#ive upset a friend...........

[suntails]

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#twst #twisted wonderland #twst silver #floyd leech #suntails #adding tags retroactively bc i dont want to be too worrying. so ppl know my brother almost tried to . and i had to take care of it #and i got a 900 dollar medical bill today. and im unemployed. so it um. kinda broke the last straw. and twt has been miserable to touch #got in a small fight w my friend and i felt physically sick and ive been having little mini breakdowns like 3 times a day and im not used t #i dont get sad like this. i dont GET soul-crushingly upset. i dont get nervous. i normally j shut down and get thru stuff so im rly lost #sry for the vent i dont intend for it to act as such. i j wanted to give context for whats been going on bc a lot of ppl here r tumblr-Only #i rly liked this when i drew it bc i love silly meme outfits. i drew minions a lot when i was into hq so it felt like returning to my roots #im sure when i feel less empty ill be happy w this again

[ickyguts]

You're a goddamn killer, son.

#guys look its green bear again #been a hot minute since ive done fanart so >:) #i love drawing him so much #hes so upset #htf flippy #htf fliqpy #if the eyes remind you of blood bunny its because i was inspired #htf #happy tree friends #my art #kapow #ka-pow #htf ka pow

[cathalbravecog]

veep dad comfort art

#veep dad :] #i have Not been well mentally tbh the second im with friends i DIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE anyways ill be VENTING A TINY BIT HERE #i need excitement in my life but im like #has no social life #oopsies...! #so i thought yknow what would make me happy rn. My Veep Dad #yea thats it #also ive been struggling with motivations to play ttcc and draw so.... #apologies for being in the game less. especially as im in the post game with almost everything done #im usually kinda really goal oriented in games and yeah having no tasks or close friends to play with #im just kinda THERE and getting that initial push to do stuff is very hard #my motivation has just been at an all time zero (again) and it upsets me bc i do wanna do stuff...not bc ohh productivity but bc #i just wanna HAVE FUNNNN #anyways erm.... thanks for listening to my little rant here again. i dont know where else to express this sort of stuff. feels wrong to dum #it on strangers who i know are there for my art but. whatever. yknow #just wish i was more motivated in general but my life is Just Kinda Sad and im an Antisocial Anxious Wreck Dear Cog #senior vice president #sr vp #veep dad #personal tag if i dont wanna main tag.... #doodles #traditional art #guz art #toontown

[superbellsubways]

i dont like to talk about this stuff but does anyone else constantly get intrusive thoughts about like. ruining relationships you cherish alot. or making the people that look up to you upset out of pure morbid curiosity

thinking about different ways of making your friend angry, you want to see their reaction so badly, even though you'll know the consequences of those actions. I hate it so much I have to fight with myself when it comes to not trying to make a friend angry on purpose Im gonna throw up

#ive said some blunt or rude things to friends sometimes out of impulse and i always end up regretting it later #my brain is constantly telling me 'you know this thing upsets them. you should force them to look at it or bring it up' #and im like Lol can you stfu actually #I need this get this out its been bothering me recently #intrusive thoughts #idk if that's something i need to tag or what

[nightmaremybeloved]

do u think the wider mcyt sphere ever gets tired of being so negative towards dteam and friends. i dont even mean their fanbases atp because i have good friends in those fan spaces that are NOT going to waste their time getting angry about dream existing. so like whats up with these cc's that seem to think they'll burst into flames unless they show how much they REALLY dont support dteam at every avaliable avenue. its so cringe.

#its been so long since ive had #to think about #how upset mcc #makes me ??? #but its ridiculous to find out #how theyre treating sapnap jusy #because he's talented AND friends w dream #like if it was anyone else getting #their 6th win or whatever #u know they'd at least be wishing them #good luck or saying “hey good game” #over discord at the end #but NOTHING ???? god mcc needs to die #theres hasnt been sportmanship #in ages and its been hurting #smaller ccs even longer than that

[iliveinprocrasti-nationn]

i know we talk about cultural christianity a lot and i’ve said this before but i’m so fucking tired of not being able to celebrate my holidays because “secular” schools run off christian calendars

#im just. kinda upset. i really love chanukah and ive been so excited and then i realised finals are entirely over chanukah and i’ll have to #study and i can’t have candles in my dorm so i can’t even light the menorah #and i try to explain it to people and they sympathise but they don’t get it because i love my friends so so much but they’ve never not been #able to celebrate their holidays like i can’t. they’ve never had school during their holidays or had exams during them or any of that #jumblr #cultural christianity

[ban-joey]

im actually fine when fictional gay people die but u don't want to talk to me when they kill the robot

#deeply genuinely upset #its so good but god dammit why does the robot learning to experience what it is to be alive have to be the one to die #literally every time #1st sci fi show ive seen that explores the concept really well and then just. nvm. kamens choices result only in destruction. ill kill him #anyway. really really like the show. im just autistic #something something viewed as an unfeeling thing for the use of other people yet given the tools to become yourself u thrive. & make friend #and then a big shitty blob alien who ate a dipshit kills you with its brain #GOD THIS SHOW IS SO GOOD IM SO MAD ABT THIS LMFAO #scavenger's reign #I watched the whole thing last night. meant 2 take a quick study break. it was not quick

[ghostkingdoesstuff]

Luke to Percy in the movie: when did we break up? I was not aware we were ever broken up?

