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Wrecked part 20

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Part 20

When I woke up the next morning a sense of dread washed over me. I did not want to go back into the sanctuary and I definitely did not want to stay where his other wives had stayed before. Sarah was packing a bag with different kinds of medicine and other things because she was going to be staying with me, negan insisted. Sarah glanced at m3 from over her shoulder, "how are you feeling today?"

I sighed as I sat up, the pain in my hip made me wince but it was nothing compared to before. "Like shit." Sarah frowned as she made her way to me, she placed her hand on my forehead while checking my pulse. I chuckled, "don't worry I'm perfectly fine health wise. I just dread going back into the sanctuary especially where the other wives lived."

Sarah let out a breath of relief I'm guessing as she visibly relaxed, "you scared me there for a second. It won't be so bad so don't worry."

A frustrated sigh left my lips, "it's easy for you to say." She looked at me and rolled her eyes, "I'm being serious, how would you feel if your husband had multiple wives and he put you where they used to live. Not only that but treated you like the shit he scraped off the bottom of his boots."

"Is that what you think?" Negans deep voice sounded as he made his way inside. He looked at Sarah and jerked his head to the side, she made a quick exit leaving us alone. His eyes turned to me  glaring, obviously mad which he always seemed to be these days. "You think I treat you like shit huh?"

I rolled my eyes and I could feel my cheeks starting to get hot, I didnt know he was outside listening. "Well here lately you sure haven't been treating me like your wife."

"And who's fuckin fault is that?" His eyebrow quirked up as he crossed his arms across his chest.

I sighed, mentally done with this conversation. "I know, okay, I fucked up. How long are you going to keep bringing it up? I told you I was sorry, a dozen times, what else do you want from me?"

I was expecting a smart remark or yelling or something, I wasn't expecting him to sigh and hang his head. "I know you're sorry, but that's not enough." When his eyes met mine I could see the pain there which made me less mad at him. "Dont look at me like that Goddammit."

"Like what?" I whispered, I could feel my walls starting to break again.

"Like that! Like you actually feel fuckin remorseful for what you put me through. Like you're finally feeling my pain, it's not going to work so stop." He pushed away from the counter he was leaning against and made his way to the side of the bed. "Let me help you put your shoes on and I'll take you to where you and Sarah will be staying."

"Youre kidding right?" He looked at me like he had no idea what I was talking about. "Youre really going to make me stay where your wives used to?"

"What the fuck is wrong with that? That's a very spacious room, plus you'll have people waiting on you hand and fuckin foot. Is that not good enough for you?"

"It's not about the damn room negan! It's about you treating me the way you used to!" My anger had boiled over, i couldnt hold back anymore he just didn't seem to get it. "You know what, forget it. Just give me a regular room, you can have that big spacious room and fill it with as many wives as you want because I am done. Officially done this time. I guess that's one good thing about the apocalypse, you don't have to actually get a divorce, well you actually have to really have a real ceremony to actually be married." I was rambling, straying far from what I was trying to say. "What I'm trying to say is that we are done. Whatever we had is gone and I guess I have to take some blame for that but you play a part in it too."

"I don't want anymore fuckin wives." Negan started but I held up my hand halting him.

"I don't care what you want anymore negan. It's obviously not me anymore, so you do what you want from now on. Just stay away from me, please." He bent down and helped me slip on my shoes, before he stood I quickly wiped a stray tear from my face. I grabbed my crutches from beside the bed, he made a move to help me but I pulled away. "I don't want your help."

He held up his hands in defense and sighed. Sarah walked in, "are we leaving now sir?" He nodded, Sarah grabbed the bags she had prepared and moved to my side and I allowed her to help me.

Negans face twisted in anger at the sight, "so you'll let her help you but not your goddamn husband?"

"I already told you, youre not my husband anymore." I grit my teeth holding back a wince as the pain shot down my leg. Negan growled but didn't say anything more, he held the door open for us as Sarah helped me through.

Sarah looked at the stairs and halted in her tracks. Negan turned and gave her a quizzical look. "Whats the problem now?" His voice booming throughout the sanctuary.

"Sir, it's going to be very difficult for y/n to climb up and down the stairs. Actually it'll probably be impossible for her to make it back down them if we were able to get her up them in the first place."

Instead of getting mad like I thought he would he smiled, walked over towards me and gently picked me up bridal style. I tried to resist but there wasn't much I could do. "You plan on doing this every time I need to come downstairs? I thought you were so busy."

He chuckled and leaned down next to my ear, "nope, at least I know you can't escape right now." So that was his plan, that's the reason he wanted me upstairs. He knew I couldn't walk back down the stairs, at least not right now.

When we made it to the room that I absolutely hated he motioned for Sarah to open the door and she did immediately. "Home sweet home." He said placing me down on one of the couches.

"Maybe to you or your other whores."

"Excuse me sir." Sarah sounded from behind me, he must have addressed her but I wasn't looking at him. "I need to get a few more things from downstairs."

I saw the shadow of his hand waving, dismissing her and she quickly left closing the door behind her. Negan sat beside me on the couch as I took the room in. I hated it, everything in here was just as the other ones left it. I swear I could almost still smell the lingering of their scent here, it made me want to puke.

"So baby..." He started but I cut him off.

"Dont call me that! I have a name and I want you to use it from now on." My eyes snap to his and he has the nerve to smile. "I'm glad you think this is funny."

"It's fuckin hilarious." He started to laugh which made me even more furious.

"You don't get it do you?" His head cocked to the side. "I'm serious when I say it's over. Whatever I felt for you is gone. I keep apologizing for what happened but you know what? I don't apologize, because I didn't do this to myself. I was protecting my then husband because I loved him. That group out there the ones that took me, they're responsible for this not me."

He seemed to think about my words but negan was stubborn and I knew he would still blame me for everything. "Come on now doll, you still love me and you fuckin know it." He slid closer to me on the couch but I scooted away.

"No negan. I'm done with these little games of yours." His hand reached out to touch me put I pulled away, "don't touch me."

He growled and sat back in the couch. "For fucks sake." His words were partly muffled by him running his hand over his face in frustration. "So we are just going to sit here in awkward silence. Is that what you fuckin want?"

"You don't have to sit here period. I don't need a babysitter. I would rather be by myself anyways. So don't let the door hit ya where the good lord split ya." I got up and wobbled on my crutches a bit but found my footing. Negan was there right behind me willing to catch me if I fell. "I'm good." I stated before hobbling to one of the bedrooms, negan trailing right behind me.

He opened the bedroom door for me, inside was a single dresser and a full size bed. I felt negans hot breath on my neck and the heat from his body as he leaned I close. "Wanna test it out?"

