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On Repeat Playlist Tag Game
Rules: Shuffle your repeat playlist 10 times and tag 10 people.
Tagged by @say-lene! :)
I’m about to be exposed for my terrible taste in music so here goes. To make this more fun for y’all - under each song I will give my Durgetash-flavored assessment, even for songs which absolutely do not fit at all.
Tagging: @defira85 @memaidraws @asteriasfallingstarsandtears @laubritter @neko-rhapsodos @sleepykitty21 @durgeteriormotives @jellymellydraws @abyssalaerlocke (y’all might’ve already been tagged sorry if so!!)
9/10 starting strong. I actually think this fits Durgetash quite well especially with Gortash's built-myself-from-nothing narrative.
7/10 durgetash rating - this is kind of like the song that they both wish they could feel about each other. Like "yea I wanna be the dude who can kiss you all sweet but if we don't rip each other apart in bed Im gonna get lobotomized so"
Oh man I hate that this is here and I'm really not big on Shawn Mendes because he's a little too bubblegum for me but this song is catchy. 8/10 Durgetash rating due to the lyrics - a dark cover of this song would fit durgetash perfectly. Its essentially "I can't believe my murder girlfriend keeps dragging me into the sewers but damn she's hot"
11/10 Durgetash rating. 10/10 for the lyrics and +1 because Enver Gortash loves Panic! At The Disco.
So yea I'm a musical fan and yes this is a durgetash song for me. Let me sell you on the vision first. Durge gets lobotomized and Orin tells Enver and he immediately wants to blow the whole plan to shit because the love of his life is gone but then the whole ass Church of Bane is like nah just like drink her away my guy and so the Banites Party Hard (tm) and Enver is like fine I'll stick with the plan but he's dead inside. 10/10
10000/10 Durgetash rating. My sister Orin says 'Oh she's just being bhaalspawn.' (is this the most embarrassing song that could ever come up? you betcha.)
This is definitely The Vibe for them. 10/10 just Durgetash being nasty. Check yourself for whiplash from the last one.
I wanted to say like 5/10 but "I don't want to keep secrets just to keep you" got me like hmmmm. Also "he looks up grinning like a devil." hmmmmmm. So I'll give it a 9/10 under one condition: default Dragonborn Durge would have to be in the music video for this in a white frilly dress.
This could probably really fit some people's Durges but it doesn't fit my idea of Durge so I'm only gonna give it a 2/10 durgetash rating. However? Orin could rock the shit out of this vibe. 10/10 Orin song.
15/10 Durgetash song. Hot as fuck, could fit both pre and post tadpole. Even mentions a priest. Strong ending.
That's all folks!
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which oc from Midnight Darling reacting to reader asking them out of curiosity, to see what its like dating someone? and the only thing to show their love was through holding hands and leaning on the oc?
(the reader is based on what i did when i dated someone... as an asexual questioning their romantic orientation.
YANDERE COLLEGE THEMED OCS! x READER
TW: Yandere Themes. Sexual Themes.
FOR THOSE WHO ARE NEW TO THE BLOG/HAVEN’T BEEN INTRODUCE TO MIDNIGHT DARLING YET, THESE OCS ARE ALL BASED ON COLLEGE / SCHOOL ARCHETYPES ! You may read more on them using the Midnight Darling tag on my blog :D
New OCs have been added! We now have a total of 20 (oh good yun) so this will quite a long list.
anon im not sure if you wanted specific ocs since you used which but then added reacting so have all of them and then more. plus popular girl as a character cause why not.
Reader is GN for this one.
♡ Gabi [ Yan! Popular Girl ] would either be completely opposed due to her hypersexuality, or intrigued by your modest nature. She’s used to sleeping with people after they’ve just met so you’d be a breath of fresh air. She respects your orientation completely though and will not cross any boundaries. She’s mid as a test subject because of her harem which will influence her actions throughout the relationship. You will end up either getting cheated on or killed.
♡ Shawn Ruiz [Yan! Underclassman] is asexual himself. He actually prefers the slow type of romance that’s more focused on just that, rather than a physically forward relationship. Like, why have sex when you two can go shopping for hours? He’s rich enough to buy a whole mall just for the two of you to have for a day. Best boyfriend you could ever wish for (on the surface at the very least).
♡ Isabel Labrador [Yan! Nerd] will do everything in her power to provoke you. She will show off her body just to make you take her. You’ll really have to drill it into her head before she understands that you have a pace you want to go with/that you do not want to get down and dirty. Great part about being her partner though is that she’ll do everything in her power to make sure you have the best grades in class. You will not fail or get any score under a 99% in a single subject under her watch.
♡ Darling De Leon [Yan! Teacher’s Pet] is the worst. While Isabel’s actions are from ignorance and her plain bratty attitude, Darling has no perception of boundaries whatsoever. She will kill for you, and she will kill others just to make you do what she wants. Plain and simple. Worst test partner to have. Only good(ish) side is that you have her utter devotion. She’ll try her best to please you as long as you also please her.
♡ Justin Del Rosario [Yan! Jock]. He was a complete virgin before he met Popular!Reader/Gabi, assuming they never got together, he wouldn’t really be out looking for sex and whatnot. You think from how he looked that he’d be the type that fucks but nah Justin is a complete househusband. Similar to Shawn, he’s gonna focus on giving the best possible taste of a relationship.
♡ Mona Noriega [Yan! Gossiper/Lackey] is an absolute marites. Most of your relationship with her is just conversations about other people that goes on and on and on and on- If you decide relationships are not for you and leave her, she will destroy your social life. Point blank. She’ll destroy your life outside of college too. No employer will ever take someone as filth ridden as you. But fortunately, she’s willing to get her hands dirty as long as you come back to her arms.
♡ Crisanto Salvador [Yan! Rich Kid] used to be a hedonist. You’ll have to be the one that guides him in the relationship and teach him that chasing after pleasure all the time is not healthy in the slightest.
♡ Reina Liwanag [Yan! Loyal/Puppy-like Lackey] is absolute focused on pleasing you. Overwhelming but can be controlled if you communicate with her properly. She’s fine with open relationships as long as you check on her once in a while. Leave her neglected for too long and there might be consequences…
♡ Ella Morin [Yan! Quiet /Emo Kid] has no relationship experience whatsoever, nor did she ever think she’ll ever be in one. She’ll be incredibly awkward to be with especially if you don’t share the same interests but as long as you take initiative and bond with her through her hobbies you’ll be a-okay. Lots of trying out rituals online, writing fanfiction, making fanart and what not. Leaving her might get you cursed to eternal damnation so be careful.
♡ Eloise Morin [Yan! Physics Professor] is an absolute wifey. Which, can be good or bad depending on who you’re talking to. She only dates with an intent to get married to that person. So there’s a lot of insecurity and hesitance in the dating period. But if you’re down with getting tied to one person your whole life then she’d be the best option. Extremely loyal, is a great cook, and is incredibly smart. Expect random spiels about Physics though, not as bad as Marx’s mansplaining but it’s there.
♡ Amelia Yorkshire [Yan! Linguistics Professor] if you’re looking for experience than there’s no person in the school who has the most knowledge on that type of topic more than Amelia. She’s an expert at wooeing and seducing but kinda falls off at the actual relationship part. She thinks sex is the biggest part and scared off many of her previous partners with how much of a nymphomaniac she is. Definitely a terrible option for an asexual, but I’d recommend her if you’re looking for a casual physical relationship that isn’t too deep. Then again, if you end up leaving her you’ll have a potential s*xu*l ass*ulter of yours on the loose. Yikes.
♡ Marx Esguerra [Yan! Biology Professor] is terrible in all ways possible. No matter what orientation you have. Once he ‘has’ you, he will never respect your boundaries. He will control your feelings, rewire your brain in order to fit what his ideals are. Mansplaining is a regular occurrence in a relationship with him. He won’t back down from a debate even if he’s wrong, and if you do prove your point properly he’ll either ignore it or ignore you out of spite. Actual child in an adult’s body.
♡ New OC! Althea Dalisay [Yan! Chemistry Professor] tends to be a teacher in and out of the relationship. There won’t be much difference between dating her and not doing so. She’ll be super sweet at times and then cold at the next. What you will get from dating her, as is common from all professors is that you won’t fail any of her classes. Either because of favoritism or her drilling the material into your head. The person with the least backlash when you break-up. Mostly cause it’s impossible with the amount of drugs she puts you under.
♡ New OC! Karen Nolasco [Yan! Mathematics Professor] why are you even dating her? She’s the most hated teacher on this planet. Like she made the name Karen an insult before it was even a mainstream thing. She’s snobby as hell and would act like it’s a privilege to date her when in fact it’s just a normal ass relationship. She won’t even hide her anger if you break up. She’ll fail you and write up every possible mistake you could ever do.
♡ New OC! Fernandez Imelda [Yan! Art/History Professor] the opposite of Karen. Sweet, sweet, sweet. He’s a gift giver at heart. A bit on the creepy side with the amount of paintings he has of you but isn’t it so romantic? This is just normal for couples you see? Never chooses you to model for class, even if its clothed. You’re for his eyes to see only. Overall cool if you’re fine with severe possessiveness and spoiling.
♡ New OC! Mel Morales [Yan! P.E. Professor] is an absolute pervert and doesn’t hide it. A bit hypersexual so they aren’t a good match for ace readers. Forces you to wear short shorts for P.E. and often gropes you during class. Before you dated they made it a rule for players not to engage in relationships but oop you found yourself in bed with them, too bad! Now they gotta take responsibility. But yeah, steer clear if you aren’t into sexual relations.
♡ Daniel Cruz [Yan! Principal] is another no no for aces. Extremely hypersexual that his wife isn’t enough, he has to seek the company of other people as well. Why would you even date a married man anyways? I guess the risk would be cool but don’t expect anything more than just fucking behind closed doors.
♡ Ricardo Peralta [Yan! The President] one of the super sweet ones. Knows everything about his s/o. Has notes and notes about your likes and dislikes, what to do with you often and what to avoid. He’s fine being the more forward one in the relationship but he does get easily shy and flustered. Tease him and he might just explode.
♡ Camille Valencia [Yan! Nurse] is the kindest person you’ll ever meet. Is hyperfocused on your needs and wants. Will literally bend to your desires.
Until you try leaving her. Then you’ll have to deal with several sedatives and aphrodisiac she’ll force into your system, and you wouldn’t want that, right?
♡ Crisanto Salvador [Yan! Rich Kid] is another terrible match for anon specifically. He requires an extremely affectionate s/o. Is basically a man-child that requires affirmation constantly. If you don’t appease his needs, he’ll force it out of you via manipulation and guilt tripping. Of course he cheated on you! You didn’t give him an ounce of your time after all.
But yeah, yanderes ain’t it if you’re looking to test the waters. Boundaries who?
#hns.justindelrosario#midnight darling#yandere#yandere x reader#yandere imagine#yandere oc#yandere fic#yandere harem#yandere brainrot#brainrot#x reader#x you
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𝓑𝓻𝓮𝓽 𝓗𝓪𝓻𝓽 𝔁 𝓢𝓱𝓪𝔀𝓷 𝓜𝓲𝓬𝓱𝓪𝓮𝓵𝓼
𝕊𝕦𝕞𝕞𝕒𝕣𝕪: 𝔹𝕣𝕖𝕥 𝕒𝕔𝕔𝕚𝕕𝕖𝕟𝕥𝕒𝕝𝕝𝕪 𝕒𝕕𝕞𝕚𝕥𝕤 𝕥𝕙𝕒𝕥 𝕙𝕖’𝕤 𝕤𝕖𝕖𝕟 𝕊𝕙𝕒𝕨𝕟’𝕤 𝕡𝕝𝕒𝕪𝕘𝕚𝕣𝕝 𝕡𝕙𝕠𝕥𝕠𝕤.
𝔚𝔞𝔯𝔫𝔦𝔫𝔤𝔰: 𝔖𝔪𝔲𝔱
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“Instead of facing me like a man, you didn’t have the guts to face me like a man! Instead you were too busy posing for girly magazines, dancing around, kissing all the girls. Putting tattoos on yourself, earrings through your navel and your nose and your ears..” His voice trailed off as he looked into Shawn’s eyes, seeing them light up. Fuck. Fuck, he fucked up badly. And he knew it was too late to cover himself up; he knew that Shawn knew.
Bret’s face flushed with embarrassment. Running a hand over his face, he cleared his throat and brought the microphone up to his mouth. Trying to continue on with the promo but was struggling severely, because all he could focus on was the way Shawn smirked and how the brunette got closer to him. Almost as if Shawn was toying with him, seeing how long it took for the Canadian to break fully.
Luckily he was saved by the rest of the Hart family coming out, taking this opportunity he flees up the ramp and backstage. Walking briskly , his heart leapt up into his throat. Fuck he’s never going to hear the end of this. It was an honest slip up, so who cares? Everybody does slip ups, but not I looked at a girly magazine and saw my supposed to be enemy’s almost nude pictures kind of slip up.
He sits on one of the storage boxes, trying to catch his breath. Was this really the thing that was about to bring him into a panic attack? Who gave a shit? ‘He did’ He closes his eyes, trying to regain his composure. This was embarrassing, he was Bret Hart for Christ sakes. A HART, they didn’t do this.
The noise from the crowd still reverberated in his ears, creating a surreal backdrop to the chaos that was unfolding internally. Lost in his own thoughts, Bret didn’t notice Shawn’s approach until he hears hands slam onto the storage box, trapping him in between it. “How’d you know I was in that magazine?” Shawn teases, tilting his head to the side as his grin grows wider.
“Don’t flatter yourself, everybody’s talking about it.” He grumbles, glancing up at Shawn. Trying to hide his face behind his dark curly hair, hoping it covered his reddening face. “Oh yeah?” Shawn continued, his voice playful. “Well, with what you described, you would have had to flip through the pages just a little bit.”
