#its been on my mind for 2 years

[aliferousdreamer]

it really bothers me that lucas got no apology from billy or really any acknowledgement from the show that he was his abuse victim. billy straight up tried to run him over, didn't even want max near him because of his skin colour and tried to beat him up (a CHILD). he put lucas through racial abuse and trauma and it was never referenced again. the fact that billy's actions towards lucas (and max) have been forgotten and whitewashed in s3 and maybe s4 is so frustrating. the fandom and even the damn show itself gives billy 10x more love than lucas and it bothers me so much. lucas deserves better.

#lucas sinclair #stranger things #anti billy hargrove #i don't blame max at all #but it's tone deaf from the writers #they really just ignored billy being racist and abusive towards lucas and tried to make everyone love/forgive him #st season 4 #st season 3 #st s4 #st s3 #st fandom #sorry i really have to vent #its been on my mind for 2 years #the fact that lucas will likely comfort max over billy's death in s4.....

[arcanegifs]

#BRUHHHHHH I NEED ANOTHER TEASER I BEG YOU RIOT #ITS BEEN THREE YEARS I CANT WAIT TO USE NEW CONTENT FOR GIFS LMAO #personal tag #dont look at me im just here to complain about content drought lmao its really not good in fostering a healthy fandom ngl #because ppl will just hyperfixate and consume media for like a month and then the fandom goes poof right after lol #i miss all the people scrutinizing media every week i miss all the essays pumping out when content arrives #these days its just.... nothing lmao i only really still have arcane in my mind because of fanfiction and a lot of fics have been inactive #ik we're getting new stuff in a few months #and ik we're not in canceled shows hell but like #i really hope that if theres season 3 we're gonna get it a bit more regularly #i really miss it when content was like weekly or every 2 weeks because ppl and the fandom are wayyyy more active during those times #binge culture and netflix sort of changed it lol #i miss it when fandoms were huge!!! i miss it when it was so CHAOTIC lmaooooooooo #I MISS WAITING FOR LONG ASS HOURS WAITING FOR CONTENT TO RELEASE EVERY WEEK!!!! I MISS IT!!!! that was like what 12 years ago LOL #I KNOW arcane is special with their 3 year drought because it takes time to make arcane #but like..... idk man i miss content lmao #iirc they took too long to make s2 bc they have no idea if s1 would be even renewed #so i hope s3 will be a bit more regular now #anyways im gonna go bye bye

[duskerot]

i disappear inside myself / my friends don't know it can't be helped

[Pure You - Nothing But Thieves]

#my art #mysme #mystic messenger #v mystic messenger #jihyun kim #ummmm hi guys #^-^ #fanart from me?? posted directly to this blog ??? or at all??? Well. #i was looping this song and i had the idea for this and then sat down for about four hours and here it is #im on like day 2 of v's route for the first time AND this song just came out like right as i got into his route yknow #and i was listening to those lyrics like.... huh..... #this soundssss. familiar. #anyway. politely i did NOT think that if i made fanart of this game after returning to it for the first time in like 6 years. it would be V #i adore this song though. and it compels me #i havent ever seen his route before so i still don't know how it ends idk how accurate this vibe even is #i would say try to avoid spoiling me in the tags but im gonna be real say whatever you want kings #i love u mysme fandom thats still around in 2024 you get me #anyway im drafting this at about 3 in the morning and i need to be awake earlyish tomorrow SO. #we'll see when i post this #its been so long since ive posted art i just do nawt make fanart until i get divinely inspired #iffff its blurry please click to see it its supposed to be crisp ^^; #been on this site how long i still pay no mind to their suggested image resolution #OH and by day 2 of V's route i mean like day 6 overall. you understand

[todayisafridaynight]

there is one (1) barber in kamurocho i SWEAR

#rgg #ryu ga gotoku #ryu ga gotoku 2 #ryu ga gotoku 7 #yakuza series #yakuza 2 #yakuza kiwami 2 #yakuza 7 #yakuza like a dragon #daigo dojima #jo sawashiro #ichiban kasuga #snap sketches #FINALLY serving up this old as hell joke i been meanin to serve up for months #their cuts arent EXACTLY the same obvi but theyre close enough for me to go 'what barber yall goin to' #its the Trouble Youth haircut. daigo's a trouble youth 30's A Youth #he went to jail for like five years ok he's allowed to catch up on juvenile delinquency #ok thats all from me bye. also hi ichi #i actually do have another thing with ichi in mind so thats epic thats fun #thought of it while on my walk today :) #ok bye fr ima go start doodlin that