The thought of screwing negan on the bed one of his wives had slept in made me cringe. Even the thought of sleeping in it made my skin crawl because I'm sure he fucked which ever one of wives that used this room in it. I pushed past him walking back into the living room and plopping down on the couch. "I'm not going anywhere near any of those beds, and I'm definitely not getting into any bed with you so you can just stop trying."

"Whats wrong with the beds?" He asked and actually looked like he had no idea what I was talking about.

"Seriously negan? Are you really that obtuse?" I asked, he raised his eyebrows and shrugged. "How many of your whores did you fuck in that bed?"

He scoffed, turning his back to me he walked around the room. "Is that what is your fuckin problem is?" I raised my eyebrow at him as I crossed my arms across my chest. He laughed as he sat down on the coffee table in front of me. "Are you jealous doll?"

Now it was my turn to laugh, "seriously? You think that's what it is? I'm not fucking jealous of your whores. I don't want to sleep or be anywhere near any place that you...."

He laughed back at me and leaned in close. "Then I'm guessing you don't want to know what I have done on that couch your fine ass is sitting on."

I gasped, "here?" I pointed down toward the cushions.

He nodded, "sometimes two at a fuckin time."

My hand collided with the side of his face, his head snapped to the side and when his eyes met mine I could see surprise in them before he shook it off.

"How dare you! You know how I felt about all of this, way before when we first got together you knew how I felt about you having other wives. Then you expect me to live in the same place they did! What? Is this a punishment because you are still mad at me for saving your sorry ass!? I want out of here and I want out of here now!"

"You wanna spend the duration of your pregnancy in one of the cells down stairs?" He challenged.

"Yes! I would rather be down there than in here! I don't care I'll sleep on the ground outside before I stay another minute in here." I stood and hobbled towards the door but he stepped in front of me. "Get out of my way."

"Or what?" He growled.

"You really want to find out big man? Just because I'm still recovering doesn't mean I can't kick your ass." He smiled, taking a step forward I shook my head. I shoved him as hard as I could but he didn't move. His hands cupped my face, I tried to pull away but he wouldn't let me. "Dont touch me." He smirked and I beat my hands against his chest. He crashed his lips to mine and for a moment I got lost in his kiss but then I got my wits about me and pushed against his chest until he broke the kiss. "No. I'm not doing this anymore. I'm done, I'm gone. Leave me alone."

He stepped back but didn't let go of my face. "You know you don't mean that. You fuckin love me and you know it."

I pulled his hands from my face, "used to. Not anymore. Maybe one of your whores will take you back but not me." I pushed past him and slammed the door open making my way to the stairs.

"Where the fuck you think you're going?" Negan growled as he spun me around to face him.

"Anywhere but in there." I gestured towards the room we were just in.

"Yes you goddamn are, you're not going anywhere else beside back in that fuckin room." He tried to pull me back but I dug my 9heels in, not budging. "Damn it, would you just listen for once in your fuckin life!"

I pulled out of his grasp and almost tumbled backwards but caught myself on the railing of the stairs. I turned and took the first step down, the pain in my hip screamed at me to stop but my anger fueled me to push ahead.

"Y/n! Stop!" Negans voice boomed from behind me, I flipped him the finger and took the next step down. He was there beside me in a instant sweeping me up in his arms.

"I'm not going back in there." I stated matter of factly.

"I get the point, okay. Damn woman, you'll be the death of me yet." He whispered under his breath, he took me back up the stairs, we passed the dreadful wives room and continued down the hall until we got to his bedroom door. He opened the door and took me to the bed and placed me gently down on it.

A sense of comfort came over me at the familiar sights and smells of the room that we used to share. Nothing had changed since the last rime I was in here and that gave me comfort as well. "I thought you didnt want me in here?"

"You didn't give me much of a fuckin choice now did you?" He huffed as he sat down in the chair across from the bed.

"Why do you hate me so much that you don't want me in here?" I felt tears spring to my eyes.

He let out a long sigh and rubbed his hand over his face. "I don't fuckin hate you. I didn't want to bring you in here because when we are alone together, I forget why I'm mad at you to begin with."

"Well, why do you want to stay mad at me?"

"Because if I'm not angry at you then..."

I waited but he didn't continue, "then?"

He shook his head, "Nothing. I need to go let Sarah know where you'll be staying. Do me a favor and stay put." I nodded then he left the room. Leaving me there to ponder on what he was going to say. Why wouldn't he let down his guard around me? Being back here in this room made me less angry as well, knowing this is our place just for us made me happy. That's something I haven't felt in a while. 

A few minutes later Sarah walked into the room, I expected negan to be behind her but he wasn't. Sarah seemed to know what I was thinking, "he's with the saviors. They're going on a run or something."

I nodded but my heart sank I really thought we were gonna make some headway but he didn't want to be around me right now. Maybe when he came home tonight we would finally be able to get down to the point on what was going on inside that head of his.

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Wrecked part 19

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Part 19

I've been in the medical tent for a month. A whole month and negan was true to his word, he has never came and visited. I would ask Sarah about him but she didn't reveal much, just that he was busy, stayed gone all day and most of the night. I missed him so much but I knew that it was my fault he didn't want to see me.

"Alright y/n, as long as you take it easy and don't over do it then you'll be able to go back to negan tomorrow. On one of the supply runs they happened to find a old pair of crutches so you won't have to put to much weight on your hip just yet." Sarah explained as she placed another bandage on my hip, I wanted to be excited about going back to negan but what if he doesn't want me back. Where would I go?

Sarah patted me on the leg, "don't worry honey, negan is going to be thrilled when I let him know you can be released tomorrow."

I smiled at her, she has been so kind to me over the past couple of months. "I hope youre right. I mean he hasn't even visited me once."

She sat down in the chair next to me, glancing behind her to make sure noone was around. "He has actually." I raised my eyebrow and she continued, "he comes by when you're sleeping. He said for me not to tell you but I trust that youll keep this secret."

My eyes began to water, "of course. Maybe there's still hope."

"There's always hope."

I don't know what I would do without her, she has become like a mother figure to me. I hobbled around on the crutches trying to get used to them throughout the day, before I knew it the sun was starting to set. I sat down on the bed because Sarah would be bringing my dinner tray any minute.

"Room service." That voice sent chills down my spine, the good kind of chills. A voice I have missed everyday for a month. I turned and there stood negan with a tray in one hand and a cup in the other. A small grin was on his face.

"Negan." I breathed out, I wanted to run to him, for him to wrap me in his arms but I know that won't happen. "What..what are you doing here?"

He raised an eyebrow at me, "I brought your dinner, you need to eat. It's not just you anymore or have you forgotten."

"You know I haven't forgot about our baby. You told me that you wouldn't come visit me. What made you change your mind?" I ask as he sat the tray down on the bed then sat himself in the chair beside my bed.

