Not the most impressive run today on GG, I was like a Dandy rag doll. Even matched up characters I usually don't struggle with. 😰 Still, I'm feeling more and more comfortable with the level I'm at now, whereas I was bricking it weeks ago. Taking the L is mega important! 💫✊️
im just taking a break now from studying (dw, i have been taking good amount of breaks and working) and this is the encouragement i need >:) thank you!!
Hello. This isn't going to get seen by anybody, and that's okay. I just need to post on here for accountability.
TW: weight, EeeDee talk, rant
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I have been f@t nearly my entire life. EeeDees aren't just restrictive, nor are they just for smol folks. I have yoyo'd my entire life. HW was 420lbs! I was miserable!! Two years ago, I dropped down to 340 in about 6-7 months. I was on top of the world. So much control. Loved seeing a smaller number every morning. Then shit happened that made me slip back into my b!ng3 habits; long story short, I'm back up to 380. I'm tired of this. Hopping back into long-term restriction. 👉👉
parent-child dynamics are soooo crazy. i love you i resent you i can't stand you i adore you i pity you. and still watching your hair get a little more grey every time i see you makes my stomach feel weird
if you're not obsessed with anything weird and niche please try harder. stop going outside for a while. consider getting weirder about the things you already like