#its so fucking hhhhhh

[polarseven]

absolutely nothing, and I mean NOTHING could have prepared me for the end of episode 1 and all of episode 2 of scott pilgrim takes off why is this happening. what is going on. They're toying with us. keep going

#scott pilgrim takes off #scott pilgrim #its so FUCKING GOOD #also i didnt block spoiler tags and already saw a screetshot of a spoiler #hhhhhh im upset but itll be FINE

[gregoftom]

why they always putting tom’s bpd ass on blast like this smh

#tomgreg #LIKE ITS RIDIC AHKJASADHAHA #now that i think about it all the signs are there pretty early on but s4 they just went fuck it. bpd time #from him being like YOULL DO THAT WITH MATSSON BUT NOT WITH ME?? :((( he's so hurt greg would refuse it with HIM but not matsson #even though it's nothing to do with greg's feelings for the person; he did it with matsson to stay on his good side/get info #tom is like RAARRR NO FRIENDLY. ONLY GET INFO and greg is like but i Need to to get the info. tom: NO TALK. ONLY SPONGE #anyone else to greg: h tom: no #and THEN making him take it like CMON CMON i am Not taking this alone! my favourite person is doing it with me! >:( #do it with me or i'll kill you haha :) #also greg doing coke from tom's wrist bye. Bye that was Really Something. h. hhhhhh. dog to his master's hand. #sigh. sigh. sigh

[dreamingvampyre]

neil newbom found my awful terrible horrendous tweet about astarion and called me filthy and im trying so hard to cope with it.

#im so #i found out when i woke up this morning #my brain started convincing myself this wasnt real #i blocked out my twt name here but its literally #litterally the first fucking comment innthat STUPID IGN VIDEO #GRAAA #KILLING MYSELF #NOT REALLY #astarion #bg3 #dreamingvampyre #tavsona #im so sorry neil newbon #oh my god #it was the worst comment in the video #hhhhhh #whatever im okay #maybe #no #idk #help #bg3 astarion #baldurs gate astarion #baldurs gate iii #baldurs gate 3

[roomy-ghosted]

So…that’s a parallel i guess-

#tulip olsen #simon laurent #infinity train #Tulip’s able to escape whilst Simon fucking couldnt if Grace didn’t show up #im absolutely dying #/pos #but yeah no absolute PAIN #ITS A FUCKING PARALLEL I #hshfhdnana i have e m o t i o n s over this dudes- like holy fuck- #i dont cate if its been pointed oit before stfu im feeling- #HHHHHH #im #imf cukkng feeeling #i could say so much on this but itd be a MESS #Literally fucking hell- #Simon's incident happened before Tulip's timeline wise but was made after and I feel it in my fucking bones the animators decided to make #this intentional #also can i just say little simon is very dapper in his silly little vest #good for him honestly

[lucyvaleheart]

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#goddamnit its too early to be having a breakdown #why why why why #i hate it ugh #still so goddamn stressed still so desperate and painful and ugghhhhhh #im. hhhh im just. ssuch a burden on everyone around me #want to crawl into a hole and never come out #I'm so tired and painful and #ggods #maybe i should just kill myself i dunno christ #I'm #hhhhhh....... #can't fucking do anything #I'm so tired of myself #so tired #so so so tired #I'm. I'm so tired

[ritz-writes]

me: *hears the new owl city song* oh damn this is rlly good

me after my 3rd listen: man this would make a really good animated. its got macaque vibes.

me after my 4th listen: oh, its got wukong vibes too actually.

me after my 5th listen: of yeah this is hella wukong core

me after my 6th listen: ...... *writes down a small animatic idea, with time stamps*

me now: *staring at my ipad and apple pencil that I haven't touched in month* oh no

#GUYS IM SCARED #I HAVENT DRAWN IN MONTHS #AND I STILL WANT WRITE #BUT THIS IDEA #ITD BE SUPER SHORT #LIKE 30-40 SECONDS #AND ITS BE RLLY SKETCHY AND SHITTY #BUT I THINK IMA TRY #lmk #lego monkie kid #lmk wukong #lmk sun wukong #lmk monkey king #lmk mk #cuz hes gonna be there too #OH FUCK IVE NEVER DRAWN THEM BEFORE #OKAY ITS FINE THIS IS FINE #THIS IS JUST TO GET IT OUT OF MY SYSTEM IT IS NOT GONNA LOOK GOOD #guys im so nervous what if my apple pencil is mad at me #hhhhhh

[skimmeh]

The dsmp needed to end, stories just work like that, but also it didn't need to be bulldozed in the progress.

Why a reset ending is so cheap in this situation, is because it makes all that the story go through and characters just ...void. and that just does not sit right.

Like I could go one theorising about why they decided to end it like that, but I won't ...cos fuck that.