He shrugged but said nothing, I stared at him for a few more seconds until he gestured toward the food. I rolled my eyes and started eating, still he said nothing. The silence finally got to me and I had to say something. "Are you going to give me the silent treatment the whole time you're here? If you are then you don't need to waste your time visiting."

His eyebrows raised and I had to hold back a giggle. My words actually surprised him. "Good to see your inner bitch is still there." He stood and I thought he was going to leave but he made his way around the bed to remove the empty tray and sat down in its place. "Sarah told me you can be released tomorrow." I nod as he thumbs a stray thread on the blanket he's sitting on. "I cleared the room where my wives used to stay. You'll have whatever you need and Sarah can stay there with you."

"You don't want me in your room?"

He shook his head, "the last thing I want to do right now is pretend to be a happy fuckin family."

The tears slipped from my lashes, I tried to wipe them away quickly but he still saw them. "I'm sorry that I didn't listen but I did it for you. You can't tell me you wouldn't have done the same for me."

"That's different."

"Hows it any different?"

"I'm not fuckin pregnant y/n! Any decent mother would never put her child at risk! Can I even fuckin trust you to take care of it when it's born!?" He shouted at me, the hurt and sadness in my heart replaced by white hot rage.

"Oh so this is what it all comes down to doesn't it? I'll tell you one thing and you better listen up, once I am fully healed I am out of here! You won't have a wife or a child to worry about."

He was right up in my face now, "you try to fuckin run. I will find you. You're not going any fuckin where. Do you hear me?"

Any other person would have submitted to him and his words but not me. "You can't keep me here. I will leave and you can't do a fucking thing about it. Do you hear me?" I challenged him.

"Watch me. You think you can defy me? Let me make one thing very fuckin clear to you, so you better listen up. You try to leave me, I will lock you in a fuckin cell for the rest of your god damn life." He was whispering now, his words held so much venom but he wouldn't make me crumble.

I smiled which made his brow furrow, "you'll see. Now get the fuck outta here."

I went to stand up but as I did he grabbed me by the throat. He wasn't adding to much pressure but enough to assert his dominance. "Dont fuckin threaten me, ask anyone who has ever done it before. Oh that's right, you can't, because they're all fuckin dead."

I chuckled and rolled my eyes. "You gonna kill me now? Go ahead, cause I'd rather die than stay here with you one more minute."

"Dont fuckin tempt me." He growled but I knew he would never hurt me. I stayed silent and averted my eyes from his. I was emotionally and mentally done with him. "You are mine." He breathed right next to my ear.

"Not anymore. Now get your goddamn hands off of me and leave me the fuck alone." Tears threatened to fall but I refused to cry anymore over him. If he didnt want me anymore that was fine. I would escape one day and raise my child on my own. He couldn't keep me here forever.

He released me a few seconds later and stood from the bed. "You wont get far if you try to run. I am negan, and I am everywhere." That was the last words he said to me before he left the tent and Sarah came back in. I spotted two armed men outside the entrance standing guard and negan talking to them. I'm sure he was telling them to make sure I don't leave. He had nothing to worry about right now but when I'm fully healed I will find a way. Someone will let their guard down and I'll have my opening. I just have to be patient and wait.

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WRECKED PART 18

I know it's been a long time since I have updated this series but here is the newest chapter. I hope you all like it.

"Open your fuckin eyes y/n!" Negans harsh words were muffled, he sounded worried. My head felt full, to heavy and the throb behind my eyes made me want to scream. I tried but I couldn't move a muscle or say anything. I felt like I was floating maybe I really was dead. "Tell Sarah to get her fucking ass to the medical tent!"

"Ne....gan." that was as much as I could muster up. My eyes opened just slightly, enough to see negan and the blur of trees. I must have been in his arms and he was running. I was numb everywhere, except for that damn throb in my head.

Negan glanced at me for a second, "it's okay baby, we are almost there. You just hang in there." His voice so soft but why was there fear in it. It hurt to much to think right now and my vision began to tunnel again. I just wanted to sleep.

"Sle...eeep." I croaked out but before I fully succumbed to it I heard negans harsh voice. "Dont you fuckin dare go to sleep. You stay the fuck awake. You fuckin hear me! Damn it y/n, don't fuckin do this to me!"

I tried, I really did to keep my eyes open like he wanted but there was just no way to fight it.

Negans pov

The medical tent was in sight, my fuckin heart felt like it was going to burst from my chest. It wasn't from carrying y/n or running while doing so. It was fuckin fear. Something I haven't felt in a really fuckin long time. Not since my first wife. I don't handle this emotion well and I refuse to let this be the end for me and y/n.

Simon jumped out from the woods beside me just as the dirt road turned gravel. He kept pace with me every step of the way. "If Sarah isn't in that fuckin tent then she will have a date with Lucille later."

Simon was breathing heavy but never faltering. "I radioed when we found her. She should be there." He glanced over at y/n and then back ahead, "is she gonna be okay?"

"I'm not a fuckin doctor!" The tent was a fee seconds away. Simon jumped ahead of me and held it open so I could get y/n in quickly. Sarah stood there, worry etching her face. When I laid y/n on the table worry was replaced by horror.

Sarah started an IV, then began examining the wound. "Sir, i...I don't know...this is bad."

"Do what you fuckin have to to save her. That means shut your fuckin mouth and do your job!" The woman flinched at my words, good she should be.

"Sir, she's lost alot of blood. She will more than likely need a transfusion and her heart may give out before we can type her and find someone with the type she needs. If she has internal bleeding I'm not qualified enough nor do I have the tools here to stop it. The baby is also a concern..."

"Shut the fuck up!" I yelled in her face, she jumped back but only for a second. She refocused back on my wife, "You will save her. No matter what you have to do, my wife will not fuckin die. If she does, so will you. Do you fuckin understand that!?"

She nodded quickly, "yes sir." I watched as she began to hook y/n up to a heart monitor and some other lines. There was a slow beeping sound on the heart monitor but Sarah kept working. I had to walk outside for a moment because seeing my strong wife like this brought up those old emotions and I couldnt take that right now.

I spotted Simon and quickly made my way to him. "I wanna know who these new fuckers are and I want to know now!"

"We didn't see anyone in the woods like y/n described. They are either really skilled at hiding or." I cut Simon off, "don't you dare say she was fucking hallucinating or some shit."

"No sir, I was going to say or they are new to the area. I wouldn't put it past Rick that he was involved somehow." Simon adjusted his belt and shifted on his feet as if saying Rick's name made him nervous.

I slung Lucille over my shoulder, "I think it's a good fuckin idea if we pay that fucker a visit." Simon smiled and nodded then walked towards the sanctuary. I stayed outside for a few more minutes then I heard Sarah's voice. "Sir." When I turned around she had blood all over her shirt, my stomach about dropped outta my ass at the sight. "Shes stable, but it's going to be touch and go for a while."

