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horizonmlm · 6 months
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We were literally blessed with this look of his and yet there’s still hatred and anger in the world????
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arsonist-chicken · 2 years
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Knock knock, don't mind me, just asking how the festival went! Did you have fun? Did you end up watching that scary band after all? Did you make it home safely? The audience (me) wants to know everything!
Definitely not asking this because I miss you, shush, what are you even talking about?
It took a few weeks, but here's the Nova Rock report for you! ✨🦝🌈 it's only 4400 words, have fun.
Huh, I didn’t go 🥺🥺😭💖💗 over "I missed you" and the withdrawal symptoms you mentioned on discord, haha no, what?
The most important things first: I did have so much fun; I did watch the not-actually-scary band, and we did make it home safely and even without any delays (well except the one who had to travel to NRW with the DB but well) with only a weird little sunburn on my back from my shirt with cut-outs at the back.
We took the night train, so I went to the train station, thought "why are there always such weird people here at midnight", then remembered I was sitting there in my pyjamas with my hair still smelling of the fresh hair dye. I read your new chapter, had to stop myself from screaming, asked my sister + friend (NOT the random lady there) what they thought about the blind cat, we found a little ladybug in our compartment who then continued being in our tent, at the camp side, on the train home, and in my room back at home again. He’s actually flying around my lamp right now (well he was when I started writing this, he’s since left for the outsides).
We went with a whole bunch of people (like.. 20? My friend’s brother and his friends and friends of friends, you know), met two VERY annoying drunk Bregenzerwälder with their Hölzler shoes (who the FUCK wears those shoes to a festival??) and luckily lost them again, but everyone who was with us was really cool and chill to hang out with.
They had to cancel the first few bands because of the deep mud the rain had turned the stage areas into, but nothing I wanted to see luckily (although, go listen to Gloryhammer’s “Fly Away”, very fun), so I just sat there at the camping ground with my phone trying to listen to my zoom class (because of course the one lesson the whole semester I really wanted to be at was that week, but well, at least online); and after we went to a band I didn’t know before but someone said they were good, and they were (Coffeshop Company)! Which is something I really like about festivals, you can just go hang out by the stages for a bit to listen to new bands and see them on stage and if you don’t like them, you can just move along to another stage or sit with others by your tents. AND AND AND!! Oh yeah, we saw Evanescence for a bit, they’re okay. BUT MOST IMPORTANTLY. I had been trying to see Rise Against live since I was 14, so 10. Years. now, and now I finally did see them!! And they were everything I expected! They were so energetic and they joked around a bit and the singer pointed out a few signs, and their energy and everything was so good! And their songs are fucking amazing live, they’re SO GOOD. Everyone and their grandmother always insisted on telling me how bad their sound was live, and now I got to judge for myself finally, and they were so GOOD!
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BRING ME THE HORIZON BRING ME THE HORIZON BRING ME THE HORIZON! Friday was BMTH day! It was still muddy as hell, like my sister went to the toilets and came back with her whole boots covered up above the ankle in mud, but the organisers really came through and covered the entire stage area with what I learned is called Holzschnitzel (wood chips), so no problems there anymore. We went to see Battle Beast, which – wow, the singer’s voice is unbelievable! She has such power in her voice! We also had some food, my sister dropped a perfectly fine mozzarella stick into the mud (highly relevant info), and my friend and me went to see Maneskin. I wasn’t that excited for them anymore because I don’t like their new music very much, but I thought I’d go see them for a bit, and well – they have amazing stage presence! They just come out and start off right off the bat with such power and energy, I can really see how they pull new audiences in at festivals! The ... guitarist? Bassist? I’m not sure which one the woman plays and I can’t tell the difference anyway, but she had some, uuuh, trouble with her outfit, in that she had a bit of tape on her chest and otherwise a net shirt that kept riding down to her stomach and some tech guy or the singer had to keep pulling back up for her. She also had HIGH heels which I don’t understand how she didn’t fall even once, running around in that, good for her. The singer once almost hit someone with a bottle or something and said, “Sorry if I hit you, my brother, my sister, whatever you are”, which 🌈🌈🌈 They’re, well... I could do with less sexual stuff but it’s their show. It was funny though how within 20 minutes, three of them were wearing almost nothing on top, except the guitarist (?) with his full long-sleeved cowboy outfit and cowboy hat.
We left a bit early and still watched the rest of Skillet 😊 had a snack on the floor while Korn was playing (they’re not bad actually), and then went into the first... like the areas in front of the stage are divided right? We went into the front section for Heilung. Because BMTH was playing right after them and we really wanted to be towards the front for them because well. Bring Me The Horizon 💖 which meant I had to stand there and suffer through 75 minutes of a god-awful boring weird band. They’re… you know, I already talked about them in the blind cat post, I’ll keep it short here: I thought they’d be creepy from seeing their music videos, especially with the red-blinking windmills in the background, but turns out, you can’t scare or creep me out if you just bore the hell out of me first. Their music is so slow it makes me want to scratch my skin off to feel something, they don’t interact with the audience at all, and you can’t understand their lyrics because they sing in I don’t know how many languages, half of them dead. On top of being boring as fuck, they’re also weird as hell, using instruments made of [redacted] and having very unpleasant to watch parts in their show that I don’t think they should be allowed to just act out like that at a festival that allows 8-year-olds in. Yes, the parents are responsible, but like I said – at a festival, you also just randomly walk around the stage area and see what happens even if you’re just passing by to a different area. Actually even forgetting about minors, I’m 24 and I didn’t like seeing that. Anyway, they’re boring, they’re weird and pretentious, don’t listen to them, @ Nova don’t book them again jesus christ.
ANYWAY. FRIDAY WAS BRING ME THE HORIZON DAY. Aka the absolute highlight. They came on stage, you could see how HAPPY they were to be there, they started out with “Can You Feel My Heart”, they’re happy, I’m happy, I feel nothing but joy FINALLY hearing them again after having been rescheduled three or so times. Remember how I said they’d cancelled bands because of the mud, and I said to a friend if I missed BMTH for any reason, I’d cry? Because I’d been waiting to see them since, well. Whenever in 2020 the concert would have been idk man. WELL. Turns out, the security at that festival is abysmal every year (we got checked twice in four days, but god forbid you take a plastic bottle or Tetrapak with you to the stages), and they didn’t close the front area when there were as many people there as allowed. I’m not gonna drag this out with details but long story short, it was okay during the first song but got too bad to stay when the second song + circle pits started (I have… opinions on them, should I elaborate?), we tried to leave but it was very cramped, we got separated, and next thing I know some guy (thank you <3) pulls me up from the floor and helps a security guy get me over the fence, who then drags me away to the paramedics, whom I tell I’m fine, just a bit dizzy, I just want to sit down on the side and watch from there, I can hear “Teardrops” fading into “Dear Diary” aka the song I’d been fucking annoying about being excited to hear, so naturally, they drag me away to the Red Cross tent. Where I just sit for a few minutes getting more and more upset over missing one of the few bands I really, really wanted to see. Anyway, we met two others from our group there too, a guy had twisted his ankle or something and his girlfriend, who – she is SO SWEET, she always asked how everyone was, she’s funny, she gave me Traubenzucker (seriously I still don’t know the English word) and hugged me and said we should just all go out and sit down on the side to watch the rest of BMTH, which we did, and actually suddenly a bunch of our group were there somehow? Anyway, I cried a little more watching them until I calmed down again, and the rest of the show was SO GOOD FUCK. They have such energyand excitement to be there and they go hard on stage, they really do, and the singer’s voice is so nice again now that he’s recovered, there is so much power behind and in his voice when he sings; anyone who says BMTH have become soft or worse or whatever since they have less screaming can fight me (the Florians?). I’m already looking forward to seeing them again in February (covid don’t even LOOK at February you fucking bitch) so much! They still played “Kingslayer” which is always great, “Drown” which is *chef’s kiss*, a few more songs (my concert memory is so bad, the most I can usually say is yeah it was great), and ended with “Throne”, which you know, *all the chef kisses in the world*. Seriously, if you like BMTH and ever get the chance to see them live – GO! They’re SO GOOD live, they’re so happy to be there, their energy takes over the audience immediately, you can scream along or just be there and vibe… They’re just such a great band, in general and to see live (ignoring my situation here, not the band’s fault but the security’s + drunk large guys who don’t look out for others), it’s so fun to be at their shows – oh, everyone who likes BMTH should get the chance to see them live! They’re so GOOD my god I’m excited for the new single tomorrow.
