know we all clown on what a mess this website is and how poorly it delivers ads but let's not forget that that's a choice they mak #if tumblr wanted to deliver ads in the way other social media sites do they could. but it's part of the image they've created for themselve #hence why they feel they can offer a paid subscription to remove ads that has an off switch so u can still see their weird crazy zany ads #because they know how much we love to clown on their shit ads. they know users will screenshot and share ads if they're weird enough #and they want you to. they're not so incompetent that they can't get us classy ads lol. this is their brand. let's not forget that! #anyway this is all triggered by me sending someone (hi bunni <3) a post of misha collin's sfx make up in gotham knights that popped up as a #recommended post despite me never having watched it or searched for it etc. what triggered that post appearing was me searching/tagging spn #a couple times recently. and of course misha collins and spn are frequently cross tagged. anyway since then i have been bombarded with that #godforsaken show constantly on my dash #sorry to gotham knights enjoyers i get the appeal and i am a dc simp but it's just not for me ig #if u read all this i love u im kissing you sloppystyle and or giving u a firm and warm handshake and or a friendly nod like we're walking #past each other on a beautiful day <3 #my post

[nukkibunni]

literally so over this bunk ass fluctuating internet outages!! dude. all my messages whether it be here or disc legit take ages to send or the apps eat them. discord has a special knack for fuckin destorying audio messages in multiple ways. im a fucking neet shutin who has yet to find a job again, let me at least waste my time with online access, xfinity, you fucka

#nukki.txt #just complainin #not but seriously #ive been troubleshooting and unplugging my router for DAYS #its about to be a month of this i think?? may be exaggerating #anyhoo im literally in between two emotionaly charged conversations #and then casual banter on here #so its like..... please this is the worst timing #and im worried about angie/ley #but ugh i have to deal with this and den and levi first #also gotta get meelk rq #but on god why is my internet connection so dogshit bro #i can post most of the time and only have lost a couple of things to tumblr eating em #but irc/messaging/pictures/audio? #forGET it dude #its crazy irritating and one of my few pet peeves #anyhooooo back to normal stuffs #and im gonna work on my card/blogs! :)) to distract my mind #bc ngl last night had some weird and bad nightmares #and its driving me crazy how i dont have a life #like a job or school or social life #need to bc im going mental even if its weak and intimidating that i dont #ugh. #i dont wanna go back to food service though i know that much #bleh #>;0

[cruelsister-moved2]

still alive💜 did my fail untagged queue make u not even notice I was gone... ngl being off tumblr for the last week made me feel very relaxed and i hate how being Online makes me feel on a brain chemistry level but on a higher more cerebral level i get genuine happiness from hanging out w the gay ppl on my phone and the films and books and music from all over the world I get to learn about on here... cant we all go back to the days of forums i hate you scrolling I hate you notifications 😭😭 or can they invent a bex that can do moderation... I want to just use tumblr less but I only seem capable of everything or nothing-_-

#got interviewed 4 the radio #ALMOST had dinner w miriam margolyes bc I had dinner w her old housemate that she was meant to be at #but her tour plans changed at the last minute im genuinely so mad... #what else ummm. guys it's been so long EVERYTHING has happened #every day of the last days has felt like 3 days I keep saying stuff happened last week and it was yesterday #been staying w a couple n she is american he is english and like autistic SORRY its true #so whenever we do something weird we just convince her its like British Culture. its literally working #no one let her meet any other british people we just hacked masking #she loves the royal family but the people have voted and decided a jewish american girlie is allowed. theyre like her little dolls to play

[leechkiss]

why is tumblr app being weird for me

#mech.txt #i hope they didnt like do some weird shit to my account just cuz i havent posted in a bit #like i cant see posts on my dash 80% of the time #and then when it finally loads it only lets me see a few posts #images take a long time to load #its been like this for a couple days its so annoying 💀💀💀

[foxgirlinfohazard]

so one thing ive already noticed that sorta seems to differ from at least a few other folks experience is. anyones ACTUAL voices are like. really quiet and muffled and pretty rare? but its still Loud and i can Feel a change when like. say. droneself decides to write something for themself. fucking hell this is going quickly. todays quite a day huh

droneself and i are like. the only ones who really have any form? everything else is just like. background noise almost, but tbf its been that way for YEARS where its mainly loud nonsense with occasional surprising bits of reply?

#that last bit was originally going to be in the tags but its necessary info tbh #yknow. i wonder if theres any correlation between this 'sudden' discovery and the identity breakdown and depression i hit the other day #considering thats like. when this all came to a head? #what a weird couple of days its been

[1o1percentmilk]

damn even with all the ui changes lately i don't think i will leave the site (on my own will) but if i ever do or i get booted off the site or any other circumstance where i can't reach u guys i hope u know that i had a good time here and u guys were the highlight of it

#again this is not really happening. i like tumblr but yknow with things changing all the time #i also have a funny mental issue that makes me delete all my socials randomly its been getting better but who knows #i dont really have access to that information #i just want to put this out there as a precaution so that if anyone disappears either you me or if everyone is raptured or smth #that u guys were my friends #ok bye #ive been feeling really weird the past couple of days/weeks and i hope w/ this i can get myself to... stop feeling weird #milk (normal) #ah im turning off reblogs bc i don't want anyone to say anything abt thi #s #i dont want to talk abt it but i want it to be out there

[seariii]

Hum...

#im just thinking... im okay tho /gen #just thinking about the words the bestie said to me after I told him about my mental health... #particularly a phrase... he just said 'you are already committed' and when i asked what he meant he said 'to life' #its just... idk... it was impressive and had such a weird feeling... sadly i guess i am committed........ 'sadly' huh.... #sigh another important thing was that it was crucial i went back to therapy... i dont really want to tho... #but 'youve been feeling like this for a long time you need help' ... sigh... what i need is... #the future is so scary... sigh... okay #ill put an alarm to wake up earlier tomorrow and work on that! #seari talks #what i need is adderall- jsjsjsjsjs yeah... alr im sleepy time to mimir #tomorrow ill catch up with everything i missed too #also if anyone reads this dont worry pretty person! i got a bit scared/upset up there but its okay #im quite stable right now! at least enough to survive for a couple days! so yup! #miiiight have to look up a new therapist tho... since aside from help i wanna get a diagnosis.... #sigh... but okay that's not for rn seari it's for future seari. rn seari has to go mimir because shes tired #a mimir a mimir pat pat pat

[ghostnebula]

me: "having a child will probably force me to change my lifestyle and make healthier choices, like having a more reasonable bedtime, and eating well to set a good example"

also me: sharing a large butter chicken pizza with my 1 year old at 10 p.m.

#ghost gabs #this is in no way a comment on the healthiness of butter chicken pizza #i generally try not to view foods as 'bad' or 'good' #but i do think its a lil funny #and in total fairness we've otherwise eaten very balanced meals today #the 10 p.m. snack on the other hand #well #its past both our bedtimes #but yolo or whatever #while i was picking up the pizza i was literally like #tom haverford voice #treat yourself 2011!!! #its $10 for a large pizza after 9 p.m. and now i have lunch and dinner for the next couple of days #depending on how hungry i am right now lol #its been a weird night #i deserve a little snackytreat