#jbs words

[merrigel]

I want it back = I drag its dead weight forward

#artists on tumblr #animation #in stars and time #isat #illustration #in stars and time spoilers #isat spoilers #like for real #anyway I'm still thinking about Siffrin Instarsandtime #shoutout to tumblr user jb-blunk for the words from the caption which inspired this whole deal #literally finished the game and had those words looping (haHA) in my head like 'how do I use this what can I do to match this feeling' LMAO #if you haven't played ISAT well. first of all stop looking don't glean anything from this shhhh- but also GO PLAY IT IT'S EXCELLENT #heavily based off the astronomical clock in Prague! I love that thing so it was really fun to try and make it more ISAT-like #bc the themes are already there yanno!! Stars n' whatnot! And then of course the craft types instead of the astrological signs! #Loop and the King for the sun and the moon!! #can you tell I thought about and planned this one for like. A while. Longer than I usually spend LMAO #so yeah go play it immediately come be absolutely ILL and SICK and PLAGUED about the secret boss with me #fanart #pic

[tatiana-petrovna]

#joe burrow #zac taylor #cincinnati bengals #american football #nfl #I really don’t have words for how much I love this team 😭 #🧡🖤 #jb #Joe’s need to be needed is really 🥺💘

[wildflowercryptid]

your fancase art and designs are unbelievably pleasing to the eye i want to squish them

squish them? *plops them in your hand* yea, go ahead.

seriously, tho. thank you so much, it really means a lot to hear that about my art and chara designs!! i actually really love doing character design work, but i get a bit of anxiety regarding how decent they actually are so this is super reassuring to hear... 🥺✨

#the moment i saw the word squish i knew what i had to do #they're pocket sized now :) #can ya'll tell who my faves out of the cast are yet? #i have a lot of fun drawing them lol #detective grimoire #v for valedictorian #oc : jb decker #oc : drew decker #🎨 : mj draws #asks

[everythingisconfetti]

Frightened Rabbit- Floating in the Forth(1,7), Boygenius- Stay Down, Frightened Rabbit- Swim Until You Can't See Land(3,5), Julien Baker- Sour Breath, Boygenius- Anti-Curse

#this is the mood right now boys #i could draw a million frabbit/jb parallels but i'll leave it at this for now #frightened rabbit #scott hutchison #julien baker #boygenius #web weaving #words #parallels

[musicalchaos07]

Chapters: 1/3 Fandom: Stranger Things (TV 2016) Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings, No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Jonathan Byers/Nancy Wheeler Characters: Jonathan Byers, Nancy Wheeler, Jim "Chief" Hopper, Background & Cameo Characters Additional Tags: Between Seasons/Series, Canon Compliant, Established Relationship, Frogs, Hijinks & Shenanigans, Fluff and Humor, High School, Teenage Rebellion, POV Jonathan Byers, POV Nancy Wheeler, POV Jim "Chief" Hopper, Breaking and Entering, Heist, Debauchery, Dorks in Love, Romantic Comedy, two freaks against the WORLD, jonathan's gonna steal 100 frogs, nancy's gonna stand by him, hopper's gonna lose it, Title from a Taylor Swift Song Summary:

When faced with an impossible task, Jonathan decides that it's up to him to come up with a plan to save the day. What follows can only be described as teenage rebellion, an urban legend in the making, and quite possibly the strangest date Nancy's ever been on.

Or 'Jonathan Byers would release the frogs before they get dissected btw'

“dont just say this fic we ALL KNOW ITS THE GRAND PRIX THE SWAN SONG THE FROG HEIST” - @leslie057

#4k words on JB's love of frogs #he's an international super spy tbh #jancy #jancy fanfic #stranger things #jonathan byers #nancy wheeler #jonathan x nancy #nancy x jonathan #my fic #my writing #jancy frog heist

[swordmaid]

i miss jb….‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️

#this isn’t fucking funny ANYMORE ‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️ #every time i see a screencap of their scenes in the book i am just filled with an overwhelming sense of yearning and WANT #jb... i miss jb... germ just write the words jaime and brienne in your blog please... for my mental health...