Percy with a look on his face that says I am so done: When I literally kicked your ass for framing me as the lighting thief. Remember?!

Luke: Nope don't remember. If anything we were on a break.

A little known fact about me is my appreciation for the TV Show friends. Actually, I just finished writing a fic with Ross and Rachel's break-up song as the title inspiration. Percy and Luke are just Ross and Rachel coded, love it or hate it, in my personal prophetional opinion they are.

#luke is ross #ive probably upset a lot of Luke castellan fan with that statement #but I dare you to say that I'm wrong #to any ross fans offended that i compared him to Luke Castellan #stay mad #percy jackson #pjo #percy jackson and the olympians #pjo fandom #pjo tv adaptation #luke castellan #lukercy #otp:doomed by the narrative🗡🌊 #pjo friends au

[leatherbookmark]

hello! i have seen a post and I must scream.

节哀顺变, or just 节哀, seen as "restrain your grief" in shitty subtitles, does not actually mean that.

i mean, if you take it super literally, it does. but the actual phrase, as it is used in real situations, is used to console the family of a deceased person. if you look up how to say your condolences in chinese, this is what you'll get.

it does NOT mean "omg, stop crying, who cares that your family member/loved one died, get a grip". it means "my condolences", "I'm sorry for your loss"!

i kind of wish people would like... stop for a second before making their judgement, especially when you're dealing with obviously wonky translations. sure, not everyone knows Chinese or can check the actual wording in the original text, but this is precisely why it's good not to trust the translation 100% and 1:1! and check more than one source...

#ive seen people upset at jgy for saying this to nhs in fj back in 2020 #and like. ok think whatever you want about jgy hes an antagonist. if you're a regular cql fan and care for wgxn only you might think hes #cruel enough to walk up to a friend mourning his brother and tell him to stop doing that. wtv. #but lxc? guys really?! you see ZEWU-JUN saying 'ok chill with this mourning' to a guy crying over his dead wife #and your response is 'god thats so fucked up of him' rather than 'hey whats up with this translation?'? come on!! #shrimp thoughts

[rabbit-rays]

molly - a kairi pmv

happy kairi day!!! some thoughts on kairi post kh3/melmem. my poor thing :(

#khkairiday24 #khkairiday #kh kairi #kingdom hearts #kingdom hearts 3 #auuuuuuauauuau kairi. i get so upset thinking of the end of melmem #and i think so often of just how complicated the relationship between her and riku is but at the end of the day they still are best FRIENDS #anyways. now ive finished 1 kh pmv. does this mean ill get to the xion one? only time will tell. #Youtube

[wifegideonnav]

tbh when mitski said “you’re my best friend/now i’ve no one to tell/how i lost my best friend”

#my freshman year of college my best friend and I were both a wreck #and on opposite sides of the country #during winter break I made the decision to share certain information with their parents bc I was actively concerned for their safety #they were deeply upset about me betraying their trust like that and asked for a break in our friendship #(a few months later (which happened to be early March 2020. lol) they did shrooms and realized they wanted to talk to me again lmao) #(so we talked and cried and now we’re still best friends almost 4 years later) #and my birthday is in january so it fell right in the middle of the period we weren’t talking #and my friends at school actually put together a really lovely party and it remains to this day the best bday party ive had #(most of my bdays have been sad and shitty lol) #but i just remember being drunk in my friends dorm room with my friends all around me #it was the end of the night people were just kinda chatting in little groups or whatever #and i was lying on my friends bed just miserable bc all I could think about was how my best friend was supposed to be there too #bc my parents were going to fly them out for the weekend as a present #and obviously that just got dropped #and id been talking to my friends about it kind of but all I wanted was my actual best friend #I left them a very embarrassing drunk voicemail that THANK GOD they deleted without listening to #but it’s just. the quiet agony of being angry and sad and hurt because your person doesn’t want to be ur person anymore #and still wanting to talk to them about it. still needing them to comfort you and give you their advice and insights #i don’t want to talk to anyone else about it. they’re not you. #sigh. anyway. ive actually lost several close friends for various reasons ranging from reasonable to bullshit #and it always blindsides me how much I want to talk to THEM about it #so thanks mitski for expressing that so artfully #op

