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nightdrawz · 2 months
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does your oc have any powers or is just useless
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Send asks for him if youd like,,,or dont,,,no one cares,,,wait no i do
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slutdge · 9 months
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my brain is not on so i hope this makes sense but forced institutionalization of all kinds will never be leftist and it will always do harm like i know yall cryptolibs that get all your knowledge of leftism from memes and think you dont need to read any theory think some forms of institutionalization are ok but like. no they are not. the answer will always be compassion and rectifying the symptoms of society that, by current laws, forces someone into institutionalization in the first place. yes this includes psychiatric institutionalization. psych wards and institutions do very little to treat people, and in a lot of cases actually make them worse. youve never experienced psychiatric abuse and it fucking shows. have a nice day.
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eggbagelz · 5 months
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gale voice here feel the pulse of the magic in my heart that will eventually be the end of me. im on my knees before you like an animal showing its belly. im in excrutiating pain bc of the contact with the magic in my heart but please dont take your hand away please dont stop touching me
#gale of waterdeep#paydja plays baldur's gate#the relationship a lot of the companions have with their bodies is fucking fascinating#but gale and karlach's relation to their heart and to human contact is particularly compelling#i cant say who has it worse bc thats a stupid comparison to make when they both have hearts that could literally detonate at any moment#[ik that karlach cant do human contact at all and gale cant but im talking abt emotionally significant contact which is smth they share]#but rn im focusing on gale ill talk abt karlach later#hes so interesting like hes initially played as arrogant but i think that whole thing with mystra#really fucked him up bc he talks abt himself like hes. not a means to an end per se but u get the gist#you can see the way he talks abt sense and sensuality and emotional connection but as soon as you actually offer it via flirting or just#genuine compliments hes always surprised and always changes the subject#partially out of like. emotiona damage and partially bc he doesnt want to go boom#ANYWAY WHAT IM SAYING IS hes in pain bc of the contact being made with the magic that makes up his heart but#by god please dont take your hand away. please dont stop touching him. please#i hate this fucking game i hate it so much#chattering#sorry for the analysis it WILL happen again#im talking abt gale rn bc hes my favourite and currently the character i know the most about via gameplay#but there is PLENTY i can say abt everyone#god i keep saying this but its like why are you so good sometimes and also so bad. fucking Larian.
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today is not a good day
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One thing to know about you: What’s your favorite video game? :)
hey okay ahhh. it took me a bit to get back to this cause i genuinely had to think about it- jst because while yeah i DO play a lot of games, i have a habit of not finishing them??? its a whole thing BUT.
its down between two for me- and yeah its hunter-core of me to say this, but BUT BUT- TLoZ twilight princess really really has stuck with me.
as it being my first zelda game/introduction to the series i got it used on whim and literally have over 100 hours in a save file (look- you CAN clear it in shorter time but i just was really into it-) and its a game ive actually replayed two or three times in full??? its just such a good zelda game (people will talk shit about the wii version but gamecube prices/the hd port to wii u istg- i WILL settle for motion controls- actually they didnt bother me too???). i just like the entire gritty feeling of the world and how realistic it looks. its mature while also the standard linear progression to pre botw zelda. botw is good- but its one of those games i said earlier about not finishing haha. twilight princess is just THAT. like it hooked me. same with the entire soundtrack and just- mannnn i cant even explain it! skyward sword is good too- but i just hold tp closer from the zelda games ive played (which arent many but i really think theyre cool as someone who only had a knowledge of solely nintendo=mari> for years, branching out on their other ips was a cool experience).
and the other one would be the 2018 insomniac spider-man game. when i played it FAR after its release (like in 2022 lmao) i just couldnt put it down. like everything from the combat to how fluid the web-slinging feels- it all just flowed so naturally to where it engrossed me as a whole. i fully wasted an entire weekend to beat the entire mf game. THATS how into it i was 💀😭.
oh and the ending of the story literally made me almost cry. AUGH. im not gonna spoil it but damn </3. i really would like to get a ps5 eventually to play though the sequel. miles morals eventually too- ik that ones pretty short so it shouldnt be that long. uhhh- im not even like a superhero person either- like im not diehard into the marvel universe but i just really heard such things about it over the years and it delivered for me.
i could probably say honorable mentions with neo: the world ends with you or doom 3. its a whole thing. i mainly play anime games (not alllllll the time but a lot of my ps4 library consists of anime games.)
