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creedslove · 17 hours
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LONGING ✨
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Javier Peña x f!reader
Summary: His longing for you is going to be the death of him, especially if he thinks he isn't good enough
Warnings: angst, fluff, mentions of paid sex
A/N: it's been a long time since I managed to write something more than a headcanon, but you know, it feels I'm back, modestly and Pedro Pascal and his smooth clean shaven plus mustache face is to blame for my return, it has awakened something in me
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Javier was embarrassed, ashamed and mortified. He didn't want to do that, to ask you that, but at the same time he really did. More than that, he was desperate, he needed to ask and to know your answer. When he stepped inside your apartment earlier, all he could think of was standing by your side and taking care of you, while you went through another one of your dreadful migraine episodes. At first he was really torn between showing up or not, worried that would make him look like a sick lovey puppy, but at the same time, it was exactly what he was and even if he couldn't be with you in that way, he still wanted to be a part of it and enjoy some time with you, allowing himself to pretend there was something more than just the bond you two shared over a total unexpected friendship that grew between you both. He liked spending time with you overall, more so when you were alright, excited and willing to have a drink, go out, dance or just act as the only ray of sunshine that truly mattered in his life; but there was something about just standing silently next to you, making you a cup of tea and playing with your strands of hair very gently it made him come running to you every single time he sensed you weren't doing that well.
No matter if the lights were dimmed, if the TV was low and you were lying on the couch, your head on his lap as his fingers ran through your hair and he could just enjoy how cozy everything around him was. He still had a question, a doubt hammering his chest and it made him uneasy, needing to let it go and just get to the bottom of it as soon as possible.
“Cariño…” Javi's voice was soft as you opened your eyes at his calling, it always made you flutter to be addressed like that by him “...can I ask you a question?”
“Yeah, Javi…”
“I-I like this woman… I don't know how to approach her, and what should I do?”
There he said it. It was out in the open, his pathetic question aimed at you with a slightly shaken voice, he felt his cheeks burning with embarrassment as he felt himself back in the seventh grade. He needed to know, he needed to open up and tell you you were that woman, he needed to see if he had any chance with you, but then, he couldn't bring himself into doing it, it was paralyzing, because it wasn't just lust, or a silly crush, it was more than that, it was craving, passion, love.
You, on the other hand, couldn't help but laugh softly, not sure where that joke was coming from. Why was Javier talking like an inexperienced schoolboy was a mystery to you, so raising your head from his lap and sitting straight up on the couch, staring at him with a confused frown, you could see there was no laughter, not even a smirk, he was completely serious about his question and you felt unsure what to say.
“Oh.. you mean that?! I'm sorry..” you chuckled a little embarrassed and licked your lips thinking of what to say next, being honest was always the best and the go to option between the two of you “well, Javi that's surprising, I mean, you are Javier Peña, women like you, not the other way around you know what I mean? You can get any girl you want, so this one just made you lost?”
Javi took a deep breath and ran his hand through his jaw, looking at you and nodding, making it so obvious his discomfort.
“Yeah…” his hand traveled through his hair still shyly “I just like her, for real… thought it wouldn't happen to me, the idea of, you know, being in love seemed so distant. I don't know what to do”
“Is this like Lorraine?”
Javi chuckled at that; the only love reference you ever got from him was a woman he left at the altar when he wasn't much more than a teenager. He was a mess, not being able to develop a single meaningful relationship in his life and suddenly aiming for it with you, while you weren't even aware of that. Shaking his head, he looked into your eyes
“No, Lorraine was different… I liked her, but I didn't love her. I was also younger, immature and a real dick, but that was long ago and she forgave me and found a decent man to build a family with. This is different now, I don't know what to do, what to say, I feel I'm not enough…”
“Well Javi…”
“All I'm saying is that I feel I'm not worthy, you know? What could I do so she would see I'm real..”
“You can always stop the whoring, Javi”
You shrugged and smiled, sort of joking at the same time he tilted his head and watched you attentively, he wasn't expecting that answer but now he got it, he was intrigued.
“What I mean is that if you want to show this girl you like her, you gotta stop going after any women, no prostitutes, that kind of stuff. You see, if it were me for example, it would be a deal breaker, I wouldn't want to be with a man who does that. No offense Javi, you are a great guy, but in a romantic sense I guess no woman would be okay with knowing their boyfriend is well-known all over the whorehouses in Bogota… it would be embarrassing, humiliating even, to know whenever you get into a place with your boyfriend everyone knows he's been sleeping around”
Javier went silent. His heart dropped to the pit of his stomach as he stared into your eyes. That's what you thought of him; he knew you didn't mean to offend him, you knew you didn't judge him for his ways of life, as long as you remained in the friendship area. It was as clear as the sky you would never be involved with him. He couldn't even blame you for it, only himself for ever thinking he could have a shot with you. He didn't know what to say, he wasn't necessarily offended, he was simply disappointed in himself and his unrealistic expectations, he was heartbroken because he had ruined everything before he could even start it.
“Y-you think she wouldn't be with me because of that?”
You noticed how upset Javi seemed and you immediately regretted the words you'd said. You were so used to being honest and straightforward towards him, it didn't even occur to you your words could hurt him. Words never seemed to hurt Javier Peña in the first place, so why was that so different? It didn't make any sense to you, sighing you looked into his beautiful sad eyes once more.
“I don't know her, Javi… maybe this isn't a big deal for her, all I'm saying is that if it were me, I wouldn't be okay with it, I guess, but you're a wonderful man, no matter what and if she's worthy of you, she'll love and accept you no matter what”
“You think I'm disgusting?”
His words broke your heart, you could never think that of him, he was your Javi, and even if you didn't agree with his way of living, you cared about him. Placing your hands on his cheek and caressing them gently.
“Of course not, Javi… I am just jealous I guess, I wouldn't want that many women around my man, and I think you deserve so much better than that. You are handsome, sweet, intelligent, you shouldn't have to pay for that, you should be able to have a family…”
You said sweetly and Javi gave you a sweet, sad smile, you didn't know if he agreed or not, but he held your hand in his and stroked it with his thumb. He'd always been so gentle with you, he was often much better than you deserved it. Whoever that girl was, she was damn lucky.
“Do you mean that, cariño?”
“Yes, amor…”
Javi's heart raced as you called him that. Amor. Love. Could it possibly be it? Perhaps he did have a chance?
“You know Javi, the embassy ball is coming, maybe you should invite your girl to come with you” you suggested and he chuckled, it was his turn to place his hands on your cheeks, always dwarfing them with how big he was compared to you. Javi still wondered if you were playing hard to get or if you really hadn't realized you were his girl.
“You're right cariño, but I could invite anyone in the world, and none of them would be as beautiful as you are”
He loved you, his heart ached from the longing he felt, he didn't know if he had a chance with you, sometimes he thought so, and sometimes he was sure you were way out of his league, but one thing he knew for sure: he'd love you for the rest of his life no matter what.
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joelsgreys · 3 months
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when i’m feeling alone, you remind me of home
Javier Peña x DEA Agent Female Reader
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summary: Spending Christmas in Bogotá, Colombia isn’t ideal. Javier knows you’re missing home a little harder than usual, so he comes up with a plan to cheer you up.
warnings/tags: 18+ ONLY, MINORS DNI. minor deviation from canon timeline (had to make it work), reader is an agent for the DEA, NO AGE SPECIED, NO PHYSICAL DESCRIPTION, reader understands and speaks spanish but no mention of her race or ethnicity, friends to lovers trope, reader celebrates christmas, reader has a good relationship with her family, minor smoking and alcohol consumption (both reader and javi), reader’s a bit rough around the edges sometimes. fluff, soft javi, he’s a bit of a grinch in the beginning though. switches in pov’s and tenses.
*ENGLISH TRANSLATIONS AT THE END.
word count: 2.9k
a/n: thank you to @hellishjoel for inviting me to join in on this fun project!
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Javier Peña doesn’t do Christmas.
He especially doesn’t do Christmas in Bogotá.
He doesn’t see the point even acknowledging it.
There are more important things on his mind.
Capturing Pablo Escobar.
Dismantling the dangerous Medellín Cartel.
Living long enough to tell the fucking tale.
Those were his priorities while in Colombia.
Not decking the halls with boughs of holly.
And yet, there he is, fighting with a string of bright and colorful lights, wishing these things would put themselves on the tree. “Puta madre,” Javi curses underneath his breath as he tries untangling them from around his waist. Somehow, he only makes it worse. He grumbles, “This is fucking ridiculous—it shouldn’t be this fucking hard throwing lights on a goddamn fucking tree—” He pauses, spins around to find where he’d gone wrong and then continues grouching to himself. “Can’t believe people do this fucking shit for fun. Stupidest thing I’ve ever—”
Javi manages to free himself and glances down at his watch to see he’s running out of time—it’s past five now, and unless Messina’s in one of those bad fucking moods of hers and decides to dump some last minute paperwork onto your desk, then you’re going to be walking through the front door soon.
He pinches the bridge of his nose, exhaling a deep and frustrated sigh.
He’d been an idiot to decline Connie’s offer to help him when she had dropped off the decorations for him earlier that afternoon.
“You sure you don’t need my help?” she had asked as she handed him the cardboard box overflowing with festive ornaments and tinsel. “I have a couple of more hours before I have to be at the clinic, you know. I can help you set it all up for her, make it all nice and pretty.”
“Thanks, but I’ve got it handled,” he’d replied. “I’m sure it won’t take me too long to put some—is this fucking fruit?” Confused, Javi shifted the box over to his hip, pulling out a string of dried oranges and red cranberries. “Um, what the hell is this for? This supposed to be a snack for me while I decorate?”
She rolled her eyes. “It’s a homemade garland.”
“It’s a homemade what now?”
“Garland, Javier. It goes on the tree.”
Amused, he’d raised an eyebrow at her.
“Fruit going back onto the tree? That’s ironic.”
Sighing, Connie rolled her eyes at him once more.
“Last chance. Do you want my help or not, Javi?”
“I appreciate it, but like I said, I’ve got it handled.”
She’d shrugged. “Alright, suit yourself, then.”
Little did he know how he’d regret his decision. It’s a bigger headache than he thought it would be, an incredible waste of valuable time he could’ve been using to hunt down new leads, do the job he came here to do and find Pablo Escobar. Then again, the more he thinks about it, the more Javi realizes this isn’t a waste of his time at all—not really.
Because he’s doing this for you.
Because he knows you love Christmas.
Because he knows you’ve been feeling homesick.
The season you normally adored was bringing you nothing but emptiness this year. There is a void—a hole in your heart that only your family could fill.
“Messina denied my request for time off,” you had told him, taking a drag of his cigarette—you’re not much of a smoker, but he’d learned that tended to change on occasion when you were upset. “Said it isn’t fair to let me go home for Christmas. That I’m not the only one who wants to be with their family. And I get it. I do.” Sighing, you took a second drag and then handed the cigarette back to Javier; he’d put it between his lips, the taste of cherry flavored lip gloss that lingered on the filtered tip prompting a craving stronger than his craving for nicotine. “It was selfish of me to even think of taking time off. I just—I miss spending Christmas in my hometown, you know? Waking up to snow outside my window in the mornings. Building snowmen with my sister, hurling snowballs at my brother. I miss my mother and her cooking. I miss my father and how even at our age, he still insists on pretending to be Santa.”
Laughing, Javier leaned forward on his stool.
You’d asked him to meet you at your usual spot—a quiet lounge bar right around the corner from your apartment. When he walked in and saw the scotch in front of you on the table, he’d known something was wrong. You’re not much of a drinker, either.