“I didn’t look at your stupid gay magazine.” He replied, gritting his teeth as his eye shoot down to the floor. Shawn’s tongue clicks on the roof of his mouth before leaning closer towards Bret. “I think you did, Hitman.” He whispers against Bret’s lips, his hand moving from the storage box to snaking its way up onto the inside of Bret’s thigh.
Bret’s heart raced, his mind in a frenzy as he felt Shawn’s other hand pull him closer. “No, I…” Bret stammered, watching Shawn’s hand slip higher up his thigh. Struggling to find the right words, hell any words at all. His hands clawing at Shawn’s, but never actually pushing Michael’s away. “I think you did a little bit more than look,”Shawn husked, his palm pressing lightly against Bret’s clothed crotch. “Think you got off to it, just like you are now.” He chuckles seeing Bret shake his head no yet feels the older man’s hips buck into his touch.
“Don’t lie to me, Hitman.” He says warningly, pressing his palm down harsher earning a gasp from Bret. Hearing Bret choke out his name, his other hand trails up to Bret’s hair. Pulling it out of its ponytail, his fingers tangling into the inky black hair. “Tell me the truth, Bret.” Shawn said, his voice low and insistent. Bret’s head tilts back when Shawn tugs on his hair, forcing him to meet his gaze. Shawn’s hand slide down further, unbuttoning Bret’s jorts. Shawn’s fingers brushing against his underwear.
Trying to push Shawn away, but he couldn’t seem to make his body cooperate. His hand flailing to grasp at Shawn’s shirt, pulling him closer. “Did you look at the magazine?” He nods in agreement, groaning lowly when Shawn tugs on his hair. “Tell me what else you did.” Bret’s eyes flutter shut for a quick second before opening back up. His brain felt like it had melted, the only thing he could really focus on was the slow burning feeling building up in his stomach. “I-I, um I t-touched myself to it.” He breathlessly babbled out, watching Shawn’s eyebrows lift in amusement. “Awe, did my Hitman get turned on by them?”
‘His Hitman’ his brain seemed to short circuit at those two simple words. Nodding his head the best he could, a whimper slipping pass his lips. “As much as I love your pathetic slutty sounds, you need to shut the fuck up before the rest of your little Hart family hears you. Because they’re already looking for you, let alone if they find you like this. Shawn hisses into Bret’s ear.
He bites his lip trying to stifle his noises, a sick part of him got even more aroused at the idea of being caught, knowing that Shawn would most likely not stop even if their boss himself was in front of them. Hell Shawn would probably even go all out and make him a complete wreck just to give everybody a show.
He snaps out of his day dreaming when he feels his underwear start to become slightly damp. “Stop, Shawn-fuck! S-Stopp,” He huffs, weakly trying to push Shawn’s hand away but failing. “Why? Getting close?” Shawn says cheekily, his hand moving away from Bret’s crotch. “Yes.” Bret hisses out, gasping softly when Shawn pulls him closer. Their hips pressing against each other, his head spun at the feeling of Shawn’s hard on pressing against his.
“Fuck,” Bret breathes, his hips rutting roughly against Shawn’s. He should stop, he really needs to stop. Not letting his hands involuntarily pull at Shawn’s hair, or his leg wrapping around Shawn’s hip to keep him in place. He shouldn’t because the burning in his stomach was getting bigger but he really fucking wanted to keep going.
“Fuck yes, yes-Shawn don’t fucking stop please don’t, I swear to god I’ll fucking kill you if you do.”
Shawn chuckles, his hips rocking in short little quick ruts. “Don’t worry I’m not-fuck!” He hisses, biting his tongue trying to muffle the groan that threaten to slip as Bret’s hands work at his dress pants unbuckling them and untucking his shirt. His wet mouth so close to Bret’s, all he has to do is tilt his head to the right and press his mouth to Bret’s. And when he does, the sound he hears from the older man is beautiful. Everything inside him sparks, he feels dizzy and lightheaded, yet desperate to hear more of the muffled moans.
And with a sharp tug to Bret’s hair he has the Canadian trembling under him as Bret tips over the edge cumming into his underwear. With a sharp inhale he breaks away from the kiss, glancing down at their laps seeing Bret’s jorts slowly darkening. “Come on, I got a pair you can borrow. And maybe..you can repay me back” He whispers, licking Bret’s bottom lip before pulling fully away.
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Keeping up with the Michaels- You Matter
Each of the kids struggles with mental health. So obviously read with cation
Tw- Mentions of ED, mentions of past alcohol abuse, mentions of depression. Its not really in detail. I'm just yk making you aware of the topics.
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--John--
John hides his face in his arms. That was his best match this year and still the fans hated on him and put him down.
"You alright kid?" John looks up to see his Pa stood infront of him. "Tough night" John mutters. "Oh yeah, you really went for it tonight. Amazing match johnny" Shawn smiles squeezing his shoulder. John frowns. 'I wish they saw that' he thinks to himself. "Wish me luck, got a match against jericho again. Gonna be hard to up do your match" Shawn chuckles before walking out. "I wish" John whispers sinking down. He groans and taps his temple before forcing himself to move to the showers.
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Shawn joins taker in watching John's match. "Is he doing alright?" Taker asks as he spots a look in John's eyes. "I believe so why?" Shawn asks. "Nothin, he's just been acting differently lately." Taker states. "I know he's been working harder in the ring. I just hope he doesn't push himself too hard." Shawn huffs. "We won't let him. Don't worry" Taker promises. Shawn just nods and watches John.
Something was wrong with his boy. It hurt him.
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John rests his forehead against the punching bag as he tries to catch his breathe. He doesn't know what to do anymore. Why isn't he good enough for them? He tries so hard and they all still hate him. He pushes away from the bag and begins hitting it, hard and fast. He's gone bare knuckles for once.
In his mind he's trying to make himself feel something.
In his heart he knows he's punishing himself.
"Fuck!" He barks slamming his fist into the bag one more time before taking a step back. He looks down at his bleeding fists and sighs. He needs to get out of his head. He needs the fans and his coworkers to get out of his head. "Please..." he whimpers resting his head against the bag.
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--Leon--
Leon was always a skinny boy. His sister always went on about how she wishes she had a waist like his. He didn't mind being small until he was a full time wrestler.
The fans started getting on at him for being too small, so he ate more. Worked his muscles more.
Between us, not much changed, Leon was still small, but one bad camera angle and the fans changed to fat shaming him.
So Leon began missing meals. Trying to become small again.
He then hears that he doesn't work hard enough, that he was handed everything.
So he begins pushing himself, working harder than anyone else. Barely taking breaks.
Pushing himself too far even for a demon.
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Drew stands next to Leon, like always during promos, and can't help but notice the way Leon's hands shake as he speaks. He wants to put it down to nerves but he knows Leon. Leon doesn't get nerves, he loses himself in character and it doesn't bother him.
He doesn't mentioned it.
He watches Leon closely from then on.
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Leon's back hits the floor and he fights for breath. This can't be healthy. He's tired. Hungry. Him! Hungry! He used to eat for the taste, he's never really experienced hunger before, it was a benefit him and his dad had. But now? Now that he was depriving his body its all he wanted.
"Hey, you alright?" Sheamus asks walking over. "Yeah, just need a minute" Leon whispers. Sheamus looks at him concerned. "You know, I saw you shaking the other night..and now your out of breathe...are you sure everything's okay?" Sheamus asks. "Yes, I'm fine. Just some demon stuff" Leon huffs forcing himself to sit up. He hates the wince that comes from him as his lungs burn and scream at him. "Alright man. Just know I'm always he-" "yea yea I know. Now cmon, I need perfect that more." Leon mutters as sheamus helps him up.
Sheamus notes how thin he feels.
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Drew smiles as he holds the tag belt high. He forces the smile when he sees how bad Leon shakes as he holds his up. The moment the lights begin to fade to end the show Leon begins to fall. Drew is quick to drop the belt and catch the other, helping to soften his fall.
"Leon!"
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Cassie was sober, but she was definitely not happy.
The fans loved her, the other stars loved her.
And yet she wasn't happy.
She wasn't good enough. She wasn't strong enough.
She wasn't John or Leon.
She didn't bring fear to her opponents.
She wasn't a man.
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Cassie leans against the wall as vince goes over the plans. "What about me?" Cassie asks watching as the boys celebrate their big matches. "Ah you and another diva have a five minute match before the main event." Vince shrugs before walking off.
That hurts cassie.
She's not like Leon or John. She can't be accused of using her family for fame because she can't even get good treatment from them.
"Toughluck fire cracker" Charlotte smirks at her before walking away. Cassies heart sinks.
It wasn't fair. Both of them were nepo babies. And yet Charlotte was treated like royalty and cassie trash. The fans liked cassie more and yet vince didn't see that.
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Cassie started to hate life. Or atleast herself.
Maybe that's why she said yes to Austin. God she wishes she said no.
"Cmon what's wrong?" Austin smirks. "Im not in the mood Austin." She whispers. "So what? You didn't get a big match, it's fine. Divas will get a shot soon" Austin shrugs. Cassie shoves him. "Im not a diva! I am a wreslter" she snaps. "Samething, no?" Austin asks. "I mean your brothers are stars. You? Your not a star yet"
The words cut into cassies heart.
She knew it was true but to hear it come from a loved one? That hurt more.
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Austin wasn't a loved one for long. He got what he wanted, he got a stage. He didn't need cassie anymore.
Cassie was starting to get that deja vu feeling.
People didn't need her, atleast not for long.
She can't help but cry against uncle Scott's chest. "Its alright chica" Scott murmurs. No. No its not, is what she wanted to scream.
When would she be good enough?
When would she be appreciated?
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"I think I need time off"
"Your a rising star cassie, you can't take time off now!"
"I think I need time off."
"Your doing better! You and drew have a big match tonight!"
"I need time off.."
"You are my top star John! Don't be silly, a break now will halt your glamorous career!"
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Shawn could kick himself. He saw all the signs and it took to his own son to faint in the ring for him to pull them all aside.
Taker sits back confused as shawn places a beer in his hand. Their kids are sat at the table. "You three wanna tell me what's going on?" Shawn asks from next to taker. Taker looks at their kids. John's knuckles are bandaged up, Leon can barely sit up and cassie looks like she's been crying for days straight. "Just tired" Leon shrugs, his eyes staring at his plate in need. "Take a bite." Taker speaks up. "Not hungry." Leon mutters forcing his gaze to the wall. "Been busy, that's all" John mutters before eating some pasta. "Well, I was getting married and now I'm not. I'm allowed to be off" cassie mutters.
"You staying sober?" Shawn asks. Takers eyes widen in confusion and cassie glares at Leon. "Wasn't me.." Leon mutters. "You thought I couldn't tell? Trust me, I was you. I was all of you at one point. I can tell. I thought it was a teenage thing, kids drink, they do. But then you continued and I knew it was me." Shawn explains. Cassie looks down. "And you got injuried and got clean. And I'm proud of you." He adds. "Im still sober." Cassie whispers. "All of us?" John asks quietly.
"Not believing your enough, not doing enough." He nods at John. John shrinks. He looks at cassie. "Depressed." She just stares at him. And then he looks at Leon. Leon who's still staring at the wall. "Insecure" "im not Insecure." Leon grits. "When was the last time you ate three whole meals?" Shawn asks, finally having the mans attention. "When was the last time you took a break? Stopped training so hard?" Shawn pushes. "Enough" Leon warns. "I watched you faint in the ring! You shake during promos! You are weak" Shawn spits. Leon stands up, knocking his chairs back. Taker watches as Leon's eyes flash purple in warning. The issue he finds is, it's a weak purple. Not his normal deep purple.
John jolts up and catches Leon as he falls. "Dont" Leon growls planting his hands on the table. John steps back. "Dont.." Leon whispers lowering his head. "I don't think you understand the pressure we are under" Leon forces out, looking back at his parents. "We have eyes on us every hour of the day. John works harder than most of us just to be booed and harassed. Cassie is one of the best women in this company and yet she's still fighting matches as if she's a rookie!" Leon snaps. "And you?" Taker asks. Leon opens his mouth but nothing comes out. "The Internet called him too skinny. And then they told him he was too fat and that he didn't earn his place in this company. He got it because of his parents." John mutters sitting down.
Shawn sighs and watches how Leon wraps an arm around his own waist. "I wish you lot would of talked to us." Shawn states. "What can we do to help?" Taker asks. "Nothing." John mutters. "I just wanna be a star" cassie whimpers as tears rush down her face. Leon glances at her as she hides her face in her hands. "I just want to be appreciated" she muffles. Leon grabs his fork with a shakey hand and takes a piece of pasta before eating it. His fist clenches against the table as a moan leaves his mouth.
Shawn smiles slightly. "God I missed that" Leon groans having some more. "Take it slowly. Don't make yourself sick" Shawn tells him. John looks at him. "Who helped you with this?" John asks. Shawn smiles sadly. "No one. Which Is why I want to help you" shawn states. "How do you stop it? All the voices telling you that your not good enough? How do you stop the teasing comments from coworker from getting to you?" John asks, instinctively pulling Leon's chair closer as the younger sits. "Smile." Shawn states. The kids look at him. "Talk. Smile. Smile to their faces, talk to a loved one. Don't let it build up. You can't let it build up" Shawn tells him.
He looks at cassie who's calmed down slightly. "You? You just need to set vince straight. Stop letting him and the others walk over you. You grew up with Leon and John, I know for fact you can raise your voice to get your point across. Stop worrying what others will think. You are a strong woman and you need to let them see that" Shawn tells her. Cassie flushes slightly. He glances at Leon who's still eating.
"And for someone who doesn't care about the opinions of us stupid humans you've really dedicated yourself to pleasing us." Shawn comments. Leon slowly looks at him. "I just like my vessel to look good" Leon states. "It does. Ignore them. You can be the best in the business and people will still nitpick. They love to see legends fall. Its all a game to them." Shawn states. Leon looks down at the pasta.
