#ive got too many projects waiting in the wings to spend all my time on this one

[theshinsun]

gdi why am I like this

#shin speaks #i want to tear anr down and edit it #this ALWAYS happens when i get within sight of a story’s end #i just... always start thinking of how i couldve done it better #i want to include aomine’s parents more #i want to have more involvement with yui she already features criminally little in her own damn fic #i want to slow it down and flesh things out theres so much i didnt get to say #goddammit #its almost 4 am i gotta sleep #but im having a crisis #we’re TWO chapters away this is like ootq all over again #maybe worse because in a lot of ways im so proud of this story #i love it to pieces #but theres that little bit more that i could push it to make it so much stronger #....im probably not gonna do it but i want to #ive got too many projects waiting in the wings to spend all my time on this one #its already taken three years to get this far #ignore me #anr #aint no rest #writer woes #this message will self destruct