"You just saved your ass." I told her as I walked past her. Before I entered the tent I also added, "wanna keep it that way, keep her alive."

Y/N POV

My brain was so fuzzy feeling, my eyes tried to open but they felt as if they were glued together. I tried to swallow but my throat felt like it was lined with sandpaper. "Y/n? Can you hear me?" A woman's voice sounded from beside me, I know that voice. My eyes opened slightly, she was sitting beside me holding a cup of water. My lips felt so dry and the water was so tempting. "You have to wake up a little more before you get the water." I willed myself to wake up because I really wanted that water. She nodded her approval and put the cup to my lips I drank and drank until there was none left.

"Better?" Sarah asked, I nodded which made the room spin. "You are one lucky duck. You had no internal bleeding and your baby is fine. It just went through your muscle, I stitched you up and you'll be down for a while but you'll recover."

I breathed a sigh of relief because my baby was okay. That's the one thing I was worried about, it didn't matter about me but my baby had to live. "Negan is going to be relieved to know you're awake and are gonna be okay." A shiver ran through me at the mention of his name. He's going to be so angry with me, he will never want me again.

"I gave you some pain meds so you'll be comfortable for a while. Negan is out now getting more. He should be back anytime." Sarah walked around me and checked the tube and monitors before she seemed to relax.

"How...long?" I whispered but thankfully she knew what I meant.

"You've been out for eight days. You lost a lot of blood and it was a good thing you were out so long. Your body has had time to start healing without you moving around." The sound of a truck approaching got both of our attention, "that's probably negan now."

I shook with fear, not knowing what negan would say or do when he found out I was awake. He burst through the door but said nothing, he just stood there staring. Sarah came in right behind him placing various bottles and another bag on the table.

"Sarah, is she good enough for you take a lunch break?" Negan asked in his low no bull shit voice.

Sarah waked over to the monitor above my bed, "she will be good until I get back." With that Sarah left not saying another word. Negan slowly sat down in the chair beside me, his leather jacket squeaking as he sat. He didn't say anything, he just sat there glaring at me.

"Negan." I began but he cut me off by holding up his hand.

"Save it. I don't want to hear any bullshit fucking excuses. You are in this position because you couldn't follow orders, one fucking order!" The muscle in his jaw ticked, "you are my fucking wife, carrying my fucking child. You almost died, so did my baby just because you have to show off your big fuckin lady balls!"

"I know." I closed my eyes, I felt my tears falling but I didn't care.

Negan jumped up and the chair clattering to the floor making me jump. "Oh no! Don't you fucking pull that shit on me. You don't get to be fuckin upset when this is all your fault."

"I know. But negan." I started again but he wasn't done talking.

"Every second you are in pain doesn't compare to the pain I fuckin felt when I thought I lost you." He stepped back beside my bed seemingly more calm, "now because of you I have double the fuckin work to do. I have to deal with Rick and his bullshit and I have to find whatever group you ran into. So don't expect me to be coming by and visiting."

"But-"

"No! I've got shit to deal with." With that he left me. Sarah came back a while later just when my pain meds started to wear off. I didn't care, like negan said I deserved this. I feel like I've lost everything, Sarah noticed my tears and came to sit beside me.

"He's been through alot honey. There was a few days there that I didn't know if I could save you. He will come around."

I shook my head, "no, no he won't. I think I just lost my husband for good

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Wrecked part 16

I felt the headache even before my eyes opened, everything was aching. My hands were tied in front of me, i could feel the scratchy rope chafe my wrists. I felt the cold ground and leaves under me as i began to open my eyes. Everything was quiet, to quiet and that scared me more than hearing gunfire. When my eyes opened fully i found the sun was setting behind the mountains and the wind was picking up.

I didnt dare move at first at least not until i figured out if i was alone or not. My eyes were still blurry and a little unfocused but i could see eell enough that there was no one in front of me. I was somewhere in the woods, somewhere i didnt recognize. The smell of rotting flesh hung thick in the air here i almost gagged. I chanced a look over my shoulder and gasped as i saw the same man who had captured me sat on a stump right behind me.

His head turned to the side as if he was examining me, his hair hung across his face making him much more scary than any other person i had met before. I took in his appearance and realized why it smell of rotting flesh. He wore a skin suit of a walker like a rich man would wear a fine three piece suit. "Who are you?" I asked as i tried to back aeay from him.

He stood and kneeled in front of me, his eyes black as night. He slowly raised his finger to his mouth ,"shhhh."

My heart began to beat frantically as he just stared into my eyes. Those black eyes seemed like something from a nightmare. "Just...just let me go." The back of his hand connected with my cheek hard enough to split my lip.

I heard a rustle in the leaves to the left of us, i looked over to see two more people dressed just like this man. His head turned slowly towards them, seemingly having a conversation without talking. All eyes were on me in a instant then i was being yanked upright by the giant of a man.

I pulled against his grip but nothing was working his hold only tightened. We walked a few more feet and i heard distant voices. "Shes close! Find her!"

I knew that voice, i turned my head in the direction it came from, "negan!" A hand clamped over my mouth, my screams muffled by the mans hand.

"Be quiet." He whispered in my ear, just then i was dropped to the ground again but this time i landed on my stomach. Pain shot from my stomach down into my groin area.

I barely heard the gunfire over the sound of the sound of my heart pounding in my ears. I tried to roll to my back but stopped when i felt exactly where the pain was coming from. A branch that was probably four to five inches round protruded from my lower stomach. "No, no." I whispered.

My hands were still tied and i had no idea who was attacking these people who took me but the only thing i could think of was my unborn child. "No!" I screamed or at least i think i did. I felt dizzy, my breathing shallow. My vision became blurry and tunneled.

I tried to crawl but any kind of movement made me scream in pain. I looked around and wanted to scream with joy when i spotted the walkie talkie laying in the leaves a few feet from me. I conjured up all my strength and began to crawl towards the radio.

I could feel my shirt becoming more warm and sticky where my wound was. My fingers hit the radio and i gripped it for dear life. I pushed the button hoping and praying negan had his still on.

"Negan! Negan...please i need help!" I screamed, but all that i heard was silence. The tears started to fall from my eyes as the thought of not being found hit me. "Somebody...please." i begged but silence again.

The bullets were still flying over head, the sun would be fully set soon and i knew the chances of being found when it was dark was minimal.

My eyes started to get heavy as i began to feel the chill of more than likely losing to much blood. I clutched the walkie talkie to my chest, just as i was about to close my eyes i could hear a muffled voice coming through the speaker.

"Hello?" My voice was weak but i knew i heard someone.

"Y/n! Where the fuck are you?" Negans voice came through angry as ever.

"I...i um....i dont know."

"What do you mean you dont fuckin know?"

