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stories2you · 2 years

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Dearest (Part 1)

A/N: my first hypmic fic after months of contemplating if I should write about them. Have a Jakurai fic for some angsty fluffers.

Pairings: Jakurai x fem!reader

TW: Divorce, abuse (verbal, physical, direct and indirect), Depression, PTSD.

**DNI IF YOU ARE UNCOMFORTABLE WITH SUCH TOPICS.

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It was late at night when Jakurai finished his work at the hospital. The man leaned back on his chair, sighing. He wondered about you, his dear wife and his dear daughter. The man's thoughts suddenly stopped at a recollection where you voiced out your concerns about his daughter.

His beloved little girl was from his first marriage. He caught his ex-wife having an affair with another man. They had tons of arguments, which brought the little girl being very distant to her parents and closer to Jakurai's friends. Particularly Hifumi and Doppo.

It took him about a month or two to finally finalise his decision to divorce the woman. Hifumi and Doppo questioned him why he had to take so long to decide. Jakurai explained to them that he had to think about his little girl. Her future, who she would stay with, and to protect her from the vile woman.

With the help of Hitoya, Jakurai managed to gain custody of his daughter. Much to the girl's relief, that doesn't mean she was haunted by her biological mother's cruelty towards her.

Her teacher, Rosho, had called Jakurai about her situation at school. Simply said, the doctor was shocked hearing that his daughter would often be picked up last, or never at all. Rosho understood Jakurai's work field, he was a very busy man. Handling different types of people and was always needed everywhere.

Rosho admitted to him that he had argued with his ex-wife about the girl's safety.

"She's nothing but a nuisance!" Was what she said to the teacher.

The girl heard the whole argument. It was then her grades dropped drastically. Jakurai really tried to be there for her. There were even times where he would ask Hifumi to pick her up and send her to his office.

At home, his ex would sweet talk with him that she'll be more responsible and fetch their daughter. Jakurai was hesitant, but decided to give her another chance.

He was wrong.

One day, he came home to his daughter sitting outside of the two storey house. It was winter. She had a thin jacket around her.

"Mai!" He called out to her.

The girl's blue eyes looked up to meet her father's. Tears finally fell, she couldn't move much from being in the position for more than five minutes. Jakurai took off his coat and wrapped her in it.

Holding Mai in his arms, he was greeted with his wife and another man. His blue eyes raged with anger.

"She's fifteen! She can take care of herself!!"

"That doesn't mean that you can torture her! She could've died!"

"Then let her die! I don't need a problematic child!"

"Get out of the house and never return, you imbecile!"

The final roar from Jakurai shocked the woman. The outsider was afraid to move, seeing how huge the older man was from himself. He timidly pulled the vile woman out of the house.

After the two left, Jakurai got onto his knees and hugged his daughter tightly. He apologised to her profusely. He warmed her up with his body heat before proceeding to the living room where the heater was at.

Back to the present time, Jakurai felt the pain in his heart, seeing his daughter almost freezing to death. After the fight at the court, he decided to take a month of leave to spend time with Mai.

A few months later, Rosho introduced you to Jakurai. You were Mai's homeroom teacher. You had never gotten the chance to meet the doctor during the conferences with parents. But boy you were surprised at how good looking the doctor is.

You were personally close with Mai, listening to her problems, being a comfort for her, naturally taking the role as her mother at school. She'd tell you so many things, including what her birth mother did to her.

You knew your place as an outsider, thus only able to spit venom at your now husband's ex whenever she would talk shit about Mai.

Peace was only temporary until Mai, now eighteen, unexpectedly met her birth mother. It was harsh. Her mother had another child with the man she cheated with.

Hatred and anger boiled in her heart and mind. She was unable to think straight, thus slapping her own mother in public.

"You hated me, you despised me, yet you had another child with that despicable man! How dare you abandon me! I hate you, you imbecile!!"

She continued cursing at the woman. Not bothering about the crying child. She looked at the toddler, giving them a disgusted look.

Before the woman could say anything, Mai ran away in tears.

She rushed into her room, not greeting you with hugs like she would usually do. You were concerned for her, but decided to give her some time to cool down.

About an hour, you decided to cook dinner, making her favorite curry rice. You made it with the amount of spice she loves. Even making her favorite hot chamomile tea with honey to soothe her heart.

"Mom..?" You heard her voice. You turned around and saw Mai, she had freshened up, looking a little bit better.

You smiled at her and ushered her to the kitchen, "come, sit down. I made your favorite for today. Would you be a darling and call your father if he'll be home tonight?"

Mai nodded and took out her phone to ring her father. After three rings, he answered, "hello? What's wrong, honey? Do you need anything?"

"Nothing, but will you be home soon?" She asked.

"I'll be home in five minutes, dear."

You saw Mai's smile. It brought you a little comfort by seeing her smile.

"Alright. Take care, dad."

You sat the big bowl of curry and the rice cooker on the tray beside the dining table. You took a seat in front of her, "Shall we wait for him?"

Mai nodded. You thought that it was okay to ask her about her day at school first, her mood can be discussed when her father got home.

"So, how was school? Was Rosho a good teacher today?" You giggled when you brought up your former colleague.

Mai happily told you about her day at school, and that fellow teachers had asked her about your well being. You had married Jakurai a year ago after Mai's pestering. She begged you to be her mother, and she begged Jakurai to allow her to be your mother.

