#its just tough sometines cuz like before i had real happiness and its hard to go back to 'nothings getting better i just feel bad' again

[leftistaco]

trying to figure out what I want people to say to me

ok 2 rb if ya want

#talking lettuce #lettuce scribbles #vaugely based on something one of my friends said to me a while ago #but its like....th grey text person is more than just fae theyre ment to be all my friends #bcuz my bros really be holding me together rn #its just tough sometines cuz like before i had real happiness and its hard to go back to 'nothings getting better i just feel bad' again #like i get that stuff like this is most likely actually like. brain chemicals that cant just be fixed with one good day but aldo #my friends are here why dont i feel better? does this mean i CANT get better anymore? did i have my chance at happiness and blow it? #and i know that train of thought is bullshit but...man i just wanna feel good again ykno? #but. at least it is really really comforting to know that my friends are still here even if all positive emotions in my brain (including- #-love) are getting ultra steamroller currently. everyone who is my bro thank u sm. i dont feel love for you rn but know i care aboutyou so- #-so so so much. thank you.