#ive done so many of these lately

[medicalunprofessional]

um ☝️ special delivery today!

#psychonauts #boyd cooper #the milkman #nightmaretheater #i literally dont care if hes a meme now he deserves more #hes genuinely. Oh my god. So intruiging. #i keep thinking abt him… chew #+ he always reads as this sort of. deranged joyous figure #also i like drawing the sparkles okay #the milkman conspiracy as a whole is genuinely so amazing no wonder its a big favourite among so many people #ohhhhh shit i forgot some sparkles on the hat. Uh. auhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh 😓😓😓😓😓😓 ignore that #tooo late ive already done all the silly rffects

[dreamsy990]

some of the less nice thoughts about being aroace

extras below the cut

sketch

closeups on my favorite panels

bonus: adios

#doodles #kingdom hearts #roxas #axel #olette #aromantic #asexual #aroace #do i tag pence. hes in the background of one panel #ehhhh sorry pence no tag for you #also not tagging soriku and namixi #i mean by the logic of 'theyre in one panel so i wont tag them' i also shouldnt tag axel but. he has dialogue so #anyways i have a very irrational love of olette whenever i need a random side character in a kh comic? olette #i think she uses webmd. anyways im done talking about olette #so let me clarify about this comic #im aroace. this is all just things ive thought before #im not saying in any way these thoughts are real. theyre just thoughts #thats why it ends with 'but there isnt. its just me.' there IS nothing wrong with being aroace. even if it feels like it sometimes #im not trying to send a message im just trying to express a feeling ive had for a while #anyways. the aroace community is super positive and i like that. but not everything i feel about it is that positive #sometimes it feels like im missing something yknow #this comic seems like its about roxas. but its about me. congrats youve been fooled #drafted something similar to this for aro week but didnt finish it in time so this is spiritually part of asaw 2024 #btw sorry im not posting as many drawings lately #schools kinda stressful im pretty tired and busy most the time #i am throwing this drawing to you like a slab of meat to a pack of hungry dogs. take this meager ration in these trying times #alright i think thats it bye now

[spearxwind]

I have to figure out a way of getting more interest in my oc stuff without needing to draw as much because I dont have the time or energy to draw as much as I would like, which includes a lot of concepts and/or scenes that are in my head only but can't commit to drawing, but it feels like most people are only interested in visual stuff as opposed to just written stuff (and for good reason, visuals are flashy and all!) It just makes me a little sad that I cant draw and share everything Id like to show, and what I can do most is talk about it, but that barely ever gets responses unfortunately

#in general though its hard to keep an online presence recently im so tired from everything all i wanna do is play videogame or watch youtube #and I dont have that much time to even think abt ocs cause of irl stuff ^^; case in point- ive been struggling with CD a LOT #for many reasons. so i have been focusing on HR instead bc oughgh i love it sm. but even so I have trouble finding time to just #THINK about it?? its so wack. like just thinking abt it takes time!! #thunderclap #idk man kjdffdk this is so weird i dont like being in this weird transitory period of my life i want this to be done #a lot of the ppl i spent time with online are also incredibly offline lately as well so i dont have as much of a reason to be online myself #everyones busy everything changes. very strange feeling

[stuckinapril]

you guys have no idea what crazy friday plans i have (putting on a cute comfy fit, lip gloss mascara and spf applied, kilian’s love on pulse points, hitting the gym first thing in the morning w flash cards, studying at the library until sundown)

#haven’t gone out in a minute and i don’t even feel like i’m missing much #this is literally my ideal friday these days #oh and i’m probably getting my nails done this weekend :) w a v day color #AND my neuro clinic training starts next week. #the neuro clinic / research falls under the med school in this city so i’ll be at the on campus library all the time. #studying in the presence of actual med students #my pre med student heart will b so happy about that #i’ve had so many extracurriculars happening ive had to work around lately #so it’ll be nice to devote a whole day to uninterrupted studying like i used to #p

[joybeantown]

Gift from the ASW secret santa yunglaw,alt 7 jackie!

#joybeantowndraws #guilty gear #csp #drawing #clip studio paint #guilty gear jack o #this is also the alt i use so when i saw it in the choices i was like OOGH #just wish i didnt get sick the week before Christmas but shes done and haven't drawn many alts but i should do more :> #jack o #jacko valentine #ive drawn alot of jackies lately lol shes so fun

[infizero-draws]

my i love you so desertduo animatic has hit 2K VIEWS in just over 2 weeks!!! 

THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH!! i never thought it’d get this much attention this quickly so thank you so so much and enjoy this additional art in the animatic’s style ^_^

#goodtimeswithscar #grian #desert duo #trafficblr #life series #fanart #so many ppl have commented about how it made them cry and feel emotionally devastated. so clearly ive done my job well o7 #but srsly thank you all sooooo much im so grateful #<3 <3 <3 #and also happy 3L anniversary IF I DO THAT REDRAW LIKE I SAID IT'LL PROBABLY BE LATE SO. THIS COUNTS TOO IG LOL

[blaintism]

and all at once you are the one I have been waiting for // oh, there you are, I’ve been looking for you forever

#klaine #kurt hummel #blaine anderson #klaineedit #glee #gleeedit #gleesource #gifs #tvgifs #dailytvfilmgifs #tvarchive #mlmsource #lgbtqgifs #dailylgbtq #mine #klainetaylor #HELLO #getting done so many sets ive wants to do for a while lately #i love ignoring my homework

[honeyimissjoo]

❤️📸 mx revival week 4: favourite photoshoots 📸❤️

allure - Hyungwon July 2019

Arena Homme+ - Minhyuk July 2017; Hyungwon March 2022

Beauty+ - Shownu October 2019; Shownu December 2019

Céci - Wonho & Minhyuk August 2018; Hyungwon February 2017

Cosmopolitan - I.M July 2021; Shownu September 2020

DAZED Korea - MX May 2017; Shownu & Wonho September 2018; Wonho November 2019; Kihyun May 2020; Hyungwon June 2020; Jooheon August 2020

ELLE - Shownu & Wonho August 2019

Gentlemen's Quarterly - Shownu & Wonho August 2018

Grazia - Wonho & Hyungwon March 2019

Harper's Bazaar - Shownu, Minhyuk & Jooheon May 2020

Kpop Pia - MX April 2019; Wonho December 2020

MAPS - I.M May 2020; Kihyun July 2020; Minhyuk November 2020

Nylon - Shownu & Wonho December 2017; MX November 2018; Nylon Japan MX May 2019

Singles - Starship artists April 2017; MX December 2018; Minhyuk June 2020

Sparks - MX December 2018

Star1 - Jooheon June 2021; MX November 2019

Vogue - Jooheon & I.M June 2020; Minhyuk & I.M February 2021

W Korea - Kihyun & Jooheon July 2021; Minhyuk June 2021

Y magazine - Shownu & Minhyuk April 2021

1st Look - Wonho September 2020; Jooheon November 2021

#mxrevival #how many faves? yes #this is more of a news stand than a favourite photoshoot tbh #its a website design for their magazine photoshoots that i liked #late cause ive done my back in 🙃🙃🙃 #idk why its so lq :\\\ too lazy to fix #shownu #wonho #minhyuk #kihyun #hyungwon #jooheon #i.m #changkyun #e.w #e.g #mx #monsta x

[sunsetcowboy]

Just finished a week of stressful and tiring appointments/procedure. It's turns out I'm fine, nothing some medicine can't fix! I'm soo relieved. These past 4 months have been the scariest and most painful months of my life.

#i haven't been here l ately cause I've been b usy/d istracted w all of this. literally took all of my e nergy everyday #that was just this we ek i had so many other a ppointments/t est done cause my d octors were all w orried #but luckily none of it was anything too serious #still having to deal w my p revious pr oblem but im getting better at m anaging it #for the f irst ti me in four years i can see m yself li ving...l iving more #all the lost o pportunities. f riendships. t ime. I'm still m ourning them. #but maybe it's not too late for other chances #way more p ositive thinking than about 3 weeks ago #rin posting #maybe I'll l ove things again. things like d rawing and w riting. maybe I can #I'm sure no one even n oticed i was gone really but this is g ood n ews so i felt like s haring it. #sorry. a sk to t ag

[gaiaxygang]

perth / chimon series recommendations

are you a newer perth or chimon fan (probably from dangerous romance)? do you want to watch more shows with them but don't know where to start? well i have watched majority of the shows perth or chimon are in and i have a few i can recommend (shortened because once i start i wont stop):

the gifted (2018) and the sequel, the gifted: graduation (2020)

i think this is one of the most well-known series chimon is in but i have to bring it up. set in a high school with a mysterious "gifted programme", it follows the newest batch of "gifted" students as they investigate what's going on behind the programme.

season 1 is one of my top gmmtv series of all time and i think its definitely worth a watch.