Such a coincidence, Jakurai had observed how you treated his daughter. You gave her the love she yearned for from a mother ever since she was an elementary school student. With that, he proposed to get to know you better and introduced you to his family and friends just as you do to him as well.

The wedding went smoothly, and you decided to resign as a teacher to start on your sole business. The two of you talked happily, only noticing the doctor's presence when he cleared his throat.

Mai turned around and ran to give her father a tight hug, "welcome home, dad! I missed you."

Jakurai wrapped his arms around her, squeezing her tightly, "I'm home. I missed you too, dear."

You greeted him with a kiss on the cheek and pulled him to sit at the dining table. Both you and Mai listened to Jakurai's days at work and him listening to both of your days.

Laughter and happiness was the current vibe, until Mai brought up about her encounter with her mother….

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Part 2 coming soon.

#hypnosis mic #hypmic #hypmic scenarios #hypmic imagines #jakurai jinguji #jakurai x reader #jakurai imagines #jakurai scenarios #matenrou #hypmic hifumi #hypmic doppo #hypmic hitoya #hypmic rosho

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fuyuteki · 1 year

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You reblogged a character headcanons challenge

You like hypmic right?

I want to see your takes on Doppo (my beloved)

Thank you for the ask! I do like hypmic, I've never thought much about Doppo (besides his relationship with Hifumi), but I'm gonna give it a try.

Sexuality Headcanon: gay

Gender Headcanon: cis man

A ship I have with said character: HifuDo

A BROTP I have with said character: Doppo & Jyuto (I know Jakurai should be here, but I have my reasons, which is I don't like how HifuDo enable his god complex, so Jyuto it is)

A NOTP I have with said character: Hmm... I don't think I have one

A random headcanon: also I don't think I have one

General Opinion over said character:

I like his friendship with Hifumi a lot and how it is portrayed, the fact that he was quick to stand up for Hifumi and quit his job, how he is there for Hifumi just like Hifumi is there for him, also his screaming lines in the raps, I love that, I love his songs, especially Tigridia. Overall, I like Doppo, not my fave, but I like him

#ask #hypmic

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pa-stella · 2 years

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food for thought, I simply want to share thoughts of our beloved bat

I often imagine a scene; hitoya sitting in a bar listening to the bobby vee song, "armen's theme (yesterday and you)" while going through memories of jakurai. the scene is interrupted to jakurai driving towards that bar, he's had a hard night, maybe just one drink will help, the song quietly plays on the radio as he drives, as he stops and sees hitoya leaving, and their eyes meet,

help i love them ok sorry i have no one to tell my hitojaku thoughts to

ANON. OMG. I didn’t know the song, so I put it on spotify while driving to work and I’m still in the parking lot having FEELS. I… I… it’s so bittersweet like their relationship and… and… the scenario you suggested… I will keep thinking about this for the entire day.

I will give you this in exchange: imagine young Hitoya and Jakurai. They’re on cleaning duty at school and Hitoya, being dork™️, starts to use one of the brooms like a microphone to sing “Trouble” by Elvis and at the Take a look at my face part Jakurai stares at him, star-struck. (Sorry, every time somebody calls Hitoya Elvis on twt I just think about this).

Please, send me your hitojaku thoughts whenever you want. I crave them.

#ask and you shall receive #anonymous #hypmic #hitojaku feels before work are not good

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sasarasfan · 1 year

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has it been 2 months since the anniversary? yes. do i care? no.

I want to answer some questions <3

1. Sometime around the fourth anniversary? Maybe July/august of last year. I got into hypmic because of a post that said “Happy Birthday Ichiro!!” And I liked the art style so I watched the anime :3c

2. The art style of the anime!! Idk I really like the eyes of the characters lmao

3. Hmm it was the first music based media I got into, the others being Milgram and a bit of enstars. I love it a lot <3

4. I thought BB was kinda boring,,,, I didn’t really like MTC at first ngl,,,, I thought Ramuda was annoying and I didn’t like his voice, and then he grew on me, but I liked Matenrou from the get go and I wanted them to win the first DRB. Doppo stuck out to me a lot. His screaming somehow reached my heart and I love him lots. Of course I can’t forget Sasara <3 he was so scrunkly I didn’t want to listen to the other divisions at first, but after ah Osaka dreamin night I was a changed man

5. I think Doppo was my first favourite?

6. Definitely Ramuda. I really didn’t like his voice, but he grew on me. Also the entirety of DotsuHom? Yeahhhhhh

7. Matenrou!! Was a Matenrou stan from the first episode I saw them

8. Sasara is my favourite character now <3 but Doppo and Gentarou are a close second

9. Whatever was first in the anima, but other than that I think maybe don’t stop the party or black or white? Matenrou song I think

10. Don’t Stop the Party but Comedian Rhapsody is slowly catching up

11. I love Ah Osaka Dreamin’ Night. I want to kiss it so bad

12. I haven’t listened to the stage songs enough to have a favourite :[

13. Bonus??? Like??? Duet???? If so, Nausa de Zuiqu

14. I like Hoodstar+ and SUMMIT OF DIVISIONS

15. G Anthem of Y City I don’t get why people don’t like it as much as Gangstas Paradise I think it’s better than Gangstas Paradise. Also JACKPOT! But that’s just because I love Jackpot (and I haven’t seen anyone really like anima songs :[)

