#ive been in bed too nauseated to function for days...i just want someone to fucking End Me at this point...pls...no more mush...

[stirdrawsandreblaws]

I cannot fucking wait until im not expected to lay awake in complete darkness all night

#cannot fucking wait until my computer desk/chair is never a place to pile other ppls shit #cannot fucking wait until i have home internet and meds #cannot fucking wait until im not physically trapped in my bedroom bc the rest of the house gives me difficulty breathing and/or hives!!!!! #stirring up trouble #im still recovering from tooth extraction and i feel like shit bc my diet has been like. almond milk and yogurt and peanut butter 'shakes' #and pudding with the skin that forms on top which makes me ill even just thinking abt it... #ive been in bed too nauseated to function for days...i just want someone to fucking End Me at this point...pls...no more mush... #so my usual living conditions are just that much more unbearable i guess...sorry for complaining...