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[hirararaa]

i went to hell for being too british

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[sycherart]

just two hijabis, what will they do...

nur (1st) belongs to @jaamniafarit

farida (2nd) belongs to https://twitter.com/MoneeraZ

#my art #hijabis #hijabi #oc art #origial character #tiefling #commission

[hirararaa]

sandalwood

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[hirararaa]

flames leave burns and scars leave names

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[hirararaa]

memories

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[hirararaa]

childhood friends

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[hirararaa]

🌺 😈 🐍

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[hirararaa]

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[hirararaa]

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[hirararaa]

i saw my aunty today... she's always been like a second mother to me... hadn't seen her in a while and when i say it was genuinely the most comforting feeling ever to just curl up on the sofa and lean against her shoulder...

i love her and i miss her and i hope someday somehow i can repay her for all she has done for me

#jaamniafarit #ramblings

[hirararaa]

i'll eat all your plastic flowers

#idk have a selfie ig #jaamniafarit #pictures

[hirararaa]

i might like wearing oud perfume a bit too much... i mean my room and clothes always smell of it hdfsDSGHJFVK

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[hirararaa]

i've always been told i am an incredibly caring person, a mum friend if you will... almost everyone who meets me mentions this. my goal for this chapter of my life is to try and consistently direct that same energy towards myself... i've been through so much, and just like anyone else i deserve comfort, patience, and understanding.

no one else owes me these things though, and i no longer expect it from anyone. whilst i endlessly appreciate the good my friends do for me, i need to be there for myself too.

i have to give the good i know i deserve to myself, and i will learn to do so. the greatest gift you can give yourself is love and forgiveness.

#jaamniafarit #vent

[hirararaa]

so not to be dramatic but i think figuring out i have co-dependency issues and an anxious attachment style has been the biggest W in my life?

just been sitting here reading all the self help books and listening to all the lectures. taking a thorough look at myself as well as the way i interact with people.

accepting the flaws and mistakes, promising myself, my future, and my friends, better. doing my best to rewire my brain and heal the inner child, so to speak.

co-dependents usually let their inner critics reign supreme in their minds, and while i appreciate it for the coping mechanisms it taught me as a child in order to survive- i no longer need them and its OK to let go.

my inner critic can sit down and shhh with some metaphorical hot chocolate.

i will self parent myself till the end of my days because i deserve nothing less, and in the end the validation needs to come from the inside, nothing external will satisfy me.

i've spent my entire life unfairly looking for comfort in others, it's so freeing and easy to finally realize all i needed was me.

i see all the good i do, past and present, i see how kind and loving my heart is... i am a good friend, a good daughter, a good person...

i will improve my self esteem because i deserve to think positively of myself.

i make mistakes, i get emotional, but we all do...and just as i forgive and excuse others, i will forgive myself.

mistakes do not define me, they never have and never will. mistakes are inevitable. the best of us are those who learn from them, and that is what i will do.

#jaamniafarit #vent

[hirararaa]

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[hirararaa]

setting useless things on fire 💜

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