16. Yes. Dotsuitare Hompo my beloved. Sasara Nurude my beloved. DotsuHom can make no bad songs. I love all of their group songs so much

17. Doppo probably he can spit some fire verses 😈🔥🔥 or Dice, Dice is good too

18. I haven’t payed enough attention to the composers sorry ahah

19. Once again, I don’t pay attention

20. Ah Osaka Dreamin’ Night or Hella Awesome Banquet, those two are very, very good

21. I do! I recently passed DJ level 100! Cant get my friend code rn but I would if I could

22. Hmmm I kind of want to see more Sasara and Gentarou I think it’d be funny

23. Yeah!! Hifudo and Sasaro mainly <33 love my skrunkles <33 I also think Doppo x Samatoki is cool, I liked their interactions in the shuffle drama track

24. me and sasara /j

25. Rosho and I would get along well I think. Same with like Hifumi and Doppo maybe? Jyushi as well. Actually, maybe Jakurai too

26. I don’t think I really kin any of the characters. Maybe Rosho? I try to do things as best as I can, but end up giving up if I feel like I’m dragging people down? Kinda???

27. I DONT [cries] I really want a Sasara mochi plush, or any Sasara merch, or any doppo merch :(((((((

28. Not really weird, but I think if there were mics that looked like their mics i would buy it immediately

29. Uhhhhhhhhhh I don’t really know??? Nor care that much??? As long as they look cool I’m fine with anything

30. Hifumi and Doppo, especially with all their history. The same with Rosho and Sasara kinda. Rei and Ramuda maybe? OH! Dice and his mom im kinda interested

31. look. i think. rio should get. much more love. I am so weak to that man. He could give me a little :( and id crumble at his feet weeping and sobbing going “sir, sir, I’d do anything for you :,(“

32. Sasara is so scrunkly. His character goes a lot deeper than just “haha comedian” and im excited to see more of his true character unravel slowly. I also like his character design and his songs slap so hard. I like Doppo a lot because I kind of relate to him? His raps are so cool and I like his personality. I wish I could give him a big hug :[

33. I saw somewhere that Rosho can’t sleep without hugging something and urgghrhdhh that head cannon has me in a chokehold

34. Uh. Yeah, they’re cool ig. Don’t really know much about them other than surface level stuff, but yeah

35. I like Matenrou because their dynamic is so soft. Like you could walk into a room with them in it and they’d just be having tea and chatting over little things with small smiles on their faces and HRGRGRRB that image just makes me love them a lot. I like DotsuHom cause the combination of Sasara telling his stupid jokes with Rosho chastising him for it while Rei is just sitting there slightly amused makes me laugh so hard.

36. Matenrou just have gatherings in like a garden or a greenhouse when their schedules allow them to hehe <3

37. I don’t have a preference? I know I’m going to love them either way so….

38. I follow Rios VA on Instagram, but I’m pretty disconnected to the VAs otherwise

39. I have not, mostly cause I don’t know Japanese. I would if I could, and I really do want to

40. I have a 10k sasaro fanfic in the editing process rn <33

41. I like the manga!! I think ARB is cool, but I can’t read Japanese, and I haven’t seen the stage, but I do like it. I think manga is the most bite sized? Kinda way to consume hypmic lore, so that’s why I prefer it. I also do like the drama tracks though. Just hearing them makes me smile wide

42. Sasaros break up + getting back together. Additionally, when Rosho cried because he was so passionate about supporting younger kids. I teared up ngl

43. I have not made theories, I just like, consume a bunch and let them brew in my head

44. Hmmm I haven’t payed much attention to what’s happened in the manga rn so I don’t have much to say about this

45. I made a 57 slide presentation about hypmic and successfully converted two people into hypmicism like two days ago. I also got another friend around November last year into hypmic! I love my friends dearly and I made the 57 slide presentation just for them which I think I took like 5+ hours on.

46. DOSTUHOM UEUEUEUEUEUEUEUE wish Sasara and Rosho make it to the top together!! Rei too ig. Maybe. I think it would be really funny if Matenrou somehow won again, but I think Dotsuitare Hompo is most likely going to win next DRB, or MTC

47. I hope it doesn’t urrrgh. Maybe with all the character lore explored, and wrapped up. I really don’t want an open end to any of the characters stories

48. A lot. I was able to make a lot of friends through it. I found something that I really, really liked, and I got to share it with my friends. I love hypmic so, so much, and I hold it very close to my heart.

49. The characters are all so unique, and the songs are so good! There’s at least one song you’ll like, out of the 100+ songs. It’s so fun getting to cheer on your favourite teams :] there’s so many talented people in the fandom as well

50. Hello future me! I don’t know when I’ll read this again, but I hope things have been good!! I got River and Chair into hypmic 😈🔥🔥!! I really like Sasara Nurude (hopefully you still do 🙄🙄) go listen to Comedian Rhapsody again. I know you want to. Please tell me we get more banger Dotsuitare Hompo songs. They can make no bad songs, but still. God I love hypmic so much. Everything about it is so great. I love every character, their flaws and their strengths. I love the stories that we’re given. I love the songs which I could dance my heart out to. The fandom is so great as well. I wish it would never end haha

#hypmic

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representshinjuku · 2 years

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T.D.D VS D4

(Note: this song contains spoilers for track 5.)

Ibuki: Yamada Ichiro… The Dirty Dawg… I’m sending all of you to hell.

Ichiro: Bring it on. Let’s settle this!

