#ive been thinking a lot

[axe-of-ender]

i wonder if he was doomed the second he named his shop "trader scar's". it has no depth and it dances on tongues, without the pain and hurt from an ally of the past, without someone tripping down a hill screaming of betrayal. traitor scar. trader scar. traitor. i wonder if he knew.

he knew when he first got the villain task. that his allies would be severed before he even breathed as a red life, before violence fully infected the server. maybe he wouldn't have stood a chance of winning if he had allies. i wonder if he had that creeping guilt all along; he is a salesman with the silver tongue, after all, a born natural at swindling and trickery. (of course he-- liar, betrayer, trader- traitor-- would win the game of secrets.)

#goodtimeswithscar #secret life #slsmp #secret life spoilers #trafficblr #life series #ive been thinking a lot #like from the beginning i noticed trader scar's sounds like traitor scar #probably was unintentional but it came full circle

[candyunicornsateme]

You dont need to be any kind of special well-known person to talk to them. I assure you whatever compliment you may wanna give or nice thing you wanna say will make their whole day and probably even more than that. Anything is better than silence. 💌

#reminders #rimble ramble #ive been thinking a lot #and im just trying to be better #but not so hard on myself #bc I worry too much that i did smth wrong #and worry that my comments are somehow #dumb or ass-kissing bc I never ever wanna be fake like that #i never wanted to be like some I used to know #please never take my slowness of following/interacting #as any kinda negative sign #i know comments for me aren't 'bad' or 'dumb' #so im sure mine mean a lot sometimes too #I've had someone say 'sorry im not cool enough' to me #and it hurt. and I never want to seem that way either

[kuchipatch1]

yall have got to be more normal about Southern people and I'm not kidding. enough of the Sweet Home Alabama incest jokes, enough of the idea that all Southerners are bigots and rednecks, and enough of the idea that the South has bad food. shut up about "trailer trash" and our accents and our hobbies!

do yall know how fucking nauseating it is to hear people only bring up my state to make jokes about people in poverty and incestuous relationships? how much shame I feel that I wasn't born up north like the Good Queers and Good Leftists with all the Civilised Folk with actual houses instead of small cramped trailers that have paper thin walls that I know won't protect me in a bad enough storm?

do yall know how frustrating it is to be trans in a place that wants to kill you and whenever you bring it up to people they say "well just move out" instead of sympathizing with you or offering help?

do yall understand how alienating it is to see huge masterposts of queer and mental health resources but none of them are in your state because theyre all up north? and nobody seems to want to fix this glaring issue because "they're all hicks anyways"

Southern people deserve better. we deserve to be taken seriously and given a voice in the queer community and the mental health space and leftist talks in general.

#this is kind of a vent honestly but ive been thinking abt it a lot #ask to tag #ok to reblog #southerners #queer #lgbt #neurodivergent #alabama #georgia #tennessee #texas #discourse #? #poverty #southern queer

[indigo6f00ff]

need to share an experience i had 30 minutes ago

(edit: thanks to @walks-the-ages for providing and reminding me to put alt text, sorry it slips my mind alot lol)

#my hands are still shaking to be quite honest i could not put a lot of effort into this. #but like. brain. why did you do that #literally i have been like hopelessly obsessed with de nonstop thinking abt it for the past couple of days it is Scaring me #it is terminal its soooo fucking chronic #disco elysium #kim kitsuragi #for anyone who wants to know i bumped into some guys car that was stopped for a school bus. i think my brain errored and thought #my foot was fully pressing down on the brake pedal but it wasnt. #i am like 99.99 percent sure neither of us had any major damage to our cars but we still filed a police report just in case #because insurance do be a bitch. dudes back bumper was scratched lightly and my front license plate has a dent now #also literally my first ever car accident that ive had ever yippee yay

[liimonadas]

im actually obsessed with 2-4 phoenix he is tired of all this bullshit. i love how he does not say a word for like 5 minutes after edgeworth enters the room

