#its ok tho lol its fine

[francy-sketches]

older tommen with short hair bc idk it’s kinda growing on me

#asoiaf #a song of ice and fire #valyrianscrolls #tommen baratheon #my art #ngl part of the reason i like the short hair is bc i get to draw 2 eyes lol. no i am NOT giving up the emo fringe its my brand ok -_- #idk how much older exactly like uh. 12? #idk why hes in winter clothes either i just did it bc i was lazy uhhhh maybe he's visiting his bestie bran :) #tried something with this. i dont like it lol #something=rendering with untextured brushes only+low contrast shading kind of #i hate it its too smooth idk. final result is. fine tho

[retros-artandstuff]

happy 4/13 :D

#yaayyyyyy #i cant believe i actually finished this in time i was RUSHING dude #but its done so yay :) #also john is holding a / in case that wasnt clear idk if it is #its fine tho wtv we ball #ok tags #homestuck fanart #my art #digital art #fanart #homestuck #dave strider #john egbert #rose lalonde #jade harley #happy 413 #15 years guys woah #(lowkey i kinda thought homestuck was older than that lol- you can blame my fucked up time perception for that)

[bratkook]

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#ok one of my tattoo artists from korea keeps liking my ig stories and posts and dms me randomly all the time #how….odd would it be if i asked him to hang out when i go in a few months???? #like im going to hit him up again to do another tattoo for me #but like….would it be weird if i was like hey u wanna go grab drinks or smth while im here!!! #like as friends tho! hes super cute but i dont wanna make him uncomfy so like platonic vibes yknow #idkidk!!! ive been told its odd for koreans to casually hang out with foreigners in general but considering we’re mutuals on ig #and talk occassionally like???? is this fine am i overthinking it all #LOL

[aqqleshiqqing-archive]

school doodles today...... uumh...

i had no purple-ish or desaturated colored pens so uhh grey might as well be nicknamed blue 2.0 LMAOSJDHSBDHS

#i told myself okay ill try drawing with a pen again. look what happened BFJFOGOT #i should bring more colored pens to school then :))) #should i tag..... #i have no balls to post this on my actual art blog #ok fine #pokepasta #greysweep #glitchy red #im scared to tag ethan DBFBBDBFBDJFJDJ ill just leave it at that #~ art #🍀 misc art #NEWCOMERS I AM NOT A FANART BLOG PLEASE DONT EXPECT MORE STUFF LIKE THIS LOLS FBNDDBDNNDNDD #my classmates saw red and asked if hes ash *crying* #its fine tho nobody recognized gold anyways 💔 #my bias towards gold is showinh im very sorry hes so cute ok *pinches his cheeks cuz hes baby*

[shooks-stupid-stuff]

Shook's Weekly OCs: #005

The first of the (many) Taianaverse characters, Saino! Now with a 'new' design that is just. A mish-mash of a bunch of au designs I'll probably never use again and his original one-

But hey, I like it so who cares! Onto the facts:

He's the youngest one of the three Dracheilig siblings by a technicality, since him and Taiana are twins (he's just like. a minute younger-).

He's a dragon, and his elemental affinity is that of nature (tl;dr, all dragons in this universe have an affinity for some sort of element, which get more abstract the more powerful they are).

He also has innate healing abilities (which includes the ability to heal others), and can regenerate his own limbs if need be.

He's usually very sweet and kind, but definitely does sometimes pull pranks on or mess with people he's close to.

He thinks his sister is the coolest, and often helps her with her knight work; He also thinks his brother is the coolest, but also thinks he works too much and finds subtle ways to make him take breaks.

He's always been close to his mother, and learned archery from her.

He is just. A silly little guy! A quiet silly little guy!! A lot of the fun with Saino is how he interacts with others, but like even without that, he just a little plant dragon man, what isn't to love?

...and yeah, im two days late but. essay :']

#shook's weekly oc showcase #saino (oc) #oc shiz #shook arts #there will probably be two or 3 more saino ones lol #many versions of this lad #but yeah! ill probably atleast do taiana next #miiight save theo for later tho- #we shall see :] #maybe i wont maybe ill just say 'fuck it kanon time' lol #gottado some more Bois... all 4 of the first ones were girls kcjvkcv #ok anyways kcjhvc enjoy The Him :] #oh yeah also ik the wip had his bow in it but uhhhh #i decided i didn't feel like drawing it. so i didn't- #it's fiiiine i have a ref for it anyways lol #and i didnt draw anyone else with weapons (yet) so its fine-