[All]

The time’s come to settle this

Time to find out who’s really stronger

This storm won’t blow over so easy

So let’s enjoy this battle to the fullest

A back and forth with our lives on the line–

That’s the real thrill of war

This storm won’t blow over so easy

So let’s enjoy this battle to the fullest

Jakurai: The way you move… Were you a soldier?

Jyobu: So pleased to finally meet you. Assassin known as ill-DOC.

Jakurai: I admit I’m not fond of being called by that name.

[Jyobu]

I’ve finally met you, the man, the legend

The man I respected from the bottom of my heart

And the man I’ve always wanted to fight

Now let us see this battle through

The legendary assassin

Who never spared a target, ill-DOC

Show me your true face, the monster inside

Let me hear your devil’s song

Jyobu: Just as I’d thought. The legends were true. Come and kill me. I’ve dreamed of dying at the hand of a conqueror like you.

Jakurai: My deepest apologies, but I won’t be killing anyone.

Jyobu: Is that the truth?

Jakurai: I no longer want to hurt anyone.

Jyobu: Don’t want to hurt anyone? Don’t joke!

[Jyobu]

You won’t kill? You don’t want to hurt?

I don’t want to hear that here

You’re an assassin, aren’t you?

How many people have you put in their graves?

Men like us who thirst for blood

Have crimson written into our very genes

My hands are bloody red

And I won’t hesitate to stain them again

[Jakurai]

I’ve claimed countless lives

Cut off countless final prayers

And my penance for those sins

Is to save even just a few more lives

This is the answer I’ve arrived at

After facing down countless enemies

It is because there is no end to my penance

That I must impose it upon myself endlessly

[Jyobu]

You and I are the same

The shape is different but the purpose is the same

No man could change that much–

Stories can’t reverse their flow

If you really seek to cause no harm,

Then why did you take Mic in hand?

Nothing has changed, just the shape of the weapon

A ‘you’ without bloodlust isn’t ‘you’ at all

[Jakurai]

Humans are unseemly creatures

That’s what makes them precious

And I cannot forgive the senseless violence

Of extinguishing those lives

That is why I fight now,

The purpose I must fulfill

I stand in order to topple abuse;

In order to protect those precious to me

Jyobu: You say you don’t want to hurt anyone, but your rap is quite aggressive.

Jakurai: My apologies. I simply believed it was unnecessary to hold back against those who’d hurt my friend.

Ibuki: Now, Yamada Ichiro… Time to atone for your sins.

Ichiro: Answer me first! What did I do to you?

Ibuki: Not me. My brother!

Ichiro: Brother?

[Ibuki]

My brother was crushed by his debts,

And every day he got chased down by you

And in the end his body gave out on him

And he just up and died

Sure, my brother was a piece of shit,

That was never gonna change

But even if he was shit, he was my precious family,

My one and only brother

Ichiro: You… You’re Yagasaki Hayato’s little brother!?

Ibuki: It’s your fault my brother’s dead!

Ichiro: Wait a second! I–!

Ibuki: You what? Don't tell me you did nothing wrong, Yamada Ichiro!

[Ibuki]

You weren’t wrong? Fuck off with that nonsense

That’s not your sin? Fuck off!

I can’t stand you acting like you don’t know you’ve sinned!

You used to be the one abusing the weak,

Living like the devil would

And now you’re playing the beloved hero?

I’ll make you pay for that hypocrisy with your life

Samatoki: Don’t even think about it you piece of shit!

Ichiro: Samatoki-san?

Samatoki: Hey, Ichiro. You don’t seem too hot.

Ichiro: Samatoki-san, your wound–

Samatoki: Worry about yourself first. These bastards really got the jump on you. You can’t change the past. So take responsibility for it! Your best memories and your worst deeds, all of that makes up your life!

Ichiro: I’m responsible… for all of it? All of it! I’m sorry, Samatoki-san! I’m fine now.

Samatoki: Took you long enough.

Seigen: Damn it. How the hell’s Samatoki here? Hey, I’m outta here. I’m meeting up with Rindo.

Ichiro: You damn–

Samatoki: I’ll take care of him. You beat this bastard down.

Ibuki: Now all the distractions are finally gone.

Ichiro: Yeah. Let’s settle this. Put our past to rest!

[Ibuki]

Settle the score?

All you should be doing is repenting for your past

If only you weren’t here, my life would be a completely different thing

My brother’s debts fell on me;

To pay them back, I committed any crime

Give back my brother! Give back my life!

It’s time for you to repent!

Ichiro: You’re right. I’m the dirtiest damn guy there is. I shook down money from the weak in order to live how I wanted.

Ibuki: So you finally admit it!

Ichiro: Yeah, I admit it. That’s why you have to face your past, too!

Ibuki: What!?

Ichiro: You blame everything on your past, and won’t acknowledge your weakness, so you’ll never beat me. I’ll never lose to someone like you!

[Ichiro]

I admit it, I’m a piece of shit too,

The biggest there is

But even then I can’t admit defeat,

Can’t let you win in times like this

When the people I care about are hurt,

I can’t back down, won’t back down

If I backed down now

I wouldn’t even be worthy of being shit

[Ibuki]

Shut up!

Shit like you doesn’t get to preach to me!

