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#jake lockley fanfic
thesecretwriter · 4 months
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how each moon boy would react to an argument with you (sfw) – part 1.  
summary: what the title says!
warning: angsty angst.
word count: 1.1k
a/n: I’m feeling angsty lately, so here you gooo! ALSO, there’s more context to the situation of these headcanons, but they’ll be revealed in part 2. So don’t go hating on the moon boys just yet.
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part 2
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Steven Grant:
“Are you really gonna bring this up now?”
His tone had you looking at him as if he grew another head.
“When else would be a good time to bring this up, hmm? Because I think now is the most appropriate time,”
Steven rolled his eyes as he took off his jacket and sat on the couch facing you.
He had come home from significantly late with no explanation. You found out through social media that he went to an event celebrating Layla without informing you.
“Its late and I’m tired,” he said as he rubbed his face and sighed heavily.
Oh, he is tired?
“You don’t think I’m tired? I understand you have a past with Layla, but the way you go about doing things is exhausting me. All you ever do is talk about her. Everything is Layla this and Layla that,”
You explain to him out of frustration.
“She was right about you,” he says with a hint of sass.
“What do you mean by that?” you asked with furrowed brows.
“I mean that maybe Layla was right about you being controlling. Why do you think I never told you where I’m going. You would’ve tagged along and dampened the mood.
Wow, wow. So, Layla and he talk about you.
“I can’t believe the words that are coming out of your mouth. If you have an issue with the way I am then you should address it to me. Not go and talk to your EX-WIFE about it,” your voice had increased towards the end as you glared at him.
“Its not my problem if you’re insecure,” he said with a shrug.
Each word from him added more cracks to your already breaking heart.
You shook your head at him wordlessly and began to look for your bag and jacket around his apartment.
He sat upright on the couch and watched you with confused furrowed brows.
“What’re you doing?”
Once you gathered your things, you walked towards the door with him now trailing behind you.
“I asked you a question,” he said firmer.
You looked at him with unshed tears and saw his expression soften.
“Leaving,” was all you said before unlocking the door and walking away from him.
Steven cursed under his breath and walked after you.
“Y/n, its late. Stop being ridiculous,”
That ticked your off even further. You abruptly turn around to face him.
“I don’t expect you to be concerned about me anymore. Go ahead and worry about your precious Layla and her thoughts on our relationship,”
You left him standing their speechless as you exited his apartment building. Steven was left feeling an ache in his chest and the weight of his actions and words.
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Marc Spector:
“Look at the state of you,”
Were the first words Marc heard upon returning to the apartment. He had been gone for days and you had no way of contacting him.
“Y/n, please. I just want silence,” he said tiredly and sat lethargically on the bed.
“You can’t expect me to not be panicked when you come home with a gunshot wound. Did you even go to a hospital?” you ask in disbelief.
“I can take care of these things on my own,” he groaned and moved to face you.
“Marc, I can’t keep seeing you like this,” you admit to him.
Each time he left that door you would say a silent prayer to ensure he would come back to you.
“You knew what this relationship was going to be like-“
“Yes, but I didn’t expect you to be coming home like this,” you motion to his form.
Marc was growing annoyed.
“This is my life y/n, what do you want me to do?”
Your eyes searched his tired ones as he spoke.
“Exactly Marc, this is your life. I want you to take care of it,”
He scoffed at your words.
“I don’t need you to tell me how to live my life,” he said bitterly.
“That’s not what I’m-“
“Save it, okay? I already deal with enough when it comes to Khonshu. I don’t want to deal with you as well,”
“Deal with me? What? Marc, what have I ever done to make you feel like this? Me being worried about whether your alive or not upsets you?” you asked a string of questions as endless thoughts ran through your mind.
“Just go,” is all he said as he turned his back to you and laid on the bed.
You watch his form, waiting for him to take back his words, apologise… do something – but he just lays there.
You nod to yourself and gather your belongings to leave. It was well into the night and significantly late, but you did as he said and walked out that front door.
He laid in bed with his thoughts, thinking whether pushing you away was the right choice.
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Jake Lockley:
You walked into the bar to see him stood rather close to an unknown woman.
With anger running through your veins, you walk up to him and see his eyes slightly widen when he sees your approaching him.
“What’re you doing here?” he asked with a monotone.
“I’ve been waiting for you at home for the passed 3 hours,” you said as calmly as you could.
The woman standing close to him looked surprised at your words but made no move to walk away from the obvious situation.
“You should’ve kept waiting,” he said uninterested as he took a sip from his drink.
You watch him with narrowed eyes as he looked back to you.
“Is this how its going to be? You’re going to act like a total stranger in public and my boyfriend in private?” you asked feeling hurt.
He hummed at your words and sat up straight in his seat at the bar.
“You’re clingy,” was all he said, knowing that those words would hit you harder than anything else.
Throughout your life, you always had someone to be around. Your parents, siblings, friends and now in a foreign country you found solace with Jake spent every waking moment with him when you could. It was normal for you, and he didn’t seem to mind it.
“Clingy?” you asked as you choked back tears.
Jake clenched his jaw slightly before relaxing and putting his arm around the shoulders of the woman next to him.
“You heard me,” he said with a chuckle.
You took in a deep breath to compose yourself. Clearly you were not wanted nor needed here.
“Okay, if that’s what you think. You can have all the space you want from now on,” you said and turned to walk away.
“Is she actually you girlfriend?” asked the unnamed woman.
“One of many, hermosa,” he said under his breath.
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eyelessfaces · 1 year
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come out
jake lockley x reader
summary: you don’t see Jake very often, he still doesn’t feel confident and comfortable enough to front frequently; his visits are not a regular occurrence but when it’s him, you know it. you couldn’t be mad at him. not when he had been hidden in this body for too long, feelings buried deep as he watched Marc and Steven express them freely from a distance while he had to drown them down and suffer in silence.
warnings: ending fades to implied smut, sexual innuendos
tags: tooth rotting fluff, literally no plot just fluff, soft!jake, seriously this man needs to be held
word count: 0.9k
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The back of Jake's knuckles brushed lightly against your cold cheek. You stirred as you rubbed your eyes, still hazy from sleep.
You knew it was Jake from the soft and aching look in his gaze– you don’t see Jake very often, he still doesn’t feel confident and comfortable enough to front frequently; his visits are not a regular occurrence but when it’s him, you know it.
You smiled endearingly at him, brushing back the curls falling over his forehead.
“‘Morning, Jake” you murmured, smoothing your hand along his bicep as his elbow was propped beside you, planted into the mattress.
Jake felt his heart flutter at the demonstration of you recognizing him so easily.
“‘Morning cariño” he whispered as he leaned to leave a kiss at the bridge of your nose. “How’d you know it was me?” he asked, letting his fingertips travel down the side of your face.
“An intuition” you affirmed, leaning into his touch. “I missed you.” you breathed out, heart aching as the words escaped your lips.
“I know” he complied as he shamefully closed his eyes and nodded. “I’m sorry querida” he apologized, looking right back into your eyes, searching for a trace of blame in them.
There was none.
You couldn’t blame him, you couldn’t be mad at him. Not when he had been hidden in this body for too long, feelings buried deep as he watched Marc and Steven express them freely from a distance while he had to drown them down and suffer in silence.
“I know it’s hard for you,” you said, mirroring his actions and bringing your hand to the side of his face. “But I don’t want you to push yourself too much. Take your time, okay honey?”
He nodded, a pained look covering his face, and nuzzled your hand leaving a kiss at your palm.
“Thank you” he mumbled against your skin before leaving another kiss there.
You chuckled and buried your hand into his curls. “What are you thanking me for?”
“For being so considerate. For understanding me.” he affirmed, smiling weakly. “Us.” he corrected himself.
You hooked your hands behind his neck and brought him down to your lips. He kissed them with as much passion and devotion he could give you, cherishing the intimacy and rarity of the moment.
His necklace dangled under your chin and you lightly tugged on it, drawing a sharp gasp from him before he smirked into the kiss and flicked his tongue over your bottom lip in need to feel you even more.
It didn’t take long for him to lick into your mouth, tasting you thoroughly until he ran out of breath.
He pulled away but remained close, nuzzling your neck as you ran your hands along his bare back, nails softly scraping against his warm skin just the way you knew he liked.
“I love you” he mumbled into your neck. He had wanted to say it, but he hadn’t expected the words to escape his mouth so easily. It needed to be said anyways.
He left a kiss in the crook of your neck, punctuating his previous words.
You felt your heart skip a beat, and one of your hands mindlessly traveled to his curls like it was a reflex. You scraped your nails against his scalp, and soothingly swiped your thumb over his shoulder blade with your other hand.
“I love you too Jake” you replied, looking down at the man buried into your neck.
He adored when you held him like that; just you and him, nothing else around, no one else around, no Khonshu, no danger, no blood to shed– just him resting in your arms, cherishing his turn at fronting without it being an emergency to protect his alters; just him living his life with you, taking the time to breathe. He could get used to it.
“I would love to see you come out more often,” you affirmed as he looked back at you. “I know it’s hard and I’m not putting you under pressure but–”
“–Yeah” he nodded, pinching his lips. “I know” he said in a whisper as he dived to kiss your lips again, his fingers holding your chin while he did so. He pulled away, threading his fingers through your hair as he remained leaning over you. “Truth is– I want you all the time” he said with a small grin growing at the corner of his mouth. “All the fucking time.” he added through gritted teeth.
“Well… You can have me all you want now” you whispered with a small chuckle, and you knew from there that the atmosphere had changed. Jake stopped his kisses and stayed still for a moment. Did you break him?
“...Jake?” you called, confused at his silent state. Jake wasn’t very talkative but this was strange.
“...All I want ?” he finally asked back, his dark eyes carefully examining your face.
You chuckled softly. “All you want.” you affirmed, stroking the back of his neck.
A small smirk grew on his lips. “Mmmh okay. Interesting. Very interesting” he hummed as his hands met your hips, gently kneading the skin there before diving right back to your neck, leaving open mouthed, warm kisses there.
You almost choked on air at the sudden feeling of his teeth nipping at your skin– you should have expected it, it’s Jake after all.
“Jake!” you exclaimed, uncontrolled giggles escaping your mouth.
“I better take advantage of that free time then, mh?” he asked before kissing your cheek, tangling his legs with yours.
“Yeah you better” you teased, only hoping all of this will get him to front more often.
It was only a matter of time before Jake finally felt legitimate fronting as much as Marc and Steven did.
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Never Let Me Go
AN: Fourth fic for @moonknight-events MK Bingo! So….this isn’t exactly what I’d intended it to be lol (no dialogue? No full on smut?? What’s wrong with me???) but I also kind of like how it turned out? Idk. Hopefully someone other than me enjoys this lol
Jake is feeling lonely and disconnected and you help make him feel better.
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Rated: M+ (labeling this as M since it has cockwarming. not very smutty tho) Prompt: Cockwarming Words: 560 Pairing: Jake Lockley x GN!Reader (pretty sure this could be read as GN, please let me know if that's incorrect) Warnings: cockwarming, angst, feelings of loneliness (please let me know if i missed anything) AO3
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You’re in Jake’s lap, knees bracketing his hips, his cock buried inside you. You’re both still, his strong arms wrapped around your middle, fingers loosely fisted in the worn fabric of your sleep shirt. He buries his face in the crook of your neck, eyelids fluttering slightly as you comb your fingers gently through his curls. He inhales slowly, deeply, nuzzling your collarbone with his nose, his mustache tickling your skin. 
He’s been feeling disconnected, your Jake, lonely even. Tonight is the first night you’ve had with him in weeks. He’d let himself in about an hour ago looking tired, his movements sluggish as he’d toed off his shoes, shucked his jacket, and loosened his tie. You’d gone to him immediately, anxious to see him after such an extended absence. It’s not that he hadn’t looked happy to see you, he had—he was—he’d just looked so down, almost defeated. 
He hadn’t wanted to talk about it, whatever it was that was bothering him, and you didn’t push, knowing he’d open up when he was ready. For now, he just needed you, to be with you. He’d never ask for this though, for comfort, even though he needs it and knows you’d happily give it. He forgets, you see, forgets that he doesn’t have to handle everything on his own, forgets that his troubles are also your troubles…forgets that you chose this, chose him.
So, you remind him. Remind him that you love him (and that he is worthy of that love), that you care for him, that you are a team, that it’s okay to need people, to be vulnerable. When he finally gives into you (and he always does), you lead him to the bed and just hold him for a while, your body draped over him like a blanket. You can tell when he starts to get antsy, when his mind is racing at top speed, when he’s no longer present. You know what he needs, how to calm his mind, to bring him back to you. 
You raise yourself up on all fours, motioning for him to sit up as you slowly crawl up his body. He does what you want without argument, his eyes focused on you, intently following your every movement. When you kiss him, he sags against the headboard, keeping his arms limp at his sides as you straddle his hips. His lips are soft against yours, his tongue warm and wet as it slides against yours languidly. When you sink onto him, he breaks the kiss, his head thudding back against the wall as he sucks in a breath. You watch him for a moment, taking in the state of him—the tinge of pink on his skin, the way his dark lashes fan across his cheek as he closes his eyes, the kiss-bitten look of his mouth.
He opens his eyes after a moment, smiling softly at your attention. You smile back, the tightness you hadn’t realized was in your chest easing slightly. You shift forward, wrapping yourself around him and pulling him close. He sighs, pushing his face against your neck as he winds his arms around your torso. 
Jake forgets sometimes, what it’s like to be this close to someone, to be loved, to be cared for. He’s grateful that he has you here to remind him.
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Celebrate (Marc Spector x fem!Reader, Steven Grant x fem!Reader, Jake Lockley x fem!Reader)
Author’s Note: Hey everyone! So, I have had this done for a while and just never posted, so better late than never, amirite? And besides, we can all always use more Oscar Isaac and the Moon Boys in our lives. Enjoy! :)
Summary: The boys realize that they've never celebrated your birthday with you, despite being with you for well over a year and you celebrating their birthday. When they find out when it is, nothing will stop them from giving you a birthday for the record books.
Warning: Fluff (established couple with all the Moon Boys, super sweet affection, kisses, a very important question), angst (negative emotions about birthdays), implied smut
Other Characters: None
Word Count: 3,348
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Steven, Marc, and Jake love you. They loves everything about you, from how you talk, to how you have a ‘lucky’ something for every category of item you own, to how big your heart is. But there is one thing about you that particularly irks them.
In the year and a half that you have been together with them, they has yet to find out when your birthday is. For all they knows, they could have missed it twice! Hell, you’ve remembered theirs twice and have done incredibly loving things for both.
They have tried everything—Steven even tried to sneak a peak at your license once, but turned out to be in a different wallet. Steven only knew his lack of knowledge wasn’t by virtue of him not trying extremely hard, because Marc and Jake couldn’t find out either.
Jake enjoyed playing around with the fantasy that you were a secret spy or assassin who stepped away from the action to lead a normal, quiet life. Steven and Marc were ready to quickly dismiss it when they remembered that they served as an avatar for the Egyptian God of the moon. In all honesty, there was a chance that Jake could be right. 
“Did you know that in Ancient Egypt, Pharaohs didn’t celebrate birthdays on the actual day?” Steven asks as he hands you a dish from the suds. “They celebrated their coronation day since it was when they were born into the role of ruler.”
“Interesting,” you respond as you use the towel to dry the plate.
“It’s a bit sad, though, innit? That other people didn’t celebrate their birthdays. It wasn’t a common thing.”
“Well, I mean, I guess people make a big deal out of birthdays and place a lot of pressure on them. Maybe the Egyptians had it right.”
“But it’s an important day, you know? Someone fantastic was brought to the world, that’s worth celebratin’.”
You have a feeling you know what he’s getting at. You choose to remain quiet.
“You’re worth celebratin’, (Y/N).”
You feel tears sting at your eyes, and you suck in your bottom lip to prevent yourself from crying.
“Why haven’t you told us when your birthday is?” he pleads softly.
You dip your head and shrug. “My birthday . . . I don’t know,” you mutter. “I have a lot of mixed feelings about it, and I don’t know how to say them without sounding whiny.”
Steven tilts your chin up with a sudsy finger so your eyes lock onto his.
“We’re all ears,” he says tenderly.
You let out a sigh, but Steven’s finger refuses to let your gaze leave his.
“No matter how old I got or whatever new friends I made, my friends and colleagues and even my exes always forgot my birthday. I always made it a point to remember theirs, get a gift, a card, whatever, because—it’s the friggin’ day they’re born! And then I always had these small, wistful expectations there’d be something done for me like a surprise, but it was always nothing. Once I got into my college years, I’d have these hopes and expectations of what I’d have done by that birthday, and most of them never came true. My ‘have a first kiss’ goal was deferred for eight years until I was 25.” You close your eyes and give your head a little shake. “I’m just always disappointed by my birthday with other people and myself. Never a real reason to celebrate.”
Steven dries his hands and wipes away yours tears with the pads of his thumb as he pulls you in for a loving hug.
“Will you tell us when your birthday is, love?” Steven whispers into your hair. “Please?”
Unable to resist his tender embrace, you tell him the date, and he pulls back to scan your face. “That’s Thursday,” he states.
“Yeah,” you nod. “It is.”
You don’t expect him to cradle your face in his hands while he kisses you deeply. “Boy, do we have some idea’s stewin’ in our brain,” he beams as he gives you another kiss. “And you know what? Since I missed it last year, you’re gonna have a half-birthday celebration that is gonna knock your knickers right off of you.”
“My knickers?” you laugh, your hurt feelings quickly leaving your body.
Steven whistles and moves his hand like a plane to emphasize the absolute absence of panties you’ll have before he hops up and rubs his hands together in excitement. 
“Oh,” he says as he holds up a finger. “This is why we couldn’t figure out your birthday, right? You’re not secretly a spy or assassin?”
You laugh at the implication, the sadness rolling off of your body. “Jake’s idea?”
Steven nods. 
“Well, I’d tell you, but then I’d have to kill you, and I’d hate to ruin that pretty face of yours. And then there’s the issue of getting rid of the body, and we’re on the fifth floor—.”