I KNOW im rambling but in conclusion, twilight princess and 2018 spider-man (NOT the remaster on ps5. the og ps4 version. its just better. trust me.)
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sapphire-heart-tippy · 6 months
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Okay, I gotta say, if Mr Dude ever decided to write an actual legit backstory and stuff for Vanilla and give us a more detailed background on who my man is and where he came from and what his deal is-
I might either have to edit a looooot of stuff in the Sapphire Heartverse
Or the SHV will have to be a SUPER alternate universe where Vanilla was an orphan and wanted to be a gymnast, and he was kicked out on the streets and found Dio and Dio took him in and let him live there under the condition he will be his servant for the rest of his life- you know the deal As much as I would love more content of Vanilla... There's always the giant chance that my backstory for him missed the mark completely and Vans was like, a stripper or something (which is a VERY popular headcanon I have seen heehee-)
Also, my heart would be racing out of my chest, I would probably genuinely need to calm myself down. My tender little heart pounds out of my chest whenever I see that man
(also considering the fact Araki didn't like drawing Vanilla because of the dorky leotard, I don't think he'd want to even look at the guy ever again. So I'm good! .... for now.... but there's always a chance... dios mio mi corazon no lo soporta...)
Also thank you for showing me fan art of Vanilla every now and then, it brightens my day always always!! /genuine
Also also, if there ever comes the day when Vanilla gets more content or a backstory or something, and you decide to tell me... just know that, to me, it feels like you're telling me that my crush is planning on asking me out...
I wouldn't get butterflies in my tummy, I would get HUMMINGBIRDS /figure of speech
That would make me hyperventilate like S.pongeb.ob flippin out over losing his nametag! /positive
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leezuhh · 10 months
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the xenophobia in genshin is crazyyy 😭
#likeeee within the own game world u have paimon being the stupid lil 'voice' of the player thats literally just used to say rude shit#that u cant even refute.... like the worst offenders is that she straight up says shit like 'theyre fatui u cant trust them'#or 'theyre eremites u cant trust them'#like thats crazy how the two groups we 'cant trust' are based on russians and middle easterners????#anyways i like this game but i have SO many gripes about random shit like this thats bad#some really specific combat stuff annoys me#like umm why does yelan's hydro aimed shot cooldown at a set rate when not fighting but not while fighting?? why not just make it the same?#or why cant shieldwall mitachurls take damage from behind their shields if u shoot them FROM BEHIND?? the shot literally goes thru them#it just makes using ganyu super annoying bc i use her cryo construct skill to divert the enemies so i can shoot them but with shieldwalls#they turn away and then i just still cant do damage until theyre attacking?? even if theyre frozen??#hashtag just combat mechanics that dont make sense#also why tf do you sometimes just randomly lose grip on walls ur climbing and start sliding down like ?????#i always seem to go off on the tags of my own posts and never in the post itself huh. i coulda just written all this#anyways this post inspired by zhongli story quest starting with - archeologist guy who paimon immediately goes OH NO A FATUI DROP UR WEAPON#like im sorry since when are we teyvats cop?also the dude literally isnt holding a weapon which he points out but the game still makes u go#'hes fatui we have to be cautious' when the dude is nothing but nice. imagine ur doing ur job and some random girl and her floating toddler#try to fucking arrest you for literally just chilling#anyways and then the dude is like sure you can come along :) for no reason when we were just a dick#bc they have no idea how to write meaningful/realistic npcs jesus christ#sure ppl are like 'who cares its a random NPC' i care its literally so annoying and doesnt make me want to play ur stupid game#also not to mention the pyramid quest in the desert where (worst npc) tirzad is like 'we cant trust these two (his bodyguards!!) -#- because they're eremites' and yeah its whatever disproven by jebrael and jeht being the most slayful NPCs in the game#but paimon still AGREES WITH HIM?? and at that point i was like ok so this sucks but whatever but then#as if that isnt enough after jeht joins the tanit later or wtv u have to go through a whole questline that literally ends w dismantling#their entire village?? its very much reflective of rhetoric like how jeht is the 'only good one of '''them'''' aka thinly veiled racism#like oh its fine because SHE is 'one of the good ones' no fuck you wth#and no having like 2 desert npcs in the archon quest be nice doesnt make up for some of the crazy racist shit they say in the sumeru quests#umm anyways. cant wait for fontaine where the number of characters with non snow white skin will once again be reduced to 0#because they're french right and poc dont exist in france :( /s#this is probably the longest rant ive ever gone on for this game i literally paused the game to type all that 😭
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sunnydice · 9 months
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man.