I couldnt help the way the corner of my mouth lifted slightly at him actually being angry with me. "If you hear gunfire, follow it. Youll...youll find me."

There was a slight pause and when negans voice came through again it was no longer angry but worried. "Whats wrong?"

"Im hurt, losing alot of blood." My breathing became shallow as my eyes started to close. My body began to shake making my teeth chatter. "Im so cold negan. Please, hurry."

"Baby listen, im gonna fuckin find you. Im not far. You just hold on okay."

I tried to stay awake i really did. I didnt want to let him down again but my body and my mind had two different agendas. Negans voice became distant so i did the only thing i could think of. "I love you negan. If i hadnt have screwed up our baby would have too." I whispered into the radio just as it dropped to the ground beside my head.

The last thing i heard was the panic in negans voice. "Dont you fuckin leave me!"

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Wrecked part 17

A cry filled the air, my eyes flew open as i sat up in bed. I looked around a lavish bedroom as another small cry sounded. I looked to the side and spotted a baby monitor sitting on a side table, then another voice i knew all to well replaced the cries. "Well good morning princess. Hows daddys girl this morning?"

"Negan?" I whispered to myself. My mind began to race, confusion taking over. I looked around the bedroom i was laying in a king sized bed , the other side had been laid in recently because it was still warm when i laid my hand on the sheets.

The memories came flooding back, laying in the woods, the branch the pierced my stomach, begging negan for help, then nothing. As my mind kept tossing around the memories i heard footsteps coming towards the bedroom door. My eyes went wide and tears pooled in them as i took in the little girl that was in negans arms.

Her hair was jet black just like negan, her chubby cheeks had just a little rose color to them from crying. Her tiny fist in her mouth and a little drool was running down her arm. Her eyes though, her eyes were mine. The same color and shape, i was staring at a small version of myself with negans dark hair.

"Someone is wanting her mommy." Negans smile was wide across his face as he placed the infant in my arms. She smiled up at me, cooing and blowing spit bubbles making me smile back. Tears fell from my eyes as i took in this beautiful child who is mine and negans.

My mind raced trying to make sense of everything, my memories flooded through my mind but yet here i sat in the middle of this king sized bed holding the most perfect angel i have ever laid eyes on.

I felt the bed dip with negans weight as his arms wrapped around me. "My two beautiful girls." His words made my tears fall even more, his brow furrowed as he took in my expression. "You okay sweetheart?"

I shook my head as i looked into his eyes, "i just had this really weird dream." I sniffed and negan brushed his finger across my cheek wiping the tears away. "I was in the woods and you were looking for me. These people took me and there was gun shots. I was pregnant and a large branch pierced my stomach. There was so much blood..." My head dropped as i began to cry more, making the hild in my arms upset. She started wiggling and mouthing at my breast, an instinct kicked in as i pulled my silk blouse off my shoulder exposing my breast. She latched on and was quiet once more.

Negans fingers touched my chin bringing my face around to look at him. "It was just a dream baby. You and lucy are safe. Ill never let anything happen to you two."

I smiled as he brushed his lips against mine. When he pulled back i looked back down to, negan said her name was lucy, who was suckling slowly now as she fell back asleep. "Shes beautiful." I whispered as i ran my finger over her rosey cheek.

"She looks like you, thats why shes beautiful." He said kissing my neck. "You hungry?"

I nodded, "yeah im starving."

Negan smiled, "ill go get breakfast started." He gave my shoulder a quick kiss before standing.

"Negan." I said before he left the room, he turned to me with a raised brow. "I love you."

He smiled back, "i love you too doll." With that he walked out the door and i heard the stairs creaking as he made his way to the kitchen i guessed.

Lucy slept peacefully in my arms, i laid her down next to me on the bed as i fixed my shirt back. I laid down beside her as she snuggled into me, wanting to be as close to me as possible. "You know," i began to talk to the sleeping angel, "this is life i want for you. Whether or not this is a dream this is it. This is the life you deserve." Lucy smiled in her sleep as if she knew what i was talking about.

I laid there and watched her as she slept. She was so beautiful and if this was a dream or whatever i never wanted to wake up. Negan appeared in the doorway a few minutes later holding a tray, i put my finger to my lips so he would know lucy was asleep. He smiled and set the tray on the table on his side of the bed then sat down on the other side of lucy.

"I made your favorite." He handed me a plate with waffles, bacon, scrambled eggs and strawberries. We ate in comfortable silence and when we were both done negan placed our dirty plates back on the tray. "What would you like to do today?" He whispered.

I shrugged, "stay in bed all day, enjoy this little angel. Maybe even have a little mommy and daddy time later." I smirked at him and wiggled my eyebrows.

He growled low in his chest and pulled me close. "Now thats what im talking about." He stood and picked lucy up, walking over to the bassinet that was in the corner of the room. He laid her down gently making sure he didnt wake her. He stood over her for a moment rocking the bassinet back and forth for a few minutes.

When he was sure she was good and asleep he silently made his way back to me on the bed. I watched as he pulled off his boxers then climbed under the comforter with me. His body covered mine, my legs fell open to nestle him between them. "We dont have long, shell be awake again before we know it." He started with little kisses down my neck and across my collar bone.

"Then stop talking." I said in a breathy voice. He bit my shoulder making a small yelp escape my lips.

"Shhh." He whispered against my skin as i felt his hand move down my silk blouse until he reached my lace underwear. He pulled them aside with his fingers then he found my clit. I bit my lip to keep from being to loud as his skilled fingers circled it then he dipped gis fingers inside me, testing to see how wet i was. "Always ready for me." He growled against my jaw.

He pulled my panties down with one hard jerk then sank balls deep into me. I gasped at the fullness of him sitring inside me. My legs started shaking right away as ge buried his face in my neck. He began to move at a fast pace, my fingers moved into his hair and tugged resulting in another growl from him.

I felt the band becoming tighter in my belly, "negan...Im gonna cum."

"Come on doll, cum for me. Im right behind ya." He bit down on my neck and began sucking, thats all it took and i was falling over the edge. I pulled his mouth to mine to stifle my scream and his animalistic roar as we climaxed together.

My legs shaking as his cock twitched inside me, spilling every bit of himself into me. "It was quick, but i promise i will make it up to you tonight." He whispered as he planted kisses across my face and lips.

"Looking forward to it." I smiled at his lustful expression. We finished right in time, lucys whimpers came from the bassinet. Negan made a move to get up but i stopped him. "Let me." He didnt argue, just flopped down on the bed and closed his eyes. Lucy needed a diaper changed so i took her back into the nursery and changed her diaper and clothes then went downstairs.