[skitskatdacat63]

I literally can't stop thinking about this sequence of pictures, actually completely brainrotting me

#ever since i watched aus 2009 i cant stop scrolling back up in my gallery to stare at these #like pics that genuinely make me roll around on my bed and squeal #GAHHHHHH LIKE THE WAY SEB IS GRINNING UP AT AND HESITANTLY PLACING HIS HAND ON HIS CHEST #AND THEN JENSON NOTICES AND MY GOD THE WAY HES LOOKING AT HIM I CANT I CANT #THE WAY THEYRE SMILING AT ESCH OTHER IM GONNA LOSE IT #AND LOOK HOW HARD JENSE IS GRIPPING HIM GODDDDDDDD #like i really cant express in words how these make me feel its actually just *tv static noises* #i feel like im grinning so hard looking at these that im gonna explode #(also @grace if you see these: ive been reading solar flare lately and GOD YOURE SO RIGHT WHEN YOU REFERENCED IT) #(theres this part where mark says to jb that hes been looking up podium/press pics of them online) #(and that they look like theyre in love HE IS LITERALLY ME FRRRRRR LIKE IM GOING INSANE OVER IT) #(these pics brainrotted me before i started reading it but reading it has only made it 100x worse/better) #anyways i really really like 2009 sebson they're so endearing to me 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 #ig its just smth about how theyre so affectionate with each other despite being each others rivals #like constantly patting/nudging/hugging each other IM GONNA CRYYYYY IM GONNA EXPLODEEEE #i put these pics in the comp i made if seb but like bcs of the magnitude to which they affect me i needed to make a posr for them #just imagine me wailing and losing my mind irl and in these tags sob sob sob #if i stay committed w watching races ill just keep on going to the end of the v8 era so dw my wailing can only get worse :D #every time i scroll up out of the tags to look at the pics again i feel my heart skipping a bit HDJFKGKGKGL #anyways unhinged wdym unhinged :) #f1 #formula 1 #sebastian vettel #jenson button #jb22 #sv5 #sebson #2009 australian gp

[thatlittledandere]

PLEASE talk about xoxo droplets omg. im no thoughts head empty rn but tbh just i wanna hear every opinion you have about it,, i love when people share my Extremely Unknown Special Interest

Every time I think about how to explain the main characters to someone unfamiliar with them I can get through Everett and Shiloh just fine, normal short synopses, but THEN. NATE LAWSON. TRAPS ME FOR HOURS. Nate isn't even my favorite but I'm obsessed with him oh my god. This is gonna have spoilers for his route btw hold on

Like. I met him, and thought, in a true JB fashion, hot damn. He, he's easily the most attractive of the bunch to me shrsvhddh (Everett has so many qualities I love on paper but in practice. It's Nate he's the most handsome) Then I started to observe why he's in the Unfriendable Group and deducted that he's got a stick the size of a log up his ass. Simple enough. But WAIT THERE'S MORE

I started his route PURELY because he was hot shhddvhgd even though I disliked him hard after my first playthrough. (Shiloh. I didn't believe the warnings. F in the chat bois.) He's not JUST a stickler to the rules nooooooo he's a PERFECTIONIST. And a SUPERHUMAN. But HE doesn't see it like that nooooo he thinks he's just the only one who puts in any effort at all. People keep telling him his standards are unreachable but ~obviously~ they're not. If he can do it, so can everyone else! They're just not trying hard enough! And he doesn't try to be perfect, no, that's impossible. He just wants to be the best he can!

But it's never enough. There's always room for improvement, after all. Nate could get a perfect score on a test and still be dissatisfied, because he could have elaborated on that point in his essay more, or his handwriting got too close to the marginalia on one line and that is unprofessional, or he thought on that one multi-choice question longer than he should have if he studied adequately, etc, etc.

And because of this he's constantly stressed the FUCK out. He volunteers when something needs to be done, he helps out teachers, he takes it upon himself to make sure everyone else is ALSO acting properly, he puts at LEAST 100% into EVERYTHING he does, and there's always more to do. He has a part-time job at a warehouse as well and while the physical labor can offer a bit of a break for his brain, you can bet your ASS he doesn't stop for ONE second or stay on his break a MINUTE too long. How the hell does he live like this?

Well. What other choice is there? Things need to be done. They need to be done well. And obviously Nate knows the importance of rest to your health and performance, so he certainly eats and sleeps properly, but see these things are also scheduled and measured and optimized for maximum efficiency. But does he get REST, for REAL? Does he RELAX?