#i had this whole post ive been trying to formulate for so so long. abt my issues w ceewilbur and ccwilburisms and#to clarify i do like cwilb he is one of my faves. ik it may seem i wanna bite his arm off smtimes and i Do but#its mostly bitterness directed to the stuff Around him if that makes sense. yk the response to lots abt him#the way the overcompensation abt how he can be villanized swinging into a state where he Cant and never Did and wrong and if you critique#or acknowledge it you get snipped at and demeaned and treated like its a targeted hit on the mentally ill when its like#a mild disagreement with one of the most popular characters in the fanbase Easily#and w cc wil i do think he is just sm guy. im sure he's a nice dude idrc abt the ccs usually but he seems alright enough even tho he has v#goofy ahh takes and opinions but that doesnt make you Evil#but when i dive into what really has made me feel so alienated and snippy its. llmao its the racism yeah lol its super very much the racism#its very very prevelent and very common and very unchallenged. and it like. upsets me so bad its why i keep bailing on making my actual#full detailed post abt it. cuz everytime i try to formulate my thoughts i just get upset and frustrated i wanna rip my hair out#its hard not to feel like im talking to a wall when its so common and unchecked and. ive seen rightful critiques of these spaces and how#ppl interact with them Openly Mocked and brushed aside and treated like 'petty sensative internet drama' that ppl need to 'just get over'#sorry man im a fucking 🇲🇽 i cant exactly log off and Stop Experiencing Racism. and sorry that me feeling alienated and tired and sad abt#it is an inconvenience for you llol#and like idk. im not upset w anyone in particular this isnt a call out post or vague who give a shit and.#eh maybe im stupid but i really really believe a lot of ppl arent doing it on purpose#its just bein parroted ik i get it but#am i rlly not allowed to be tired? why should it feel like my responsibility to hold ppls hand and go hey mb treat poc and darker skinned#ppl like ppl. maybe you should examine why you need so many things made palatable to you through conventionally attractive whiteness first#idk. idk!!! am i crazy who fucking knows#but it has been weighing on me stupid style so bad#the shrinking fanbase and primarily yk common stragglers has just. rlly felt like a magnifying glass to my already existing issues abt it#idk man. idk im tired and im at work its 100°+ and my head hurts so this is all yr getting. lea me alone#and again this isnt a vague who Cares. just wanted to get it off my chest finally#huri.txt#discourse#<- ig
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surpriserose · 1 year
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I had to rage annotate the edgy slam poetry
#Listen my poetry skills are rusty like most pf my writing analysis skills but like this sucks right?#Like i know almost rhymes are a thing but this shit does not seem intentional so its just kind of nothing and its not like its doing almost#Rhymes to unseat the reader or like idk not to go game of thrones mode but subvert the readers expectations#And its slam poetry so it doesnt need to but still theyre there#And theres the alliteration of sounds for one line and thats it!!!!!!! You arent doing anything fun or interesting with it!!!!#Also how do puddles fly and sheets wither like puddles are known for being...on the ground and sheets are like?????? Girl living things#Wither not sheets like say wrinkled but oh sorry i forgot thats not edgy enough mr puts guts berserks backstory in my slam poetry#Also like i know the sheets are red because ooohh blood colored thats spooky but that doesnt add anything that doesnt make an 'immaculate#Room' less immaculate it just makes it red#Also the break there is the page transition since im reading a digital copy but it might as well be in the texts for how poorly this all#Connects#Like why are you talking about rooms and death and being like oh i cant breathe like??? Even with death youre not describing smell shit#Youre only describing the visuals !!!#The rest of it is just so edgy it turns into pudding for how little substance it has!!!!!!!#Also sorry the it controls line still makes no sense to me like position is the noun right beforehand so its the antecedent or whatever the#Word is but it makes no sense like yeah i guess it does like the position/environment youre in controls your reactions to it but idk its#Just clunky and edgy and stupid#colleen hoover#Hater hours#Sorry for accidentally getting so mad i do poetry analysis but well coho has that effect on me i guess
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chainsawing · 2 years
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most insane saw traps are the ones where one individual has to choose someone to live and someone to die. like the people theyre choosing between have no power to survive how does that fit jigsaws stupid logic you cant prove your survival skills if someone else literally has to make thw choice for you....
