//I am a tall child with no lap to crawl into and cry in/So I make a big show of wounded skin hoping someone pries in/Shame clots in my blood/I'm humiliated just by existing//
do you think jason has nightmares? ones that send him lurching out of bed, ash between his teeth and blood on his tongue? do you think he stumbles to the door, handle pressed to palm, and searches for protection? does it come back in a flash, that shred of memory buried like shrapnel in his chest?
do you think he goes back to sleep, sheets stuck to sweat soaked skin, and dreams of home?
I'm on the train right now, utterly pissed because I lost the train before this one, and I will arrive at my house late, but I remember I made some funny edits of my bestie Jason because it's his birthday. If I was in Gotham, I would ask him what are his other placements and be buddy-buddy with him because we are both fire signs. If he has something in Sagittarius, I would scream.