[stiffyck]

some people really need to learn how to properly communicate

#sorry im getting pissy over stuff that happened a while back again #BUT GOD DAMN #FUCKING COMMUNICATE WITH YOUR FRIENDS PEOPLE #“this person broke my boundary” did you tell them you have that boundary? no? then WHY ARE YOU UPSET AT THEM WHEN THEY DIDNT FUCKING KNOW #stiff talk #this isnt about one particular peron but about MULTIPLE people ive known in my life #stiff angy

[felixiskandar]

im with the shippers on this one tbqh. like why are they doing all that if carmen and syd arent meant to be

#LISTEN season 1? yes they are besties #SEASON 2? carmen got a big ol crush on sydney wether we want it or NOT #like cmon now. he loses his virgenity has a panic attack next morning and only thinking abt sydney calms him. the fuck #the way he looks up when sydney comes back at the end of season 1 #constantly reassuring her her cooking is fine when testing out dishes #ive seen posts talking about carmy not being able to handle the thought of upsetting sidney and is just. yeah #idc if they r just friends but the editing in this show they are playing w ppls feelings #is like destiel except its actually possible on both parts????? #i feel like if this show ends without even a hint theyll end together this tag will never know peace ever again do you hear me #the bear fx #the bear #the bear hulu

[b1mbodoll]

repeating “jealousy is a disease get well soon bitch” in my head every time i block rude anons and delete hatemail so i can try to brush it off but i am not ur strongest soldier so can you all stop being mean 🩷 please

#♡.gabi barks #im okay i prommy (im crying rn) #like omg seriously what did i do!!!!! i dont do anything but mind my fucking business!!!! and talk to my precious little friends!!!!!! but #apparently i cant even do that bc no matter what i always get meanies in my inbox 🤞 #like im seriously not doing anything i just came back and im already receiving asks telling me to kms and deactivate like do yall realize #im a person too.. like im literally real and i have feelings and im not a complete ditz #like what is so hard about treating people with kindness!!!! #ive spent all morning blocking mean anons and deleting asks and trying to brush off the mean words i see and receive and it hurts!!!! #im just a girl #if u send hate or tslk meanly to or about me im assuming ur a LEWSER and have no life bc i dont even do anything fr!!!!! im coolin!!!!! #i was gonna post this with the jealousy is a disease get well soon girl meme but i couldnt find it #anyway im fine!!!! (as im actively texting my therapist) #no bc im so upset and so angry WHAT AM I DOING WRONG #what am i doing to deserve this like please give me a valid answer so i can fix it im so tired of being sad and mistreated and bullied :( #i know i promised i was gna try to be more active but my little heart is so heavy and sad

[dragons-and-yellow-roses]

Me, while manically cleaning my room at 3:27am: I should make several large, life-changing, irreversible decisions.

#so ive been in a bad mental state lately #because of many things. but the biggest being (yes i know ive complained about this in multiple other posts) #that my best friend and my ex gf were fucking. without even asking or telling me. i got no heads up. just figured it out on my own #which sucked and now im not speaking to either of them #and when i first found out i was in a bad place physically too #i had a terrible ear infection that was so fucking painful #and i realized i could concentrate on both things. so i focused on healing #and then i remembered ny family is coming to visit for Christmas #and thats a lot to deal with. so now im focusing on cleaning the apartment. specifically my bedroom #so im manically cleaning at 3:30am while angry and stressed and trying not to focus on this thing that makes me really upset #and in the middle of cleaning ill suddenly think 'should i quit my summer camp job?' or 'should i move states again?' #its not good. but i havent acted on anything #AND in the middle of cleaning i found all of my meds #i havent been taking them for months. but i decided im gonna start taking them again #i have a few refills left but then ill have to find a psychiatrist. i dont want to. but its definitely for the best #im trying to get my life back on track and build and better it #but then something hits me and completely derails everything and makes everything so hard #so anyway im gonna go do some more cleaning and try not to make life-altering decisions. and maybe build a desk #btw i have to get up at 9am to take out my puppy. and at 11:35 i have to get ready for work. again its 3:30am #and im full of manic energy #tomorrow is going to be very bad but at least I'll have a semi-clean room

[ellulemmu]

The reason why my content mostly revolves around nine realms, is because the httyd fandom is extremely toxic for no reason and is always whining about meaningless shit. I'm sorry, but I just don't want to attract this fandom's bs to my page

#And also because im deeply inlove with buzzsaw ig #Obviously im not saying that the WHOLE fandom is toxic most of my friends are httyd fans and some of yall are really fucken awesome #But some of the fans are just literal degenerates #Ive loved httyd ever since i was 5 and it genuinely upsets me how the fandom is an absolute shithole #rant #httyd #dragons the nine realms #dragons nine realms #how to train your dragon