Later that night after lucy had ate i placed her gently on her crib and turned on her mobile. I didnt hear negan walk in but i sensed he was there. I turned to find him leaning against the door frame just watching me. I walked over to him and wrapped my arms around his neck his slipping around my waist. "Youre an amazing mother." He whispered against my lips.

I smiled "youre an amazing father. I knew you would be." He took my hand and led me to the bedroom, we climbed under the covers and i laid my head on his chest. His fingers were running through my hair, mine were tracing lazy circles on his chest.

"Tired?" He asked, i nodded and tried to hide a yawn behind my hand. "Get some sleep doll."

I shook my head, "i dont want to sleep."

"You afraid youll have that dream again?"

I nodded, "yeah, but i honestly dont believe it was a dream. I think that whatever it was, was my life and i must have died and gone to heaven or something. I dont want to go to sleep and then wake up from this. This is the life i have wanted since i met you, i dont want it to end."

I looked up at him and found him already staring at me, a confused look on his face. "It was just a dream doll."

My eyes started getting heavy as his heartbeat soothed me. "I hope youre right."

"Youre not going any fuckin where. Youre staying with me. Open your eyes." Negans voice was fading as sleep overtook me

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Wrecked part 14

Two months later.....

All had been quiet surprisingly around the sanctuary. Negan made weekly trips to alexandria for supplies and to keep rick in line. I was always left behind like always because now my bump had become more visible and i wasnt able to hide it anymore. Negan had yet to acknowledge the baby, never feeling the baby move, never coming to the medical tent with me for a checkup.

Although i was beginning to be happy with the thought of becoming a mother, my heart ached because the man i love, the father, seemed like he didnt care. Every night i went to bed alone and slept most of the night alone. Negan would slip into bed sometime before sunrise for just a few hours then he was back up again. He always kept his back to me, never reaching for me like he used to he hadnt even wanted me sexually since that one day in the woods.

I sat down in the kitchen while everyone else was outside doing their jobs, i knew soon negan would come in from patroling and i needed to talk to him. I planned on it at least, whether he will listen or not is the thing.

A few minutes later everyone started filling the room for lunch. I watched the door as people began to come in, only negan was nowhere in sight. I sat drumming my fingers on the table and watched as simon and dwight walked in but no negan. I grunted in frustration as i stood pushing my chair back as i did. "Wheres negan?" I asked simon catching him just before he headed in the kitchen.

Simon shrugged and walked away which only frustrated me more. I turned and made my way to the doors, hoping to find him outside somewhere. As i pushed the door open it hit a solid body on the other side. Negans eyes met mine, angry at first but softened just a tad upon seeing it was me. "You should be inside eating lunch." His voice held no emotion.

"Not hungry. I was actually looking for you." I shut the door behind me.

He sighed as his eyes searched the perimeter, avoiding looking at me at all costs. "Well, you found me."

"Negan, i wanted to ask you if you would come with me after lunch to my checkup." The muscle in his jaw twitched as he seemed to have a internal battle with himself.

"I cant stop everything to go play fuckin doctor." He said between clenched teeth.

I placed my hand on his arm, he flinched at the simple touch. "Please, dont you want to see our baby?" He continued to ignore me, butt i had had enough. I shoved against him not making much of a difference in his stance but it got his attention. "What the hell is with you lately? You chased after me when i left and basically demanded i come back here. You said you missed me, but you do everything in your damn power to avoid me! Why keep me here if this is how its going to be?"

"I have more important things to do than this fuckin bullshit! I brought you here to keep you fuckin safe. What kind of a man and a leader would i fuckin be if i left a pregnant woman to fend for her fuckin self in the fuckin woods!" He yelled but he wasnt the only one who was angry.

I took a deep steadying breath, my hand raised before i could stop myself. The shock on his face probably matched mine as my palm connected with his cheek. "Im not just any woman. I am the woman carrying your child." I whispered menicingly, "dont act like youre the hero here. I wouldve done just fine on my own, you didnt save me negan. You saved yourself, your pride. Your wife defied you then left, guess that makes the big bad wolf look pretty weak doesnt it."

I more heard than saw his grip tighten around the handle of the infamous bat. I smirked and took a step toward him until our bodies were touching. His nostrils flared his teeth gritting as the anger shown on his face.

"I can see it in your eyes how bad you wanna bash my head in at this moment. Go ahead, do it." I whispered. He stood there for a minute seemingly contemplating on doing it. He placed his hand on my chest and for a brief moment i thought i may have got through to him, but the moment he nudged me backwards i knew different.

"You are testing my fuckin patience." He growled.

I smirked and moved right back in his face again. "You think im scared of you? Guess what, im the one person thats still breathing who doesnt give a shit about your empty threats."

He opened his mouth to say something when all of a sudden a gunshot rang out, not even a second later a bullet hit the side of the building right between me and negan. The next thing i knew the door flew open and me and negan both were pulled inside by simon as other saviors ran out of the building.

Negan pushed me behind one of the metal counters then kneeled beside me. "Stay the fuck down until we get the all clear." Another shot rang out as one of the men outside yelled in pain. Then more gunfire rang out from outside the sanctuary, far away and close.

Negan grabbed a walkie talkie that was on the counter, "someone tell me what the fuck is going on!"

A few moments later simon was heard on the other end. "Its rick! Son of a bitch has got some balls."

"No fuckin shit! Head to the vantage point, ill meet you there." I grabbed negans arm as he started to leave.

"Im coming with you." I shouted over the noise.

"The fuck you are!" I stood and ran to the back to get my guns, negan following close behind me. He grabbed my arm and spun me around facing him. "Youre fuckin pregnant."

"And im a damn good shot. One of the best here. You know that." I wasnt giving in. "Ill head to the tree line, they wont even see me."

His lips pressed against mine suddenly, surprising me. When we parted i felt the cold metal and heard the click of handcuffs against my wrist. The other end was attached to the metal counter top. I pulled until i felt the metal bite into my wrist. Negan was smiling as he made his way to the door. "See ya later doll."

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Wrecked part 13

Frozen to the spot, i couldnt form words to even lie my way out of this. Negan stared at me waiting for an answer. His eyes bore holes into me as my mind raced to try to find words to blurt out, anything, but nothing came.

"Are you fuckin pregnant?" Negan broke the tense silence between us. My mouth opened and closed over and over as i tried to say something. He stepped closer to me as he shook the bottle of vitamins at me. "Answer me, this instant." I couldnt form the words so finally i was able to nod my head. "And im the father?" My eyes shot up to his, confusion and hurt im sure was evident on my face.

"Of course you are negan. What do you think id cheat on you?" My voice came out shaky but stern. "I know that i went against you going to daryl that night but i would never cheat on you."

He held up his hand in a surrendering motion. "I never said that you did." I vent down to pick up my pack and stuff the rest of my few belongings back in there. When i stood back up i held my hand out for the vitamins. "When did you find out?" He asked still holding onto the vitamins.