[Ichiro]

Yeah, I was the worst of the worst–

No, maybe I still am

But I have to keep on living with that burden,

Face my own life head-on

If you don’t accept your past you can’t move forward,

Can’t even see the present

You can’t live making everything somebody else’s fault,

It’s your own life, stop running away

You’ve gotta make a tomorrow that’s better than today

So come back when you can face yourself too

Ibuki: Face my past? There’s nothing but ash. After I lost my brother, I drowned myself in crime. If I look back, it’s so dark I can’t see a thing!

Ichiro: Then look forward!

Ibuki: Forward?

Ichiro: You can’t change the past. But you can change the future.

Seigen: You damn immortal bastard…

Samatoki: You still wavin’ that thing around?

Seigen: You serious right now? This thing’s strongest when you use it with a Mic. And strength is justice!

[Seigen]

Everybody’s too damn stupid around here,

Too naive, these word’re gonna end it

The ends justify the means,

Get there however the hell you want

There’s no point if you don’t win

‘Cuz the winners lead this world

I fight with both a Mic and a gun

You piss me off and you’re goin’ down

Seigen: You scared? You can start begging if you are.

Samatoki: Okay. Shoot me. Your bullets ain’t gonna kill me. Don’t underestimate me!

[Samatoki]

Strength is justice, sure, that’s right

There’s no meaning in losing, sure, that’s right

But when you throw away your pride

That’s the end of you as a man

I live by my own creed,

And by that creed I’m gonna kill you

You know why I use the damn Mic they forced on us?

That’s ‘cuz of my pride

I handle this Mic better than anybody

I’ll use their own tool against them

And prove I’m just

Seigen: Damn it!

[Samatoki]

No fuckin’ way I’m losin’

Against a guy who threw away his pride

A man can’t fight without pride,

That’s why you’re gonna lose

Who do you think I am?

I’m the center of this world

Get outta my way you idiot,

I’m Samatoki-sama you bastard

Samatoki: Half-assed bastard. Made me overdo it. If the stitches pull, Nemu’s gonna get mad at me again.

Rindo: My oh my. They’re all useless after all.

Ramuda: Oh? You’re pretty calm for a guy who had all his friends taken out.

Rindo: They’re not my friends. They’re tools I need in order to achieve my goals.

Ramuda: How heartless! That’s why the ladies threw you away, y’know! Huh? Was I not supposed to say that? Y’know, that you used to be their dog…

Rindo: You found out?

Ramuda: But too bad! The friends you chose all got done in!

Rindo: Friends… Stupid word. The second you start using it, you’ll get thrown away. Even by your beloved Chuuouku.

Ramuda: Really. You’re a bad one, mister.

Rindo: Now. Let me explain to you just how cruel the world really is!

[Rindo]

You’re a little stupid, replacement,

So let me give you a little test

The truth steps up for showtime

And after that I’ll go in for the overkill

I gave my everything in those fights,

I pledged my everything to them

The Party of Words only took this country

Because of what I did for them

But they threw me away,

Left me in my worst nightmare

Friends, trust, reliance, bonds:

That day I learned they’re all made up

It’s only about if you can be used–

That’s all there is to human relations

The world’s full of fake relationships

All destined to die in the dark

Rindo: Look. Even if you fall, no one’s gonna come save you! Friends and trust… They don’t exist!

Ramuda: You’re right. That’s what I think, too. But if you look hard enough, you might actually find them.

Rindo: What?

Jakurai: I’m sorry I’m late. Are you all right?

Ramuda: Mmm. Just barely?

Ichiro: Don’t touch my friend you dirty bastard!

Samatoki: Hey, Ramuda, I’ve got an ache in my stomach so let’s finish this quick.

Ramuda: Ichiro? Samatoki?

Jakurai: Amemura-kun. Leave them to us. We’ll leave him to you.

[Ichiro] If anybody lays a hand on my friends

[Samatoki] Doesn’t matter who they are, they’re goin’ down

[Jakurai]

You’ve challenged the wrong enemy–

In just a few moments your tears will prove that

[Ichiro] Yo, we’re the Dirty Dawg

[Samatoki] And our rhymes’re top class

[Jakurai] Your prescription is a bit of a powerful poison

[Ichiro, Samatoki, Jakurai] Anyone who gets in our way gets kicked to the curb

Ramuda: Looks like my friends were stronger than your tools.

Rindo: There’s no one worth a damn around here!

Ramuda: Let’s settle our score, too! Mis~ter!

Rindo: Stupid kid. Don’t get ahead of yourself!

[Rindo]

Watch how you talk to me brat,

I’m about to send you down to hell

The world’s not as kind as you think

There’s no point in trusting anyone

Friends, trust, reliance, bonds–

The more I hear about it the more I hurt

You won’t be able to endure

The despair behind these words

[Ramuda]

You’re just like my mirror image

We’re pretty similar, you and me

Friends and trust, I don’t believe in them either,

If I can’t use them then I don’t need them!

I understand just how you think,

Know it so well it hurts

But sorry to say my wounds are light–

There’s no way I’m gonna succumb like you

[Rindo]

Betrayal is inevitable when dealing with people,

Even the strongest bond will one day decay

Even if you rely on others

When you die, you’ll still die alone

Watching these fake bonds makes me mad;

I’ll use everyone and make it to the top

I don’t need friends or trust,

We have no choice but to live with our loneliness

[Ramuda]

You and I are definitely alike,

But there’s one thing that must be different

I won’t go so far as to say what it is,

But you and I are total opposites!

