#its so fuckingweird i didnt do any mod/whatever that would mess w my tray files

[simsfromupthere]

DOG WHATTHE ACTUAL FUCK a bunch of households (trays) and saves i had on my game completely disappeared (which means i most likely lost a good chunk of the sims from my randos cas dump post including one i was starting a gameplay with) and also on another weird note all of the reshade i had downloaded (with the same reshade version) completely disappeared from my game/bin folder, i legit cant tjink of anything i could’ve done outside of just straight up deleting those files manually (which i obviously didnt lol) and it went back to being super laggy, i swear evrry time i start enjoying playing this game again EA sneaks into my room at 3AM and hits me on both shins with a rusty metal bar, like dude idk im actually so fucking frustrated over this shit rn that i legit don’t even feel motivated or whatever to open my game atm anymore to try to maybe remake or make new cas randos or start new/play old saves, i feel genuinely sad and frustrated Lol

#text post #im not gonna give up on thegame or anything cause i do like it despite #its weird and constant fucking me over #but atm i feel like i lost all will to open it honestly #its so fuckingweird i didnt do any mod/whatever that would mess w my tray files #or my game/bin files of all the things for thematyer #ijust feel frustrated cause im pretty sure its near impossible to retrieve tray files that’ve been seemingly randomly wiped from my docs #god i just don’t know dude notto be dramatic #but when i finally got my game sorted and was able to gameplay smoothly-ish #i was prett much using ts4 as an escapr from chaotic life and my absolutely shitty deteriorating mental stability #even making sims in CAS sort of helped me feel less garbage about my awful agonizing creative block #so not to be dramatic but being dramatic this only confirms life will take anything doesnt matter how small and insignificant it is #that gives me any degree of distraction and fun to maybe see if it can break me down faster lol #tw vent #tw mental health