I sighed and crossed my arms over my chest. "Just a little while ago. When i was at the medical tent."

"Then why didnt you come and get me? If you fuckin knew whyd you run?" He lowered the bat down to his side, he looked like he had the wind knocked out of him.

I let out a breath and stepped towards him closing the space between us. "Negan, i didnt run. I had no idea how i was going to tell you because i didnt know how you felt about having children. Plus how are we supposed to raise a child in this world?"

"I dont think being by yourself in the fuckin woods is the answer." He raised his eyebrows at me as his head turned to the side. "Youre coming back to the sanctuary." I opened my mouth to say something but he cut me off. "No is not a fuckin answer."

"Im not staying with your other wives, i already made it clear how i feel about that." I say crossing my arms over my chest. Negan grabbed my pack and slung it over his shoulder and started walking down the path the opposite direction i was heading. I jogged until i caught up with him, i pulled the strap of my pack and he turned with a jerk.

"Where the hell are you going with my stuff?" I yelled not really meaning to, surprising us both in the process. He raised his eyebrows at me like it was obvious.

"I done told you." He pulls free from my grip and motions for me to walk in front of him. I roll my eyes but step forward, the smug smile on his lips made me want to slap him or kiss him. One of the two. "Attagirl." He whispered behind me as he fell into step. We walked in silence for a few minutes when i stopped in my tracks. Negan almost bumping into me from behind.

I turned around to find him scowling at me. "What the fuck is the problem now?" He growled obviously running out of patience with me.

"Im not staying with your other wives."

He sighed and grabbed me by the arm, basically dragging me along with him as he walked. "Negan. Stop." I jerked away from him but i could see the fire in his eyes as he turned to face me.

"For fucks sake! Can you just do as your fuckin told!? For once!" He bellowed and i flinched at the harshness in his voice. He rubbed a hand over his face in frustration but when his eyes met mine again there was no anger there. "I dont have any other wives. Theres just you, no one else. So stop being fuckin stubborn and lets get back."

My breath caught in my throat at his admission but i didnt say another word. I let him lead me down the dirt path until the sanctuary was in sight. I saw simon standing by one of the big trucks that was parked in the road, his rifle lax in his hands.

Negan nodded at him and he climved into the back of the truck, not a word passed between them. Negan held my door open for me, i climbed in then he walked around the truck and got in himself. The ride back to the sanctuary was short and silent.

When the truck stopped just inside the gates i grabbed my pack that negan had placed in between us, opened my door and made my way to the place i called home not so long ago.

I turned toward the stairs but wasnt sure where to go. So instead i turned and walked towards the kitchen, just as i sat down at one of the tables i spotted negan across the room looking for me. When he spotted me he dismissed everyone in the room, which was just a few kitchen workers and saviors standing around.

He sat down in front of me and placed his hands on the table. "Now, lets get some things fuckin straight. You, are not to leave this sanctuary no matter what. If i so much as find you open the fuckin front door i will lock you in one of the holding cells. Do you understand?"

I couldnt help but chuckle at negans threats. "So im a prisoner now?"

"No, but youre carrying my fuckin baby. That means you are to be safe at all fuckin times." He growled out.

I leaned forward in my chair, he did the same. "Im pregnant negan, not an invalid. Im not going to stay in here all the time. I can still do my duties."

I saw the muscle in his jaw twitch, "you are my wife, you will do as i fuckin say."

"And if i dont?" I challenged him. He didnt say a word just stared. I rolled my eyes, "where am i going to be sleeping?"

His brow furrowed, "in our room, where the fuck did you think?"

I shook my head, not really sure how to answer him. I didnt know whether he would want me back in his bed after what happened. All i could think was, im glad he did. I stood then, negan got to his feet as well following me up the stairs and to his bedroom.

I sat my pack down on the floor beside the door and sat down in the chair in the corner. I sighed as the stress from the last couple of months begin to seep into my bones. I pulled my old boots off and began to rub my feet. I looked up and negan was staring right at me. "What? You dont have to babysit me. Im not gonna run if thats what youre thinking."

He sat on the edge of the bed, his head rolled from side to side his neck cracking while doing so. I stood and grabbed one of his tshirts from the dresser planning on taking a long hot shower. Negan stopped me by grabbing my hand.

"Ive got some things to do." His eyes showed so many emotions, it pulled at my heart.

I smiled, "dont worry, ill be here. A nice hot ahower and some sleep is what i need right now."

He nodded but continued to hold my hand. After a few minutes he released me and walked out the door without looking back.

The shower relaxed every muscle in me and i had forgot how much i had missed hot water. My eyes grew heavy as i climbed under the comforter. One last look at the window and i could see the sun was starting to set. It wouldnt be much longer before negan came back up for the night but there was no way i could stay awake to wait for him. I snuggled into the pillow that smelled of him and let exhaustion take over.

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Wrecked part 12

I stood there frozen to the spot as negan propped his bat on his shoulder and smiled at me. I had to play this just right , had to make sure every move i made was the right one so negan wouldnt get suspicious.

"Here i am." I said carefully. Negan took a step towards me but i took a step back.

"What the fuck you doing hiding from me?" He whispered gruffly not making another move to come closer.

My eyes went to the ground, focusing on a stick that i started kicking around with my foot. "Im not exactly hiding."

He scoffed and rolled his eyes, "then what the fuck do you call it? You made a fuckin dirt trail scurrying out the back of the medic tent." My eyes shot up to his, and he smiled. "Oh yes doll, i knew you was there."

"How?" I whispered.

He stepped forward again only this time i didnt move back. "You didnt think that i would just let you leave without having eyes on you, did you?" I stayed silent shaking my head.

"I know every move you fuckin make." He leaned in close to my ear, his breath send chills all over my body.

"Then...why didnt you come find me sooner?" I asked, wondering if he was just bullshitting me into giving him what he wants.

He began to circle me like a predator sizing up its prey. "Doesnt matter. Only thing that does, is that im here now." He stopped right behind me, his hand resting on my hip. "Come home baby. Daddy misses you." I shake my head, trying not to give in to him.

His hand travels up to just under where my pack is. "I know you miss me." He leans in and brushes his lips against my ear.

"I do." I say breathless as his hand continues to warm me to my soul. I hear him chuckle, as he plants a soft kiss to my neck. I come back to reality at that moment and pull away. I turn to face him, and the surprised look on his face almost made me laugh.

"Yes negan, i miss you and i would love nothing more than to come back to you." I said holding back the tears.

"But?" He says raising an eyebrow at me.

"But, can you trust me like you did before? Can you walk out the door every single day and not wondering if im going to do something against your rules again?"

He sighs and drops his head.