“Does he eat the cookies and drink the milk too?”
You nodded, crossing your arms over your chest, a little grin tugging at the corners of your mouth. He tried not to let his gaze longer there too long—he’s just one man. There was only so much strength he could muster to keep fighting the temptation.
“Of course. He takes his role very, very seriously.”
Despite your smile, he’d noticed it right away.
The unmistakable sadness in your eyes.
You were tough as fucking nails.
In this line of work, you had no choice but to be.
But Javier knew your family was your weakness.
His weakness?
His weakness was sitting there in front of him with a crestfallen expression on her pretty face, tracing around the rim of her glass with her finger.
“It’s stupid, isn’t it?” Your voice had thickened, the emotions you’re used to bottling up threatening to boil over.
“Of course not,” he assured you. “There is nothing stupid about wanting to go back home to see your family. There’s nothing stupid about wanting to be with them for the holidays. I promise you that.”
You snorted. “Peña, we’re trying to bring down the most dangerous man in all of South America. Last thing I need to be doing right now is dreaming of a white Christmas. It’s fucking stupid, alright?”
Hesitantly, Javier lifted his hand and placed it over yours—it wasn’t the first time he’d ever held it, not the first time he had shown physical affection, but this was the most vulnerable he had ever seen you and he didn’t want to make things worse. Once he realized it was okay, he brushed the back of it with his thumb softly, soothingly.
“Yo hablaré con Messina, cariño.”
“No hay caso para eso, Javier.”
“Maybe I can convince her to let you go. She’s got me and she’s got Murphy. We’ll handle things here while you head home for a few days, spend a week with your family for Christmas. Doesn’t hurt to try, you know.” Javi squeezed your hand. Knowing just how fucking stubborn you could be, he insisted on it. “Por favor, cielo. Dejame ayudarte con esto. Yo solo quiero verte feliz. Dejame ayudarte.”
You drained the rest of your scotch and swallowed it along with the lump that had climbed it’s way up your throat. Setting the glass back down, you then pulled your hand out from under his and stood up.
“Forget it. I’m here because I have a job to do—we both have a job to do. I’ll get over it, Javier. Always do.”
Before he could say another word, you’d picked up your jacket and purse, making a quick dash for the exit before he could see the stubborn tear slipping out from the corner of your eye and down the side of your face. But he had seen it, and that’s exactly why he knew he had to do something for you.
About an hour later, Javi places a glittering star on top of the white spruce and then takes a couple of steps back, hands on his hips. Cocking his head to the side, he observes the tree and makes sure that he hasn’t left a single spot bare. He decides to add more gold tinsel until he feels oddly satisfied—and once he is, he pulls out his pocket knife, using it to open the small sized box he had brought with him; two different addresses were scribbled on the side of it in your mother’s handwriting, his apartment’s address the destination, her address the return.
“I wrapped it well,” she’d said over the phone. “It’s her most prized possession, so I really hope it gets to you in one piece or she’s going to kill us both.”
Javier slowly unwraps the object inside and feels a wave of complete and utter relief wash over him to see it made it through customs without breaking.
He squints, taking a better look at the ornament.
The little blonde ballerina is made of porcelain and holds a nutcracker soldier in her arms—the skirt of her dress is white lace embroidered with teeny red rosettes that perfectly match the blush painted on her cheeks and the color of the bow in her hair.
“It’s Clara,” your mother had explained to him.
“Who?” he’d asked, stupidly.
“Clara. You know, from The Nutcracker?”
“Oh yeah, that’s right,” he’d fibbed. “Clara. Got it.”
He had no clue what she had been talking about—but if it’s special to you, then it’s special to him.
Carefully, Javi hangs it on tree just as he hears the front door open and then slam shut so hard that it causes the paper thin walls of your unit to rattle.
“Peña!” you shout loudly. “You fucking asshole!”
Lip rolling between his teeth, he stifles a laugh.
You must have seen his Wrangler parked outside.
Grinning, Javier steps out into the hallway to greet you. “Hola, hermosa. Bienvenida a casa.”
“So, let me get this straight,” you say, tossing your purse and unit keys onto a nearby table. “You offer to give me ride to and from work but then proceed to ditch me and leave work three hours early—you leave me with no other fucking choice but to call a cab to bring me home and when he drops me off, I see your fucking car outside of my apartment?”
Rubbing his chin, he hums, “Sounds about right.”
You approach him, your hands curled into fists.
“What the hell is wrong with you, Javier?”
Javi’s quick to hold up his own hands in defense.
He won’t put it past you to knock him out—he and Murphy have seen you bring down men twice your size before without a weapon. Neither of them can decide if it’s hot as hell or downright terrifying.
“Okay, put those away and let me explain,” he tells you, shaking his head. “I’m really sorry I did that to you, but I did it for a reason.”
You scoff, “Well, if that reason was to piss me off, I have some news for you—it fucking worked.”
“That wasn’t the reason. Not this time, anyway.”
Chuckling, Javier extends a hand, holding it out to you.
You peer at it. “What are you doing, Peña?”
“Ven conmigo, cielo. Tengo una sorpresa para ti.”
Suspiciously, you ask him, “What did you do?”
He laughs again. He knew it wouldn’t make it easy for him. “You do know how surprises work, right?”
You lift your chin. “I do and I don’t like surprises.”
“I know you don’t, but I think you’ll like this one.”
Javi continues to hold out his hand and waits.
He’s just as stubborn as you are, if not more.
“We can stand here all fucking night, corazón.”
Sighing in defeat, you place your hand in his, heart skipping a beat when he smiles and laces together your fingers with his own.
“Cierra tus ojos.”
“Javier, I don’t want—”
He quickly cuts you off. “Do you trust me?”
Of course. Hell, you trusted him with your life.
And not just because it’s a job requirement.
Huffing, you do as he says and close your eyes.
“Good.” Javier places his other hand on your waist and his fingers brush against the patch of smooth, soft skin peeking out from between the waistband of your jeans and the hem of your blouse. Ignoring his burning desire to feel more of you, he leads the way into the living room and positions you in front of the tree. Without dropping your hand, he moves to stand directly behind you, chest pressed lightly against your back.“Puedes abrir tus ojos, bonita.”
“Look Peña, I don’t know what you’re up to but—”
Your own startled gasp cuts you off mid sentence.
Squeezing your hand, he leans in, his lips brushing the shell of your ear and you can feel his grin as he whispers, “Sorpresa, preciosa. Tienes un arbol de Navidad. Qué tal te parece?”
You open your mouth to speak, then clamp it shut.
His surprise had left you speechless.
Pleased with himself, Javi nudges you towards the tree and then drops his hands down at his sides as he watches you gingerly touch the needles.
Closing your eyes, you inhale deeply, the delicious, woodsy smell of pine reminding you of your family and how you’d all pile into your father’s old pickup truck and head to the Christmas Tree Farm to find the perfect white spruce to take home. Your father took great care in the picking process—he wanted the tallest, fluffiest, most fragrant tree. “Need this place to smell like the farm!” he’d boom. You smile and can’t help but to think he’d approve of Javi—if not because of what he had done for you, then the choice in tree would be enough to win him over.
“Do you like it?” he asks, softly.
You open your eyes and whirl around. “Javi, I can’t believe you did this,” you say, breathlessly. Smiling brighter than the lights on the Christmas tree, you throw your arms around him. “I love it so much!”
He savors the embrace—and wonders if you know just how perfectly you fit right in his arms.
“There’s one more surprise,” Javier informs you as he spins you around to look at the tree once again. “Do you see it?”
“See what?” Peering at the tree, you frown. “What am I supposed to be looking for—wait a second, is that—is that Clara?” Your hand flies to your mouth and you look up at him in complete shock. “That’s the ornament my grandmother made for me when I was a baby! I’ve had her since my first Christmas. How did you—?”
“Santa no cuenta sus secretos.” Javi grins, pulling you closer against his side. “But if you must know, your mom sent it to me,” he confesses. “Actually, I have to be honest—this whole thing was her idea.”
Perplexed, you ask, “This was my mom’s idea?”
“I know you’ve been having a hard time being here during the holidays instead of with your family,” he says. “I called her up a couple of weeks ago, asked her what I could do for you. We started talking and came up with this.” He shrugs and touches a hand to the back of his neck, sheepishly. “I know it’s not the same as going home. But I thought it might be nice to bring a little piece of home here to you.”
Warmth blossoms inside of your chest as you turn to face him. You place a hand on his chest. “Javi?”
Nervously, his throat bobs. “Yeah?”
“Why did you do this for me?”
Javier lifts his hand and tucks a lock of hair behind your ear. “I told you. I just want to see you happy.”
“But why?”
You know why.
But you need to hear him say it.
You need to hear it from his own mouth.
Javi’s hand moves to cup the side of your face. “Is it not obvious?” he murmurs as he grazes the silky soft skin over your cheekbone. “Tú bien sabes qué yo siento algo por ti, hermosa. Aunque no sientas igual.”
“How do you know I don’t feel the same for you?”
“Do you?” His thumb sweeps your bottom lip. “Do you feel the same for me?”
Your hand curls around his red plaid flannel.
“I shouldn’t,” you admit. “We’re work partners.”
He feigns offense. “Ouch. And here I was, thinking we were friends.” He now takes your chin between his index finger and his thumb. Licking his lips, his eyes meet yours. “Breaking my heart, baby.”
Your breath audibly catches. “We are friends—and it scares me to put our friendship on the line.”
“But?” he prompts as he tilts your head up toward his. His opposite hand finds your hip and pulls you closer to him.
“But when you do things like this—it’s hard for me not to fucking fall in love with you, Peña.” You drag your hand down his chest, your fingers relishing in the softness of his flannel. “It’s so fucking hard for me not to fall in love with somebody who feels like home.”
Javier’s chuckles softly.
“For the record, this wasn’t a ploy to get you to fall in love with me, corazón. But if it worked—” Javier pauses, dropping his hand from your face. “Then I guess it’s worth pulling this thing out.”
He reaches into the back pocket of his jeans.
“Javi, what the hell are you—?”
He grins, holding the mistletoe above your heads.
“Connie said this might come in handy.”
Your eyes flicker to his lips, then meet his gaze.
“Ven aqui, Peña.”
Wrapping your arms around his neck, you pull Javi in and crash your mouth against his. You brush his bottom lip with your tongue and he grants you the access you’re looking for. He tastes like spearmint and scotch, and something else too.
He tastes like yours.
And he feels like home.
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Translations
Yo hablaré con Messina, cariño. - I’ll talk to Messina, darling.
No hay caso para eso, Javier. - There’s no point, Javier.
Dejame ayudarte con esto. Yo solo quiero verte feliz. - Let me help you with this. I just want to see you happy.
Ven conmigo, cielo. Tengo una sorpresa para ti. - Come with me, I have a surprise for you.
Cierra tus ojos. - Close your eyes.
Puedes abrir tus ojos, bonita. - You can open your eyes, pretty girl.
Sorpresa, preciosa. Tienes un arbol de Navidad. Qué tal te parch? - Surprise, precious girl. You have a Christmas tree. What do you think?
Santa no cuenta sus secretos. - Santa doesn’t tell his secrets.
Tú bien sabes qué yo siento algo por ti, hermosa. Aunque no sientes igual. - You know all too well I have feelings for you. Even if you don’t feel the same.
Ven aqui, Peña. - Come here, Peña.