Have you listened to the 30 second thingy they put out already? I can’t get over the way he sings “forever”, someone who actually knows something about music explain to me what it is about that particular way he sings that makes it so 🥺✨💖🍀 Something about the way his voice… vibrates? So to say, and the slight rasp maybe? Not even mentioning the lyrics themselves! This week sure is a busy week for me with a new BMTH song tomorrow plus the BC album on Thursday and then everything else going on as well plus weaselling my way into the playlist with whatever BC song I’ll like the most by then at the drag party so I’ll see what you’ll come up with to bribe me.
Saturday was Electric Callboy day! It was finally warm and sunny and one guy convinced all of us to go to a band no one knew but said were fun to see live, and they were (Liedfett)! I wouldn’t listen to them otherwise but live there, they were fun, and somehow our group turned their band name into a Marco Polo thing. Also, since pretty much almost all of us were there, we asked a guy to take a picture of us and I’m 95% sure the guy was high of some sorts, but the photos turned out well. Also, another guy took a picture of all of us at the camping side once and I don’t know if he was a photographer or something, but he moved around, changed angles and took about 40 pictures, “so you’ll have a really good one!” My sister, friend, and me went to a Ferris wheel they had put up and from the top, you could see across the whole area, which was both huge but also looked smaller than I had expected. A few of us got some food and watched a bit of Jinjer, they’re okay but a bit boring maybe. But but but! After them, Electric Callboy played! Awww Ruby, I wish I had a picture of their faces pretty much anytime they showed them on the screens up-close, they looked so HAPPY, it was beautiful to see! They were so GOOD and so excited to be there and play their show and they always smiled and laughed so beautifully*, it was wonderful to see 🥺 And it was so fun too, they talked quite a bit, once before “Spaceman”, the smaller singer Nico, as Fine taught me, took Kevin to the front of the stage to teach the audience the lalala-ish sound, but the way he did that was to take Kevin by the hand and walk with him to the front of the stage hand in hand while saying something like “Komm mal mit mein Lieber, also der Typ, der kann Sachen machen mit seiner Zunge, ich schau ihm jeden Tag beim Üben zu, haltet eure Freundinnen und Freunde fest, da könnt ihr noch was lernen”.. oder so. Ngl for a second I was wondering if surely he wouldn’t just go ahead and kiss the guy, right? Oh, a few others of our group who didn’t or not really know them came too and they all loved them, some even said they were their highlight of the festival! Which is not at all surprising, I mean you’ve seen them too, right, you know how just… Their energy and fucking around and their easy-to-vibe-with music make it really easy I think for anyone to really, really enjoy their concerts, even if you don’t really know them. I know I already loved them in April when I forgot to listen to more of their songs than I knew at the time before their EC/BC Munich concert, and it was still so much fun. Their stage presence and happy-go-lucky attitude and how obviously happy they are to play their music just makes it really easy to have fun. *I asked Fine, Laura, and Lou if it would be very weird to send them a message or email or something telling them how nice it was to see how happy they were on stage and how beautiful their smiles and laughs were, and got an “you are so cute” in return, but I’m telling you – they were the cute ones with how utterly HAPPY they were 🥺 I feel like I haven’t said a lot besides “it was so nice to see how happy they were” in various shades and slightly to the left but it just cannot be said enough. It was beautiful to see. Maybe I’ll still write them a message or a letter or something. Oh I also saw parts of The Offspring, Bad Religion, Seiler und Speer, Dame, and Deichkind later that day but none really convinced me, so in the end I had an early night (like... midnight “early”).
Sunday was Billy Talent day! Also a few other bands before that, Kissin’ Dynamite are fun to watch and their singer seems like a little shit (I could see him and Joonas fucking around on stage together), a bit of Eluveitie (boring) and In Flames (better than I remembered). We went around a bit before Billy Talent for food and then one booth had just run out of all meats, mozzarella sticks, whatever else, idk they only had fries left so we went to get a pizza, had a discussion in line with some guys about what the pizza names mean, and found out some sinners put eggplant on pizza. My friend works at a zoo and told us they can only feed eggplants to one breed of their stags because not even the pigs eat those. Oooh, Billy Talent were also so fun to watch! I’m not sure why there were so many more people than the day before, maybe because they were the second-to-last band to play? Anyway, very fun! Almost all of our group were there again, I knew about half of the songs they played and it’s just so easy to sing along and see everyone else also sing and jump along and just enjoy being there! Except the couple right in front of us who just spent the whole show making out. Why. Move. The singer made fun of the shape of the stage, talked a bit about other stuff and joked around, they also just have a presence that makes you enjoy their concert regardless of how well you know them, they make it easy to have fun.
Ah, the last band was Five Finger Death Punch, which I didn’t really know before, maybe a song or two in passing, but they were really entertaining to watch. To me – apparently quite a few people thought the singer talked to much or sang weirdly or was drunk? I don’t know, I didn’t hear it, I just had fun with his jokes and I thought his voice was quite powerful too. I don’t really know them but I think they were a good final act to put on.
There’s not much to be said about the trip home, we got up at 5 or so to avoid the “everyone leaving” waves, had some more floor breakfast at the Vienna train station, chatted some more, and on the train everyone fell asleep one after the other, but not before witnessing me almost losing my jacket with no idea how it ended up there and despite looking at it several times before another traveller asked his friend whose jacket that was, and throwing my phone on the floor five seconds later. I had to get off earlier than the others at my uni town, which meant I got a hug goodbye from the only guy still motivated to stand up (feel you), almost forgot my chair, and then almost fell down the train stairs. I was tired okay. Also at like... 8pm or so, a few hours after I’d already showered and thrown everything into the dishwasher washing machine, we finally got the text from the one who had to take the DB to NRW that she’d arrived home, about two hours late, unsurprisingly. I know I complain about the ÖBB a lot and rightfully so I think, but how do you all just live like that regularly?
Remember how you said on discord you’d gotten withdrawal symptoms and I said it was five days and you said, "5 days in which anything could have happened you know"? Well. Nothing happened for me (where is my festival romance huh? BC concert first date idea? Huh, did someone say something?), however. I sit at the camping side with a bunch of others on Saturday noon, enjoying the sun finally being here, when I hear my sister + friend say my name, so I go over to see what they’re gossiping about me, only for my sister to tell me a guy from our group randomly (“randomly”, you should have been there, it was so fucking obvious there was something there, and that’s from me who never notices shit until it’s pointed out to me) asked her if she’s single the day before, she later asked him to do something after the festival and he said he would have asked her if she hadn’t asked first. They’ve had a few dates since then, I think it’s going well.