"Thats what i thought. I love you negan and i am so sorry that i broke that trust you had in me. I thought i was doing the right thing. I wanted to do what was right, but now i realize there is no good in the world anymore. I am no better than ricks group to you." The tears begin to fall as much as i hated to let them.

"Listen..." negan began but i cut him off.

"No, you listen. I cant pretend that night didnt happen. As much as i would like to, but its my fault things are the way they are now."

He throws his free hand up in the air. "Jesus christ, you make it sound like you fucked him or aomething." I open my mouth to say something but he silences me when he holds his finger up. "I let daryl go."

I gasped, "what?"

He nodded, "you heard me."

All of a sudden my pack seemed to heavy, so i dropped it on the ground. I walked towards him. "Whyd you do that?"

He rolls his eyes and scoffs, like it should be so obvious. His eyes scan the trees beside us avoiding me. I take his face in my hands making him look at me. "Tell me. Whyd you let him go?"

He sighs and drops lucielle to the ground, his hands pulling me close to him. "You fuckin know why." I smiled because that was as close to an i love you that i would ever get. It was enough for me though because negan didnt do love.

My lips crushed to his, his hands went in my hair pulling until my scalp stung. "God damn it, ive fuckin missed you." He whispered against my lips. He pulled me to the side into the treeline.

He pushed me up against the trunk of the nearest tree, the bark scraping my shoulders and back. He made quick work of my pants and underwear. "Turn that fuckin ass around."

I did as he said, i placed my hands on the tree trunk as i heard his belt and zipper. I felt his hardness pressing at my entrance, i moaned as i moved my hips back against him. He gripped my hips firmly and growled. "Always so fuckin eager to take my cock."

"Please, negan. I need you so bad." I whimpered, he slowly entered me which was different tha anytime before. His grip loosened on my hips and i took advantage of the moment and slammed my hips back against him.

"God damn!" Negan yelled out as his grip tightened once again. My hands moved on top of his and held on tight. His hips moved furiously into me, i felt the band in my stomach tightening.

"Come on baby. Show daddy how much you missed this fuckin cock. Squirt for daddy." He growled in my ear.

At that moment i felt myself come undone, he pounded into me as my juices squirted no doubt all over him cause it was running down my legs.

"Jesus fuckin christ!" He growled out as i felt his seed spill inside of me. We stood still as we came down from our high, negan pressing small kisses to my shoulder and neck. When he backed away from me i turned and leaned against the tree. "I love you." I whispered as he pulled his pants up and zipped them up.

He smiled as buckled his belt then picked up lucielle. "I know." I began to pull my pants and underwear back up when negan spoke again. "What the fuck are these?" I walked over to where he was standing next to my pack. My eyes went wide as they landed on his hand holding the bottle of prenatal vitamins.

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Wrecked part 15

I could hear the gunfire coming and going from both far away and close. I pulled at the cuffs but they were just tight enough to where i couldnt pull my hand through. Negan thought it would keep me here but he underestimated me once again. I found an ink pen laying on the counter, broke it down and began to pick the lock.

After a few tries i finally was able to unlock them. I grabbed my guns and the walkie talkie on the counter and made my way to the doors. I slipped out the back hugging the buildings walls as i went. Thankfully the action was at the front of the sanctuary which gave me a chance to move to the treeline just behind the building.

I ducked and scurried until i was sure the trees were thick enough to hide my location. I walked as quickly and quietly as i was able to in the thick leaves until i made it to the hill that would overlook the fight.

I climbed until i made it to a rock which was the perfect place to set up at. I propped my rifle on the rock and turned tge walkie talkie on. I kept the volume the lowest i could and placed it beside my head to where i could hear.

"Northwest!" I heard simon call out, i trained my sights to the northwest of the sanctuary and there was rick. He would fire off a couple of rounds then duck behind a makeshift shelter.

I tried to get a good shot but there was no way to get a clear shot. "Damn it!" I whispered to myself. I decided to search for negan instead so i could cover him. A few moments later i found him and simon ducked down behind one of the cement walls.

I flinched in horror as a shot came very close to hitting negan. "Sniper north east!" Simon bellowed through the walkie talkie. I moved my sights to try to find the sniper. I had to be patient becahse scouting out a sniper was a tough job at least for a experienced one. Luckily enough for me this guy was a rookie.

I was able to spot him easily, he had no camo, or anything to make him blend in so he stuck out like a sore thumb. I trained my sights right in the middle of his forehead, then pulled the trigger. I watched as the hole appeared in the mans forehead and a red mist followed.

After i took the sniper out i settled back on negan. I watched as one of ricks men flanked to the side, simon turned but before he could get a shot off i dtopped the guy with a bullet to the heart.

Simon and negan looked around confused at first and i couldnt help but grin. If only he knew. I took out a few more as they got close until ricks men started to pull back.

Some of the saviors followed but most stayed behind. I watched negan as he looked up around the surrounding woods, probably wondering which one of his men were the one to snipe six men.

"Whos our gaurdian angel? Dwight?" I heard negans voice come through the walkie talkie. I scoffed, dwight couldnt have even got a deer standing still with a rifle let alone a moving target.

I picked the walkie talkie up and held it up, "not even close."

"Y/n? What the fuck are you doing out here?" Negans voice was angry, i expected nothing less. Especially the way he had been acting lately.

"A thank you wont kill you."

"What the fuck am i supposed to be thankful for?"

I threw the strap of my rifle over my shoulder, "saving your ass for one."

I began to climb down from the rock when i felt i was being watched. Maybe one of ricks men had found out where i was and was trying to get the jump on me.

I listened but nothing unusual could be heard. I took the scope off my rifle and scouted through the trees. I stopped suddenly when i spotted a walker, or what i thought was a walker.

The way this person moved and stood, this was no undead. This was someone new. I saw another one come behind him, i placed the scope in my pocket and started sprinting down the hill.

"Negan. Im heading your way...im southeast of your position...im being followed." I said out of breath but needig negan to know where i was.

"What the fuck you mean? Ricks people?" Negan yelled.

"No! Someone new!" I said as i began running down the path leading to the sanctuary. One of them stepped out from behind a tree, they were wearing a walkers skin suit. I turned to my left and ran towards another shortcut i knew.

"Im being surrounded. Im almost to the river." I said just as another one stepped in front of me. "Shit!" I yelled as i turned right going to go back the other direction. They were on all sides, i had no way out besides fighting my way out.

I pulled my handgun from the waist of my jeans, only to have it smacked from my hand by the biggest man i had ever seen. He was at least a foot taller than negan with long stragly hair. His head turned as he put his finger to his lips telling me to be quiet.

"Im almost there." Negans voice came through the walkie talkie, i raised it to tell him the situation but the man grabbed it from my hands.

He brought the walkie talkie up to his mouth and whispered, "to late." A pain exploded in the back of my head and i knew nothing else.

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