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lokischocolatefountain · 10 months
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Sundress
Series Masterlist
Pairing: Javier Peña x Reader
Rating: 18+ (Fluff, slight smut, no angst for once, slutshaming but not how you think)
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She laughed freely at something his cousin said, all her nervousness from their journey to Texas leaving her little by little when his family embraced her as one of their own within minutes of meeting her. Oh and the alcohol helped too. He took her hand and played with her fingers as he sipped on his beer, smiling as he felt himself relax in the presence of the people who knew him the best.
It was unbelievable really, being back in Laredo not as the former sheriff who ran out on his bride but as a federal agent with a beautiful woman on his arm wearing his ring. She was here in a pretty sundress, sitting on the sofa in his home, laughing with his cousins as they shared embarrassing stories about him. Pops loved her, just as he expected and he just knew that if Ma was alive, she would love her too.
It could’ve just been his beer-addled mind, but he was so happy with her right there, right then that he would quit his job and just keep her right there in Laredo. He never liked the damn place, always wanted to break free and run off to explore the big bad world. But he also saw the appeal of a small town as he stared into the old picture of his parents on their wedding day. He wanted love like that. And he had it. He wanted to take care of the ranch with her, work where he lived so that he could slip into the house whenever he wanted to kiss her senseless. He wanted to wake up in the morning without worrying about going elsewhere for work and just bury himself in her warmth, make sweet love to her, have the big family he’s always secretly wanted.
“Why can’t I have a baby brother?” He recalled asking his parents, wishing to have a playmate at home. They’d tried. For many many years, they’d tried. But he didn’t know that. “It’s because you’re a naughty boy and I don’t have time for more naughty ones.” Ma said, pinching his cheeks before getting back to work with the newborn foal.
All his cousins had siblings and though he was close enough to them to not long for more kids his age to play with, he was jealous of them and angry at his parents. So he told himself all those years ago that when he was old enough, he would give his son a lot of little siblings to play with. It was stupid and childish really, but the sentiment hadn’t worn off over the years. He would like a big family someday. When they were away from all the dangers his job brought them.
Family and friends flitted out one by one, making Javier grateful that he didn’t have to kick them out to take his fiancé to bed. He loved his family and all but he had been around her for hours without being able to touch her inappropriately and that was getting to him. Kicking his family out to fuck his girl wouldn’t have been nice. And it wouldn’t have done well for his ‘Javi who left his fiancé at the altar’ reputation.
“I really like them,” she giggled as she cuddled into him on the sofa. He pressed a kiss to her lips and pulled back to find her smiling wide. He smiled back, unable to resist the infectious effects of her smile.
“Good. And they like you too. Especially pops.”
“Wooo!” She pumped her fist in the air, making him laugh. “‘S nice to have my future father-in-law’s approval.”
“Yeah well, let’s not rub it in my face,” he grumbled, recalling how unimpressed her father was with him. But he couldn’t fault the man. If his daughter came home with a guy who got shot at everyday for a living, he would be more than just unimpressed.
“Aww, Pobrecito,” she cooed before pressing wet kisses to his cheek. “He’ll come around. He’s just annoyed that you would be such a slut and have sex with his daughter under his roof before marrying her.”
“And whose fault is that?” He asked, raising an eyebrow. She’d teased him all day, fucking grabbed him beneath the dinner table while carrying on conversation about work with her family.
“Whose fault?” She asked, making her eyes all soft and sweet just like the night she sneaked into the guest bedroom of her family home and begged him to fuck her. How was a man supposed to resist those sweet eyes and their filthy requests that contradicted their innocent act?
“Yours.”
“Mhmm?”
“Mhmm.”
“Okay then,” she said, smiling sweetly. Nothing good came out of that innocent act. “I’ll be a good girl tonight. I’ll take my bag to the guest bedroom. Sleep there for our entire week here.”
He rolled his eyes at her and snatched her bottle of beer before emptying the contents in one gulp. He wasn’t going to let her off the hook that easy.
“Rude!”
“Better rude than cruel, you absolute demon of a woman.”
“Cruel!? How dare you! I’ve been on my best behavior all day. I made your family fall in love with me faster than you made my family tolerate you. Miguel loves me so much that he would marry me if you didn’t. Linda invited me on a shopping trip and José didn’t move from me for hours.”
“José is two,” he said, laughing. Babies loved everyone, right? They were just innocent little creatures who loved everything. Or that was just what he told himself when his base instincts told him to take her to his room and put a baby in her immediately.
It wasn’t his fault. It was the goddamn sundress making her look all sweet and homely and just like something he’d want to put a baby in. He was going insane. Just the sight of her fitting in so well with his family and cradling his cousin’s kid while wearing a ring that declared her his was enough for him to stop thinking practically about all the things they needed to get out of the way before having kids.
“So? He loves me. I’m just so dang lovable,” she said, poking his chest with her index finger. “Not my fault that I’m perfect and you’re a big grump my father doesn’t care for.”
“He doesn’t hate me for being a grump. He hates me because he heard his innocent little girl screaming my name at night.”
“Asshole!” She gasped and shoved him away from her, but he returned right back and kissed her on the lips. Before she could call him more names, he picked her up and threw her over his shoulder, laughing as he felt her grab his ass immediately. Becoming boring was one of the reasons he didn’t want to get married, but with a girl like her who wanted him so openly, there wouldn’t be a boring day in his life.
“You make me fuck you in your family home, I get to have you fuck me in my childhood bedroom,” he said, carrying her to his room.
“Around all the posters of half naked women?”
“You offended, baby?” He asked, slapping her ass. He wasn’t the half naked women plastered all over his walls kind of guy anymore. But it made him feel giddy to think she might be…jealous?
“Nope! Just regretting taking down my John Wayne and Sydney Poitier posters. I had a John Wayne poster where he’s on a horse, wearing a cowboy ha—” she gasped as he dropped her on his bed.
“He was just a fake cowboy, baby. I’m the real deal. Got a ranch and all. I’ll put on the clothes if you want me to. Get on a horse, wear the damn hat. You want that?” He asked, hovering over her as she unbuttoned his shirt.
“I don’t know, Javi…” she tutted, twirling his hair around her finger. “You might look like a clown in it since you gave up the cowboy life to be a slut in Colombia.”
“I gave up the cowboy life to chase Escobar,” he corrected, giving her a pointed look.
“Yeah, but you spend more time being a slut than chasing Escobar.”
He pinched her ass, making her shriek and slap her hand over her mouth. “Javi! Don’t make me scream. I don’t want your dad to think badly of me!”
“Oh that’s one thing I can’t do, baby. Making you scream and making you cream comes naturally to me,” he said, making her gasp in horror. She had no reason to react so dramatically seeing that he’d definitely given her worse lines in the past. But it was fucking cute.
“Slut,” she chided, pushing him away but then pulling him down to her immediately. She gave him a peck on the lips before blessing the rest of his face with her kisses. It had him smiling like a kid, laughing like he used to when he was a permanent resident of this room.
“How many girls you fuck on this bed before me, Peña?” She asked as he shrugged his shirt off and got to work on her sundress. She looked pretty as hell in it, the white cotton with lemons printed on it giving her the look of the chaste woman she was not. But she looked the part in front of his family, hair down and neatly combed, pink on her cheeks and lips, and a pretty dress that made her look the part of a fiancée any group of Tias would approve of.
“You’re the first. The only one,” he said, pushing the elastic off her shoulders and kissing the swell of her breasts. He breathed in her distinct scent mixed with her sweat and took her breast into his mouth. She tasted salty from sweating, but he was not one to be disgusted by that. He came home to her sweaty and disgusting every damn night and she took him anyway. He buried his face between her breasts and took in her scent, groaning as his cock twitched in response.
Images of her with her knees bent by her head, still wearing the damn sundress as he drilled into her cunt filled his brain.
“Riiight. Totally believe that,” she said, rolling her eyes.
“You don’t trust me? You’re the only girl— woman, on this bed.”
“I don’t believe you. I know for a fact that you were a slut in high school.”
“Oh I was,” he agreed, hand diving beneath her skirt. “But I never brought girls back here. I sneaked into their bedrooms and sneaked out when we were done.”
“Of course you did,” she laughed, fucking herself on his fingers. It was sweet, having her in his family home, learning more about him and being delighted in what she found.
“It’d been a fantasy for a while actually, to bring a girl home, sleep with her on my bed. I just hated having to pull my pants up and run out before my girlfriend’s parents caught us and shot me.”
“You absolute menace!” She scolded and shook her head. He wondered if she would’ve given him her time of day had they gone to school together. He was quite the lanky kid with none of the muscles of his current body that she loved so much. He didn’t have much game either, not enough to impress her at least. She was a big city girl and all he knew at fifteen was Laredo and its oppressive walls. The Agent Javier Peña of now had slipped a diamond ring on her finger, but Javi from Laredo would’ve made a fool out of himself trying to get her to just talk to him.
Or not.
Maybe she would’ve liked him back. Maybe stupid boys with the worst pickup lines and too much confidence were her teenage self’s type.
“Would’ve sneaked into your room too,” he teased, bunching her skirt up at her waist before sucking her clit between his lips.
“Javi!” She squealed and not from pleasure. He apologized for hurting her with his desperation and placed a gentle kiss on the nub.
“My dad would’ve killed you for sure,” she said, running her hand over his arm. He flexed his muscles for her benefit and she took his offer, lavishing his arm with attention before moving a hand down his back as far as she could reach.
“Worth it for this pussy.”
He spent the night with his head between her legs, making her cry his name into her hand and then his pillow. In his head, he gave Javi from two decades ago a pat on the back. He’d gotten out of Laredo like he always wished, no matter the circumstance. He landed a pretty girl who wanted to fuck just as much as he did. He had love like his parents. He’d have a wedding he wouldn’t walk out on and someday maybe the grandchild his dad mentioned in passing.
Life was good.
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-> JOEL MILLER - THE LAST OF US
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-> TIM ROCKFORD - MERGE MANSION
-> MARCUS PIKE - THE MENTALIST
-> JAVI GUTIERREZ - THE UNBEARABLE WEIGHT OF MASSIVE TALENT
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Don't go on that date for Javier Peña?
Jealousy, Jealousy.
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2. "Don't go on that date."
Author's Note - this is a drabble written as part of my 500 Followers Celebration!! find that post here. this is entirely inspired by the fact that i am obsessed with javi's nose. that's all.
Pairing - Javier Peña x Female Reader
Age Rating - 18+
Warnings - smut!! + cursing
Word Count - 604
Masterlist. 500 Follower Celebration Masterlist.
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Javier rolls sideways and lands on his back next to you. The both of you are drenched in sweat, chests heaving, sheets are strewn around you, legs tangled together.
You catch your breath and sit up, shuffling to the edge of the bed. Just as you go to stand up, he grabs your wrist.
"Where are you going?"
"We don't do sleepovers, Javi."
"I know that. But you usually at least lie here for like 5 minutes."
"You going soft on me, Peña?"
"Quite the opposite, actually," he winks.
You scoff and stand up, ignoring the way you can feel his eyes burning into the back of your body.
"If you must know, I have a date."
Javier is stunned into silence.
"I've just fucked you within an inch of your life, and you're going on a date?"
Now you're stunned into silence.
"Javi... I'm allowed to date. We agreed that this... thing was casual. You suggested the whole 'no strings attached' idea."
"Forgive me if I don't like the thought of you going to see some guy with my cum dripping down your thighs."
You wince at his crudeness, but it also weirdly turns you on. He rarely gets possessive with you, but when he does, it's a sight to behold.