I haven’t talked about the sunsets yet! Oooh, so that festival is in the Pannonia fields, which basically means in the middle of nowhere on some farmers’ fields which are packed with windmills which at night blink red rhythmically and that looks so cool at night! Just a few dozen windmills in the background blinking red in sync. And the sunsets were beautiful! Just being by the stage, listening to or waiting for a great band to play, and left and right of the stage seeing the sunset over the fields 🥰 (don’t go there to see mountains, the area’s highest one is 302m)
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Oooh!! Do you know how I hate phones at concerts a little? Like I get taking a few pictures or short videos, but I’m really annoyed by people recording whole songs or the whole concert wth is wrong with people because the people behind you can’t see goddamn it. I don’t want to be mean to or about teenage audiences, I don’t. It has to be said though, the difference in phone usage at concerts with a primarily teenage audience vs a primarily adult audience is staggering. This year, I’ve been to a Louis Tomlinson, 5SOS, and EC/BC concert and now the festival, and the difference in the audience is huge. At LT + 5SOS, there were so many people there who were constantly recording and watching so much of the concerts through their phones (you miss everything?!), whereas at EC/BC and the festival, people also took photos or recorded but like… very, very few people constantly did so, most took a picture or video of their favorite songs and then put their phones away again. And I have to say, the difference in the energy of the audience is very noticeable. People are just much more into it, just being there enjoying the show, singing and jumping along etc. etc., you know what I’m talking about. I once saw a video of a Halsey show where phones were banned, and I haven’t been able to stop thinking about that since then every time I see people constantly on their phones at concerts.
It was also so goddamn nice to be – well technically you’re reachable, most people have their phones with them, but in reality, I can just turn on flight mode and only take it off that when I need to find my friends (well and that one class) and ignore everything else for four days. Ideal existence tbh. No uni, no work, no being contacted if you don’t want to, no other adult responsibilities, just hanging out with fun people, sharing snacks, and enjoying good music together, half of the days even in the sunshine. Speaking of sun, why did no one tell me my hat looked stupid, I wore that for the whole weekend 😤 oh, also, I got a BMTH shirt! It’s so pretty and it’s white but somehow still too warm for a 30-degree day. Then again everything is, probably. But I had a clean shirt to wear for the journey home with my dust-covered skirt, that was nice.
I met a woman with really pretty multi-coloured hair at the showers. Once there was suddenly a bridal party at the camping spot asking for a beer for their flunky ball bridal party game and invited us to join and offered glitter tattoos. Oh, the guy who hurt his ankle, some of our group borrowed a… those small things you can put boxes or other stuff on you need to transport and wheel it around? One of those to have the guy stand on and wheel him back to our camping area. We found a really nice spot a bit farther away from one of the stages for when we wanted to see a band but just relax and vibe, maybe have some food there and sit down a bit, that was a good spot, I swear we weren’t just on our feet 12h every day in front of the stages. Just peppering in all the random things here that I’m remembering that didn’t fit elsewhere. We built the ladybug a little home in one of the glass holder nets in my camping chair. You said you missed me. Oh, we camped in the Green Area which is just like, less trash and noise, and by day two, there was a hole in the fence which was quite practical because it made the way to the stage area shorter. By day four, a whole fence thingy had been moved. Also, that area was supposed to be quieter but they had a party area or something that played music with heavy bass until 4am or so, which apparently bothered quite a few people about sleeping, but I found quite soothing actually. Oh, the fiancé/husband of the bride with her bridal party was also somewhere with his friends, I kept seeing them in their pink safety vests vs. the women in the orange ones.
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So yeah, the security, paramedics, and non-alcoholic drink situation where not it (they had… Red Bull and water stations, but 95% of the drinks sold were alcoholic – please remember the minimum age is 8, also some people (hi) don’t like to drink, especially not at festivals), but the people I was there with, the bands, how obviously happy they all were to be there, the eating food on the floor with each other, the shared snacks at the camping area, the just hanging out and chatting at the camping area talking about the bands and whatever else really, the “guess what I just saw on my way to the toilets” stories shared, the random people around us, the “travelling together and having food and listening to music together” human experience – yeah, that was very much it 🥰🥰🥰💖✨🌈🦝🍀 Writing all that down took about 2 pages of my happy memories book, 100/10 would recommend grabbing your favorite snacks and a few friends, putting your phones into flight mode, and wandering off to a festival for a few days 🥰🥰🥰
#id in alt text#well the happiness didn’t last long because my flatmate bothered me as soon as I turned my phone back on at the train station but whatever#and I’m angry at myself for missing BMTH because honestly I was probably just being dramatic but I still saw most of them and they are#SO GOOD RUBY SO GOOD I love BMTH with my whole soul I’m not ready for a new album I’m very much ready though to hear it#at the concert in February that I will see in its entirety so help me#oh this got long didn’t it hold on let me look at the word stats – ah 304minutes.#Well word also counts if it’s just open in the background so maybe let’s clock it in at 2h#or so to see if I really got everything plus a bit to 🦝🦝🦝 over you saying you missed me#also you could give recommendations for next years' artists so i nicely begged for BC + Alex Mattson#good for them for going to wacken but i will never in my life go there again#it's five hundred fucking hours away and it's huge which is great for the bands i think but as the audience you're just always so#far away from the stages you practically only see the screens. at least as far as i remember and i was there in 2014 so don't take my word#for it#in conclusion BC please come to a festival around here#there's even one in my area! billy talent have also been there before!#huh actually let me check if you can suggest bands to them too they could do with a bit more in that direction and a bit less#of party pop and techno music#i went there for russkaja and saltatio mortis and they were great! blind channel next?#i'm going to a harry styles concert on monday that i'd also forgotten i still have a ticket for and i'm excited#because his music is good enough and i'm going with friends and we're gonna have a little car roadtrip there again#(i say roadtrip it's 2h or so away but we're going together and we're gonna listen to music and have some snacks so <3)#but i am decidedly not excited about the screaming and screeching 15-21 year olds#very excited to find a spot in the back and just chill and hang out there and enjoy it from there in peace#nova rock report#the-very-rubiest#asks#have fun with that i know I'd hate to read that many long-ish paragraphs but i didn't know where to put the breaks and also tumblr#was acting up about actually letting me post it
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mmunson86 · 5 months
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Mary’s Delusional Hours: in this video (its acutally me at a BMTH / FOB concert) i picture myself at Corroded Coffins opening concert in LA & my rockstar husband Eddie Munson takes the mic as he speaks to the crowd & i scream like a mad woman because i am just so. proud of all of them i couldn’t contain my excitement! after the show i run backstage to Eddie as he picks me up & covers me in kisses as he tells me how much he loves me & how much it means to him that i am here to share these moments with him
Okay delusion over😂💗🥹
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myvillainfam · 11 months
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DEADLOCK SHOWCASE REVIEW
this will be my unofficial review for Deadlock, since I'm only listening to the live version of the songs and I can't clearly hear all the parts of the song. Because of that no scoring system this time! When it get released on Wednesday in a few hours, I'll do another one of these with the scoring and ranking.