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drippingpen · 2 years
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Alternative to Eddie's death:
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Ok so we have the part where he's fighting for his dear life in a bat hell tornado-
(though honestly I feel him being in that position at all makes no sense and there were much smarter ways to distract the bats)
And he's fighting and then subsequently pushed down by the pure force of the bats so on and so forth
BUT as was with everyone else- just when it feels like it's over and he might kick it, the bats start losing power (via hopper and Joyce) and there's a small break in the tornado. He hears Dustin calling him, limping towards his fallen body, and a small surge of strength pushes eddie.
He looks down at the bats biting into his flesh, pulling them off screaming. He bashes their heads in and stands up, the tornado thinning. (Maybe he even copies ozzy and bites the head off one lmao) He finds it in him and begins fighting again, this time Dustin by his side. They're out numbered but the bats are losing power and the ones that are there are being called back to vecna as an escape route- the once powerful wizard now dying on the ground in front of his former home.
Dustin and eddie make it, killing the majority of the bats. No longer are they weak; they faced the tornado from hell and won. They're heros, as they were always meant to be.
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squirmydonnie · 2 months
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Vent:
I truly don't feel like a human and have a hard time seeing myself that way. I know that it's the only thing I could be. So in that aspect i already know.
But when it comes to how I see myself. Human and person don't fully come to mind.
My emotions genuinely bother me. And feel like something I shouldn't have. I don't feel like they are benefitting anybody.
Since I was younger I would always suppress any feelings I felt like didn't help anybody. And I'd never be able to stand up for myself that well.
I didn't find it to be a negative.
I would let my brother punch and kick me. But I didn't like getting him in trouble so I'd try to not say much about it. Even though he's younger, I could never really fill any role properly. Except for "perfect little angel girl".
A title I lost due to struggling in 6th grade. I tried very hard to stay in the category. But by that point it was impossible. Too many things had happened. So even though I was the same person from before. Nothing really worked anymore.
I was only in the category because of how much effort I could put into being that way.
In 5th grade I wasn't able to stay on my 90-80 range and had gotten my first 70. I asked questions in class and then would go to GT classes and start crying. I couldn't understand anything.
In 6th grade I still now couldn't understand anything. So I had lost my title.
I purposefully did poorly in my audition for the play at school. I realized I'd do worse on my schoolwork if I also was having to remember a script. I sabotaged myself to keep my title. Noy realizing that would make me use my title anyway. Because i was told i was a good actor. And I'd lost that too.
I used my kindness on people who were rude and bullied me.
I had lost my energy.
I always see it as me using up my energy and worth too early.
I had tried too much too fast. And now I no longer was what "I was supposed to be now".
This wasn't even what I was trying to write
But I give up now.