[mildcicada]

#when i was first coloring him in he was gonna be golden chinchilla colored but then i was like ehhh jonah magnus should be red/orange but #elias should be gray ...so i just desaturated what i already did instead of recoloring lol but #he is now supposed to be shaded silver lol #but thats why his coat pattern is on the darker side compared to what it *should* be #og elias bouchard coming from an important/roch family and while whole thing with thinking he just *deserves* stuff bc of his upbringing. #etc. -> he is purebred and matches the breed standards etc for a scottish fold of his color #obviously the eye color doesn't matter because. ahaha #i thought elias fit the Scottish fold vibes because: Scottish folds are known for looking sort of like owls and having intense eyes #and the cat body/face type (also present in british shorthairs) to me gives off sort of... unnasumming vibes? #like ahaha yes i am a boring boss who loves paperwork look at how unnasumming i am season 1-2 elias y'know #trying to think of what cat breed jonah would be. and also jon gerry etc you know all the other characters i like #would it be boring to have multiple british shorthairs #i mean.. #Michael shelley/distortion is a laperm that's all I know #i didn't particularly care with the personality attributes associated with eliascat because it didn't need to fit his personality on account #of not being his original body. but i do try to keep in mind the best personality/look/etc. cat attributes as a whole for a character #also sometimes get obsessed with jt making historical and geographical sense but then it just limits me greatly to a point im not into it #so i don't care about specific breeds in that respect lol #tma #my art #elias bouchard #the magnus archives #some notes looking back(made it 2 hours ago but still looking back ok..) on it now are that i feel like elias would never choose this breed #for his next bodyhop because of the inherent health issues in scottish folds. I saw the breed was created in like the early 1960s and #assumed that maybe the health issues wouldn't have been common knowledge until later enough for jonah to be unaware of them but actually no #there's legislation about it like 6 years later LOL so jonah would..maybe not make this choice #i guess in the future when drawing i will just make him a British shorthair #my catTMA is simultaneously 'they are just regular cats or like all show cats or something' and 'exact tma plot but as intelligent cats' #LOL its just vague in my mind idk..also maybe jon can be an Abyssinian #ALSO WHAT WAS I THINKING 'jonah may not have been aware about x thing' like did i...did i forget. me 2 hours ago was dumb as rocks

[definitelynotshouting]

Can i just say guys, holy fucking macaroni, like. I know i say this a lot, but the reception for hunger au has been like NOTHING ive ever experienced before, and im so incredibly grateful for it. Genuinely, from the bottom of my heart, thank you so much-- writing hunger au has probably been my best overall experience of 2023 and thats all thanks to yalls lovely comments, bookmarks, kudos, and asks i get in my inbox about it. It's hard to believe this is real sometimes, you guys just blow me away ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

Its still several hours from midnight for me, but i wanted to wish everyone a preemptive happy new year anyways :] heres to another year of hunger au, which is so very far from being finished, and i cant wait to keep writing it for yall!!!!! :DD and again, thank you guys so so much for such a crazy and wonderful response to my self indulgent fic, because without it this never would have grown to be what it is today❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

Happy New Year everybody!!!! 🎆🎆🎆🎆🎆 See yall in 2024!!! :D

#shouting speaks #hunger au #1200 subs...... over 1k bookmarks...... ALMOST 700 INDIVIDUAL COMMENTS........ #literally ive never had this much reception from a fandom before its mind-blowing #yall are so wonderful and kind about writing im very often insecure about #and the fact that my story resonates with a hugely significant portion of yall never ceases to humble me #i feel so lucky and privileged to be writing this for yall and to be receiving so much kindness in return for it #LIKE IM JUST. NOT TO BE SAPPY BUT I HAVE MET INCREDIBLE PEOPLE I NEVER WOULD HAVE MET IF I HADNT POSTED THIS FIC #and that just BLOWS ME AWAY #ive gained incredibly close friendships and met wonderful people and have had very sweet anons come regularly to my inbox #i read and cherish every single compliment #2023 has been an incredibly hard year for my health and stress. but everyones love for this story makes my heart so full❤️❤️ #so uh. thank u guys 🥺🥺🥺🥺 for being wonderful and supporting this fic so much #and all my other fics!!! stg scarian fandom hits different yall are so incredible to me #blowing u guys kisses /silly #cant wait to finish arc 1 and start on arc 2 in the new year!!! #❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️🎆🎆🎆🎆🎆🎆🎆🎆🎆🎆🎆 #txt

