#its not that bad rn but like why fr

[doomednarrative]

I'm gonna be Completely honest and this is Not a dig at anyone who did like it btw but. Death Island. Kinda sucked in my opinion.

#i had fun watching with claire and ethan cause i always do with them #and i have enjoyed what we could pull from it for au stuff #but like. as far as The Actual Execution of the concepts of this movie #they did a piss poor job #the animation felt WORSE than vendetta and vendetta was SIX YEARS AGO. WHY #voicd acting was off #dylan sucked as a villain in my opinion #and just!! they could have done so much more with the girls and just with Everyone as a team specifically but they Dont and it Feels Bad!! #maybe its jsut because im not resident evil pilled rn or something but i love damnation and vendetta Way better than this one #but fr tho justice for all the girls cause both capcom AND the fandom is shit to them #me talking #death island

[nomaishuttle]

ohhh fml i was like maybe i cn stya up a bit late after all its weekend tomorrow. no it fucking isnt today was thursday i have work tmrw everything is evil always

#gonna get ready 4 bed ig.. i wanna try n wake up at ermm 545 bc ive been sleeping in far too much and ive barely been brushing my teeth in #the mornings ive mostly just been doing mouthwash #aughhh idk why my body is being so dire today my thighs r doing the incredibly weak and fatigued thing again. i feel like that tweet thats #like im probably nonbinary but i have a job so idc abt that rn but its i probably have some undiagnosed physical disorders but i live in a #garage so idc abt that rn #idk. its been going on for a couple years but its been getting worse to the point i can barely move my legs when it happens #that and then my limbs have been falling asleep very quickly even when theres nothing thyat would like. im not laying on them or anything #ill just be walking or something arms at my sides and one or both will get rly bad pins and needles #and it rly sucks and is weird. but again i live in a fucking garage so it is fr the least of my worries #like rn at my computer typing my arm isnt resting on anything or having any pressure put on it and my hand is falling asleep. UGH #it has been happening a ton with my hands i get this weirxd sensation in my wrist/palm zone that like. idk #its weird and i should prolly get it checked out but i dont have a dr rn and like. worst case scenario i chop my arms off and either surviv #and have a good story or i die and dont have to go to work anymore. so

[straykats]

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#kats personal #crying bawling rn bc things have hit the fan fr and i dont see it getting better at all #but then an old friend msged me about the ojo tv show #and we havent talked for over a year but he knows i like/d pjo and so im like #idk why im crying sm #like ive actually been feeling so shit and yeah like i can pnly see it getting worse rn #but this was so out of the blue #and knowing that i like. i still exist to people who i used to care about ??? #and they still look at things and think of me????? #my chest actually hurts from how kuch i was crying just then LMAOOOOL #if u see this pretend u didnt #while im at it though #its been a long long time since ive felt so scared and helpless #like i cant even rant or sirectly talk about whats going on rn #the kast time this happened it was. really bad and i didnt talk abojt it for years #and it kept happening and then when i did talk about it #it was like 3-4 years after the most recent incident #im hoping that thid yine i dont keep it all bottled up/to myself #and ig guven whats happening i kind of cant #especially if it doesnt get better #idk im tired but i just. #yeah idk.

[aria0fgold]

I don't think copium can help anymore... Just finished that other branch and GOD PEWTER YOU ARE IRRITATING STOP PLAYING FOR THE OTHER TEAM I SWEAR YOU'RE TOO MUCH OF A FORCE TO BE RECKONED WITH

And like! That new branch is locked and the prev locked one is unlocked and now I'm in Boss' somnium and copium can't help me anymore goddammit Boss.

#aria rants #ariaplays: aitsf #am followin a guide for this one cuz her somnium is insane #if i wasnt followin one id have to restart this thing like several times #that x999 door like are you fr rn boss #no wonder the guide had me save that [1] timie if it was just me id use that thing alrdy #GOD BRO WHY BOSS LIKE LEGIT W H Y #half of me coping that maaaayyybe she just witnessed it yk??? #its still bad even if she just witnessed it honestly #GODDAMMIT BOSS OHMYGOD ARE YOU FR LIKE BRO #me: psyncin in the copium

[battleforwarriorcats]

the one side effect of making this series is that i cant ever see bottle or snowball in tpot the same way

#bfw #talking #im fr like #“why isnt bottle with mothwing and willowpaw rn she should be training” kind of bad #its so embarrassing

[oatbugs]

AUGHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

#waiting for smn is soooo #idk #idk how to feel what to think #anyway asked my friends for advice on it #they were all like u should have a convo abt it. bc like #emotional support is important in a relationship and receiving none of it is bad #like how come we r both having a tough time and yet so far i was like aw theyre having a horrible time theyre dealing w #depression thats why they cant support me :(( like. #im also having a tough time dealing w depression and ive been there 4 them consistently !!! and im sorry but like when i was horribly #depressed like 10x worse than this yrs ago i remember i still did my best to be there for whoever i was dating at the time #but rn its so one sided like im excusing a complete lack of emotional support under the category of mental health stuff #and even tho i told myself it was an explanation not an excuse it was in fact both. it was def an excuse #depression can make it hard for u to be there for others but when theyre ur partner and ur best friend and u cant even respond #to them stating how they feel properly that is bad !! viewing them telling u their current emotion or feeling bc thats what the topic is #as ~putting stuff on you randomly~ is bad!! #like fr whenever i feel sad i have to eat up my feelings and cry on my.own bc im afraid theyre not going to respond well to me telling them #that. its not like i vent or anything either (w/o asking. but i dont even do that) its just #UGHHH IDK #anyway ive been avoiding this convo w them for a while bc i have been trying to be patient and just. wait for them to get better #and maybe someday they would be there for me!! maybe my friends r all the emotional support i need if i feel so bad that i cant keep it in! #but its just not fair on me i think. ive been feeling shit too!!! i forgot that i existed #until i finally told my friends abt it and they were like. relationships r a two way street etc etc #anyway yh #idk how this will go x #taking some time away to collect my thoughts n so are they so

[rosykims]

just had perhaps the cringiest and most overdramatic hysteria industed panic attack on my life ft scream crying and babbling incoherently. i was vibing and singing not 15 mins ago. duality <3

#/ negative #yes i am unmedicated atm why do u ask #god im so. #i.dont even know what i am but im a lot of it and its bad #i have an appt on the 5th tho so im honestly excited abt what new flavour of ssri im gonna get this time lol #the problem is ive been on so much many and none of them work. i really need to figure it out bc like #i feel genuinely unwell rn like i feel insane and not in a cool tumblr way i mean in a my bf is going to leave me way #i cant even face him im so embarrassed whst is wrong with me fr.

[lovecrazedpup]

hm

#me trying to bait my friends into yelling at me n shit #its a strat actually #makes me feel like shit and helps them release their anger #like gaksvsalhdsk i fucking . i LOVE feeling sad and upset #idk why but its just how im meant to be ? im not rlly meant to be happy ? #i have never n will never deserve happiness #i am a Bad Person so ! #gOD such silly things trigger me into . these states but its impossible to get out of them #kinda wish he was more . comforting . even though i dont deserve that either #says he understands bpd but doesnt ask to help me #:/ its fine anywaysssss #not like this is serious and its fr just because . idk . he has nothing better to do probably #realistically i am just fun to poke fun at and get off to so 😭 #not that hes doing that but like . its just a pattern that people have done w/ me #idk maybe i attract it :/ the attention and feeling like im useful is addicting though #ngl i do actually want to kms rn but its such a like . pathetic reason to so i think people would just laugh #like i made a friend upset and then everyone was angry and he was disappointed and then we lost a game and now everyones upset again 🙀 #and it was like all my fault so as an apology i should kms or like cut 😭 #eeeeeugh just . literally some random guy come into my house and fr just fucking murder me #like punch me in the face . cut my tongue off and then slit my throat #sgkavdkavskavdjsvs #jamie.txt

[ky-loves-jatp]

How I think the JATP characters would react in a fight/someone trying to fight them

Blank version under the cut

#julie and the phantoms #jatp #very self indulgent #im high off adrenaline rn so if this is weird thats why omg #literally shaking🤪 #i put no thought in this so its def not 100% right #flynn would win a fight and 100% fight someone who talks shit ab her friends #carries the sterotypical mean girl so like- #ofc some ppl are mad at her #reggie freezes up and gets a lowkey panic attack from trauma #alex is gay in the 80s he's fight someone but not throw the first hit #willie is gay in the 80s and likes getting to trouble but he would 99% lose the fight unless its fr bad #i feel like the others explain themselves tbh #90S. ALEX AND WILLE (debatably) ARE GAY IN THE 90S NOT 80S #julie and flynn can be switched interchangeably #tw cursing #long tags #tw fighting #ky posts jatp

[lettuce-seize-the-day]

weird random stream of consciousness, but I'm on mobile so I can't do a readmore

I'm watching new girl and Nick said something about how it sometimes is REALLY not fun to be there for schmidt but u have to do it anyway. and im like...these characters are all so crazy and quirky like. Nick has to be SUCH a pain to be friends with. Schmidt has to be SO annoying. They're all so high maintenance in their own ways and they have to take care of each other....and they do it ?? Like and they don't really consider one another to be burdens even when they need a LOT of help and attention. and it just......makes me think. yk?