He lowers his fork as he takes in the dinner table. Cassie has a glass of water. Him, John and dad have beers. Cassie and John have big bowls of pasta, he doesn't. "Leon?" Taker asks. "You knew..you just wanted to hear us admit it." Leon mutters. "Cassie can tell you that's the first step." Shawn states. Leon looks at his bowl. "I can eat all this without feeling ill. But I cannot eat his or hers" Leon states. "Yes." Shawn nods. Taker looks at shawn.
He wasn't there to help Shawn. And he'll never forgive himself for that. But he will help his kids. "Ill talk to vince tomorrow. Tell him I'm sick of him holding you back and pushing Charlotte forward." Taker states. Cassie looks at him. "You should also talk to rhea more. She really adores you." Shawn adds. "Ill try" cassie smiles as she eats. She watches as a number is placed infront of her. "Shes asked me to give you this" Shawn smiles. Cassie accepts it.
Taker glances at John. "Call me out on raw." Taker tells him. John pauses and looks at him. "What?" John asks. "Im gonna put you over. You waste it, that's on you. I won't make it easy for you though." Taker states. John smiles widely. "No infact, I'll call you out on Monday. You better turn up" Taker warns. "Yessir" John smiles. It's small steps but taker knows it can help rebuild his kids.
"What magic trick you got for me da?" Leon mutters as he reaches for cassies water. Taker moves his finger and it causes the glass to move from Leon's reach. He glares at taker. "You forgot, that used to be my life. Not having to eat and then suddenly having to? That really fucks with your mind and body. I put on so much weight that I hated myself and forced myself to work harder to get it down." Taker states. Leon lowers his gaze. "Ill help you. Keep you on track, make sure your eating. Take that phone away from you." Taker tells him. Leon nods. "Okay.." he whispers.
"You kids aren't us. You don't have to do this alone." Taker tells them. "Sorry" they all mutter. "Please..please just come to us next time." Shawn sighs. "We will" John nods. "Good." Shawn sits.
"This is really nice by the way" Leon admits. "Good, because your dad made it" Shawn smirks.
Taker chuckles as the kids slowly lower their forks, staring at him in shock. "What? I've been taking lessons" Taker shrugs. The kids look at each other. "No way" "it wasn't me. I've been out all day." Shawn states. "Wow...well its really nice dad" John huffs. "Thanks kiddos. Now eat" Taker smiles.
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You don't have to suffer alone btw. There will always be someone you can talk to.
Now the fic.
I feel like I've created this image that Leon is a very powerful demon. He is. But still. He seems to have no weakness and I do things like mention he's injuried but then state he can't get injuried.
Leon can heal damage done by humans. He cannot heal damage done by himself or magic things.
Accidents are included by damage done himself.
Also I hated the idea of both Shawn and taker being clueless to cassies drinking problems and well just felt like Shawn would know and was about to step in when cassie got herself help.
And John? Well John's still fairly knew to this fam so we have to sprinkle some trauma in for him.
#wwe#shawn michaels#the undertaker#wwf#hbtaker#undertaker x shawn michaels#shawn x undertaker#leon michaels#john cena#cassidy michaels#the family of destruction fics#the family of destruction#idk how to tag this#tw ed#tw mention of mental illness
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@ruby-static "take a break" edition!
Where, anna and shawn were basically ordered to take a break. Neither of em want to
Anna: "take a break" we cant just do that! We have to get to the last terminal but we cant yet!
Shawn: well...im fucking freezing so..
Shawn: oh hell yeah.
Anna: shawn... thats a-
Shawn: a huddle? Yeah i know. Its super warm anna trust me
Quil: oh hi shawn!
Shawn: oh fuck-
Anna: bruh
Anna is a mood but so is shawn. He wants to go back and get the whole thing done but at the same time, that emperor penguin huddle be looking real warm rn. Quil is there too XD
Suddenly!
Alina: alright boys! While the aces are at rest, we're in charge of gathering information and intel on the lazer to put a stop to this blackout. Any questions?
Issac: we literally have nothing to lose but our lives so-
Dion: He means that we dont have any questions!
I really have to draw these 3 more often. They are being spys and actively snooping around herberts base in the meantime.
And the finale!
Dan: bastard bear..
Dan: so cold moat doors wont open-
Aunt arctic: would you like a drink?
Dan: FUCK- oh its just you thank goodness!
Dan gets jumpscared by aunt arctic. Before she got captured i like to think that she spent the time she couldn't do anything trying to help out the citizens as best as possible. That includes giving em hot drinks/soups!
#agent a anna#agent a quil#shawn#alina#issac#dion#wildcard dan#aunt arctic#club penguin ocs#club penguin oc#club penguin
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Forrest’s jirachi has a history with the Voices
[February 4, 2023]
{Haji:}
This post came across my dash, and remind me to ramble about Jirachi :HYPERRACC:
But the long of it is we have a history with Jirachi that makes me wonder what it even IS in the TPP verse
{Mitzi:}
revo :WutFace:
{Haji:}
Oh yeah, including Dev powers if we include Revo :Keepo:
So if Forrest was given form or freedom or whatever with Jirachi's help, it's... Possibly plotting something
See, in my hc, Jirachi really doesn't like us. And by Us, I mean Voices because it has worked with Hosts before, it's just that it seems 9/10 Jirachi only ever comes with us under weird circumstances so it's a matter of the host getting its trust.
Unfortunately, only one host I think has managed to not break that trust, which again is why this thing doesn't like us :tppWowee:
(that host being Petra btw. Still under weird circumstances, but Petra is a girl who gets it because Glitchmancy)
I'm not sure what the relationship is with Marina, but I'm not so familiar with later Metro Sapphire lore
The point is, in my lore Jirachi itself is The Wish Maker, a shapeshifting Glitch of the highest rank (because in my lore the Glitches have a hierarchy. This goes all the way back to S2 lore when someone coined the term for the level of glitch possessing XD was a Corporal) maybe even up there with Phancero, possibly just below it
{Newbie:}
...this gives me a new way of looking at the whole Forrest-Jirachi dynamic, ngl
{Haji:}
Yeah which is why rereading that conversation on the archive post made me go "wait... AHHHHHH :HYPERRACC: "
The shapeshifting idea came up in RandY when we rescued "Yveltal" but it was randomized to Jirachi. We failed to catch it and when we tried again, the cutscene and battle apparently counted separately so it got re-randomized to Registeel. Most of us joked Jirachi was pissed and summoned a mech to come after Venus and she's just running around the corner chamber screaming while throwing Pokeballs behind her. Because it's a scripted battle, so if we ran away from it, the game was like "Yveltal wants you to fight!" And just starts the battle again so no escape, had to catch 😂
Then we had Wooper 1 where the lore was Santa's Delibird can make all your wishes come true because it's bag is apparently a void you can draw anything from. Then it turned out to be a glitch and we teased that's the source of Santa's magic because he glitched several times too like frozen flying animation, going invisible, opening holes in the wall ect. Rocket Boss Shawn said he wanted to use Delibird to summon endless Master Balls, which is more of a Missingno trait but whatever
And then Petra got her Jirachi through debug menu. Like I said, she kinda gets this thing in the way Santa did. Fun Glitchmancy to do (relative?) good in the world unlike what happened with Goomtha, Shawn, Lysander, and Venus shoved it in the box (because while Yveltal is scripted to join the party, somehow the randomizer broke that part I guess since we failed the cutscene battle. So there was no prompt to add it to the team). Auguste probably falls into that category too now since he was bffs with this thing and then it got killed and he got cursed so.... :KEKWhands:
And I laughed to imagine the Registeel Mars found when looking for Cobalion is actually Jirachi using it's mech again to tell the Voices to fuck off as the old man in the cave told us the legendary hiding there has a deep hatred of humans after all it's been through
ALL ANYONE WANTS IT FOR IS ITS POWER :HaunterFU:
Which... Not wrong. Even if the Voices would like to befriend it at some point this history cuts deep
{Newbie:}
i seem to recall reading about an encounter with jirachi in storm silver and how chat ended up choosing to wish for money instead of a battle to catch it :Kappa:
{Haji:}
This would not surprise me 😅
So yeah, Jirachi trying to help Forrest is interesting to me. Whether as a fellow glitch and it feels pity for the little one facing the cruel reality of how humans treat Glitches or it's because it feels a deeper connection with him and genuinely grants him a wish because he's deserving of it, this is... Well... Interesting for me to analyze further
also I need to see the new Pinocchio since I hear the depiction of Blue Fairy has an interesting interpretation
But what are your thoughts? :BegWan:
{Newbie:}
i mean, i put a lot of my thoughts in the fic i wrote. Forrest -- before he's Forrest -- is the glitch that sprang out from Quotes's bag and nearly killed her in Hoenn, the Voices lash out and toss him into the sea, Jirachi finds this glitch with remnant Voice-energy clinging to it and is like... "if this is an ally, the last thing i want is to abandon it. but if this is an enemy, i should probably have a countermeasure in place". so they turn Forrest into a human (defenseless, powerless on its own, the alternative was a Pokemon that could possibly run amok) and are like "ok, if you can prove you aren't dangerous, i can make you not a glitch. you've got x amount of time until that new body falls apart" and then dumps him in Unova
{Haji:}
I remember this :Burrito1:
{Newbie:}
jirachi shows up early in redux and replaces the bianca tutorial, so it like... seemed appropriate that it would be involved somehow
the fact that it took two separate attempts to catch jirachi gives me some Thoughts about forrest's whole potential-revenge arc. especially with the idea of glitches as corrupted casualties to destroyed worlds.
"you have too much anger in you," the wishmaker says, eyes critical.
forrest balls his fists. the Voices murmur uneasily in his head. "don't you think i have a right to be angry?"
"you do."
"then what's the issue?"
"i said you needed to prove yourself benign." jirachi coils its ribbons around its body, gaze still placid and bored. "you have yet to do that."
"that--"
"you have three months left until that body gives out on you. it seems you have your work cut out for you, host. until then."
there is a brilliant flash of light, bright as burning stardust. when forrest blinks the dots from his eyes, jirachi is gone, and the dreamyard is nothing but mist and empty space and stone walls that echo with the aftermath of an unrealized miracle
something like that, is how i imagine it going :RaccAttack:
{Haji:}
I have no idea why but I just had the random image of
~Three years earlier~
Hughr: [Making a wish on the wishing star. He's going through a bad time right now] Send me a friend who won't run away. Maybe you could send me an angel! The nicest angel you have...
~Cut to later with Quotes getting fucking murdered over here~
Uh.... He'll get there eventually :Keepo:
{Newbie:}
the other idea i'm now having is that Jirachi actually encouraged this and is trying to stoke a conflict between the hosts or something. maybe it thinks the Voices and their allies are getting too much power or something 🤔
{Haji:}
That I could definitely see
Like I said, this thing has NO reason to like us
oh shit, would that explain the PWT and why Forrest has to fight everyone?
{Newbie:}
jirachi teleports people who specifically have info on glitches and reality fuckery and drops them in forrest's path to stoke the fire
and then holds the whole "you're on a timer" thing over his head for even longer 🤔
{Haji:}
Forrest befriends them all, both confusing Jirachi and making it go "Well I guess that works too" because of the benign thing :tppLUL:
YOU LOSE, WISHMAKER
#twitch plays pokemon#tpp#lorecord archive#randomized y run#volt white 2 redux run#debug rubin run#jirachi#registeel#petra#44x n y#santa#44x n y is a glitch#santa's delibird is jirachi#glitches#loremaker haji#loremaker newbie
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liveblog containment zone for aew dynamite 5/11/22
started like 40 mins late and i didnt even have time to eat my dang burger
me at the beginning of the adam cole vs dax harwood match: if adam wins im gonna be really mad
me at the end of the adam cole vs dax harwood match: >:(
AND to the sharpshooter??? AUGH
my burger will console me
dude i hate impractical jokers so bad its like a lethal amount of secondhand embarrassment
oh boy its the cm punk vs silver match!! im exci--
hes. his jersery is so big. boyfriend's jersey. what on this earth
wow johnny hungee / cm punk chant
hangman just say youre here to support your friend. do it
LMAO THE "FUCK YOUR PIZZA" CHANT
cm punk and hangman exchanging looks from 500 feet away :)c
long island crowd got the chants
yeah!!! silver with the kicks!!! brainbuster!!
whoa the AUDACITY
MY FAVORITE THING IS WRESTLERS USING OTHER WRESTLERS' SPECIAL MOVES OOOOOO
CM PUNK... WOOO
he loves it when people get mad at him. hes got troublemaker's disease. how can this man continue to be a face
what is this sweetheart filter on this britt baker segment
DANHAUSEN TIME!!!!!
WHAT IS THIS THEME DID THEY MAKE A DIFFERENT THEME??? HIS LEGALLY DISTINCT TEQUILA ONE IS SO GOOD THO
TONY DIDNT EVEN GET AN ENTRANCE?? LOL
i guess they gotta cut for time with all these matches on the card
OH MY GOD THEY SQUASHMATCHED HIM
ULTRA HEEL HEAT
"we're gonna beat up all your internet meme wrestlers" please no leave my favorites alone
but also i think orange would kill him so maybe
are they going to make hook save him???
LMAO
YES
HOOK DANHAUSEN ENEMIES TO FRIENDS ARC COMPLETE
wish it was a real-er match but whaddya gonna do. someday, maybe...
wardlow time!!!
LMFAO A DARK SIDE OF THE RING SEGMENT???? I SAW MJF IN THE BG I KNOW THIS IS FOR JOKES
OMG YES
this is so good. LOL
HES ALSO WEARING A JERSEY
staring at this table in the middle of the ring. chekov's table
dont tell my friends im only half listening to mjf's speech. he is not my guy
ok the winking is almost getting to me though lol
mjf loooooves whippin people with his belt
oh shawn spears did his 10 bit! did he only did that in the indies
cage match? LOL
mjf reffing for the cage match? OMG
YESSSS TAKE THE CUFFS OFF
:)
>:)!!!!!