"Hermosa," he drawls, low and sultry. He's still got a hold of your wrist, and he tugs you back towards him.
"Javi," you half plead, half whine.
"Don't go on that date."
"Javi-"
"Sit on my face instead."
"Javi."
"That's my name, cariño."
The arrogance is rolling off him in waves, confronting and unavoidable. His cockiness is almost suffocating you. It certainly doesn't help the ache between your legs.
"I can't cancel on him, Javi. He's a nice guy. He's actually looking to date, for a relationship - not whatever this is."
Instead of protesting, Javier just laughs.
"What is so fucking funny?"
"It's just sweet that you think anyone could make you come the way I do."
You roll your eyes at him, and beg yourself to wriggle loose from his grip before he breaks down your barriers.
"Well, I won't know until I try."
Javi doesn't like that. He pulls you closer, grabbing at your hips so you're straddling him. He rocks you back and forth over his hardening cock, making you whine.
"Don't go on that date," he whispers against your lips. "Stay here, and I'll let you ride my face the way I know you like."
How can you say no to an offer like that?
"You better make me come so hard I see stars, Javier Peña."
"Always do," he winks.
In one swift motion, he lies down and pulls you up his body. You're hovering over his face when he pulls you down, grabbing fistfuls of your ass.
That man knows how to play you like a fiddle. Within mere minutes, he's got you writhing and moaning, tongue lapping at you like he's starved. Your clit drags along the gorgeous curve of his nose, hitting it just right. He wasn't wrong. No one can make you come the way he can.
He groans against you, and the vibrations send you over the edge. You're gripping his hair, rocking your hips back and forth with reckless abandon. He loves when you get needy like this.
"Fuck, I love when you use me," he rasps when you lift your hips slightly. "Good fucking girl."
You go to roll off of him, but he pulls you back.
"You didn't think I was going to make you cancel your date for just one orgasm, did you, hermosa?"
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glossgojo · 1 year
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javi fucking a cartel don’s daughter, telling himself it’s to gain intel but really it’s the way you scream his name and suck him in like he’s the only man who’s ever existed.
he’s addicted to you, he comes crawling back to you whenever he gets a moment of peace. you’re not like his other escapades. you’re kind and warm and good and he tells himself you’re just part of the system, you’ll fuck him over one day, but he can’t think about that when he’s burying himself in the warmth of your cunt or coating your tongue. or when you’re tearing up from feeling so good and javier has to stop himself from asking you to be his, so he holds onto whatever he was feeling.
and javi knew exactly what it was, he knew he’d spent far too many nights between your legs, getting off just by your taste and voice, to warrant any casual feelings but he would deal with that later. right now he would enjoy making you feel like you reached god.
a/n: the urge to make a one-shot about cartel don’s daughter!reader and javier …lemme know what y’all think
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inkdrinkerworld · 10 months
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cw: smut, p in v penetration, unprotected sex, oral, fingering, edging, kinda mean!javi, 18+ONLLY MDNI
If Javi didn’t want to be pissed off, he shouldn’t have made it so easy for you to do so.
Even before you were together, Javi got riled when it came to you at the drop of a hat.
An agent spoke with you and put his hand on your arm? Javi was seeing red.
You having to flirt with some of the narcotraficantes you were trying to catch? Javi was almost blue in the face as Murphy held him back from rushing in.
It was too easy and you had fun pissing him off.
Now that you were together, if you only said, “Peña” rather than, “Papí” or “Javi” if you were at work, Javier was pissed and on edge all day.
So this morning, when he woke up already stressed- just like the rest of you were- you figured why not poke around him just enough that he finds a way to relieve stress in ways you both enjoyed.
It started with leaving just barely any coffee in the pot at home.
“Amor, de verdad?” you shrug, as you finish off yours and pass him the empty cup.
“Use my mug.”
You took the last cold water from the fridge and didn’t even drink it, no. You used it to cool the back of your neck after a raid gone wrong.
“Baby, you’re pushing your luck now.”
Then, you’d chosen midday to put on a skirt, the Colombian summer heat finally getting to you.
“Javier Peña, stop looking at me like a gazelle.”
The skirt was made of a light cotton, one that Javi had picked out when you had just started dating. The moment he saw you in it he was on to you- but he let you play your game.
He only shakes his head, a look that’s easy enough for you to decipher on his face.
You’re talking to Murphy when he interrupts and makes a quiet comment about bending you over and to fuck with him you murmur,
“Javier, escuchame. Cállate, por favor.”
Your tone is playful but there’s a seriousness to it that makes Javi lean into you.
His lips brushing your ear, breath warm as it hits the back of your neck making you shiver.
It’s almost like Steve disappears in thin air because he’s not there when Javier whispers in your ear.
“Amor,” his hand holds the small of your back and you can’t help but lean into him. “Cuidate, you’ll get yourself in trouble with that mouth.”
The words fly out of you with ease, “Who am I gonna be in trouble with Peña?”
He shakes his head and leans in to whisper, “Yo amor, con yo.”
He shouldn’t have said a thing because for the rest of the day, you ramp up how much you tease him.
By the end of the day, Javier is hard, tired and pissed off to the extreme with you.
You’re having a cup of coffee at your desk when he comes from the bathroom, eyes dark with lust as he spots your crossed legs and red heels.
“Amor, baño ahora.”
“Qué?” You know exactly why he wants you in there, but what’s a few more buttons to push?
He stoops down, knees bent and hands holding onto your thigh, “Bathroom now, baby. Don’t make me say it again.”
Javier really knows exactly what to say to bring out the best in you.
“De qué, papí? De qué.”
You’re lucky Murphy isn’t in the ‘office’ when Javier slams your cup on the desk and all but hauls you off to the bathroom.
“De qué, amorcita?” Javi flicks the lock with ease, pressing your body against the door in one motion. “You spent all day being a little fucking brat. You know that?”
You grin, red lips spreading into a smirk that Javier wants to ruin so bad.
“A brat, Javi?” you play with the collar of his shirt and he chuckles at the way your eyes widen and shine innocently.
“Yeah baby, a brat. But, good news for you, I know how to take care of brats.”
If Javi was going to take easy on you then, you spoiled it when you asked,
“Promise?”
Javi doesn’t waste time, your pants are pulled down and he groans, forehead touching your belly when he sees your red underwear.
“Baby,” you don’t get much more softness from him after that, and a kiss to your stomach before he rips your panties away.
“Hola, bonita.” he whispers before brushing his nose against your clit, making you gasp.
Javier should be giving out lessons to men on how to eat pussy.
There’s something incredibly intimate and carnal about the way he does it. His hands push your thighs apart, hooking one on his shoulder and pressing the other into the door.
His mouth kisses, licks and sucks at your core, your whines only encouraging him further.
“Javi,” you cry when his lips wrap around your clit. He’s unrelenting in his ministrations and when his fingers prod at your entrance before sinking into you, you swear your soul transcends.
It’s something special to have Javi play with your body like this. To have him know every single one of your spots that gets your eyes rolled back and your head swimming with thoughts of just him as he guides you to an orgasm.
It crests quickly as Javi hits that one spot and you have to bite on your fist to muffle the scream that threatens to climb from your throat but it never comes.
Neither do you.
Javier pulls away at the very last second and you whine, trying to force his head back onto you until he bites at your thigh.
“No amor, ha iniciado esto.”
God you’ve never wanted to stomp your foot more than now.
You’re about to when he slaps your cunt making you gasp.
“Para, quiero a mi niña buena.” he says it so softly you would think he isn’t punishing you, but then his fingers slip back into you and crook at just the right angle to have your response dying on your lips.
“Javier Peña, por favor.”
He chuckles at how desperate you sound.
“No.” He says, eyes trained to your face as he fingers you to the brink of another orgasm that gets ripped away.
Your eyebrow and upper lip is pebbled with sweat and as you watch Javi on his knees in front of you, you wonder if you can plead your way out of any more of this torture.
Javier knows you though, and he stands up pulling his pants to his ankles.
“Turn around,” you can have an out here you realise. As Javi waits for you to follow instruction, but you also know if you push just a little more; you’ll get what you both want.
“Do it yourself, Peña.”
He chuckles, shaking his head as he grabs your arm, “You can never just do what you’re told can you?”
He turns you around, hand on the back of your head as he presses your face into the door.
“Where’s the fun in that Javi? You remember what that is, sí?”
Javi doesn’t spare you at all, he kicks your legs apart and lines up with your entrance.
“We’ll see how much fun you’re having in a minute, muñeca.”
Your nails scratch at the door as Javi fucks into. He’s so big that the breath you suck in is stuck in your throat.
When he thrusts again he has to use his other hand to cover your mouth.
Your whines are loud even muffled by his hand but that’s not for lack of trying to be quiet. Javi just knows how to fuck you and he’s taking advantage of that fact.
“Baby, callate.” you don’t have to see to know that your boyfriend is smirking as he fucks you.
“Javi,” it’s garbled and muffled against his palm but he hears you clearly.
“Sí mi amor?” you can’t say what it is you want to because his thrusts turn wicked and brush against that spongy part of you that sends your brain fuzzy. “¿Qué necesitas?”
He’s mocking you, you know it but you can’t fight him when he fucks you like this. Like his life depends on it. Like he’s an addict and you’re the fix.
“¿Te gusta cuando te follo así? ¿Cuándo llegó a este punto?”
You feel your knees tremble as he shifts the angle of his hips to continuously hit your cervix.
Your brain is muddled with the sound of him fucking into you and everything he’s whispering in your ear.
“Javi,” you sob into his palm as his hand moves from the back of your head to your clit. “I’m close.” you beg but Javi has other plans.
“No amor,” he pulls out just before you come again and watches rather proudly as your thighs shake. “Querías ser un mocoso, muñeca. Esto es lo que les sucede a los mocosos, ¿o lo olvidaste?”
He waits till your thighs stop shaking to turn you around. Javi hooks one of your legs around his waist as he lines up with you.
“Maybe if you ask nicely, and show me my good girl, I’ll let you come this time.”
You nod as he pushes back into you, hands clawing at his shoulders. “Javi please,” you whine leaning in to kiss him. “Bésame.”
He shakes his head, “No,” he covers your mouth with his palm for a second time as he fucks into you hard and fast.
You’re sure if he was wearing a thinner shirt there’d be half crescent nail marks in his shoulder where your fingernails are digging into him.
“Eso es amor,” he coos as he watches your pussy suck his cock back into you with every thrust. “You’re remembering.” he teases but you don’t care.
Not when your orgasm is hanging in the balance.
“You close baby?”
He is too, his thrusts are sloppy and you can see his thighs shake a little.
“Sí Javi,” you moan, his hand wrapping around your neck as he pulls you away from the door to fuck your harder. “Fuck fuck! Javi right there.” you cry, holding onto the hand on your neck.
“You gonna be a brat again?” he asks, and you shake your head, trying your hardest not to come before he gives you permission.
“Am I gonna get my good girl after this?” you nod, gasping as it becomes harder and harder to withhold your orgasm.
“Come.” he commands and your body listens, a silent scream as Javi chokes you a little harder.
His orgasm isn’t far behind and as he pumps you full, he buries his face in your neck. His teeth nip and bite at the skin on your neck, hiding his groans from anyone else till he’s spent.
“Bésame.” You breathe harshly and he laughs, tipping your chin up with his thumb before brushing his nose against yours.
“That how you ask?”
“Bésame por favor por el amor de dios Javier Peña.”
He laughs even more before pressing his lips against yours and even though sex is something special with him- the kiss feels like more.