#hes on no hours of sleep running on anxiety barely processing what just happened #i think hes allowed to lash out a little #im trying to get more comfortable posting doodles here because ive been doodling a lot to cope w the stress lol #phoenix wright #miles edgworth #franziska von karma #farewell my turnabout #ace attorney #fanart #art

[linddzz]

Thinking about Weird Barbie and how she's the very obviously queer outsider of the Barbie world, she straddles the lines between Barbie and the Real World. She's the most aware of the performative nature of it all. She supports Barbie while also gently mocking her panic at losing the hyperfeminine perfection. Her weird house is also home to the discontinued reject weird Barbies, the outcasts (including very gay earring Ken) who never fell into either the original matriarchy or the Kentriarchy brainwashing.

The other more classically heteronormative and beautiful Barbies both pity and fear her, and at first the narrative pities her as well. She's the vessel of girls going weird and crazy and feral on their dolls and that's amazing. Weird Barbie is aware of who she is and how the world sees her and she loves it. She's Weird Barbie and She Owns It.

#i couldnt identify with a lot of the Barbies Feminine Crisis on as deep a level as other women i know #but holy shit did i see what they did with Weird Barbie aka Queer Barbie #GOD this movie did such a great job capturing the feeling of #gender is fake and but also its real #ive been having gender thoughts #mostly about how im so goddamn ambivalent about gender that i can't even identify #with the idea of thinking about What Is My Gender enough to say its nonbinary #my gender is Sure Okay #she/her yeah fine its whatever #barbie

[kokoasci]

colored them in !! for funsies

#really really like how dazai’s skirt came out #im not going to lie this is the messiest coloring i think ive like ever done #sorry if it looks strange i used a bunch of new textures + colors but also didnt render a lot #ok ive been HARD procrastinating on studying off i go now to learn all of astrophysics in one day #bungou stray dogs #bsd #bungo stray dogs #bungou stray dogs fanart #dazai osamu #chuuya nakahara #soukoku #soukouku #kokoart

[soranker]

tomorrow :)

#TRIGUN MAXIMUM SPOILERS #trigun maximum #vashwood #vash the stampede #nicholas d wolfwood #ok...... one more......... yall can have a little vashwood as a treat...... #i actually love them so much SO BADLY but u prob wouldnt b able to tell bc i dont post a lot of ship art #but trimax vashwood. holay shit. hydrogen bomb yaoi #ive also just been like. digging into so much post-canon vashwood (<- sad and delusional and coping) #LIKE DONT GET ME WRONG I LOVE LOVE LOVEEE WOLFWOOD'S CHARACTER ARC and i think [redacted] is SO IMPORTANT AND VITAL TO THE STORY #BOTH THEMATICALLY AND FOR VASH'S CHARACTER ARC. i literally would not have it any other way unfortunately </3 BUT A PERSON CAN STILL DREAM! #ok ya ill stop talking now bc i think i could talk about them and think about them forever.. *scratching the back of my head*

[starryaike]

Song - Feel Better by Penelope Scott

#Been thinking about this for a while and I finally did it! #Look at it! #Tbf this song also fits Flowey a LOT #But Chara lives in my brain. so #this is the first time ive done something like this i hope it's good #also if there's any better way to format posts like these tell me cause god knows i do Not know how to use this site #anyways i think about them a lot #im gonna go cry bye #undertale #chara #chara dreemurr #asriel #asriel dreemurr #lyric comic #my art

[friedri-ce]

i feel like if i threw them in my mouth and chewed on them they'd have crunchy crisp and chewy filling...

#yeah ive been thinking about this a lot #hollow knight #hollow knight fanart #pure vessel #the hollow knight #hk fanart

[hatekawa]

some Raph sketches from earlier today

#ive been thinking a lot about him lately #kawa's art tag #rottmnt #rottmnt raph #tmnt #rottmnt fanart #rise of the tmnt

[archivebottles]

"You don't need to worry about me. I can take care of myself now."

#signalis #elster #isa itou #blood / #i hope i didnt overdo it with the grime... #i cant really sit on this as much as id like to bc im so busy right now but i needed to get this out of my system as fast as possible #ive been thinking about this scene a lot recently and i do just wanna say #you have no idea if you last words will really be your last words to someone..so if you can show someone you care about them while theyre #still here ok?