YESSS GOT EM
NOOOOOOOO
oh lmfao the buttons just scattering everywhere
CHEKOV'S TABLE!!!!!!!!
ok but for reals we know wardlows gonna win at double or nothin now cuz the stakes are too high
ricky starks vs jungle boy!
these two guys are just alright. i do not hate them, or even mildly dislike them, but i also do not go nuts for them. pure neutral here
im apparently missing out on some insane commentary work
swerve why are you h--
oh no jungle boy...
OH! its christian cage! is he going to be evil now. i keep hearing people wanting him to be evil
more interpersonal conflict is developing...
cage..........
HUG
ok hes a good guy. thats cool im all for it
jas time! is eddie going to show up with a bandaged face. like a mummy. i want this
"you wanna know what turns me on?" lmao
"YOU WANNA KNOW WHAT GETS MY NIPPLES HARD" i continue to love and appreciate 2.0
jericho: look in your heart. you know it to be true. long island sucks
oh dont adultery eddie's made-up wife jericho. thats no good
OH!!!!!!!! ITS EDDIE'S WIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YES
BCC ASSEMBLING
LMFAO AOHFAOUHGH EDDIE'S HALLOWEEN FACEPAINT
KILL!!! MURDER!!!!!!!!!!
REGAL ATTACK!!!
YAY!!!! BCC EDDIE SANTANA ORTIZ TEAM
lmao @ eddie tearing up the podium in the background like an angry dog
dude jericho's team is gonna get wrecked. unless jericho starts casting blizzaga theyre done for
toni storm vs hayter... :)c
toni's outfit. very red
exchanging punches...
i actually dont know who to root for here! baker vs hayter is like, well, i hope this tears their group apart. but toni storm is cool and i think itd be neat to see her fight baker too. or whoever the jonker is. i think hayter is cool and i want to see her wrestle more tho. im invested
:o
well that answers that
omg sammy telling kazarian that scorpio is a bad guy and kazarian rejecting this advice...
LOSING MY MIND AT THESE PPV MATCH ANNOUNCEMENTS
OHHHHH HOOKHAUSEN BUY-IN MATCH REAL ?? wow i got my real match faster than i thought id get it. then again nese is tagging with sterling so... hmmm
i guess i better figure out how im going to buy the ppv sooner rather than later, esp if fite is crackin down on vpn stuff... i dont update my phone apps for storage reasons so i think im good on that front but i already had a little bit of a struggle buying revolution 2022 as is (had to do a roundabout thing of getting google play credit and using that)
what the why are you looking at my liveblog when youre in voice chat with me dont yell at me for being blazé about your mjf man. and i WAS paying attention despite it all!!! he is just too funny to ignore unfortunately
darby vs jeff hardy. theyre going to kill each other
love jeff hardy's outfit here he looks like a piece of candy
as much as i love shirtless men i feel like you really miss out on the accessorization opportunities. leaving that torso slot unequipped, man.
i joked earlier about this match just being darby and jeff hardy pulling out taller and taller ladders to jump off of and here they just pull out the 100 ft ladder at the start
staring at the chekov's chair setup just sitting over there. unharmed. not a wrestler on it
oh no what the NO THAT LADDER IS TOO HIGH AND THAT IS NOT THE-- THATS THE GROUND ITS NOT EVEN PADDED. THOSE CHAIRS ARENT GONNA BREAK YOUR FALL
ok yea just come down the other side thats fine
OH NO DARBY NOT YOU TOO
AGHGUGHGHGHHGHH
insane.
ough the ring apron is hard. not as hard as that ladder and chairs but oof
SWANTON ON THE STEPS
bruhh ;o; (crying emojis)
OHHHHH JEFF HARDY WITH THE PIN!!!
lmfao "you know how he [won?] in a no rules match, he did a wrestling move!"
very exciting matches for us on friday and also wednesday. didnt realize that double or nothing is so soon theyre gonna have to speedrun these trials for wardlow huh. gonna be good
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Notes Of Book 5 Defender
from September the 30 of this year. Yay I forgot I could use open library
Chaper 1
Okay damn it, they call him blond, still think of him as brown haired though.
The area seems to be a meeting place of tabinis dead dad.
We meet caljeiri , tabinis son being a bit slow at ateving
Valasi is gonna be rolling a bit in the grave sooner or latter.
Emeritus might be the astronomer who kind of saved the world from Deana Hanks bullshit, thank you.
Oh so now the conservatives want the space shit so badly huh?
Jago and banichi being wonderful as always.
Oh would you look at that they missed a flight.
He is now worried about some strange behavior and potential political bullshit
So children are not raised by the parents but are Kind of raised by the village, so to speak
Bren is concerned for the kid because it hits a bit close to home for him.
he admits that an aveti could hurt him on accident
Everyone is a bit worried due to the new changes.
It's so funny how some poeple are just fighting over who gets to raise tabini's kid.
It "bren scared his computer may have been tampered with time"
They made it to the space shuttle
Chapter 2
Jago helps him with his coat
Ginny Kroger is back. And holy shit this book has 18 chapters?
It's funny how ginny says that the islands been wet. also the open library has an book mark thingy that works even after you get logged out?
nearly half a year before he and Ginny spoke
the attendant is apologetic about not being able to provide drinks but bren is okay with that.
ginny saying baji-naji kind of implies that there is humans kind of believe in the chance
there starship is moving along smoothly in being built
bren thinks that tabini may have gotten his son to maybe meet bren.
i have a feeling this books biggest themes are about relationships with the younger generations can maybe make things better.
its been six years since brens been on the island
its kind of good that things have been a bit better.
they made it to the location
Chapter 3
its kind of surreal now that i keep seeing vodka this much in a book.
wow bren really dose not like dealing with the island at all.
Jackson areospace is the island's space port that is also helping get businesses like sundrink and peterson's to the workers of the ships
yeah fuck you heritage party, fuck you.
tom lund have been stuck in office for two months
there is so many discussions of corporation power struggles that hits a bit to close to home for me.
Brens gonna try to call tom to keep him from being a political rival to him.
sandra Johnsons actually been okay and gave bren some plant cuttings
his femily is messed up as usual.
he kind of sucked at solitaire on his computer while pretending to work.
4
the stewards gave bren his bullet proof vest and formal coat .
it sounds like the everyone kind of won, bit by bit, the humans got the library of human achievement and the atevi manage to have a pretty great economy but the ship folk are being a bit grumpy.
it seems like ramirez and shawn and tabini have been able to work together to keep things together.
he realized he forgot his gloves in the hold of the ship, luckily jago is kind enough to be a shield him from the cold.
kate shugart is waiting to welcome ginny while bren is with banichi, jago, tano and algini.
bindanda is here and cooking as ever. and jase is gonna be with them for dinner.
well brens still paranoid about dying.
wow geigi's place looks sick.
its kind of funny that there is video games and spices in his luggage.
they are just so proud of the robots aren't they?
yo bren, be cool with cajeiri, hes just a kid.
well sandra got married and had kids. neet. oh dammit barb again, its been two years already.
okay false alarm, it because his mother is in pretty bad health.
knowing narani is like maybe a 3 times grandfather is rather funny
well bren did manage to get his staff some stuff, like a Bowl for narani , a old book for bindanda , some letters from families of the smaller staff, books for both tano and and algini with a litter for tano from his father
banichi and jago gave out some things as well perticullerly a florid shirt, to everyone elses laughter to the serious algini, he at first accepted the shirt smoothly then took it off when Jase was coming in.
5
Jase is wearing his casual's for his meeting with bren instead of atevi formals.
okay so the Astronomer that saved there ass in the second book from deanas bullshit name is emeritus / Grigiji .
Grigiji and geigi seem to be one of the atevi that are in the ships an apreciated as well
some how bindanda managed to get some fruit up to the ships.
bren explains to jase that there may be something suspicious with the ceremony that tabini gave and might have been a political move.
jase really adores the oceans and have been trying to get a chance when they can.
so it seems like yolanda and jase have been on and off kind of romantic relationship.
seems like yolanda is acting suspicious and remirez is kind of hesitent to get jase to leave his spot on the captian
bren is gonna talk to geigi tomorrow after breakfast
jase tells bren to go to bed cause he looks tired and bren to himself admits that he missed jase.
he sends a message to toby to try to contact him
even jago admits he needs to sleep and joined him soon after.
6
toby dose not call him back so bren is hoping that the help crisis he was told of was solved.
geigi it seems to be there neighbor on the ship and bren likes walking around for the excrsice
it seems like there was a little bit of conflict with the atevi and the humans , some times kinds of stupid.
so geigi is in the the construction office. thats a little neet.
geigi is just so kind with offering tea to bren and talking about what has happened with Ginny and Jase.
oh my god geigi is trying to recreate a place for fishing , fish hatcheries and even for fish to escape the net.
so it seemed like the ship folk actually agree more with the atevi on fish and fruit stuff then meet.
kaplan is back an a little tired, also ramirez been taken to the hospital , oh crap
7
well it looks like a gaurd of ramirez named Mr Jenrette is risking the wraith of bren by denying bren and geigi to check on ramirez.
Geigi is just so polite and understanding about the situation. banichi and the security of geigi are tense as hell
oh shit ramirez is fucking dead , we hardly knew thee and the on coming shit show.
well the good news for jase at least is that Ogun is gonna take charge. also I think Ogun is african coded maybe due to the skin description and the name coming from an Orisha of african religious origins https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ogun
bren has to explain in ragi about whats gonna happen as ogun and jase go with the phoenix to explain the passing.
bren sends a message to those affected by Rasmirez death to visit him if they need to talk.
as he is taking with his staff , it sounds like something is going on down there and no messages are able to get out, great.
oh crap shit might be going down soon with some this gonna be bad. he tells ginny to maybe not talk to her on the phone and maybe talk to his staff instead in case she hears something.
oh shit they might be a riot soon due to the rumors that the ship that got so badly wreaked might not have been so wreaked.
well he tries to get paulson to get more info on the rumor and holy hell ramirez asked to die when he confessed that the ship they thought was gone was still alive.
well shit jase is already on a meeting and bren warns him the rumor is out.
bren even tells jase that maybe telling the truth will not get poeple pissed at them for the deception.
banichi heard everything and talks with him on his feelings about being lied to a bunch of times.
bren hopes jase comes back with answers
8
the announcement of the death of rasmirez is announced.
bren hopes there gonna be honest but luckily they are are honest. note to self need to translate "God, Jase, actomen'shi not eshtomeni!" bren was talking about
he mandges to get a message to Mogari-nai about the shit show. also worrying about tabini cuse he is not responding.
welp the political shit is causing bren to panic about potential traiters again, great.
the atevi and him descide to tend to the funeral, with bullet proof vests
bren sounds pissed with how ogun speech to stani ramirez and noticing he has not seen yolanda in the crowd
well shit some one is pretty pissed about how the missing ship reounion is still out there and ogun is refusing to answer questions.
kaplan , you and polano and pressmen are true bros to the crew.
so it seemed like ramirez keep quiet because some one on the missing ship told him to. that is some loyalty right there.
he , paulson, ginny and geigi all agree to meet in the offices of geigi to discuss the shit show.
bren is just so godamn cool when he needs jase to get confidence about being a leader figure.
oh jennertte in in the meeting with them.
jase is having to smake a meeting about the whole shit show while bren translate into mosphei
trying to figure out why ramirez would not say anything about the shit show is harder then it looks.
since what they know , even tamun didn't know about the secret, would have fucked everyone over if he did.
the offical situation was they saw something while they were surveying a system, whent back and thought the reunion was fucked up then fled back to where we are.
oh shit ramirez wanted the ship built to maybe go back so he got the president of the island and tabini involved to maybe try to go back there to rescue them. that is an ugly feeling for poeple like ginny.
two choices. never go back to that ship or try to launch a rescue.
holy hell ramirez might be a fucking clever dick, he may have lied to everyone but he did tell the truth to the leaders and considering the concept of man'chi for tabini means that the atevi tied to tabini might be more likely to help.
bren this chapter really knows how to make an empowering speech on a fly in this chapter, holy heck is he good.
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Bren is now asking for any new messages that may have come. narani says no.
he gets jago, banichi , tano and algini to go to a room with him to explain that the meeting was a success to keep
some of them are wondering if the captian is gonna try to screw over jase. bren Dosen't think so. it seems like humans are less likly to get jeylious of others taking alies from you.
bren is more worried about the humans rage at being lied to by ramirez because this is a lot bigger then something small.
bren sends a message to tabini that also expresses how worried his messages are even getting to him. he even gets the cousin of narani , I think goes by Nadi , to get the message to tabini as quickly as possible
bren asks Dala if there have been any rumors , it sounds like the man'chi is rather confused by the changes going on . also it sounds like the massage has not been given due to the major Domo eidi who says that some one is there to answer.
bren is having a crisis of faith and scared of being disfavored.
great bren is now convinced that ramirez may have been assassinated.
toby Finnaly called back and it sounds like brens mom is not doing great and oh boy what a nasty argument they are now in.
bren admits he is putting his foot down on being used as a way for his mom as a tool for her and his birth family's emotions .
he makes a letter to barb to be for his mother who he is convined that she is acting this way to get his attention.
during breakfast bren gets a message from jase about voting to try to find the ship that made all this shit go down and to do that they are gonna need to leave the planet.
after the call he asks for his indoor coat that makes him feel so much better.
it seems like a ship is being sent to them unannounced. suspicious , bren suggests they meet the shuttle
bren warns Jase about the shuttle
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they set up the place to welcome who ever might be in the ship.
bren , jase and geigi await the shuttle on the lift and ogun assumes it ilisidi .
