#ive been informed that its

[obsob]

one thing u can count on me for is being normal about Some Guy

process under cut where u can see me losing my mind trying 2 figure out what i was doing in real time! :3

#mine #cats #original #i started colouring this last night and could NOT . get my brain to work #i like knew the vibes but i couldnt translate that into an actual physical colour palette AOAUGH #but i did kind of pop off w this one ngl. anyway #ive been listening to you cant do that podcast very good very funny hockey girls !! #i do need to listen to a boring white man podcast though so i can get . information . and not just who has been the most cunty nhl player #what else happened today. my tamagotchi evolved ! i love them so much #and i completed sm more crochet blanket! maybe i should post pictures of that bc its going to take years off my life i might as well get #sm clout for it

[festering-bacteria]

some more shippy drawings :33 some polycule stuff n some w/ just abe n confucius bc i haven’t drawn just them yet.,,.

#art #clone high #clone high season two #clone high jfk #clone high confucius #clone high abraham lincoln #clone high abe #topher bus #clone high topher #abe x confucius #IDK WHAT THEIR SHIP NAME IS writhes around #I ALSO STILL DONT KNOW WHAT THE POLYCULE SHIP NAME IS EITHER 😭😭 #they all are v important to me…… #also the way they’re all trans and autistic….insane…. #abe n confucius are also v important on their own i enjoy them a lot #tall people romance…………real.. #i feel like the ‘watching shitty horror movie together’ scenario is obligatory for any ship #makes sense bc its always v silly to think abt #i am so normal abt them…..so completely normal………. #ive been informed it is abefucius? that sounds right actually #abefucius

[lotuslate]

“When a living person goes in here, both the body and the soul, they cannot return, unable to get out for all of eternity.”

#mdzs #mdzs fanart #wei wuxian #yiling laozu #mo dao zu shi #grandmaster of demonic cultivation #jessbye #egg #haha things happen when my brain picks a part from the text and then hyperfixates on it #SO LIKE… i had visited the vatican during summer and took a pic of the tomb of pope alexander vii and then i was like ooh #i need to makw this into a dramatic mdzs thing 😈 #and in the meantime ive also been taking jj deb lee’s illustration course on domestika and decided to complete the exercise w this fanart!! #super informative and amazing course btw i completely recommend it its on a discount rn too! #anyways yeah.. this was fun to experiment w!! learned a lot of new things 🤓

[briarlovesginny]

being alive

(u/MrTechnodad // Minecraft End Poem by Julian Gogh // You Are Alive Today (Can you Believe it?) by Laura Jo Peck //  Hussein Dekmak // I Will Survive by Gloria Gaynor)

#technodad #minecraft end poem #poetry #quotes collection #i dont know hwat to Call these. #being alive #you. you. you are alive #julian gogh #gloria gaynor #i will survive #technodad reddit #compilation #poetry compilation #ive been informed its called a #webweave

[rogueddie]

Noah Schnapp and Shawn Levy all signed the no hostage left behind letter.

The letter is full of celebrities names, but i wanted to highlight the ones tied to stranger things. I am not optimistic enough to believe that this is any indication that other members don't agree.

The real kick is that the letter is pointless. The media made the "mistake" of allowing a recently released Hamas hostage speak live on the news.

She revealed that she, and the other hostages, were treated well. She spoke of reassurances that Hamas gave her, telling her that she wouldn't be harmed. They made sure the hostages were well fed and cared for. They were sharing their own food.

This is the same terror group that Israel is using as an excuse to commit genocide. Not only are they bombing Gaza, explicitly aiming for anyone (including civilians), they are also bombing the west bank.

47% of the population of Gaza are children. The hospitals are going to run out of power any hour now. The west bank has literally nothing to do with Hamas. They're only being targeted because they're Palestinians.

If you still support Israel, or are still under the illusion that Palestinian people are the villains, you aren't paying attention.

#ive been scheduling my posts bc im pretty sure ill have a horrible meltdown if i don't have my routine #i know thats a selfish thing to say right now but its what i need to do. sorry (genuinely) #stranger things #noah schnapp #palestine #also want to note that i am not confident enough to speak kn this too much at risk of spreading old or wrong information #im an idiot with a blog. but this situation is horrific and celebrities endorsing it in any way... fuck em straight to hell

[subpar-celestial]

Oddly saphic conversation between tormentor and the tormented

#avas demon #ava ire #wrathia bellarmina #ive been reliably informed by my sibling that wrathia doesn't look right #lesson is have someone check your shit before you get too far #like i agree but its too late now #not trying to get religious or symbolic with the halo around ava #just like the look #if you find meaning in it #more power to you

[slowpokegamer]

I was talking about this last night in my groupchat, but I've been in shambles lately thinking about how fresh little 19 year old baby Dandelion was ready to fucking DIE alongside Geralt during the short story "The Edge of the World"

Like he just met this white haired bozo. Geralt was about to convince the elves to SPARE him and Dandelion was like "KILL ME TOO OR ELSE I'LL SET THE WORLD AGAINST YOU, YOU PIECE OF SHIT!!!!"