[cannibalismyuri]

all's fair (war and peace)

kisses on cheeks and necks and collarbones and fingers / hands on necks pushing me to my best and on my arm pulling me away from the battle and on my face shielding me from my true self / your mouth bruised and bit and divided and conquered while your hands granted me temporary hope and a fucked up nostalgic dissonance from the real world / practice what you preach, i used to tell you / the difference between your preaching and practice never really existed as a discernable distance, but rather a manifestation of fatal hubris staining the cracks of your mantras / love is war and fair, and peace is unrequited and unattainable / the caverns of your love were too enormous for me too even begin to explore the subtleties of it / the vines of my preconceived notions must have wrapped around your throat as you choked out your repeated stories about gratefulness and being sated with the minimum i was given so that i'd never dare hope for more / when you vanished into the humid mist of the mystery that was so inherently you that i never learned to question it, the gasoline left by your presence burned. and it burned bright in the dark and harsh on my skin / your love wasn't fair or unrequited or unattainable. your love wasn't war or peace. your love was elemental / earth, air, fire, wind, water / your love was all-encompassing and destructive, and i drowned in it.

#hi i wrote this when my biological dad who left us when i was eight whom i never heard from again contacted me. #for the first time in more than a decade. today. um. its. its okay to rb. its fine to perceive this in any other way! just thought id... #idk like set things straight about why i wrote this. wrote it in ten minutes tho lol......haha #life is a. bit stressful rn. im not the Biggest Fan of my bio dad if u can tell #my stepdad Isn't the worst person but im not sold on him either. he's always been good to my adopted sisters tho #ok. enough rambling. um. enjoy <3 #original poem #poetry #poets on tumblr #sara's poetry #im so fuckginf nervous um. sorry to put this Here but yk. yk . idfk i need an outlet i think

[opens-up-4-nobody]

Being high energy while sick feels insane. Like my brain is telling me I should lay down and rest but is also telling me I should run around in circles and break things.

#i think im getting better tho. i mean i still can feel my warped sickyness but idk my hormones maybe have me all fucked up #but like i told my mum i get these insane little hypomanic-esque episodes and she was immediately like could b ur hormones #i know a number of ppl like that. and i was like YES. thats obviously what it is but nothing comes up when i try to google things abt it #so there must b others out there. and it also implies that theres sometimes fucked up about my serotonin receptors bc when im like kinda #positively disregard i feel happy and i never feel happy. my typical emotional state is indifferent and apathetic #and then dips into light misery and very miserable but not like clinically depressed. but i was even like that while on vacation so even #removed from the stresses in my life i still am not happy. which is y its so hard when ppl r like do what makes up happy. relax #and im like. ok but like nothing works??? its either fucked up hormones or my lantent anxiety just keeps me from being happy #but whatever. im gathering so much data. when i go see a doctor im gonna pull out a spreadsheet and graphs and notes like a lunatic #bwahhh i wanna run. i have too much energy. fuck being sick. fuck having to work on a day off. fuck this #also fuck my menstrual cycle for being so short. like so short its sometimes not listed with the healthy range but only sometimes #just to make me think. i should probably talk to a doctor but. like its probably fine. its consistent so its fine #annoying. annoying. got u can tell when out of wack bc i post too much and cant shut thr fuck up lol #unrelated

[nomaishuttle]

i loveeee ignoring my problems and saying thats for a later me and ik everybody does this but its funny when its me bc afternoon connor is fr a different person than bedtime connor or work connor so when im like laundry... thats a problem for afternoon connor ^_^ it truly is not my problem and its quite awesome.

#left myself a note last night like hey gorgeousss your laundry is in the dryer Just dump it on the bed and afternoon connor will deal with #it... ok allyyy ty. sry 2 afternoon connor tho sucks 2 be him LOL. 2nd class citizen in connor world #but also he gets to fuck around like 4ever and ever sooo hell be fine. been thinking abt watching lotr... i turned the books back into the. #library bc they were due and i had barely started th first one 😭😭 i rly liked the hobbit idk why my brain wouldnt let me read actual lotr #i mightve just been reading too much bc ive had trouble getting motivation to read at all. so maybe ill try again in a few months but i #think m.gonna watch rhe movies first i hope thats not blasphemous... #but anyways ya i think thats why i get so Evil shadows skull on the eay to and from work bc its like. changeover. morning connor clocking #out of his shift as connor for me to clock in and then me clocking out for afternoon connor yk. #and then we get the weird 7-10 pm phantom zone where afternoon connor and bedtime connor wage bloody war against eachother