#cheeseburgerboy#i know this is dumb. i know it doesn't really mean anything to me. i know it doesnt matter#i know its not a real issue. i know it doesn't make sense. i know its not reall#i know my feelings are stupid#i know i could just change. i know that this isn't a real issue.#i know this is stupid. i know this is waste of time.#i know that this isn't something that should hurt me#i know that people arent like this. i know that people arent this way. i know this isnt making sense#i know some people were never seen as angels#i know some people were seem as demons.#i know some people were seen as trahs#i know whats happened#i don't need yelling in my ear about it every moment#i know my struggles arent. the worst and they really shouldn't hurt#i know i know i know i know i know i know i know i know#i know things#everyone at school sees me like i don't know things. they call me a baby#i know this isn't real and this is fake#i know i am ridiculous and dumb and im sorry ive ever been any kind of way#i wish i was never any kind of way and didn't exist because i hate being a person people could hate#im so sorry i exsist and i cause you the worst pain for being a person who exisit#i don't ever want to hurt anyone ever and im sorry my existence causes you pain#i hate causing pain. and im sorry for being a pain#i hate pain on people but pain on me is good. somehow. and im so sorry#i hate i#i can't be nobody#i hate being a person. i don't like. i love people. people to me are amazing. so i don't know how to explain#i love people. i doesn't matter how they look or what they do. i like people a lot.#i just don't understand.#but i do understand
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snekdood · 6 months
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individuals will be like "guys who say they're just too horny not to rape people are horrible" and then fetishize vampires 😒
#MAKE IT MAKE SENSE#DO YOU OR DO YOU NOT LIKE FEELING UNSAFE#personally- BOTH are horrible scenarios#am i really the only one who got serious rapist vibes from edward. really?#'hnnng im resisting the urge not to ra- i mean drink your blood. but im gonna stand in the corner of your room and watch you sleep#every might. also i'll eventually ra- drain your blood' like?????????????????????????????????#this isnt cute to me!!!! how do you fetishize this!!!! it doesnt make any fuckin sense to me im sorry!!#ig the only way it can be 'okay' is when the vampire tells you directly what they want to do and you consent to it. ig thats what happens w#edward or whatever. idk. but before they get to that he feels rapey to me dawg im sorry#also thats just not sustainable#not enough ppl are gonna wanna let you do that. esp depending on how much blood a given vampire in whatever story needs#if in whatever story its a quarter of blood? maybe. if its like. a whole person? yeah good luck bud finding willing participants lmao#bc with a quarter you might be able to get 2 people to be willing. and usually in vampire stories theres this whole 'inability to stop'#theme because it just 'feels so good' 😒 (like man thats just rape im sorry shdjbhjbvfhjvg) but if you need a whole person's worth#or more- good fuckin luck finding enough willing ppl to make up for it#the amount of vampires vs the amount of willing participants- yes even if every person who wants to fuck a vampire on tumblr said yes-#is still gonna be disproportionate for sure#unless theres like. 5 vampires and all they need is a quart of blood. but that sounds stupid and unlikely#and THIS goes back to my 'vampire stories where theres vampires that dont attack humans or rely on them minimally are boring#and they might as well just be regular hemi parasites at that point instead of calling them vampires'#bc ig to me vampire stories SHOULD be horror stories. otherwise why have them in there. just seems boring
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smithsparker · 8 months
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mxdotpng · 2 years
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i do not understand the name switching thing... where did that come from?