“See, I know you’re jokin’, but part of me is actually a little spooked right now,” Steven says.
“No, hon. I’m not a spy,” you giggle, moving to kiss his cheek and push his curly hair back. “Sorry to disappoint Jake.”
Steven breathes a sigh of relief and dips his head as you hold onto him. "Oh, thank the gods!"
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You’re vaguely aware of the shifting on your mattress as you continue to enjoy a cozy slumber under the comforter with your head on the pillows. After a bit, you feel another shift on the mattress along with the warmth of another body whose smell you know all too well. 
“Happy birthday, my love,” Steven whispers with a gentle kiss to your cheek.
You let out a tired moan as you roll into Steven’s body, wrapping an arm around his middle and burying your face into his chest as you try to pull yourself back into a deep sleep. 
“Come now, I’ve made you your favorite. And I have a nice big mugga mornin’ Joe with your name on it,” he encourages.
You unbury your head slightly, looking up at him with still heavy eyes. He smiles as he looks down at you, kissing your forehead.
“I knew if the kisses didn’t do it, the coffee would,” he chuckles.
As you sit up in bed, Steven twists his torso and places a breakfast tray on your lap, presenting you with waffles, fresh cut fruit, and veggie sausage.
“Thank you, hon,” you tell him, pulling him in for a kiss.
“Anythin’ for the birthday girl,” he hums, placing a kiss on your neck that sends goosebumps throughout your body. “I still wish you could’ve taken the day off.”
“Trust me, if I didn’t have these big meetings, I’d probably just stay in bed with you three.”
“Don’t give Jake any ideas—he’d find a way to make those meetings cancelled,” Steven chuckles, stealing a strawberry for himself. You know there’s nothing particularly aphrodisic or phallic about a strawberry, but watching Steven’s lips move around the red fruit and how his tongue licks away the juice sends your head spinning. Steven catches you looking at him and smirks. “Yes, love?”
“Oh, nothing,” you blush as you move to take a bite of the waffles in front of you.
“Mm, likely story,” he hums as he licks his lips once more, bringing his lips to your pulse point for a chaste kiss.
“I don’t know that I’m gonna be able to finish these, hon,” you chuckle as you take a closer look at the stack. “You made eight?”
“I’ve seen you devour a stack of waffles with no issue before.”
“Yeah, on a weekend where I don’t have to go do a full day of work later.”
“Then lucky for you, I am here to help,” he smiles, stealing your fork to snatch a bite of waffles for himself. “Bloody hell, I’m a good cook.”
We continue to sit in bed and eat the fluffy breakfast food until you have to get ready for work. As you fix your hair in the bathroom, Steven takes care of the dishes; he finishes drying them as you move from the bathroom to put on your clothes. As you slide on your sweater, Steven shuffles into the bedroom.
“Let me walk you to work today?” he whispers as he lifts out the hair tucked into the collar of your sweater. 
“I want to say yes, but then I wouldn’t want to go in or have you leave,” you respond just as quietly. “Especially after a morning like this one. It’d be the bed predicament on the sidewalk.”
Steven brings his lips to yours slowly as you wrap your arms around his waist. The kiss is tender and lazy, much like how you wish you could spend the day with one another. Steven lets out a defeated sigh as his lips part from yours, resting his forehead against yours.
“Text me when you get there?” he asks as his fingers play with your hair.
“Of course,” you tell him. "Love you."
Steven hands you your purse, letting you adjust it on your shoulder before he places more quick kisses on your lips, murmuring a "Love you more," as you attempt to make it out the door.
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“What?” you chuckle as you put your purse on the table by the door. Jake is leaning on the kitchen table like a puppy that needs to be let out.
“I can’t wait for my girlfriend to do part two of her birthday?” Jake smirks as he suavely moves over from the wooden surface and meets you at the door, his hands on your waist as he plants a passionate kiss on your lips.
“And what would part two be, exactly?” you smile as you bite your lip, keeping them just out of reach of his so you don’t spend the rest of the night making out in the kitchen—although, you wouldn’t be opposed to it.
“I can’t give away all of the details, mi corazón. Now, go to the bedroom, put on what’s laid out, and then we’ll go to part two.”
You smirk at him and scrunch your eyebrows playfully as you try to figure out what he has planned. You do as he asks, nonetheless. Lying on the bed, you see a beautiful sky blue satin dress with an asymmetrical hemline and silver strappy heels. You slide on the dress and it fits like a glove—so much like a glove, you can see the line of your underwear underneath the fabric. Lightly chuckling to myself, you slide off your panties and take off your bra. Usually, you’d be opposed to going full commando, but when you see yourself in the mirror, everything looks better—the dress was made to be worn on your body without undergarments. You slide on the heels to finish off the look and quickly comb your hair to revitalize it from the day. When you meet Jake back in the living room, he licks his lips and smirks as he looks at you, giving you bedroom eyes as you move closer to him.
“Now will you tell me what we’re doing?” you coo as you run your hands up and down his chest.
“No,” he smiles as he pulls you in for a searing kiss, squeezing your ass for scientific reasons, you’re sure.
“You’re not wearing anything underneath this, are you?” he breathes against your lips.
“Not a stitch,” you hum as you move his hands off your rear, taking a step back and opening the door with your things in hand. “Lead the way, Lockley.”
He gives you a bedroom smirk and mutters a string of Spanish curses and erotic notions under his breath—something about not realizing how sexy you’d look and what he’d rather be doing to you.
“Don’t worry, babe, I think all of you boys will be able to do those kinds of things later,” you assure him as you pull him down by his tie for a kiss. “Patience is a virtue.”
“Not when vice looks as good as you in satin.”
Jake captures your lips in a passionate and lusty kiss that still maintains an air of chastity to it—his mind on the mission of the surprise, but his heart veering towards your shared bed.
“Come on, cariño,” he rasps as he takes your hand and leads you out of the apartment and down the stairs.
“I don’t even get a hint?” you try again as you walk along the sidewalk.
“Tell me what you think we’re doing.”
“Really? Twenty questions on my birthday?”
“Play along,” he chuckles.
“Fine,” you sigh dramatically as you lace your fingers with his. “It’s definitely somewhere fancy?”
“Is it, though?”
“I’m dressed to the nines. I don’t see how it can’t be somewhere fancy.”
“Or I wanted to show you off.”
“Okay,” you say, processing Jake’s cheeky remark, thinking of all the possibilities. “Well, dinner would be too obvious, so it clearly can’t be that.”
“Clearly,” he chuckles. “Come on, cariño, I thought you knew me better than this.”
“Ouch, gut punch!” you say, poking at it side. “I’m still thinking. You are an expert at being sneaky, I’m trying to process my options.”
“Well, you should come up with one soon. We’re almost there.”
Knowing the area, you scan through all the storefronts you can bring to your mind, when something clicks with your ensemble.
“Jake Lockley, are you taking me dancing?” you hum as you look over to him, his eyes sparkling in the dim London light.
“It took you long enough to figure it out,” he chuckles as he guides you to the left into a little courtyard that is all done up where other couples are waiting to start the lessons. “We’re gonna put those hips of yours to a different kind of work. Just for a short while, at least.”
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“I’m sorry I don’t have anything fun or culinary up my sleeves,” Marc says as the two of you walk hand in and through the quiet park, the path lit by beautiful old street lamps.
“You don’t need to apologize for anything,” you tell him. “I know how much effort you all put into today. It’s nice to wrap it all up with dinner and a little stroll.”
A gentle breeze begins to pick up, and Marc immediately shrugs off his bomber jacket to place on your shoulders. You want to protest, but you love having things that he wears on your body—the warmth form his frame, the smell of his skin and cologne, the silent gesture of love.
“Thanks, baby,” you tell him softly as he presses a kiss to your cheek.
“Did you have a good day today?” he asks, matching your tone. “I know you mentioned your meetings—.”
“Yeah, the meetings from hell,” you sigh as you roll your neck, the mere thought of them bringing tension to your body. “Not only could they all have been emails, but they were ridiculously long and were so unproductive that we knew less by the end than we did at the start. Debbie led both.”
“Oh no, not Debbie.”
“Mmhm. Don’t get me started with that one.” You let out a long sigh and rest your head on his shoulder. “But it’s all worth it, because I get to come home to an amazing system of men who love me.”
He rests his cheek on top of your head. “We love you, too, baby.”
“How about we go home and take a bath? Wind down from the day. Get naked and wet together.”
“Mm, two of my favorite adjectives.”
“Maybe we can add some other adjectives you like to that mix,” you chuckle, lightly checking his hip with yours.
Taking a turn off the path of the park, you hop on the sidewalk and make the short walk back to the flat, snuggling close in the old elevator as it drags its way up to the top floor. 
“You want me to put on a kettle for tea or coffee or something?” you hum as you unlock the door, tossing your keys into the dish as you make your way in. “Or are we going to save all the warm water for—what are you doing?”
In your living room, Marc is perched down on one knee, a little open box in his hands as he looks up at me with his rich brown eyes.
“We were actually gonna do this next week,” Marc starts, his voice soft, the edges brimming with emotion. “But we thought this might be a really great way to end your birthday.”
“Baby . . .”
“(Y/N), I don’t think I need to begin to tell you how much we all love you. If I did, we’d be here for a hell of a long time, I’d loose feeling in my legs from the knee down, and you’d offer to help me walk over to the bed, just like how you are always there to help me and Steven and Jake with whatever comes up. You see us as whole people. You make us feel whole. You have the biggest, most caring heart that a person can have, and you love so selflessly . . .” Marc sniffles and furrows his brows as he tries to keep his cool. You take a few steps toward him, kneeling down and wiping his tears away with your thumbs. 
“Marc,” you say softly, his name on your tongue dripping with emotions.
“We can’t imagine our lives without you in it, and we never want to,” Marc continues. “Will you marry us?”
“Of course,” you practically sob, wrapping your arms around him and holding him tight. He holds you back just as firm, neither of you saying a word. Marc is the one who eventually breaks the embrace, moving to take out the ring out of the box to slide it on your finger slowly.
“It’s a pink sapphire, but it looks purple, and you love purple—,” Marc starts.
“—and gold jewelry looks so lovely on your skin, cariño—,” Jake continues.
“—and it’s a vintage settin’ so there’s no ill-environmental effects,” Steven finishes. “Happy birthday, my love.”
“You guys are sure?” you sniffle, your teary eyes frantically scanning their faces. “Are you sure you guys love me? That this is what you want?”
“Mi corazón, where is this coming from?” Jake asks softly, brushing tears off of your cheek. “Of course this is what we want. We’ve never felt this way about anyone before. We only want you, amore.”
“It just doesn’t feel real. It feels like a dream.”
“It’s very real, love,” Steven says, gentle hands on your shoulders as he leans forward to place a sweet kiss on your forehead. “And you already said yes—there’s no take-backs.”
You let out a wet laugh as you move back in to kiss Steven—he always knows just what to say to bring a smile to your face.
“Well, I guess if there’s no take backs.”
As Steven leans forward to kiss you again, and you feel distinct shift just before we part, and you’re met once more with Marc.
“Is it still a yes?” he asks carefully.
“Of course it’s still a yes. I’ve got the three best guys in the world—why wouldn’t I want to make it official?”
Marc smiles brighter than you’ve ever seen in your life. He leans forward to kiss you once more, his arms wrapping around you tightly and picks you up, much to your surprise. The two of you continue to kiss as he walks you to the bed and lays you down on the mattress, only briefly parting from you to brush some stray hairs off of your face.
“Happy birthday, baby,” he whispers, his forehead resting on yours, allowing you to feel his eyelashes brush your cheeks. 
“I love you all so much,” you whisper. “Thank you for choosing me.”
Marc gingerly kisses the tip of your nose. “Forever and always.”
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the-little-ewok · 8 months
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Push
Jake Lockley x F!reader (Lesser Marc Spector X reader / Steven Grant X reader )
Rating : M
Word count: 3500 (ish)
Warnings : Platonic relationship with hints that more may come (Jake), established romantic relationship (Marc/Steven), DID, divorce mentions, lil bit angsty, lil bit fluffy, lil bit jealousy, mention of voyeuristic intentions
Summary : Set within the Tilt/Balance universe the reader finally meets Marc and Stevens third alter. But Jake has been watching for some time…
A/N : I am not a system, nor do I know anyone who is a system. What is contained here is based solely on my research, the MK show and comics, and is not intended to cause any offence.
To the anon who requested I hope you enjoy. Sorry if it came out a bit boring
A/N 2 : Reading Tilt / Balance will give you a bit of background to these characters but it isn't exactly necessary to enjoy this.
A/N 3 : While listed as F/reader due to the universe it's set in, this can be read as G/N reader also
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"Sorry I'm late!" You shout, bursting into the flat, kicking off your shoes. "I swear give me five minutes and I'll be ready!"
You rush past Marc as you run to the bedroom, grabbing your outfit from your bag, already knowing that the chances of making your table reservation are slim given the traffic in London on a Friday night.
As you throw it down on the bed something makes you pause. It takes a moment for your brain to catch up and when it does you groan.
"You cooked?" You whine as you inhale the delicious smell of food from the kitchen. "Marc, you didn't have to cook. I know I'm a bit late but we can still go out."
Turning to complain at him you pause, taking in the man standing in the sitting room, surrounded by Stevens books, wearing Marc's t-shirt and pants, looking at you with a smug smile and raised eyebrows. The man who wears your boyfriend's face, but isn't him.
The realisation sinks in quickly of who you are looking at causing your heart to thunder in your chest and your mouth go dry.
"Jake?
He nods in confirmation taking a step towards you, one you mirror by stepping back.
Marc has told you very little of Jake, only that he isn't sure he's ready for you both to meet, still getting to grips with knowing his third alter himself.
You assumed Jake already knew of your existence, and that he knew that you knew of his, but you found with the boys it was easier to let them take things at their own pace no matter how curious you were about meeting their third, their protector.
Suddenly faced with Jake you aren't sure what to do. Physically he still looks like Steven, like Marc, but there's something in his eyes, in the way he holds himself, that is nothing like either of them.
Steven always makes himself small, Marc holds too much tension, like he carries the weight of the word, but Jake, Jake is a statue. Jake is unreadable, at least for now.
"It's nice to finally meet. The others have a lot to say about you," he smiles easily, as though you already know each other.
"All good I hope?" You give an awkward laugh, unsure how to handle the situation. "Is um, are Marc and Steven okay?"
The little you knew about Jake was mostly that he fronted when the boys needed him, when it was dangerous, or too much for either of them to cope. When you'd left the flat for work both of them seemed as happy as usual. You'd left Steven pondering over books, and Marc had called you at lunch to make sure you took a break and had something to eat. Nothing had seemed particularly out of the ordinary, but then nothing in your life was ordinary anymore.
"They are fine. I just decided it was time we meet." Jake shrugs like it's nothing, but you notice an all too familiar twitch of his fingers, one that sets you on edge. Steven used to do the same thing when he was fronting and Marc wanted in, generally when you and Steven were arguing and Marc was itching for control to stop you both.
"So Marc agreed for us to meet? Because that feels like something he might have mentioned." You keep your tone light but you tuck your hands behind your back, curling them into fists the way Marc has taught you.
While you have no reason to fear his alter, the fact this seems suspicious makes you uneasy, especially given everything Steven and Marc have told you about Konshu's hold on Jake. Jake himself may not scare you, but Konshu did.
"We had a long talk about it today." Jake doesn't even miss a beat. In fact his lips twitch upwards as he glances down at your arms, hiding your balled fists behind you.
"I didn't think Marc would give up date night so willingly."
Jake winces, and that tells you all you need to know. Marc knows, but he doesn't have control to stop it. It makes anger spark in your chest on his behalf.
"Can I speak to Marc?"
Jake sighs and opens his mouth, but you cut him off before he has a chance to speak.
"Let me speak to Marc," you repeat, more firmly this time, trying to sound more confident than you really feel. "Or I will leave until you let them front."
A tense silence follows as you do your best to stare him down. Jake gives an amused chuckle at your stubbornness.
"I see why they like you. Alright, speak with him. We can continue this afterwards."
Jake's eyes roll and he lets out a choked noise before Marc stares at you, immediately jumping into an apology as if it's his fault.
"Fuck, I'm sorry, baby! Jake just took me by surprise before I had a chance to stop him."
"Took me by surprise too," you let out a soft laugh, that comes out more nervous than you intended, betraying your wildly beating heart. "You okay?"
"Yeah, yeah I'm fine. Are you okay?" He takes a few steps towards you, and this time instead of stepping back you walk forwards to meet him, allowing him to pull you into a tight hug.
"Yeah just a bit shocked that's all. I thought the days of me dropping in, not sure who I'd find, were gone. Little bit of excitement to my boring day though," you grin, trying to make him feel better as Marc regards you with worry.
"Dinner looks nice," you continue with a smile, gesturing to the beautifully laid out table, trying to distract him.
"I didn't… Jake cooked it." He grits out, clearly annoyed by the situation.
"Oh."
"I've got control of him now. It won't happen again. We can still go out if you feel up to it?" Marc offers.
You hesitate to answer, your mind whirring with questions. Why has Jake decided to intervene now? Was something wrong? Was it just pure chance? Why had he cooked dinner? Did he know it's your favourite meal or had that been a coincidence? Have you met before without knowing?
"Baby?" Marc prompts when you don't answer.
If he says no you won't ask again until he's ready, but now you're here, you have to ask the question. Maybe a little push is what they need.
"Marc," you start softly, taking his hands in yours, "I know you have reservations about Jake but he is a part of you, and I think it's important I get to know him too. I mean after all he has to live here and if I keep dropping in we should know each other."
"Yeah but not like this! Not just out of nowhere before we've even had a chance to talk about it." Marc scowls, his whole body stiff, as though preparing for a fight. You wonder if Jake is fighting to take over again.
"Nothing happens the right way with you anyway. I mean look at us, our relationship has been upside down, sideways and shaken," you laugh affectionately, and though Marc continues to frown his expression softens just a little. "Jake said you talked about it today?"