[daz4i]

btw with all my posts abt dazai surviving i do think it will take at least a few more chapters until that's revealed. maybe we'll get a continuation of chuuya's storyline but dazai needs to stay dead for a few more chapters for the pacing of the story as a whole (as frustrating as it is for those following it monthly)

#i remember seeing a lot of frustration abt the pacing of all the fukuchi chapters in a row #like both with sskk and fukuzawa #but. when you read the story as a whole. it takes like 20 minutes at most to read these all together #you can't set up a conflict and resolve it next chapter without at least some more build up #and despite the fyodor thing being a long time conflict. i consider dazai getting shot in the head a new point in it that needs - #- its own time to get resolved #i think it would be cool to see chuuya come back to the room and attack fyodor next week as a reveal he's conscious at least #and then 2-3 chapters later reveal it was part of dazai's plan. like he'd limp his way to the room. or chuuya will reveal it himself! #ok now I'm just being delusional lol #THE POINT IS while it's frustrating to read month to month. it has to take time for the benefit of the final product #who knows tho i might be proven wrong 👍 that's fine too

[deus-and-the-machina]

I havent really been into the current state of the JJK manga for a while, im at the point where its ending might hold some value for me as someone who was already invested in the characters but largely aside from seeing how a few things pan out I just really really couldn't care less. 

that being said I have to thank gege for every new chapter giving us more and more good looking Gojos. the more feral and covered in blood the better, and hoo boy am I getting that.

#god can he just kill sukuna already tho. like idc about this I want gojo v kenjaku #im of two minds on the megumi thing bc I do think its weird that gojo hasn't had any strong thoughts about potentially killing megumi #(tho i do think gege is like. holding them back rather than ignoring them) but I also think the fandom forgets their canon relationship #like yeah its nice to imagine them as a wholesome family but I dont think they even think of themselves as father and son at all lol #guardian and ward morelike. and I do think gojo was a decent guardian but I also dont think that recently traumatized and also annoying #teen gojo was ever like. very emotionally available or comforting. not to say it shouldn't be expected for gojo to be upset about this but #also I think people can get a little too wrapped up in their wholesome family pics. bc for one you can bet your ass gege doesnt care about #tsumiki enough to consider whether gojo was technically her guardian as well and how he'd care about her fate. or even nobaras it seems #holding out for gojo to be simply repressing his feelings and it biting him in the ass later but idk #he DID look strained when realizing megumis soul recognized ultimate void tho :(((( that does make me said :(((((( #anyways sukuna was a fine enough villain for me but ngl hes gotten a lil annoying likewhatevs dude idc. kenjaku is hells more cunty than you #normally I wouldn't mind his shallow motives and didnt bc he was a threat that contributed to the plot but now that hes out and running #loose hes just so boring idk. like you're just gonna fight stuff. ok. lame. kenjaku vs gojo might actually have some emotional weight to it #idc about this fight and idc about sukuna #like when gojo mentioned his students and they all grinned. that! that that that he cares about them ok gege! #jujutsu kaisen #jjk 230

[c-kiddo]

any other npcs you got nd headcanons for?

oh ye ok, i have 1 thought rn - i think clarabelle is def autistic n adhd , just as like headcanon for fun :-3 she's like , running around in her underwear/pjs most of the time because too much clothes is bad texture and making stimmy noises, and then occasionally does sums at lightning speed on a abacus she got while they were on their way back to the grove maybe, and then when shes done with that she goes outside again to do spinning in circles or bug-hunting. bugs are her special interest . and she's jus , having th best time running around and eating dried apple slices. basically the only time she'll sit still is when she snuggles in bed with her parents or cad and gets told a bedtime story :'-3 . also she likes crocheting sometimes but also just loves dyeing different fabrics and yarns with different things and keeps them all as samples or ties them in her rainbow-y hair

aside from that i'm not sure for others, apart from marion is nd for sure (canon agoraphobic too) but i need to think about it more :-o

#all the clays probably autistic and/or adhd but bc its all of them none of them realise there's anything different lol #<- my family .. . ...... #asks #belle just needs most support tho. like struggles to do a lot of things on her own i think :o but its ok she's having a good time and th #clays are fine in their temple so its ok :-3 she can do things she wants #and if she wants to leave again later maybe with cad and calliope then she can #shes only a teenager after all :-o

[kingtankgirl]

nothing quite like working in a grocery store during holiday times with a persistent cold for the past week to make ur suicidal ideation relapse as fuck

#like im fine but my god i am so sore all over and i cant catch my breath and im still working 40 hrs a week n lifting 40lb boxes all day #its just hard to be disabled and working a full time job this physical but then im sick on top of it n its like lol ok! #n my fucking symptoms wont improve even tho my housemates r over it cuz i just literally cant give my body enough rest lmaooo #im fine but i do hope i pass peacefully in my sleep tonight. that wld be preferable to coming in to work tmrw. to be clear #god if ur listening--

[sanchoyo]

i start that new job tomorrow 😶 ...