like im always..so beyond terrified of asking anything of my ppl bc I don't want to be a burden. i don't want anyone to have to deal w my problems and i always feel really bad and uncomfortable when they do, and they do a lot !! bc I have sooooo much going on. and it's too much for me to handle but im sure it's too much for anyone else :/ but idk. it just makes me wish i was in new girl lmao

#shut up hanna #like and ofc i have my ppl #but i still FEEL BAD #like it feels a lot of the time like im taking more than im giving #and thats bc. i am #but maybe its like in new girl #how sometimes for an episode or even most of a season one of them needs a lot of support and attention #like when Jess is in love w nick and hes w reagan and LITERALLY everyone knows but him #everyone is there for jess yk #idk. i just am tired of needing so much support like god just let me be fine :/ #but i have bpd and frequent depressive episodes. and 7 other mental illnesses #which makes me prone to really hard times emotionally at random #but rn im in a new state with a concussion and i dont have my cat and nothing is going right #like i DO need support and i CANT give as much back. not right now #but i would still do anything for my friends fr #and i like to think that when i am doing okay i am a really good friend #but maybe i am just a selfish self centered bitch actually #like the world isnt all about me why am i so self centered #ahhhhhh idk. idk. im going in circles inside my head #i made a new playlist on spotify today so thats what kind of day it is lmao #and i missed my classes again :(

[triggeringtommy]

gggrrrrrr >:( the klonopin + lamictal makes me feel fucked up and it was wild today I had to call outta work bc I was too high from my prescribed meds to function it was so slay

#im mentally unwell and im glad i can recognize it but it doesnt make anything any easier #its just hard containing my thoughts n feelings and not being so reactive #i feel like a bad person but at the same time i rly couldnt care less #its weird i feel bad but like im not doing anything bad soooo #i hav way too much going on to give a fuck abt shallow problems rn no offense to her but like i rly dont care #i cant sleep once again and im pretty upset over shit thats stupid and put of my control #i rly wanna go to fl and just be left aloneeee i dont want her up my ass bc im not staying with her parent #i just wanna be able to do what i want without hurting any1 #i dont see why its so bad for me to do what makes me happy cuz likeeee my happiness is more important than ur comfort sorry not sorry #this is so dumb fr fr #its dumb but its like making me upset and its unhealthy but who cares?? not meee #being upset over dumb shit makes me wanna smoke #speaking of whichhhh ima go smoke :3 if i even cannnn finddd weeeed

[aria0fgold]

In my first playthrough of Anatomy, I was thinking like: Maaaybe I didn't actually break the game when I reached the basement, maybe I just got lost in the darkness that is the basement. But now I have confirmed and saw for myself that I indeed broke the game when I reached the basement, I saw my character just FALLING into the FLOOR. AM I JUST THAT BAD???

#aria rants #this is why the house is my frenemy. never mind the fact it was so scary to me but its actually fr bullying me!!! #i cant be that bad with video games that i just clip through floors of a walking simulator equivalent gameplay #like you cant make this up. im just THAT bad i end up falling into the abyss TWICE like are you FR RN

[straykats]

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#kats personal #man fr i just #1. i cant keep having the same fcking conversation all the time #its been two years please lets just drop it already #2. i know people mean well when they give me advice about stress and stuff #and most of the time i dont take it badly like im pretty chill w unwarranted advice #but theres a small handful of people who i just. please stop talking #like ??? ur acting like talking about my stresses etc is gonna solve all my problems #bro i AM talking about them. with a professional. but im not about to just divulge that info to u #ur literally my dentist idc if ur a family friend pls stop #i know u mean well but my guy please #and also. the assumption that stress is caused by uni??? #which links to poijt one. i cant keep having the same convo about my course change #dude told me to just take a semester off #yeah i did + thats not why im stressed #and i hate myself bc i know he means well but i just. really wanted to be snappy by the end of it #and he was saying like. oh stress might not seem much short term but long term its teally bad and you'll need to #go see prpfessionals and get meds and etcetc #and i was like 'yeah haja dw i know' and this guy was like #'if you know then why..???' he didnt finish his sentence but in that moment i was like #bro. idek what to say to that rn im so. #anyways 3. tjis money sutuation is taking its toll on me fr. its not even just my cousin. jts the fees for a fricken SPLINT and wisdom tooth #extraction which im putting off for now and getting a diagnosis #and then also my mum asking me for money and me knowing she will so ive been trying to accomodate but like #im going to scream #and 4. i was super tired and exhausted when she called me and asked for money but after i sent it #she was like #'thank you. i'll try not to ask you for help in the future.' #but knoeing her its like. #in a guilt trippy way. idk im so exhausted i have an assignment due tonight too