⚠️spoilers ahead⚠️
Come nto my head
JOOYEON RAPPING??? oh my
the prechorus reminds me of something
this song is meant to be heard live
live showcase vs the teasers? live definitely sounds better
Freakin Bad
jun han's guitar solo 🥺🥺
THE SCREAM!!!!!
ode/jungsu shredding that keyboard!!!!!
Bicycle
ooo heavy metal vibes right off the bat?!?!!!! damnnnnn
Still getting those MCR and BMTH vibes...
definitely 2000s rock influences
THE GUITAR JUN HAN HAS DONE IT AGAIN
Checkmate
I'm excited for this one lol
im trying to out a finger on what it sounds like
it's very much more of a western alt rock song
similar to maybe arctic monkeys?? or like that one band they covered... royal blood???
very British alt rock
ahhh it's driving me crazy how I can't put my finger on what it sounds like
SOCIAL CLIMB BY IDKHOW THATS WHAT IT SOUNDS LIKE
(ik that IDKhow isn't British alt rock) (low-key exposing my emo self here)
I'm really jamming out with this song
I think it's my fav so far
Good Enough
idk if I wanna listen to this one
imma start crying for sure
okay hold on let me mentally prepare myself
WAIT NO AUTO PLAY WAIT I HEARD THE FIRST NOTES
FUCK IT SOUNDED LIKE 5SOS GHOST OF YOU OR INVISIBLE NOOOO
NOOO IM ALREADY CRYING
ACOUSTIC GUITAR AT THE BEGINNING
ahhhhhh idk if can listen to the rest. I'm only 3 seconds in and idk if I can keep myself together
okay I got this
strap yourselves in this one's is going to be a long "review"
its so soft and sweet
ode singing in that voice aaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh
ITS THE PIANO THAT JUNGSU PLAYS FUCK
THE ENDING SJSAJD":KSDJDJFISFKJSDF:HHGTDSFUBHNS:I|
SFDIHFDIHEOUHRSDFIJHS:DIFSKJSDK
FDHFOISHFSIEHFIFHKDNFSDFSIHF?WSF
FDSIJFSLKJEFO(AKNCNKEDJ
GIVE ME A FUCKING MOMENT
IM CRYING
I WANNA THROW UP
ITS GIVING ME GOOSEBUMPS
im full on crying
an orchestra version of this song would be an absolute bomb
i just realized that the piano reminds me of the song "married life" from Pixar's Up
its not that it sound the same its the emotions it gives off
its both hopeful and comforting but also devastatingly sad
i can't make out the lyrics from the showcase vid im listening to but the words i can make out seem like its a song that's longing for the comfort in that one special person you have in your life
Man in a Box
BUM BUM BA BA BUM
that shits so catchy
HELLO SIRRR JUNGSU YES YOU SURE HERE
ooooh the bass is so funky
y'all turning in to a monster? nah baby I'm the fucking monster
y'all making me scream so much my voice is starting to sound like a monster
oh shit gaon's rap
yo why does it lowkey sound like early 2000's reggaeton??
ajskalsjd I'm thinking of daddy yankee LMAO
THAT BRIDGE THO
JUNHANIE SINGING
ahhhh I really love this song
I didn't think I was gonna love this song so much
WAIT A FUCKING MINUTE IM WATCHING A DIFFERENT FANCAM AND
GUNIL SIR I THOUGHT IT WAS JISEOK SINGING FUCK
also I did see Jun Han mouthing "what the fuck" uuuuhhhh
LET KPOP IDOLS SAY CURSE WORDS FREELY
Dear H.
DEAR HYEONJUN AKA DEAR HOPE
wow
okay
JUN HAN MY LOVE THAT GUITAR SOLO
IT WAS TOO SHORT FOR ME
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
imma fucking sing my heart out when I get my hands on the lyrics
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butcharyastark · 4 years
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hmm it's sobbing about tim stoker hours
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demongyeom · 5 years
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😕😕😕😕
#please ignore this post im gonna get super ranty in my tags regarding something ive never talked about on my blog but i need to just unload#so.... uhm id just like for my ex to .... not message me. i dont think he understands why i follow his instagram its not because i wanna#interact with him i just want to know that hes alive. hes got some health things™️ and the thing is i dont think ill ever not love him but#the doesnt mean i wanna be friends. i just want to know he’s okay from a distance. but bmth released a new album and that was our thing#music and metalcore and especially bmth was how we became best friends but i cant trust him and i get mildly anxious talking to him because#i always feel like crying because i really wish things didnt turn out this way. and i dont think he understands why i left#and he messaged me right now about the new bmth album and i replied even though i didnt want to but i didnt want to leave him on read#i dont hate him hes not even a bad guy hes actually a really good guy but mYbe the time we started dating we were just toxic for each other#the funny thing is whenever i ‘wish’ that someone would love me and cuddle me its him who messages me every time. every t i m e#less than 12 hours ago i said maybe i do want someone who will love me so i dont feel so shit all the time and again hes the one who messag#ed me out of the blue inspite the fact that less than two months ago he asked me to help him out with some designs and that conversation di#dnt end on a good note.... at least thats what i thought. and my friends who saw me through the shitshow™️of our friendship/relationship#they hate his guts and i dont blame them or can expect them to be nice to him which is also a very big reason i don’t want to start talking#to him again. ive been called weak and stupid once before for letting him into my life again im really not up for being judged for the nth#time. i could have a harmless conversation but i also dont want to feel all those things i felt 6 years ago all over again. i didnt almost#theres things he did that made me suicidal and im not saying i didnt do anything wrong i probably must have as well but thats just it.... i#dont want to reverse my progress. i really wish him the best i really really do but holding an actual conversation with him - even though#my instinct asks me to do it..... i just cant have a repeat of 2016#🤦🏽‍♀️ can the universe just ..... not do this?#idk...... i really dont jnow what to do im tempted to reply but the consequences terrify me#i miss my best friend but he was a shitty friend but i still miss him and i wish we could just go back to March 2013 when things were good#dmn.txt
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defsbeom · 6 years
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A little bit of truth.
Let me just start out by saying that I have pretty much grown up on the internet, I’ve been on this hell site for about 8 years now. I’ve been a part of numerous fandoms. I’ve also been a part of fandoms on other social media sites. And I’ve seen my fair share of fandom drama everywhere. 
What I hadn’t ever seen or experienced, and never thought I would, is just how someone can take Tumblr seriously enough to not even be considerate of how it can affect someone’s real life.
With that in mind, let me tell you a hypothetical story. Imagine there is a blog, and they love getting their fair share of attention, they thrive on the validation from certain other blogs. Imagine you are friends with them. There is a certain level of trust, a certain level of respect and admiration, obviously right? They’re your friend after all. They would give you the minimum respect every human deserves, if not what a friend deserves. They wouldn’t knowingly put you in danger. They would take care of you. And do correct me if I am wrong, but those are all things you would expect from a person who calls themselves your friend. 