Ilisidi is now here and brought cajeiri along with here. Bren first reaction to the kid being here is kind of funny "A child. A boy. A protocol disaster "
For a good minute that have to save the boy from zero gravity. Jase thankfully succeeded in getting him down when ilisidis cane fails.
Ilisidi is able to help get the kid into cenedis hand to get him down.
Iliside was able to hatch 14 wi'itikiin chick's from where she lived.
Bren feels bad for the boy and is able to introduce him to jase and geigi
Ilisidi is having a bit of a "kids these days"
Yolanda appears with ogun us here and telling ilisidi about the quarters being ready.
Bren is being worried about babysitting a six year old and entertaining a scary old lady.
Ilisidi just says to bren that they are going with jase to the missing station when ever he like it or not.
Well it turns out they knew his message would arrived about the death . So it kind of made the theory of the assassination void.
New theory , yolanda might be planning something.
He gets his staff to start packing up for the trip to the location.
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Bren is worried about how jago and banichi are staring at him.
The robots where wanted for the mission so that they would get fuel instead of humans
They are hopeing that they do not encounter the hostile forces at all during the trip.
Sabin wants more ships before the shit while ogun wants to get to the shit.
Sounds like sabin kind of dislikes atevi
Bren working with sabin is gonna be a pain, ain't it?
Bren was able to charm both captions to tell everyone of the truth about what they are doing.
Sounds like three days is gonna get nasty.
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Jago and bren and banichi is gonna have a bad time telling the news about the three days to ilisidi
Holy hell ilisidi , cenedi and maybe ambitious atevi like tabini teaching method for caljeiri is "sink or swim little fucker"
He gives orders that narani to stay at there home base to try to protect what they got. As well as tano and algini
Bren feels cast aside by the whole shit show.
Damn the staff are a bit pissed about bren trying to get them to leave and away from danger
well shit it seems like yolanda may have been the un liked child compared to jase by ramirez favoritism . kind of like what bren when through with his family.
he sends a letter to jase that in case he ever felt like it he could talk to him.
jago and banichi left suddenly
he gets surprised at his resentful jealousy when he realizes that yolanda is staying instead of him.
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he visits with yolanda and feels a little better around her when she tried apologizing for her rudeness
he invites banichi to kind of make him feel better of having 3 people at dinner instead of two.
after dinner he gets her to talk about the shit show after in his office.
yolanda gets suspicious when she gets suspicious
she admits she is scared of the aiji and bren gives her some advice on dealing with him. having to be cautious and both stand up to him. turnabout
wow this chapter is kind of like a therapy session for him and yolanda . she is kind of messed up like him.
yolanda tells him to take care of jase due to him being affected by ramirez kind of rejecting him for yolanda due to him being tied to the atevi.
also jase hates sabin
jagos worried about ilisidi and geigi are up to something.
great there might be more shit.
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okay so he finally gets a message from tabini . okay so he is to become the lord of the heavens as well as geigi to be his replacement while he is away.
so tabini dose not trust jase.
yolanda may have fucked up on the translations.
bren, you are giving me more vibes of a worried wife to a far away husband , please do not give me more reasons to ship you with tabini.
toby sent a message back and have a realisation about his behavior.
barb sends a message and damnit barb , leave him be about that.
gets a bunch of letters by geigi and ilisidi and news from mainland.
bren writes a letter to tabini about what he is planing on doing , worries about the situation and his well wishes to tabini.
he gose to yolanda to try to contact jase.
jase and him agree to meet.
he sends a letter to barb and toby about what was going to happen.
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hes in from of the ship and panicking about the future.
he talks with algini and tano to try to take care of everything and yolanda . the two of them are nervous and flushed with flightiness . this is one of the few times the two nervous.
its a freacking count down of 98%
oh my god the bren hugging Algini and Tano scene , oh my gawd so cute . "one dose not hug a atevi , not as a rule . he broke that rule , for his soul's sake , and embarrassed them." algini hugs bren fisrt then tano
the staff are just fucking wonderful.
banichi and jago resure him of his worries and doubts might not be important
jesus bren has anxiety about airplane , why doesn't he get therapy? hope he gets therapy.
ilisidi and caljeiri are there ,the kid looking anxious as ever.
bren is miserable to the title of lord of the heavens. wishes he was back in tobys boat.
geigi asks if yolanda favors fish , bren says she perfers fruit instead.
ilisidi after saying good by to geigi is mad about jase be not there. jase is in a meeting but meets them soon.
ilisidi seriously threatens caljeiri with out supper if he dose not behave about asking about where the ship is steered.
bren notes that the atevi would see pairs or twos as really unerving.
he drags jase back to thank him for the design and to give him the message from yolanda.
this whole chapter is another kind of odd therapy like session exept for jase.
well crap the tape they need is with sabin from jenrette. the other one they may need in in a deeper part of the archives .
holy hell ilisidi might be able to delay the shit to give them time.
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Ilisidi , banichi , cenedi , jago and 3 of cenedi's men.
poor kaplan, having to explain that sabin isn't found in any where.
sabin is pissed there are on the bridge of the ship.
Calms down when bren is telling her that ilisidi has invited her to suppor . Cheeky bastard is a description sabin gives bren.
Bren is already missing his estate now.
Bundles of stuff floating around in zero gravity and the staff trying to control the scene is kind of funny
Asicho in a bathrobe is a scene I hope some one is able to draw.
He sends a rather sad letter to his mom
Asicho she helps bren get dressed and ribbon in his hair.
Thanks to bren being the lord of the heavens jago is in a official like relationship with him.
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He is around in ilisidi diner with those around him .
They are waiting for jase to come by with sabin and the kid is with them.
Remembering that they are in zero gravity makes so much of the scene just kind of funny that a bunch of them have to float around.
Sabin being disgusted by being offered a pillow.
Wow ilisidi is being Blunt about wanting the tape jase seeks from sabin, even though jase finesse the situation.
Young rascal of a grandson, what a descriptive word for caljeiri from ilisidi
Well the kid thinks it's funny sabin thinks he is 16 instead of six.
Well crap shit starts to hit the fan when he notices a white globe
Ilisidi did you just give sabin some of the alkaloids that got to bren in the first book? You sneaky fuck
Jase is upset at how ilisidi and bren may have used the sauces to give her food poisoning to give him a chance to get what they want.
They are getting sabin to the sick bay and bren advises them to give her treatment.
It kind of makes me really happy that bren keeps telling the humans that they are the aliens in the situation.
Holy hell that speech he gave to sabin , is is considered a badass boast , a reason you suck speech , heroic motive speech or a blase boast?
Jase gets kind of control of the ship .
Revels was trying to keep jase from talking to jenrette about ramirez.
Manages to get sabin to not be be a complete pain and to get the truth about shit going down.
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They are at the bridge and bren talks to jase.
They comment that sabin kind of could try to repay the favor of inviting sabin to dinner first.
He misses Bu-javid, the clutter of things.
Even though he is going to a whole new thing, he is very relived for the first in a long time that no one wanted to kill him.
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2 17 57 94 for the writing thing >:)
2) talk about a notable time a narrative or character has looked you dead in the eyes and said “fuck your plan, heres what were actually doing”
My GOD this happens to practically every fucking thing i write like bro im not writing this story the characters are i have no fucking control over them or what’s happening fr like twice TWICE i was writing a short ship one shot and they DIDNT actually get together in the end like i wanted them to this happened to both Wrightworth and Shawn/Lassiter and im like guys,,, pls,,,,,,,,
17) what is your favorite like you’ve ever written
Oh god this is so hard well theres this one from an unposted wip i did. I just really like the phrasing a lot
“So where do I come into all of this?” Drake finally asked.
Hooter paused for a moment, clearly taken off of whatever bush he was attempting to pummel into the ground.
Then theres this one from How Sweet That Taste of Certainty that makes me want to explode when i think about it
Shadow looked from the weapon then to Sonic, who had gone to sit where Shadow had just been. Blue legs hanging off the side of the old, wood and metal shingles. The last few lights of day cascaded a halo of color around Sonic’s form. Shadow was never religious, but even he could take note of the feeling churning in the pit of his very being at the sight.
Those two were the first to come to mind lol but im sure i have a favorite like from just about everything gftrdfgrth
57) what is the last thing that made you google for a fic you were reading?
Uuhhhhhhhhh ill be so real i ignore everything i dont understand and keep reading if i dont know a word or thing i either use context clues or just say fuck it lmaoo but ig there was this one time i was reading SUPER old psych fan fics and one was a crossover of a vampire show id never heard of so i googled the show out of curiosity
94) do you prefer dialogue or description?
God i love both like maybe that’s cliche but like both are SO FUN my biggest issue is i get so into writing one for a scene i completely forget to even THINK about the other its prob my biggest writing weakness that i personally see where i need to focus on mixing the two to make a good full scene
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STMPD Anti-Recommends Bubblegum Crisis Fanfiction: Mark Latus's Tokyo Babylon / Knight's End
I really didn't want to do this one.
In fact, I think this will be the last anti-recommendation I do for awhile, because it requires me to either reread shit I hated, or finish shit I dropped for good reasons. Writing recommendations is fun, but going back over why x or y is no fun at all, especially when what I'm taking aim at is regarded as good by the old guard (see: Bubblegum Crusade).
Tokyo Babylon is book one followed by a much longer second part (Knights' End) and but a scrap of a third part, but I didn't bother to read more than the epilogue of part two and the single first chapter of part three. Shit, Latus just didn't bother continuing that single last part (called Hurricane Season) because he was too busy writing a shared-author fanfic university for Sailor Moon where he was a... noir detective in Crystal Tokyo? Whatever.
Here's the geocities. Here's the Usenet.
Ugh. Fuck this fic.
Why? Because it is the story of The Villain Who Broke The Sabers, Daniel Dumas, Mason's half-brother, Sylia's ex-boyfriend. The Wunderkind Who Could Not Be Stopped. Mark Latus said he wanted a villain who wasn't a 'cardboard cutout' or 'rotten to the core' like Mason, and instead he delivered Mister Indestructible.
Look, it's not like this sort of metatextually super-smart villain is a Bad Thing? I dunno, people seem to like Admiral Thrawn. But even he had a weakness, from what I'm given to understand; he did all the work himself and didn't pay attention to when his allies turned on him. Dumas has nothing like that. He basically opens Babylon knowing who the Sabers are and threatening them with that, and ends Knights' End having killed the Sabers (but they're resurrected as cyborgs or something idk), having framed them for killing Quincy, having usurped Quincy's role, having essentially taken over the world... and oh, at the epilogue he feels alone at the top. Boo fucking Hoo. He's decided GENOM is the only hope the human race has for 'unity', for reasons that don't really strike me as a strong motive.
Do I sound distant from this fic? Because I am. Because it's hard to read without wanting to get really pissed off. Also the prose is just... dry. Dull. Shawn Hagen-esque. Reminds me of NNAAF too much for its own good.
For Daniel, too, is an Enhanced Intellect, same as Sylia, same as Mackie. And Tokyo Babylon, then, is a story about those three. Priss comes off as angry and impotent, same as she does in most of these stories. And the side effect of all that is that they - don't have to feel emotions? All this is infodumped via Dumas just strolling up to the Silky Doll, harassing Mackie, harassing the Sabers. Also, uh, Mackie has a superpowered moment? And later by Hurricane Season he's usurped Dumas's team of mercs and is trying to do his own thing? Even though Dumas is basically immortal at that point? I'm not against Mackie getting a power / relevance boost, but the way it's done here is... it's cringe.
You know what? I'm going to stop here, and sum up the fic as 'well, what if the Gary Stu was a well-intentioned bad guy?' And leave it at that. Maybe there's some redeemable part of this fic but Dumas just expounding on how much he knows to the Sabers just pissed me off, and knowing that Latus decided to shove the Sabers in a hole and then not dig them out because LOLSailorMoon pisses me off even more. Maybe if Dumas had gotten his comeuppance, had some vulnerability, I would feel better about this! As it is, it's like a less ambitious NNAAF, and that's not a model anyone should follow.
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why’d he look at him like this. they’re sitting in the car not talking about anything important. why’d he do this.
ok i think this is maybe like his “oh” moment. because right before this gus is absolutely elated when they find out katarina is the murderer. because that means shawn won’t be dating her anymore. like he’s just smiling and relaxing in the car. and then shawn asks him to go inside the thrift store and get the bag. and of course gus protests at first, but then shawn explains that it’s safe and he needs this. and then gus looks at him like this. like “oh. this is it. i’m always going to give into him. i’m always going to do whatever he wants - whatever makes him happy. because i’ve fallen hard and fast and deep, and i don’t think there’s a way out. and i don’t know if i want one.”
because in every other scene in the entire rest of the series where gus eventually gives into shawn for whatever, he’s always just annoyed. he just rolls his eyes and does it. but here, this, this is something different. gus looks at him like this, and then 5 seconds later, we get the usual Annoyed Gus look.
i don’t know. i can’t really explain it. but something about this scene is different. it’s like gus is realizing what the next part of his life is going to be - trying desperately, and failing, to fall out of love with his best friend.
#its really like he just looks at shawn and thinks oh fuck#thats all i can explain#espeically with the context of jealous gus throughout the whole episode#and hes estatic that katarina is the murderer because now shawn wont date her#ok someone tell me to be quiet im thinking about things too much#madison watches psych#psych#burton guster#burton gus guster#shawn spencer#shus#shawngus#shawn x gus#shawn/gus#1x01#pilot#my post
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With The Right Tools
Today is the day I, Calvin Gander, have finally gained my motivation to make art. I’ve been stranded in this quarantine for too long that I already did everything that I can think of in my house. I’ve been wanting to make sculptures again ever since I saw tons of available limestones in my garage, but I couldn’t find my old tools so I decided to buy online. I found came across these carving tools from a shop that sells a variety of products ranging from clothes to gadgets, and they even sell food online, although it seems like nobody had came across with this store yet and I couldn’t see any reviews. But anyway, I bought them and they just came in the mail today.