I can't breathe, he's somehow just the stupidest motherfucker in the world and also somehow the most LOYAL ASS BITCH IN EXISTENCE. He loves his friends so much, he loves GERALT, so much 😭😭 He was gonna get revenge for Geralt if the elves killed him through whatever means he was able to and he was 100% serious on that threat

He literally barely knew Geralt and he was ready to give up EVERYTHING, he immediately decided he was going to be bonded to this broody asshole for the rest of his life and THATS EXACTLY WHAT HAPPENED

I care about them so much. They make me want to start tearing up carpets, I'm gonna be sick /pos

#its been awhile since ive read that story so forgive me if some information is wrong #its been AWHILE #the witcher #the witcher books #the last wish #the edge of the world #dandelion #book dandelion #dandelion witcher #jaskier #geralt of rivia #gerlion #they make me feel so many things I CANT DO THIS #their friendship is so underrated sometimes #THEY'RE SUCH BESTIES... #i finished all the books and im STILL torn on whether or not i want them to be boyfriends or just stay besties #THEY'RE SO QUEER PLATONIC CODED IT MAKES ME WANNA THROW UP #/pos

[puppyeared]

Its really freeing when “gender is just a construct” really sinks in and you dont see yourself identifying with any pre-existing gender that the answer is “wait I can just make my own gender lol.” So. Hello everyone. Im pupgender now

#I still use he/she/they and if someone asks I’ll probably still say nonbinary unless its someone I trust this information with #I just. wanted something made just for me. thats it lol #I get that its important to some people to belong and I think if they really want to find a community who shares the way they feel #about themselves thats actually so wholesome and beautiful #its just that im tired of saying im not really sure what I am whenever it comes up in conversation #because I DO know what I am its just that its not exactly something u would call a gender. except u can and I just did it #this also doesnt mean I use pup/pups pronouns even if it fits the neopronoun naming scheme. I just need something to call myself that #feels like me I guess #Ive never been good at staying self contained in terms of identity so might as well #yapping #diary

[harukapologist]

rambling about Haruka

As an ND person I just hate how Haruka's character is either completely infantilized or reduced to a selfish, evil murderer, when, to me, he is so much more than that.

Especially the latter; I hate when any MILGRAM character is called evil because what's the point of MILGRAM, then? They're all morally grey! That's how they test us. But Haruka in particular because I feel like it comes from a place of ableism, intentional or not.

I'm not sure if I should put TWs, but well I talk about ableism, murder (obviously lol), childhood trauma and well... it's Haruka

Haruka's outburst in the VD and his implication of killing animals (I know it's basically canon but erm... i can explain why I think it's an implication later) (i just finished writing the post and actually i explained why at the bottom of the post but its not a full explanation so lol) are the reasons I see people calling him either evil or childlike, and while I do think that Haruka is stuck in a childlike state in some aspects, this is emotional dysregulation of an ND and/or traumatized person, to me.

The uglier sides of being ND/traumatized, the ones that get heavily stigmatized and seen as intentional or evil; I think this was a display of one of them. And I really wish to see more people focusing on Haruka's disability in the ways it can affect his communication and day-to-day life skills more than "oh, poor baby, he has a disability that makes him feel unwanted" without actually understanding the details of the disability and, well, the reason why it is a disability.

Like, the emotional dysregulation that comes with being autistic, which is my headcanon for him. The hyperempathy and literal thinking that might make him harder to communicate with, and get people frustrated with him more often.

That and being severely neglected; I think neglect is one of the lesser discussed forms of childhood trauma and the fact that Haruka was shown to be neglected as well as abuse really means a lot to me, because I think some people don't quite understand just how much neglect and isolation fucks you up.

All those factors combined are a recipe for an unstable, impulsive, clingy shell of a human, and him getting called evil for that really saddens me. It's important to remember that these MVs are extracted from the prisoners' own memories and thoughts. It comes from their perception of their surroundings, their murders, and their own selves. The manic look that Haruka has on his face for a lot of AKAA, for example. The makeshift shirt he's wearing, as if he's desperately trying to sew himself together into a normal person, the exhausted, frustrated look when he picks up the necklace, it's important to remember that this is how he sees himself. A monster who has lost control of himself. The line "I'll keep killing to be your good boy" was a shock, but the way he meekly apologized to Es at the end of his VD, I really think that shows that he feels guilty, that he wants to convince himself more than anyone that he was a good person, that he was really trying to be one despite how his unlucky life frustrated him to his breaking point.