Now imagine, that they go out and seek to start some drama or get some tea from another blog whilst hiding behind an anonymous button. Imagine they do get the tea. And imagine that the person they try to spill it to doubts that in reality, there is no hateful anon, just this person. Now imagine a situation where your friend comes to you, distress evident in their voice, on the verge of crying. They tell you that this person knows its them, that they will track their IP and post it online, that they know you probably think they’re a horrible person, that you probably hate them. And you spend about half an hour trying to convince them that everyone makes a mistake, that there is no way a third person could track their IP. At the end of this, they ask you if you would do something for them. Would you please do this for them? Please, they don’t know who else to turn to. Would you please go to this blog and message them saying it was you who sent the anon. Would you take the fall for her, make someone you don’t know hate you. Would you do that because you see, your friend already has a relationship with them, they couldn’t possibly risk that. Imagine they promise you, I will have your back, I promise you I will defend you to them. But please, god please, don’t tell our mutual friend. She will hate me, please don’t tell her. I know you’ve been emotionally manipulated in the past, I know you are in a terribly shitty place emotionally because therapy isn’t smooth sailing, I know you just almost lost someone very dear to you and all of it hit you like a freight train, I know you have trust issues, I know you can never believe a person when they say they love you, I know you think you don’t even deserve to be loved, I know the voices in your head that keep whispering to you ‘you will never amount to anything’ ‘people will always leave and find someone better’ ‘no one will ever chose someone like you’ but please, god please, will you do this for me? 
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beomglocks · 2 years
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die4u ; k.th
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summary : "let me see my halo, even though it's painful i'm prepared to lose"
pairing : angel!taehyun x human!reader
warnings & other : angst asf, pastlove!taehyun, unrequited love, inspired by bmth song die4u lol, mention of panic attack, mention of depression, mention of death
w/c : 1k+
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you've tried to ignore the persistent ringing of your doorbell however you can only drown out so many rings. "fine fine im coming!" you yell at the door across the room. "its 2am this better be fucking worth it or i swear to everyth-"
when you swing the door open abruptly you're not expecting to see taehyun, your ex. of all people to come back why did it have to be the one who brought you the most joy yet the most pain? "tae- taehyun? w-what are you doing here i- i-" the memories start rushing back to you at full force. although you'd been with other people prior, no one loved you the way taehyun did. he was an angel after all, love in its purest form ran through his blood. he made you feel the way no one could and you both once laughed at the thought of you dying and being with him forever in heaven.
however, as with everything, not all that glitters is gold and taehyun's pristine angel wings were no exception. you should've known it wasn't possible for a human and an angel to be together, it was unheard of. not too far into the relationship, the saints had come down and condemned the relationship, saying things like you were tainting an angel with worldly desires.
you cried, fought, went days without sleeping to fight for your relationship but at the end of the day it was taehyun, of all people, that had ended it. "they're right, it isn't going to work.... we should stop while we can.." just like that he gave up on everything, on you. he left, vanished, without a trace. no note, no goodbye, nothing. you figured he went back to heaven, completely forgetting his experience with you on earth. it has been months and you thought you were finally getting over him but here he is like nothing happened. like he didn't tear your heart out and smash it onto the ground, repeatedly stomping on it.
the room starts spinning, you feel. this isn't good. taehyun notices your weariness and steps into your apartment to calm you down and help you. "no! don't touch me! g-get out!" you hold back a sob, causing your voice to sound forced. "y/n.." taehyun starts.
you want to scream, to hit him even. it was so easy for him to walk away all those months ago so why isn't he leaving now. "fucking coward," you mumble quietly in between breaths, not sure if you're talking about him or yourself in this moment. you manage to move yourself to your couch and taehyun follows you like a lost puppy. you hate that when you look up at him his halo is glowing, a burning reminder that he's not like you. not human.
you think it's jarring. only loved ones can see an angels halo so that fact that you can still see taehyun's makes you want to throw up.
he still loves you.
"i came back to apologize," taehyun speaks slowly as if any singular word he utters will throw you into a panic attack. you shake your head, "i don't want your apologies, you're not even supposed to be around me tae..hyun...taehyun," you cough awkwardly at how you hesitated to use his nickname. taehyun notices and sighs, hurt that you're being so cold to him however he understands.
"i did what i had to y/n," he reasons. "me leaving was better than you being taken from me... atleast then i knew you were still here," he mumbled to himself. you stand up and step closer to him after regaining yourself. "you did what you had to?" you scoff at his audacity. "i was an absolute wreck without you!"
oh he knows. there wasn't a day up in heaven where taehyun wasn't secretly watching over you. he saw the depressive episodes, the crying, the sitting in the dark, the not eating for hours until you couldn't take it anymore, he saw it all and it physically pained him despite being in a literal other dimension.
"that's why im here right now!" he yells back at you, not meaning to raise his usually tame voice at you. he sighs, "i know it's been months but god....do you know how fucking hard it is to reach someone you're not supposed to reach?" you stare at him wide eyed at his word choices.
using his name in vain and swearing in the same sentence? surely the saints wouldn't approve of taehyun's behavior and would have him reformed in a heartbeat if they heard this. "taehyun..." you're scared of the unknown. why is he here right now, what is about to happen?
"y/n...even though we're not supposed to be together because the heavens said so im willing to go through hell itself to be with you, angel, human, demon, whatever being," he admits.
you purse your lips together. if someone found out that he was here surely the consequences would be grave for not only him but you.
"prove it," you decide to go with. "you came all this way, so make it worth it."
without warning, suddenly taehyun grasps his halo. the action burns his hands however he does not let go. the only way to describe the feeling is like when you burn yourself on the stove and your mind knows to instinctively retract your hand. however this time, he does not instinctively move his hands. "oh my god what are you doing?!" you step closer to him but he moves away.
"i- i told you," he strains to say. he pulls at his halo which is slowly departing from the top of his head. you stand there in shock at what's happening. you didn't know angels could forcefully remove their own halos, you weren't even sure if they could be put back on. you didn't know how angels worked at all to be honest.
"stop it!" you yell. you don't know what to do. do you yank his hands away from his halo? will it burn you like it's burning him? you anxiously watch as tears start to fall from taehyun's eyes against his will. "whatever being," he mutters.
with one final tug, the halo is removed. taehyun gasps for air and the life practically drains from his face. "taehyun?!" he drops to the floor as you run towards him. he feels like he just got hit on his head or as if he stood up too quickly after not eating.
“i-i told you whatever being,” he smiles through the pain his entire body is going through. the palms of his hands are scorched and you hesitate to hold them in fear of inflicting more pain. “what the fuck?” you sob into his shoulder. he’s sweaty but you don’t care.
your mind can’t comprehend the fact that taehyun is no longer an angel. sure, this doesn’t change much, however the fact that he’s willing to be kicked out of heaven to be with you is enough to convince you. any minute now and the saints will surely come down to see why they’re suddenly missing an angel. it scares you.
“you’re fucking crazy kang taehyun,” you sniffle, wiping away your tears. he manages to pull on a smirk through his hazy facial expression. his natural glow is no longer there, slowly dimming out. he looks normal like another boring, dull human being.
“i’d die for you y/n, just know that.”