Without hesitation and in pure excitement, I ran to my art studio where I have already moved my limestones to. Removing the packaging, I was surprised to see that it came with its own toolbox, a wooden box generously detailed with fantasy-like carvings that are shaped like vines, dried land, and small silhouette of men. I opened the toolbox, pulled the tools out and immediately went to work.
I used the hammer and chisel to chip off the limestone to form a shape. I have already planned out what I will be making starting today. I wanted to challenge myself in making a detailed sculpture of a man.
Throughout the whole day, I formed the limestone to a specific pose. Surprisingly, it went much easier than I expected. The tools were good in making specific grooves and curves. Although my project still looks rough, I was able to make the specific pose that I want. All I need now is to put on the details. Most of the time when I make sculptures, it would take me a week to finish, but doing this project has been somewhat easier, having that I haven’t done something this big before. I have done the pose in just one whole day. It’s probably my artistic side kicking in, or maybe because I was just super bored, but I guess I might need to rest for a bit as well.
I left the sculpture and called it a day, but I quickly went back to work immediately as soon as I woke up. I used the smaller tools to create noticeable and very accurate details on my sculpture. I gave my sculpture a ripped musculature. It’s privates were a tucked between its legs because of the pose, but I also focused on giving it very realistic features. On its face, I made it looks like he’s breathing in air though his nose with his eyes closed and his head falling back I added bulging lines on my sculpture to give his some realistic veins, then finally I smoothen the sculpture out and finally finished my project in just a day and a half.
I took a look at my creation. Satisfied. I felt so proud that I have created this masterpiece. I never had made art this detailed. The tools really is high quality. It almost seemed like the tools had a mind of their own. I might need to give the store a great review.
As soon as I turn around to get my phone, I heard a loud crack. I rushed back to my sculpture to check where it came from. I noticed a large crack forming on its cheeks.
“Oh no!” I rambled. I touched the crack in panic, only to cause it to spread.
A chip of limestone fell off and revealed a pale, flesh-like texture inside. Is that... skin?
The cracks grew bigger and they appeared in almost every part of the sculpture, on its legs, torso, and arms, before finally covering the whole thing. The limestone gave off and all fell out, but instead of my sculpture just disappearing into crumbs, like a skin of a snake, it revealed something else inside.
“Holy... shit...” I whispered under my breath. That’s a man. A real man inside my sculpture. I moved closer to it but with extreme caution. He’s breathing. I can see his chest move in every intake of air. Like my sculpture his eyes were closed, smiling as he bask under the light entering my open studio. I moved closer and his head moved forward to face me. His eyes opened and looked at me. He lowered his legs and sat on the podium properly. I got a glimpse of his flaccid shaft and hefty balls.
���Bath” He said, in a low but monotonous tone despite him smiling.
“Huh?” I stared in confusion.
He stood up in front of me, he was struggling to stand up so I took a hold of his body. He was heavy. He was also covered in powder which made my feel somewhat dry, but damn, have I never been this close to a naked man.
“Bath” He repeated as he try to take a step forward.
“Oh.” I guided him to the bathroom in my bedroom. I did all my best to not stare at his swinging package. When we arrived, I let him go in, but he didn’t budge.
“Come” He said, pulling me with him to the bathroom.
“N-No, I don’t..”
“Help.” He said, I sighed.
I went in the bathroom with him. I let him sat down on the toilet bowl for a while. I opened the shower and tested the water, but when I asked him to get in, he pointed on the bathtub. I once again sighed and turned the shower off. I started filling up the tub with water. The room was filled with nothing but the sound of gushing water on the tub. We were silent, but he was obviously staring at me. When I looked back, he pointed to me.
“Name?” He asked.
“Calvin.” I said, moving my eye away.
“Calvin...” He went quiet for a while, then he pointed at himself. “Name?” He asked again.
“You?” I asked.
“Yu?” He said, confused.
“No, you.” I explained, pointing at him, then went quiet when I realized that this was somewhat similar to that movie. “Oh. You want me to give you a name?”. He nodded.
“No. I’m not calling you Yu. I think Shawn is better.”
“Shawn...” He went quiet again.
The tub was finally full and he immediately stood up. I caught him in my arms before he accidentally take a fall, guided him to the tub and slowly help him sink into the water.
“Help” He said.
I lifted his head and help him position himself sitting on the tub. He wasn’t really moving that much in the bath. He was just staring at me, looking like he’s waiting for me to do something.
“Help” He repeated.
I stared at him in confusion, then I got what I meant.
“N-No! I’m not gonna bathe you-”
He grabbed my arm. He was strong, but after that strong grip, he carefully moved my hand into the water.
“Bathe” He said.
I had no choice. I poured out water on him with my hands, then rubbing the powder off his body. I was touching a stranger’s naked body. More importantly, I’m giving him a bath! I continued though, washing off powders off his head and shoulders. My hand went down to his thighs, carefully avoiding his shaft. Although submerged in water, I still had to rub off the powder on his skin. I also went in between his toes, then back to his upper body. I washed away the powder on his back, feeling his heavy breaths. I grabbed his hand and guided it to his crotch.
“You clean that.” I said, he followed.
After staring at him innocently rub his shaft and balls, I tried to get it off my system by patting his shoulder.
“You’re done.” I said. He looked back at me.
“Done.” He followed.
I drained the water before helping him carefully stand up, making sure he wont slip. I helped him step out the tub and gave him a towel. Without letting him ask for help once more, I already started drying him off. I moved away and stared at his body.
Fuck, I’m getting a hard on just by looking at him. He was once just a lifeless sculpture, now he’s a real human, naked in my house, asked for me to bathe him, and now...
I walked out the bathroom. I need to calm down. I shouldn’t be overthinking these things. I might be dreaming right now. Come to think of it I just realized that maybe I was dreaming. This must be a dream for sure, but I really need to wake up by now.
Cutting me out of my thoughts, I felt two cold arms wrap around my hips then to my chest.
“Thankful.” He whispered.
My cheeks are burning. My cock is hard. My heart is beating too fast and I don’t know what to do but to moan. His hug went tighter.
“Reward.” He said as I feel his hand move down to grab my hard on. He was licking my neck now. My legs almost gave up as I feel the extreme pleasure go through all parts of my body.
“Shawn- S-Stop.” I said.
He really did stop, he was stuck holding my bulge and his tongue out, touching my neck.
“Let me go!” I said.
He followed, standing straight behind my back. I moved away from him and stared at him from a short distance. He’s frowning like a kid, as if he did something bad to his parents. I popped my tongue and looked at him annoyed.
“Fine. Come here and touch me again.”
His eyes lit up and walked close to my once more. His hands moved inside my shirt with his tongue licking my neck once more.
“Wait!” I commanded. He moved away from me and looked at me. “Let’s take it slower, okay?” I said.
“Slower...” He processed, then went full slow-motion in moving his arms around my body.
I laughed. “No, not like that.” I made him stop again. “Let me do the moves, okay?”
“Okay” He said.
“First, let’s sit down on my bed.” I guided him on my bed. We sat down beside each other. “Look at me.” He followed.
I moved my face near his, still hesitating for a bit, but that didn’t last long as I dive in. I my left hand moved to the back of his head and I pulled him in for a kiss. He followed suit and opened his mouth for me and out tongues touched. My right hand moved up to meet his chest. Pinching his nipples time to time. He gave me satisfying moans whenever I do this. My right hand moved down and I felt his cock rising. I grabbed on it and started stroking him. I broke the kiss for a while and looked at his face as he moan.
“You might want to remove my clothes.” I said.
“Clothes.” He reached both of his hands to my shirt and removed them. I let go of his cock first to help him, then I went back to it. He started copying me. He touched my chest, massaging them well, then had his other hand down to my bulge. I removed my hands from him and undid my shorts, pulling them off both my legs.
I pulled him on top of me. Both of my hands on his butt, guiding him to grind his cock against mine through my underpants. He continued it by himself as I place both of my hands on his face to pull him in for a kiss once more. I removed my underpants and let my cock out. I guided his his butt above my waiting shaft, then finally I pushed in.
He didn’t flinch. Instead, he gave me a long satisfying moan. He broke our kiss and straightened his back. He pushed himself down to my cock and did the rest himself. I stroked his cock as he bounce up and down, teasing the tip of his cock with its own precum. He already had released a lot and its coating the head of his cock. We switched positions. He’s now lying on his back while I do the work on fucking his ass. I moved faster as I feel myself reach my climax.
“A-Ah, Shawn. I’m gonna cum!”
“Cum...”
I grunted and moaned as loud as I can and Shawn followed suit as we finally came together. He blew his huge load on his torso, then slowly it came to stop when it nearly coated all of it. I pulled out and lied down beside him.
“Thankful” He said.
“Me too.” I replied then went in for a kiss.
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Leon literally can’t catch a break, Ministry’s always there to fuck things up with a smile
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Leon's Nightmare 2, part 2- You and I drink the poison from the same vine.
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Leon groans as he opens his eyes. He feels like he's been hit by a truck. He's met with bright sterile lights and he immediately groans again. "Hospital? Really?" Leon sighs. "Well yeah you had a seizure" his father mutters. Leon looks at the wires on his body. "Well, I'm fine" Leon states sitting up despite the way his body protests. Drew is stood at the end of his bed staring at him. "Im fine" Leon promises. "I think we need to talk." Taker speaks up. "Hes not back." Leon snaps looking at him. "You didnt sense anything?" Taker asks. "No! That's why I'm fine! Nothing is wro.." Leon trails off when he sees his Pa cradling a camera to his chest.
Shawn looks pale. Like he's seen a ghost. And it unsettles Leon. "Hes back" Shawn whispers. Everyone looks at him. "No" Leon whispers. Shawn nods, holding the camera out. Taker is quick to take it. "Fuck" Taker curses. "No! I have kids now. I have kids who do not deserve this shit! I have a husband who doesn't deserve this shit!" Leon yells. "Why the fuck did she take my photo! She knows I hate it!" Leon barks before hiding his face in his hands. Drew moves to Leon's side. "I can't do this again" Leon muffles out. "Is he touching him?" Taker asks. "No. Not yet." Shawn answers.
Leon lowers his hands. "Then it's fine. I avoid my photo being taken, put hexes up, wear hexes. Continue as normal. Forget about it." Leon nods. "Leon I thi-" "no. I..I can't live like this forever dad." Leon sighs sitting off the side. Drews eyes land on the roses spread across his shoulders. The lightening scar connected to them like vines. A memory of what did happen. "Please. I just want to see my kids." Leon whispers. "Ill get cassie to bring them in" Shawn nods moving out. "They were pretty shaken up. But Shawn told them you've had seizures before and that it's all alright." John explains quickly before the kids come rushing in.
Leon smiles as they hug him, small arms squeezing him tight. "Im okay. I'm alright." Leon murmurs kissing their heads. "We were so scared!" H admits. "Weve never seen you like that" ophelia adds. "Never do that again!" Cas barks. Leon chuckles before looking at athena. "You alright princess?" He asks quietly. She reaches to her neck and pulls her cross over her head and holds it out. Leon's eyes widen. "I want you to have this. To keep you safe." She whispers. "Princess i-" "it...I had Grandad Taker make it for me. It works the same but you, uncle kane and grandad can wear and touch it" she quickly explains. Leon looks at taker who nods. "Thank you princess" Leon smiles, tilting his head down and allowing her to put it on.
Leon winces as it burns his skin for a moment but then all pain stops. "Huh. Fancy that" Leon mutters sitting straight. "Your pa was sick of his crosses hurting us, so I had to do something." Taker admits. "It'll keep you safe." She promises. "Ill get him to make you a new one." Leon promises. "Its alright. I'm safe without it" she smiles taking his hand. He can't help but smile at his oldest.
She was definitely Shawn's granddaughter. "Thank you for always taking care of me" Leon chuckles tucking a hair behind her ear. She smiles. "Someone has to, gotta give dad a break once and awhile." Everyone breaks into laughter.
Leon can't help but take in his eldest daughters smile. Something begins to twist and burn in his chest.
Something evil.
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Leon's eyes burn from being open too long. The cross burns against his chest as he stares at the closed book. He finally breaks contact with it when he hears giggling outside his office door. He lets out a shakey breathe as he leans back in his chair and pinches the bridge of his nose. He needed to focus. He turns his chair and reaches for his script. His body tenses as he spots something from the corner of his eye. A blade, shining in the light. He turns his head towards it to see it gone.
"Fuck Leon" Leon curses himself quietly as his door swings open. He turns to see H and Caspian stood with their hands behind their backs. "Im working boys" Leon tries to brush them off. They don't move. They don't say anything. "Boys! Not now, please" Leon sighs. "Youve killed us all" caspian suddenly speaks causing Leon to look back at him. "What did you just say?" Leon asks. The two boys smile at him. "당신이 우리를 죽였어요, 아빠. 그것은 당신의 잘못입니다." (you killed us, dad. It is your fault.) H tells him. Leon's eyes widen. "Out! OUT NOW!" Leon barks at the two boys.
Caspian and Hs eyes fill with fear, their smiles drop, as do the drawings of their dad's wrestling characters. "P-papa?" Caspian whimpers backing up.
Drew, who was coming to find the boys for lunch over hears the boys asking their papa to check out their cool drawings. His smile fades when he hears the man yelling at them to get out. Drew rushes to the office to see Leon staring at the boys with angry red eyes and the boys shaking in fear. "LEON!" Drew barks grabbing the boys and pulling them behind him.
Leon's eyes widen as he realises what's just happened. Drew stares at him in disgust and shakes his head. "Come on boys. Clearly Papa isn't feeling himself right now." Drew mutters leading the boys off, slamming the door behind them.
Leon's eyes burn into the door before he snaps. "FUCK!" He yells standing, throwing his chair at the door. He slams his hand down against the desk, over and over before his anger leaves him. He leans heavily against his desk, collecting himself. He really did that?