As for his infantilization, it has already been addressed by many thoughtful members of the fandom and I'm grateful to see that, but I also want to say it myself since god knows I hate being patronized.

It feels very ableist saying he's just "someone stuck in a childlike mindset/age regressor" Yes, and how does age regression as a coping mechanism develop? Usually through prior trauma that makes you "stuck" at said age, and that can present differently. It can be longing and yearning for a simpler time, for an actual happy childhood, or having flashbacks to a traumatic event that happened at a certain age; it is not uncommon for trauma survivors to be "frozen" at the age their trauma took place.

I think both of these are the case for Haruka. Frozen at that moment, but trying to reduce himself to nothing but a little, unaware child to avoid reliving it again, relishing in the innocence and purity of his good younger times (emphasis on purity--Haruka's murder was by strangulation, yet there's a shot in AKAA where he's covered in blood. I know it's after he killed the animals, but he's in the stitched-together outfit here; I think there's more to this MV than just killing the animals. Since this outfit is... not very likely to be worn in reality, did the animal killing happen at all? Even if it did, I think this shot remains an indicator that he sees himself as impure; guilty. I have a LOT to say about the inconsistencies in Haruka's MVs, but I'll save that for later... Anyway, back on topic) It is NOT "having the mental capacity of a child, so being unable to date etc." Haruka has still lived 17 years, maybe even more, since he isn't too interested in remembering his age. How do you treat actual neurodivergent people if this is how you see him?

When I rewatch the MVs, relisten to the VDs, reread the interrogations and timelines, I see no evil, just an incredibly broken, misunderstood person.

#please excuse any inconsistencies or spelling mistakes its almost 5am ive been awake all night lmaooo #im open to discussion but pls be nice :( #im a relatively new milgram fan (got into it just when ILY MV came out—got hyperfixated oct/nov) so please inform me if I say anything wrong #i love haruka so so much aaugh #i will defend him till my last breath #milgram #sakurai haruka #milgram project #haruka sakurai #jay rambles bleh idk #should i even tag this #i feel so scared to share my thoughts on the milgram prisoners AAA i hope everything makes sense

[shrubbydrawsnintendudes]

a silly doodle for today! made after a conversation with a friend on how samus and the federations might see eachother after fusion. im sure you can guess how it went.

#no fucks friday #samus #metroid samus #metroid fusion #zero suit samus #doodles #ive just been informed its saturday #uhm #well saturday is just like after friday right #happy no fucks post friday #celebrate with a samus!!! #i know i am!!! #in a big way!!! #(taking a nap) #samus aran

[pikolswonderland]

Me, having recently got into the TADC fandom: Awww, Kingmaster is such a cute ship, I really like it!

My Brain: Wait, since Kinger is a human and Caine is an AI, and AI usually falls into the same classification as robots, would that then technically make Kinger a Robotfucker?

Me:

#tadc #the amazing digital circus #tadc caine #caine #tadc kinger #kinger #kingmaster #kingleader #royalteeth #kinger x caine #caine x kinger #christ why are there so many ship names for these two- #BUT LIKE #HOW DID I REALISE THIS. WHY DID I REALISE THIS #sorry guys ive been cursed with this knowlege so now i must spread it #its even worse if you take the Lead Dev Kinger theory into account as well #do with this information what you will #robot fucker #help me

[trustyalt]

i feel bad for not posting as much so sneak peek at fakemon stuff im working on idk why im making an animation before ive even made a ref sheet but oh you know

#wip #look at my animal without having any information on it 👆 #i swear ive been drawing. its just all stuff i can't post #fakemon #also. i dont want it rbed bc i dont want the sketch to spread i want the final version to be #im actually almost done with the line art but ive put it on hold to work on zine stuff/i need to actually. draw a ref first

[bigskydreaming]

If T*m Taylor has a million haters, then I'm one of them. If T*m Taylor has one hater, then that's really weird, tbh. Feel like there should be more of us. If T*m Taylor has no haters, that means the secret DickKory cabal aimed at undermining & sabotaging his entire run has been taken out.