Yes, because he's best friends and roomies (the room is spotless At All Times) with Everett "2kool4skool" Gray (who would shoot me point blank for saying something so uncool about him). I Could write another essay on their dynamic but let's just say they balance each other out. Nate gives Everett direction, Everett gives Nate respite. Phew.

But I'm not done. MORE MORE MORE. Because I started talking about my personal relationship to Nate but got sidetracked by character analysis dghfsfh THE THING IS I disliked him heavily even some time after starting his route, and all the characters absolutely SHINE on their dates. But then. The unthinkable happened.

The class trip.

Now of course I already knew Nate was extremely high strung all of the time, but until that point I'd seen it either as an annoyance or a joke. But the class trip was, like, a disaster to Nate. He's spending more time with the group outside strictly defined areas and activities and therefore feels responsibility over their behavior. Obviously a new environment with new activities gives everyone more opportunities to act up. They have a schedule, but it's not in Nate's control, and he can't help seeing himself as like a vice advisor, and nothing goes exactly as planned or at ALL as planned, and everyone's doing it on PURPOSE his life is already hell and they're doing it to SPITE him or maybe they're just completely unfit to the title of human being that's been forced on these demons, and this is STILL SCHOOL they're still bound by school rules and they should LEARN things here and GET SOMETHING OUT OF IT for HEAVENS sake,

So it's no wonder he breaks down. And it was, it was fucking terrible. Nate's stress and anxiety present as anger most of the time, I didn't... I didn't see him as the type who would cry. Kind of figured Nate was one of those boys who didn't remember the last time they cried but guessed it was somewhere around fourth grade? Heartless of me. I really thought he was like. Pardon the expression. Above such vulnerability.

Of course he's not. He's a person, and a highly sensitive one at that. I guess I hadn't noticed it over what a hardass he is;;; And y'all I felt SO bad. And so awkward. Like. What the fuck do you do in that situation? This wasn't supposed to happen. It felt like we were breaking the script somehow. Like. "I'm not supposed to see this. Why am I seeing this? Do I need to? Fucking christ. Is this allowed? When can I leave. Uh. There there? Can't even pat him on the shoulder. Jesus just kill me"

And that scene changed everything. Nate cried in front of the MC and I could never see him in the same light again. I used to think he was kinda just a tough yet guarded guy and a demanding ass but oh wow he's actually just like. This dude has anxiety. This dude has problems. He's burning out at light speed and has been for the past what? Eight years?? Get him HELP.

And I HAVEN'T EVEN TOUCHED ON HIS RELATIONSHIP WITH HIS PARENTS YET. So they're the type who saw having children as just a step that responsible adults take at some point in their lives, and they were not prepared. And Nate was a difficult child too. Not on purpose, obviously, babies don't do anything on purpose, but he was particularity emotional even as a baby. He's just Like That. So his parents ehm eeeurgh tolerated him for a few years. Just kind of. Pushed through it. And then decided to give up and send him to a boarding school. Like they basically abandoned him there because they couldn't handle him.

And Nate is on hard denial about this. He tells himself it was the reasonable choice and the best for everyone, and he's not wrong, but he's also not ready to face the fact that uh. His parents very much just are not good at parenting and they don't actually know each other at all. "I respect them and they respect me" is how he puts it, and again it's not wrong but also christ he was not truly loved as a child and still isn't. Mommy and daddy hear that his grades are top of the class and he's very mature and responsible and respected by staff and students alike, and they're proud of him, but they do NOT know who he is as a person or how fucking terrible he's actually doing.

Not that Nate admits any of that himself. I can see how it would be difficult to face when you're already juggling fifty glass balls on a glass platter while riding a unicycle on hard stone floor.

Why is NATE is the one I give a private Ted Talk on regularly when none of the jerks are doing much better. He's just for fucks sake he, he's doing so bad. So bad. Maybe it's the incredibly harsh wakeup call I got? I cannot overstate how impactful that one scene was. HE CRIED. HE CRIED IN FRONT OF ANOTHER PERSON? HE BROKE DOWN?? NATE LAWSON HAS WEAKNESSES??? LIKE HE WASN'T JUST DOING ALL THAT FOR THE SAKE OF OBLIGATION OR TO LOOK GOOD ON A RESUME? HE'S REALLY THAT CRUSHED? I wasn't supposed to be there. I know it's a scripted event but I wasn't supposed to see that it feels not allowed. Are you still there? Thank you for reading go to sleep