It sucked, it was a shitty ending, and honestly I thank cc like Wilbur, philza, Niki, sorta Ranboo and even fucking- ConnerEatsPants ...for giving their characters a semi satisfying end in comparison.

For my own sanity cDream is dead, and cclingyduo are off somewhere safe living their lives and shit.

I just look forward to cc from the dsmp branching out from it, telling new stories in different worlds. Or fuck it ...making completely different content all together.

The dsmp ..or at least season one will forever be so fucking important to me, I still loved it and will continue to think and draw the characters as much as that still gives me enjoyment, this isn't me saying I'm 'leaving the fandom' or whatever.

You're talking to a guy who was making content for six years straight after undertale came out, just cos something concluded doesn't mean you can't make and enjoy content from it.

And I hope y'all still stick around for my art!

#hhhhhh #after what philza said after his lore is making me say my opinions on the internet HAH #just ...fuck man #i do not like ccdream.... and do not support him as a creator #hhhhhhhh but man .... fucking hell UGH #im still drawing dsmp shit #i still got that au that ive been working so fucking hard on #but ill also probably be draaing more hermitcraft and life series stuff too #EVEN ORIGINS NOW!! cos ive been watch philza a tubbo play it recently and it has been inspiring me #like ....man ..its sucks ...cos ctommy means so much to me ...and he wuite possibly was done the most dirty #for my sanity...im just ignoring the reset ending and season two #dsmp rant #idk i feel like i should tag that #i do not like talking much about lound opinions online...as i get pretty destressed over conflict #so i understand wanting to filter that shit out

[ghosttownwherenoonegoes]

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#im so pissed off today #the wind is pissing me off bc it keeps making my braids go behind me and get stuck on my bagzips and ouch #work is pissing me off bc my work senior booked me for overtime without asking #uni is pissing me off bc i can't find the time for it and its my dream and im ruining it #I'm pissing myself off bc im annoyed and angry at everything today #im tryinf so hard not to snap at people but jesus christ i have had enough #i woke up angry and frustrated and im trying hard not to show it #and to keep doing what i gotta bc this whole situation with uni is my own fault #and also I'm angry bc i wanna write comfort but i have no time other than 10 mins here or there #im being eaten alive but theres no chance to bite back and hhhhhh fuck this im so done #says the woman doing it anyway🙃🙃🙃 #i want uncle wayne and eddie💔 #but also i dont bc i wouldn't want them to see me like this

[opens-up-4-nobody]

Me before watching Naruto: I bet I'm gonna get obsessed with kakashi or itachi bc im a stupid emo edgelord

Me 276 episodes into shippuden, laying on the floor crying: U don't understand. U don't UNDERSTAND. Iruka sensei is the only valid adult. This whole fucking story starts with him and his empathy and his kindness. And I love him so MUCH!!!!

#i dont see him for 20 eps and im like hm wonder when well wee my old pal iruka. hes a cool guy. i feel normal abt him #and then he shows up and im like. FUCK. im gonna throw up. how his he so !!!!! #and its so fucking frustrating bc like hes a genuinely good person but hes still fucking brainwashed by konoha #its like hes looking at the problems and reacting to them personally but he cant see how fucked the system is #hhhhhh iruka my beloved. sometimes when i run my internal monolog is just me ranting to myself abt how this minor character is like the #pivotal character of the series bc like its kinda true????? like he started the cycle of kindness with naruto and now naruto is gonna save #the world. or at least thsts what he supposed to do #but whatever. im normal. i feel very normal #but also i was kinda right abt my kakashi attachment but also i kinda project onto him too much which makes me want to kick him down the #stairs. u kno how it is. very normal #unrelated #naruto

[babsaros]

this is a secret none of you fuckers are allowed to repeat but. stardew valley is boring as shit

#and the only character i'm interested enough in to romance. literally doesn't care to talk to you at all for the first like. #fuck how long does shane not give a shit about you #we got to day 10 and im just. theres nothing else to do here holy shit #yes i can go to the farm and just spend all my energy clearing rocks but like #holy shit i would literally be kicking rocks for smth to do #hhhhhh #sorry have to get this out of my system #like. im sorry im not playing the fucking fishing minigame shoot me about it. #the dungeon crawl is. tedious. being as generous as i can here #and half the time its fucking raining so i dont even have to water crops #i really really tried i swear to god i tried to have fun #i lasted 10 days #:////////////

[rexscanonwife]