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Hi! Is it okay if I get a matchup between a male AOT character? If so, to start off with my pronouns of she/her. My MBTI type is an infp so I can be creative, empathetic(to the point it makes me sensitive😅), and can get passionate over anything I love or have a strong opinion on. I can also be witty and eccentric as I try to use that skill to help my friends feel better but otherwise I’m usually the therapist of my friends. I also really love snuggles and any form of affection, but I’m pretty much a cuddle bear. I definitely do get flustered easily though and can be timid towards strangers. And I struggle with depression. My hobbies consists of writing, reading, drawing, editing, sometimes making those corny tiktok memes, watching shows(preferably anime or romance/psych thriller), shopping, and exploring nature. Especially trees, sunsets/sunrises, flowers, nice architecture, rain, and flowers are beautiful to me. My dislikes consists of rudeness, I just don’t like when people are careless and blunt about things that don’t require their attitude. There are many things I don’t like but I don’t usually focus on those things so ehe. As for my physical appearance, I’m 4”11 1/2, my hair is dark and curly, and I’m chubby. I like to dress either goth, dark academia, grunge-cottage core, or glam. I like to wear makeup and jewerly though only if I dress up. I also have a septum piercing. My music taste has influenced that(yk, with The Weeknd, BMTH, Loathe, Aurora View, BANKS, Chase Atlantic, it’s a realllyyy long list) so I also happen to love music. I can also sing though I would like to learn other instruments eventually. I also like really deep and intellectual conversations. I’m sorry for making this really long, though thank you for taking the time to read all of this regardless. 🥺♥️
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YOU GOT ZEKE YEAGER
Personality: So you're an INFP, while he is an INTP, making you guys match perfectly, he can understand your messy side since he himself is a messy person.
➶︎This man, oh the things he would do just to see you're flustered face, he just loves it, he always has this shit eating grin when he does.
He is a very affection deprived person, so he would welcome your cuddly nature with pleasure, he may not show it, but he loves it when you cuddle with him
➶︎You want a deep intellectual conversation, well Zeke right here is the man for you, he has so many fun facts up his sleeves, you can spend hours just listening to each other rant about some random topics
Well, he isn't really a man of music, but he would love to listen to your music with you.
➶︎He need therapy, and who better than you to talk to? He doesn't open up often, but he does when its around you, he thinks you are such a good listener
Small scenario:
"Where are you taking me Zeke, my feet are starting to hurt" You nagged, while tugging on your boyfriend's sleeve
"Oh come on, be patient, we are nearly there"
He was making you climb a hill, and it was very hot, you have the right to be complaining.
"Trust me, it is worth it"
And he was right, when you got to the top, there was the ruins of a very old house viewing the ocean, it was surrounded by a field of sunflowers, the sun slowly going down emitting an orange glow.
"I-it's breathtaking"
His stoic face formed a small smile just by staring at your amazement.
Hope you liked it anon channn, you are very uniqueee, feel free to request anything else
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its-okay-2-decay · 2 years
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i was tagged by the one and only @loganxcouture ❤🥰
Nicknames: These are nicknames that I've heard throughout my years. Benny, Ben Jammin, Benit, Hatewood, Edgewood, Latewood. The Ghost. List goes on and on of funny and stupid ones.
Zodiac: Pisces 🤷‍♂️
Last movie: T-34
Height: 5'11". Wishing I was 6'.
Last thing I Googled: Food
Fav musicians: There's so many to name. Lil Peep, Mac Miller, Oliver Tree, Tyler the Creator, Bring Me The Horizon, Slipknot, Rammstein, Blink-182, Good Charlotte, Gorillaz.
Song stuck in my head: BMTH DiE4u
Other blogs: This is the one and only disasterpiece.
Amount of sleep: I get an average amount of 6 hours a day.
Lucky number: 26
Dream trip: one large tour across Europe.
What I’m wearing: Just boxers
Languages: Just english. I wish I was bilingual.
Play an instrument: I have no musical talent at all.
Fav food: Its a tie between Italian and Mexican.
Fav songs: Theres so many to name from all of my favorite musicians up top.
Random fact about me: I had a weeklong summer vacation before heading off to boot camp.
I love doing these. They're a lot of fun to do and I'd like to see you guys do this.
@cassiejcass @deathgrippp @pa-stime @white-goldd
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horizonmlm · 2 months
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Omg hey girl
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ficsforeren · 3 years
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hi besty!!i hope u are doing good and u had or have a great day (idk about the time zones, im from germany so not sure what time it is where u live💀💀)
n e wayz, there was a song that i kind of wanted to "recommend" you, because it really reminds me of eren in the last song! idk its just giving me very eren,sad,drama,rock whatever vibes .
Avalanche - Bring me the Horizon
do with that Info whatever u want, i couldnt help but think of eren whenever i listen to it.
hi bestie!! I hope you're doing good too! I'm from Indonesia so yeah we have 6 hours time difference lol but that's okay!
DUDE OKAY HEAR ME OUT
so i was very conflicted at the beginning between wanting to choose Royal Blood or Bring Me The Horizon as, like, the real version of Empire because I love these two bands SO MUCH and although they are very different, they have the same vibes that fit rockstar!eren in my head so yes, I absolutely agree with you on that! In the end if you noticed, I decided to use them both: Royal Blood for Empire and BMTH for Floch's band Zenith lol (they were singing Parasite Eve in Chapter 7)
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pfandghoul · 3 years
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rules: answer 30 questions and tag some blogs you want to know better.
thanks to @tonysstark for tagging me and sorry for not seeing it :'D happy late birthday as well!
i would put a break here but idk how to do this on mobile so you gotta suffer through this sorry lol
name/nickname: marlon
gender: no thanks
star sign: aries
height: 167cm
time: too late
birthday: april 8
fav bands: oof... uh... mcr (with a grain of salt), nothing but thieves (only started listening a while ago), stuck in the sound (brother is really good), celldweller, london grammar, smash into pieces, tribe society, bmth, and the list goes on...
fav solo artists: wood kid, elton john, NF, fink, miley cyrus, lady gaga, marina and the diamonds, the weeknd, and others im sure...