[flojouno]

last night i was talking to a childhood friend and i realized how much stress and pressure i put on myself. she was talking about our classes and how nice i was to everyone. i couldn't believe it.

me? nice as a child? the same child i put so much resentment and hatred onto? i treated people with kindness that lasted? it was an awakening to me.

the little things i view as mistakes, flaws, imperfections; theyre not important in the grand of it all. i try to be nice to people and understand them, which goes a longer way than i originally realized.

i'm a nice person. i'm nice. no matter how much my brain tells me i'm not.

#idk #ive been thinking a lot #like too much! #but idk #having that convo changed me #flojouno #text #sorry if this is too much #i just #i wanna share my thoughts more #i have one about love too #i might post that one #flo ing thoughts

[jamesbranwen]

this is not me trying to defend nintendo's business practices or say that either of these games don't have flaws, but I think a lot of the comparisons people are making between breath of the wild and tears of the kingdom are a little unfair and don't really take into account that they are different games with different purposes.

"breath of the wild feels so empty compared to tears of the kingdom" ... yeah? with breath of the wild, one of the game's main themes was isolation. you wake up in the future far after the apocalypse you were trying to prevent has already settled. you have no memories, very little strength. just like hyrule, just like zelda, all you have is your will to continue. breath of the wild is the quiet moments, the secret spaces, the weight of the world that has continued to turn without you still resting on your shoulders.

tears of the kingdom is not like that. hyrule is no longer the wild. it is no longer quiet and lonely. there's community. every sidequest is intertwined. your friends fight alongside you. this isn't "fixing" breath of the wild, this is it's natural continuation. as time goes on the world continues to heal and rebuild. if breath of the wild was clawing hope, tears of the kingdom is direct action.

like yeah there are things tears is doing better and (imo) things breath of the wild did better. but i don't think either one is a replacement for the other.

#tloz #breath of the wild #botw #totk #tears of the kingdom #inspired by two posts #one saying tears should have been botw dlc #which i think must have come from someone who hasn't played tears (which is fine) #and the other saying botw shouldn't have existed and they should have just released totk #which i also don't think would be ideal #personally botw is still my favorite game #its really beautiful and emotional #i do understand and agree with a lot of the criticism against it #but i am fond of the slower‚ quieter pace it has #ive never played anything else quite like it #even totk

[theartofmadeline]

me, waking up in a cold sweat: selkie and swan maiden girlfriends

#lesbian #queer #wlw #illustration #art #digital art #selkie #swan maiden #fairy tale #artwork #original art #artists on tumblr #lgbt #lgbtq #sapphic #mythology #theartofmadeline #ive been thinking A LOT about selkies & swan maidens #and i think they should date #no ownership over each other…. #mutual love and understanding….

[wasyago]

the brainrot won

#GUY S i know i haven't posted anything in a while and thats because im working on a big cool project that i really want to finish without- #distractions. but uh. as you can see. ive been distracted 😔. still working on it tho!!!! and im very happy with it turns out its just- #super time and energy consuming so ive tried to limit my intake of other media to not make myself want to draw other stuff #i also haven't read the last two (two already?????) chapters of RnS and im very sad about it and i want to read it but you know that if i- #read it ill want to make fanart and then ill never finish my project :( #SO. sorrey for the lack of art itll be coming when im free to draw!!!!!!! #but also. yes ive watched new life because i dont want to go insane with nothing but this project on my mind and umm. had to take a little- #break to do a couple designs for fun... and to switch it up a bit because for real im going insane i think #ALSO. friend got me into zelda botw and i haven't played a whole lot yet (because project) but ive tried to take some inspiration for- #designs from there. at least for joel and scott. everyone else not so much... #WELL ANYWAYS this is getting long. i should really stop rambling in the tags and just make separate posts for all this but i dont want to #umm. tags. #new life smp #smallishbeans #mythical sausage #geminitay #pearlescentmoon #smajor1995 #inthelittlewood #my art #sketch