the stranded (2019)

after a tsunami hits the island they're schooling on, a bunch of teenagers have to figure out how to survive on their own. not a bl, but perth's character (krit) is dating another man (jack, played by mark siwat). a very strong series overall, though not without its flaws.

i think perth is great here for what little screentime he gets (i also think he looks cute here with glasses). the production is also insanely high quality and the show looks gorgeous.

school tales the series (2022): episode 8

a horror anthology series based in high school. chimon is in episode 8, a walk in school. two friends sneak into school late at night to investigate the school's ghost stories. it is horror, though not exactly the scariest (in my opinion). the other episodes are decent but this one has the strongest writing.

its a short watch, just under an hour but i think both actors (there are only two characters in this episode) are great. the storyline also makes me feel like im being turned into spaghetti

double savage (2023)

two brothers who cared deeply about one another are slowly turned against eachother by circumstance. this one is full of writing issues despite the strong setup and premise HOWEVER!

i did enjoy it because of the strong acting, especially from perth. his character is so pathetic and i say this with love. he is worse than chopper on the Down Bad scale. perth himself seemed to enjoy filming this one quite a lot and he's said that it was one of his favourite roles because of the action scenes

other recommendations

please... siang riak winyan (2017). only 4/6 episodes are subbed but the reason i bring this one up is because perth and chimon we're both in this together! in 2017!!! they didn't have any scenes together so they weren't close but perth knew of chimon from here (and it's what he brings up whenever he's asked about how he met chimon)

home school (2023). i'm more hesitant to recommend this one because i didn't like the ending and messaging but chimon's performance as pennhung was incredibly strong.

vice versa (2022). perth is only in 1 or 2 episodes but i think his character is very pathetic. gmmtv seems to like casting perth as the most pathetic man in the show. i wouldnt say to watch this for perth but as a big fan of vice versa before perthchimon took over my brain i cant not put it here

this isn't a comprehensive list and it's far from everything i enjoyed with them in it (and some of this is very, very subjective lol). i just wanted to put this out here because i love talking about perth and chimon <3_<3

#gaiaxyposting #perth tanapon #chimon wachirawit #dangerous romance #WHILE WE WAIT FOR THE NEXT EPISODE IM PUTTING THIS OUT HERE #its harder to write stuff up for perth because hes been in so many fewer shows #i did leave out all the bls and. well. thats half of perth's career #i still have a few more shows to watch so maaayyybe i can make a pt2? after im done #this is pretty much my top few though #this is soo embarrassing ive been obsessed with them since late may and i have a lot of thoughts okay!!! #chimonac #perthppe

[moonshell25]

When was someone gonna tell me she existed??? Look at her dorky glasses. I love her.

#dc comics #batman #the dark knight #carrie kelly #dc robin #carrie kelly robin #shes so dorky #its great #ive been getting into batman lately due to a specific cross over that im avoiding tagging but you all know the one #and read frank millers dark knight returns #and just wow #the panneling was so well done #and the pacing #i did not think i would like it cuz i struggle with too many words squooshed in comic pages #but i really liked it #and am so sad carrie kelly does not seem to be a common robin #i grew so attatched immediately #anyway also have a batgirl one so ill probably draw her soon

[divorcetual]

The meower

#Queued... technically March 23rd? #I mean its march 22nd in oregon. but im not there rn lolz #either way im late. SORRY !! i forfor to queue on the 20th then i was on planes for like 21 hrs total #well no 5 of those were a layover @ the airport but #ANYWAYYYYY hi future me !!! #Howww was the trip? im on my first (second actually- its 4am of the second day if u coukd the arrival) day in Hong Kong #Its rlly hot and humid so I think im gonna die. BUT ITS ALSO SUPER COOL !! #Even just from the few hours I had out earlier its amazingggg. The lights and the buildings are so cool and theres such a fun but chaotic #atmosphere - idk if its just bcs its a big city or specific to HK? #I loveee large cities in general. New york. Tokyo. HK. thats all of the ones ive been to ig #I havent seen even close to all of HK. Im in central rn but we're goin to other parts later #Dad says the other parts are totally different- Like theres LOADS of gisnt buildings here (WAY MORE THAN U SEE IN ******!!! u know that tho #and theyre almost all residential of the ones I passed. Im sure theres offices n stuff i just didnt see them in the likd 20 minutes cab #ride lolz. U know all tuis already tho #ig what im getting at is HOW WAS THE TRIP !!!!! How was the rest of HK? WHAT WAS KYOTO LIKE?? #augh soo many cool things..... #Also also !! Have you learned any mire katakana? #ive JUST learned the vowel line so maybe u lesrned the k line now too? #I cant imagine school is any different. OHH DID U FINISH THE M P 10P COMIC?? #I started it and got abt one page done on the plane #I think it should only end up being two or three pages idk #Ohh !! Hows the new meds going !! I think u should have ur blood test done by now so do u know if it helped at all? #I hope soooooooooooo #Mm I think thats all I have to say .... NO WAIT HAVE U HUNG OUT W/ JACKIE?? #i rlly want to b friends with her ^.^ #Alright Thats all !! HAVE A GOOD DAYYYYYY I LOVE U #queue drop #weather report #WAIT EDIT DID THE TRIGUN VOLUME COME. HOW IS IT