"Yes. But we didn't agree to anything. And you didn't agree to anything, so you don't have to let him push you into this." Marc cups your face gently, his eyes flicking between yours as he tries to get a read on you, on where your head's at.
"I know. Nobody's forcing me. I just…want to know all of you. You know how badly it turned out when you wouldn't speak to me." You regret the words instantly as Marc drops his eyes, still ashamed of his behaviour during the first few months of your relationship with Steven. You take his hands from your face, holding them and squeezing in a gentle reminder that you've already forgiven all of that.
"But look at us now. The three of us are closer than ever. Jake is the last puzzle piece here. Let me just say hello so he knows I'm not some crazy psycho who's going to hurt you. Plus I won't panic if he fronts when I'm around again. He cooked my favourite food." You shrug, trying to lighten the mood a little and still distracted by the mouth watering smell. Marc ignores your feeble attempt at making jokes.
"Only because the perverted bastards been watching the time you spend with us! I didn't tell him that!" He bursts out, glaring at the table as though it somehow personally offended him.
Your stomach turns uncomfortably at the thought of the intrusion. Marc and Steven had an agreement that when it came to you, for the most part, they would stay out of each other's relationships. That way you knew the time you spent with each of them was solely for that person. But the fact Jake knew things about you, makes you uneasy. Did Marc know the extent that his alter had been watching you? What exactly had he seen?
"Okay, that's… yeah…. weird." You wrap your arms around your waist, shielding yourself from the moment as your mind whirs with questions and concerns.
"You don't have to agree to this, love." You're drawn out of your unsavoury thoughts by Steven’s soft British accent. "Marc's having a word now. Well, several in fact."
"I know but… honestly Steven, I think it's time. And I have questions I want answers to." You glance at the food on the table with a frown.
"I don't know if I'll be able to take control back," Marc warns, clearly feeling he needs to step back in.
You give him a reassuring smile, hoping it comes off as confident. "I don't think Jake is going to hurt me. Hurting me would hurt you both and isn't he supposed to stop that?"
"It's not that. I'm just worried what he will say to you."
"Marc," you start seriously before breaking into a grin, "I very much doubt Jake finally confirming you actually do love Beauty and the Beast, is going to be that bad."
Marc doesn't take the bait, still too wound up in his head, and no doubt listening to the voices of his alters.
"It's not that. I just….I've done some bad things." And there it was. Marc was worried somehow Jake would reveal something he didn't want you to know. Something about the past he keeps carefully locked away and hidden.
You take Marc's hands in yours, squeezing tightly.
"I'm so proud of you. You didn't deny loving the film!" You coo, much to Marc's annoyance as he pulls a face at you, clearly unimpressed.
"Whatever happened in the past, whatever you or Jake or Steven did, it doesn't matter. I know you Marc Spector, and you are a good man. You all are. Now let's get this over with okay?"
Marc looks at you pleadingly, but you stand firm. This has to happen sometime, and while it's out of the blue, so had your meeting been with Marc the first time when you thought you were meeting Steven.
"He says one word out of line," Marc growls, leaving the threat unsaid.
"One word," you agree with a nod.
"And he only gets to eat dinner with you. This is purely an introduction."
You nod again, unsure of anything else Marc might be worried Jake would ask you to do.
"And I get an additional date night with you!"
You try and bite back your laugh but you can't help grinning at him. You could tease him later on his little bout of adorable jealousy. If you were honest, you would miss the time with him too.
"And just to remind you, I hate that film. And if you and Steven watch it one more time!" Laughing, you kiss him softly. Marc's expression relaxes in an instant. "You're sure?"
You step back, letting go of his hands and giving him a nod. You were as ready as you were ever going to be.
"I'm sure."
"We'll be right here if you need us, love. Just say the word," Steven assures you, before he steps back.
Watching the transition is hard. It's not like Marc and Steven, whose switch between them is so smooth it's hard to notice. It's not quite like the way Steven had described his blackouts either, back in the days before he knew Marc. But it's clearly still a difficult transition until Jake slips into place.
"Shall we?" Jake smiles, gesturing to the table, as though he'd never been gone. You suspect he's been listening the whole time.
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So far you are yet to fully understand Marc’s hesitation at meeting his alter. You and Jake have made small talk and introductions while you eat. Jake had been perfectly friendly, and if you're honest, even a little funny. Although you were trying to make it hard for him, given the way he had jumped in, you still found yourself enjoying his company, at least a little.
"Why the introduction now?" You ask, sipping your drink. It's your favourite and you could assume that Jake had purely got that by coincidence, since Steven always made sure he had some in the cupboards, but combined with the food you suspect not.
"They are going to ask you to move in."
You choke on your food in surprise, snapping your head up to look at Jake, waiting for him to laugh. Only he doesn't. He stares seriously at you.
"Steven decided a while ago but Marc is scared to ask. He feels you might say no."
You swallow, trying to dampen the excited butterflies that erupt in your belly.
"I don't know how he got that impression?"
Jake shrugs, "you know Marc, he has a hard time believing people do actually like him."
You do know that. If you've learnt anything about Marc over your relationship, you've learnt that is a key component. Marc always thought people preferred Steven, and he had a hard time believing anything that suggested otherwise.
"Well, if they are listening," Jake's quirk of his lips let's you know they are, "then I wouldn't say no. I would love to live here, with them. I mean I practically do anyway!"
Steven had already given you a key to the flat, and other than the evenings they were gone, you spent basically every night here.
"That's another reason it was important for us to meet. You never know when we might run into each other." Jake smiles, but his words bring up a remembrance of your concerns. Have you met before?
"Well really you would think we had met already, given you know my favourite food and my favourite drink, probably a lot more than that too. Should I ask if you know what colour underwear I put on today?" The words have a clear bite to them and to your surprise, Jake splutters on his drink, a look of shock widening his eyes.
"I would never!"
You scoff disbelievingly, gesturing to the table.
"Oh come on Jake! Let's at least be honest with each other."
"I have limits," Jake insists, wiping his mouth. "I would never invade yours, or their, privacy that way."
You find that hard to believe.
"Except you already did," you point out.
Jake sighs, defeated.
"Not out of malice or perversion. The last time Marc let someone this close to him it didn't end well, and it took some recovery time. I had to be sure he was okay, and that you could handle it…us."
Layla. Marc has spoken about his ex wife a handful of times. You knew he left, and when they found each other again in the end they decided to part as friends. To your knowledge she was off travelling Egypt, working on archeological sites. Whatever the reasons they didn't work out, Marc had never mentioned, and you never asked. You felt it wasn't your place or your business. Another past item Marc kept locked away.
But it still doesn't make sense. You'd been dating Steven a long time, and Marc a while now too. Why had it taken all this time for Jake to decide to vet you?
"Well, you took your time," you comment, watching his expression.
Jake lets out a soft laugh with a nod.
"Not out of choice, Cariño. Marc keeps you well guarded."
That is easy to believe, and you understood as much from the handful of times the boys have mentioned their other alter. Jake was their protector, and he would do what needed to be done in order to protect them. You got the feeling Marc was scared that Jake wouldn't like you, and subsequently remove you from their lives. You hope you've at least made a good enough impression that that wouldn't happen.
"You swear you've never watched us…" you gesture with your hands, heat prickling the back of your neck, unable to say the words.
"Never," Jake confirms passionately, before he grins, raising an eyebrow, "unless you wanted me to? I'd be more than happy to oblige any desire you have."
It takes all your willpower and sense of decorum not to throw your drink in his face, and you imagine Marc is seething. Judging by the way Jake swallows hard, his fingers gripping the edge of the table, he's fighting Marc for control.
"Let me guess, the boys not take that well?" You give him a smug smile and sip your drink, pleased just a little at their protectiveness of you. Jake holds up his hands in surrender with a nod.
"I seem to remember you allowing Marc to speak to you in the same way."
You open your mouth to protest before closing it again, knowing Jake is absolutely right. When you first started dating Steven, Marc would often make little remarks in much the same way to wind you up, until he realised he had fallen for you, then he'd stopped entirely until the night it all came tumbling out.
"Marc helped me and Steven come together. He gets a free pass on that time in our lives."
"You are good for them, for us," Jake smiles, a soft warm genuine smile, perhaps the first true warmth he's given you all evening. "When you found us everyone was unhappy. We were in a dark place, Marc especially. When we-"
"If it's not something I don't already know, then I don't want to know. Marc doesn't want me involved in his past and I'd like to respect that. Please," you interrupt.
Jake tilts his head, like a dog who doesn't understand. "You're not even a little curious?"
You shake your head. Curious would be an understatement but you had meant what you had said to Marc. The past was the past, and it didn't matter now.
"It doesn't matter. What matters is now and if Marc or Steven wants me to know something, they will tell me."
Jake smiles and leans back in his chair, regarding you proudly. You get the feeling you just passed another kind of test.
It isn't the last of the evening either. Now and again Jake says something, asks something, that feels a little off, leading you somewhere, pushing you, testing you. It makes for an exhausting dinner, and nothing like the relaxing meal you had planned to have with Marc. You do your best to be honest, truthful, and loyal.
All you can do is hope you pass the exam.
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When the food is finished you help Jake clear away the plates, feeling at least a little accomplished that their alter seems to tolerate you, if not like you a little.
"Does this mean I'll see you more often now?"
"Why, do you want to?" Jake grins. "Sabía que no eras inmune a mis encantos "
Laughing you shake your head, "I never said that. It's just I don't want you to feel like you can't front with me around. I know Marc doesn't like it, but I can talk to him. If we are going to live here then we should do it as a family."
"I appreciate that," he pauses for a moment before he adds "and your trust. You didn't have to meet me tonight but you did."
You smile, "I've learnt that sometimes with those two, it's better just to get the truth out of the way."
Jake smiles, regarding you for a long moment with an expression you can't quite place. It leaves you with a warm feeling in your chest.
"I should go," he says finally, "Thank you for having dinner with me. If you ever change your mind about wanting an audience-"
"I won't." You reply quickly, cutting him off. Jake raises an eyebrow before he lets out a soft laugh.
"Never say never cariño. I look forward to changing your mind." He takes your hand and leaning down, brushes his lips against your knuckles.
In the blink of an eye Jake is gone, and Marc’s furious frown falls into place, his fingers squeezing yours.
"I'm going to murder that bastard! If he thinks he can flirt with you-" Marc cuts out as you laugh, drawing him into your arms to hug him tightly.
"You have nothing to worry about, Spector. I only have eyes for two men in my life." He still frowns unhappily but you persevere, pressing a soft kiss to his lips. "Don't let it get to you. There's still a whole lot of date night left you know? I can think of something I want for supper."
Marc's expression changes in an instant, his fingers gripping your hips a little harder.
"Yeah?"
"Yeah," you smile, pulling his mouth to yours for a much more insistent kiss.
You try not to wonder if Jake is watching.
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jakecockley · 2 years
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- your smile, you're everything -
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✧ pairing: jake lockley x f!reader (main) , marc spector x reader , steven grant x reader
✧ summary: you're in the kitchen cooking something up for your boyfriend, jake. when you turn to look at him and he looks back at you, your heart swells. jake feels the exact same way, maybe even more.
✧ genre: fluff/soft comfort
✧ warnings: none at all, this is pure adorbs ! ♥︎ 
✧ word count: 374
✧ author's note: i'm still not over moon knight and i never will be, ok. this show is everything to me and frankly, i'm still fascinated with it. i absolutely love the moonboys and i might post drabbles of them in the future depending on how this one goes. (tagging @marc-spectorr n @slenderclaw because i love them and they share their love of oscar isaac and mk with me-) this one's short !
do i have a favorite? noooo, ofc not- (jake mi amorcito 🫠🖤)
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"You smile a lot more since we've met." You told your lover, brushing the soft, ebony curls away from the frame of his face.
Jake didn't answer you right away. As corny as it sounded to him, he was losing himself in your eyes. God, he was starting to become like Steven, when he'd stare at you like some lovesick teenager, but Jake didn't care.
He could care less at this point, especially when you looked at him the way you did, as if he was the prettiest damn thing on Earth.
"I think my magic is working," you grinned, "you have a really pretty smile, you know. Really makes my day to see you like this, baby."
Ooh, no, no, after that, he knew he didn't deserve you. If he told you that, you'd spend hours giving him a whole lecture on why you disagree with him.
His smile grew a bit more at the thought.
When you cradled his face in your hands and softly rubbed your thumbs across his cheeks, he felt weak in the knees. It was a loving and kind gesture that Jake absolutely fell for.
"Really, huh?" He chuckled.
And it was funny to him, how he came to love your touches, cuddles, and everything in between. To think how before he hated physical touch, wasn't used to it at all but, to his surprise, you were patient enough with him, and as time passed, he became addicted to the feeling of your hands on him.
He fell in love with you each passing day, like a love-drunk fool. Marc would make fun of him for it, Steven too, even while they acted the exact same way when they were around you.
They all loved you.
"Yes, really really." You leaned forward to kiss his nose, then his lips.
"Now come on, food's about to get cold," you told him before pulling away to walk to the table, which had Jake almost let out a whine.
"One more kiss, amor?"
He heard your laughter in the dining room, the sound of it making him feel all bubbly inside.
"Why don't you sit down and I'll think about it, Lockley, hm?"
He smiled.
Who was he to refuse you?
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stvngrantsgf · 1 year
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poor baby ☆ moonknight system x gn!reader
i’m sick so here’s a sick reader fic <33
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☆ 
you were sick. not the love sick kind of sick. not the nauseous pink nose type sick. you were the sloppy sick. the sick where your nose never stopped producing mucus, your throat hurt, and your muscles ached. 
the gods were laughing at you and you would too. you kick yourself mentally for taking your normal routine for granted. right now, you were sitting on your couch playing video games with two pizzas and a hot chocolate in front of you. your boyfriend had texted wanting to come over but you said no, lying that you were at your parents’. 
why lie, you may ask? because you were the sloppy sick and you didn’t want to get your boyfriend sick or have him see you this messy. 
you were startled by a knock on your apartment door. you hadn’t ordered anything but maybe your neighbor needed something? you got up, pausing your game and walking to the door. you opened it, only to find steven standing outside, soaked in rain and with flowers. you gasped and slammed the door in his face.
NONONO !! you looked like a mess! 
you ran to the bathroom, quickly rinsing your face and drying it off. next, you changed your clothes and applied lip balm. you went back to the door and opened it, only to find jake. you smiled weakly before clearing your throat when you felt a cough creeping up. 
jake raised an eyebrow before walking in and scanning the place. he opened doors, checked under the bed, out the window, and any hiding place you could have. you looked at him, puzzled. 
“what are you doing, babe?”
he huffed before looking at you. 
“weren’t you wearing our pajamas a couple of minutes ago?”
your eyes widened, trying to think of an excuse. however, jake caught on quickly. 
“uh, you never answered my question. what were you looking for?”
he rolled his eyes before answering, “thought you were hiding someone.”
you furrowed your brows and tilted your head, “why?”
jake looked down, avoiding eye contact.
“i don’t know,” he mumbled, “you said you were at your parents but your location said you were here. then you, you know, slammed the door on stevie.”
he stifled a small smirk saying the last word. no doubt, steven was telling him off. 
your eyes softened and you became embarrassed. “i lied because i’m sick.”
“of us?”
“WHAT? of course not.”
he looked confused, “then why would you lie?”
you became frustrated and pointed at yourself, “look at me! i look like a mess!”
you broke down in a coughing fit and raised a hand to stop jake from coming over. “sorry, i’ve been holding it in.”
jake walked over anyway, cupping your face. “mi amor, you shouldn’t be alone when you’re sick. we could take care of you.”
you sighed, “i didn’t want you three to get sick.”
he belly laughed at that, “we’re an avatar. pretty sure khonshu could heal a flu quickly.”
you had forgot about that, “oh.”
he teased you, “yeah, oh.”
“can i talk to steven?” jake nodded before slipping away. when steven was present, he pulled you into a hug and kissed your forehead. 
“you gave me a right scare when you slammed the door in my face, love.”
“i’m sorry. i just panicked.”
“i know, sweetheart. it’s alright.” he points to the pizza boxes and hot chocolate, “those are probably cold by now. sit down and i’ll make you a cup of tea.”
you smiled, “i love you all so much.”
he blushed, “we love you, darling. now sit and play your game. we’ll take care of you.”
you were still sitting on the couch except now you were covered in blankets wearing fuzzy socks and your boyfriend’s pajamas. marc was playing the game with you, or at least trying to. 
“how were you a mercenary but your aim is terrible?! the zombies are moving so slow!”
his tongue poked out a little whenever he was focusing and it was too cute. he growled at your statement. “it’s different.”
“hm, sure, whatever you say. you just STINK. you wouldn’t last in a virtual zombie outbreak. i’d have to be your protector.”
he smiled at this. you gasped, excitedly. “you’d like that, wouldn’t you?! imagine me riding into zombie battle with you on my shoulders!”
he shook his head, “i’m too heavy for you to carry me.”
he seemed to realize his mistake a second later. “no... do not try to carry me.”
you leapt up and chased him around your apartment until he pushed you into the bed. he looked you in the eye and smiled saying, “behave, little one.”
you huffed. “fine. unhand me, you zombie food! it is bedtime now.”
you snuggled under your covers while marc turned the tv off and brought tissues over. 
“okay, tissues are to your right, a bucket is next to the bed and if you feel too hot, deal with it. joking, tap me and i’ll take a blanket off.”
“thank you, baby. i love you.”
“i love you.”
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marc-spectorr · 2 years
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fire & desire
ˣ pairing: jake lockley x f!reader
ˣ summary: whether he’d disappear for days, weeks, or even months, jake would always come back to you, And you’d always find yourself waiting for his return, knowing that you could never deny him despite all.
ˣ warnings: 5k wc. explicit language & themes (18+ only, minors dni), oral & vaginal sex, slight exhibitionism, choking, mentions of smoking. established fwb relationship. jake is an angsty, cab-driving asshole in this btw but there’s a happy ending.