song stuck in my head: i had the time of my life
last film: my octopus teacher
last show: cobra kai
when i made this blog: jeez... too long ago
what i post: so much stuff bruh
last thing i googled: skateboard rolls
other blogs: nah i just throw everything on here, i dont have the mental capacity to organize and maintain more than one blog
do i get asks: rarely but i just got one from a friend that i will answer soon
why i chose my url: because mcr's danger days is cool af and i love fun ghoul best
following: i sure do
followers: i sure have
average hours of sleep: 7 to 13 lmao
lucky numbers: i like 7
instruments: contrabass, and im still trying to self-teach and learn guitar
dream trip: sun, sand, blue water, palm trees, friends, a coded map, weird clues, some hidden treasure and only fun and bravery
fav food: idek i just e a t
fav song: i really like the sea shanty of nickelback's rockstar atm
last book read: lmao dksvdjs sure yeah i read books uh-huh
fav colour: green probably, but the darker kind
tagging: @queenofcrabs @bebop-ed @queen-juno @schleierkauz @galacticpineapple @russianwholesomeness @fancypotatocake @filzmonster @andbucky
(its totally okay not to do it, just wanted to give ya all a shout out <3)
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ashtonsos · 4 years
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i was tagged by the lovely @sunshinecal  💓
Name: amber Nickname: am, cornetto, amber two, some people even go as far as to just call me ginger  Zodiac sign: capricorn Height: 5′11 (1.80m) Nationality: dutch Languages spoken: dutch, english and german What time is it: i started this at like 9pm but its now 10:30pm  Celebrity crush: calum hood Favorite fictional character: alex manes, kyle valenti, evan ‘’buck’’ buckley, theres so many more but my heads empty Favorite musician: bmth, 5sos, the kooks, the wombats, halsey, idk what else i listen to man you name it and i probs hears it once  Favorite sports team: ajax baby always and to not be killed by my american friends i am forced to say red sox and bruins   Favorite season: fall and spring Favorite flower: hydrangea Favorite scent: the smell of rain, a blown out candle, fresh baked bread and fresh laundry Favorite animal: cats, dogs, otters Favorite food: pizza also fucking love bread my dudes Dream car: i honestly dont have an answer for you besides the fact that its probs automatic bc america ruined me and i absolutely hate driving stick now Dream trip: i want to see more of canada and go to australia, greece and croatia Instruments: i cant play anything but im on my way to learn piano  Coffee, tea or hot chocolate: coffee always, but it all depends on the mood with the other two  Dog or cat person: used to be cat but def both now Following: never over 400 and i broke that rule bc its 421 right now Followers: on this blog like 33 lmaoooo Other blogs: my main @valentimanes and my horror blog @screamtv Blog established: god idk i think it was 2014? but ive had my main since 2010 Do you have a Tumblr crush: honesty im in love with all my mutuals Do you get asks: sometimes yes  What is your lucky number: 28 What are you wearing right now: my jammies Drink of choice: atm its white claws but usally coffee, water or cranberry juice Number of blankets you sleep with: 1 but it needs to be a heavy one Average sleep hours: 7ish? sometimes more or less when we feeling depressed Random fact: my hostdad just shamed me for drinking white claws and honestly i cant blame him 
i tag: @cthofficial @clemmings @spicycal @califl0wer @gigglyirwin @softbabiestan @maluminspace @easierlftv @talkfastromance4 @kingcals @spacecowboycal @ashisonthefloor @vapor5sos 
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adamcolesbaybay · 5 years
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Celtic Relations
This fic was requested by @biforbecky2belts and its a little different that what id normally do because its an OC fic as melissa wanted herself in it, shes awesome so she of course gets it😝 i hope you all enjoy this one as much as you have my roman one. The feedback and support means a lot so if you love something then give me a lil reblog and comment😘
Pairing: Becky Lynch x OC Melissa
Word Count: 1610
Summary: Cute first date at a BMTH concert, Becky is nervous about asking Melissa out, Melissa has no idea that Becky is pining after her. Cheesy and cliched as hell bc this fic called for it and i couldnt resist. JUST FLUFF AND MORE FLUFF!
Warnings: Implied smut, Becky in leather bc that needs a health warning. I think thats everything??
"Yo Mels!"
Melissas' blood boiled, stopping her in her tracks at the ridiculous nickname. She of course, knew who that voice belonged to, the only person who could turn a nickname she already hated and make it worse just by adding an extra 's' at the end. Colby. Freaking. Lopez. She was going to kill him, make it slow and painful for him. Maybe start off by shaving his head? Or maybe she'd ruin all his snapbacks? She was pulled from her thoughts of torturing Seth when he came running up behind her ruffling her hair, cackling like a 5 year old who just heard their first fart joke, infuriating her more. He knew what he was doing. He always irritated the hell out of her. And it was cause he loved her like a little sister. She huffed in disapproval, electing to ignore the over grown child and continue walking.
"Hey! Don't ignore meeee" Seth whined behind her, jogging a little to catch up with her. "You know i do it cause i love youuuuu" he sing-songed out. Melissa rolled her eyes at him, hiding a smirk behind her hair. "Oh come on Melissa, talk to me! I have something you'll be interested to know" She could hear the smirk and mischief in his voice, knowing he had piqued her curiosity. She turned on her heels to face him. He was still smirking, arms folded across his chest, hair in a bun, looking like a damn snack as always. He was no Becky though obviously
"Go on then Lopez, do tell. And this better be worth it cause creative wanna talk to me about my new storyline in like 5 minutes" She rolled her eyes again waiting for Seth to say his piece.
"There's a certain fiery redhead who wants to ask you out" Melissas' stomach nearly fell out of her ass, eyes going wide in shock. 'what the hell?!' she thought to herself, trying to process what Seth had just told her. Becky wanted to ask her out?! Seth was just messing with her right? The thought playing in her mind, she mentally shook herself and tried to regain her composure.
"Becky? Becky Lynch wants to ask me out? THE Rebecca Quin?! You're kidding me right? This is just a joke because you know how much i like her right? Well very funny Colby but its not gonna w-" She got cut off as she heard someone clearing their throat behind her. She froze. Shit.
"So, Melissa, just how much do you like me then?"
Melissa whipped around at break neck speed, eyes wide in horror as she looked at Becky, caught like a deer in headlights. She wanted to run and hide in embarrassment. She had nowhere to go. Trapped between Seth and Becky. "U-uhm, i-i uh-" she stuttered out, words failing her. Becky was smirking at her, looking like she was loving every second of this. Clearly this was boosting her already (rightfully so) big ass ego.
"I'm gonna leave you two alone before Becky jumps your bones sis" Seth went to turn the other way before Melissa smacked him upside the head. Shooting him a furious death glare, promising herself to get him back for this. He poked his tongue out at her before he sprinted away before Melissa actually did kill him.
"Melissa? You gonna answer my question love?" She turned back around to face the woman she was crushing hard on. Heart beating ninety miles an hour. She swallowed a lump in her throat, thinking about her next words carefully before she answered. How much worse could this get really? She wondered to herself.
"Well.... uhm, i-i, this is... uhm" well fuck. This is going well you dumbass
"Babygirl i ain't goin' nowhere until i hear you tell me that you like me so i can ask you out" Becky said, smirk plastered on her face. She was such an asshole sometimes. A hot asshole you wanna fuck. God get a grip Melissa! Concentrate!
"Fuck. Okay, okay, Rebecca Quin i'm crushing so fucking hard on you and its killing me that you haven't made me yours. God, i like you so much my heart hurts. I can't stop thinking about you a-" Her babbling was cut off when Becky grabbed her and kissed her, arms going around her waist and lowering to squeeze her ass, Melissa moaned into the kiss, melding her lips to Becky, they were so soft, warm, everything she imagined kissing Becky would be. Becky took her chance and slipped her tongue into Melissas mouth, causing her to groan deep in her throat, hands grabbing at Beckys hair, running her hands through her gorgeous fiery hair.
They broke apart a few minutes later, gasping for breath, both were flushed in the face, kiss swollen lips and very turned on.
"Jesus christ Melissa, if i wasn't such a gentleman who asked her ladies on a date before she fucked them senseless i'd have you against this wall screaming my name right the fuck now" Becky growled out, pupils lust blown. Melissa couldn't believe what just happened, she could feel the dampness between her legs and god if she didn't want Becky to fuck her three ways from sunday.
"Ask me out then Becks" she panted out
"I know you love Bring Me The Horizon as much as i do. They have a gig tonight. Neither of us have matches tonight and i just so happen to have two tickets to the gig already. So what d'ya say baby?" Becky leaned forward, taking Melissas hand in hers, intertwining their fingers together, rough, calloused skin yet somehow still soft and supple. Their hands felt so right together.
"I say hell fucking yes. I couldn't ask for a more perfect date, with the most perfect girl" Melissa brushed her lips softly against Beckys one last time before pulling away reluctantly. "Text me later?" She smiled at Becky who nodded. A frown fell on her face as she realised something. "How do you know i love Bring Me The Horizon?" Beckys cheeks flushed scarlet and she looked away for a second, eyes not meeting Melissas as she answered.