It’s soft and sweet and a little messy but that’s Javi.
“Mejor?” he asks and you nod, setting your shaky legs down.
“Gracias papí.” you laugh as he shows you your tattered underwear. “Javi, this is denim.”
He smacks your ass before pulling up your jeans for you.
“Should’ve been my good girl from the jump.” he kisses your belly before buttoning your jeans. “It’s like a fucking second skin.” he groans and you feel your cheeks heat.
“Feeling better?” he asks and you nod, hooking your arms behind his neck.
“Are you?” Javier nods, kissing you one last time.
“You’re always what I need muñeca, siempre.” He watches you fix your hair in the mirror, already preparing for some kind of quip or smartass comment from you when you smirk at him.
“Need me again when we get outta here.”
He smacks your ass as you walk out, not really caring if anyone sees.
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Very much thinking about being his very soft, sweet wife who lives to please him even though he never asks her to do anything for him, she just loves to see the smile on his face.
The kind of soft, sweet wife that cooks his favourite homemade meals and comes up with new recipes that she’s desperate for him to try as soon as he steps foot through the door because she just knows he’ll put one forkful into his mouth and instantly melt into his seat.
Who strokes her fingertips down the bridge of his nose as if he were some kind of feline, letting him nuzzle the side of his face into her equally soft, silk slip dress. Stroking his hair off of his forehead until his eyes begin to close and his form becomes heavy and she has to force him to go to bed with her.
Listening to him talk about his stresses and worries and concerns and when he’s exhausted and doesn’t want to talk about it anymore, letting her chew his ear off about anything and everything.
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kteague · 2 years
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Sexy Peek
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[Javier Peña x F!Reader drabble]
You're walking with Javier, in his favorite sundress on you, when the wind picks up and you feel it lift the back of your dress, exposing your ass for a few seconds.
"Oh!" you exclaim and quickly reach behind with a hand flat on your now skirt-covered ass, turning to Javi.
"God, did anyone see?"
Javi's smirking, "Don't think so," and he glances around for anyone gawking, but sees no one, "But when were you going to share that you decided to forgo your panties today?" a simmering heat in his eyes.
Cheeks heating up more than just from the Texas sun, "Later. When were weren't walking on a public street."
Javi steps closer to you and slides his hand along your ass, tucking it under yours to takeover keeping the fabric in place.
"I'll keep hold of it, mi amor," he winks, "Why don't we start heading back to the car? We'll find a spot where you don't even need this dress on."
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littlepadika · 2 years
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🛏 and Javi P please 🙂🥹
🛌- Sleep headcanon + Javier Peña
he snores. not loudly. just enough that you can hear him breathing and it's soothing. when he's not there it feels wrong not to have that soft sound in your ear.
when you bring up his snoring in a teasing way he denies it. he grumbles someting under his breath like "allergies... big nose..." but later grins and snorts loudly to tease you.
"Javi!" You squeal, squirming out of his hold but not before he plants a wet kiss on your cheek.
"nevermind that you talk in your sleep, bebita."
"I do not!"
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Crush Drabble - The Due Date
Pairing: Javier Peña x OFC!Isabel
Summary: You and Javier become parents for the first time
Rating: Mature
Content: Mostly fluffy, some mentions of grief, non-graphic descriptions of childbirth, I love them your honor
A/N: Sorry to keep you all waiting, but I think once you read this, you'll see that it was fitting. Thank you to @frannyzooey for giving this a look over and for being the amazing person she is. And thank you again to my Crush fam. Love you always!
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The drive from your house to Laredo Medical Center takes just shy of 24 minutes. Give or take a single traffic light. 
You know this because over the last two weeks, you have driven there no less than four times. Twice for your weekly appointment and twice because you were sure it was time. 
It was in fact…not. 
“Braxton Hicks contractions are tricky,” your doctor kindly explains as she removes a variety of sensors from your overdue belly for the second time. Her understanding smile not making you feel any less foolish as you sit in the hospital bed. “Think of it as your body’s way of doing a test run.”
“But she’s okay?” Javier asks again, staring intently at the monitor as if he means to check the readings for himself. “Should we wait here a while just to be sure?”
“No, no, home is far more comfortable,” the doctor says, clearly doing her best to be reassuring. “Mr. Peña, everything looks great. All very normal. Some babies just take their time.”
As she walks from the room to start your discharge paperwork, you give Javier’s hand a gentle squeeze, and his head quickly turns away from the monitor and back in your direction. His worried expression makes your chest tighten. 
“At least, we know you know how to get here,” you tell him, glad when his seriousness lessens. “Next time it’ll be the real deal.”
He leans down to brush a kiss across your forehead, still standing in the same place at your side that he has occupied since you arrived in this room. Stubbornly remaining within easy reach no matter how many nurses work around him.
“Next time,” he agrees, trying to make you feel better as much as himself. “I’m sorry, Bonita. I know you are ready.”
God, so ready. Ready enough that you had tried every trick in the book, including more than a few from your mamá who was only slightly less desperate to meet her grandchild than you were to have them. Very clearly indicated yesterday by the way she had asked your husband—while standing in the middle of your unfinished kitchen—if he was doing his part to help things along.
Javier had looked at her then at you, an unhung cabinet door in his hands and his face a mix of confusion and beginning distress at the idea that he was letting you down in some way. 
“Mamá,” you had been quick to defend. “Javi has been wonderful. He takes such good care of me. He—”
“Mija,” your mamá had cut in, “you’re almost a week past your due date. I’m simply suggesting that maybe you try…finishing things how they started.”
It had been your turn to look confused then, right up until the moment that Javier had made a sound somewhere between a cough and a laugh. 
“Eva, are you suggesting I sleep with your daughter to kickstart her labor?”
“No,” you had said quickly, close to horrified as you gave your husband a warning look. As if your mother would ever—
“I am,” your extremely proper mother had easily countered. “It’s just something to try if this goes on much longer. An idea to think about.”
“Oh, trust me, I think about it plen—” You had clapped a hand over Javier’s mouth just in time, able to feel his laughter against your palm as you had declared that part of the conversation over.
Although you and Javier had picked the discussion up again privately that night. Twice.
“I know it will happen but it’s starting to feel like it’s never going to happen,” you say with a labored huff as he helps you sit up in the bed. 
“I just want to see her. Or him. You know?”
He chuckles, crouching down in front of you so that he’s at eye level with your rounded stomach, and he carefully places both hands there before speaking.
“Bebita, that’s enough now,” he says, practicing a stern tone of voice that makes you grin. “It’s time to come out. Your mother is getting impatient.”
You roll your eyes. “Oh, I’m impatient?”
Ever since the two of you found out you were pregnant, Javier has kept one eye on the circled date in the calendar and one on his seemingly unending to-do list. His fingers flipping through each at least once every morning as he decides what will keep him and his thoughts occupied. 
Some things, such as building a house, he’s tackled with the help of Chucho and your brothers. The five of them sometimes able to be heard carrying on well into the evening after all the usual chores are done. Tired but pleased expressions on their faces when they drag themselves into Chucho’s kitchen for dinner once it finally becomes too dark to see.
Other things, such as building a crib, he’s tackled mostly on his own. Sawdust at his feet as his hands sand the wood soft and smooth, mind on the future until the moment you call him back to the present.
“Javi.”
The third time you’re sure it’s time comes the day after your last trip to the hospital. Just as you're getting ready for bed by pulling on one of Javier’s well worn t-shirts and a pair of his sweats.
“I think—,” you start to tell him, your voice strained as you grip the door frame of the nursery where he’s been busy hanging shelves. For a moment, all your focus goes to staying standing through a contraction that makes you want to curl into a ball on the floor. “I think—I think we need to go.”
When your water breaks five minutes later, you’re already in his truck, country roads zipping by as he keeps one hand on the wheel and the other in your lap for you to grip to the point of pain. 
“We’re almost there,” he tells you again and again. “Hang on. We’re almost there.”
He sounds so calm. So in control that you don’t notice until he’s helping you out of the truck that he’s shaved several minutes off his usual time. A good thing since suddenly you don’t seem to have much to spare.
“Okay, Isabel, when I say, you’re going to push, alright?” 
You’re back in the same room you’d been in the day before, only now everything feels different. Everything feels so much more real, including the pain, but you don’t even care. You’re ready.
You nod to the doctor crouched at the foot of the bed, your jaw clenching as soon as you feel the wave of the contraction start to build. The overwhelming pressure blocking out everything else but the person at your back.
“That’s it, Bonita,” he tells you as he sits behind you in the bed, the rise and fall of his chest anchoring you and reminding you how to breathe. “You’re doing great. You’re doing so good, baby.”
You know he’s scared even if he doesn’t sound it. Any time his hands were idle, any time there weren’t ice chips to fetch or extra blankets to grab or pillows to adjust, you could see it on him. Any time he asked the nurses if there was anything more they could give you for the pain, if there was anything more he could do. 
Whether the nurse told him to get up in bed with you because it’s what you needed or because it’s what would keep him still, you’re not sure but you’re grateful either way.
Your head falls back against his shoulder as the contraction recedes, already more tired than you’ve ever been in your life when the doctor tells you she needs one more big push.
“Javi—your turn—you push,” you demand between pants, smiling when he huffs and bends to press his lips firmly against your brow. 
“I would if I could, mi vida. I’d take it all away if I could.”
“I know,” you tell him, tensing as you feel the next contraction start. You turn your head to kiss him quickly before you clasp his hands tightly and start to push. Hard.
This time when the pressure fades away it’s eclipsed by an earsplitting cry, and the relief at the sound is enough to make you cry, too, before you’ve even had a chance to open your eyes and look.
“She’s beautiful,” Javier murmurs, his voice thick with emotion. “She’s perfect, Isabel. I’m so proud of you. You did it. She’s here.”
She.
Wailing with indignation at her arrival into the world, you have to agree your daughter is the most perfect thing you’ve ever seen. Even before they clean her up, before Javier cuts the cord with a still surprisingly steady hand, before you even have a chance to really look at her big brown eyes or her dark head of hair…she’s perfect.
“Hello, mi corazón,” you murmur to her as soon as they lay her on your chest. Her little face still scrunched up with the type of deep frown that you’re positive only a child of Javier Peña could muster. “We’ve been waiting to meet you.”
His arms around both of you, Javier’s chin rests on your shoulder as he gazes down at his daughter in awe. “She’s so small.” 
Her eyes move to his face at the sound of his voice, her expression immediately soothing, and you laugh. “So it begins…”
“What?”
You laugh again, tipping your head back to kiss his cheek, still damp with tears of his own. “Already loves her papá.”
He doesn’t say anything in response, only reaches forward to touch her nose, her hands, her feet. Just as hesitant then as he is a little while later when your positions have shifted, you leaning into his side as you carefully pass him a baby who looks even smaller in his hands than she had in yours.
“I didn’t think…” he says quietly, even though it’s just the three of you now. “I didn’t really think I’d get to have this.”
You look up at him, and you know he means it. The disbelief is as clear on his face as the sheer adoration. 
“Not after everything. I didn’t think…” He turns his head to look back at you, leans in to kiss you softly before he whispers, “Thank you.”
That confession prompts the first of several good cries you have over the next few hours. One wave of tears had arrived as you tried to get the hang of nursing, another as you got to have your first proper meal, and one more because your favorite telenovela was just ending right as you got to the right channel.
“Oh, honey, don’t worry they play reruns all day,” the nurse had reassured you.