ˣ a/n: heyoo, here’s a lil something different! ya girl isn’t just a fluff writer haha. anyway, this turned out to be way angstier than planned. it was supposed to pwp but i was in the mood for some hurt. hope you enjoy!
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Three little words.
It takes only three little words to distract you entirely, to ignite a fire from within.
Three little words, and there’s a sudden pause to everything around you. The thumping beat of the music fades away into a distant echo. Silhouettes of people bleed into the shadowy corners of the bar.
It’s strangely quiet now— the air is disorienting, thin, and lacking. Yet you could feel it brewing inside. A desire that claws at your chest, a heat smoldering in the pit of your stomach.
What used to be an easy decision turns into an internal battle between the mind and heart. Your head draws a complete blank, clammy fingers hovering on the keyboard as your dazed eyes glaze over the direct message again and again and again.
⪼ Where are you?
Three little words.
No greeting. No warmth. Not even a damn explanation.
Just three little words. A simple query that you debate long and hard on responding, aware of what it would lead to if you do.
You swallow dryly, exhaling low as a decision is made. With a click, you turn off your phone screen and stash it away in your purse.
The nightlife then resumes.
“Hey, you okay?”
Glancing up, you see that your date has finally returned from a quick trip to the restroom. Tom had been his name, or maybe it was Tim? Todd? You couldn’t recall what it was, no matter how much you tried. But you figure that remembering is moot at this point. The evening had been slow, extremely uneventful, and excruciating. A sad truth, but you’d prefer to head home now than waste any more of your time with someone you had zero interest in.
“Uh, yeah,” you lie, smiling a bit to seem convincing. “I’m good, just tired. It’s getting late, and I have work early tomorrow.”
“Oh, alright. I understand. I can drop you home if you’d like?”
You’re quick to shake your head at the offer. “No, it’s fine. I-I’m gonna call a taxi—”
His name flashes across your mind once more, and you swear your heart may have skipped a beat or two.
No. You couldn’t. You shouldn’t.
You promised that the last time you saw each other would be it— that you would entertain him no more. But then vivid memories of that day rush over you. His mouth, his hands, his cock; the way he held you down that had you screaming for him, and how he’d left you utterly sore for the next few days.
That had been nearly two months ago, and since then, you were certain that no other man could ever compare to him.
No other man could be like Jake Lockley.
Your cell vibrates, and without missing a beat, you retrieve it. Two unread texts stare back at you, and it sends a thrill in your bones.
⪼ Come outside.
⪼ Now.
It doesn’t phase you how one minute ago, Jake was asking for your location when he had already known where you were. Much of him is still a mystery to you, but the parts that you have learned, you found exciting, thrilling. Even if Jake couldn’t give you all that you want, you’re certain that he’d give you what you need, as it’s only he that could kindle the fire inside you and satiate your desires the way no one else could.
“I-I have to go,” you nervously stammer as you throw a twenty-dollar bill on the table and hurry out of the building.
You ignore your date’s voice hoping that he’d see you soon, cursing yourself for being an asshole, for falling back to old habits. Every time Jake contacted you, you’d drop everything to meet with him. Didn’t matter what it was; you were at his beck and call. He’d have his way with you for as long as he wanted and then drop off the face of the earth, only resurfacing when he needs you again.
It’s a never-ending cycle when it comes to Jake. He’d fuck you, and you’d be satisfied, then he leaves for god knows how long, and you’d be angry at his absence. Then as time went on, you started yearning for more, something which he simply couldn’t provide.
But still, he was your drug, your poison. He was your ruin. An inescapable addiction.
And you’d rather have him as such than not have him at all.
Chicago is cold at this time of night; the slight chill in the air is sharp against your exposed skin. You search around looking for Jake, which didn’t take too long. You spot him standing just a block away from the bar, leaning against his all-too-familiar cab with a lit cigarette hanging out the corner of his mouth.
Heels clicking on the pavement, Jake doesn’t spare a glance in your direction. He remains stationary, surrounded by a cloud of gray that his lungs have exhaled. The tension in his jaw and his scorching glare are quite alarming; you’d recognize what that expression meant even from a distance.
You feel your pulse spike. Jake was prone to display his anger at others but never has he directed it at you.
Yet, when you neared him enough, his face still flushes with rage. One final inhale, and Jake tosses the cigarette to the ground, his unwavering eyes much darker than you recall them to be. He crosses his arms tightly across his chest, and you suddenly feel small next to him, helpless.
“Had a good time back there?” he asks you, his voice dripping with spite. “Thought you’d never leave.”
“How the hell did you even know where I was?” you snap in return.
Jake chuckles mirthlessly. “I always know where you are, princesa. So imagine my surprise after finding out you’re here with another man.”
“We’re not exclusive,” you remind him bitterly. “You don’t have any say in that regard.”
“Really? Tell me why you’re out here with me then, hmm?”
You stay silent, unable to look Jake in the eye. You had an answer, but for his attitude alone, you didn’t want to give him the satisfaction of hearing the reason why.
“Guessing the guy was boring, huh? Was it because he wasn’t me?”
Again, you don’t respond, and neither do you react. But when a smirk slowly makes its way across Jake’s face, you realize that there’s no reason to.
He already knows.
Digging your nails into your palm, you stand quietly for what seems like a ceaseless moment. It only breaks after Jake curtly turns around, jerking the backseat door open. “Get in.”
“Where are we going?”
“Doesn’t matter,” he scowls, beckoning you to enter the car. “You and I are going on a little drive and have a nice chat while we’re at it.”
“And if I say no?” you pose, raising a brow.
Your breath catches in your throat as Jake takes one step forward, leaning close enough that you can smell the lingering tobacco smoke. A tingle rushes across your skin as his icy stare keeps you silent, his hand coming up to caress your cheek with the back of a calloused finger. In a single stroke, he causes your heart to stumble over its own rhythm, and your body quivers almost pathetically at his mere touch.
Jake never fails to have this effect on you. He comes across as intimidating, void of any tenderness or warmth. You’d initially thought that you’d grown weary of his ways. You crave sweetness now. Someone who’s softer, kinder. Someone who could show you genuine care, love, and affection. In his absence, you’d been searching for it, hoping that you’d be able to move on when you do find that someone.
But Jake always comes back. Whether he’d disappear for days, weeks, or even months, he’d always come back.
Back to Chicago, to his menial job as a taxi driver.
Back to you.
And you’d always find yourself waiting for his return, knowing that you could never deny him despite all.
“I asked you nicely the first time,” Jake mutters, his lips brushing against the shell of your ear. “Don’t make me ask again.”
Your gazes connect for a split second. You’re not quite sure of it, but something else is hidden behind those earthy eyes. They were still as intense as ever, yet you could sense a slight difference in them that you couldn’t easily point out.
Finally relenting, you climb inside the back of his taxi before Jake shuts the door close, taking his time getting into the driver’s seat. You sit there watching as he drives out onto the street, the silence in the cab tangible, unnerving.
You decide to change that.
“So, you’re back, huh?” you start, noticing Jake peering through the rearview mirror.
He nods in response, adding nothing more.
“Been gone for almost two months. Gonna tell me what you were up to?”
Jake shakes his head, his eyes focused on the road ahead. “Don’t need to know, baby.”
“God, for all I know, you’re probably involved in some shady shit,” you mumble disapprovingly.
You find it funny, really. How you think you know Jake so intimately when, in reality, you barely know him at all.
“Is that why you’ve been fucking others now? ‘Cus you think I’m a bad guy?”
“Honestly, Jake, I don’t know what to believe. You don’t tell me anything. And why does that matter? You just expect me to twiddle with my thumbs and not worry about what’s going on with you while you’re gone?”
The cab hits a sudden stop, nearly running a red light. Jake curses under his breath, now refusing to look at you.
You sigh deeply. “Why is it so wrong for me to care about you?”
“It’s complicated,” he grumbles in a low breath as if he doesn’t want you to hear it.
But you did.
A beat of silence. The tension inside is so thick that you could feel the physical weight of it. You ponder what Jake means by that, “It’s complicated.” There’s an urge to question him, to poke and prod until he finally caves. But you know better than to do that. You always do.
Yet, how much more of this can you take?
“I want more, you know?” you remark softly as the car moves again. “I want more for us.”
“Cariño…” he murmurs before turning the car into an empty alleyway and shutting off the engine. “I can’t give you that.”
“And why not, Jake?” you huff, hearing him unbuckle his seatbelt. “Please, just explain it to me. Break my heart then because I’m tired. I’m tired of always coming back to you, desperately clinging onto shreds of hope that maybe one day we could be something more than what we are right now.”
Jake doesn’t answer. Instead, he swings the door open and barges out of the car, where he then paces angrily back and forth. You follow him outside shortly after; the bitter breeze billowing makes it feel as though pins and needles are pricking into your body, but you’re too exasperated to care.
“You feel the same, don’t you?” you press at him. “Because why else would you get angry after catching me with someone else?
“Fuck— stop!” Jake fumes, and you stumble back into the bricked wall of the building. “If you’re tired of me, leave. Don’t answer my calls or texts then. Just forget that I even exist!”
“Trust me, I’ve tried. Every time you reach out, I try my damndest best not to answer. Hell, I was pleading with myself not to give in tonight. But like always, I can’t seem to say no to you. I’m drawn to you like a fucking magnet, and it’s exhausting.”
Chest heaving, you don’t immediately realize that tears are flowing down your face. Jake has you caged in, his eyes scrutinizing before softening the slightest bit. It’s subtle, but you recognize the look from earlier. Almost apologetic, regretful, forlorn…
Vulnerability was never Jake’s strong suit. But you can see it in his eyes, how he’s fighting to keep his walls up even though they were already starting to collapse.
“I can’t give you what you want,” he whispers to you. “I-I just can’t.”
Your gaze falters to the ground. “Then we have to let each other go. We can’t keep doing this, Jake.”
“But I—”
He stops abruptly, unable to bring himself to finish his sentence. The next several seconds pass by without a word or a movement. A finger under your chin slowly tilts your face upwards, and you’re met with Jake’s steady gaze. Your breaths mingle at the sudden proximity, his hand reaching to rest against your cheek.
Under the faint glow of the moonlight, his hardened exterior cracks as he holds you there tenderly.
“I don’t think I can ever let you go, hermosa,” he reveals, his lips just a hair away from meeting yours. “Because that’s the thing, I do care about you. I care about you so fucking much.”
Jake then kisses you. Forcefully, possessively. Rough, as if his entire life depends on it. So much so that it knocks the wind out of you. It takes you a moment to kiss him back with equal fervor, desperately clutching at his hair in an effort to pull him in closer. He swallows the sweet, seductive noises you make, your mouth and tongue working tirelessly to devour his own, drawing out something hungry in him. Reawakening something carnal from deep within, the very same lust that keeps you coming back time and time again.
A stuttered gasp escapes your lips when he briefly breaks for air, his hands gripping tightly at your waist. It nearly makes you crumble to your knees, the way you could feel his searing touch through your clothes. Panting, you follow his wandering eyes as they trail down lower and lower and lower, reaching the end of your pretty little black dress that is now riding high up on your thighs.
You bite the edge of your bottom lip, blood beginning to rush in your ears as the rough pads of Jake’s fingertips brush against your soft flesh. The touch alone elicits a breathy moan from you. Your thighs press together needily, bringing an enraptured smirk to his lips. He backs you up flush against the wall, gripping your wrists in one hand to pin them over your head, the other cupping your aching sex, and you sharply inhale.
“You’re dripping wet, baby,” he husks into your ear, and you let out a whimper. “All this for me, huh?”
Barely nodding a response, a dark chuckle then reverberates in Jake’s chest as two digits dip into your heat, coating them with your dewy essence. You whine out impatiently when he suddenly drags them back out, pausing to admire the juices that slick his fingers before greedily sucking them off, moaning at the taste.
“Delicious, just like last time,” Jake rasps, his hand returning to where you need him the most. “But no panties tonight? Such a bad, bad girl...”
“F-Fuck…” you cry out as you feel him deep in your pussy, pumping in and out, in and out. Jake’s palm grinds against your clit, and you see fucking stars. Meanwhile, his lips busy themselves at your neck, nipping and sucking small bruises onto you, leaving marks for all to see and a few that are solely for him.
It’s torturous, the pace Jake sets. Teasing and frustrating. You know he’s only doing this because he had caught you with another man earlier. A punishment for straying away from him, knowing that you are his and his alone.
“Jake, p-please— more. I need more…” you keen at him, frantically rutting your hips against his hand, yet it was still not enough.
“Need more of what, princesa? I need to hear you say it. Say it out loud.”
“Fucking hell, you’re mouth.” you start begging with a broken voice. “Please, Jake…I-I need your mouth. Need it on me now, just— please....”
“That’s more like it,” Jake growls, showing pity by sinking to his knees in an instant and pushing your dress all the way up until it was finally off, discarding it haphazardly by your feet.
You shiver as the cold night air hits you, your arms rushing to shield your unclad form. Goosebumps cover your body as you scan your surroundings, briefly wary of any passersby and prying eyes. This isn’t the first time Jake has had you while out in public; the man had quite an exhibitionism streak. Yet, you never seem to care at the moment— too enthralled by the sensations he brought to think of such.
And tonight is no different. You’re touch-starved, too drunk with dizzying arousal to fear being caught. Too intoxicated to even have the slightest bit of mind on the way your bare back digs against the harsh surface of the wall. Your attention is only on Jake and how his hot breath on your slit has you clenching in anticipation. Ravishing eyes then drag upward, his intense stare committing your skin before him to memory. Your heart pounds in your chest as you let him drink you in, your arms lowering back to your sides to give him a better view.
“Eres toda mía, mía y solo mía,” you hear Jake repeating in his dark and silken voice. It’s barely over a whisper, but you catch it. You secretly love it when he speaks in Spanish, even if you don’t understand what he’s saying most of the time. However, hearing the way the words effortlessly roll off his tongue, combined with the gravelly tone of his voice, has you completely soaking.
A high-pitched shout punctuates the air once Jake’s warm and wet tongue delves into your folds. It has you reaching for his dark curls with your shaking hands, pulling and tugging and squeezing as he expertly laps at your pussy. He hooks a leg over his shoulder, pressing his face further into your cunt while his thick fingers return to explore your warmth. You shut your eyes tightly as your head spins, the delicious medley of your breathy moans, Jake’s strained grunts, and the slick, wet sounds of his ministrations echoing in the low-lit alleyway.
“R-Right there, Jake, fuck! God, please don’t stop, don’t stop, d-don’t stop, ahh—” His tongue circles your pulsating clit round and round, flicking it back and forth in a move that causes you to arch your hips into his mouth. He holds you down with his free hand as you squirm above him, the taut coil in your stomach quickly unraveling. You chant his name over and over as you shove fingers into your mouth, muffling the pleasured screams that threaten to burst.
The moment Jake’s eyes flicker up to yours, pupils wide-blown, dark and lustful, your orgasm comes in crashing waves. The piercing sensation of pleasure makes your toes curl. Your body trembles and shakes violently as you cry out wantonly into the night. If it weren’t for the pair of strong arms circling around your waist, you would have slid down onto the floor, your legs now limp and unable to carry your weight any longer.
Your vision is still quite hazy as Jake rises up to his height, a cocky grin curling at his lips. Chin glistening with your wetness, you could tell how fucking proud he is of himself for making you come so hard, so fast.
You don’t hesitate to pull his pretty face in for a deep kiss. It’s hot and messy, and you savor the taste of yourself on his tongue as it intertwines with yours. Jake groans with a hiss when your hand cups his bulge through his pants, feeling just how hard he is in there. Nimble fingers unbuckle his belt, then unzips, your hand quickly slipping into his boxers and wrapping around his throbbing cock.
Jake detaches his mouth from yours as you stroke him from base to tip, then back again, and his hips jerk wildly in response. He exhales shakily, his lips returning to yours as his hands move up to palm your breasts. He’s hot and heavy in your hold, slick with his precum, and all you could think of is how badly you wanted to taste him.
“Not tonight, mi amor,” Jake unexpectedly says when you lower yourself to the ground. Mi amor— my love. He’s never called you that before. You wonder if it’s merely a slip of the tongue or whether there’s a genuine meaning behind it, but a slow warmth blooms in you at the chance that perhaps there’s something more to those words. “I’m not gonna last long, baby. Still need to feel you on my cock. I-I just need you right fucking now.”
“Okay,” you whisper breathily, and he kisses you once more.
With unsteady steps, Jake leads you to the backseat of his cab. It’s small and cramped, not the most comfortable place, but the two of you are too desperate for each other to give a shit. Inside, you swiftly help him out of his clothes, tossing each article to the front before he pulls you to straddle over his lap, his leaking and pulsing length sliding against your folds teasingly.
Slowly, you sink down on his dick. Your cunt immediately tightens around Jake, drawing him in deeper and deeper until he’s buried to the hilt. You grit your teeth at how huge he feels inside, wincing at the sheer girth of it. The sweet, sweet burn of his cock stretching you is purely divine, and it fills you up to brim oh so heavenly; you would have come right then and there.
“Fuck, baby, look at you,” Jake drawls, his large hands squeezing at your hips. “You look so beautiful sitting on my cock like this. Shit, you feel so good, too. So tight. So fucking tight...”
A growl rumbles in his throat as he begins thrusting up into you, the motion hitting that delicious spot deep inside. It has you grabbing at his back, moaning noisily as you cling onto him hard, hardened nipples pressed to his toned chest. The tips of your blunt nails scratch at his tanned skin, selfishly leaving crescent-shaped marks in your wake. This riles up Jake, his pace becoming more brutal, rougher, harder. Just the way you like it. The way you’re addicted to. He doesn’t lose momentum as you continue to claw at him, his name pouring out of your lips like sin.
You’re there. Almost fucking there. You can feel your climax building and building as you meet Jake thrust after thrust. The air smells like sweat and arousal, and the sounds of his strangled grunts mixed with the slapping of his cock against your core drive you absolutely wild. He’s slamming his hips, and you throw your head back in a silent scream when Jake takes the opportunity to wrap his fingers around the column of your throat. He puts the slightest bit of pressure, not a lot to hurt you but just enough to make you feel alive.