#... im not sure if itll be a full day or just 'more paperwork/general tour/training' tho kinda hopin for maybe like a half day TwT;; #im very nervous and considering taking one of the old anxiety meds i still have #from when i was in therapy. except idk if theyre still in date + they made me feel like a zombie which is why i stopped taking them lol #like i was SO out of it on them. but would that be preferable 2 the feeling of Soon Entering Cardiac Arrest levels of anxiety im having rn? #maybe... #+ going to take a sleeping pill around 10 to make sure i dont stay up all night freaking myself out #jkdkjfhjjk can my brain be normal about this. i havent even started the job yet calm down!!! calm down!!! its ok!!!! #i just feel so bad bc everyone has been rly nice. like 'omg yay u found a chill job w insurance RIGHT before u get kicked off urs thats #great ik youll do well!!' and its like well what if i DONT do well what if i freak out again. and self sabotage. then what. like i KNOW #its bad and i KNOW what i SHOULD be doing but its like herding geese over here in my brain zone. painful and bad and i dont understand why #things happen at all its confusing and frustrating to deal with #logically i know i need a job. i need to pay my debts and start saving and I WANT to move out! but its like that fine dining and breathing #scene from spongebob. brain on fire. lol #sanchoyorambles

[smilesrobotlover]

Link and mipha are engaged but what is his relationship with the outer champions

This is explained here

#asks #king of the gerudo #ok slow down on the asks lol #i love how invested you are but I’m getting a little overwhelmed fjebdkdbsk #don’t apologize tho pls its fine

[arolesbianism]

Who wants to talk me down from making an oc inspired by the ringside reporter from rhythm heaven cause I sure am one hair away from staying up too late doing just that

#rat rambles #^ guy who has been desperately trying to find uploads of every minigame in japanese but has been struggling like hell #japanese ringside reporter is the only character that matters #also the english marchers dub sucks SO bad I love that game but maybe it wasnt worth bringing back /j #english see saw can stay tho I like them more than the original #also for the record the english reporter is techically just fine I just love the og sm that its all I can listen to lol #tbh I kinda wanna make a bunch of rhythm heaven inspired designs but I dont have enough clear ideas to commit #except for the reporter. Im gonna turn that guy into a fucked up cat #but the tall tappers are another one I wanna make a design based on along with that farmer dude from the second game #oh and the kick guy #and the original japanese isy favorite version for that minigame too btw by a landslide #I tend to preffer the original japanese for most minigames but its generally not by a whole lot unless its marchers or smth #ok rhythm heaven posting done back to sobbing over how close yet so far away I am from remix 10 in fever #I would also play ds but I have no money and am not gonna try playing it emulated(<- already tried (<-suffered))

[todayisafridaynight]

Lmao you should tell your dad to take you camping sometime when you'd we him this weekend!

my dad and my sister have this chronic condition called 'making plans and either forget or life comes upon them last minute and bites them in the ass so we have to cancel and """reschedule""" <- we never reschedule' so i dont think that's in the cards LMAO

#snap chats #if i were to look through all the texts sent between my dad and i growing up it'd just be like #'ill see you X Date' and then the day of or the day before my dad'll be like 'sorry something came up :( we'll try next week' #Spoilers we wouldn't try next week and we prob won't talk for months after that #my sister's similar tho she's like. 2% better about it but that's cause we reside in the same household. sometimes #she has friends and a boyfriend so sometimes she stays with them LOL #still i've just learned that they always end up too busy to spend time with me which is FINE #i get it life's busy for everyone so i try not to let it get me down too much it's bonkers to assume they can put aside other things for me #its my fault for not having friends to spend my time with so i just have to. work on that. somehow LOL #for camping though maybe i can bully my dad into taking me for my birthday... #tho just seeing him would be a good enough present and the best chance of that's just us goin to the city and not doin anythin crazy #i love the city so it's win-win either way LOL #ok ill wrap up my Monthly Required dad rant OOPSSIEE