“It’s fine. Sorry, I don’t—I don’t know why I’m crying,” you’d told her, wiping away tears as Javier held the baby in one arm and gave you a gentle squeeze with the other.
“You just had a baby, Isabel,” he had reminded you after the nurse gave you a very scientific explanation about fluctuating hormones. “If you want to cry, cry.”
You did. Again. First because you loved him so much but then because you thought him and the baby looked so pretty together.
“They do! Of course, they do!” your mamá declares when you share that observation with her shortly after she arrives. “But look at my gorgeous daughter. You did wonderfully, mija.”
She hugs you for a long time before she starts fussing, demanding a full firsthand report from your doctor and nurses before she reaches for the baby with the seasoned confidence of a mother of four.
Javier chuckles and passes her over, immediately digging into the bags of food your mamá had brought and making you a plate for this rare moment when both your hands are free. He’s halfway to making himself one, too, when his dad walks in. 
“Hey, Pop,” Javier greets him, intercepting him with a proud smile and a tight hug before Chucho wanders over and gives you one as well. 
“You want to meet your granddaughter?”
He nods, his kind face looking at the bundle your mamá is placing in his arms as she tells him, “Just wait, Chucho. She’s going to have us all wrapped around her finger.”
“Just like her mamá then,” he says, grinning down at your daughter as Javier laughs.
When her small hand grasps Chucho’s finger in agreement, you start crying again, grateful that Javier is back sitting next to you so that you can hide your new tears in his shirt and give him a meaningful nudge. 
He glances over at you for confirmation before clearing his throat and saying, “We, uh, have a name for her.”
Immediately both Chucho and your mamá look from him to you and back again, eager for one of you to share, but you know there’s no way you’re going to be able to get it out without fully sobbing. 
“We want to name her Maria,” Javier says, struggling too. “For mom.”
Your mamá sniffs, pulling a handkerchief from her purse and nodding adamantly as she looks down at your daughter with a soft smile. Speechless for once but you don’t need her to say anything to know you have her approval. 
For his part, Chucho takes a deep but unsteady breath, hiding his eyes beneath his hat before he nods, too. 
“That’s…” He clears his throat. “I know that means a lot to your mamá, Javi.”
You don’t have to give Javier another nudge this time before he’s on his feet, crossing the distance to his dad and giving him another hug as your newborn daughter is sandwiched in between. Not that she seems to mind, barely stirring until a few minutes later when she’s ready to eat again. 
“We’ll give you kids some time,” Chucho tells you, giving you a kiss on the crown of your head before he skillfully herds your mamá from the room. On her way out, you think you hear her say something that sounds a lot like, “Your brothers will be by later.”
Javier sighs, lying next to you and looking as tired as you feel as you rest your head on his arm and nurse the baby.
“Do you think if we bar the door that would stop them?” asks you, teasingly. “I think I can make a good barricade just with the bags of baby clothes Eva brought. It’s that or we’re going to be smothered by five additional people trying to fit in here at once.”
“Could be six,” you say, biting your cheek as you try not to snicker at Javier’s aghast expression.
“Six? Who?”
You shrug, still grinning. “I don’t know for sure. But Gabe thinks he has someone he likes and says whoever it is, she’s giving him a hell of a time.”
“I love her already. I hope he suffers.”
“Javi,” you say, nodding your head in the direction of his daughter. “Try to set a good example.”
“You’re right, Bonita. I’m sorry.” He leans down so he’s close to Maria’s head. “Bebita, we take any opportunity to enjoy your Tío Aarón’s pain, alright? One day you’ll understand why.”
You laugh, knowing there’s no real malice in his words. Not anymore. 
“I hope she does,” you say softly, and when Javier raises his eyebrows at you, you clarify, “I hope she understands. What it’s like to love someone so much that you’d fight for them.”
He smiles, leaning in to kiss you before looking back down at his now sleeping daughter. “Me, too. When she’s all grown up. At least one hundred years from now.”
You shake your head at him even though you understand the sentiment perfectly, struggling to picture your tiny newborn any bigger than she is right now. Her first steps. Her first words. Her first day at school. Things you can’t wait to see even though you already know they’ll break your heart when you do. 
“Yeah,” you agree, gently lifting her so that you can press another kiss to her soft head before you curl against Javier’s chest. “A hundred years sounds good.”
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Addl A/N: I am now working on turning Crush into an original novel! If you’re interested in receiving updates, please give me a follow on TikTok or Insta at renbrownewrites. 🫶🏻
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thetriumphantpanda · 11 months
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Hi Panda🐼 I hope you’re having an exciting day! and got some well deserved rest!
Anyhoo, so I have an idea for this prompt ❛ you look good like this. ❜ for Javier Peña. MIRROR SEX. Rough, fingering, choking, overstimulation just plain old filth.
Watcha think?
YOU BEAUTIFUL THING YOU. This has been sat in my inbox for an age so I'm sorry, but I have not been able to get away from this image... I hope I did justice to your request and thank you so much for sending it in! 😏
Pairing | Javier Peña x Female Reader
Word Count | 1K
Warnings | Just smut below the cut... I'm not even sorry anymore. Breath play, overstimulation, oral sex (F receiving), rough sex, unprotected PiV sex.
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Your hair is stuck to your forehead by a thin film of sweat. It’s gripping to your neck in a way that would normally drive you insane and have you tugging it into a tie atop your head to get it out of the way, but this is different. Javier Pena has just drawn your third orgasm of the night from you. The first was at the mercy of his fingers, rubbing slow and languid circles over your clit whilst you leant against his chest on the couch. His lips kissing your neck, his teeth nipping small marks behind your ears as filth dropped from his mouth. 
The second came from his mouth, lips suckled to your clit like a man starved as he licked and sucked in equal measure, so much stimulation that you were sure Steve and Connie could hear the scream of his name from your lips as your fingers dragged his face from your pussy when the slow kisses meant to bring you through the aftershocks of your orgasm became too much. 
This one, the third, came from both. He’d wrapped you up in his arms and dragged you from the couch to his bed, giving you no more than 15 minutes to catch your breath and your thoughts before he was back between your thighs, his fingers buried deep in your weeping pussy whilst his tongue set a fast paste of licking at your clit. 
You led on the bed, chest heaving and bones turned to jelly, trying to catch your breath, when Javier took your wrist in his hand and pulled you to sit up, “Come with me, hermosa, I want to try something.” 
He pulled your wrist again to pull you off the bed, resting a hand at the small of your back to steady you as you walked on shaking legs to the full-length mirror on his wall, “Hands here.” He whispered into your ear, causing goosebumps to appear on your skin, hands pressing your own into the glass. 
His feet kicked at one of your ankles to spread your legs and a gentle but firm hand came to the back of your neck to press you forward into the mirror, your face close enough to leave steam on it when you let out a breath. You could hear Javi shedding his jeans behind you, could see it in the mirror in front of you. You moved your body just enough that you could see him in the mirror, jerking his cock in his fist as he smirked at you, making eye contact in the glass. 
“Eyes on the mirror, querida.” He breathed, lining himself up with your seeping entrance, burying himself inside you in one quick thrust. 
Your eyes met your own in the reflection as a moan drops from your lips. It’s a sight you didn’t realise you’d enjoy so much, watching yourself get fucked, but you had to admit you were thoroughly enjoying it. As Javi pulled his cock out and buried it right back inside you, your eyes met his own, a delicious smirk splayed across his mouth as he watched you enjoy the sight of yourself and your pleasure at his hands. 
As he set the pace of his hips snapping into you, one of his hands came to your throat, gripping just enough to catch your breath and send your pussy clenching around him. You watched his eyes dip to your collarbones, watching as pools of sweat caught in the dip of your throat as he squeezed his hand just a little harder, causing a twisted laugh to drop from your lips. 
“You look good like this.” He growled into your ear, as his free hand trailed from the grip it had held on your hip right back to your clit. 
“Javi please,” You begged, “Fuck… I… Jesus Christ.” 
“He’s not here, hermosa, it’s just me,” He grinned, taking your ear lobe into his mouth to nibble slightly, “What do you need?” 
“I don’t think… fuuuuck,” You moaned, the feeling of his fingers on your clit verging on pain rather than pleasure, “It’s too much, I don’t think I can.” 
“Of course you can,” He encouraged, “You’re such a good girl for me, hermosa, you can give me one more.” 
His hand gave another squeeze to your neck and your eyes dropped down, watching as Javi’s fingers circled your clit, you’d never watched this closely before and you could feel the white heat of your orgasm building. His lips were back on your neck, sucking marks and then pressing kisses to soothe them. The hand that had been gripping your throat was now back to gripping your hip and you were sure there would be bruises there in the morning. 
“Oh my God, Javi, I’m….” You couldn’t talk, the sensation of his cock filling you up, his lips on your neck and his hand drawing tight circles on your clit too much for you. 
“Ven por mi bebe.” 
As soon as his Spanish hit your ears your fourth orgasm ripped through you. If it wasn’t for Javi’s strong hands on your hips you’d have crumpled to the floor in a heap. 
“Good girl.” He moaned into your ear, catching your eyes in the reflection of the mirror as he pounded into your spent pussy a few more times, pulling out just in time to spill his thick ropes of cum over your backside. 
As he gathered his breath, one of his hands met yours on the mirror, tangling your fingers together with a reassuring squeeze. His other hand came to grab your other hand, pulling you from the mirror and guiding you towards the bed where you were grateful to flop face first into the sheets, not caring how silly it must have looked to the man behind you. 
You were almost asleep when you felt a warm cloth on your back, wiping away the mess he’d made, and then the feeling of his lips pressing a kiss to the swell of your ass. When the telltale dip of the mattress registered to your body you instinctively crawled into Javi’s waiting arms. 
“Remind me to apologise to Steve and Connie in the morning,” You mumbled into his neck, “I’m sure they heard everything.” 
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lokischocolatefountain · 10 months
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Sickness and Health
A married!Javi Drabble based on this request
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Rating: All fluff except for a few inappropriate words
A/N: I had to use this gif because I couldn’t think of anything for sick Javi. Just imagine he’s wiping his snot instead of his sweat (you’re welcome for the new mental association I’ve created)🤪. I got this request a month ago and I’m writing it only now 🙈 Sorry anon requester, but I hope you see this and like it 💜
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I’ll be fine, he said. It’s just allergies, he said. My god querida, stop mothering me, he said. Yet here he was, flopped on the sofa with a leg on the floor as he snored. The man never came home before her. There were times when he’d come home briefly in the morning to shower and put on a fresh set of clothes before bolting out the door with nothing to spare her other than a rushed kiss. And now here he was at 5 PM, sleeping.
She placed a hand on his forehead, wincing when she found him burning up. Not to say she told him so, but she told him so. But he would hear none of it. The man dropped her off at work with the promise that he’d take an Advil if he needed before driving away to the embassy. He probably forgot. Or his promise was made just to placate her, stop her from being the nagging wife.
She didn’t quite know how to do it, the wife thing. Was she supposed to force a pill down his throat? Would she be the annoying nagging wife men talked shit about to their friends if she did? Was she supposed to leave him be? Would she be a bad wife for neglecting him and letting him go to work ill?
Knowing the man, he probably didn’t have anything to eat. His only intake was whiskey and tobacco from all the smoking he did. Was she supposed to pack him lunch? Send food to the embassy? She didn’t know. He never asked for anything and was happy to eat what she gave him when he came home. She provided dinner, leaving it on the table and leaving a note on his bed reminding him to eat it. Sometimes she managed to force a glass of OJ into his hand in the morning. But that was all. Lunch was a big question mark. What he ate when in Medellin was a blind spot.