“Like that, princesa? You liked being choked, don’t ya?” Jake taunts, his lips parting more for a moan to escape. You pick up the urgency of his movements, his hips now stuttering, rhythm becoming messier and sloppier as he too nears the edge. “You’re gonna come soon, huh? Come on, baby. T-That’s it— fuck! I want you to come, sweetheart. Fucking come… come now for me— shiiit…”
It hits you hard like a freight train; your release this time is unlike any other before. Surging, cascading, and too damn electrifying. White-hot ecstacy courses through your veins, and it’s blinding. You milk Jake’s manhood with a hitched cry, your pussy gushing out juices that drench his upper thighs and the leather seat under him.
Slumping against him with your soft whining in his ear, he fucks you through your orgasm, pounding into you without restraint. No longer could Jake stifle the groans that were filling up the car, growing louder and gruffer the closer he was to completion. He grips your jaw without warning, forcing you to look at him when he suddenly tenses, twitches and stills. You mewl softly as Jake coats your sensitive walls with his creamy seed, finishing deep inside you the way it’s always meant to be. His hands knead at your waist until the shock waves rippling through him eventually subside. He rests his head against the valley of your breasts, his breath slowing to the pace of yours.
You lean back slightly, ready to push yourself off of Jake and roll to the empty seat beside him. But before you can, the arms around your body tighten, keeping you right where you are.
“No,” he mumbles into your skin. “Don’t go. Just… stay. Stay with me.”
Jake presses a kiss to the side of your neck, and you don’t have the heart to disconnect from him so soon.
Minutes pass by, and you don’t move nor say a word. Neither of you does. Neither of you wanted to. You fear that anything you do will end this perfect moment. Afraid that doing something would bring an end to what is the most serene afterglow. It’s as if reality will come rushing back once the silence breaks, and tonight will become yet another memory in the past to hold onto at your lonesome.
But… what is reality now after this?
Jake cares. He actually cares. All this time, you were led to believe that he only saw you as a means of pleasure. His plaything that belonged to no one else. But after this evening, you’re certain that he sees you as more than just that.
“I was in London for the last two months,” he shares with you, tone quiet and soothing. “I had to take care of a friend there. Two of them, actually. Thought you should know.”
“Oh,” you acknowledge softly. “Is everything okay with them?”
“Yeah, they’re fine now. We got into some trouble, and— well, long story short, we were able to sort it out.”
“Good. That’s good to hear,” you intone, feeling his fingers lightly running along your spine.
You’re not quite used to this side of Jake. The side where a certain softness to him is now bared to you. Sweeping his fallen curls away from his eyes, you notice that all the harsh lines on his face have eased. He wears a faint smile, one you don’t see too often, but you could feel the sincerity behind it. It makes your heart flutter when his smile widens the longer you stare at him, and he kisses you there, longingly and deeply.
Jake kisses you, and you melt into it. Into him. You sigh softly into his mouth before he pulls away, resting his forehead on yours.
“I’m sorry,” he breathes out. “There’s a lot that you still don’t know about me. I want to tell you, but— look, I’m fucked up more than you think. I have a shit load of baggage, the type that no one should carry but me.”
“Jake—”
“Sweetheart, let me finish,” Jake interjects, his fingers intertwining with yours as he brings your hand up to his lips, pressing a soft kiss to the back of it. “I want us to be something more. You’re worth a lot to me, and I really want to try having that with you, but—”
“Baby,” you call out firmly yet gently. Enough that he stops and really listens to you.“I want that too. I want to have that with you. And I don’t care how fucked up you think you are because you’re not, Jake. I know there’s something that’s eating you up, and that’s why you’ve been so distant from the beginning. You don’t have to tell me now, but when the time comes, I promise you that I’m not going to leave you for it. I’m going to stay here and fight because you’re worth a lot to me, too.”
There’s a silence. Jake remains speechless, carefully ruminating over your words. You lose hope bit by bit the longer you wait for him to speak, your mouth already parting to reason with him, but a soft chuckle out loud puts an end to your attempt.
“You’re not letting me go that easily, are ya?”
You shake your head. “No. I’m not, and you know how stubborn I can be.”
“That I do,” he adds, laughing a little. “We’re really doing this? Gonna be exclusive, go on dates, hold hands, and all that lovey-dovey b.s.?”
“Hey, you did call me mi amor at some point earlier. I know you can be romantic under all that brooding, Lockley.”
“Fuck, you heard that, huh?”
“Of course I did, mi amor,” you tease him. “See, you’re a bigger softie than what you lead others to believe.”
Jake casts you a stern yet playful glare, and you erupt in a fit of giggles. You savor these blissful moments, these brand new, fleeting seconds of tenderness that makes you warm and happy. And it makes him warm and happy, too. You realize that the more he smiles and smiles and smiles.
You hadn’t seen Jake this way before, and it’s quite a beautiful sight.
He looks good happy. He looks good there being with you.
Nuzzling back into his chest, your heart glows with adoration at the gentle thought of how this feels wonderful.
How you and him together— limbs still tangled, flushed skin to skin, sweaty, and sticky and a mess— feels all too perfect in the world and oh so right.
You’re unsure of what the future holds for you and Jake. But now, at this moment in time, you decide not to wonder, not to guess or think or doubt. Rather, you choose to sink further into his warm embrace. Because you recognize that this— being there with him, cocooned in his arms as the late night quietude fades on— is paradise, a place you’ve only tasted in your dreams.
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soft-girl-musings · 9 months
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Last Night -- Chapter 1 (MIA)
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chapter 2 chapter 3
cross-posted to ao3
Jake Lockley x fem!Reader
tags: baby's first angst, potential misuse of alcohol, protective Jake, brief allusion to Marc/Steven
wc: 1,045
fic summary: You're usually tight-lipped about your frustrations, especially when it comes to Jake. But a drink too many leaves you spilling your thoughts one by one.
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You aren't usually this late.
Jake sighs as he drums his fingers on the countertop, checking his phone for the tenth time in a minute.
He sighs again. You'd said 8 o'clock, right? The stovetop clock glows mercilessly up at him. An hour since you said you'd be home for dinner. And no text from you. The phone's in his hands again, thumb hovering over your number.
He said he'd stop calling so often. He'd promised.
As your relationship has progressed, Jake has tried to dial back his instinct to protect you. He'd assumed the role of your bodyguard almost immediately: his hand gripping yours a little too tight, sizing up every passerby when you're out together. 
"Jake, relax," you always tell him. "You look like you're going to kill someone." The gentle touch of your hand always brings him back down, making him bite his tongue before he admits that he would, he'd do anything to keep you from a modicum of what he knows people are capable of. If it meant roughing up the occasional barista or store clerk when they look at you the wrong way, he'd do it in a heartbeat. Do it for you.
But you don't want him to, at least you haven't told him otherwise. What you did tell him is that you don't enjoy being hounded for updates like you have a curfew.
So there Jake stands: phone in hand, mind racing through every possible reason why you haven't called him back.
Before he locks his phone and puts it away, it starts buzzing, your name lighting up the screen.
He answers quickly. "Dios, cariño, I was worried–"
"Hey Jake," a tense voice cuts him off from the other line. Not your voice.
His jaw clenches. "What's going on, where's–"
"She's safe, we went out for drinks, but, um." The stranger hesitates, the bustle of whatever bar you're in filling the silence. It doesn't sound like your scene, it's too busy. "She's had too much to drink, and she's– someone suggested we call you to pick her up. Can you?"
Jake's rushing out the door, coat and keys in hand before your friend finishes speaking. "Text me the address."
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He's sure he broke a couple of laws getting to your location, speeding downtown in record time.
His instinct was right: the dimly lit, bass-bumping establishment really isn't your usual scene. Adjusting his cap, he steps inside. It's impossibly dark, and he has no idea which friends you're with. He scans the main area once, twice, his heart rate skyrocketing. Every second without you in his line of sight means anything could have happened to you.
"Jake?" That voice. He turns to see one of your work friends rounding the corner, your phone in hand. She's timid as she approaches. Jake shakes himself, forcing a more neutral expression. You've told him you're not one to flaunt your "scary dog privilege" by his side, and he took that as your way of saying he makes your friends nervous.
"Thanks for calling me." He tries to sound sincere, but his urgency forces the words out more harshly than he'd prefer. "Where is she?"
Your friend nods and leads him to the rest of the group.
A couple of other girls from your workplace sit on either side of you on a plush couch, tucked in the corner of the bar. You cradle your head in your hands, shaking it as you seem to ramble on and on about something Jake can't quite hear. He notices the copious shot glasses on the table–  the majority of which are piled in front of you.
His jaw clenches. You told him you didn't drink. "I hate the person I become if I have even a drop," you'd insisted when he'd once offered to buy you something.
The friend who'd called him appears by his side. "She had a hard week, so we figured we'd go out tonight. We didn't– we didn't know she was such a lightweight." She doesn't speak with condescension; her eyes never leave you, and they're filled with pity. "But she insisted."
Jake runs a hand over his face, processing the situation. You never mentioned you were having a hard week. If he'd known, he could have fixed it. He could have prevented the scene you were so close to causing, your overindulgence clearly taking its toll. He could have– should have– been here.
Jake turns back to your friend and takes your phone when she offers it. "I've got her from here... thank you." They exchange a knowing look before he's swiftly by your side.
"Hey, cariño," he offers warmly, kneeling next to you. He takes your hand in his, rubbing circles on your palm the way he usually does.
You look a mess, even in the dim room: your eyes glistening with tears that make mascara run down your flushed cheeks, your mouth fixed in a frown as you carry on, not registering Jake's presence.
"...And I swear, it wasn't even my fault the deadline got pushed up, but Evan had to keep being a jerk about it–" You stop your slurred speech when you feel his hand squeeze yours. Eyes squinted, you lean in, scanning over his features. Your free hand lazily pats his head.
 "Jake." You almost sneer in recognition. Your tone makes him flinch, but he grasps your hand all the same.
"Querida," he begins again, urging you to look at him. "I think we should go home."
He stands to bring you to your feet, but you protest. "N-no, we were just talking– Jake, come on." Your friends scoot over as you’re guided up, Jake’s hands firmly on your waist when you waver. "Don't baby me," you warn, your voice unusually low. Jake's hold on you loosens, but he doesn't budge.
He murmurs back, "Then work with me. Please." The look in your eyes– glassy, but with an unfamiliar intensity behind them– sends a chill down his spine.
You straighten yourself, pushing his hands away. "Let's just go," you huff. You make your way to the door, careful not to stumble as you walk. Jake turns to the group, already distracting themselves with their own drinks, and follows you outside.
You need to talk.
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A/N: I can't believe this story came together so quickly; I'm excited to finish the next 2 parts. This was loosely based on Morgan Wallen's "Last Night" (which is v out of left field for me genre-wise).
Thank you for reading!
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how each moon boy would react to an argument with you – part 2. 
summary: what the title says!
warning: fluff – like I said in part 1!
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a/n: okayyyy, i saw the impact of part 1, i’m sorry for the angst! so here is some fluff to make it all better
minors/ageless blogs dni.
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Steven Grant:
It was a sleepless night for him without you.
He laid in bed and stared at the ceiling aimlessly as he though back to the argument.
You were right, he shouldn’t be going to his ex-wife about issues in a private relationship.
He looked over to his nightstand and saw that his alarm clock read 2:35am.
He groaned in frustration and got out of bed to get dressed.
He had to make things right, tonight.
The corner store on your street was thankfully opened and he went into the store with the determination to get your favourite snacks.
The store had flowers, which he of course bought and in the corner of his eye he saw something shiny and knew he had to get it too.
You awoke from your sleep groggily when you heard constant knocking at your front door.
Upon opening it, you saw Steven standing there with his hands full and his hands full.
“What’re you doing here?” you ask feeling the emotions from hours ago resurfacing.
“Uh… well I came to apologize,” he said it as if it was the most obvious thing in the world.
With a roll of your eyes, you stepped aside to let him in.
He walked in with a small smile, behind him were helium balloons which said, ‘happy birthday’ and ‘congratulations’.
You couldn’t help the small smile that made its way to your lips, but you maintained a neutral expression and locked the front door to join him in your living room.
His posture was tense as you watched him leave the contents in his hands on the nearby table. He still held the flowers in his hands as he walked to you.
“I’m sorry for everything I said and previously did. You’re absolutely right in being upset,” he said and looked at you with sincere eyes.
You knew he meant the apology, but his words and actions still tugged at your heart.
“Steven… “ you said tiredly, “I don’t know if I can-“
“No, please don’t say that,” he knew the words that were waiting to be said.
He couldn’t bare to hear them.
“I hurt you, and I shouldn’t have an I know asking you to stay with me is a lot. I just… for the first time in my life I have something I’m genuinely happy with,” he said with that all too familiar smile.
You understood his reasoning, but you needed him to understand yours as well.
“Communication in this relationship isn’t the strongest, and we need to work on that,” you said to him.
He heaved a sigh of relief.
“Tell me what I can do, and I’ll do it,”
“Layla… “ you said her name softly.
“She’s gone, I-I realised that it was extremely wrong of me to talk about you to her. I feel as though I had an obligation to compensate for the sadness I brought her previously, but i cant do it at the expense of you. it also not my place to do so,” he said truthfully.
You listened to him intently.
“Doing all of that made me blind to the fact that I was hurting you. I’m sorry, darling, so so sorry,” he made his way to you and grasped your hand with his free one whilst the other held the flowers.
“I can’t say that it’s okay, but I hope you don’t repeat this,” you said looking at him with unshed tears.
“Of course, I would never hurt you like this again,” he said honestly.
“You better not,” you say sternly but with a hint of humour.
With that being said, Steven held you close to him and didn’t want to ever let go.
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Marc Spector:
He waited a few days, watching you from afar to make sure you were okay.
You were functioning well and doing things you’d usually do, but Marc could see through the front you were putting for everyone to see.
Pushing you away seemed like the best thing to do at the time, but having you away was like living without the sun in his dark world.
He needed you.
Which is why he found himself sitting in your apartment and waiting for you to come home. He’d entered your apartment by using his spare key.
It had since been 2 hours since you were supposed to be home.
Marc knew your schedule by heart.
He was about to go out and look for you when he heard the keys being put into your front door along with your muffled voice.
“Thanks for the chat, I really needed it,” you bid goodbye to whoever was outside and locked the door behind you.
Your apartment was still dark as you move around to leave your daily belongings in their respective places.
Upon turning the lights on, you saw Marc’s figure out of the corner in your eyes sitting on the couch.
You turned to him with a frown.
“If you’re here for your things, they’re in that box on the kitchen counter,” you said in a monotone, wanting to speech through the process of this one last meeting.
Marc wordlessly awoke from where he was and walked to you, the entire time he maintained eye contact with you.
He stopped walking till he was right in front of you, a hairs width away.
“What makes you think I came here for my things?” he asked in a hushed tone.
“What else would you be here for?” you said to him challengingly.
He smirked and looked to the side before looking back at you.
“You think I’d let you go that easily?” he said with a raised brow.
“You did that night,” you scoffed and folded your hands, causing him to step back.
He nodded with a clenched jaw.
“You know I didn’t mean anything I said,” he stated with sincerity.
“Sure you didn’t,” you breathed a sigh and walked away from him to the box on the counter.
He followed behind and trapped you between him and the counter before you could reach for the box and hand it to him.
“You wasted no time in gathering my things,” he said with a humourless chuckle.
“Hmm, I wouldn’t want you to deal with me any longer,” you used his words from that night.
“Y/n… “ he said trying to make you understand.
“No Marc, I can’t keep playing this game of push and pull,” you admitted, sounding tired.
“I’m not playing games,” he said offended.
You turn to face him, his body still trapping you between him and the counter.
You raised a brow at him.
“Okay. I admit, I’ve made mistakes and I’m sorry for that. Very sorry. But you’re the one thing that grounds me. I know what I said that night was out of line,” he finally apologizes.
You look at his expression intently. You can tell that he means his words.
“I need more than an apology from you,” you stated.
“Name what you want and I’ll do it,”
“I want you to be careful and take care of yourself. I know in that mind of yours you don’t care about your wellbeing, but if you care for me then you’ll take care of yourself,” you move your gaze to your hands as you talk to him.
“Of course I care about you, and if that is what you want, consider it done,” he pressed a kiss to your forehead and brought you in for a hug.
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Jake Lockley:
“Mi corazón…”
“Go away Jake,” you said as you exited the grocery store.
He had been trying to make you speak with him for the passed week and all you’ve been doing is ignoring him.
Serves him right for what he did.
What you didn’t understand was why he was trying to talk to you.
“Just one moment, please,” he said sounding exhausted.
“Go bother one of your many girlfriends,” you said bitterly.
“You’re the only one,” he grabbed your shoulders and turned you towards you and hindered you from walking away.
“Jake,” you say in a warning tone.
He looks up and down the street before pulling you down an alley way. You try to protest, but he puts a hand over your mouth.
“You will listen to me,” he snapped.
You nodded tiredly and his hold on you loosened but it remained there.
“I was on Khonshu’s orders to get important information the night you came into the bar,” he said with annoyance.
Even though Jake had been the most easy to work with when it came to Khonshu, he maintained hostility when it came to you and Khonshu.
He knew you wouldn’t like Khonshu’s request, but he had to comply since it was part of the deal.
“That woman who was with me is the daughter to a man who is an avatar,” he explained further, hoping you would understand.
You studied his stoic expression. He was being truthful.
“Why didn’t you tell me before doing it?” you asked feeling hurt that he didn’t seem to trust you.
“It was too dangerous to tell you and I needed you to be safe, mi luz,”
“Well, look at the outcome of you not telling me,” you said with sadness.
Jake looked at you with equal sad eyes. The week spent without you was torture, he had an argument with Khonshu and wanted nothing more than to seek comfort from you.
“I know, mi corazón. I’m so sorry,” he said and pulled hugged you tightly.
It was rare to see Jake be so affectionate, but you know your time apart had affected him. It did the same to you.