[dizzybizz]

2023 has been a good year for my art i think

#ive always wanted to do these fuckers man waHOOOOO #summary of art #2023 summary of art #art vs artist #dont mind the christmas bauble selfie EHAGHhjfdhdg #my art #i think the cyno one is my ult fav.... #its been my phones wallpaper since i finished it HJDAJdshjasdgh #pls appreciate the avsa being all nice n pretty with the color order n whatnot #i had to make a rainbow out of it ok. it was rlly hard to find a purp one for some reason.. #IK THERE R 2 ORANGES FUCK UYO ORAN RULES . ORANGE SWEEP I LOVE YOU ORANGE LOML #also tyasm for all the support this year!!! it means so fkn much to me 😭💖💖💖

[jinxedfuture]

silly old art of my babies

#i cant believe its nearly been 2 years??? #2 years of my sillies?????????????? #they were born through my hand. i birthed them. #oh my god #dont mind me im just so gnnfnhdfbgjdbghd #hisoillu #hisoka x illumi #illumi #hisoka #it makes me so emotional seeing one of the very first arts of them im just so oh my god #again dont mind me #hxh #hunter x hunter #illumi zoldyck #hisoka morow #mermaid au #mermaid art #IM SO EMOTIONALLY ATTACHED STPOOPPPPPPP #EXPLODES #merhisoillu #JF

[surreal-duck]

have way too many things on my to draw list but the agonies are kicking my ass

#i still need to continue the manga drama adaptation comic .... and a bunch of others ive been wanting to start #also more doodles om the diy attempt 3* bc its been inhabiting my mind literally the entire day #and many such cases #damn you internship report and final year animation project i want to go on holidayyyy #tho if there r any indos here gw nanti ke cf dua2 harinya sabtu minggu ini o7 #dompetnya nangis pasti ....... denger mau ada gathering enstaris nanti day 2 jadi mungkin ikutan wkwkkw #duck rants about something

[the-deadlock-south]

good morning yeehan community

#overwatch #overwatch 2 #cole cassidy #yeehan #art tag #im lying it's like six o'clock it's well in the evening now #also i finally drew OW2 cass :) idk if ill ever get used to everyone getting thicker beards but ig i have four months until OW2's launch so #BUT ANYWAY i've been MIA from the internet and i'm only just now learning there are charms in OW2??? and cass gets hanzo's lil bottle??? #OW really gotta step it up after the #wait who were the gays that got confirmed recently #yeah them anyway OW really better step it up after THEM this aint enough but i guess its a start #this shit been going on for six years if yall dont just jump right into the bush and stop tiptoeing around it im losing my mind #i was gonna draw a mini comic of cass just being a dork and hanzo being Himself but i have a pounding headache #plus i really havent been in the drawing mood as of late however i felt a responsibility to at least doodle something with this #anyway hanzo thinks its stupid and says so In Hanzo Fashion but cass knows better #hanzo's always had a funny way of saying he loves something Is What Cass Is Telling Himself #there's a junkenstein joke here #idk theres a lot of potential with this dinky little charm but Again. Head Hurts #also hence the very sketchy and I Dont Give A Shit RN nature of this scribble #so forgive me everyone i can only give something subpar #i hope someone does better than me #but for now im gonna go lay down or something- maybe have dinner #my head's REALLY killing me

[undefeatablesin]