Retrieving some chicken, carrot, celery and broth from the refrigerator, she got to work. With some time, spices and low music playing on the radio, the soup was ready to be served.
She poured some into a bowl, placed it on the coffee table and hovered over him. Beads of sweat had collected on his forehead, either from the hot weather or his sickness. Messy black hair stuck to his forehead and she reached over and pushed it back.
“Javi…”
Nothing. She placed a hand on his shoulder and shook gently. “Javi?” He stayed still as a rock. Goddamn. The man usually woke up at the slightest noise. A bullet could leave a gun two miles away and he would hear it. It was rare that he slept at all, so when he did, she did everything in her power to keep his surroundings quiet.
“Mi amor…” she called, caressing his sweat soaked forehead. “Come on, get up. You need to eat something.”
He trembled under her touch and whined something incomprehensible. She tried again, called his name while giving gentle rubs to his shoulders. “…hurts.”
“I know, baby. I know,” she said, smiling at his half-awake form. He looked so sweet like this, so innocent and childlike. She wanted to pick him up like he was a puppy and give him a million kisses. He might be a big bad federal agent but sleeping on their couch like this, he was her little puppy.
“… ‘s the paperwork and…Wysession…la Quica…umm and yeah what do I think?” He mumbled, making her laugh. This fucker would not survive without his job. It took a few more tries and sweet words, some of which embarrassing enough that she’d never repeat to him if he were awake. His eyes opened a little, his mumbling about work dimmed down and he spoke her name.
“Yeah. It’s me. Get up. I made soup. You should have some, have a Tylenol and sleep on the bed. Okay?”
“What time is it?” He asked, sitting up suddenly.
“Six thirty three.” The man always wanted the exact time. No rounding up or down. It was unnerving.
He buried his face in his hands and rubbed his eyes with the flat of his palms. “Fuck. Got an early meeting at eight with Noonan. Gonna be late. She’ll kill me,” he said, getting up. He hunched over the couch, hand gripping on to the leather of the headrest for support as his other hand clutches his head.
“8 PM is not an early meeting. Unless you’re talking about a meeting scheduled for tomorrow morning.”
“Tomorrow? Wait, what’s the time?”
“Six thirty. In the evening. You have a bad fever and you were asleep on the couch when I got home at five.”
“Fuck,” he muttered under his breath.
“Yeah. Fuck. Now sit down and have some soup. You can’t have Tylenol on an empty stomach.”
“Actually, I can. The body absorbs it faster on an empty stomach.”
“Alright buddy, sit down and have the soup,” she said, coaxing him to sit next to her on the couch. He sat a bit too close to her, leaning on her shoulder and placing his weight on her.
“Feel like absolute shit,” he said, dipping the spoon into the bowl of hot soup. He blew on it once and then twice before drinking it. “So good.”
“Thank you, baby,” he said, pulling her to his side. She did not want to contract whatever he had and proximity would increase the chances of infection. But she didn’t have the heart to push him away. Even on a normal day, the man liked physical contact with her. It could be anything from a hand on her back when they were out in public to full on cuddling her in bed. He just showed his affection through touch. She didn’t want to deny him affection when he was so vulnerable and soft.
He drank it down quietly, wincing every now and then from his headache. He even surprised her by asking for a second helping and she gave it to him gladly, even topping his bowl up another time when he wasn’t looking.
“Now Tylenol.”
“Nooo,” he whined, flopping back on the backrest of the couch. “Hate pills.”
She laughed and popped a pill out of the foil wrapper before handing a glass of water to him. “Aww, is the big baby afraid of pills?”
“Not scared,” he pouted and folded his arms over his chest, looking like a petulant three year old. Good god. Was this really the man being paid by the US government to catch Escobar? Or was he the secret sweet cuddly twin to her grumpy sassy Javi?
“Right. Definitely not scared. Now have it.”
“I’ll be fine without it. Just need to sleep.”
“Sure, Dr. Peña. If you say so,” she teased. She was definitely noting down all the details of his behavior in her head to tease him with later. “Can you have the liquid Tylenol?” She asked, recalling seeing a bottle of it in their medicine cabinet.
“Yeah.”
“Okay,” she said, getting up to go fetch the Tylenol for him. Before she could step away, his hand wrapped around her wrist. She looked back at him to find him staring at her with those big brown eyes, all wide and precious. He was still grumpy, but less intimidating and more adorable. “I need to take my hand with me, Agente…”
“No.”
“No?”
“Don’t go. I miss you.”
“It’ll just be gone for a minute. I’ll get you your Tylenol and be right back.” Huffing, he finally let go of her hand. When she returned, he smiled up at her lazily before grabbing both her wrists.
“Javi…I can’t give you your medicine if you don’t let go of my hand.”
“Exactly.”
“Don’t tell me you’re afraid of this too. There is no plan C, Javier. Pill or this,” she said, holding up the bottle of the liquid acetaminophen.
“That tastes like shit.”
“Yeah. You’ll survive.”
“I wooooon’t,” he whined, pulling her onto his lap. He may be very sick, but he was still strong and worse, unaware of how much force he exerted. She fell with her face forward, smushing into his chest. She made a low sound of satisfaction before wrapping his arms around her and settling his chin on her head.
“Bebito…”
“‘m not your bebito. I’m your husband.”
“Yeah yeah. Then stop acting like a bebito, bebito.”
“Don’t do this to me. That thing tastes vile. Tastes like shit. Like, like horse shit mixed in with rat poison.”
“God, you drama queen,” she teased, adjusting herself on his lap to sit up properly. “It’s just 20 ml. Have some of it, drink some water to wash the taste off and go to bed. God knows you need the rest.”
“Fine. On one condition.”
“Uh huh?”
“Bit of whiskey after the medicine.”
Absolutely not.
“Of course, baby. All the whiskey you want,” she lied through her sweet smile. She did not have the energy to argue with a gigantic baby she couldn’t yell at. She’d make him have the medicine first and figure out the rest when she had to.
At the mention of whiskey, he smiled wider than the day they got married and happily let go of her wrists. She hissed at the dull pain around them, flushing when she realized just how strong he was. Yet he never used such strength on her, handling her gentler than this even when she asked for rough treatment. She’d have to ask for more the next time… she looked away from him embarrassed. The man was sick and delirious, for fuck’s sake. It wasn’t the most appropriate time to be horny.
“Tilt your head back,” she ordered and he followed immediately, exposing his neck to her. “Now open your mouth,” she said, bringing the little cup of the liquid to his lips. It went alright for the first second, but when it touched his tastebuds, he gagged and groaned.
“Uhh that was fucking disgusting!”
“That was just 10 ml. You need another 10 for the full dosage.”
“No, no, no. Please don’t do this,” he begged before sticking his tongue out as though casting out the organ for making him experience the medicine’s taste.
“Please, Javier… Just one more, okay?” She said, pouring him the other half of the dose. “Imagine you’re taking a tequila shot.”
“Then it should be on your bellybutton with salt on your tits and a lemon wedge between your lips.”
Horndog
“Suuure. You couldn’t tell it was evening and not morning just half an hour back but you think you can do a body shot, huh?”
“Absolutely can. You didn’t know me in college. Plus I’ll do anything to lick your tits,” he said, his eyes looking too adorable for the things he said. Shouldn’t he be too sick to be horny?
“Alright big guy, open up” she said, tipping his chin back and forcing the rest of his medicine down his throat. He groaned and whined once more and summoned a couple demons with the sounds he produced.
“Tequila?” He asked, pouting as he fixed his puppy dog eyes on her.
“Sure. Go sit on the bed and I’ll bring you the goods,” she said, helping him get off the couch.
“Perfect. You’re the best wife, you know that?”
“I’m your only wife. You don’t have much else to compare me to, do you?”
“Fine, I’ll get more wives. Test the hypo- hypo…tenuse?” He asked, squinting.
“Hypothesis.”
“That’s what I said.”
“You said hypotenuse. That’s the longest side of a right angled triangle.”
“The fuck,” he said under his breath, allowing her to lead him to their bedroom. When she’d gotten him to lie down, he pulled her to himself and held her to his chest. She was yet to have dinner and there was a tv program she’d wanted to watch before bed. But with his arms around her and his lips mumbling in his sleep, she couldn’t bring herself to pull away.
It wasn’t often that she got to be wrapped up in his arms at this early hour. Why fight it when she could savor it.
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swiftispunk · 11 months
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just keep breathing | javier peña x f!reader
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pairing: javier peña x afab!fem!reader
summary: javi finds it harder and harder to keep up with the more physical aspects of his job. reader offers him some love and words of comfort.
word count: 1k
rating: 18+ minors dni
warnings etc: BODY REPRESENTATION <3 (reader is described as having thicker thighs, a belly, and crow’s feet), smoking + smoking related health issues, hurt/comfort, back massages, fluff, angst, bein in ur 30s/40s, established relationship. probably bad spanish (please correct me). NO USE OF Y/N.
A/N: just a little drabble while i finish up imh pt 2. this is not based on any canonical instance, just a made up scenario that i imagine taking place somewhere in season 3 of narcos. 
PLEASE NOTE that this is purely self-indulgent and may not to speak to the experiences of every larger-bodied person and/or smoker.
For once, the raid is basically going according to plan.
At least until one of the narcos makes a run for it.
“Go around!” Feistl hollers, as he darts towards the back of the building, too far for Feistl to get to, close enough for Javi to maybe catch a break.
“Get him on the other side!” Javi hears from the front room, but he’s already running out the back door, in time to see the man - really just a twenty-something kid from what Javi can tell - heading into the alley outside, under the banner of the scorching Colombian sun.
Javi books it after him, as fast as his legs can take him. He follows the guy on foot towards the end of the alley and he’s just about within non-lethal shooting range if he could just get a bit closer -
Then they’re both bursting out onto the main road, blocked from corner to corner with bodies, the kid weaving through them with ease, too fast now - Javi can’t keep up.
Run, you piece of shit, Javi tells himself.
Breathe in.
Breathe out.
It’s a reminder he needs more and more the older he gets.
He manages to keep the guy in sight, sprinting with all his might to stay with him, till he feels like someone trudging through a dream, slow and useless. The narco’s getting away and Javi can’t fucking get to him fast enough -
He takes in another heaving inhalation of hot air, willing his muscles to take him forward but it’s no use, there’s nowhere left for the air to go, his lungs full and burning, oxygen lacking as the joints in his legs beg for respite.
He has to stop. 
Sweat pools at the front of his shirt as he tries desperately to haul in a fucking breath, crumpling forward with his hands on his knees, as the kid disappears out of view.
“Qué pasó?” Feistl demands, finally catching up with Javi in the throng of bodies. 
“Le perdí,” Javi admits through a series of painful gasps.
“You see where your goddamn smoker’s lungs get us, huh, boss?” the young Feistl gripes furiously.
And Javi can’t even protest, because he knows it’s true.
-
You’re already in bed when he comes home later, long after dark. You sit up when you hear him come in, watching him cautiously in the dim light of the lamp on the nightstand as he removes his sweat-stained shirt. He sits on the edge of the bed, fingers pinching the bridge of his nose, frustration visibly mapping the muscles of his back.
You run your palm over them soothingly.
“Tough day?”
You’d learned better than to ask if he was okay. 
Javi sighs, your hand rising and falling on his back as the air raggedly fills his weakened lungs.
“Getting too old for this shit,” he murmurs, tone agitated and desolate.
You move to situate yourself behind him, so you can let your fingers dig gently into the meaty flesh of his shoulders, broader now than they had been when you’d first met him.