He really just fucking did that.
After all the promises he made, all the things he fought to make sure his kids wouldn't see, he went and threw it all away.
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The house was always loud. Atleast to Leon. He sits crossed legged on the carpet, sat infront of the boarded up fire Place. He quickly learned how to separate the sounds of life from the sounds of death. Like now, he can hear John playing in the dining room, but he could also hear the footsteps and growling of whatever spirit loomed over him.
Leon stays perfectly still as the spirit paces back and forth, growling and snarling to itself. Once Leon senses it no longer behind him he glances over at the mirror to be greeted by the spirit.
It was a tall, lanky man. He looked like a monster, a creature, long greasy hair covering his face, the best it can with half of it ripped out. His back was bent, hunched, his fingers long and sharp and his glowing white eyes stared back at Leon.
Leon keeps his back straight, his hands tucked in his lap, he kept eye contact with the creature. Leon tilts his head slightly, a sudden confusion filling both of them. The creature copies him, almost shocked the small boy can see him but also that he isn't reacting to him.
Both their heads snap towards the door as it flies open and slams shut. Leon pushes himself off the carpet and rushes towards the door. He pauses as he's met with a bloody sight. He presses himself against the wall, peaking around the door frame as his father grumbles to himself. Leon let's out a quiet gasp as his father's bloody face snaps towards him, eyes glowing a deep red. "GET TO YOUR ROOM!" Is boomed at him.
Leon feels a sudden fear fill him. It looks like his father. It sounds like his father. But it isn't his father at all.
Leon doesn't hesitate to run past the man and rush up the stairs, stumbling before he gets to the second set of stairs, allowing him to look back at the man.
He swears he sees the man twitching and hissing.
That wasn't his father, it was a demon. And he knew that straight away.
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Leon remembers that day clear as rain. Cassie wasn't born yet, papa was starting his career again and dad had been possessed. The thing Leon never understood was, by who? It wasn't ministry. No. Ministry was smarter than that demon. That demon was pure evil and wanted to hurt them all. If it wasn't for the fact kane was kane again...Leon reckons that week could have gone a lot differently for them.
Leon straightens up when he feels eyes on his back. He turns to see his eldest staring at him. "What is it Athena?" Leon asks quietly. "You need to apologise to C and H. They didn't deserve that." She informs him. Leon turns to her. "No. They did not." He agrees with a slight nod. "Which is why you need to apologise to them." She states. Leon rubs the back of his neck. "I know." He nods. She holds her hand out. "Lunch time." She tells him. Leon glances back at his desk to see the book gone.
Shit.
"Papa. Lunch time." Athena repeats, snatching Leon's hand. Leon let's his eldest lead him through the house.
For once, his heart is racing with fear.
They arrive at the dining room to see the kids sat eating with drew. "Papa has something to say. C, H" she prompts before walking away. Drew watches as caspian and hunter move to Leon. Leon immediately falls to his knees. "Im so sorry boys" he whispers holding his hands out. "We just wanted to show you our drawings." Cas states. "I know and I freaked out..just papa hasn't been feeling to good since his accident." Leon admits. Drew frowns but stays quiet. "We know" H nods. "Im really really sorry tho" Leon states as they accept his hands. "You both know I would never do anything to hurt you right?" Leon asks.
And drews heart breaks. Because it isn't Leon asking them because they were scared, it's Leon asking them to make sure he's not a monster to them. Something Leon hasn't done in years. Drew was the last person to see that side of Leon, the side that needed reassurances he wasn't the monster Paul painted him out to be. The monster vince pushed for years. Leon needed to know that.
And now? Now he's fallen back in that headspace.
Their children knew, of course they did. They needed to know and understand that Grandad Taker, uncle kane, uncle goldust and papa were different. That they weren't like him or them. And they waited for the kids to be old enough before explaining. It became easier once athena understood, she could explain it in a way the younger lot would understand. And yeah they found it cool.
But they hadn't seen the negatives to it yet. Well, Cas and H sure did today.
"We forgive you" H nods. "Ill make it up to you. I promise" Leon whispers. "No. Just look at our drawings" Cas tells him, pointing to the table. Leon stands and moves towards them.
Drew watches him carefully as he picks them up. "Wow. Is this me and daddy?" Leon asks. "Yeah! I told you he'd know!" Cas cheers poking his tongue out at Ophelia, who quickly rolls her eyes. Drew chuckles and Leon smiles. "Aren't they cool?!" H asks as him and cas sit back down. "Oh for sure, they are gonna go in my office right on the special wall" Leon tells them. "YES!" Both boys cheer. "Come eat papa. Before it gets cold" Ophelia orders. "Yes ma'am" Leon nods sitting down. "Thank you." Drew whispers to him. "Im sorry" "I know."
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Leon sits on the edge of their bed, listening to the children argue and play downstairs. He can't help but smile as he hears athena curse Cas out in Latin.
Leon wasn't stupid, he took the same steps his father did. He taught his kids Latin, old and new, taught his kids exactly what they had to do if they were visited by some unwanted visitors.
It hurt his soul that he had to teach his kids that.
He's brought out of his thoughts by a hand against his chest. He lifts his gaze to see drew kneeling infront of him, hand pressed against his sternum, cross rested against the back of his hand; jumping slightly as he rubs his thumb back and forth.
"You should take it off." Drew mutters. Leon looks down to see his skin is red and raw under drews hand. "I think everyone feels better with me wearing this" Leon states. "And you?" Drew asks, moving a hand to Leon's thigh. Leon pauses. How does he answer that?
"I don't know anymore."
Drew examines Leon's face. He looks lost, vulnerable..scared. words never used to describe Leon michaels. Leon brings a hand up to rub his face. "Things are....different this time. I..I can't explain it." Leon whispers. "I mean, fuck, the look of fear on those boys faces today...that..." "I know..I know. And I'm sorry for snapping so quickly. I'm the one who started seeing the signs, I should of understood what was happening." Drew cuts in. Leon looks at him. "He used to show me..dead versions of you lot. That's why I used to freak out. That's what happened the day of the crash. The day I got that bruise on my neck, he showed me all the dead wrestlers before choking me. And he..he had the boys tell me I was going to kill them. Kill you all. And I..I can't-" Leon looks away.
"You should of told me Lee. You know I would never judge you" drew sighs. "I hate seeming weak. I hate it." Leon hisses pushing his hair back. Drew hums, running his hand up Leon's torso to fiddle with the cross. "It looks good on you to be honest" drew states. Leon can't help but laugh. "Ill let my pa know you find some hotness to Christianity" Leon smirks pulling drew up. "Dont you dare! I still can't look at him after what you said last Christmas!" Drew protests as his back hits the mattress.
Leon smirks, hovering over the man. "It'll be okay. Right?" Drew asks quietly, cupping Leon's face. "Of course. It always works out for us darling." Leon leans into his touch. Drew smiles slightly. "It always does." Drew nods.
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Athena pauses as a noise catches her ears. She turns away from her siblings and watches in horror at the creature that stares back at her. It's long, lanky frame, it's even longer black greasy hair. It's long fingers and hunched back. It's sharp grin and glowing eyes. Athena can't breathe. She can't speak. She can't move. Her eyes slam shut and that's when the smell of smoke fills her nose.
The smell of smoke and what she can only describe as burning flesh. A hand, thin and agile lands on her shoulder. "Your safe dear. He won't harm you. He's a friend of your pa's." The voice whispers in her ear. It's a warm, comforting voice but it's clearly damaged by fire. "He will keep you safe. We all will. I promise." She explains. 'Friend?' Athena thinks. "A childhood friend. They will always protect you the most" the woman explains.
'Like..imaginary friends?' The woman chuckles. "Thats what parents tell children. Imaginary friends? They are the nice spirits of the world. Your given protector at birth. Only some of us hold the ability to see them as they grow." The woman explains. "Open your eyes."
Athena opens her eyes and the hand disappears, along with the creature. "Ena?" Cas asks, pulling at her arm. "Are you alright? You've been staring at the corner like a creep" Ophelia asks. "Yeah..yeah sorry, just day dreaming." She lies. "Can we get back..." H pauses. "To the game?" Cas asks looking at him. "Yes. Thanks" H nods. "Yeah. Come on." Athena nods.
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Leon sits crossed legged infront of the unboarded up fireplace. He listens to the crackling of the fire and children playing, takes in the feeling of the new rug on his bare legs.
He hums at the memory, the boys ruined the rug within a week of having it. It led to a very upset drew storming around the rug store with a very sugar daddy like Leon behind him.
Leon keeps his eyes on the fire as he picks up the photo that started this whole drama. The photo he knows is perfectly safe and pure on the computer. He stares down at it. His soul growing unsettled at not the shadow of ministry, but the second shadow besides him. A demonic presence no one else has seen.
Leon hums to himself as he removes the photo from the frame. He keeps his eyes on the fire as he throws the photo into it. He ignores the feeling up his spine, the feeling of being watched as the photo burns into embers.
The sound of humming takes over the house.
#wwe#shawn michaels#the undertaker#wwf#hbtaker#undertaker x shawn michaels#shawn x undertaker#leon michaels#drew mcintyre#cassidy michaels#oc characters#leons nightmare#the family of destruction fics#the family of destruction#the scottish warrior and the skeleton king fic#the scottish warrior and the skeleton king
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@ruby-static "ouchie" edition!
Where its just the aftermath of shawn hitting the floor
Shawn: aaAAAAAA
Shawn: oUFF-
Anna watching as shawn comes hurtling back down and landing on the floor with a splat. Anna is amused. Shawn isnt
Anna: holy shit that looked like fun
Shawn: anna i think i broke a rib-
Anna: oh shit nevermind lets get back to the epf-
Its all fun and games until someone gets hurt! Shawn is fine tho he just won't be allowed to do stuff for a bit
Anna: welcome back! Youre doing research again? Whats it about?
Mai: physical traumas caused by man-made objects. Or PTCMM
Anna: you suck at acronyms
Mai: i know
Mai coming back from where she lives and just dropping a big sign saying "therapy for penguins who saw human nonsense"? Absolutely! Anna probably wants to laugh here XD
And the finale!
Dan: i think you're not gonna get a ton of penguins and others here mai. This island is pretty secluded-
"I got hit by a boat propeller"
Dan: yeowch-
"Oh i have a few experiences"
"Yeah so do i"
"Me too"
"God i could write a novel..."
Dan accidentally summons a hoard of penguins who are like "oh yeah their stuff really fucked me up with (insert manner here)"
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Been thinking about Mateo and Shawn lately !! They remind me of myself and my own partner, so I figured maybe i’d... request something based on one of my own experiences. Long story short, I had been with them all day but I was feeling really dizzy and nauseous. I was thinking about my partners gentle way of comforting me, by holding my forehead while i was getting sick or gently running their fingertips on my back. Perhaps you could do something like this with mateo and shawn? Maybe shawn is really out of it and mateo is worried he might bother shawn if he touches him too aggressively (?) i guess? I love their dynamic <33
Thank you all for being patient as I slowly get to requests. This was a super cute one 💕
It was nearing the evening when Shawn started to get tired. As the sun began to set, with golden hour in full swing, he too wanted to dip below the horizon to sleep. He and Mateo had been out all day doing errands and planned to get dinner at a new restaurant, but now Shawn just wanted to go home.
The fatigue and dizziness hit suddenly. It was the nausea that grew steadily stronger as the sun continued to leave for the day. He lazily moved through the store, holding onto the clothing racks to keep himself upright. People must have thought he was drunk with the way he swayed down the aisles.
He eventually found his boyfriend in one of the aisles trying on shoes. Shawn sighed as he found a place to sit next to a pile of shoes that Mateo was considering buying. It was only when he sat down that he realized how weird he felt. He realized that he could have passed out right there if he wanted to. Suddenly his lunch wasn’t sitting so well in his stomach. He looked up at Mateo with half-closed eyes.
“What do you think of these?” Mateo asked as he admired the leather shoes in the mirror.
“You look good in everything,” Shawn said through a yawn, not really looking at the shoes. Still, it wasn’t a lie. Mateo could walk out of here with slippers, and Shawn would be eager to see them kicked off haphazardly at the foot of his bed. Just not today. “Are you almost done? I want to go home soon.”
Mateo spun around, feeling fancy in the new shoes. He wasn’t going to buy them though because he needed more time to decide, and it didn’t look like Shawn had more time – he looked like he was going to fall asleep in the middle of the store. “You don’t want to get dinner at that new Thai place?”
Shawn scrunched up his nose. “My stomach isn’t feeling so good.” The blurriness around his vision wanted to creep closer in, and his head wanted to fall off his shoulder. “Actually, a lot of me isn’t feeling so good.”
After switching the shoes out for his actual pair, Mateo sat on the bench and looked into his boyfriend’s eyes which were bloodshot and glassy. He touched the back of his hand to Shawn’s forehead and pulled back in surprise. “It does feel like you a small fever.”
Shawn groaned and let his head fall on Mateo’s shoulder. “My eyes are burning and I’m dizzy. Will you drive?”
Mateo helped his boyfriend up. “Sure. Anything else bothering you?” It was tough not to fall back into the script that he used for patients, but Shawn didn’t seem to care.
“My stomach.”
“You already said that.”
“Well, it really hurts,” he whined, only half joking because his stomach really was in knots. “Add short term memory loss to the list.”
Getting in the car did not sound like a fun time, but Shawn did so anyway. The ride wasn’t as bad as he thought because he fell asleep before Mateo left the parking lot.
Mateo enjoyed the quiet drive back. Shawn’s car drove smoothly and silently, letting his boyfriend stay asleep the whole time. That might have been a testament to how Shawn was feeling rather than the car’s performance, however. Mateo snuck glances at Shawn’s paler than normal face. The tattoo on his neck stood out even more against the ashen skin.