That’s why you won’t beat me,

And why I won’t turn into you

You’ve fallen into the darkness,

But my future won’t be like yours!

Rindo: They’ll betray you too. They will throw you away! You’re just a tool to Chuuouku too.

Ramuda: Yeah. I know that. But I’ll be fine. Because… I have the greatest posse by my side!

#rule the stage #track 5 #the dirty dawg #d4 #tdd vs d4 #hypstagetl #koutranslates

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mihai-florescu · 3 years

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Tiny Jakurai :D

#also him at school when he was young BABYYY #jakurai my beloved #hypmic #hypnosis mic #manga #jakurai jinguji #my post

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official-hifumi-simp · 2 years

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help me my phone is full of hypmic manga pages

and they're mostly jakurai n hifumi n doppo

#hypmic #jakurai jinguji #jakurai my beloved #hifumi izanami #hifumi my beloved

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hypmicdaydreams · 2 years

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paradise; when you're stressed for the future and need words of assurance

-pairings: jakurai jinguji x gn!reader, hifumi izanami x gn!reader, doppo kannonzaka x gn!reader

-genres: fluff, comfort

-content warning: mentions of anxiety

-a/n: i've been experiencing a lot of dread and anxiety about my future as of late, so i decided to write something about it, inspired by and dedicated to one of my comfort songs. entirely self indulgent and a tad long for hcs i suppose, but regardless, i hope you guys still enjoy! for anyone that may feel hopeless about the future ♡

jakurai

he certainly is no fool, being quite the observant being; he's able to spot through your lies with ease, eyes narrowing and a perpetual frown as you give a tired smile

"i'm fine," the words leave your mouth, though it sounded much more like you were trying to convince yourself of that statement. "just overwhelmed, that's all"

even you could see that jakurai wasn't all too convinced by your words, that gaze of his burning a hole through your chest, your heart

ah, you were found guilty as charged, not that the dried tears on your cheeks and puffy eyes testified for you or anything

you had tried to dismiss it, even, but you knew how observant jakurai was; and that concerned look you was giving you, small frown and furrowed brows, surely didn't ease the anxiety in your gut, feeling so guilty for having your boyfriend so worried

having your boyfriend walk in on you amidst a breakdown; how embarrassing for your image, you can't help but muse, even after keeping your cries down and assuming he was still back at the hospital

what an utterly awkward situation

"darling," jakurai begins, his voice ever so soft yet also concerned, clearly worried about your wellbeing. he immediately takes in your form: curled position, tear streaked cheeks, wet sleeves of your hoodie

you clearly hadn't been well when he had been gone, jakurai thinks, only further frowning at the thought of it. you had been suffering while he was out, yet you didn't bother calling him or informing him of your state

he was a physician, after all, only the most worried about other's health, especially yours, his partner. so to know that you were clearly in trouble, on the verge of another breakdown, he surely felt his heart ache

"you've been sitting inside all day," he continues, as if he knew you so well, "it's not good for your mind or body." the utmost thing of importance to jakurai, after all, was your health; and to see that you weren't in too good of a shape, of course he couldn't help but worry

the bed dips down ever so slightly as you're met with jakurai's warmth, his long fingers delicately intertwined with yours, hands resting on the bed

"now, tell me," he says, voice so calm and reassuring, instantly easing the knot in your chest just a tiny bit. he truly did want to be of some help to his s/o. "what's been bothering you?"

jakurai certainly was no therapist, but he surely had the comforting presence of one. his words were so soft and caring, lending you his ear, and you certainly felt at ease with him

was it simply because you loved him that you felt this way? or was it because he was a doctor, the best in all of japan? ah, it felt so warm, all those insecurities seeming a tad insignificant suddenly; and sooner or later, you found yourself spilling out your chest to him

you told him of all your fears for the future, how uncertain everything seemed. you didn't have a dream, or well, if you did, had absolutely no clue if things would work out that way

it was all so terrifying, the prospect of your future. would you even be able to provide for yourself, to live a decent life? would things work out, or would you still be struggling? if your dream, if you had one, were to fail, then what would you do? everything seemed so uncertain, and you couldn't begin to imagine a you in the future. it was much too terrifying, the knot in your heart increasing tenfold, the pit in your gut worsening before you were tearing up once more

having such insecurities,,they were so terrible. you hated this feeling oh so much, hated how suffocating the future was

"darling," jakurai finally says after much intentive listening, giving your hand a quick squeeze as you begin to quiet down. ah, he only felt his heart ache more as he listened, so devastated to know that you had been struggling with such thoughts all this time, all by yourself. ugh, you truly didn't deserve that

"i know the future seems uncertain at times, but i advise you take it one day at a time." he smiles, so warm it melts your heart. "the only thing you can do is worry about today; the future is far off"

"plus, when the time comes," he runs his thumb over your knuckles, bringing them to his lips in an ever so dainty fashion and placing the lightest of kisses, as if his lips weren't even there, "i'll be by your side"

you can't help but feel flustered, that familiar feeling of warmth rushing to your face; yet, at the same time, that knot didn't seem all too bothersome anymore, as if it was quelled by your boyfriend's very words

right by your side? one day at a time? ah, when put like that, it didn't seem all too suffocating anymore, certainly. you weren't alone in this; you had jakurai right by your side. and perhaps he was right: you simply had to take things slow and easy, to stop worrying about the distant future when it's only tomorrow that was around the corner

and even if you didn't have a dream, all that mattered was today's joys for now, or so, that's what jakurai said. he surely knew better than you, being so knowledgeable and all. and believing in your boyfriend's words, that today was a gift you shouldn't put off in worry of a brighter future, well, it certainly eased those dreadful thoughts and feelings

perhaps...it was fine to not have a dream or to be uncertain of the future. no use worrying about something so far away