"I kinda, sorta asked Seth what would be your perfect date and i maybe bought the tickets two weeks ago working up the nerve ta ask ya" she mumbled out. Melissa was speechless, her heart leapt at the thought of Becky doing all this for her. A smile graced her lips before she teased Becky.
"Wow. The Man being all shy and sheepish?! Maybe Seth should be The Man instead huh?" She grinned at Beckys reaction, laughing.
"Oh babygirl you're gonna pay for that later. I'll show you who The Man really is" a predatory look came upon Becky, like a cat stalking a mouse. Melissa could feel a fresh damp patch in her panties. Shes gonna be the fucking death of me She thought to herself.
**later that night**
"No Becks, you dont have to get me anything!"
"You're my girl now, i'm spoiling you, i want to and you deserve it so its happening now choose" Beckys firm tone confirmed that she was not taking a no for an answer and arguing was only gonna lead to consequences. Melissa held her tongue and looked back to the merch stall trying to decide which t-shirt she wanted. After spending a few minutes choosing she picked a black tank top with BMTH on it plus the city tour dates on the back. Becky also chose a snapback, one for her and one for Melissa. "What? You'll look cute in a snapback" Melissa turned a nice shade of pink at Beckys words.
They were a few rows from the front, the adrenaline was starting to kick in as the lights went out and everyone screamed as the band walked on, Melissa looked at Becky for a second, wanting to see her reaction and instead was struck at how gorgeous the stage lights made Becky look. Of course she was already gorgeous, yet the glow of the lights bouncing off of her hair and illuminating her features, cheek bones prominent, jaw looking like it could cut glass. She was fucking stunning. how did i get so lucky? she thought to herself, she drunk in the rest of her, hair in her signature pony and plat, smoky eyes and bare lips, the leather jacket she had on making her look sexy, hugging her perfectly, denim shorts and ripped tights, slightly heeled boots making her just that much taller than Melissa was. She liked the height difference, perfect height for her to kiss Beckys neck. Which is exactly what she did as Ollie started singing the opening lines to Mother Tongue, Becky pulled her in close, arms wrapping around her as they danced to the song.
Becky bent her head down a little as Melissa tilted hers up, lips meeting in a soft, slow kiss, not as heated as the one from this afternoon, this one filled with emotion, passion, a kiss that confirmed things they weren't quite ready to say out loud.
All Melissa could think was how perfect this night was and how excited she was for what was to come after back at the hotel room. Pressed up against Becky she felt her phone buzz with a text, she pulled it out and Seths name flashed across the screen, she groaned internally as she read the message.
*you owe me for this! Ps. You're welcome Mels. PPS. Don't do anything i wouldn't do ;)*
She was never gonna hear the fucking end of this
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21 questions and tag 21 people you’d like to get to know better!
I was tagged by @holyfluffly, @bts-poetry, @hobisgorgeousass and @jhspetitegf, @mygsii, @rmnamjoons, @gukgalore, @inkjam-moon sjdlregknelk i think that’s everyone,,,, sorry i was tagged by so many people for this particular tag game aha
1. Nickname: Nell/Nelly - by most people; Shay - but only by my family/people I consider my family; Moons - by one of my favourite people ᵘʷᵘ, Tinky Winky by the lads in my teletubbies GC, Minion by another person who is one of my favourite people, Calamari Countess - don’t ask fjengonr
2. Zodiac: Scorpio bitches ᵘʷᵘ it’s actually my birthday on Friday hehe
3. Height: 5′3″
4. Hogwarts: SLYTHERIN !!!! Both on the official Pottermore quiz and also every other Hogwarts House quiz I’ve ever done
5. Last thing i googled: Starflower kdlrkgrlk so I could show you lovelies what a starflower looks like fjklngkrn
6. Favourite musicians: BTS - all time fave, RM, J-Hope, GOT7, Jackson Wang, Joji, Halsey, Keishi, Barcelona, BMTH, You Me At Six, Seafret,,,, listen I have a lot okay
7. Song(s) stuck in my head: Imma do a Top whatever because,,, I listen to 2 much music and a lot of songs are stuck in my head rn:
Make It Rights - BTS
Lights - BTS
Heartbeat - BTS
You Calling My Name - GOT7
Lose You To Love Me - Selena Gomez
Hot Girl Bummer - Blackbear
Walking - 88 Rising, Joji, Jackson Wang & Swae Lee
Tequlia Sunrise - 88 Rising, Jackson, GoldLink and some others
Need Is Your Love - 88 Rising, Joji + others
These Nights - 88 Rising, Chunga, Rich Brian
La La Lost on You - 88 Rising, Niki
Urs - Niki
Bad Back - Jackson Wang, GoldLink
Titanic - Jackson Wang, Rich Brian
June - Sage Charmaine (this song reminds me of Namjoon :( )
Run Away - TXT
Graveyard - Halsey
Suncity - Khalid
To The Sea - Seafret
The entirety to Love Loop by GOT7 :)
8. Following: 158 and most of these are mutuals t b h
9. Followers: :)))) more than I should have/deserve fnoetngr
10. Do you get asks: Quite a few aha, I love that you guys send me messages!
11. Amount of sleep: ????? bArElY jnrgoin on a good day, about 6 hours
12. What are you wearing: Sweatpants + a Sweatshirt + a t-shirt cause its fuCKING COLD
13. Dream Job: Marine Biologist! Maybe owning a Cake Shop owo,,,, ideally to have enough money to retire and just write stories uwu
14. Dream trip: South Korea (I’ve booked my flight for May 2020!!!), Great Barrier Reef - rip Australia has snakes though 𝘺𝘪𝘬𝘦𝘴, Fiji, idk just places I can be by the beach uwu but I also dislike heat so hnnnn idk
15. Instruments: None I am tone deaf and talentless :) But I’d love to play the piano, violin or harp because those are my favourite instruments!
16. Languages: English only because I’m a disgrace to my heritage. I can read Hangul - but I can’t translate so this is useless, I’ve picked up a few phrases of Japanese from anime but again this is useless because i don’t understand the rest of it ngneoih
17. 10 favourite songs right now: peep the top list xx
18. If you were an animal, what would you be: I’d probably be a cat,,,, everyone tells me I’m very cat-like
19. Favourite food: ........ oh god why,,,,, I don’t really have a favourite food but I have favourite cuisines: like Chinese, Korean, Thai, Mexican, Italian etc but really, I’ll eat most things - other than vegetables ew gross
20. Random fact: I have,,, an odd obsession with socks. Like,,, I just really like pretty socks and I have a lot of them. Like,,, more socks than I probably need and definitely more than I use - but I dislike feet and socks can be really pretty uwu
21.  My aesthetic: Like, in terms of dress sense? Idk usually large tops/jumpers + leggings and then like incredibly simple and fine jewellery (not as in expensive but like,,,, delicate or fragile kind of fine. I don’t like clunky jewellery)
EDITED: I FORGOT TO TAG PEOPLE:
ummm oh god @honeymoonjin @ddaenggtan @seokoloqy @maptoyoongi @la-vie-en-tae @peekaboongi @strawbxxymilk​ @cherrynochu @njssi @minlucent @guksthighs @ve1vetyoongi @countrysundae @ironicarmy @caramelkth @readyplayerhobi​ @hungline​ okay listen that’s not 21 tags but fknerogne its all i can think of rn anyone who wants to do it,, please feel free to! if i’ve tagged you and you don’t want to do it that’s cool too!!
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