#fhkahfklahflfahlfa it still takes me out every time I remember that time on twitter he was like #'ive been reliably informed from someone on the inside that there's a cabal of DickKory fans dedicated to #sabotaging my run bc its DickBabs' #lmaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaao how are literally-paid-for-their-writing-professional-comic-book-writers-LIKE-THIS #what did that even MEAN? what INSIDE was there for someone to be snitching from? #im ngl Id be incredibly disappointed if there WAS a secret cabal of DickKory shippers dedicated to criticizing his run #and nobody thought to invite me #loooooooooooool

[spaciebabie]

it never occurred ta me that the "you're going 2 brazil" meme was a reference ta something i just thought we all collectively sat down as humans and thought, "what would be the the funniest place ta haul some poor fuck ta" and all looked and pointed at brazil and said, "yes, that one"

#I THOUGHT IT WAS JUST. #THE INTERNET BEING RANDOM #JUST CHOOSING SOME RANDOM COUNTRY TA RIFF ON FOR NO REASON AKJSDKAJSDKAJDAKSJD #ITS A REFERENCE??? I HAVE NEVER BEEN THE SAME SINCE IVE KNOWN THIS INFORMATION #spacie spoinks #ive been thinking abt making this post for weeks and keep forgetting skdjfskjdfsdfj #in the meeting room like ''you're going 2 zimbabwe? no no that doesnt sound funny enough...'' #''ireland? no...nigeria? no....italy?? no no no...none of these fit right....'' #i mean. ta the memes credit i laugh like a lunatic whenever someone says ''YOU'RE GOING 2 BRAZIL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!'' so #i laughed while i was typing that sjkdjskksdks #im very easily humored. we all know this. #you could jingle keys in my face and id probably laugh abt it #fellow giggle fucks rise up!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[skyisgreen-grassisblue]

aghhh i’ve been thinking about the httyd books again and how Absolutely Insane they are…. i ADORE watching people react to them because there’s this one point in the series where everything just feels different. and they don’t give you time to process what on earth happened before launching you head first full speed into one of the best pieces of literature i think i’ve ever read

#i think the point in the series where something ‘changes’ is when we first meet excellinor #as soon as her presence is felt theres just something looming over the rest of the events #that feeling is more prominent when we meet furious too #for the rest of the book theres just something There. something isnt quite right bc what the fuck did we just read #and then all the books following that are DIFFERENT and book 9 (i cant remember if this is there for the other books) #has a warning at the beginning??? like. hey. shit has changed. #and btw these books do an Amazing job at describing fear #the scene with hiccup in the tree trying to escape the witch is chilling #the audiobooks only enhance it #httyd books #how to train your dragon #how to break a dragon's heart #also im making a post ab this later but this was all inspired bc i read the little short side books #and i was really startled when i finished how to train your viking - a mostly light hearted book #and then went into the day of the dreader and it casually informed us that everyone on berk was slowly starving to death WHAT??? #its been so long since ive experienced that kind of whiplash from these books it had me a little :’)

[buggbuzz]

my gender is like meat leaf i think. boy materials in the structure of girl. like im a girl made out of boy things but not in a transman way like i like being female im just. a girl-leaning boygirl. maybe??

#u dont understand ive been insisting to all of my friends for like 6 years that im NOT a trans man #i cannot be proven wrong at this point i'll lose it #and anyways im not actually a guy #im definitely a girl just like. a type of girl that scientists haven't discovered yet #and that sounds like a joke but im soooo fucking serious #im a fucking student geneticist dude #i think theres some autosomal gene (or probably multiple) that regulate gender in convoluted ways #probably linked and i think there's probably multiple types of fem and masc genders not to mention non fem OR masc genders #codominant? incomplete dominance? is it different on different scales? #its a completely possible and furthermore plausible concept like from my perspective it'd be really weird if gender genetics weren't a thing #i think theyve already lowkey been proven to be a thing cause of that paper comparing trans brains to cis brains #& finding a link where trans men had a certain section that was the same as cis men #and that same section in trans women was the same in cis women #its an OLD study too #anyways i want to research this one day but i also dont because i dont trust humanity with that information #but if i found proof that it exists maybe it could seriously back trans people with scientific evidence #not that they should fucking NEED it testimony should be fucking good enough #ive been bio obsessed since i was born and im a natural skeptic #but when i was 11 i asked a trans person i knew like 2 fucking questions and they answered me and i was like 'yeah this makes sense' #figured anything that didnt make sense was just something i didnt understand yet #and now that im older and in college level biology and genetics classes i know i was right #it would be really really weird if trans people didnt exist did you know that? all the kinds too like nb genderfluid agender genderq demi #i dont fucking care it makes SENSE #'nonbinary' was a good term to adopt because it really just fits perfectly #nothing in biology is ever ever ever truly binary especially not a neurological and psychological phenomenon #especially not in a species with a brain so overly complex and tangled up like HOMO SAPIENS?? #are you kidding?? the fact that we even have a concept of art and music let alone have talents and passions for them is proof alone dude #that shit doesn't help us survive its a modified version of pattern recognition and uncanny valley #combine that shit with the fact that intersex people exist?? like #nonbinary gender is literally the combination of intersexuality and human neurology