“We’re here,” Mateo said as he parked the car. Shawn stayed asleep. “Babe, wake up.”
The snoring continued so Mateo got out of the car and came around to the passenger side. He unbuckled Shawn’s seat belt and felt the heat rolling off his body. “Oh boy, you’re really warm,” Mateo mumbled to himself, but it seemed to have startled Shawn from his sleep.
Shawn looked around and squinted. The first thing he registered was the fresh new wave of nausea coursing through his veins. With Mateo’s help, they walked to the door. Shawn’s legs really wanted to buckle under him. “Fuck, that nap did not help. I feel so much worse.”
“Yeah, your fever’s gotten worse too,” Mateo said as he opened the door for his boyfriend. “How’s your stomach?”
“Sick. I think I might puke.”
“You could wait for me in the bathroom while I put our groceries away.” Mateo set their bags down on the counter. “I want to take your temp—or you can crash on the couch. That works too,” he said as he watched Shawn fall onto the soft cushions.
With the thermometer and a bucket, Mateo joined Shawn on the couch. He wasn’t asleep, surprisingly. The grimace on his face told Mateo that he was too nauseous to sleep. His body took up most the couch so Mateo gently lifted Shawn’s head and placed it on his own lap.
Shawn moaned as he was jostled around. When he was settled back down on Mateo’s legs, he let out a heavy exhale. Even while lying down, the room felt like it was spinning around his head.
“Sorry, hon,” Mateo said softly. “Will you put this under your tongue?”
While Shawn held the thermometer in his mouth, Mateo ran his hands through his boyfriend’s hair. He hated hearing Shawn’s heavy breathing which served as a reminder that he was miserable. Mateo decided he would keep gliding his fingers through Shawn’s hair until his breathing slowed down or until the thermometer beeped. Whichever came first.
The thermometer beeped first. The device told him that Shawn’s temperature was sitting just below 102°F. It wasn’t terrible but not great. Still, Mateo never liked to treat anything under 103°F. This was the body’s way of curing itself. Of course, Shawn’s body had other plans to deal with whatever was making him sick, but that was a more unpleasant process.
Shawn groaned and squirmed around on Mateo’s lap. He wanted to stay where he was because Mateo’s fingers felt great, but the nausea was reaching its peak. His belly gurgled loudly, making him curl in on himself.
Mateo heard the gurgled and felt his boyfriend tense up beneath his hand. “Are you gonna be sick? Need the bucket?”
With a hand over his mouth, Shawn nodded quickly. He lifted himself up with his arm, careful not to elbow Mateo in the crotch. He reached for the bucket, but his beautiful boyfriend held it up to his mouth so that he didn’t have to. Shawn still grabbed one side, just to help him aim and to keep him from falling off the couch.
He gagged emptily at first, making his whole body shudder. The nausea filled his mouth with saliva and caused his jaw to quiver. Another gag caught in his throat.
“I’ve got you, just let it happen,” Mateo said while holding the bucket steady. He could feel the strain that it had on Shawn’s body just from the way he shook.
Shawn gagged one last time before a real wave of sick came rushing up his throat. He lurched forward from the force of the heave. With his eyes squeezed shut and tears gathering on his lashes, he heard the splatter of sick as it hit the bottom of the bucket.
A mix between a cough and a heavy exhale followed a wet burp. Shawn’s chest moved rapidly as he tried to catch his breath in between retches. “Ugh everything hurts, Teo.”
Mateo’s go-to choice of comfort in this instance would be to rub Shawn’s back or stomach but he hesitated when he heard the pain in the boy’s voice. Shawn’s body was already tense and flooded with misery; he didn’t know if his boyfriend wanted to be touch that much. In the past there had been times when Shawn was too overwhelmed for any extra stimuli. Sometimes he couldn’t stand having his shirt rub against his skin when he was sick.
“I’m sorry, baby,” Mateo said gently, with his free hand hovering awkwardly in the air. “Will it help if I rub your back?”
Shawn swallowed thickly, aware that a second bout was coming. “Maybe. Can you do it lightly…you know, like the tracing.”
Mateo knew exactly what he was talking about. Sometimes when neither of them could sleep, they took turns tracing shapes on each other’s back with their fingertips. It started out as a game to guess the pictures, but it quickly turned into random patterns that left goosebumps on their arms.
With the lightest touch, Mateo started at the top of Shawn’s spine and slowly worked his way down. Then he circled back up to the base of his neck, taking his time to make each touch gentle.
When he felt the muscles in Shawn’s back tense up, he quickly lifted his hand in fear that he hurt him. Shawn just belched up another gush into the bucket. Without a second to breathe, he was bringing up the next wave of stomach contents. Shawn gasped for air and went right back into it with a groan.
“Shh, shh, it’ll be over soon,” Mateo whispered as resumed his gentle tracing.
For a long time, Mateo kept up the gentle movement of his hands, even when the vomiting seemed to have tapered off into plain old hellish nausea. It’s the worst feeling of still being nauseous when the puking stops, but that’s the land where Shawn found himself after wiping the bile from his lips.
Physically exhausted, Shawn slumped back down on Mateo’s lap. His throat was raw and his abdomen screamed from the work. Every breath hurt. But the one thing that made it easier to deal with was the pitter patter of soft fingertips on his back. It reminded him of peaceful rain during an afternoon nap.
“That feels nice,” he sighed and closed his eyes.
Mateo smiled. He kept his voice low because he could see that Shawn’s breathing was slowing down. “Do you feel better?”
“A little.” Shawn yawned. “I could actually fall asleep.”
“Then fall asleep. I won’t stop.”
Mateo was pleased that he didn’t hear a response. He was pleased to hear Shawn’s breathing even out. As promised, he danced his fingertips across his boyfriend’s back, at least until he too fell asleep.
#emeto#emetophilia#emeto fic#sickfic#stomach flu#stomach bug#fever fic#fever#my ocs#Shawn#Mateo#fluff#fluffy#comfort#vomiting#puking
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Is there gonna be a third part for Deserved It🥺
Deserve You+#
Word count:1.7k
A/N: Everyone say thank youu anon for reminding me lmaoo. This was supposed to be posted tomorrow but I got excited soo
“Pete, please just let me explain.” You whimpered, your voice and spirit growing weak. It felt hopeless, like maybe you really had lost him for good.
Your fist knocked lightly against the wood of the hotel room door, the sound reverberating down the silent hallway. Anxiety filled you, this wasn’t your first time knocking. You had been here for fifteen minutes and were completely unsuccessful so far.
You were pleasantly surprised when you heard fumbling from inside, not expecting them to answer. When the door swung open you were met with the sight of Colson towering over you, an unimpressed glare being shot your way
“He can’t hear you, he’s in the shower. Now stop, you’re pissing me off.”
“Please.”
“What do you want?” The question was more of a statement, letting you talk only to get you to leave.
“Is he okay?” You ask, sniffling.
“What the fuck do you think?”
“Please, I just wanna make it better.“ You plead
“Then go the fuck home.” He replies, shutting the door halfway before opening it again “And stop fucking knocking.” He adds, shutting the door in your face. Sighing, your back slides down the door, admitting defeat.
As you sat in the all too quiet hallway you found yourself wondering if maybe it meant more than you would like to admit. Maybe Colson was right, would you have kissed Shawn if he had never walked in? Would you have even ever told Pete if you did? Would you even regret it?
Tears began to well up in your eyes at the thought. Who were you kidding? Of course you’d regret it, who cares what everyone else thinks? You knew better than anyone that leaving Pete for Shawn would be the downgrade of a lifetime, and the fact that people based the opposite assumption purely over their own ideals of beauty was fucked up. Pete treated you better than Shawn ever did, he made you feel more than Shawn ever could. He made you a better person, you couldn’t believe your judgement had lapsed that badly, even for so much as a second.
Your head knocked against the door twice, trying to bang the anxious thoughts directly from their source, before the door swung open, the tall blonde giving you a single disapproving look when he spotted you on the floor.
“Is it the pizza?” You could hear Pete ask from inside. Right, you hadn’t gotten the chance to eat dinner
“Nah, it’s just Rook. I’ll be right back, you got the door for me?”
“Yeah, I got it.” Pete replied, his voice hoarse. You could only imagine he’d been crying.
You glanced up at Colson from your place on the floor, embarrassed.
“Just let me talk to him.”
“No.”
“He's not a baby, he doesn't need you to protect him.” You mumble
“No, but he cares about you. A lot. A-fucking-lot a lot, and I know if I let him out here and he sees you crying he’ll run right back into your arms.”
“I just wanna see him. I hurt him and it's killing me to know I can't hold him and make him feel better. I just wanna hold him.” You say, your voice cracking.
“Why don’t you just leave him alone and call Shawn instead so he can cheat on you again and you can go on another fucking bender and pretend like theres something interesting about your life.”
“Fuck you.” You retort, although you know his anger is the only reason for his words
“Fuck you too, (Y/N). Who took care of you after you went on your little fucking bender? Pete. Who helped you through the breakup? Pete. Who was with you when you felt like the whole world hated you even though you did nothing wrong? Pete. Who was there for you, romantic or not, whenever you needed him? Pete.If you really want to apologize you need to wipe those fucking tears, take a breath, clean yourself up, and fucking apologize without guilting him into saying its okay.”
“Okay, Okay. I’m not Casie.”
“Damn right you’re not, cause my daughter would’ve never pulled this dumb shit in the first place. And get off the fucking floor, you look pathetic.” He scolds, watching as you stand up, still almost a foot shorter than him. Colson turns around, pushing the door open as it was only half shut. You peer inside, trying to catch sight of Pete, but seeing only a piece of the hallway.
You remained on the floor, not daring to knock once again out of fear Colson might call security on you.
Your head ticked up curiously when you heard someone walking down the hallway, looking up to see Rook making his way towards you. Glancing down at you, he knocked, waiting for a moment before Colson was walking out of the door. Colson looked down at you as well, mild disgust gracing his features before he was walking down the hallway alongside Rook, the two boys disappearing into the elevator.
Pete walked out five minutes later, hoping you hadn’t given up and left. His eyes lit up when he saw you, first reaction being to fix the pout that was stamped on your face.
“Oooh, you got in trouble.” Pete teases, shutting the door behind himself and taking a seat next to you on the carpeted floor, not entirely caring that it was dirty as long as you were right down there with him.
“You heard?”
“It’s a hotel door, not a soundproof barrier.” He jokes, looking at you “Yeah, I heard everything. Listen, he shouldn’t have said any of that to you. He was angry, that’s all.”
“Don’t defend me.” You reply, looking over to meet his eyes. Pete purses his lips, his eyes filling with tears
“I’m always gonna defend you.” He says, his eyes leaving yours as he does, landing on the floor instead. The tone of his words are less reassuring and more disappointed. You thought for a moment he would cry, but he didn’t. His hand never even so much as came up to wipe his tears. Another brief silence fell over you, one more and you think you’d rip your hair out. You were unsure if you should wrap your arms around him the way you wanted to, the last thing you wanted to do was manipulate him into telling you what you did wasn’t a problem.
“I get it.” Pete says, breaking the silence.
“What?” You ask, your voice surprising even you in the midst of such stillness, feeling foreign and unlike your own
“I get if you want to be with him,” Your eyes meet once again as he says this “I won’t hate you.” He assures, his lips pushing together in a sad, half smile. You stared at him, examining his features and what you had done to him, but in Pete’s mind you were weighing out your options, and everytime Shawn came out on top. He was so caught up in his own mind he almost didn’t catch it when you began shaking your head.
“Oh thank god, cause he’s back at our place right now and we fucked on our bed-” Pete’s head tilted down in disappointment, focusing on his tattooed fingers. You laughed, punching his arm lightly “No, I want you dummy. Why else would I be humiliating myself by crying in a la quinta hallway. What's up with that, by the way? Colson doesn’t have the money to put you up somewhere better? You just got your heart broken.” Pete cracked a smile, his gaze shifting up to the door.
“I know the breakup was hard for you, and everything after it too. I guess I can understand just wanting something before it felt like the world turned it’s back to you.”
“No. I don’t want that, I don’t want Shawn. Sappy love songs, extravagant vacations, waking up early to exercise, flirting publicly as fan service, the perfect family-”
“Okay, okay we get it. He has a dad.” He laughs “Stop rubbing it in.”
“And actually nice hotels, seriously what the fuck is this.” You laughed, your heart swelling with love when you managed to make Pete smile “It’s just not who I am anymore. I’m late nights watching TV, laughing by the fridge when we get up at 3am to make snacks cause we have the munchies. I'm sitting in your backyard with you, your mom and your sister while we eat dinner and breathe the fresh air and look at the stars. I’m going on walks cause we’re depressed and need the sun to convince us we’re okay again. You changed me in the best ways, baby. I don’t want anything else.” You stared at the ceiling, vivid images flashing through your mind, thinking who you are now is so much more beautiful than who you were then.
You hadn’t even realized Pete was crying until he sniffled, your gaze drifting back over to him, the sight breaking your heart.
“Fucking lame.” He replies, both of his hands coming up to wipe his eyes, his sweatshirt pulled over his hands. You reach over, wrapping your arms around him and pulling him into your grasp. Laying there in peaceful silence, you find yourself running your hands through his hair, inhaling his scent and letting his body warm your own. You felt yourself calm down for the first time tonight with him in your arms.
The moment was broken as someone exited their hotel room, glancing down at the two of you on the floor before making their way to the pool, towel flung over their shoulder. Pete and you shared a look of amusement as he walked away, stifling your laughter until he made it to the elevator.
“Come on, let's go inside.” He says, trying the doorknob. There’s a thump sound as it moves a bit and stops, his eyebrows furrowing in confusion before giving it another try. You tilted your head, looking at the doorknob and to Pete as a look of realization overtook his features.
“I forgot my key.” He sucks his teeth, shaking his head as you laugh from your place on the floor.
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