You melted into the hug and wrapped your arms around him.
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@milkypompon @hellomynameisells @brighterthanlonelywords @the-witheredroses @secretdazeobservation @stressed-cherry
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DRUNK + Marc Spector where Marc's protective of reader
I'm a sucker for these tropes🙏
I'm not gonna lie I had a fic with this exact same prompt in my drafts and it sucked so I changed it a bit but thank you because I don't think it would have seen the daylight without your ask
(this still sucks this is not the best thing I've written I'm sorry)
[DRUNK] Person A gets too drunk at a party and Person B is protective over them.
Maybe you got too happy that Marc was back in town after his mission in Egypt.
Marc was in a way more reasonable state than you were. He was tipsy but his metabolism allowed him to not get drunk as fast as you did. 
You, well… Your mind felt hazy, your legs felt jelly and your whole body was burning. And you couldn’t stop giggling for the smallest things.
Marc had escorted you back home like the gentleman he was, or maybe just because you had trouble walking straight and he was worried you wouldn't be able to make it home on your own.
"Fucking door" he mumbles taking the key out from the lock before finally pushing the door open after struggling to find the right key and to fit it in the hole. "Here honey" he says as his hands rest on your hips to keep you steady, and he accompanies you to your bed so you can sleep, safe and sound. "That's it. I'm gonna go now that I'm sure you're home and not passed out in the middle of London. Do you need something else? A glass of water?" he asks, gesturing towards the kitchen, making sure you’re okay before he leaves.
“I’m okay” you nod, and he softly smiles at you. “Can you stay with me?”
He sits down on the bed with you. “You want me to stay with you?” he asks, raising his eyebrows as he cups the side of your face.
“Mhm” you nod again, and he brushes strands of your disheveled hair away from your face as he agrees.
You look up at him and hold his face between your hands to kiss him everywhere. You pull away, still holding his face between your hands, admiring him and foolishly smiling at him. 
“I am in love with you Marc” you slur, and he chuckles as he kisses the top of your head.
“I know, I am in love with you too baby” he laughs, smiling back at you. “Come on, let’s get you to bed.” He helps you undress and put some clean clothes on, and he dresses in the clothes you had “borrowed” from him while you brush your teeth. He slides under the sheets, and you join and slot against him, letting your head rest on his chest.
“I’m glad you’re back and safe” you mumble, playing with his chain.
“So am I.” he declares, playing with your hair until you fall asleep.
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Smell Like Smoke
AN: Second fic for @moonknight-events' MK Bingo! This might actually be a combo of oral fixation and smoking kink so lmao two for one, I guess?? Also, apologies for any inaccuracies, I do not and have never smoked so my descriptions are all from Google 😂
It hadn’t taken long for him to notice your fixation, the way your eyes would linger whenever he’d pull a cigarette from his jacket pocket, how they’d darken slightly when he’d place it between his lips and light it, the way your pupils dilated when he releases that first puff of smoke. Everytime, without fail, has resulted in you dragging him to bed. Not that Jake was complaining.
(Un-beta’d)
Rated: M+ (this is smut so, i mean, you’ve been warned?) Prompt: Smoking Kink Words: 1,514 Pairing: Jake Lockley x F!Reader Warnings:  Smoking, kissing, fingering, p in v, car sex (please let me know if i missed anything) AO3
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Jake stands alone on the balcony, the sounds of laughter and music playing inside trickling out through the open doors. He closes his eyes as he inhales, the smoke filling his lungs, the nicotine calming his frayed nerves. He exhales, watching as his cloud of smoke slowly dissipates in the cool evening air.
He hears you before he sees you, his mouth quirking briefly in a smile as he brings the cigarette back to his lips.
“There you are,” you say somewhat breathlessly, looping your arm through his. “I’ve been looking all over for you.”
Jake grunts, releasing another puff of smoke into the air.
“Lo siento, mi amor,” he rasps, briefly pulling the cigarette away and licking his lips. “Just needed a quick break.”
He hears you hum, can feel your eyes on him, on his mouth. He brings the cigarette back, pursing his lips slightly as he sucks in another breath of nicotine-laced smoke. Your breath catches at the action and he bites back an amused smile, wondering how long it’ll take for you to give in and jump him.
It hadn’t taken long for him to notice your fixation, the way your eyes would linger whenever he’d pull a cigarette from his jacket pocket, how they’d darken slightly when he’d place it between his lips and light it, the way your pupils dilated when he releases that first puff of smoke. Everytime, without fail, has resulted in you dragging him to bed. 
Not that Jake was complaining.
You lean into him, pressing yourself against his side, almost as if you’re trying to melt into him. He sighs, a cloud of smoke appearing and hovering before him as he turns to look at you, cigarette dangling from his plush lips.
“Having fun?” he asks, smiling at you.
You swallow, nodding absently as the harsh smell of the smoke stings your nose. Jake’s watches you closely, his eyes tracing the lines of your face. Your gaze is practically glued to his mouth and he just can’t pass up the opportunity to tease you a little. Slowly, he pulls the cigarette from between his lips again, twisting them slightly to avoid exhaling smoke directly in your face (though, he suspects that you might not actually mind that). He wets his lips, slowly dragging the tip of his tongue over the plump, soft skin. Giddiness shoots through him when your own lips part, a shaky exhale escaping as you unconsciously lean closer to him.
“What are you thinking about?” he asks softly, already knowing the answer.
It takes you a moment to respond, your eyes almost black as he sucks in another breath full of smoke.
“Nothing,” you mumble, gaze still fixated on his mouth.
Jake chuckles, the smoke puffing from his nostrils and mouth in stuttered streams and collecting in a cloud between you. He lifts his hand, his thumb and pointer fingers gently grasping your chin as he tilts your head up slightly. 
“My eyes are up here, cariño.”
Immediately, your gaze snaps to his, skin warming slightly in embarrassment.
“I-I know…”
He smirks, maintaining eye contact this time as he takes another pull from his cigarette. You bite your bottom lip, eyes briefly flickering down to his mouth again. That’s all the invitation Jake needs to lean in and capture your lips in a kiss, exhaling the smoking into your mouth as his tongue slips inside. You moan softly, fingers curling into the lapels of his jacket, pulling him closer. The bitter taste of the tobacco (with just a hint of clove) on his tongue makes your knees weak and you press your body against his as he plunders your mouth. Jake maneuvers you so your back is pressed against the balcony railing, his arms caging you in on either side, trapping you (not that you’d ever even think of escaping).
A loud cheer from inside reminds you where you are and you force yourself to break the kiss, moving your palm to the center of his chest to gently push him back. His face hovers before yours, the intoxicating smell of him enveloping you.
“Let’s get out of here,” you breathe, resisting the urge to pull his mouth back to yours.
He nods, moving away and bringing his cigarette back up to his lips for one final drag, his teasing gaze locked with yours.
You swallow the whine rising in your throat and glare at him, snatching the cigarette from between his lips and bringing it to your own. He watches you with dark eyes, smoke billowing around him as he exhales slowly through his nose.
“Careful, bebita, they say those things’ll kill you.”
You sniff a laugh, smoke puffing from your nose as you stub the cigarette on the railing and flick it over the side. 
“Guess we’d better live while we can then,” you say, grabbing his hand and pulling him toward the door.
Jake chuckles, watching you with fond amusement as you practically drag him outside to the car.
He makes it about a mile down the road before you’re leaning across the center console to nip at his ear, whispering about how wet you are for him.
It takes less than a minute for him to pull over, and even less than that for you to climb into his lap, his hands slipping beneath your dress as you lick into each other's mouths. His fingers dig into your ass as you grind against him, his still-clothed cock straining against the fabric of his pants.You slide your arms around his neck, fingers delving into his soft locks, nails scratching across his scalp. Jake groans, the sensations sending a delicious shiver down his spine. 
Unable to wait another second, he slips beneath the edge of your panties, his fingers sliding through your slick. At his touch, you break from the kiss with a whine that makes his cock twitch. You rut against his hand, desperately seeking the friction he offers, bottom lip captured between your teeth. He whispers to you softly, pressing kisses against your neck, his rough fingers toying with you. You’re close, so close, but you don’t want to finish yet, not like this, not without him inside you.
“Please, Jake,” you plead, breath stuttering in your chest when he pinches your clit.
He seems to understand, moving his free hand down between your legs. He keeps teasing you, working you open with his fingers, his thumb pressing against your needy clit. You hear the sound of his zipper over your labored breaths, feel the rough fabric of his slacks against your thighs, hear his breath catch slightly as he takes himself in hand— 
He shifts, moving his fingers away from you to pull your panties to the side. Before you can mourn the loss of his touch, you feel the head of his cock notch against your entrance. Jake’s groan is broken as you sink down onto him, slowly swallowing him with your wet heat. You close your eyes, shivering slightly as the drag of him sends little jolts of pleasure through your body. His thumb finds your clit again, gently circling the bundle of nerves and your cunt flutters around him, causing you to sink even further down onto his shaft. When the tip of him brushes something electric inside you, you gasp, your head falling forward to rest against his shoulder. He shushes you gently, nuzzling his nose against your cheek as he waits for you to adjust to him.
When you finally start to move, it’s hesitant, your face still pressed against his shoulder, hips tilting and shifting as you slowly rise and fall over him. He lets you set the pace, his hands settling on your waist as he hums something sweet in your ear. It calms you; the sounds, the smells, the solidity of him. You find his lips again, licking into his mouth as you ride him. The taste of his cigarette lingers on his tongue, and something about it sends you into a frenzy—suddenly he’s not close enough, not deep enough. You increase your pace, spearing yourself onto his cock over and over, your combined moans muffled by the tangling of your tongues. 
Your orgasm comes suddenly and with little warning, your body shaking as Jake continues to fuck up into you, his fingers digging into your hips. He follows you over the edge with a choked groan, his hips stuttering slightly as he spills his warmth deep inside you. You stay like that for a moment, panting and limp against each other, Jake’s softening cock still inside you. He’s the first to recover, pressing a kiss against your forehead before pulling back to study your face in the dim light.
After a moment, he asks, “Mind if I smoke?”
His eyes are teasing when you meet them and you can’t stop the snorted laugh that escapes you. 
“I think we’ve established that I definitely do not mind when you smoke, Jake.”
He chuckles, the deep, rich sound of it sending a wave of warmth through you.
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The Stroke (Marc Spector x Reader)
Author’s Note: Okay, this took me forever to write because I wasn’t sure that I should do a sequel to Domestic Adonis, but then I was listening to a mix Spotify put together and I’m like “okay, yeah, I think I’ll do a sequel.” So, yeah, be kind. And a BIG, HUGE THANK YOU TO @sexyexoskeleton for letting me bounce ideas back and forth and for beta reading! And, also, I saw this gif and my brain stopped for a good 30 seconds so it needed to be used. Also also, I used Google translate for the Spanish, so I apologize if anything is wrong. Enjoy! :)
Suggested listening: The Stroke by Billy Squier
Summary: The beard on the boys looks better every day–your heart already skips when you stare at him, and the beard added a new dimension. Since the boys were willing to do something for you, you decide to return the favor with something *spicy* for them. You have a plan set for Steven, but are in for a pleasant surprise when your boyfriend returns home and Marc is fronting.
Warnings: Fluff, smut (sexy lap dancing, reader being a bit of a Dom, Marc being flustered and turned on, cockriding, P in V sex, creampie), swearing
Other Characters: Steven Grant, Jake Lockley
Word Count: 4,121
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“Did I wake you up?” Steven ask as he walks out of the bathroom, still trying to dry his hair with a towel.
“Not at all, hon,” you say with a sleepy smile as you hand him a cup of coffee.
“(Y/N),” he sighs as you let the liquid in the cup warm your hand, his tone letting you know that he knows you’re fibbing.
“I rolled over and you weren’t there. I got worried,” you say softly. “I thought you and Marc got called away in the middle of the night for some heroics.”
Steven reaches out a hand to cup your cheek, his thumb rubbing over the skin of your cheekbone, letting you lean into his touch.
“I’m so sorry, love,” he tells you as you rest your forehead on his.
“Don’t apologize. I heard the water running and I knew it was all alright.”
“I still don’t like that I made you worry.”
Steven leans forward to kiss you, letting you know that he still feels a little guilty.
“You smell good,” you hum, pulling him back into a kiss, letting whatever product he uses on his beard flood your nose.
“I hope so, or otherwise I need to pop back into the shower,” he smirks.
“I mean, if you really want to, you can and I’ll join.”
“But then this beautiful breakfast will get cold,” he hums as he places kisses all over your face and neck. “How about a raincheck on that?”
“Only because I’m a magnificent cook,” you say as you play with his damp curls.
Steven moves to the bedroom and puts on his clothes, quickly changing and joining you back at the table.
“You should be home at the regular time, right?” you ask as you dig into another pancake.
“Yeah,” he nods as he takes another sip of coffee. “Are we going somewhere?”
“No,” you shake your head, trying to keep a smirk from pulling at your lips. “I was just thinking we could order in tonight.”
He hums, the pitch of it telling you just enough to let you know he is confused as to the finer logistics as to how and why the two relate. “That sounds delightful,” he smiles as he checks his watch. “Oh, bugger, I need to get going if I’m gonna catch the bus.”
“Hey, I got it,” you tell him as you stop him from trying to care care of his plate, utensils, and mug. “I’ll see you tonight.”
“Love you, darlin’,” he smiles as he kisses you before grabbing his bag and scurrying out of the door.
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It looks good—everything looks so good, especially with the makeup and how you did your hair. You know it looks good because you wouldn’t have bought it otherwise. The only problem is getting everything on by yourself. You secure in the last hooks of the bustier and put on the finishing touches, sliding on the matching satin robe just as you hear the locks to the apartment give way to the key. 
Right on cue. 
“Hey, baby,” you hear Marc’s voice ring throughout our home, the light thud of him toeing off his shoes. “It’s me.”
Okay, so a slight wrench in the plan. Nothing major.
“It’s good to hear your voice, baby,” you call, hearing his footsteps make their way towards the bedroom area. “Wait, don’t!”
“It’s not like I haven’t seen you naked before,” he chuckles. “Quite the opposite—I’ve seen you naked many times, many different ways. Sometimes with chocolate sauce and whipped cream.”
“I know, but, just sit at the kitchen table. The chair that’s closest to the mirror,” you instruct with a light chuckle, making sure you remain hidden from his line of sight. “And don’t touch the lights!”
“Okay,” he draws out, and you can hear the skepticism in his voice, but his feet creak along the old wood floors all the same, the chair lightly scraping against the planks as he sits down. Grabbing your heels nearby, you slide them on before you take a few slow steps out of the bedroom and towards Steven’s desk, carefully leaning back on your hands as the robe loosely hangs open.
“Fuck,” Marc breathes, a hazy smile pulling at the corner of his lips, a new twinkle appearing in his eye.
“Ah, ah!” you tut as he starts to get up. He immediately freezes at your gentle chastisement. “You stay right there.”
He does as you command, lowering himself back down as you approach him, closing the tantalizing space between your bodies.
“And to what do I owe this pleasure?” he says as you walk around the chair behind him, carefully dragging your hand along his shoulders as you move to stand right in front of him.
“Well, I figured that since you were willing to try something different for me, I should try to do something different for you,” you hum as you lean forward, so close that your lips almost touch. “Just sit back, relax, and try to control your grabby hands, hm?”
It’s like you can see Marc’s brain short-circuiting with pleasure as he looks at you, his pupils blown wide as he gives you a small nod.
“I need words, baby,” you urge. “No touching. Do you understand?”
“Y-Yes,” he says breathily, a large grin soon spreading across his face. Hearing the need in his voice and trying to regain composure, he clears his throat before giving you a firm nod. “Yes,” he repeats.
“Good.”
Moving away from him, your heels clack along the old wooden floor as you make your way to where your phone is situated on the nearby bookshelf, giving it a few taps from the song you initially had queued up for Steven to change it to one a bit more Marc’s speed. The rhythmic sounds of drums thump through the apartment as you make your way back to Marc. His eyes are wide with a mix of excitement and nerves, taking in small, slow breaths as his eyes brightly look at you. You move your body to the rhythm, the constricting nature of the bustier letting your cleavage move in a more jiggly manner. When the guitar starts, you let your satin robe fall to the floor as you approach your boyfriend. You see his Adam’s Apple bob as he swallows hard, his eyes drinking in every last bit of you that he can. A bright blush burns on Marc’s cheeks as he watches you move for him. His eyes are wide and sparkling—in any other situation, it could be construed as innocent. And while that might be the the case, at least partially, you know the guilty, sinful thoughts that are running through his mind. 
As you slowly run your hands down your body as your hips swivel, a flustered, breathy chuckle falls from your boyfriend’s lips. In an effort to hide your satisfied smirk from him— you mean, if he’s already this flustered, he’s in for a real treat— you turn around and let him absorb how you look from behind. Knowing that he has enjoyed the view and you have contained your expression, you whip your hair around as you turn back to him, some small tendrils getting stuck in the creamy texture of your lipstick. You notice him squirm in his seat as a blissed out grin tugs at his lips, which gives you the confidence to get closer to him. Just as he thinks you’re about to make contact with his skin, you bend over, providing him with a frontal view of the slope of your ass and a full view of your over-pushed, barely contained cleavage. You let him take in the sight as you slowly stand, running a hand through your hair as you move over to him, circling around his chair before you sit on his lap. With one hand on the back of the chair, you roll your hips on his, making him inhale a shaky breath and his eyes partially close in delight. Teasing him a bit more, you lightly grind down on him, eliciting a faint whimper from his lips. You feel him shift his legs from under you, and a quick glance down shows that he’s wrapped his feet around the legs of the chair as a way to restrain himself from acting on how you make him feel. 