READING THE CLONE WARS NOVELIZATION AGAIN

#jane journals #self insert talk #💙 oh captain my captain 💙 #shfjgmg this s gonna be rushed and rambly #but HHHHHH REX CALLING VENTRESS 'SWEETHEART' HAD ME LIKE 😳😳😳😳💖😳💖😳💖😳💖💘💘💘 #IT WAS JUST IN HIS HEAD BUT STILL #I HAD TO COVER MY FACE IM FUCKING LOSING IT #THIS MAAAAN #ough and its the part where ventress is trying to get him to give up anis location #and in the novel when she uses the mind trick on him hes actually PRETENDING to be influenced #and he speaks to anakin in a way that he knows ani would recognize right away as NOT REX #OUGFH HES SO SMART MY SMART CAPTAIN 😭🥺🥺💖💖💖 #and speaking of ani MORE REXWALKER PROPAGANDA IN THIS #its really growing on me tbh #i think i gotta explore a poly thing again heheh

[frosty-the-killer-doll]

you're telling me winn schott is lucifer fucking morningstar?

#anyway just saw the first four eps of hazbin hotel i thought everything was mediocre #and most of the songs arent memorable (this is coming from someone that likes the songs from the zombies trilogy) #a lot of the canon “”“redesigns”“” feel pointless when they're all the fucking same basically #i only actually liked masquerade but. it had its problems. #to my original point of why i watched the series: is angel dust being a glorified sex slave handled with tact? #yeah in One episode for a few minutes #in that same episode everyone gets pissed at husk for rejecting angel when angel has been harassing him all week #so. hhhhhh

[lordsooga]

Just got some News and ive got a job interview and then my thesis presentation and then the thesis paper’s deadline all within a week so ill be MIA while im freaking out about THAT

#my god #but after that it might be DONE #i fucking hope it is anyway #WOULDNT THAT BE NICE #HHHHHH #just gotta survive this week is all #and the presentation isnt graded #so as long as its not.........................terrible??? #oh my god and the interview is probably all in german help me #tc talks

[jorvikzelda]

sometimes you feel a little sad. and when you feel a little sad the perfect cure is OBVIOUSLY to hop on silly horse game and play dress-up

#the animations worked WONDERFULLY to give me this picture that in and of itself made me less sad #and also this outfit feels not only extremely zelda but also pretty me so i might stick with it for a while #ssoblr #sso #Hhhhhh its weird and silly how much putting a silly pride bow on a silly pixel horse can make you feel things #i'm still questioning. i feel like i will ALWAYS be questioning i feel like thats okay i feel like for the most part im just queer #but sometimes its nice to put words to things #and sometimes in the middle of your long bike home you realise in your little head that youre probably at least a fair bit aromantic #i mean ive realised before. but it takes several realisations to really get there doesnt it? #im still questioning for sure and probably more aroSPEC than full aromantic but like #it feels right NOW. and it feels right for how ive been feeling for some time #and thats enough to warrant putting an aromantic pride bow on my pixel horse i think. #I ate a bowl of tomato soup while making this post and it was REALLY fucking good

[ambagelbraindump]

so uh. I asked her out

#hhhhhh I hope I didn’t fuck anything up #its fine probably? #I don’t know what I’m doing I’m just gay and stupid #it was over disc as soon as I got home so she’s driving rn and won’t see it for a while

[love-has-a-way-ofgrowingbackward]

we HAVE to see crowley and aziraphales joint miracle power shatter everything and everyone. I HAVE TO SEE IT. THE POWER OF LOVE ETC. GOD.

#i think i love crowley now #like i didnt fully understand their relationship in season 1 but i do now. and i kinda think im a crowley person #shes so gender #god i loved that kiss it's such a display of emotion #i dunno how theyre gonna play out the feelings in the next season. it probably wont be another kiss. maybe theyll hold hands real hard #but. i really wanna see emotional displays in angels and demons and THEM #i wanna see feelings in their EYES. like we did in the last episode. i want it to leave me speechless #crowley was so vulnerable and aziraphale there and i was kinda uncomfortable watching such an intimate scene #but i couldn't tear my eyes away if i tried #i saw it with my homophobic brother so that took some of my attention from it so i need to watch it alone again #i want to see them love each other so deeply #and so cosmically #i want their love to make the idiots from heaven and hell realise how pointless and insignificant their pettiness is #because it kinda annoyed me in season 2 #no one wants to hear about your arresting of an archangel theres important things going on here #like maggie and nina and crowley and aziraphale #hhhhhh they're making me lose my fucking mind #speaking of which i wanna see crowley lose his fucking mind #i hope he doesnt completely abandon the bookshop. it could be symbolic. #the bookshop was something they created. its a pretty recurring symbol #mannnnn. #what would it be like for aziraphale to see crowley still looking after the bookshop. tending to their love like a houseplant. #god crowley. #the scene makes me wanna throw up. #the way he looks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #i cant express it through the screen but there is anguish and disbelief and desperation and protest in my voice!!!!! #them!!!!!! #and her!!!!!!!!! literally look at crowley. #they're experiencing shrimp emotions #good omens