“What happened?” you ask softly while you tenderly massage the tissues of his back.
He lets his head fall slack behind him, indulging in the feeling of your hands working away, willing it to be enough to relax his anxious mind.
“I can’t be out chasing these motherfuckers anymore...I mean, he was right there and I couldn’t -,” 
Javi’s breath catches as you discover a particularly tough knot in his lower back. He sighs shallowly again before going on.
“I just couldn’t breathe.”
You pause the motions of your fingers to lay your head on the bare skin of his back, wrapping your arms around his front so your hands hover over his soft belly.
“Thought that’s why they gave you this Big Important Job? So you wouldn’t have to be out there chasing chicos malos anymore?”
You hear Javi exhale lightly, and can just imagine the tiny smile that’s no doubt playing at the corners of his lips.
“Doesn’t work like that, hermosa,” he says placatingly. “Not the way this goddamn government operates.”
He reaches into his jeans pocket then, retrieving his cigarettes and lighter.
“Guess it’s what I fuckin’ deserve,” he grumbles as he lights one and takes a long pull. “Said I was gonna quit smoking.”
He laughs once without humour before taking another drag and you squeeze him a little tighter, feeling his body lean back into yours as you do.
“Bodies change, Javi. Everything catches up with us eventually. I’ve changed since we met,” you add, thinking of the extra weight you’d gained in your hips and thighs since moving down to Bogotá, no longer working and a little more sedentary while Javi hunted the ‘bad guys.’ Not to mention the wrinkles that had begun sprouting around both your eyes, the squishy tummies you each now boast, the kind that just naturally came with age.
“No me estoy quejando,” he grins, reaching behind him to grip your soft upper leg, an area you’re particularly self-conscious about but that you know he’s grown particularly fond of. 
“I know you’re not,” you giggle as his fingers tickle the bare skin of your thigh, pressing a kiss to his ear and sighing when his head falls back completely onto your shoulder, exposing his sumptuous neck and giving you a full view of his chest. “And neither am I.”
His eyes fall closed as he takes another drag of his cigarette and you watch his ribcage fill with smoke before he breathes it out, creating a cloud of toxin around you both.
“You’ve worked so hard for so long, Javi, baby,” you say reassuringly, goosebumps rising on his arms as your whispered voice brushes over the taut line of his jaw. “There’s no shame in slowing down.”
You grab the cigarette out of his fingers then. His eyes fly open to follow your hand as you wrap your lips around the filter and take a rare drag of your own.
“Any maybe we cut down on these,” you suggest lightly as you exhale, considering the little stick as you twiddle it between your fingers. “But only because I’d like to have you around as long as possible.”
You punctuate the sentiment with a kiss to his clavicle.
He snags the smoke back from you, takes another elongated pull and, exhaling huskily, leans forward to put it out in the ashtray on the nightstand.
“For you, cariño?” he hums, twisting his body around to better cup your face in one of of his big hands. “I’ll try.”
You both know it’s a promise he can’t keep, but the sentiment is enough to make you smile for now. 
He presses his lips to yours softly, and takes his deepest breath of the day as he falls deeper into your familiar kiss. 
END.
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hi! i’ve never done a request but i would like a smut with javier peña with 23 and e. (i hope the request is in the correct format) thank you ❣️
After Hours.
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23. "Good girl" / "Perfect girl" & e. Heatwave
Pairing - Javier Peña x Female Reader
Age Rating - 18+
Word Count - 1050
Warnings - smut. cursing. javi is a menace.
Author's Note - I know i've taken a hiatus from writing mini fics to focus on my big series fics, but I got this request and had to write it asap. what can I say, I'm a sucker for my javi. honoured to be your first request my love!! <3
written as a part of my drabble/mini fic series, for my 500 followers/1k celebration!!
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There's just something about Javi when he's hot.
Colombia is warm, on any given day. But this summer, it's sweltering.
There's minimal air conditioning in the precinct, meaning the place is like sauna. Sweat is dripping down your back, plastering your hair to your face, sticking your thighs to your leather chair. Everyone's lethargic. It feels like the world is moving in slow motion.
Javier isn't helping. He's rolled his sleeves up his forearms, exposing gorgeous, corded muscle. His hair is damp, curling at the ends, falling in front of his face. He keeps panting, taking these deep, heavy breaths. Every now and again, he releases a deep groan that rumbles in his chest.
It's torture.
He's never looked more handsome. You're convinced that half of your body heat has been caused by Javier, not the humidity. It only gets worse throughout the day. There's a fire lit within you, and Javi's only adding to the kindling.
You undo the first few buttons of your blouse, fanning yourself with a case file. Mostly everyone is leaving the precinct, going home as soon as the clock hits five. You've opted to stay, completely behind on your mountain of paperwork. You look across the room briefly, and see that Javi's still at his desk, choosing to stay too.
The two of you are the only ones left, working in comfortable silence. The heat doesn't let up, swallowing you both slowly but steadily. You look over at Javier to see that he's unbuttoned his shirt, his chest almost fully exposed. For a fleeting moment, you imagine sinking your teeth into the flesh of it. Man, you need to cool off.
You're lost in your thoughts when Javi sits down on your desk, making you jump.
"What are you thinkin' about, hermosa?" he drawls. "It's got you blushin'."
"Nothing," you reply defiantly.
"No? You see, you got a look in your eye. I know that look. I've seen a lot of women give me that look."
"Oh yeah? All your whores?"
"Now, now, cariño. Don't get jealous. Although, it does look good on you."
Javier slides along the desk until he's at the edge of it, as close to you as he can be. From this distance, he's got a nice view directly down your blouse. You catch him staring, and quirk a brow.
"Do you mind?" you tease, looking up at him through your eyelashes.
"Oh, hermosa," he drawls lowly. "You wouldn't be showin' all this cleavage if you didn't want me to see."
"I got too hot, you perv. We're in a damn heatwave."
"It is hot in here, now that you mention it," he murmurs, tracing his fingers up your arm, towards your collarbone. "Maybe we should cool you off a little."
He runs his fingertips over your throat gently, until he reaches the collar of your blouse. He slips it off your shoulder, and leans forward, kissing a gentle kiss to your bare skin.
"Tell me if you want me to stop, sweet thing," he whispers against your neck.
You whine in response, and tangle a hand in his hair, pulling him into you.
"Don't stop. Please, Javi."
"Oh, I think you sayin' my name like that is the prettiest sound I've ever heard," he smirks.
Javier kicks your chair out from the desk, and moves to settle on his knees between your legs. He licks a stripe from your ankle to your upper thigh, groaning when he tastes the salt on your skin.
"Javi," you breathe. "What if someone walks in?"
"Relax, hermosa," he reassures against your leg. "No one comes back to work on a Friday night."
"You better hope that's true-" Javier cuts you off by mouthing at you over your underwear, revelling in the dampness of the fabric.
"You taste so fuckin' sweet," he murmurs in disbelief. "Waited to do this for so long."
"You have?" you question shakily, keeping your hand firmly planted in his hair.
"I think of you everytime I touch myself, hermosa. You're all I can think about. You, you, always you."
He hooks his fingers into the waistband of your underwear and pulls them off, shoving them into his pocket. Javi wastes no time, diving straight into you with vigour. You tug at his hair instinctively and he groans, deep and guttural. The vibrations make you keen.
Javier slips a finger into you, panting when he feels how warm you are. He thrusts in and out steadily, before adding a second. He curls them on the up stroke, chuckling when he hits a certain spot.
"Oh, baby," he coos. "Right there? Is that it, hmm?"
You nod in response, hips writhing in the chair.
"Where are your words, pretty girl? Have I made you dumb, huh? Always knew you'd be so pliant, so obedient. Isn't that right, honey?"
"Yes," you whine. "Yes, yes, yes. All for you, Javi."
"Fuck," he groans. "Good girl. My perfect girl."
He can tell you're close when your thighs start to shake. You tug him closer to you by his brown curls, fingers tightening and pulling.
"You're almost there, aren't you? Atta girl," he encourages, speeding up the rhythm of his digits. His other hand moves to splay across your abdomen, pushing your hips down to stop you from moving.
"That's it, baby. Give it to me. I want it. Come on, sweet thing. Fuck, please, honey."
His low, rumbled words are what push you over the edge. Your hips buck and your grip on him tightens, white hot pleasure burning through your veins. He talks you through it, whispering praises and encouragements until you go slack.
"You're a goddamn liar," you tell him when you've caught your breath.
"Hmm?" he murmurs from where he's looking up at you with those chocolate eyes, resting his head against your thigh.
"You said you'd cool me off. You've made me ten times fucking hotter, asshole."
He chuckles, the sound vibrating through your bones where you're connected.
"You wanna come home with me, take a cold shower?"
You laugh in disbelief, shoving at his shoulder playfully.
"Fine. But only because your apartment is closer than mine."
"No other reason?" he winks, grabbing your hands to help you to your feet.
"No other reason."
You both know that's a lie.
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Late Nights, Stolen Kisses
a/n: I'm in the midst of a Javier P brainrot and i can't stop thinking about him. So here is a little drabble. (mostly for myself ) sorry in advance for any possible mistakes. Enjoy!
Pairing: Javi p x reader
warnings: none, pure fluff, no use of y/n.
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He works hard, he works too much. He never promised you that he’ll be around all the time and you never once picked up a fight about this. But when he comes back from work late at night and sees you fell asleep on the couch, a book in your hand dangling and food on the table waiting for him he felt like a total dick. He was not a good husband. Not at all. You fixed the table around usual time but he was late, again. Food gone cold, yet still you refused to eat without him. He gives out an exasperated breath. He had no right to put you through to this life but he was too in love with you to let you go, since the day you have met. He crouches down by the couch and grabs the book by your hand, kisses your temple and thinks how pretty you looked. “cariño, wake up.” He murmurs. He was conflicted to wake you up or carry you to bed. A part of him wanted you to wake up because he had a shitty day and needs your comfort but a part of him knows it’s selfish to do so. “Baby, wake up.” He murmurs one more time. He could have woken you up if he raised his voice slightly instead of whispering or he could nudge you but you were like an angel, he couldn’t bear. He lifts you up in his arms and takes you to the bed, puts you carefully under the covers, steals a kiss from you. He sits on the edge of the bed, gets lost in his thoughts, so lost that when you woke up and sneakily crawled towards him and wrapped your arms around his back, he gets startled. “hi there handsome.” You whisper, burrowing your face on his back. “hello hermosa.” He replies, “you were sleeping, didn’t want to wake you up.” “it’s alright, you know you can wake me up. I prepare the table on purpose.” “I know, and it makes me feel like a dick.” You giggle. “Did not mean to.” “I know.” You enjoy each other’s company for a bit. These rare moments with him are your favorites, probably his too. For a split second, you are the only people on this planet. Though he hates to reflect his work issues on you, you know him all too well. “Rough day?” you ask. He simply nods. “Go get changed baby, I’ll wait for you to sleep.” You assure. Though he is reluctant to leave your arms he obeys your request. He quickly changes and slides under the covers right next to you, takes you in his arms. It’s a silent assurance, he promises you that whatever happens, he will be sleeping next to you at the end of the day. “Javi?” “Yeah?” “Can you tell me a bedtime story.” “How old are you again? 3?” he mocks, you laugh. Gives you a quick kiss on the lips when you get comfortable in his arms and rest your head on his chest then he starts to tell you a stupid, made up tale. You know he never refuses your requests. You fall asleep in each other’s arms.
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