You know what? Fuck you. *Bloodbornes your Pinnochio again*

#sin scribbles #(hi im back from finishing ng++ on lies of p and now i have nothing left to do so my vacation in krat is over) #(ive since changed my mind. now i have literally every amulet every weapon and a grand total of 420 levels LMAO MAYBE I WILL DO THE DLC!!!) #(when the dlc eventually and inevitably comes out that is) #(but for now i have returned to yharnam and thought itd be funny to do a pino run bc i am simple and easily pleased.) #(watch the joke fully be on me when i get attached to this hunter and he just becomes his own thing tho LMAO) #(ahhhh....bloodborne. i missed ye dearly) #(as much fun as i ended up having with lop once entering ng+ lmao) #(oh yeah my new adhd meds came in today so wish me luck!! i may be finally able to return to my art properly now!!!! AAAAAAA) #(should i livestream the pinnochio run 😂 i feel like that would be fun. i still mean to start streaming i just been...so waylaid) #(so much has happened!!!) #(unironically love this boi already tho tbf) #(he does have his freckles.....) #(as much as i love ruza and aloysha and as much love as i put into their profiles omg they are kitted out 2 the max) #(did you see people modding the bloodborne gear into lop tho lmao genius stuff i love mods i wish i had the pc version tbf) #(ANYWAY HI!!! OMG HOW ARE YOU ALL i feel like its been years since i was actually active here sobs) #(adhd is a hell of a curse for my hubris)

[aychama]

Trying to study but my head is full of narilamb 😔

#its been like almost 2 years since i had to study #but i cant #gay people have infested my mind #and they are kissing #and killing #loving and hurting eachother #aychama talks

[giant-goldfish]

so much untapped comedic potential in aria’s propaganda idol career & continued smuggler idol fame

#friends at the table #f@tt #counter/weight #aria joie #aria as always my outlet for cutegirl art. usually i like weirder stuff but when she does it its character analysis its a statement its camp #shes soooo funny ive been obsessed w her lately. perfect character #been thinking abt the chime & aria in particular. how theyre all still explicitly owned n defined by systems that have nothing 2 do w #their lives anymore. & how aria the performer + brand was literally engineered thru years of pr & training w a particular function in mind #& the fact that shes also a person who believed in that once is almost a coincidence #every1 in the chime is more of a discarded tool than audy whos a literal rogue robot genuinely losing my mind over this . #come rotate them in ur minds w me its nice in here

[ra-vio]

Linkle from Hyrule Warriors, my beloved.......

#loz #legend of zelda #hyrule warriors #linkle #god i miss the hyrule warriors. i always wanted to go back but i stopped around this time in 2018 and games just kept coming out #i haven't finished age of calamity yet. its been 2 years #this is a redraw but i found out the original version is not on this account which is fine by me #so anyway i never left the linear algebra discord. and now the server is active again because theres a summer course #so i get to relive all the linear algebra stress while also trying to help these students not fail too bad #at least two people have already gotten a zero because of format or tech errors. i am losing my mind #i am not good at math or a tutor i just like being useful where i can

[famewolf]

im punching and punching and punching my anxiety today

#[static] #man i need a new job but im gonna try my best to stick it out for the next year and a half so that im 'vested' - #- or whatever its called for my little tiny 401k money lmao #im starting to get anxiety about work on my days off more than usual #they just changed it from 5 years to 6 years fjgkdlghd #and im nearly at 5 years #also i think im gonna try and stick it out with the full time up until October and i'm going back to 4 days a week for my sanity #and also theyve been cracking down on ppl missing work and the winter time i have to call out a couple times a month for snow #they used to be understanding about it but it sounds like they arent anymore :) #in one breath they'll be like 'yeah it's no worries we work at a grocery store who cares! we're stacking cans this isn't life or death' #but the moment you gotta leave early due to snow so you can actually make it home in one piece they get butthurt lmao #mind you I have put my car in a ditch BECAUSE of work doing this to me and i ended up missing a week + covering repairs because of it #like ... would you rather i go home 2 hours early or miss 4-6 days of work and be in debt :) #and the answer is the 2nd one for them lmao i fucking hate them

[tender-rosiey]

hihihi friendly reminder to try your best not to compare your progress to others because it will only bring you down

instead look at where you came from to what you are now and you will notice the difference

and even if it’s small, progress is still progress <3

#rose talk ✨ #<3 #motivation #because y’all deserve it #also this made its way into my mind because I myself was starting to doubt my writing #because wow some people reach 7k in 2 months and I am like huh 😭 #i have been here for over a year #also happy late anniversary #;p