#asks #andimhome #xoxo droplets #nate lawson #I'm insane. I'm crazy I'm craaazyyyy. asylum #you should imagine me from above through a fish eye lense as I'm typing this #I'm not going to proofread it sorry if my keyboard made it incomprehensible at times #I'll come back to fix it hold up on reblogging until then 👍 #(because everyone is totally going to reblog this yes. my words are irresistible) #thank you for this I've been dying to talk about nate Lawson. this time actually #edit i came back and fixed it. wasn't even bad!! i did so well this i deserve a 4 out of 5 at least #jb moment. kinda wish i was still in school so i could get this graded asadgsdg #did so well this TIME* in the earlier tag #christ. i did so well this time

[sdwolfpup]

Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Game of Thrones (TV), A Song of Ice and Fire - George R. R. Martin Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Jaime Lannister/Brienne of Tarth Characters: Jaime Lannister, Brienne of Tarth, other minor character appearances - Character Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Modern Setting, Alternate Universe - Farm/Ranch, Tooth-Rotting Fluff, Family Fluff, Fluff, Fluff without Plot, how many fluff related tags can i include to really get the point across here, the author knows nothing about setting up a family farm and honestly it's about the vibes y'all, Established Relationship, Babies, Mention of pregnancy Summary:

As soon as they were married, they bought a farm.

It was Jaime's idea at first—or possibly Brienne's—but in the end they'd arrived at the decision together either way.

“Every good farm needs a name,” Jaime had said as soon as the last documents had been signed. “What should we call it?”

That, Jaime would joke later, had nearly caused them to divorce.

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Written for JB Week Day 6 prompt: marriage/expanding the family/children, pets and everything in between.

#jb week #my fic #jaime x brienne #i wrote a thing! #and it was less than five thousand words! #a fall miracle

[theladystrikesagain]

you gotta stop reading these works of emotional terrorism disguised as books man. your heart-rending sobs of anguish are scaring the hoes :(

#literature #hanya yanagihara #inspired by #a little life #which I just finished #no words #like I legitimately have none #the top of my pyjamas are soaked in tears it’s actually disgusting #I’m going to go see the play adaptation tomorrow night & then pray i never think of Jude and William and JB and Malcolm ever again #lest my grief scare the hoes once again

[worstlovesong]

Me, getting out my turn out the lights record: you know what, maybe it is Julien Baker time

#famous last words #this vinyl is like a personal attack every time but I love it #cj.txt #thanks jb ily

[a-poet-young-and-hungry]

“The Two-Character Play” by Tennessee Williams // “Spring Awakening” by Steven Sater // “Clay Pigeons”, Michael Cera // “Whatsername”, Green Day // “The Goldfinch” by Donna Tartt // “A Little Life” by Hanya Yanagihara // “Halloween”, Phoebe Bridgers

#word webs #word web #word weaving #tennesee williams #the two-character play #spring awakening #moritz stiefel #frank wedekind #clay pigeons #michael cera #whatsername #green day #the goldfinch #donna tartt #a little life #jb marion #hanya yanagihara #punisher #phoebe bridgers

[claudemblems]

Okay here me out what if...I actually sit down and write fics...at least hcs...enough to be able to post them regularly kinda like how you would prerecord content for YouTube...maybe that's what I need to do to get an audience...🤔

And maybe I need to play more games and post about them and possibly write for them 😳

Am I frustrated and have been for a long time about my blog situation on Tumblr? Yes. Am I a quitter? No because I'm stubborn but I guess that's a good thing dkdbmdnsm

Wow I think to myself "what if I wrote fics" like it's something that's never been thought about before LOL I'm so BiG bRAiNed

#🌊 - kat rambles #in the words of JB #I will never say never #this is nothing new but finally I realized #wow my blog could benefit from some structure!

[latein-thenight]

you said you wanted to feel alive

so we went to the beach | boygenius

#bandedit #phoebe bridgers #words #boygenius #pb #julien baker #jb #lucy dacus #boygenius edit #musicedit #music #ld

[wholeheartedly-me]

We shouldn't be this kind of tired at our age.

- J.B.

#JB #JB writings #poem #daily poem #spilled poem #poems #poemsdaily #poetry #poet #spilled feelings #spilled words #words #writing #writings #spilled heart #spilled thoughts #thoughts #spilled writing #spilled poetry #spilled ink #quote #life quotes #quoteofday #life quote #writers and poets #poets in tumblr