With a smirk, you get up from his lap and take a few slow steps away from him. Your hands weave behind your back, and you can feel his eyes drilling holes into you as he watches you undo the bustier. For as hard as it was to put on, you get it off in an impressive amount of time—the music must be giving you extra confidence. When the last hook is undone, you hold it up with your dominant hand, letting it hang for a moment before you toss it to the side on the old wooden floors. You slowly move your hips, grazing your fingertips along your sides as you extend your arms up to accentuate the line in your back. When you turn back around to give Marc the view of your bare chest, his eyes are so blown with awe and lust, you can’t even see the gorgeous brown of his irises. Improvising from your carefully-practiced routine, you squat in the heels and move your body, running your fingers through your hair when you have been in a similar position on your boyfriends. 
Leaning down on all fours, you do your best to sensually crawl along the squeaky floor to where he remains painfully still. You carefully drag yourself up along his body, your nose lightly brushing against the tent in his jeans and up his shirt. You hover your lips millimeters over his before you turn around so he faces your back once more, giving him a more traditional lap dance. You arch your back as you rock your hips against him, and you can hear him sniff the lingering scent of shampoo in your hair. Pivoting once move, you move to face him as your body continues to work, this time running your fingers trough his curly locks. A proper moan falls from his lips before you feel his hands grip onto your hips.
“Fuck it,” he grunts as he picks you up, taking large strides to the bedroom after he can’t take any more of your teasing, his lips hungrily attacking yours.
“That good, huh?” you quip as he moves his lips to your neck, harshly nipping at the thin skin, pulling a mixture of a yelp and moan from you before he throws you down on the mattress.
“The stockings and heels stay on.” His voice his deep and gravely with lust, pushing a harsh kiss against your lips, sliding his tongue down your throat as he removes your panties without even looking, throwing them somewhere behind him. HIs fingers dig into the flesh of your side as he mouths along your chest, his soft lips and hot breath clouding your focus.
“I wasn’t done,” you pout as his lips latch onto your chest, feasting on the supple, fatty flesh, warming your hardening nipple with his tongue, gently tugging at it with his teeth.
“I couldn’t—I needed—fuck,” he growls into your chest, moving to try and fit as much of your other breast into his mouth. Marc takes one of his hands from your waist, harshly grabbing and squeezing the flesh that is still recovering from what his mouth did to it. You writhe under his touch, humming in delight when you feel just how hard his cock is, straining against his pants. A whimper falls from your lips when you feel his fingers move along your slit, a soft grunt joining your shallow breaths as he carefully teases you. “You’re so fuckin’ wet for me, baby. Did dancing like that for us turn you on?”
“Mm, you always turn me on,” you say as you lean forward to try kiss Marc. At the last moment, he dips his head and bites your shoulder, causing your back to arch as he sinks his teeth into you, your pussy involuntarily fluttering around him. 
Marc runs his tongue over where his teeth left little imprints, soothing the sting before he buries his face into the crook of your neck, a deep chuckle rumbling from his chest as he marks up the thin skin with clear evidence that you are his. As he creates and soothes a smattering of love bites, you wrap your legs around his waist. When Marc moves to grind into you, you take advantage of the situation and flip your positions on the mattress—a trick that the boys had taught you for safety and defense.
“I told you,” you say, placing your hands on Marc’s chest. “I wasn’t done.”
You lean down and run your fingers through the beard that has grown more luscious on his face—the motivator for the boy’s little surprise. You place open-mouthed kisses on the soft hair before you move to lick behind the shell of his ear, nipping and tugging at his earlobe. You slowly pull away from him, letting your teeth carefully drag over the soft skin. Once you release it, you sit all the way back up on your knees, running your hands up and down his body.
“Will you let me finish?” you ask, your fingers grazing the hem of his shirt. Half of the pads of your thumb graze the cotton, the other half brushing against the soft skin of his abs.
“Y-Yes,” he stutters, his brown eyes sparkling as he gazes up at you.
Twin smiles pull across our lips, and you slide your fingers under his shirt, enjoying the ripples and dips of the muscle below your hands. He lets out a sigh, resting his head back onto the pillow before you slide his shirt up and off of him. With his skin exposed, you lean forward and continue to kiss every inch of him that you can, always going back to his soft hair, scratching your fingers through his curls. As you press kisses down his exposed torso, your hands follow down further. Both Marc and you enjoy your worship of his body, and he grunts when you move your hand to palm through his jeans. He’s so much harder now than he was in the kitchen chair. His moans fill the bedroom, shortly joined by the jingle of his belt as he sneaks his hands between your bodies.
Once Marc gets his belt off, you begin to make quick work of his pants and underpants, getting too eager yourself to try and tease him through his boxers. His cock is painfully red, weeping precum as his dick rests against his stomach, giving you a new idea. Crawling on your knees, you move up, positioning yourself slightly above his hips. Lowering down, you slowly rub your slit along Marc’s length, back and forth, coating him with every last drip of your arousal. Marc’s eyes pinch shut, not expecting the kind of pleasure you grind down on him. With a new song playing on the speakers in the living room, you follow the beat of the music. You let out shaky breaths as he creates the greatest kind of friction against your clit.
“Marc,” you whine softly, your hands moving along you body. One hand settles to cup your breast while the other is in your hair.
“Fuck, you feel so fucking good,” he moans, his hand resting comfortably on your thigh. “You look so fucking—fuck.”
“N-No touching,” you stutter, moving your hand from your hair. Grabbing his hand, you take it and move it up above his head. You grab his other wrist and hold his hands above his head while you continue to grind down on him.
As you lean over him, he lunges forward and latches onto your breasts, his hot breath shooting straight to your core, making the slick between your legs all the more wet. As you move back down, you shift your hips to just the right angle, letting Marc slide into you. He doesn’t expect it in the slightest, unlatching from your chest to let out one of the most erotic moans you have ever heard fall from his lips. When he bottoms out in you, you rest your face in his neck, kissing everywhere that you can while you give yourself time to adjust and bask in the delight on him filling you up completely— you could have very easily kept going, having been so riled up from the evening, but you know how much Marc, Steven, and even Jake enjoy when you take your time like this.
“You ready for me?” you hum. “You want me to move?”
Marc doesn’t use his words, only bucking his hips into you and kissing you hungrily.
“Words, baby,” you kiss along his jaw.
“Yes—move.”
You happily comply with his request, beginning your movements up and down his length. Of course you can’t make it too easy for him to start—he did break the no touching rule a few times. You keep your movements slow, painfully teasing for him to endure, and while it’s a punishment for him, it’s just as much of a punishment for you. Letting go of his wrists, you sit more upright on his lap, bouncing up and down. The way he slides in and out of you sends your head into a spin when his cock hits your back-most wall—if you keep it up, you’ll be coming on him in less than a minute. Changing pace, you go down on him and rock your hips back and forth, riding him like a cowgirl on a mission into the sunset. As you increase your speed, you find yourself leaning back, putting a hand on his strong leg for support. Working on him in your new position, you pick up on a shift in his moans. This change is further confirmed when you feel his hips buck up into you harshly and repeatedly as his hands flying to place a bruising grip on my hips.
“Cariño,” a deeper voice grunts.
“Oh, hi, Jake,” you pant as he rails into you, delighted to see the broodiest of your boys. “What are you doing here?”
“You wear that—do all of this—and expect me not to come out?” he grunts as his pelvis slams into yours at a bruising pace.
“It’s for all you boys,” you whine before he smacks your ass, your skin stinging as the sound lingers in the air.
He grabs your face with one of his hands, smushing your cheeks as he pulls you in for one of the filthiest kisses you’ve ever received—there’s so much tongue involved, it’s like he’s trying to make your mouths one. He sucks on your tongue as he pulls back, but not before letting it go so he can nibble on your bottom lip.
“Mm,” you hum hungrily, leaning in for another raunchy kiss.
“Eres tan jodidamente buena,” he growls as his mouth lips, nicks, sucks, and kisses whatever they can find. “Tan hermosa.”
“Fuck, baby,” you whine as you grind down on his thrusting hips. “Fuck, just like that. Right there.”
Jake’s mouth continues to explore whatever parts of your body it can reach, sending shivers up your spine along with the feelings that he’s already creating in your belly.
“Mierda, fuck,” he grunts as you roll against him.
“That feel good, papi?” you ask knowing full well it does as you lean over and take his face in your hands for a kiss.
“You have no idea, baby.” You catch him clenching his jaw, and you kiss along the tense muscle. “Marc doesn’t like that I’ve cut in.”
“Let him back, and next time you front, we can do this again. I’ll get some new lingerie that you can tear off of me with that beautiful, strong hands.”
A wicked smile spreads across his face before he leans up, kissing you with gusto, his hips halting their assault to your core.
“Te amo, cariño,” he whispers.
“Te amo, mi amor,” you parrot, pressing a kiss to his lips. Once you pull back from the kiss, you can tell that Jake has taken a step back and let Marc back to center stage.
“Hi, babygirl,” Marc draws out.
“Hey, hot stuff,” you smirk.
“You were up to something real good before Jake interrupted,” he muses as his hands trail down the sides of your body.
“Was I?” you ask with a coy smile. 
Marc smiles and pulls you in for another kiss, his hands finding home once more on your hips, lightly beginning to rock you on his cock. Taking his incentive in earnest, you wiggle your ass down on him before you begin to bounce once more. The blissed-out expression on Marc’s face lets you know he is thoroughly enjoying it, and his thumb that he snakes down over your clit makes sure that you get to enjoy it just as much.
“Oh, Marc,” you whine. “Baby.”
“I love it when you get like this,” he pants, the tight circles his rubs becoming harder and smaller. “So fuckin’ pretty like this.”
“Just like that, Marc,” you breathe, starting to loose your rhythm as he pulls you closer to your release.
A consistent flow of your whimpers and whines join the erotic echos of your skin slapping together. You barely last for one more minute before you feel that band get a little too tight in your stomach.
“Yeah, that’s right,” Marc encourages, his own breathing becoming more hitched and shallow. “Come for me, baby.”
His words are your command, and you squeeze Marc for everything he is worth. The sheer force of your orgasm makes it hard to keep going, but you continue to rock your hips against his to make sure you get him right where he needs to be. As you begin to come down from your high, you slowly roll your hips as lean forward, running your fingers through his beard as you kiss him. Marc’s needly lips chase yours as you pull back, and you can feel his unspoken confusion as you turn around on his cock.
“Relax, baby,” you tell him as you run your hands along his strong thighs. “It was sweet that you helped me get off, but you broke the no touching rule. Now, you don’t get to watch my tits bounce when you cum.”
Working your hips more, you feel him in a wondrously different way than you have all night, his cock hitting new spots deep within you. You whine with each bounce, and you can hear Marc’s barely contained whimpers as you slide up and down him. Pushing through your over-stimulation, you move your hips faster and grip Marc’s knees for stability. Just as you approach your second orgasm, Marc cries out in the bedroom, his hips jerking to meet yours as he shoots his hot, sticky cum inside of you. Once you have both calmed down, you slide off of him, turning on your knee as you collapse by his side.
“You okay?” you breathe as you run your fingers through his beard and his sweat-soaked curls.
“I’m fantastic. Jake is, too. Steven checked out when you started to ride us, though,” Marc smirks. “His mind was in such a spin from everything before, that was the straw that ended it for him. I swear, he’s gonna blush every time he looks at you now, having seen all that.”
“Was it good?” you breathe.
“What do you mean, ‘Was it good’?” Marc asks, disbelief and confusion in his voice.
“Well, I’ve never done anything like that. Not just the dance, but being that in control. I mean, well, you know I’m not usually like that and—.”
“Baby,” he chuckles, running his hands up and down your sides. “You were so confident and in control, and you looked so happy. It’s a real sexy look on you.”
“Really?”
“Oh yeah.”
“So, it was good for you?” 
“That was some of the best sex we’ve ever had.”
You can’t help but blush, burying your face into Marc’s chest as he leans down to kiss your forehead.
“How about I get you cleaned up, hm?” he asks gently has his thumb traces tiny circles into your hip. 
“Carry me?” you ask, looking up through your lashes into Marc’s gorgeous eyes, sparkling in the twilight beams streaming into the apartment.
“Of course, babygirl.”
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Translations (mostly according to Google):
“Cariño.” = “Darling/dear/love.”
“Eres tan jodidamente buena para mí.” = “You are so fucking good for me.”
“Tan hermosa.” = “So beautiful.”
“Mierda” = “Shit”
“Te amo” = “I love you”
"Mi amor” = “My love”
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May I request the moon knight system (or just Jake Lockley if you only plan to write for one person at a time) pretty much adopting a teen reader who’s the avatar of Seth (god if chaos)? Maybe the reader is very awkward and shy at first, but once you get to know them and they feel comfortable around you, the reader shows you their bubbly chaotic side? (Platonic ofc!!)
Summary: Just as you were losing hope, Jake Lockley agrees to adopt you, a young destructive teen who's unknowingly the avatar of Seth, the god of chaos.
Pairing: Jake Lockley x (platonic) Adopted Teen Reader
Words: 3.1k
Content Warnings: Insecurity, self deprication, rejection, crying, parental abandoment, panic, implied emotional abuse, minor wounds.
A/N: Jake is a good guy in this, it's wholesome :)
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GIF CAPTION - "I'm sure we can figure somethin' out kid"
Ever since you were a child, you had been an absolute ball of chaos. You were the destructive, clumsy, hyper, uncoordinated kid. You were always breaking something, causing some sort of commotion or jumping around chaotically.
What you didn't know was that you were the unwilling Avatar of Seth, the Egyptian God of Chaos. Your parents had pledged their allegience to Seth in the past in exchange for power, but they soon realised that the deal they struck was not as ideal as they had hoped. After trying every possible option to back out of their deal, they took the cowards way out, leaving you alone, with the burden of eventually completing Seths demands.
Seth had been with you since you were very young. Every since you had been abandoned at the orphanage, Seth had followed and loomed over you almost constantly. He wasn't a patient God, and as much as he wanted your devotion, he needed to wait until you were old enough to complete his wishes. Your parents left their duties to you, he'd wait until you were capable of completing them.
As you grew older, you became more aware of yourself and others. You noticed that other kids your age didn't seem as destructive as you, they were careful and calculated and didn't seem to destroy everything they touched.
You became extremely insecure of yourself, as the difference between you and everyone else became highlighted more and more. You tried your best to tone back your often bubbly personality. You focussed more on your actions, carefully trying to do things as everyone else did, without any destruction. But as much as you attempted to tame the chaos, you always ended up clumsily breaking or ruining something.
You knew destruction was ingrained in you by the time you were a teenager. You didn't know it was because of a lurking Egypian God, but you knew for sure that it made you an undesirable candidate for adoption or any type of fostering.
You had been in and out of homes, most people feeling that you were too much of a burden because of your clumsy habits. No matter how much potential adoptees said they could handle any child with their needs, they always ended up giving up because of your unavoidable destruction.
You had given up hope of being adopted into a nice loving family in your mid teens. It was clear there was something wrong with you, you just didn't know what. You thought maybe you were cursed. Maybe some you had broken a mirror or something when you were a kid and now you had perpetual bad luck. Whatever the case was, you had accepted that you were unwanted.
Suprisingly, you were told someone was interested in adopting a kid around your age. It had been months since the last inquiry. You weren't expecting much.
You were taken to the potenial adoptee's house by a member of the orphanage. You were greeted kindly at the door
"Hey, you must be y/n, right?" he said, gesturing for you to enter.
You nodded smally, putting your hands in your pockets, tensely walking in, head down and watching carefully where to step in fear of ruining this persons home. You stood still in the middle of the room while he walked around casually.
"Well I'm Jake, I'm sure they already explained it to ya, but I've been considerin' adoption for quite some time. I'm happy to give you a home here if you'd like, course it'll be completely your decision if you'd like to stay, but you can have a look around if you'd like," he explains.
You just continue to stand still, slightly glancing around at the home. It was nice, seemed pretty warm and safe. A nice warm safe environment that you'd end up ruining - you were sure of it. You just sighed to yourself, closing up and making yourself smaller.
"Would you like me to show you around?" he offered considerately. You just shrugged.
"Alright, well over here is the kitchen area. All the basics of course," he said, you looked over as he gestured to the kitchen.
"I've got an impressive record collection over here. I love the classics." You looked to see a bunch of classic rock posters on the wall and a few stacks of records next to a record player. You smiled softly, recognising some of the artists.
"Through here is the livin' area," he said. You carefully and quietly stepped after him into a different room. "Couch, tv, cool blankets," he said, holding up a blanket with a cat pattern on it. "Custom made. Maybe we can get you a custom blanket if you decide to stay, huh? Sound like a good idea?" he inquired.
"Maybe..." you said softly. Though admittedly, it did sound genuinly nice. But if your adoptive history was anything to go by, this guy wouldn't last more than a few months looking after you, so there wouldn't be much point looking forward to it.
"This is my cat, Felisa." he picks up his cat, showing her to you. "She's friendly," he hints, letting you know its okay to pet the cat.
You lean forward a bit, looking at the cat in his arms, your eyes curious and intrigued. You had stayed away from animals for so many years, you didn't want to hurt them. This cat looked nice and fluffy, your hand twitching in your pocket as you felt the urge to pet it. But your insecurity held you back. You stepped away.
"She's fluffy," you commented quietly. He nodded, casually putting her back down onto the couch where Felisa streched out before settling down. He moved on, opening a door to another room
"Back here is the spare room. It's pretty empty cause I'm not sure what you like and that. But we can make it look however ya want, it'll be fully your space." He was right, it was basically just an empty room with a spare bed, bookshelf and desk. It was nice to think of the possibilities of what it could look like, but you couldn't imagine for long, the reality was that it wouldn't last.
You turned to step out of the room, quickly coming to a halt as your forehead ran into Jakes hand.
"Careful kid, don't want ya to get hurt," he said as you stepped back, rubbing your forehead and discretely covering your embarassed expression.
"Sorry," you mumbled. You had been going so well, but of course you clumsily almost walk into the doorframe like an idiot. You look at the ground in shame.
"All good. Just an accident," he said nonchalantly, not seeming to mind too much that you just stupidly walked into something in clear sight. At least he noticed though, otherwise that would of hurt quite a bit.
After he showed you around, you went back to the orphanage to speak about your thoughts. He seemed nice, you were just sure it wouldn't last. But maybe, maybe you'd give adoption one more chance.