"thank you..." you mutter, brushing your thumb over the spot he had just kissed. you felt a bit of a tingle to the touch, but it was very much heartthrobing, the beat resounding in your ears

jakurai smiles and takes your hand in his once more. he was surely going to be by your side through it all, the present and the future; that was a promise

hifumi

he could feel his heart break in an instant or so as hifumi walks in on you, frowning almost on instinct as worries for you fills his mind

it was well past two in the morning, having just come back from another busy night as a host; and surely you were supposed to be asleep by now, not bedridden with puffy eyes and a runny nose, a heartbreaking sight

"honey..." he mumbles, jacket clutched tight in his arms, a perpetual frown and furrowed brows as he looks at your curled form. even as you turn to hide the fact that you had been crying, hifumi only feels his chest tighten

had something happened while he was gone, so late at night? gosh, the dark was already rather terrifying in a sense, and the thought of something having happened now only served to make him more antsy

"'fumi, i'm ok," you muster, trying your hardest to not let the sobs through, to convince your tired boyfriend that it was nothing to worry about. "i'm just...thinking a lot"

well, it wasn't exactly a lie, more of a fib perhaps. you didn't want hifumi to worry, or well, know of your insecurities

it surely was embarrassing after all, more so that he had walked in on such an unsightly ordeal when he wanted nothing more than to sleep

but hifumi certainly didn't buy it, his frown (he even looked as if he was going to tear up a little, perhaps) deepening. it hurt, really, knowing that you were lying to save face, to spare his feelings

did you not trust him enough to say the truth? surely not, he thinks, but even if you didn't want to hurt him, you were certainly doing the exact opposite right about now. it wound him deeply to see you hurt, to see you try to handle this yourself

"no you're not," hifumi retorts, the chirp usually in his tone now lost, only worried and a bit sad. gosh, you felt your heart pound, a sharp pang against your chest, so full of guilt and fault. he was so hurt, even you could see that

"honey," he quickly leans next to you, looking up at you with pleading eyes (even now, they still seemed to shine with a sort of light) and holding tightly to your hand, it was so warm, even when his hands were somewhat cold from the outside he had just walked out of, so assuring. that squeeze he did certainly made your heart leap, though in a manner much different than before, this one much better than the other. "what's wrong?"

that one statement, those two words, they instantly made all those emotions return, the tension in your heart, the suffocation of your lungs, the anxiety in your gut

seeing hifumi so worried, his cute eyes now so full of fear and worry, wanting nothing more than to hear that you were fine, that no one hurt you; you couldn't help but feel a little guilty for making him feel this way, feeling the tears prick the corner of your eyes once more

and so, the emotions overwhelmed you, the warmth of his hand on yours, how he gently brushed his thumb over your knuckles, how he gently rubbed circles on your thighs, all in attempt to calm you down

and it had worked, whether because you felt guilty for seeing your tired boyfriend in such a worried state, so plagued with fatigue yet, first and foremost, worried about your safety, or because you felt at ease around him enough to say it

but you spilled your guts, all those anxious thoughts that plagued your mind. you were terrified for your future, unsure of what it held or what you'd be doing. you had no dream, no semblance of what you wanted to do later on. it was all so scary, not knowing if you'd even be alive to experience the future or if your life would be in ruins. you had no idea what to expect. it was difficult to not break down the more you thought about it

"honey," hifumi begins, though still quite worried, visbily relieved. now that he knew what was bothering you, what he could do, hifumi certainly felt more at ease, at least. "you shouldn't care too much about the future"

he smiles at you, so wide and bright that it was blinding even at such dark nights. "no one knows what's going to happen, but who cares! it's out of your control, so no use worrying over it"

"just focus on today," he continues. "who cares if you don't have a big dream? y'know, i don't know what my future holds, but i still have things to look forward to!" hifumi exclaims, giving a small chuckle as you tilt your brows. "like, today at work, my dream was coming home and sleeping right by you! or even waking up tomorrow and cooking a delicious breakfast for us"

how cute, you think to yourself. such small dreams, so short-lived; yet, that's the only thing hifumi looked forward to or cared about. he didn't seem to care much for the future, yet, he had a point. it's fine to just take it day-by-day, to have small dreams to look forward to

your future...it didn't need to be so grand, right? it was too early to worry about something so far away, surely

"'sides," hifumi squeezes your hand, a small blush on the tips of his ears and lightly dusting his cheeks, "we'll still be together in the future, and that's the only thing that matters"

he firmly kisses, lips so warm against yours yet oh so sweet as he leans into the kiss and deepens it slightly. it certainly helped ease all those knots and anxieties, knowing that even if things were uncertain, you and hifumi would still be together, the only certainty. and well, you surely did take comfort in that fact, knowing that you wouldn't be all alone