[ghostfacd]

YES I KNOW THAT HE’S MY EX! | TOM BLYTH

pairing. tom blyth x fem!actress!reader

summary. you knew tom was your ex, and that you should probably stay away, but that’s never stopped you before

part 1 | installment of this au (please read for more context!)

ynuser :)

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user1 im loving the aesthetic

user2 THE BIKINI TOP IS SO CUTE

user3 put them toes awayyyy

rachelzegler i pay attention to things that most people ignore (this isn’t your car.)

➥ user4 PLEASE?? not rachel using yn’s own lyrics on her

➥ user5 IS THIS TOM’S CAR??

user6 i may be delulu but those r tom blyth’s mfing hands.

user7 he has her hair tie on; i repeat, tom blyth literally has yn’s hair tie on

When Tom had messaged you saying he wanted to talk, no matter how much you knew it was a bad idea, you decided to agree to it anyway.

The breakup had ended pretty badly. Although it was an agreement between you and Tom, that didn’t mean that’s what the both of you truly wanted.

The reason the two of you broke up in the first place was that Tom was talking too much about your future, which wasn’t a bad thing — but it overwhelmed you. You weren’t ready to settle down, not yet, at least. You and Tom had only been dating for a few months, and although it was all sweet and loving, you knew that getting engaged this early was like asking for a disaster to strike.

He was upset. Clearly. He loved you, you loved him, so why was it such an inconvenience for you to agree to take the leap in your relationship? That caused a blown out argument between you two, and by the end of it, you had agreed breaking up was the right thing.

You had a acting and music career to focus on, and Tom had an acting career that was just at the beginning of its success. You felt that it wasn’t right to put a distraction into his life.

“Is this a bad idea?” You ask breathlessly as you pull away from the kiss. You can’t help but stare into Tom’s eyes, which held a language of their own.

“Maybe,” he says, wiping the corner of your mouth. “But who cares?”

Who cares. Right. Well surely, it was a bad idea to meet up with your ex, much less kiss him, and although alarms were baring in your head that you probably shouldn’t—you go in for a second kiss, this time, Tom doesn’t let you go, cradling you close to his body.

“I don’t care if you don’t want to take the next step in our relationship, I’m fine if you’re not ready yet. I just want you, okay?”

And how could any girl possibly reject Tom Blyth when he’s begging so prettily? Certainly not you.

tomblyth and ynuser both posted an instagram story !

ynsbiggestfan THE GIRLS AND I AFTER SEEING THE STORIES ON INSTA

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user8 IM ACTUALLY DYING BC NO WAY WAS THAT A COINCIDENCE

user9 they’re connected they cant be far away from each other

user10 she’s my Heather 💔💔

➥ user12 fr i wish tom was that inlove w me

user13 so this is why rachel said that wasn’t yn’s car

➥ user14 ITS ALL MAKING SENSE NOW

sean.kauf photo dumpy

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ynuser pic creds ?? 🤬

➥ sean.kauf 🤓🤓

user15 wait im confused, is she together with tom again or is she with sean..

user16 Ykw i cant even be mad, if i was as hot as yn, i’d have two bfs too!

➥ user17 REAL SHIIT

tomblyth fun fact: the 2nd pic is sean third wheeling after forcing me and yn to speak to each other

➥ user17 TOM CONFIRMED IT IM DEAD

user18 all the yn haters must feel stupid asf rn after accusing yn of being with sean

➥ user19 literally cause all 3 of them are literally close 😭😭 like why would sean date yn, he’s literally friends with tom

user20 if yn isn’t dating sean let me have him omg

ynuser yes i know that he’s my ex but can’t two people reconnect !!!!!

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user21 this took the cake.

user22 time to cry again bc tom blyth is off the market

user23 she got him wrapped around her finger FR

user24 THE THIRD PIC OF THEM 🥹🥹

user25 THE CAPTION OUUU GIRLY IS BRAVE

tomblyth i only see you as a friend (the biggest lie i’ve ever said)

➥ user26 I CHOKED

➥ user27 THEIR SOCIAL MEDIA MANAGERS ARE CRYING RN

#coriolanus snow angst #coriolanus snow x you #coriolanus snow smut #coriolanus snow imagine #coriolanus snow fanfiction #coriolanus snow x reader #coriolanus snow #tom blyth x reader #tom blyth #the ballad of songbirds and snakes #the hunger games x reader