The first few weeks living with Jake were the usual. You were awkward and quiet, shy and reserved. When you were younger, your bubbly personality would deter people, so you learned to just supress that part of your self the majority of the time. You couldn't risk Jake seeing you being yourself, not when he had just welcomed you into his home.
As for your clumsiness, uncoordination and overall destructive nature, Jake actually seemed to be handling it pretty well. Of course, you'd always try your best not to break anything, moving as carefully as you could, but it was inevitable. You ruined things. But it turned out that Jake had amazing reflexes, nothing like you'd ever seen before. It was like he had a sixth sense, and just before disaster struck he'd put out his hand, move something, or grab whatever was needed to avoid anything breaking.
You were absolutely shocked at the ability. The amount of things you'd dropped accidently or knocked over and he'd suddenly caught was impressive. So far, you hadn't broken anything, thanks to Jake's help.
Though you couldn't help but feel bad. Was your clumsiness putting him on edge? Did he always need to be aware around you just incase you stupidly almost broke his things?
Even though your insecurity was loud, you also noticed a sense of hope growing within you. If Jake was able to stop you breaking things, would there be a possibility that he'd let you stay with him? Like....forever?
A month went by and things had been good. You were just as clumsy, but there hadn't been any major disasters like there usually is when you stay with a different family.
That was until your fears came true and you inevitably ruined someone elses belongings. That being one of Jake's glass cups. It may seem trivial, but such a mistake had led other families to reject you in the past.
You simply wanted to get some water while Jake looked for a movie for you both to watch, when the glass slipped from your hand, smashing onto the ground into many pieces.
You paused, eyes widening in horror as you realised what you had just done. A wave of fear travelled through your body as you dropped onto your knees and began trying to collect all the broken pieces of glass before he could see. Your mentally cursed at yourself for your clumsiness. You should of known this would happen.
"You alright, kid?" you hear Jakes concerned voice as he comes into the kitchen.
"Yes! No problem here!" you call out, voice shaking as you continued to try clear the mess on the kitchen floor, not caring if the glass was hurting you.
"I just heard a smash, did somethin' happen?"
"No! Nothing at all!" you try convince him. But he walked in and saw you on the ground, rushing to hide your mistake. He was definitely more concerned at how distressed you seemed over this than the fact that his cup was broken. He tried to ease your worries.
"Just a cup? That's alright kid, accidents happen-"
"I'm sorry! I'm really sorry! I didn't mean to break it, it just slipped from my hand and- and-," tears began to well in your eyes as the acceptance that you'd be rejected again set in. You sunk lower to the floor.
"It's okay if you don't w-want me anymore, I understand! It's okay. I break e-everything I touch. I don't know why I'm like this! I'm going to ruin everything you have so it's better if I just leave now, before I destroy all your things," you sniffled through tears.
Jake knealed down, avoiding the broken glass on the floor between the two of you.
"Take a breath kid, you're alright. It's just a cup, nothin' that can't be easily replaced," he said softly. You did as he said, trying to calm yourself with a breath as you sniffled and wiped the tears from your eyes. Jake looked to you genuinely.
"Something like this isn't going to make me want you any less, truely, kid."
"But I broke it...." you whispered.
"It's all fine. Just an accident. I've broken plenty of things in this house," he relates to you. Everyone was clumsy now and then, but you were destructive on a whole different level. "How about we clean this up?" he proposes calmly, standing to grab a dustpan.
You just watched with wide eyes as he casually walked back and began sweeping up the glass on the floor. He hadn't yelled at you yet. Hadn't critised you for your mistake. Hadn't threatened to kick you out and hadn't said he didn't want you anymore. Instead he helped clean up the mess. You couldn't sense any judgement coming from him because of your mistake, that was new to you.
He finished cleaning up the glass as you stood silently, cautiously waiting for his next words and what they would mean for you.
He turned to you and smiled softly.
"All done," he stated before grabbing the small medical box he kept at the top of one of the cupboards. All done? How was he being so casual? Was he really just going to move on from this?
"You'll need a couple bandaids, glass must've scratched your hands a bit," he said, gesturing to your slightly bloody hands. You hadn't even noticed you'd hurt yourself, you were too focussed on hiding your mistake that it didn't even matter in the moment. It wasn't too bad, but Jake still wanted to make sure you were okay.
He carefully washed the blood from your hands under the tap, making sure there was no glass in your skin.
"I broke your cup...." you whispered in shame, not being able to move past your mistake.
"It's not a big deal, kid. It's all been cleaned up now," he says, still remaining so calm and non-judgemental. He began placing some bandaids on your hands.
"But I'll break other things as well.....it always happens....it's just how I am," you admit sadly. "It's why no one wants me....even though I try so hard not to be, I'm just destructive."
Jake looked at you, his face unhappy. His dissapointment in humanity was showing. He couldn't believe that people had made you feel unwanted for something as simple as a mistake.
"I'm not gonna throw you out for this, kid. I'd never do somethin' like that, I promise," he assures you. You nod hesitantly.
"And hey, if you're really worried about breaking stuff, why don't we change some things around the house so you don't have to stress all the time?" he suggested.
"Change stuff? Like what?" you ask nervously.
"How about some reusable plastic cups, plates and bowls? I'm fine with packing away some of the stuff around the house if you're scared of knocking it over. And we can replace anything delicate so that you don't need to worry about damaging it. We can bubble wrap or add padding to some of the edges and corners so that you won't get hurt. That would benefit both of us I think, I've run into this island bench way too often," he laughed softly.
You listened in suprise as he voiced his willingness to compromise instead of simply sending you away again. Instead of demonising your destruction and clumsiness, he was already thinking of solutions to make you feel more comfortable living with him.
"And if something does end up broken, we can deal with it. Humans make mistakes, things break, I won't make a big out of it, I promise."
".....promise....?" you ask unsurely. Should you trust his words after everything that had happened to you in the past?
His genuine smile assures you as he nods. Maybe he really was telling the truth and maybe he really would accept you for who you are.
All you could do now, was trust him and hope for the best.
After making some changes around Jake's house and some trial and error, you two had come up with various solutions to your clumsiness. Things seemed to be working and you were happier than ever. You felt as if staying here, with Jake, for a long time could be an actual possibility.
Of course, things were still chaotic sometimes, but there were measures in place to stop anything from breaking, so you didn't have to constantly be in high alert. It was nice to just be present, feel safe and be yourself. It was such an unfamilar feeling, but you welcomed it gladly.
Infact, you're chaotic tendancies had turned into an enjoyable time for you and an amusing time for Jake.
You and his cat, Felisia, had matched eachothers energy, and some times you both just chased eachother around the house, having care free fun. Not to mention the frequent meow offs you two had.
Each day, you felt more and more like yourself, like who you really were. You had lost yourself over the years, hiding your personality in fear of criticism, but being around Jake helped bring the best out of you.
You felt safe to speak your mind about anything and everything, and Jake happily and attentively listened, no matter how big or how small the thing was you were speaking of was. Seeing you authentically express your excitement had become one of Jake's favourite things.
You found yourself becoming more comfortable in your own body. You didn't feel like a hazard or a danger in the house because you didn't have much need to worry anymore, and it helped ease the constant tension you used to carry around with you. You were more relaxed, more expressive, more yourself.
Things had actually turned out perfectly. You had never expected to find belonging, and yet here you were, feeling the best you had ever felt with your new adoptive parent. You had a feeling that Jake was going to stick around for a very long time, and that's all you wanted, this was everything you had ever wanted.
You had been living together for a year now, and you couldn't wish for anything more.
You thanked Jake often, but you felt as if you had never really thanked him for everything he had done for you.
It was a sunny afternoon, you two had just arrived home after a happy picnic at the local park. You were sitting on the couches in the living room, the sun from the window illuminating you both. You gently pet a sleepy Felicia beside you, looking over to see Jake, his eyes closed, a content and relaxed smile on his face as he leaned back onto the couch.
Everything felt right.
You leaned back onto the couch as well, sighing softly as Felicia stretched and snuggled to your side. You took in the moment.
After a little while, Jake slowly stood up, heading over to the kitchen.
"I'm gonna get dinner going," he said softly. Your eyes followed him as he stretched his arms into the air, stretching after sitting down for a bit.
You leaped up without hesitation and wrapped your arms around him tightly. He stumbled back a step in shock, his arms hovering over you as he tried to get a look at your expression as you squished your face against his jacket.
"Woah kid, you alright?" he voices, worried you were upset. You nod against him and he pats your shoulders gently, feeling relieved that you were okay.
"Thank you....for everything......" you whisper. He smiles to himself, looking down at you.
"Of course kiddo," he pats your back affectionately.
"This is everything I ever could of hoped for," you admit. Jake nods in agreement, genuinly thinking the same about you.
"This is everything I could of hoped for too kid," he says softly, hugging you back securely.
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A/N: Okay. So. Um. I guess it's been a while huh?......Um....yeah. Turns out life gets kind of busy when you're working and studying your first semester of University at the same time.
I hope I didn't change it too much and that it is enough like the request! I chose to just write for Jake, hope thats alright! I wasn't too confident on how to write his dialogue, but I imagined it as a sort of New York accent, feel free to read it however you'd like to though.
I've honestly got very little experience with the adoption system, so I tried to speak of it vaguely, but if theres any obvious issues, let me know and I'll be happy to change them to be more accurate.
Also I totally forgot I was supposed to be inlcuding Seth in the story. Maybe a part 2 where she comes of age and Seth starts giving her orders. Perhaps Jake can help her out since he's also enslaved to Khonshu???
Second semester of University is starting up soon, so I'll probably dissapear for a long time again. Hope I'll be back at some point though :)
I'm more active on my art Instagram, if you'd like to follow its @/sadly_a_ghost
Have a wonderful week :)
-Ghosty
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Satisfactory Part 1
Jake Lockley x Fem Reader
Words: 1.7K
Summary: Jake has a secret that's not really a secret but he's hiding it from Marc and Steven because they’d be scandalized AKA the Jake Porn Star AU nobody asked for and is probably slightly OOC but is honestly just for fun so don’t take it too seriously
Warnings: in this chapter, no smut just hints at sex, talk of sex toys, future parts will have smut
Thanks to everyone who encouraged my idea and writing ❤️
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Jake had a secret. Jake liked knowing that certain things were just his. Once he came out to the boys, he liked being part of their lives but some things he wanted to keep just for himself. It was a little exciting, if he was being honest. So he kept some secrets. No biggie, right? Plus, the money was good. A small bonus to what he felt was a thrilling side hustle. 
Jake liked to be on camera. No, no, that’s not the full truth now. 
Jake liked to fuck on camera. 
He got off on exhibitionism, he loved the thought of people getting off to him getting off. He liked seeing the undeniable pleasure he gave his partners on set, even though many in the industry faked it when necessary, he made it a goal to actually make his partners finish on camera. Their noises spurring him on to really give it to them good. Their look of surprise when they realized his reputation rang true - you won’t fake it with Jake. He was a good guy like that, you know? A real gentleman. 
It was a flexible gig, whenever he had the time or whenever he had the urge to splurge on a nice pair of leather gloves, a new cap, something for his cab. You get it. 
Jake wasn’t insanely popular to the point where Marc or Steven would easily find out, but he had a decent following. Also, that big dick energy? It wasn’t just a brag, it really was just… big. Memorable, even to the viewers. So much so, that when he - quite literally - ran into you at the sex shop around the block of his usual cabbie route, you recognized him immediately as one of your go-to content creators. 
“Oh! I’m so sorry, I didn’t...see y-you…” You trailed off after completely making a fool of yourself and falling over bumping into a strikingly handsome man rounding the corner of the aisle you were perusing. Eyes wide, heat rising to your face as you were staring into the man’s eyes. You were able to place him from your memory after only a couple seconds of taking in his features. 
No. Freaking. Way. Jake motherfucking Lockley, Jake object of your fantasies Lockley, Jake all-eight-inches Lockley, the man whose videos you’ve gotten off to countless times, the man who is literally holding your arms to steady you because you almost fell at his feet. Oh, God you’re mortified. 
“That’s okay, cariño, s’my bad.” He finally let go of your arms as you looked less like you were going to topple over but still had that deer caught in headlights expression. He smiled kindly at you to try and diffuse the situation which only served to make you drop the items you were limply holding. 
It was at this untimely moment that you realized where you were and what you had just dropped. 
You both looked down at the clatter of the box hitting the floor, and Jake quickly bent to retrieve your… vibrator? Right. You were buying a vibrator since your last one decided to die on you, mid self-love session and left you insanely frustrated. And now Jake was examining it like he was the one who was deciding whether or not to buy it and if possible, your face grew even more hot. 
Your last vibrator was a simple bullet, with a few different functions to switch it up every now and then, bought out of necessity due to the dry spell you were going through for the past year. This time the sales associate, who to be honest seemed too young to be working here to begin with, convinced you to upgrade to a more advanced vibe and you were open to trying something new. Until now. The neon pink, glittery, curved toy would’ve been cute in your bedroom drawer, not in the hands of Jake will-rearrange-your-insides Lockley, staring down at it with mirth in his eyes and a smirk playing at his lips. 
“Mierda, 7 inches?” he muttered, still smirking, and finally dragging his eyes away from the package to look at you through his lashes. “Your boyfriend not doin’ his job or something?”
Fuck, he was more handsome in person. “N-no boyfriend.” You managed to spit out. Great response. So well spoken. 
He looked you up and down appreciatively at that. “I’m Jake.” 
“I- Yes, I know who you are,” you breathed out, grabbing the box from his hands. 
Jake seemed to pick up on your discomfort and was about to back off until he registered what you just said. “Wait, have we met before, cariño?” 
Will the floor just open up and swallow you whole now? This interaction could not get any worse for you. How were you going to explain where you’ve seen him before without further embarrassing yourself? You blushed harder at the thought of telling him to his face that you’ve watched all his content, some of them repeatedly. 
He didn’t miss a thing. “Or have you just seen me around?” He prompted with another panty-dropping smile. 
“Yeah we’ve met bef... no, that’s a lie, alright I’ve seen you online and your… stuff. Good stuff.” Biting your lip at the end of your sentence. You wanted to play it cool but that was undoubtedly not going well for you. Good stuff, you said. 
“Thanks, doll.” He laughed it off smoothly, hand rubbing at his growing stubble almost bashfully. “I’d love to show you sometime but I won’t keep you. It was nice to meet you..?” Stuttering, you gave him your name, to which he repeated back to you, winked and smiled one last time and continued down the aisle. 
You had to take a deep breath in before being able to continue shopping and picking up some other items you had your eye on. Your hands were slightly trembling from the interaction, replaying the way his eyes roved over your body. You were not used to men giving you attention, checking you out or being openly flirty with you. You doubted his intentions were sincere, he probably just made conversation with all the women he almost knocked over. 
Your conversation with Jake felt like something you made up after repeating it a few times in your head. The whole time you couldn’t help but look over your shoulder to see if Jake was still around or almost bumping into you again, and it made your insides flutter at the thought of speaking to him again. As if you could keep your cool the first time around, you thought to yourself with an internal groan. How is he just allowed to walk around freely with those intense eyes? 
Gathering all your items in a basket, you made your way up to the cash register standing in line behind an older woman arguing with the cashier. The minutes pass you by, idly checking out the fast-grab trinkets near the counter. Tiny bottles of lube, single packets of flavoured condoms, nipple covers with a single connecting chain, phallic-shaped silicone keychains, and the like. 
A receipt has been pulled out with some more angry noises from the lady, and the cashier seems to be getting more and more flustered. 
You pick up a penis keychain out of curiosity. It’s neon pink. 
“Did you grab the batteries?” A gravelly voice asks from behind you and you gasp as you turn to see Jake standing in line behind you with another mischievous smile directed at you. 
“Jeez! Yes, I grabbed the batteries.” So you didn’t hallucinate that conversation. 
“Lo siento, didn’t wanna spook you.” He snickered. “I just wanted to make sure you’d be… satisfied.” Jake’s eyes were sparkling with his teasing tone, but there was a layer of suggestion beneath that had you raising a brow. 
The air grew hot and you resisted the urge to tug at the neckline of your knit sweater. Was Jake Lockley flirting with you? 
It took you maybe one second too long to reply just because you were powering up to finally flirting back with the man of your literal dreams, and hoping it got you somewhere. 
“Hmm, there’s other ways of checking if you really want to be sure.” You say with a coy smile of your own, internally screaming. Shit, this isn’t going to work. You’re embarrassing yourself. You’re being ri-
He takes a step closer to you, eyelids lowering seductively looking down his nose at you before purring, “You want some help with that, hermosa?” Shit, this was actually working. 
You giggle, you can’t help it. Up close you can see a light scruff coming in, thick eyebrows resting over extremely expressive, espresso brown eyes that are gazing back at you. You can feel his body heat radiating off of him the closer he comes to you, and you’re looking up at him through your lashes and he’s staring down at you with a smile like the cat that ate the canary and the angry lady at the counter is yelling now, clearly not done reaming out the employee, and you’re okay with it, you’re somehow more than okay with all of it. For a minute it’s just you and Jake, imagining all the ways he’ll take you apart, the store fading into black.
The lady asks for the manager, and finally moves to the side to allow your turn. You don’t hesitate to dump your items on the counter, suddenly in a rush to leave with the strikingly pretty man at your elbow. 
“I actually live nearby… Wanna-” 
Your heart is beating loudly in your chest, almost matching the register beeps as the cashier is ringing up your purchase.
“Yes.” He growls into your ear while sliding his card across the counter to pay for your things. He’s grinning at you now, grabbing your bag of purchases before reaching for your hand and leading you out the door. He leads you outside but stops on the sidewalk, hands still intertwined, and turns to you to ask which way to go. Half the bravado leaves your voice, but you still point to the building that’s yours and you two make your way towards it. When you shyly link your arm with his, he doesn’t pull back and just looks down his nose at you again, lids low.
“Whatever you say, hermosa. I’m yours for the night.” His voice went straight to your core and you felt a swirl of desire stirring in your gut. 
What have you signed yourself up for?
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