"i love you..." you mutter on instinct a few silent moments afterwards, still much too emotional, though this time, in a good way. sure, you may be uncertain of the future, but you had hifumi now, small dreams to look to. gosh, all those treacherous feelings of anxiety and fear, all replaced by warmth and love by his very words, your chest at ease. gosh, how you loved your boyfriend

he smiles and kisses your temple, so delicately and softly, once more, saying in such a lively yet cheeky voice of his you've come to adore, "love you more"

doppo

his first instinct was to freeze, honestly, standing by the doorway and all senses on high alert, more so than usual

he hears the tiniest of sounds, down to your labored breath and your quiet sniffles, even the rubbing of your tears away

and doppo stays silent, still on edge; he doesn't know what to say, much less do or act. he'd never seen you in such a state before, never been in the position of being the comforter

but, of course, above all, he's fucking terrified and anxious, so worried about you and wondering what the hell happened when he was out. were you ok? that was his first question, but doppo is simply too stunned and worried to say anything for a few moments or so

"a-are you alright?" is what he manages to utter, fumbling over his words and sounding much more panicked that he would've like

"i'm fine," you say as you wipe away any excess tears with your sleeve, lying so effortlessly, even when doppo could very well see that you were, indeed, not fine

gosh, you were such a fool, you tell yourself, having been caught having a small breakdown, amidst all this anxiety and possible panic attacks

but doppo felt his heart sink a little at your words, only growing more nervous as he wonders what jakurai would do in such a situation. he didn't want to push it and cross your boundaries at the time you were the most sensitive, but doppo also couldn't just simply leave you alone! he cared too much about you to do that, panicking and thinking about what happened

so he unconciously takes steps forward, finding himself sitting right next to you at the bed, even if you looked off in embarrassment and wanted to hide your crying face, even when his mind was telling him that this was more awkward than he would've liked

"babe," he mutters quietly, massaging the back of his neck as doppo thinks about what to do next. and you, on the other hand, were trying your hardest to contain yourself

gosh, you knew the troubles that doppo himself had, so you simply didn't want to add on to that at all really, finding it rather embarrassing to pile on your own problems onto your boyfriend either way

the future felt you with such unease, not knowing the direction of your life or even what you would be doing or where you'd be. it was all a mystery, yet it was terrifying, the unknown

would you have achieved your dream? did you even have a dream? hell, all you wanted to do was get through the day, the next fifteen minutes or so; how could you even possibly know what you wanted to do or where you'd be fifteen years from now?

yet, before you could spiral any further, you felt a slight tug at the hand, warm (albeit somewhat sweaty) hands intertwining your own, much too familiar with doppo himself

you looked at him, those thoughts stopping for a moment or so, the anxiety easing just a tad when you saw doppo, so worried yet also silent, simply wanting you to know that he was right here, even if he wasn't the best with words

yet this warmth...it felt so good right about now, the perfect remedy for your troubles (or at least, enough so that you weren't constantly on edge). you had forgotten how warm doppo was, how comforting his hand against yours felt, how assuring his own presence was

and when you tell him your problems, feeling a bit more safe and comfortable within his presence and that overwhelming feeling in your chest beginning to dissipate as you ranted (having someone listening sure did wonders), doppo stays silent, only able to grip your hand tighter

he's certainly felt those exact same emotions, thought those same thoughts, before. doppo himself didn't really have a dream or couldn't see the future far from now. to him, it was all work, and he didn't know what it'd be like in a few years from now

the thought of only working, of being stuck in an endless devoid loop...it was terrifying to doppo as well, who didn't have any big dreams or plans as well

"i...understand how you feel," he begins, still a bit anxious, those same suffocating feelings you felt returning to him as well. you two were one in the same, really, sharing the same concerns

"but," he scratches his head, unsure of what to say next or if they'd even give some comfort, though all doppo could do was try and say what he truly thought. "it's not really important to have a dream, i think"

"um, i mean," doppo falters, "i don't..really like thinking about the future. i just try to get through the day. i think that's more important"

you stay silent, taking in his words. simply taking it one day at a time...that was ok, right? surely there was no need for all this stress. when the time came, you'd know what to do, perhaps. or so, that's what doppo was saying, right?

the future, however far off it may be, even if you didn't have any plans for it, things will be alright, surely. there was no need for big dreams, only the want to survive and perhaps be content. that was the most important thing to doppo, huh?

his words did offer comfort, certainly. hearing from your boyfriend that not having any dreams or plans for the future was perfectly fine surely was assuring, lifted that huge weight off your shoulders. i mean, doppo was the love of your life, the man you cared perhaps the most for. his opinion definitely held more weight than anyone else

and to hear him say that you were doing fine as is, well, you felt as if you could breathe again

"i mean, i don't have any big dreams, but," he looks at you, a small blush present, "right now, i only want to..focus on you"

he gives a small kiss before looking off all shy and pink, surely embarrassed for being so confident and initiating affection at such a moment. but, anything to make you feel better, anything to see that shy smile on your face, much better than the sad pout he'd walked in on

"thank you, doppo," you murmur, the fatigue from your crying session beginning to catch up, eyes too heavy and body too tired to do anything else. being so worried and tense, it surely did take a lot of energy didn't it?

"a-anytime," he can't help but softly squeak as your head falls on his shoulder, still holding on tight to his hand and never letting go, even as you fell into a light sleep

even if his shoulder were to go numb; even if his hand were to lose any sensation from how tight you clung to it, however, doppo didn't mind, not in the slightest. as long, as you had that cute smile on your face, all would be fine, doppo thought

“ stop runnin’ for nothin’ my friend, all the breaths you breathe are already in paradise ”

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