[speedy-beans]

all of penacony will go wild

#i realize this is kind of late considering the update. but whatever. #which i have not finished yet no spoilers #whys it grainy what happened #robin hsr #honkai star rail #this is like the longest ive worked on a project #ive been at this for like a week i thiunk #also its been so long since ive done something fully lined and colored and everything #i see many mistakes. i dont feel like fixing them. #the streak of posting things at unholy hours continues. maybe ill reblog it tomorrow who knows #thats #enough

[heliador]

me trying to find the next hyperfixation bc atla poofed as soon as i watched the live action :clown:

#it WILL come back but im accepting it's done with for now instead of forcing myself to go on the blog #the way i have sm books i wanna read but no energy to #so many shows and movies ive seen lately and none i'd want to rot on #back in my inactivity era </3

[vriendenboekjes]

i am so fucking sick of being sick. what if i didnt have to cry after 5 minutes of standing up.

#girl i want my life back!!!! lately ive had to cancel so many things and still i cant get anything done #rotting in bed all day and it's not even because i want to be here

[0809sysblings]

idk why I'm posting this here but it's fine because I can do whatever I want. sorry I think I'm having an enneagram type 1 moment. it's not mental illness, it's because of my enneagram type! can't help being a Gemini Enneagram Type 1

also I keep using the amulet's powers so I've been being hit with the after effects. such power deranges a man /ref

#milgran't #type 1 momence #btw as a prefacw this is not directed at anyone here. this is just. a thing. that is everywhere. #ok. anyway. #the....... Exotification of DID/OSDD-1... is always so annoying. #and like. i get it. i understand. its probably a difficult thing for many ppl to actually comprehend as a real human experience #which brings me to the main point of this Pussy-Rant (ranting in tags bc im a pussy) #i think. the main reasom its So Exotified. is. '''''''MPD'''''''' #serioisky that name has done. so much fucking damage its insane. absolute wack shit #anyway yeah. like. the concept of it being Multiple People In One Body/Brain... when like... that's.. not really whats going on.. #like if youre a system and that's how you understand your system to be. then power to you. i dont care do literally whatever #its just. i think CDDs would be a LOT easier for people to understand if-- #--it was not looked at as the Multiple People Disorder. but instead as the Fucking Extreme Compartmentalization Disorder #idk its just annoying seein ppl (who are probably very well meaning!) talk about the disorder i experience as if its bizarre and fantastical #~look wooooowwww this is something that can happen to the brain due to The Most Unreal And Most Traumatic Events!! crazy right?~ #i am going to get the Evil Alter out here so he can beat you to death. #like yeah its fucking. sad and fucked up what has to happen to develop a CDD. and that should be acknowledged. #and many systems Have had to go through experiences that a lot of ppl can only fathom as being able to happen in fiction. #but.... its just so isolating and makes me feel Capital C Crazy 🥴 #dear lord ive just been so irritable and frustrated lately... obligatory apologies. #ah. i think i suddenly figured out why this in particular triggers me so much. #god damn it it's always the fucking trauma huh! #<- spent basically all of elementary school and middle school feeling like there was a giant sign over my head that said-- #--''this poor soul went through something so tragic! how awful to think that something that serious could happen to just a little kid!'' #its the ''hey can you stop treating me as something helpless that needs to be fixed and just treat me like A Fucking Person'' feelings #but see this disorder is just so beautiful because in a week i may be wanting ppl to see me as a suffering freak who needs to be fixed #or hell even fucking tomorrow. who knows not me #.. ok im actually genuinely afraid talkimg about this is going to lead to her gettinf triggered out KDJSNKDJSNJD so im gonna. stop.