#.text#yes. this IS about asch and luke.#i know i havent even scratched the bottom of the barrel in terms of whats out there for this game bc. it did come out in like 2006#im almost 20 years behind. but still. ive seen a few people talk & write about the two switching their names n u know. no.#it feels. weirdly out of character and it feels like its ignoring the themes of the game. u know?#luke is luke. he is not Luke but he is luke. that is His name. and asch is asch. he was Luke but he isnt Luke anymore.#i dont think names mean much to luke. he knows who he is and who he wants to be. it wouldnt matter to him what name he goes by#because he would still be himself. he knows that. but i think it Would matter to asch. everything is in a name to him. and his name#is asch because he isnt luke anymore. luke is the little boy who was kidnapped and replaced at the age of 10. he was the little boy#who was to weak to stop van from manipulating him and he was the little boy who could do nothing to tell his mom that he hadnt#come home yet. he is asch and asch is Stronger. more defined and more himself. even if he doesnt really know who He is yet#theyre different like that. mirrors. just like so much else.#if its about asch calling himself 'luke fon fabre' before his final fight... its still wrong sorry. i dont think he'd have any desire to be#luke again because he isnt luke and now to him luke is this annoying replica who keeps trying his damn best to make sure asch lives#and keeps dragging him home even though asch doesnt understand any of it. at this point to asch luke is this stupid#7 year old boy who is weak and too fucking pathetic to be HIS replica.#and i think luke would think taking asch's name is. invasive. its not Right. because thats asch's name. he isnt stupif enough not to be#aware that the name 'asch' is symbolic. the charred remains of the sacred flame. taking that name would be like. forsaking#everything asch had gone through. does this make sense.#i think about them too much. i have essays written for hypothetical situations nobody will ask me about.#when in all honesty this phenomenon is few and far between on this site and ao3 and is more likely more prevelant on ff net#which i do not frequent. yet.#tho. i do think. if luke ever offered or asked asch if he wanted to go by luke again. asch would appreciate the gesture a lot.#like u know. he is standoff-ish and mean and especially to luke. but it would be like. positive relationship points in luke's favor.#wow im so right. i should put that in my time travel fic.#tales of the abyss
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chiiyuuvv · 4 months
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can you do bestfriends!riize who has a crush on you reacting to you calling them babe or baby? thank you and anyway i love your works!! it's so well written :]]
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• PAIRING — bestie!riize x fem!reader
• GENRE — their a little slow.. fluff, my attempt at humor, honestly shit
• WORD COUNT — 462
• AUTHOR'S NOTE — sorry for not posting a bunch ive been working on some other stuff
• TAGLIST — @moonlightdarlings , @cake1box , @babigriin , @soul-is-a-strange-kid
MASTERLIST! – JOIN THE TAGLIST!
SHOTARO ☆
You had called him babe in of the members
Shotaros face red and his jaw dropped, along with the members looking around like, "their dating and their keeping it a secret?? 🤨"
Hes stuttering so much, someone help him.
Theres this stupid smile on his face and laughs bubbling out of him and hes staring at you with hearts in his eyes, hes so in love damn 😞
Definitely pulls you to the side, saying smth like "what are we??? :DD" praying on the inside you say "your girlfriend" ♡
EUNSEOK ☆
yes, you called him babe. Wait what????
"What?" Blinking at you repeatedly. give him a second hes malfunctioning
Lets out this smile that gives you the shivers, trying to calm down his racing heart
"No, youre just joking. Funny, actually."
Almost kisses you when you say you arent ♡
SUNGCHAN ☆
Goes along with it
"Yes im her babe whatcha gonna do huh?? 😡"
Drops down to his knees to kiss the back of your hand
What a damn minute..
YOU CALLED HIM BABE YOU CALLED HIM BABE YOU CALLED HIM BABE ♡
WONBIN ☆
Tries to laugh it off
Youre obviouslyyyyyyyyyy joking. He doesnt like the joke but he'll just accept it anyways
Theres noooooooooo way you like him too
So what if youre stroking his red cheek with this pretty, soft smile on your face and hes smiling back, feeling like he could fall in love all over again?????
Shoot- hes leaning it. Wait, what.. you are too???? ♡
SEUNGHAN ☆
Hes so gigglyyyyyy gosh
Wants you to say it again so he can let out a series of giggles, his face burning red as he hides it in your neck
Doesnt find your joke funny even though hes laughing his heart out :<
Looks up at you with hearts in his eyes. he wants to kiss you
He wants to make you his, call him baby forever. Will you let him? ♡
SOHEE ☆
Feel like he wouldnt notice at first, until someone like shotaro would have to slap some sense into him
"What, she just called me baby beca- OH MY GODDDDDDDDD"
feel like he would sing "love is an open door" idk why
Your words were like an energy drink, a gallon of sugar.. sugar rush rush sugar rush rush ahh????
But gets so shy when he sees you the next day ♡
ANTON ☆
Hes gone. Hes dead. Hes jumping of a bridge
Reminds me of that kermit the frog meme, the one where it falls of a building with its arms out all happily and such
Will not take his eyes off of you because what. Did. You. Just. Say????
Hes screaming, crawling up the walls on the inside (source: trust me)
Will dream about this the next 25 business days plus weekends thank you very much ♡
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